Chapter 19

W told me that during the Spring Festival, Xiaogang (the boy who liked her mentioned earlier) went to her house and mentioned the two young people to her parents.

As neighbors and good friends who have lived in the same compound for many years, their families have a lot of understanding of each other, and the children are also grown up by parents of both sides. They both like each other's children very much.

However, W's parents still hope that their children can get better themselves. If they are well, the parents of both sides will have no objection.

W said that Xiaogang is a good boy, with a reasonable appearance and character, and he has always taken good care of her, but she can't love herself and feels a little confused. She doesn't know if she is going to be a boyfriend and girlfriend who is preparing to get married with Xiaogang.

I asked her: Do you often get together during the Spring Festival?

It's Ah, I'm so worried.W said.She said that during the winter vacation, Xiaogang went to her house to find her every night because she had to go to work during the day.

I asked: Did you do any intimate behavior?

Um.

What are the actions?I suddenly felt a little distressed and angry, so I must tell me what they did.

We kissed him and he touched my breasts.She said.

Ah!Touched through the clothes?Or did you reach in and touch it?

I reached in and touched it.

Did he touch you below?

Um.

Ah!Then what else have you done?

What do you think?Everything that should be done has been done.She replied.

Although I was a little unbelievable, I was really angry.

When it comes to relationships between men and women, I am a domineering and very selfish man. As long as a woman who has had sex with me, I think she belongs to me in my heart and do not allow her to have close relationships with other men.

As early as when I was with W, I cared a lot about whether she had a close relationship with other men, even though I couldn't give her the things she deserved.

People are a contradiction, and I am the most typical representative of that contradiction.

I always say that she will find a boyfriend to have a good relationship, form a family, and live a normal life.

But once she did, I couldn't stand it and was very angry.

So, I was very angry when I heard her say she had an intimate relationship with the boy.

I turned over and pressed on her body, inserted my penis into her vagina again, holding her face with both hands, staring at her eyes with both eyes, and said: Tell me, what have you all done?

She looked straight at me, very calm and didn't speak.

I was a little anxious and pinched her neck (of course I didn’t really pinch it, I just put my hand on her neck. I was not violent to the woman I like - except for slight sexual abuse) and said: Tell me.Tell me honestly, what did you do?

She sighed softly, stroked my naked back with both hands, and asked: If we did something, would you be angry?

Of course I was angry!You...you said how could you do that?Haven't you decided to be his girlfriend yet?I said angrily.

What about you?What about us?W pushed me away and sat up, looked at me and said: Didn’t you decide to let me be your girlfriend?You're not doing whatever you want to do to me.

I was stunned by her question, not knowing how to answer or what to say, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense.

She saw that I didn't speak for a long time, and lay down again, hugged me again, and said: I'm upset recently and don't know what to do about many things. I want to tell you and ask you what you have any opinions.Who knows that you know if you think about those things and ask them, are you upset?He didn't say that he would give me some advice and blame me like this. Why do you think you are like this?

Alas, I know I shouldn't do this, but I just feel awkward and don't want others to touch you.As I said, I really wanted to turn the atmosphere around because I knew it was unreasonable to be angry.

I put her under my body, hugged her and re-entered her body, and said while kissing her: Actually, I really hope that you can find a man who loves you very much and you like him to get married and give you a stable living environment.But I think you are having a relationship with him now too hasty. You should have more understanding, there is a process, there is...

The more I speak, the more incoherent I become, and the more guilty I feel, because I know that they are classmates from elementary school to middle school, and they live in the same courtyard for many years. Isn’t they still understand enough?