On the way home from get off work, I turned to the post office to check my mailbox.
As usual, my mailbox was stuffed with spam and billing bills.
I glanced a little and threw most of the letters into the trash can placed in the corner of the post office hall.
Among the few letters I felt necessary to reply, there is one that I am not familiar with, and in the past year, I have received such a letter every month.
She knew that the post office would transfer the letter sent to my old address to my email address, so she always wrote the letter to the old address.
I met Patty at a friend's wedding.
My friend and I worked in a company and he invited all of our colleagues to his wedding.
In the reception hall of the wedding, I met this tall, blonde woman.
As soon as Patty walked into the hall, she immediately attracted everyone's attention, and of course I was also attracted by her beautiful face and sexy figure.
However, when I saw a man coming in with her, I felt that there should be no chance, so I tried not to think about her.
However, the reception hall was so big that her figure kept coming into my eyes.
Later, I found out that she had an argument with the man who accompanied her, and they all seemed to hate each other a little.
When the bride and groom started cutting the cake, I got up and went to the bathroom. Just as I passed the woman's seat, I heard her say angrily: Bastard!
I felt that she seemed to be talking to me, so I turned around and said to her: Sorry, what did you say?
She said with a flushed face: No, it's not about you.I mean it was really boring to come here today.I always wanted to dance with him, but he knew how to drink, which made me no longer have any interest.I really deserved it. If I had known this, I wouldn't have known him at that unlucky quick dating event.
Haha, it turns out that's how it is. I was secretly happy and turned to the bathroom.After coming out of the bathroom, I returned to my original seat to continue watching the wedding show.
When the live band played the ballroom dance music again, I looked towards the woman and saw her eyes looking at the dance floor, her toes hitting the floor with the beat.
I stood up and walked towards her and invited her to dance with me.
She accepted my invitation with great pleasure and we were flying on the dance floor with each other.
From then on, we started a romantic date and we had a wedding 3 months later.
Patti's full name is Pattilicia An. He is an expert in computer technology and works as a computer system engineer in a large company.
She tried to explain her complicated computer technology work to me, but I knew nothing about computer technology and couldn't understand her explanation.
I think it's enough to know how to apply it, how to use a computer to complete my work, and how to browse the Internet.
I work as an engineer in a heavy equipment manufacturing company and I do a very good job in my field.
Soon, we made enough money to buy a house.
Our marriage life is very happy, at least that's what I think.
I love my wife very enthusiastically, and she must have the same feelings for me.
However, after six years of marriage, things seem to have changed a little.
At first I didn't realize that the situation had changed. After a while, I finally realized that the situation was a little wrong.
Patty doesn't go home after get off work one night every week, but goes out with her girlfriends until after 10 o'clock in the evening.
Gradually, she came back late and later, and one time she came back until 1:00 a.m., which attracted my attention.
Later, Patty told me that she had to work overtime and usually had to work until very late every Tuesday and Thursday before she could get home.
She explained that the company recently received a major project that needs to be completed within a limited time.
She told me that before the company makes the final decision, it still requires existing employees to work overtime to complete the project.
The final decision?
I asked, what was the final decision?
The company boss wants to see if the project is a long-term contract first, and then decide whether it is necessary to recruit some employees to implement the project.Before that, we can only work overtime first.
So how long will this situation last?
It will take at least a few months, and I don't know much about it.
I said it was a few months, but in fact she worked overtime for 8 months, which made me very angry, but she was always very calm and told me: I won’t be home for many more classes, baby.I know you don't like me working overtime, but I don't actually like it either.Let's be patient and we'll finish the project soon.
Later, one Wednesday night, she called me from the company and said that she had to work overtime until very late that night. Originally, one of my colleagues, Anne, was on duty tonight, but she was hospitalized in a car accident, so I had to take care of her.
When I was having breakfast the next morning, I asked her: How is Anne?
Patty looked at me with a puzzled face, and suddenly said as if she had remembered something: Anne?Oh, by the way, Anne, she's not so good.They performed surgery on her and her legs and hips were broken. She had to stay in the hospital for a while.This is really unfortunate for the woman.The last time she went on vacation with her boyfriend, the airline lost their luggage, and this time she was in a car accident.
So, you will have to work overtime for her every Wednesday in the future?
Oh, yes, maybe I have to work overtime on Fridays.
From then on, I began to have questions in my mind.
Until then, I always thought that her overtime was caused by the mistakes of the stupid incompetent managers of their company.
But when I saw the puzzled expression on her face after hearing my question, I suspected that things weren't as simple as I thought.
What she said about Anne's car accident was more like a lie, an excuse for her to do some unknown behavior, so she forgot about it after calling me.
If this is the case, then what she said about working overtime is a lie.
So, what did she do on those so-called overtime nights?
On Sunday, I finally found the answer to the question.
As usual, I maintained and maintained my and Patty's cars at home. After changing the engine oil and adding window water, I saw that the tires of Patty's car were a little worn, so I prepared to replace her car with spare tires.
When I opened the trunk of her car to get the spare tire, I found two handbags in the trunk.
I opened one of the bags with curiosity and saw it full of sexy lingerie, stockings and heels that Patty never wore in front of me.
I don’t know who Patty wants to wear these sexy underwear and high heels for, but I’m sure that’s definitely not for me to wear, nor is it for overtime. Do I need to wear such clothes and high heels for overtime?
She has prepared so many sexy clothes and shoes, and only one of the most likely things is to have sex with other men.
Although I'm not very smart, I'm not stupid either.
Now, I need to think carefully about the problem from all angles and aspects, and then decide what I should do.
While thinking carefully, I changed the tires, put the bag as it is, closed the trunk, and walked back into the house, hoping to find more evidence before taking action.
The New Year is coming soon, and I am very busy with work recently, so I decided to wait until after I finish this time before scouting what Patty did on my back.
Patty is going to hold a Christmas party on Wednesday. She really hopes that I can accompany her to the party, but just as the Christmas party is about to begin, there is an urgent matter in my company that needs me to deal with, so I can't go to the party with her.
Patty was very upset and kept complaining about me.
I was also a little angry and shouted at her: Now you also know how you feel about me when you always work overtime?I've just added this time.
Then, I comforted her and said, I would finish the matter as soon as possible and try to go to the party to accompany her early, but she still seemed unhappy.
The party started at 7 pm, and I worked until I rushed to the party at 9 pm.
As soon as I walked into the party, I saw Patty hugging and kissing a man, and many people were clamoring around them and shouting: You two would better go to open a room!
Seeing this scene, I turned around and left the party scene. Perhaps no one noticed that I had been to the scene before.
On the way home, I was thinking about what was wrong with my marriage in life, but I couldn't find the answer.
I love Patty, treat her like a queen, and I will do my best to satisfy her as long as she needs it.
I clean the room, cook, wash clothes, wait for her to come home every night, and have to repair her car. Isn’t that enough?
It can be said that I am very attentive to my family and my wife and will never forget her birthday and our wedding anniversary.
I still remember the days we met, and on that day of each year I would give her a commemorative card.
