Chapter 208 Face

Xu Xiang asked softly in a trembling voice: Am I so unbearable in your eyes?Haven't you seen me directly from beginning to end?

Du Yan was too lazy to say anything, but just nodded as a response.

Xu Xiang asked unwillingly: If Li Yu did not confess to you, or if he didn't like you, would your efforts change?

Du Yan paused and said: Don’t assume some things, but what I can answer is that even if Li Yu didn’t confess his love to me and we didn’t get together, I wouldn’t accept you.Because my parents had already set a way for me to continue my doctorate, and then there was a different contact area, so we could not meet again.

Xu Xiang was hit harder by this statement that was not the same type, and he sighed deeply and said self-deprecatingly: It's Ah!We are not people at the same level, and I also want to use my own efforts to improve my strength and make myself closer to you.I admit that I have taken a wrong path in this regard. I'm sorry Qi Xiu and others, I hate Ah!Do you know, I hate myself for not having a good background and not having a strong parent. If that happens, you will definitely look up to me. I can also have the ability to make you consider me more easily, and even accept me, I...

Du Yan interrupted Xu Xiang's hypothetical generous speech and said directly: Don't imagine it, and at the same time, I will tell you clearly that it is impossible.Do you know? I only realized after I accepted Li Yu that my parents actually paved the way for me to stay in Beijing after studying for a doctorate.And I already have a family-related partner who is already observing it. The strength may be something you and I don’t even imagine, but so what? After seeing the photos, I immediately told my parents that even without Li Yu, I would not look down on that man, so your thoughts are still too self-righteous.I admit that some women now have the idea of ​​using marriage to improve their identity, but that is not all. Even if you have that strength, your vision may naturally become higher and you will not like me.So don’t talk about this assumption. When I come to see you, I just want to satisfy your wish. At the same time, I also have something to say to you in person.

After pausing, Du Yan continued: From the moment I understood that I had already hated you for you from the moment you put medicine on me, and at the same time I felt that it was not worth it for Qi Xiu and other women who couldn't see you clearly.People can be arrogant, but not too arrogant. And even if the person you like doesn't like you, don't use this method to succeed. Haven't you ever thought that someone will die with you?I tell you now, I am, if you really succeed, I will let you understand what regret means.

Xu Xiang's expression quickly dimmed, and his entire energy and spirit were suddenly removed. At this moment, he realized that no matter what, he had lost very thoroughly.

Moreover, judging from the current situation, my guilt may be sentenced to more than twenty years. If I think the circumstances are bad, it is very likely that I will be in a life.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiang couldn't help but laugh again and murmured: It's better to die, forget it, have no worries, no hope.

Du Yan frowned, thought for a while and persuaded: I don’t know how long it will be, but what I want to say is that if you have the chance to come out and have the chance to reduce your sentence, then you should not give up your life. You will offset your previous mistakes with long-term transformation. After you come out, even a simple life is the greatest respect for your life.

Xu Xiang didn't want to discuss with Du Yan in this regard, and then changed the topic and continued: If possible, I would like to ask you to meet Qi Xiu and the others and say sorry to them for me. Now they won't forgive me no matter what I say, and I can only say these three words to them now.

Du Yan said: I don’t know if they will come to the trial today. If you come, you should talk to them in person to seek their understanding. Even if they don’t understand, they will understand that you really know that you have done something wrong.

Xu Xiang smiled again and said: I really have no face to face them. If I can, I would like to apologize for death.

Du Yan said again, saying: Do you think that death can offset all the mistakes?Let them live in this shadow for the rest of their lives?Will your heart really hurt?If you really think this way, then I was wrong today.

Xu Xiang was stunned for a moment and felt that although Du Yan had great hatred for him at this time, there was also a hint of persuasion and motivation. Xu Xiang looked at Du Yan again, looking at this standard melon-shaped face full of anger, and his beautiful eyes were even wide open and full of anger. However, in Xu Xiang's opinion, this was Du Yan's disguised concern for him.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiang couldn't help but smile happily. This was the first time he had been sincerely happy since he was arrested, completely overshadowing his suffering from being imprisoned.

