Chapter 51 Book with Wife

Yao Jing's screams made Lele stop and also made Wang Li come to her senses.

She wiped her tears and stood up to take Lanlan from Yao Jing's hand. While coaxing Lanlan, she said to several girls: Lele, Liu Hong, don't cry, it's the bad of senior sister, it's all the fault of senior sister, don't blame Yiming.You cry, and the senior sister feels even more uncomfortable.

Without a child in his hand, Yao Jing walked to Lele and Liu Hong, wiping their tears and comforting them, Lele and Xiaohong, no longer cry, Ah.Let’s talk about anything later. What’s the matter like? Why do you senior sister think about Ah?

Yes, Lele sobbed and agreed, but she couldn't stop her tears for a while.

Liu Hong's personality was a little thicker, and she quickly stopped crying and went to help Lele wipe her tears.

Lele, look at you, crying is the first thing you get involved, and you can't help but take it the most.I'm fucking clamoring to leave, are you going to turn against me or what?My husband usually loves you the most in vain.

Yao Jing whispered Lele.

People can't help it, and they don't want to do this either.

Lele was still sobbing.

Zhang Yiming sat down on the sofa without making any noise.After a long time, the chaotic room finally returned to peace.

The adults stopped making trouble, and Lanlan became quiet. Wang Li fed her breasts. After crying, she became tired. After eating her breasts, she threw down her nipples and fell asleep.

After putting Lanlan on the crib, Wang Li returned to the sofa to sit down. After venting her emotions, she calmed down a lot.

Lele, Liu Hong, Yao Jing, what happened today is all about senior sister. If you want to blame it, blame the senior sister.

Wang Li said to the three girls.

Senior sister,...

Yao Jing wanted to interfere in comfort, but Wang Li shook her hand and stopped her.

Since I have already told you, I will tell you the truth.This child Lanlan is indeed Yiming, but this is all before you.You can also calculate from time to time that when I was pregnant with Lanlan, Yiming didn’t know you.I've been married for almost ten years and have never had children. I really want one.After getting pregnant with Lanlan, Yiming and I have nothing left. Please believe me.

Senior sister, stop talking, we don’t believe you.

Wang Li's words made Lele particularly sad and felt guilty about her performance just now.

Let me tell you, Lele.Although I can still find reasons to forgive myself in front of you, I have no reason in front of Lao Li.Lele, don’t learn from senior sisters and don’t do anything wrong.I tell you that people cannot make mistakes, and once some mistakes are made, they are irreversible.I made mistakes again and again. If Lao Li and I admitted it on the full moon, he would not have been the case today.

Senior sister, what does this matter have to do with Brother Li’s injury?

Liu Hong asked.

Wang Li was stunned for a while, got up and went to the bedroom, took out a few pieces of letters and handed them to Zhang Yiming.This was what I discovered after my colleagues from Lao Li’s unit sent Lao Li’s personal belongings.

Zhang Yiming took the letter and looked at it.This is a letter written by Li Jianguo to Wang Li, but he had not had time to send it.

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Wang Li: I picked up the pen to write this letter today, and I realized that we have not passed the letter for ten years since we met and got married.

I think this is because when we are in love, we don’t need to write letters together.

Although I always go on business trips after getting married, my communication has become more developed, and it is indeed easier to make phone calls than to write letters.

This time I came to Huizhou for a meeting, I asked myself. I knew that you had just given birth to a child and could let someone else come.But I want to take this opportunity to come out and think about some things clearly.

There is also a West Lake in Huizhou. The hotel I stayed in is next to this West Lake. In the evenings these days, I always go to the lake to take a walk, and it feels very good.

Every time I walk by the lake, I always remember Zhu Ziqing's straightforward sentence in "The Moonlight in the Lotus Pond": I feel quite uneasy these days.

This sentence is a reflection of my mood over the past few days.

I have been to Zhu Ziqing's lotus pond many times when I was studying in Tsinghua University, but it is actually very small.

The West Lake here is also very small than the West Lake in Hangzhou, but it is much larger than the lotus pond in Tsinghua. I think it should be able to carry my chaotic thoughts.

After saying so much, I haven't reached the point yet, mainly because I don't know how to speak.But what you should say must be said, now I will talk about the serious business.

Wang Li, there is one thing I have been hiding for a long time. It was about the fifth year of our marriage. When you were thirty, we didn’t have children, and you wanted a child so much, so I went to the hospital for a check-up.