I still remember the day I proposed to her and would give her a carefully selected gift on every proposal anniversary.
After getting married, I never covet other women and do my best to be a good husband.
So I don’t understand, what’s wrong with our marriage?
I think my only mistake is probably that I have gained 20 pounds in the past 5 years.
Is this the reason?
Is it my body no longer attractive to her?
Actually, I don't think this is the key to the problem.
I don't think she will feel satisfied no matter how I do it.
Even if I try to pull her back from one man, will she not be able to fall into another man's arms?
Anyway, Patty's heart has now run out of this home.
What to do?
First, I decided to lose my added 20 pounds first, and then I went out to date another woman, too.
Secondly, I decided not to file for divorce for the time being. I don’t want to lose my current family yet, nor do I want to be troubled by the troubles and expenses of divorce lawsuits.
Now all I have to do is try to keep calm and make Patty mistakenly think I know nothing about her cheating behavior.
That night, Patty was in a very good mood when she came back from the party and she wanted to have sex with me.
I originally wanted to reject her, but I was afraid that it would make her feel strange.
Besides, I was a little curious about whether her lover's semen still remained in her body.
But what surprised me was that there was no strange feeling in her body, just the same as the feeling I had when I had sex with her hundreds of times before.
This feeling made me even more angry because I knew I had sex with her for years after another man had used her body.
I really want to know whether she was trying to cover up her guilty mood when she had sex with me like this, or did she want to use the semen of her lovers to humiliate me?
To make my body more fit, I went to a fitness club on Monday and asked a personal fitness coach to help me develop a systematic fitness plan.
From then on, I went to the fitness club to exercise before going to work on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. A month later, I increased my exercise time on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, leaving only Sundays as adjustments and rest time.
My relationship with Patty has not changed much, she still pretends that I am her only man, and I have not exposed her.
She still works overtime for two to three nights a week, and I don't care about her behavior at all.
After more than two months of exercise, I have lost 18 pounds, my body looks much stronger, and I feel very good.
My two female colleagues, Mara and Sally, both saw my changes, and Sally asked me why I remembered that I would go to the gym.
I told her that a toned body is more attractive to women, which makes it easier for me to seduce other women.
ha?Be careful to let Patty know about Ah!
Mara said with a smile.
We understand each other.
Oh, are you open marriages?
Sally asked in surprise.
Yes.
Oh, my stallion Ah, if that's the case, then you seduce me.
Sally said with a big laugh.
Sally and Mara's attitude surprised me.
Although I used to make some ambiguous but not bad jokes with them, that was just a joke.
Now, Sally's tone was obviously serious.
Damn it, what if I don’t care, I said to myself, what can I do if I’m serious?
Who is afraid of who Ah?
Considering that Patty is going to work overtime again on Thursday, I said to Sally: Are you free on Thursday?
What do you want to do if you have time?
What do you mean to do?
OK, let me think about it, and you can pick me up then.
Then it's 6:30 p.m. on Thursday, okay?
Mara kept listening to our conversation, and then she inserted and said: Hey!I want to join, too.
Sally laughed and said: No, you are too slow to react and have lost this opportunity, so you have to wait for next time.
When I went to Sally's house to pick her up on Thursday night, she came to open the door for me in her bathrobe.Am I here too early?
Although it came on time, I still asked this question.
No, it's not early at all.I wear this way solely for our date Ah.
As she said that, she opened her bathrobe, and she was naked except for stockings and high heels.I think we should do a big deal first, then go to have a meal, and finally see what else we can do.
Sally said, pulling me into the door.
She took me into her bedroom, knelt in front of me and unzipped my pants, reached into my pants and stroked my cock, then pulled it outside the pants and put it on to move.
Then, she stuck out her tongue and licked my glans, looked up at me and said with a smile: It's pretty good, my baby, I decided to have fun with it.
She licked and sucked my glans a few times, then licked along the glans at the base of her penis, then licked and kissed my testicles with her lips and tongue, and stimulated my anus with her fingers.
Then, she licked up from the base of my penis and returned to my glans. At this time, she opened her mouth wide, put my already hard penis into her mouth, and sucked it hard, until she stopped when I was about to ejaculate.
Sally spit out my penis and said to me with a smile: Fuck me, baby, I want you now.
I picked her up, threw her on the bed, spread her legs, inserted a finger into her vagina, and put my lips on to lick and suck her clitoris.
Soon, Sally was panting by my stimulation. She hugged my head and pulled me up to her body, moaning and said: Insert in, I want your big cock to penetrate into my pussy. Please fuck me hard!
I climbed onto the bed and lay on her body, and my thick penis was inserted into her wet vagina.Sally immediately shouted: Oh, oh, it's so comfortable, it feels so good!
She lifted her legs up and wrapped them around my waist, and tried her best to lift her butt to meet my thrust.It didn't take long before she reached her first orgasm.
We didn't go out for dinner that night, and we fucked until after 12 o'clock in the middle of the night before we stopped.While sending me out, Sally asked me when we could meet again.
I said: I just have time on Tuesday and Thursday.
Then let's meet in those two days.
Sally said, kissing me very enthusiastically.
On the way home, I went to Bill’s bar for a few glasses of wine, which made my mouth and body smell like alcohol.
Patty arrived home before me, but hadn't gone to bed yet.
Where did you go?
Patty asked unhappily when she saw me in the door.
Well, I knew you were going to work overtime, so I went to the bar with my colleagues for a few drinks.
I hope you are not drunk.I'm so excited tonight and want to have sex with you.
Although I had exhausted all my energy while having sex with Sally, I still tried to complete the task of having sex with my wife.
For my poor enough performance, I used the excuse that I drank too much wine.
It seems that I have to be careful in the future. Patty will be very excited every time she comes back from working overtime, so I have to save some energy to deal with her.
Over the next six weeks, I took advantage of Patty's love affair with Sally while working overtime and had sex in her apartment.
One night, after we had sex, Sally suddenly said to me: It's time for Mara from now on.
What did you say?
I don't understand what she means.
This is our last time having sex, and I have to let Mara enjoy Ah too.
It seems that I don't have any say in this issue?
Haha, there are no, either.You have the right to say whether you are willing to have sex with Mara, but you have no right to decide whether this is our last sex.You are a married man, Jerry, I don't want to get too deeply into you, so I have to end our relationship as soon as possible or we will all be in trouble.That’s it, my good baby, we can still be good colleagues and good friends in the future, okay?
So, do you think Mara is willing to have sex with me?
Of course, I know what she wants, my dear.All you have to do is seduce her and beg her.Of course, you don’t have to punish her. When she knows that I and I are over, she will take the initiative to find you.
As Sally expected, Mara came to me on Friday and said: I heard you have time on Tuesday and Thursday, right?Can I use that time?
The first night with Mara was almost a replica of her first sex with Sally, and we spent the whole night in Mara's apartment.
The only difference between Sally and Mara is that Sally does not like anal sex and Mara especially likes anal sex.
In fact, Mara prefers to let me fuck her ass rather than her vagina.