Du Yan was also confused by Xu Xiang's sudden smile, and couldn't help but scold him, "What a laugh, if I had known, why would you have to understand what you learned before? You have learned a lot of knowledge and you can't figure out what you know about, but you have learned all this!

Xu Xiang would not feel a sense of loss when he heard Du Yan's reprimand, but instead smiled even harder. After laughing, he said: I will correct it. It doesn't matter if I don't have the chance to go out. I will say sorry to Qi Xiu and the others myself, even if I only have pale and powerless words. Finally, I sincerely say to you first, I'm sorry.

Du Yan then eased his angry expression, nodded and said: This is almost the same. I also want to say that no matter what the result is, no matter where you are, as long as you have ideas and confidence, you can achieve results wherever you are, and it will not be too rude in your life. I think you can understand this principle.

Of course, Xu Xiang also understood what Du Yan meant, but his heart was still up and down now. He didn’t know the result or what his life would be like in the future. Although he was a little open now, he still couldn’t accept the facts so calmly!

Sure enough, the mistake still requires greater efforts to make up for it!

That is freedom.

The meeting has been quite long, and the two of them have already said nothing. The police next to him have already reminded him that the time has been almost over. Du Yan quickly said: OK, think about it again.I'll leave first.

Xu Xiang hurriedly asked again, "Can you come to see me occasionally if you have time in the future?"Xu Xiang regretted it as soon as he finished speaking. This is lack of greed!

Sure enough, Du Yan stood up and said clearly: I can only say sorry for this point. I am already married. It is wrong to come this time, and I will not come in the future. If you can convince Qi Xiu and the others, it may be possible. Of course, you must also be mentally prepared for the worst.

Xu Xiang knew it and was not too disappointed, and watched Du Yan leave...

After Du Yan went out, he felt a little regretful for Xu Xiang. You should know that his studies are still very good. If he hadn't used his intelligence in the wrong place, he would have a good life.

But his life was indirectly harmed by himself. Although he was the one who caused the mistake, Du Yan also lamented that this alumnus he once knew ended his life like this.

After Du Yan left, he asked if Qi Xiu and the others had come. No matter what, he wanted to do his best for him, or he didn't want his former alumni to become enemies like this.

Of course, I also understand that the possibility of being forgiven is too low. After all, they have suffered severe injuries because of Xu Xiang, and they are traumatized psychologically and physically. And if they speak for him, they will be attacked by them, because they are also the same victims, but they are lucky enough to have not suffered substantial harm.

So what Du Yan thought was to confirm whether they would attend the trial first. At that time, it would depend on whether Xu Xiang could take the initiative to do this. Even if he was scolded, beaten, or not forgiven, as long as he said it, it would be a great psychological improvement.

Du Yan raised his head and covered the sun with his hands. The weather was a bit abnormal!

I complained when I first came back, but I had to separate from Li Yu as soon as I came back. I originally wanted to spend time with him after I returned home, but now I don’t have much time.

Moreover, Li Yu had to go to work in a few days, and it was the same place before, which made the couple less likely to communicate their relationship, and at the same time, they had no chance to complete what they wanted to do.

And there is another thing. When I am free, I will involuntarily think of my father-in-law and what's going on when I think about him going back to the west?

How long will I come back? Is things going well? I have a moment of confusion and I actually miss my father-in-law more than my husband.

This discovery also made me feel uncertain and worried. I felt that this sign was not good. At the same time, I began to be afraid. There was a thought in my heart that I could not let this thought grow, and at the same time I recalled the bone-eating feeling I felt when I was with him. This pleasure made me unable to stop and I was both scared and confused.

Du Yan picked up the hair that was blown away by the wind and pinned it to his ears, looked at the bare branches around him, and then thought to himself with relief, no matter what.

It’s better to complete the matter here as soon as possible, and then concentrate on doing another important thing well. Then look at what changes you have in your heart.

May I ask...you are Du Yan.

Du Yan turned his head and saw an intellectual beauty standing next to an Audi car not far away that made her eyes shine. She looked at her with an elegant and quiet smile. The two beauties looked at each other, observing each other...