Chapter 37

What is love?

It cannot be seen or touched, but it can touch people. It is a feeling in the heart. It can inspire people's potential possessiveness, so there is sexual intercourse between lovers.

There are roughly four behaviors about the expression of love between men and women, namely: holding hands, stroking, kissing and having sex.

Different degrees of emotion use, and different expressions of physical behavior.

Of course, the highest state of love is sex, so when love is deeply prescribed, there is sex.

Therefore, for mature men and women who experience emotional communication, sex has become a measure of whether the relationship is deep enough.

In this sense, W loves me deeply, and I also love this beautiful, kind, smart and sensible little girl very much.

Although we all know that this relationship has no result, we still use almost fanatical sex to express our love and longing for each other.

In fact, in our five years of interaction, sexual communication only accounts for a small part of it because the time we can meet is really limited.

Most of the time, we express our thoughts and emotions to each other every day or every moment through letters, phone calls and diaries.

Thanks to the fact that technology was not as developed as it is today, she gave me the opportunity to write hundreds of lovely letters to me.

I think that if she had QQ and MSN at that time, she might have been greedy for the instant and quick communication without having to endure the pain of longing. She would not have resolutely ran to my city alone to meet me, and there would have been no affectionate letters coming to my desk on time every three or four days, bringing me infinite joy and satisfaction.

Speaking of this, I also thought about it. In fact, our exchange of thoughts is far greater than sexual communication. We communicate our emotions and thoughts in our hearts almost every day. Sexual communication is only available when there are a few very limited meetings. I have some sexual desire requirements for her that are tiresome. In fact, it is also a manifestation of my special cherishing of our very limited gathering moments, because I want to turn every meeting of our meeting into a particularly unforgettable moment of passion and the most unforgettable memory.

At that time, every time we met, there was a regular program that she wanted to read her diary to me.

At the beginning, she told me that she was writing a diary about me and her, and I asked her to show it to me every time she came.

Later, I felt that the diary should not be just read by myself, but should be read to me, so we had this fixed program between us.

Every time I meet, I either lie in her arms or pillow her thighs, listen to her gently recite her longing, love and praise for me in my ears, and feel her hands gently caressing me, and feel great satisfaction in my mind and body.

Compared with the passion for sex, this gentle feeling is more in-depth and long, and more unforgettable.

Just like the great physical and mental enjoyment she brought me and the deep and unforgettable emotions that made me feel, I also gave her many qualities and qualities that are beneficial to her throughout her life.

She told me that during the days I dated me, my calmness, maturity and elegant temperament penetrated into her heart like the sweat I sprinkled on her body, subtly affecting her way of thinking and behavior. She experienced the hardships and happiness of life in conversations with me, and learned expression and understanding in communication with me.

The weight and meticulousness of a mature man have allowed her to step out of youth and childishness, making her appear much more mature and steady among her peers.

She even felt that the past few years of sexual life have benefited her a lot, causing her to get out of the state of a ignorant little girl from her body and mind, and become a mature, charming, sexy and elegant woman.

Of course, my influence on her is a double-edged sword, which can not only enrich her life experience, but also may disrupt her future life, which requires her to arrange and grasp it well.

So, I asked her: You are no longer a virgin, do you regret it?Are you worried that your husband will affect your marriage and family in the future once he knows about your experience and me?

She replied that she met her favorite person in the most beautiful youthful season of her life, and experienced the most unforgettable love, and there was nothing to regret.

As for the impact, if that man really loves her, he should accept everything about her, including her shortcomings and her past experiences.

If he only pays attention to the question of whether she is a virgin or not, it would definitely be unhappy to live with such a man and such a marriage.

She told me that she had actually told Xiaogang that she was not a virgin.

I was a little shocked and asked her how she told Xiaogang.

She replied that after their first sex, one day, she told Xiaogang that she had loved a man and that the same thing he did with her had happened. If he could accept this fact, she could consider being friends with Xiaogang. If he couldn't accept it, it would be too late to break up. After all, both of them were not deeply involved, so they would be a good classmate in the future.

After hearing her words, I was laughing in my heart that this little girl was very mature. She did not hide the fact that she was not a virgin, but also blurred the time and current situation of her love for a man. She took the initiative at the top and bottom, and left and right. In the future, Xiaogang and her will definitely be an angry person...

Alas, this little girl really needs an old man to deal with her.