It's so happy to have an affair with such a woman.
My relationship with Mara lasted for five weeks, and then she severed contact with me for the same reason as Sally.
I have a deep relationship with you, Jerry, we can't continue like this anymore.It will be no good for you and me to maintain such a deep relationship with a married man.
Mara said to me.
According to them, if I were a single man, they could continue to maintain that relationship with me.
They are all very good women and have a great time in bed. Do I really want to divorce and live with one of them?
I have to think about it seriously.
They all had an affair with married men. Is this the woman I need?
Isn’t there a woman like this in my family now?
Later, I went to bed with nine different women in eight months, but my relationship with any of them would not exceed one month. Most of them broke up after only two or three weeks of fucking each other, because I don’t want to maintain a long-term and stable relationship with them now.
My relationship with my wife still hasn't changed much, Patty still works overtime several times a week, and during her overtime I go out to date other women.
If something hadn't happened to happen, I really don't know how long this situation would last.
It was Wednesday, I finished my body working out in the gym and was taking a shower in the shower behind the locker room. Three men walked into the locker room, one of which was the man who hugged Patty and kissed at their company Christmas party.
Of course, they didn't notice me and just chatted while changing clothes.
I quietly turned off the faucet switch and overheard their conversation while wiping my body.
From their conversations I learned that they both worked in the same company with my wife, but not in the same department.
I said, how are you doing with the woman who seduced her at the Christmas party?Do you still have dates often now?
One of the men asked the man who kissed my wife at the party.
I have told you a long time ago that she and I are just good friends and have no improper relationship.
Haha, well said.I also want to be her best friend, and I really want to be her best friend.
Stop talking nonsense, she and her husband are in a good relationship, don’t think about making a decision on her.
Oh, come on, Mike, I see you holding and kissing hard.
Then we were just hugs and kisses between brother and sister and friend.Let me tell you, she and her husband have a very good relationship, and other men will not have a chance.
Stop talking nonsense, Mike, can the tongue kiss of you two be considered a kiss between brother and sister?
Even if it is not a kiss between brothers and sisters, it doesn't mean anything.That day, her husband had promised to go, but he didn't, which made Patty very angry. In addition, drinking more alcohol, his behavior was a little out of control.That day she saw me and said to me angrily, "Look, no one comes to kiss me on such a New Year celebration."Well, since Jerry doesn't come, I'll let you take his place.In fact, that was our first kiss and the only time.
It's simply incredible.
What's incredible?If you know how much she loves her husband, you won't think it's incredible.Do you know why she works overtime?No one in our company is willing to work so many times, only she works overtime so hard. She just wants to save money to buy a small cruise ship as a birthday gift for her husband.I really hope that lucky guy from her husband can understand what kind of precious gem he has!OK, let's go, don't just stay here and talk.
After they left, I dared to come out of the shower room and sat alone in the locker room, my mind blank.
God Ah!
What did I do!
I completely misunderstood what happened at the party that day. I actually did such an sorry thing to Patty. I actually did so many things that hurt her soul with the woman who loved me deeply. I was really too much.
Fortunately, Patty doesn't know what I'm doing yet, so I'm going to stop and change my past.I'm going to do everything I can to make up for my hurt to her, even though she doesn't know yet that I've hurt her.
But nothing seems to help.
I am not a man who can hold on and let go. After doing so many things that hurt Patty, I will never pretend to be safe and uneasy, and I will not be able to live under the same roof with her with peace of mind.
Originally, I thought I was tolerating Patty's cheating, but when I found out the truth, I had no face to face her again.
I didn't dare to look at her in the eyes, nor did I dare to have sex with her on my own, because I felt that my body was too dirty.
I not only ruined my life, but also ruined our originally very happy marriage.
What's even more stupid is that I could not handle the problem like this, I could have confessed to her everything I did, and then tell her: I thought you had a relationship with other men that hurt me, so I did this to take revenge on you.
Then, we can exchange opinions in depth to see how to better solve this problem.
After eavesdropping on the conversations between the men in the locker room, I should have asked her to explain frankly what the clothes in her handbag were like, but I didn't give her this opportunity to explain.
Now that I've messed up everything, I'm really shameless to face her, and I don't have the courage to sit down and tell her calmly what I did and why I did that.
I am a coward, and I ran away from home after doing everything a coward would do.
I found my boss and told him that I had done something that I was sorry for my wife and wanted to change my place to work.
I said to my boss: I like this company very much and I also like the work here. If you have a branch in another place, I am willing to work there.If not, I will quit.
The boss picked up the phone and dialed a number.
Then he told me that I could work at his branch.
I told the boss that my wife would probably go to the branch to find me, so I asked him not to tell her where I was, and said I left without saying goodbye, and I don’t know where I went.
The next day, when Patty left home to work, I quickly packed up my own things and put them in my car.Before leaving home, I wrote a note with only three words: Sorry!
Leaving like this is a very cruel thing for my wife, but she will gradually get used to it.
She deserves to live a better life than me, and she can break up with me on the grounds that her spouse has disappeared and then start her new life again.
Time flies and 14 months pass. On these days, I miss Patty every day, missing my happy life that was foolishly ruined by me.
Fortunately, I have a lot of work to do in the new company, and these busy work temporarily freed me from my painful longing.
But whenever I lay alone in bed, whenever I face my soul opposite in the quiet night, I wish I could kill myself.
When I first arrived at the branch to work, I often went to the bar to drink heavily after get off work to relieve my pain, but this often affects my work the next day. It is always not a good thing to go to work with a drunken eyes.
So, I started to go to the gym to exercise and get up in the morning to run.
This not only relieves the pressure in my heart, but also makes my body stronger.
After six months at the branch office, I noticed that several women seemed to be interested in me, but I didn't go to provoke them.
My mind is still filled with longing and repentance for Patty. I don’t know when I will completely forget her and let other women enter my emotional life.
Now back to the scene where the story begins.
After I took out the letters from the mailbox I rented in the post office, I threw the spam I thought was worthless into the trash and stuffed the bills that needed to be paid into my pocket.
Then, I looked at the familiar letter, needless to say, it was written by Patty to me.
I didn't open the envelope, but just put her letter by my nose and smelled it, as if I could smell her breath and smell her body fragrance.I sighed secretly and threw the letter into the trash can.
Just throw it away like this?
A voice sounded behind me, and you never took it apart?Just throw her away?
I turned around and saw Patty standing behind me, Hello Ah, Jerry, I haven't seen Ah for a long time!
I stared at her blankly, unable to speak.I couldn't escape because she was standing at the door.
how? Has your tongue been bitten by a cat? But I wasn't surprised either. You are a taciturn person. When you ran away from home, you only left three words for me. Sorry, I don't even know what you have. Sorry, I'm sorry. I've looked for you all over the year, and I can't figure out why you said those three words. In fact, you only need to say two words, "Wow." OK, now I have found you, what should you say?
How did you find me?
Do you care how I found you?Stop talking nonsense, tell me, no matter where you run, I will find you.Now, you can't run away, tell me everything in full.