My thought at the time was that if I proved that I was fine, it might be that you had a problem, and then I would pretend not to want the child to avoid stressing you out.

If I have a problem, I will tell you honestly.

The result of the inspection was that I had a problem. At that time, I realized that I didn’t have the courage to tell you.

You want children so much, what if you leave me because of this?

So later, you intentionally or unintentionally wanted to ask me to go to the hospital for examination, but I always gave up on excuses.

I said intentionally or unintentionally that if it really doesn't work, let's adopt one.

Thinking about it now, I am a cowardly and selfish man.

Last year, you got pregnant, and I was really surprised and happy.I went to the hospital for a secret examination, but my situation still did not change, so I knew that this child was not mine.

Wang Li, I am definitely not here to ask you for your crime, please read it.

I admit that when I first learned that it was not my child, I also felt angry and sad.

But gradually, I calmed down.

Although I don’t know who the child is and what is going on, I can deeply feel that the love between us is still there, and I can feel that your feelings for me have never changed.

If that's the case, what's the matter if it's not my child?

Not my child, but that's your child Ah!

Didn’t she be nurtured in your womb?

And you are my dearest wife, how can you say your child is not my child?

If we can adopt a child that does not belong to both of us, why can't I accept the child you gave birth to ten months of pregnancy?

So, I accepted you and the child like this. I looked forward to the birth of my child with the mood of a real father.

I can't remember when, anyway, it was very soon, and I realized that the child was Yiming.

To be more precise, I guessed by intuition that the child was Yiming.

Because I know you, my dearest wife, no matter how much you want a child, you will not be rash in dealing with someone with no feelings.

Only Yiming, the junior brother you always care about, can be recognized by you and become the biological father of this child.

After knowing this situation, my heart hesitated again.

If you want to be with Yiming, should I help you?

I don't know either.

There are many times when I made up my mind to ask you clearly, but every time I retreated selfishly and timidly again. I am afraid that if you say you want to be with Yiming, I will not have the courage to let you go.

Later I found a selfish reason for myself because I met my girlfriend who lived with him at Yiming. They lived a sweet and happy life. I don’t think I should have broken them apart, so I don’t have to give up you.

I won’t say much about the future, and I pretended not to know anything.

On the day Lan Lan was born, I called Yiming. After all, he was the child's biological father. I shouldn't have deprived him of the right to wait for the birth of his child. The tension and anxiety at that moment were all something a father should experience.

After Lanlan was born, I could see that Yiming liked her so much, and I could see that Yiming forced himself to not express his feelings, but I still selfishly said nothing, selfishly possessing the joy that should belong to him.

If it weren't for the words of Lele on the day of Lanlan's full moon, I think I would continue to maintain this state.

I thought that if the three of us involved didn't tell us, no one would know the truth of the matter, and I could keep stealing other people's happiness.

However, when Lanlan was full moon, Lele's words made me realize that paper cannot contain fire.

I also saw that you were about to tell me about this matter that day, and I stopped you on excuses because I had not yet figured out how to face the moment when the mystery was solved.

Wang Li, I have been thinking about it carefully for a long time in the past few days when I came to Huizhou. Now I have figured it out clearly that I must face this matter directly.

I can't let you bear the pressure anymore. If there is any pressure, I should bear it because I am a man and your husband.

Wang Li, I love you. From our knowing to this day, my love for you has always been consistent.Because I love you, I will promise you all your requests, including leaving me.

At the meeting here, a unit invited me to go to their place for a few days of lectures and exchanges. I agreed so that I would have time to send this letter to you and give you time to consider it.

Please forgive me for using the ancient communication method of writing letters, which may be a bit dragging and not straightforward.

However, you are now with your children and never go online, and I don’t like talking about things like this by email; if I ask you to talk about these face to face, or talk on the phone, I really don’t know how to speak.

Wang Li, can I still own you and Lan Lan?I'm waiting for your reply.

Jianguozi: After writing this letter, I felt relieved all of a sudden. No matter what the ending is, I finally said it without hiding it in my heart.

I think that after this matter is resolved, it will be beneficial to me, you and Yiming, and we will all be relaxed.

It's already past ten o'clock now, and I suddenly want to go to the West Lake outside. My relaxed mood at this moment will definitely allow me to experience the different beauty of West Lake than the previous few days, right?

