Chapter 567 Indulgence (forty-eight)

Hearing my father's plain words.If Li Yu has a stomach, he can only hold back what he wants to say.But he still didn't look at Du Yan.but.He didn't have any resentment or anger when he looked at his father.perhaps.Without really seeing the facts.Li Yu still has some affection for his father.and.No more mother.Speaking of it.He and his father were left with each other for life.Not to mention that he watched his father contribute to this family since he was a child.Li Yu can understand no matter how much he says it.It is really not easy for my father to get to where he is today step by step.The only thing that cannot be understood is that the person who sees it cannot perceive it in the same way as the person who has experienced it.so.The hardship he seemed was not exactly the same as the pain Li Muyu actually experienced.

Du Yan looked at Li Yu's attitude of being very obviously unwilling to talk to him, and frowned even tighter.I don’t want to observe what I think before talking about it.Du Yan knew that his father would take at least an hour to cook.so.Du Yan pursed her lips and walked to the living room and stood at the secret door. She looked at Li Yu and said in a very light voice.You come here.I want to talk to you.

Li Yu had a kind of intuition.I don’t want to talk to Du Yan alone now.because.The main purpose of his rush back today was to get back on An Yan's line through his father.He may get many unexpected benefits through this line in the future.Think of the benefits.Li Yu was surging his blood again.but.He also understood that now is not the time to think about this.so.He quickly focused his energy and looked at Du Yan.He also lowered his voice and said in a pretentious manner.What to talk about?What do you want to tell me?

Du Yan clenched his pink fist.Just keep yourself calm and say softly.You come here first.There are some things you don’t want to let dad know, right?

Li Yu looked at Du Yan and raised his chin to indicate the direction while talking.This made him frown and think about it.

Seeing that he was still hesitating.Du Yan added another sentence.Dad cooks for no more than an hour.

Li Yu was told by Du Yan that he could only get up and go through the secret door with her and go to the next door.The two sat at the farthest end of the sofa.Du Yan knew that there was not much time.So he spoke immediately without much thought.

husband.What are the difficulties you have in your work?Or do you have any opinions on me?Don't think about fooling me.I still know your personality quite well.

Li Yu originally wanted to interrupt and say whatever he wanted to stabilize Du Yan first.but.She obviously saw this.so.When I saw that I had the intention to interrupt, I immediately added a few sentences.This also made Li Yu shut up and hold his mouth on his thighs and look at her face.Looking at her face that was so familiar that she was once crazy and extremely attached.Li Yu couldn't help but feel a tingling sensation in his heart.He really wanted to ask immediately.Asked her if her body is still the only one.Asked her if she was the only one in her heart.Want to blame her.I want her to give herself a convincing answer.A vow to stop having any strange thoughts.I want her to give herself a sense of security.A belief and concern that makes you feel worthy of your hard work outside.

But these.Li Yu dared not say it out loud.I am afraid that I will break the fantasy mirror as soon as I open my mouth and make life shattered.And I also understand that there is no possibility of recovery.but.Li Yu thought again that the current situation might be a good opportunity.An opportunity to test or indirectly.Although.Li Yu didn't know what Du Yan would say to him.But she could make her doubt through some obscure hints.I doubt that I feel a crisis.It is possible that she will force her to say something she shouldn't say.Have this idea.Li Yu breathed a sigh of relief.Try to calm yourself down.Clear thinking.

It's nothing.Or it all has some connections.but.These are all small things.I don’t really want to bring these negative emotions to my home either.so.I didn't call you much in the middle.I haven't come back and let you see that it's uncomfortable.But.I still failed.It makes you worry.

Du Yan's heart fell back as Li Yu said.But I also vaguely feel that what he said may not be completely true.so.She needs to test it further.Du Yan immediately continued to pursue and said.husband.We have said it.Two people should be honest.There are some things I may not be able to help you.But I don’t want you to bear all your worries alone.besides.There is also my reason for what you said.This made me even more curious.You say it out.Let me discover and correct it.

Li Yu's head also turned rapidly.He understands.Ambiguous words cannot make Du Yan completely believe her words.so.He is preparing to disclose some information half-true and half-false.It’s better to see her reaction from this.

oops.What's wrong with you?I said nothing.I can solve it.You also want to trace the root of the question.Then I'll talk about it.Actually Ah.What you told me before may have some problems with your body due to childbirth.I have lost interest in sex life.Regarding this.What kind of mentality do you think I will be when I hear this news?It must be a collapsed Ah.You must know.How old are we?I have been together for decades.If there is no sex life.How likely do you think this is?and.Do you think I can be willing?

So Ah.I went back there to check the information Ah.Find folk remedies Ah.only.Some of the results are not satisfactory.Then I felt bad.Add some common troubles in engineering.There are also issues that need to be considered if you want to do it alone.These are all concentrated together.It made me feel a little depressed completely.

After listening to Li Yu's explanation, Du Yan finally let down his heart a lot.but.She was cautious and still chose not to believe what she said completely.but.I also thought that what he said might be part of the real reason.but.Du Yan always feels that he still hides something.so.Du Yan decided to put a smoke bomb.Let me hint from the side in a roundabout way.