Let's not talk here, go to my apartment.
Oh, why do you think I did something that I was sorry for you?
Many of your behaviors are typical behaviors of women who have a crush on others.You, who never got off work late, suddenly started working overtime and took the initiative to have sex with me frequently because you were strongly stimulated when you dated your lover. At the same time, you also wanted to use your intimacy with me to cover up your guilt after cheating. Moreover, you often went out to drink with your colleagues, and it became late when you came home.You used to not have that attitude towards men, so I think you did something that I was sorry for me.
You are such a stupid and pity guy, why don’t you talk to me?That handbag is Anne's.I once told you that the couple lost their luggage on vacation. Later, the airline found their luggage and Annie's tote bag, but Annie was hospitalized in a car accident, so she asked me to help her get her tote bag back.You discovered me before I could give it to her in my car.But why don't you ask me?As for overtime, that's true. If you don't believe it, you can check my payroll.
Patty continued without waiting for me to speak, and said: You are right. I took the initiative to have sex with you frequently because of guilt, but that guilt is because I am working overtime and can't be with you at home.I know that may make you suspicious, but I do want to have sex with you too.If you were on the scene you would see that we just kissed and sat in different places, we never had any contact or even danced.
Jerry Ah, I really can't believe why did you decide that I am that kind of woman?I don't even want to give me a chance to explain.
No, no, Patty, that's not the reason I left you.I'm sorry for you because I thought you betrayed me, so I did what I shouldn't have done.
What did you do?
I took a deep breath and confessed to Patty about what happened between Patty and Sally, Mara and other women, telling her that the reason I continued to live with her was to retaliate against her infidelity.
Later, I accidentally learned that you didn't actually do something to be sorry for me, and I suddenly felt very, very regretful, and felt that I had no face to live with you anymore.I don't feel worthy of a good wife like you. I want you to start a new life, so I left you.
Patty listened to me in shock and finished the whole story. She struggled to control her emotions and asked me: How did you know that I didn’t do something that I’m sorry for you?
So I spoke out the conversation between his colleagues I heard in the gym. Patty was stunned when she heard it, her face changed, and she said angrily: My God, it's simply terrible.
She stared at me and shook her head helplessly. So, you think I cheated, so you cheated too, so we both will be even, right?
I thought so.
I replied.
So, after we get even, you think our marriage can continue, everything will be fine, everything will be safe, right?
Yes.
When you find out that I haven't cheated, you feel that everything is not so calm, right?
Yes.
So, if you didn’t hear the conversation in the gym, would we still live together?Will you continue to doubt what I did and do it myself, so that you can balance it?
Maybe.
She stared at me for a while, then asked: Do you love me?
Yes, I love you.I have always loved you.I still live with you after thinking that you cheated on me because I love you so much and can't bear to leave you.
You should know that I love you too, right?I came here to tell this, your run away from home almost broke me, even though I didn't know that things were actually worse.I cannot live without you, dear Jerry, I want you to go home with me, or I will stay here and never leave you.Please decide.
No, Patty.I have done so many things that I am sorry for you and have no shame to continue living with you.Every day when facing you, I feel like a shameful bastard!
So, if I do something that I am sorry for you, can you face me?Are we equal?
Yes.
Then, go home, Jerry, because we are equal.I did do something sorry for you.Your feeling is right, so the information you see can prove your conclusion.I worked overtime just to have sex with Mike.Our relationship begins when we complete a project together, we attract each other, have a good impression of each other, and then we have sexual needs for each other.He held me, stroked me, and pressed me on his desk.Of course, I am willing to be suppressed by him.We didn't say anything, and just asked him to ask me for it.
Later, every overtime day he pulled me to the corner and fucked me, and I never refused him.Of course, I never agreed, and I let him fuck me without saying a word.It was fun sex, stimulating sex, illegal but proud sex.The only reason I do this is to make you love me more, make you have sex with me more crazierly, treat me as a slutty woman, and a slutty bitch.It was the plan I designed.
Have you designed this plan?What plan did you design?
After I started working overtime, I gradually realized that your behavior was a little weird and I knew you might have started to doubt me.Do you know?The conversation you heard was pre-designed by me. I didn't want you to discover what happened to me and Mike. I was afraid that you would leave me, so I deliberately arranged the conversation that you eavesdropped on.However, I didn't expect it to have a counterproductive effect.If it weren't for that conversation, you would still live with me and think that we are equal.
So, do you still have to maintain that kind of relationship with Mike?
No, Jerry.This is really an ironic thing.After we specially arranged a fake conversation for you, one time when we were working overtime, the two men who were talking to Mike came to me with him. Mike said that the three of them wanted to fuck me together, but I refused.I have stopped dating Mike since then...I really need you very much, Jerry, I can't do without you, baby, please come home with me, let's start our new life again.
I looked at her and thought quickly in my mind.I love her very much, I miss her all the time for so many days.But can I continue to live with her?Will she still have sex with Mike?
Patty must have seen what I was thinking, she said: This kind of thing will never happen again, Jerry, I can assure you.The past 14 months have been hellish days for me, the most tragic days of my life.Without you, I don’t think life is meaningless, and I don’t want to repeat that kind of life anymore.Please, Jerry, I beg you to go back with me.But no matter whether you go back or stay here, I will never leave you anymore.
Really, I don't know what to do.
I wanted to escape from her because I felt that I was not worthy of her efforts and loved me like this.
Knowing that I have done so many things that I am sorry for her, Patty still insists on living with me, and it would be too stupid if I don’t accept it anymore.
Although she now told me that she did cheat, haven’t I accepted the fact that she cheated a lot and played a balanced game with her?
Will our balance game continue?
Probably!
She loved me so much that she even lie about being a lewd bitch.
But I know she is not that kind of woman, and she must have no illegitimate relationship with Mike.
She told me this just to make me feel that we are equal and can go home with her with peace of mind.
I decided to go home with her, and I wanted to find an opportunity to go and confirm it with Mike.
After I got home, I still went to that gym to exercise.One morning, I saw Mike walking in and stared at him.He found that I was looking at him, so he came over to greet me.
Do we know each other?
Mike asked.
No, don't know.But you know my wife, and you have an inappropriate relationship.
What are you talking nonsense, man?I don't have sex with a married woman.
Do you deny having an inappropriate relationship with Patty Bradry?
Of course I deny it.How could you think that Patty and I have an inappropriate relationship?
I told him what Patty told me, and he shook his head hard after hearing this. If you say that, I really want to have sex with her.Let me tell you, we only have that Christmas party contact, and nothing else.The conversation you heard here with my colleague was completely my truth, and I don’t understand why she told you that I am her lover.I can only tell you this way, I want to be her lover, I have tried hard, but she has never given me any chance.I'll fuck!I was overjoyed to get that Christmas kiss.
Do I want to tell Patty about my conversation with Mike?No, I don't want to break the psychological balance between us.
She really bought me a small cruise ship, and I named that ship Mike's toy.
Whenever Patty and I stepped on the deck of that boat, the name reminded us that marriage relationships are actually very fragile and we must do everything we can to maintain her.