At least, it must be different from what Zhu Ziqing felt by the lotus pond back then.

I can think of your sweet sleeping face with Lanlan, good night, my two babies.

Jianguo is also called

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Yes, this is why Li Jianguo left the hotel alone at night and went to the lakeside. This is why he was eventually attacked and still lying in the hospital.

Who should be blamed?Of course, the murderer is unforgivable, but what about Zhang Yiming himself?How many responsibilities should be borne?No wonder my senior sister is so heartbroken and so blamed herself.

After reading the letter, Zhang Yiming had no expression on his face.He put the letter on the coffee table beside him, stood up, and said only to Yao Jing: You are all here to accompany your senior sister, I'm going to the hospital.

On July night, the warm wind is filled with neon lights on the streets of Beijing, the traffic is busy, and the scene is lively.

Li Jianguo must like Zhu Ziqing very much, and Zhang Yiming likes "The Moonlight in the Lotus Pond" very much. At this moment, Zhang Yiming also remembered a sentence from "The Moonlight in the Lotus Pond": Theirs are theirs, I have nothing.

Yes, at this moment, Zhang Yiming had nothing in his heart.

It is natural to not be happy; it is natural to not be content with satisfaction, and even he seems to have no sadness at this moment.

Zhang Yiming drove calmly, driving on the way to the hospital without any anxiety.

He patiently avoided pedestrians passing through the road, patiently waited for the red light, and patiently walked and stopped on the congested road.

Along the way, Zhang Yiming recalled the little things about Li Jianguo in his memory: when he was injured, Li Jianguo went to see him at home; he and Li Jianguo were waiting outside the delivery room together; and the situation on the day Lan Lan had a full moon.

Li Jianguo had known everything for a long time, but he still cared for Zhang Yiming as much as his elder brother. It was obvious that Zhang Yiming had done something wrong, but he still blamed himself in the letter...

Zhang Yiming couldn't figure out what Li Jianguo did wrong and why he encountered such misfortune.

Yu Guo, Li Jianguo can be regarded as a pillar of the country; Yu family, Li Jianguo should be the pillar of the country; Yu Wang Li, Li Jianguo is a good husband; Yu Zhang Yiming, Li Jianguo is a good brother; Yu Lanlan, Zhang Yiming believes that Li Jianguo will definitely be a good father.

At this time, what Mr. Hu from Guangzhou once said to Zhang Yiming was vivid: Sometimes, if you don’t cause trouble, you will be provoked.

Li Jianguo's injury is the best interpretation of this sentence.

Zhang Yiming thought, maybe he should interpret another sentence with his actions. Those who violate my majesty will be punished by thousands of miles, even if they are far away, they will be punished....

In the ward 4, Li Jianguo was still lying quietly. After Zhang Yiming arrived, he asked Li Jianguo's colleague who had originally guarded here to go back, then closed the door and sat gently beside Li Jianguo's bed.

Brother Li, I'll accompany you and chat with you...

Zhang Yiming looked at Li Jianguo's calm face, as if he was sleeping soundly.

Brother Li, what do you want to talk about?The West Lake in Huizhou, the Lotus Pond in Tsinghua University, or let’s talk about essays and Zhu Ziqing...

Zhang Yiming reached into the quilt and held Li Jianguo's hand.Although she was covered with a quilt and was in the hot July, Li Jianguo's hands were cold.

Brother Li, you like Zhu Ziqing very much, do you?Then you must be very familiar with his father in "Back View".Brother Li, I think you will definitely be such a father in the future, a real father, a good father.At that time, let Lanlan learn to write articles and write a good article for you that is as good as Zhu Ziqing.No, it's better than Zhu Ziqing's article...

Brother Li, you may not know, but I actually hate some literati.Of course, Zhu Ziqing was excluded.Well, there is also, except for Lu Xun.I think Lu Xun is very good, what do you think?...

I like Lu Xun's character.People who don’t like Lu Xun will revenge their flaws.Lu Xun doesn't care, and I am justified, so I will get my flaws back. How about it?Lu Xun said that to some people and some things, you will be repaid with flaws.Not only will you repay your flaws, but you will also beat the dog in the water, never be ruthless and never forgive,...

I think what Lu Xun said is really right.It’s like someone who hurts you, Brother Li, do you think he should be forgiven?Is he worthy of forgiveness?...

Brother Li, I will never let you go to the person who lets you lie here. I swear to you in the name of Lanlan....