Du Yan said directly after he thought about it.husband.Since you have told me so much today.Then I'll say something to you too.These words have always been pressed into my heart and make people feel uncomfortable.but.After saying that.You'd better not show it.otherwise.I'm afraid it will lead to some bad results.

When Li Yu heard that Du Yan wanted to say something.I became nervous immediately.The heart couldn't help but lift it.It was also accompanied by a heart-wrenching sting.His hands could not help but clench his fists.He said urgently and nervously.I'm listening.You tell me.

Du Yan nodded.He straightened his body in front of Li Yu and opened his mouth and breathed a sigh of relief.He stretched out his mood so obviously before he said softly.husband.I mentioned it before.How much concern do you have for your father?Or rather.Have you ever known him from the bottom of your heart?Don't rush to refute.Listen to me first.

Du Yan stopped Li Yu from interfering with the test.He continued to look at his expression again.actually.This shouldn't be my opinion.There are some things that I, as my daughter-in-law, shouldn’t be done.Inappropriate.but.In fact, you may not have achieved a qualified son.In addition, I may be the reason why I often spend time with my dad at home.I gradually realized something was wrong.

Du Yan narrated her thoughts gently and with a little sadness.I want to use this method to infect Li Yu.It made him feel guilty.Let him understand how failed he did.That way.She felt that if he knew his relationship with his father-in-law in the future.It is also possible that you will not be too angry to let this go to destruction when you feel guilty.and.What Du Yan said is true.She was even less afraid that Li Yu would ask her father-in-law about it.Du Yan continued to say, looking at Li Yu with no idea of ​​his expression.

I've told you before.The father has a tendency to commit suicide.Unfortunately, you didn't notice this possibility.What was going on before I came?I don't know.But when I first met my dad after I came.I just feel it.Dad's expression was very indifferent.A kind of indifferent view that transcends life and death.Like a pool of stagnant water, there will be no slight tumultuous waves.At that time, I also thought what you said was caused by your mother's death.but.During the Xuxiang incident, I accidentally heard him express this tendency clearly when my father comforted me.At that time, I was still affected by the incident and did not pay much attention to it.but.Later, the incident subsided.And with the relationship between living with my dad every day.This thought gradually emerged again.Watching the busy work every day I go to school.I rushed back and helped me cook and take care of my family.Suddenly I felt that his life was too boring.Too mechanical.

I asked tentatively afterwards.But my dad didn't say anything.But I guess if my father had always been in that mind.Maybe some time after we have children.He is very likely to really take that path.

Speaking of this.Du Yan intentionally paused.His eyes kept staring at Li Yu and saw his expression change.As a result, he found that during the listening process, he went from not knowing what his mentality was before to his more and more panic as he listened.Later, he stopped the nervous and anxious feeling that Du Yan knew that he really listened to his words.After all, no matter whether what you say is true or false.If this statement comes true.Then Li Yu would not feel well.The sudden collapse of family affection will be a huge blow to Li Yu no matter how indifferent he is.

Looking at him anxious but afraid to interrupt him.Du Yan no longer tortures him.Continue to say.Later I thought.I must use some method to prevent my father from having the idea of ​​suicide.but.How can you think of a good way so easily?I've tried chatting with my dad often.Ask him to help him with some guidance on academic reports.Also, I often ask him for help in life.I wanted to suggest that he could not have any bad thoughts by making him think that this family could not leave him.but.In the end, I found that the effect was not very ideal.I don't know if you noticed it.In the first one or two years.My dad has never been in a high mood.The willingness to speak is also very weak.I am busy with work and cooking every day.I have been running between school and home.Taciturn.Living like a puppet like a puppet.Do you know how worried I was during that period?I want to explain it to you.I'm afraid to worry you.Or make things worse.I had to work hard alone.

Hearing this.A shameful expression appeared on Li Yu's face.He also lowered his head and began to dodge Du Yan's gaze.I didn't want the other party to stop and talk.I looked up from time to time to observe.It is very useful to Du Yan.In this way.A large part of Li Yu's psychology was occupied by guilt towards his father.After that, there may be some small situations he can accept.Even if you are forced, you can only choose to accept it.so.Du Yan continued to use words to impact Li Yu's heart.Only by trying to overcome all his inner defenses can he be at ease.

Later, it was through the Xu Xiang incident.Suddenly, it made me feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy between me and my father.I have thought about the reason too.Maybe he thinks that this family can't live without him for the time being.At least your work has not stabilized.If you can't take good care of this family.His role is still very great.so.After that.I found that he no longer had a mechanical life like a puppet.He began to pay attention to my work and some life.Especially sometimes when I come back from get off work, I will contact me very actively.Just make sure my safety is OK.Anyway.Later, more and more contacts were found.I also gradually learned more about the situation that my dad didn't want to mention to me.Some of them can be solved by me.Become a family that supports each other.But.some.I still can't help.It has always been my most helplessness.

Li Yu immediately asked urgently.Where?

Du Yan looked at Li Yu who was anxious.Looking at his nervous eyes.Slowly spit out two words.emotion……