As usual, my mailbox was stuffed with spam and billing bills.
I glanced a little and threw most of the letters into the trash can placed in the corner of the post office hall.
Among the few letters I felt necessary to reply, there is one that I am not familiar with, and in the past year, I have received such a letter every month.
She knew that the post office would transfer the letter sent to my old address to my email address, so she always wrote the letter to the old address.
I met Patty at a friend's wedding.
My friend and I worked in a company and he invited all of our colleagues to his wedding.
In the reception hall of the wedding, I met this tall, blonde woman.
As soon as Patty walked into the hall, she immediately attracted everyone's attention, and of course I was also attracted by her beautiful face and sexy figure.
However, when I saw a man coming in with her, I felt that there should be no chance, so I tried not to think about her.
However, the reception hall was so big that her figure kept coming into my eyes.
Later, I found out that she had an argument with the man who accompanied her, and they all seemed to hate each other a little.
When the bride and groom started cutting the cake, I got up and went to the bathroom. Just as I passed the woman's seat, I heard her say angrily: Bastard!
I felt that she seemed to be talking to me, so I turned around and said to her: Sorry, what did you say?
She said with a flushed face: No, it's not about you.I mean it was really boring to come here today.I always wanted to dance with him, but he knew how to drink, which made me no longer have any interest.I really deserved it. If I had known this, I wouldn't have known him at that unlucky quick dating event.
Haha, it turns out that's how it is. I was secretly happy and turned to the bathroom.After coming out of the bathroom, I returned to my original seat to continue watching the wedding show.
When the live band played the ballroom dance music again, I looked towards the woman and saw her eyes looking at the dance floor, her toes hitting the floor with the beat.
I stood up and walked towards her and invited her to dance with me.
She accepted my invitation with great pleasure and we were flying on the dance floor with each other.
From then on, we started a romantic date and we had a wedding 3 months later.
Patti's full name is Pattilicia An. He is an expert in computer technology and works as a computer system engineer in a large company.
She tried to explain her complicated computer technology work to me, but I knew nothing about computer technology and couldn't understand her explanation.
I think it's enough to know how to apply it, how to use a computer to complete my work, and how to browse the Internet.
I work as an engineer in a heavy equipment manufacturing company and I do a very good job in my field.
Soon, we made enough money to buy a house.
Our marriage life is very happy, at least that's what I think.
I love my wife very enthusiastically, and she must have the same feelings for me.
However, after six years of marriage, things seem to have changed a little.
At first I didn't realize that the situation had changed. After a while, I finally realized that the situation was a little wrong.
Patty doesn't go home after get off work one night every week, but goes out with her girlfriends until after 10 o'clock in the evening.
Gradually, she came back late and later, and one time she came back until 1:00 a.m., which attracted my attention.
Later, Patty told me that she had to work overtime and usually had to work until very late every Tuesday and Thursday before she could get home.
She explained that the company recently received a major project that needs to be completed within a limited time.
She told me that before the company makes the final decision, it still requires existing employees to work overtime to complete the project.
The final decision?
I asked, what was the final decision?
The company boss wants to see if the project is a long-term contract first, and then decide whether it is necessary to recruit some employees to implement the project.Before that, we can only work overtime first.
So how long will this situation last?
It will take at least a few months, and I don't know much about it.
I said it was a few months, but in fact she worked overtime for 8 months, which made me very angry, but she was always very calm and told me: I won’t be home for many more classes, baby.I know you don't like me working overtime, but I don't actually like it either.Let's be patient and we'll finish the project soon.
Later, one Wednesday night, she called me from the company and said that she had to work overtime until very late that night. Originally, one of my colleagues, Anne, was on duty tonight, but she was hospitalized in a car accident, so I had to take care of her.
When I was having breakfast the next morning, I asked her: How is Anne?
Patty looked at me with a puzzled face, and suddenly said as if she had remembered something: Anne?Oh, by the way, Anne, she's not so good.They performed surgery on her and her legs and hips were broken. She had to stay in the hospital for a while.This is really unfortunate for the woman.The last time she went on vacation with her boyfriend, the airline lost their luggage, and this time she was in a car accident.
So, you will have to work overtime for her every Wednesday in the future?
Oh, yes, maybe I have to work overtime on Fridays.
From then on, I began to have questions in my mind.
Until then, I always thought that her overtime was caused by the mistakes of the stupid incompetent managers of their company.
But when I saw the puzzled expression on her face after hearing my question, I suspected that things weren't as simple as I thought.
What she said about Anne's car accident was more like a lie, an excuse for her to do some unknown behavior, so she forgot about it after calling me.
If this is the case, then what she said about working overtime is a lie.
So, what did she do on those so-called overtime nights?
On Sunday, I finally found the answer to the question.
As usual, I maintained and maintained my and Patty's cars at home. After changing the engine oil and adding window water, I saw that the tires of Patty's car were a little worn, so I prepared to replace her car with spare tires.
When I opened the trunk of her car to get the spare tire, I found two handbags in the trunk.
I opened one of the bags with curiosity and saw it full of sexy lingerie, stockings and heels that Patty never wore in front of me.
I don’t know who Patty wants to wear these sexy underwear and high heels for, but I’m sure that’s definitely not for me to wear, nor is it for overtime. Do I need to wear such clothes and high heels for overtime?
She has prepared so many sexy clothes and shoes, and only one of the most likely things is to have sex with other men.
Although I'm not very smart, I'm not stupid either.
Now, I need to think carefully about the problem from all angles and aspects, and then decide what I should do.
While thinking carefully, I changed the tires, put the bag as it is, closed the trunk, and walked back into the house, hoping to find more evidence before taking action.
The New Year is coming soon, and I am very busy with work recently, so I decided to wait until after I finish this time before scouting what Patty did on my back.
Patty is going to hold a Christmas party on Wednesday. She really hopes that I can accompany her to the party, but just as the Christmas party is about to begin, there is an urgent matter in my company that needs me to deal with, so I can't go to the party with her.
Patty was very upset and kept complaining about me.
I was also a little angry and shouted at her: Now you also know how you feel about me when you always work overtime?I've just added this time.
Then, I comforted her and said, I would finish the matter as soon as possible and try to go to the party to accompany her early, but she still seemed unhappy.
The party started at 7 pm, and I worked until I rushed to the party at 9 pm.
As soon as I walked into the party, I saw Patty hugging and kissing a man, and many people were clamoring around them and shouting: You two would better go to open a room!
Seeing this scene, I turned around and left the party scene. Perhaps no one noticed that I had been to the scene before.
On the way home, I was thinking about what was wrong with my marriage in life, but I couldn't find the answer.
I love Patty, treat her like a queen, and I will do my best to satisfy her as long as she needs it.
I clean the room, cook, wash clothes, wait for her to come home every night, and have to repair her car. Isn’t that enough?
It can be said that I am very attentive to my family and my wife and will never forget her birthday and our wedding anniversary.
I still remember the days we met, and on that day of each year I would give her a commemorative card.
I still remember the day I proposed to her and would give her a carefully selected gift on every proposal anniversary.
After getting married, I never covet other women and do my best to be a good husband.
So I don’t understand, what’s wrong with our marriage?
I think my only mistake is probably that I have gained 20 pounds in the past 5 years.
Is this the reason?
Is it my body no longer attractive to her?
Actually, I don't think this is the key to the problem.
I don't think she will feel satisfied no matter how I do it.
Even if I try to pull her back from one man, will she not be able to fall into another man's arms?
Anyway, Patty's heart has now run out of this home.
What to do?
First, I decided to lose my added 20 pounds first, and then I went out to date another woman, too.
Secondly, I decided not to file for divorce for the time being. I don’t want to lose my current family yet, nor do I want to be troubled by the troubles and expenses of divorce lawsuits.
Now all I have to do is try to keep calm and make Patty mistakenly think I know nothing about her cheating behavior.
That night, Patty was in a very good mood when she came back from the party and she wanted to have sex with me.
I originally wanted to reject her, but I was afraid that it would make her feel strange.
Besides, I was a little curious about whether her lover's semen still remained in her body.
But what surprised me was that there was no strange feeling in her body, just the same as the feeling I had when I had sex with her hundreds of times before.
This feeling made me even more angry because I knew I had sex with her for years after another man had used her body.
I really want to know whether she was trying to cover up her guilty mood when she had sex with me like this, or did she want to use the semen of her lovers to humiliate me?
To make my body more fit, I went to a fitness club on Monday and asked a personal fitness coach to help me develop a systematic fitness plan.
From then on, I went to the fitness club to exercise before going to work on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. A month later, I increased my exercise time on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, leaving only Sundays as adjustments and rest time.
My relationship with Patty has not changed much, she still pretends that I am her only man, and I have not exposed her.
She still works overtime for two to three nights a week, and I don't care about her behavior at all.
After more than two months of exercise, I have lost 18 pounds, my body looks much stronger, and I feel very good.
My two female colleagues, Mara and Sally, both saw my changes, and Sally asked me why I remembered that I would go to the gym.
I told her that a toned body is more attractive to women, which makes it easier for me to seduce other women.
ha?Be careful to let Patty know about Ah!
Mara said with a smile.
We understand each other.
Oh, are you open marriages?
Sally asked in surprise.
Yes.
Oh, my stallion Ah, if that's the case, then you seduce me.
Sally said with a big laugh.
Sally and Mara's attitude surprised me.
Although I used to make some ambiguous but not bad jokes with them, that was just a joke.
Now, Sally's tone was obviously serious.
Damn it, what if I don’t care, I said to myself, what can I do if I’m serious?
Who is afraid of who Ah?
Considering that Patty is going to work overtime again on Thursday, I said to Sally: Are you free on Thursday?
What do you want to do if you have time?
What do you mean to do?
OK, let me think about it, and you can pick me up then.
Then it's 6:30 p.m. on Thursday, okay?
Mara kept listening to our conversation, and then she inserted and said: Hey!I want to join, too.
Sally laughed and said: No, you are too slow to react and have lost this opportunity, so you have to wait for next time.
When I went to Sally's house to pick her up on Thursday night, she came to open the door for me in her bathrobe.Am I here too early?
Although it came on time, I still asked this question.
No, it's not early at all.I wear this way solely for our date Ah.
As she said that, she opened her bathrobe, and she was naked except for stockings and high heels.I think we should do a big deal first, then go to have a meal, and finally see what else we can do.
Sally said, pulling me into the door.
She took me into her bedroom, knelt in front of me and unzipped my pants, reached into my pants and stroked my cock, then pulled it outside the pants and put it on to move.
Then, she stuck out her tongue and licked my glans, looked up at me and said with a smile: It's pretty good, my baby, I decided to have fun with it.
She licked and sucked my glans a few times, then licked along the glans at the base of her penis, then licked and kissed my testicles with her lips and tongue, and stimulated my anus with her fingers.
Then, she licked up from the base of my penis and returned to my glans. At this time, she opened her mouth wide, put my already hard penis into her mouth, and sucked it hard, until she stopped when I was about to ejaculate.
Sally spit out my penis and said to me with a smile: Fuck me, baby, I want you now.
I picked her up, threw her on the bed, spread her legs, inserted a finger into her vagina, and put my lips on to lick and suck her clitoris.
Soon, Sally was panting by my stimulation. She hugged my head and pulled me up to her body, moaning and said: Insert in, I want your big cock to penetrate into my pussy. Please fuck me hard!
I climbed onto the bed and lay on her body, and my thick penis was inserted into her wet vagina.Sally immediately shouted: Oh, oh, it's so comfortable, it feels so good!
She lifted her legs up and wrapped them around my waist, and tried her best to lift her butt to meet my thrust.It didn't take long before she reached her first orgasm.
We didn't go out for dinner that night, and we fucked until after 12 o'clock in the middle of the night before we stopped.While sending me out, Sally asked me when we could meet again.
I said: I just have time on Tuesday and Thursday.
Then let's meet in those two days.
Sally said, kissing me very enthusiastically.
On the way home, I went to Bill’s bar for a few glasses of wine, which made my mouth and body smell like alcohol.
Patty arrived home before me, but hadn't gone to bed yet.
Where did you go?
Patty asked unhappily when she saw me in the door.
Well, I knew you were going to work overtime, so I went to the bar with my colleagues for a few drinks.
I hope you are not drunk.I'm so excited tonight and want to have sex with you.
Although I had exhausted all my energy while having sex with Sally, I still tried to complete the task of having sex with my wife.
For my poor enough performance, I used the excuse that I drank too much wine.
It seems that I have to be careful in the future. Patty will be very excited every time she comes back from working overtime, so I have to save some energy to deal with her.
Over the next six weeks, I took advantage of Patty's love affair with Sally while working overtime and had sex in her apartment.
One night, after we had sex, Sally suddenly said to me: It's time for Mara from now on.
What did you say?
I don't understand what she means.
This is our last time having sex, and I have to let Mara enjoy Ah too.
It seems that I don't have any say in this issue?
Haha, there are no, either.You have the right to say whether you are willing to have sex with Mara, but you have no right to decide whether this is our last sex.You are a married man, Jerry, I don't want to get too deeply into you, so I have to end our relationship as soon as possible or we will all be in trouble.That’s it, my good baby, we can still be good colleagues and good friends in the future, okay?
So, do you think Mara is willing to have sex with me?
Of course, I know what she wants, my dear.All you have to do is seduce her and beg her.Of course, you don’t have to punish her. When she knows that I and I are over, she will take the initiative to find you.
As Sally expected, Mara came to me on Friday and said: I heard you have time on Tuesday and Thursday, right?Can I use that time?
The first night with Mara was almost a replica of her first sex with Sally, and we spent the whole night in Mara's apartment.
The only difference between Sally and Mara is that Sally does not like anal sex and Mara especially likes anal sex.
In fact, Mara prefers to let me fuck her ass rather than her vagina.
It's so happy to have an affair with such a woman.
My relationship with Mara lasted for five weeks, and then she severed contact with me for the same reason as Sally.
I have a deep relationship with you, Jerry, we can't continue like this anymore.It will be no good for you and me to maintain such a deep relationship with a married man.
Mara said to me.
According to them, if I were a single man, they could continue to maintain that relationship with me.
They are all very good women and have a great time in bed. Do I really want to divorce and live with one of them?
I have to think about it seriously.
They all had an affair with married men. Is this the woman I need?
Isn’t there a woman like this in my family now?
Later, I went to bed with nine different women in eight months, but my relationship with any of them would not exceed one month. Most of them broke up after only two or three weeks of fucking each other, because I don’t want to maintain a long-term and stable relationship with them now.
My relationship with my wife still hasn't changed much, Patty still works overtime several times a week, and during her overtime I go out to date other women.
If something hadn't happened to happen, I really don't know how long this situation would last.
It was Wednesday, I finished my body working out in the gym and was taking a shower in the shower behind the locker room. Three men walked into the locker room, one of which was the man who hugged Patty and kissed at their company Christmas party.
Of course, they didn't notice me and just chatted while changing clothes.
I quietly turned off the faucet switch and overheard their conversation while wiping my body.
From their conversations I learned that they both worked in the same company with my wife, but not in the same department.
I said, how are you doing with the woman who seduced her at the Christmas party?Do you still have dates often now?
One of the men asked the man who kissed my wife at the party.
I have told you a long time ago that she and I are just good friends and have no improper relationship.
Haha, well said.I also want to be her best friend, and I really want to be her best friend.
Stop talking nonsense, she and her husband are in a good relationship, don’t think about making a decision on her.
Oh, come on, Mike, I see you holding and kissing hard.
Then we were just hugs and kisses between brother and sister and friend.Let me tell you, she and her husband have a very good relationship, and other men will not have a chance.
Stop talking nonsense, Mike, can the tongue kiss of you two be considered a kiss between brother and sister?
Even if it is not a kiss between brothers and sisters, it doesn't mean anything.That day, her husband had promised to go, but he didn't, which made Patty very angry. In addition, drinking more alcohol, his behavior was a little out of control.That day she saw me and said to me angrily, "Look, no one comes to kiss me on such a New Year celebration."Well, since Jerry doesn't come, I'll let you take his place.In fact, that was our first kiss and the only time.
It's simply incredible.
What's incredible?If you know how much she loves her husband, you won't think it's incredible.Do you know why she works overtime?No one in our company is willing to work so many times, only she works overtime so hard. She just wants to save money to buy a small cruise ship as a birthday gift for her husband.I really hope that lucky guy from her husband can understand what kind of precious gem he has!OK, let's go, don't just stay here and talk.
After they left, I dared to come out of the shower room and sat alone in the locker room, my mind blank.
God Ah!
What did I do!
I completely misunderstood what happened at the party that day. I actually did such an sorry thing to Patty. I actually did so many things that hurt her soul with the woman who loved me deeply. I was really too much.
Fortunately, Patty doesn't know what I'm doing yet, so I'm going to stop and change my past.I'm going to do everything I can to make up for my hurt to her, even though she doesn't know yet that I've hurt her.
But nothing seems to help.
I am not a man who can hold on and let go. After doing so many things that hurt Patty, I will never pretend to be safe and uneasy, and I will not be able to live under the same roof with her with peace of mind.
Originally, I thought I was tolerating Patty's cheating, but when I found out the truth, I had no face to face her again.
I didn't dare to look at her in the eyes, nor did I dare to have sex with her on my own, because I felt that my body was too dirty.
I not only ruined my life, but also ruined our originally very happy marriage.
What's even more stupid is that I could not handle the problem like this, I could have confessed to her everything I did, and then tell her: I thought you had a relationship with other men that hurt me, so I did this to take revenge on you.
Then, we can exchange opinions in depth to see how to better solve this problem.
After eavesdropping on the conversations between the men in the locker room, I should have asked her to explain frankly what the clothes in her handbag were like, but I didn't give her this opportunity to explain.
Now that I've messed up everything, I'm really shameless to face her, and I don't have the courage to sit down and tell her calmly what I did and why I did that.
I am a coward, and I ran away from home after doing everything a coward would do.
I found my boss and told him that I had done something that I was sorry for my wife and wanted to change my place to work.
I said to my boss: I like this company very much and I also like the work here. If you have a branch in another place, I am willing to work there.If not, I will quit.
The boss picked up the phone and dialed a number.
Then he told me that I could work at his branch.
I told the boss that my wife would probably go to the branch to find me, so I asked him not to tell her where I was, and said I left without saying goodbye, and I don’t know where I went.
The next day, when Patty left home to work, I quickly packed up my own things and put them in my car.Before leaving home, I wrote a note with only three words: Sorry!
Leaving like this is a very cruel thing for my wife, but she will gradually get used to it.
She deserves to live a better life than me, and she can break up with me on the grounds that her spouse has disappeared and then start her new life again.
Time flies and 14 months pass. On these days, I miss Patty every day, missing my happy life that was foolishly ruined by me.
Fortunately, I have a lot of work to do in the new company, and these busy work temporarily freed me from my painful longing.
But whenever I lay alone in bed, whenever I face my soul opposite in the quiet night, I wish I could kill myself.
When I first arrived at the branch to work, I often went to the bar to drink heavily after get off work to relieve my pain, but this often affects my work the next day. It is always not a good thing to go to work with a drunken eyes.
So, I started to go to the gym to exercise and get up in the morning to run.
This not only relieves the pressure in my heart, but also makes my body stronger.
After six months at the branch office, I noticed that several women seemed to be interested in me, but I didn't go to provoke them.
My mind is still filled with longing and repentance for Patty. I don’t know when I will completely forget her and let other women enter my emotional life.
Now back to the scene where the story begins.
After I took out the letters from the mailbox I rented in the post office, I threw the spam I thought was worthless into the trash and stuffed the bills that needed to be paid into my pocket.
Then, I looked at the familiar letter, needless to say, it was written by Patty to me.
I didn't open the envelope, but just put her letter by my nose and smelled it, as if I could smell her breath and smell her body fragrance.I sighed secretly and threw the letter into the trash can.
Just throw it away like this?
A voice sounded behind me, and you never took it apart?Just throw her away?
I turned around and saw Patty standing behind me, Hello Ah, Jerry, I haven't seen Ah for a long time!
I stared at her blankly, unable to speak.I couldn't escape because she was standing at the door.
how? Has your tongue been bitten by a cat? But I wasn't surprised either. You are a taciturn person. When you ran away from home, you only left three words for me. Sorry, I don't even know what you have. Sorry, I'm sorry. I've looked for you all over the year, and I can't figure out why you said those three words. In fact, you only need to say two words, "Wow." OK, now I have found you, what should you say?
How did you find me?
Do you care how I found you?Stop talking nonsense, tell me, no matter where you run, I will find you.Now, you can't run away, tell me everything in full.
Let's not talk here, go to my apartment.
Oh, why do you think I did something that I was sorry for you?
Many of your behaviors are typical behaviors of women who have a crush on others.You, who never got off work late, suddenly started working overtime and took the initiative to have sex with me frequently because you were strongly stimulated when you dated your lover. At the same time, you also wanted to use your intimacy with me to cover up your guilt after cheating. Moreover, you often went out to drink with your colleagues, and it became late when you came home.You used to not have that attitude towards men, so I think you did something that I was sorry for me.
You are such a stupid and pity guy, why don’t you talk to me?That handbag is Anne's.I once told you that the couple lost their luggage on vacation. Later, the airline found their luggage and Annie's tote bag, but Annie was hospitalized in a car accident, so she asked me to help her get her tote bag back.You discovered me before I could give it to her in my car.But why don't you ask me?As for overtime, that's true. If you don't believe it, you can check my payroll.
Patty continued without waiting for me to speak, and said: You are right. I took the initiative to have sex with you frequently because of guilt, but that guilt is because I am working overtime and can't be with you at home.I know that may make you suspicious, but I do want to have sex with you too.If you were on the scene you would see that we just kissed and sat in different places, we never had any contact or even danced.
Jerry Ah, I really can't believe why did you decide that I am that kind of woman?I don't even want to give me a chance to explain.
No, no, Patty, that's not the reason I left you.I'm sorry for you because I thought you betrayed me, so I did what I shouldn't have done.
What did you do?
I took a deep breath and confessed to Patty about what happened between Patty and Sally, Mara and other women, telling her that the reason I continued to live with her was to retaliate against her infidelity.
Later, I accidentally learned that you didn't actually do something to be sorry for me, and I suddenly felt very, very regretful, and felt that I had no face to live with you anymore.I don't feel worthy of a good wife like you. I want you to start a new life, so I left you.
Patty listened to me in shock and finished the whole story. She struggled to control her emotions and asked me: How did you know that I didn’t do something that I’m sorry for you?
So I spoke out the conversation between his colleagues I heard in the gym. Patty was stunned when she heard it, her face changed, and she said angrily: My God, it's simply terrible.
She stared at me and shook her head helplessly. So, you think I cheated, so you cheated too, so we both will be even, right?
I thought so.
I replied.
So, after we get even, you think our marriage can continue, everything will be fine, everything will be safe, right?
Yes.
When you find out that I haven't cheated, you feel that everything is not so calm, right?
Yes.
So, if you didn’t hear the conversation in the gym, would we still live together?Will you continue to doubt what I did and do it myself, so that you can balance it?
Maybe.
She stared at me for a while, then asked: Do you love me?
Yes, I love you.I have always loved you.I still live with you after thinking that you cheated on me because I love you so much and can't bear to leave you.
You should know that I love you too, right?I came here to tell this, your run away from home almost broke me, even though I didn't know that things were actually worse.I cannot live without you, dear Jerry, I want you to go home with me, or I will stay here and never leave you.Please decide.
No, Patty.I have done so many things that I am sorry for you and have no shame to continue living with you.Every day when facing you, I feel like a shameful bastard!
So, if I do something that I am sorry for you, can you face me?Are we equal?
Yes.
Then, go home, Jerry, because we are equal.I did do something sorry for you.Your feeling is right, so the information you see can prove your conclusion.I worked overtime just to have sex with Mike.Our relationship begins when we complete a project together, we attract each other, have a good impression of each other, and then we have sexual needs for each other.He held me, stroked me, and pressed me on his desk.Of course, I am willing to be suppressed by him.We didn't say anything, and just asked him to ask me for it.
Later, every overtime day he pulled me to the corner and fucked me, and I never refused him.Of course, I never agreed, and I let him fuck me without saying a word.It was fun sex, stimulating sex, illegal but proud sex.The only reason I do this is to make you love me more, make you have sex with me more crazierly, treat me as a slutty woman, and a slutty bitch.It was the plan I designed.
Have you designed this plan?What plan did you design?
After I started working overtime, I gradually realized that your behavior was a little weird and I knew you might have started to doubt me.Do you know?The conversation you heard was pre-designed by me. I didn't want you to discover what happened to me and Mike. I was afraid that you would leave me, so I deliberately arranged the conversation that you eavesdropped on.However, I didn't expect it to have a counterproductive effect.If it weren't for that conversation, you would still live with me and think that we are equal.
So, do you still have to maintain that kind of relationship with Mike?
No, Jerry.This is really an ironic thing.After we specially arranged a fake conversation for you, one time when we were working overtime, the two men who were talking to Mike came to me with him. Mike said that the three of them wanted to fuck me together, but I refused.I have stopped dating Mike since then...I really need you very much, Jerry, I can't do without you, baby, please come home with me, let's start our new life again.
I looked at her and thought quickly in my mind.I love her very much, I miss her all the time for so many days.But can I continue to live with her?Will she still have sex with Mike?
Patty must have seen what I was thinking, she said: This kind of thing will never happen again, Jerry, I can assure you.The past 14 months have been hellish days for me, the most tragic days of my life.Without you, I don’t think life is meaningless, and I don’t want to repeat that kind of life anymore.Please, Jerry, I beg you to go back with me.But no matter whether you go back or stay here, I will never leave you anymore.
Really, I don't know what to do.
I wanted to escape from her because I felt that I was not worthy of her efforts and loved me like this.
Knowing that I have done so many things that I am sorry for her, Patty still insists on living with me, and it would be too stupid if I don’t accept it anymore.
Although she now told me that she did cheat, haven’t I accepted the fact that she cheated a lot and played a balanced game with her?
Will our balance game continue?
Probably!
She loved me so much that she even lie about being a lewd bitch.
But I know she is not that kind of woman, and she must have no illegitimate relationship with Mike.
She told me this just to make me feel that we are equal and can go home with her with peace of mind.
I decided to go home with her, and I wanted to find an opportunity to go and confirm it with Mike.
After I got home, I still went to that gym to exercise.One morning, I saw Mike walking in and stared at him.He found that I was looking at him, so he came over to greet me.
Do we know each other?
Mike asked.
No, don't know.But you know my wife, and you have an inappropriate relationship.
What are you talking nonsense, man?I don't have sex with a married woman.
Do you deny having an inappropriate relationship with Patty Bradry?
Of course I deny it.How could you think that Patty and I have an inappropriate relationship?
I told him what Patty told me, and he shook his head hard after hearing this. If you say that, I really want to have sex with her.Let me tell you, we only have that Christmas party contact, and nothing else.The conversation you heard here with my colleague was completely my truth, and I don’t understand why she told you that I am her lover.I can only tell you this way, I want to be her lover, I have tried hard, but she has never given me any chance.I'll fuck!I was overjoyed to get that Christmas kiss.
Do I want to tell Patty about my conversation with Mike?No, I don't want to break the psychological balance between us.
She really bought me a small cruise ship, and I named that ship Mike's toy.
Whenever Patty and I stepped on the deck of that boat, the name reminded us that marriage relationships are actually very fragile and we must do everything we can to maintain her.
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