Chapter 20

Is all this worth it?

When He Qiuyan asked me this question, I was also asking myself.

Have you ever forgiven those who offend you, Ai Liwei?No, I think I should call you Cao Hu, right?

I know this kid hates me to the core, so why do I treat him the same?

This kid is a young man, passionate but too self-centered, doing things without consequences, but also stubborn... But these are not the reasons why I hate him; I hate him, simply because every word he said to me inadvertently poked my pain point.

It turned out that my verbal battles between me and this kid were always the best. In addition, the woman Xia Xueping seemed to have trust in me and would help me speak with reason. Therefore, I could make this kid so angry that he was almost vomiting blood. But recently, this kid's psychological tolerance seemed to have a qualitative leap, as if he had practiced a set of golden bell covers and iron cloth shirts from somewhere, and he was not very painful to my words. And these days he actually dared to take the initiative to call me and provoke me, but in public, I couldn't fight back... This kid is really hateful!

Very abominable!

Maybe he was really sent by God to torture me and reminded me at all times: Gadrel, all the pain you are suffering now is something you ask for, and you deserve it...

It's Ah, I deserve it.

I am Ai Liwei and Cao Hu.

But sometimes, I feel that I have forgotten who Cao Hu is; I have always thought that Ai Liwei was just a role I played, but gradually I can't understand who Ai Liwei is; so much so that I am now lost and can't see who I am.

At this moment, He Qiuyan still pointed his gun at me.

I put down the book in my hand, turned around and looked at his angry and muscle-tight face, which made me want to laugh: Are you tired?

He grindled his molars and said to me in a tone that he always wanted to slap me a few times, saying: You are already a trapped beast in the cage, and you still ask me if I'm tired?You are really a mother-in-law!Moreover, you haven't answered my question yet!

But he didn't know that my habitual smile was actually a concealment.

Is this all worth it? I really don't know how to answer this question.

As I turned my head and thought of saying something that could stimulate his sensitive nerves to me, the familiar and melodious song on the vinyl record suddenly came from the damn sound in the reading room.

The butterflies fly away/ My heart is not there/

Who will come to the long and desolate night? Wipe the tears and fill the cheeks?

It's a little greedy for dependence/a little greedy for love/

It's time to be hard for the old fate / I'm full of sadness /

How can I stand this one, guess the other one/

People's words form a sea of ​​sorrow/hardship is hard to bear/

The sufferings given by heaven/the disasters given by heaven/no wonder/

Never shouldn't/Never shouldn't/Youth is afraid of loneliness/

The flowers in the forest fade / even the heart is buried /

When will the spring come back in the future / where is your body...

This is Ying'er's favorite song before.

I asked her why, was it because she liked the movie "Ruan Lingyu" or the TV series "My Leader My Group"?

She said that she had never seen these two things I said, and she didn't know who Ruan Lingyu was, and she was not interested in the story of marching and fighting. She just loved this song so crazy about Ah because of the sentence that spring came back and where she was. I remember that this was actually one of the songs she heard when I couldn't resist her and asked her to come here with me. I remember that for some reason that day, the administrator of the reading room could only find such a record, so she played the record in a loop. Therefore, by the time we went back, Ying'er had already learned to sing this song.

Later, on the only time I could remember her birthday, I gave her a smartphone. I couldn't stand the flip phone she picked up or stolen from. After she got the phone, she downloaded the song using the music app, which was the only song on her phone.

She also asked me, would I be sad if I find out that she is gone one day?

I replied to her at that time, I didn't know.

My answer now is that I don’t know, but when she asked me, I really didn’t know what my feelings would be like, and now... and now I can’t figure out what kind of emotion I have towards her.

You sit down and chat with me.I adjusted my breathing and said to He Qiuyan behind me.

Haha, what can I have to talk to you?You are a lie-filled person and have no intention of chatting with you.

I sighed silently.

There is a saying in "Rashomon": Lie is the nature of human beings; and most of the time, we cannot even be honest with ourselves.

Maybe sometimes, I really cheated myself.

Have you brought a cigarette?I want to take a few sips.I asked He Qiuyan.

As a result, after a long time, he ignored me and said nothing to me. I even doubted for a moment whether he turned around and left.

I turned my head and saw that the boy was still there, and he still looked like he wanted to peel off me and cramp me. He held his pistol and looked at me, so I couldn't help asking him: What?You didn't bring a cigarette?Or are you afraid that I will take out a gun from my arms and hit you while you are taking out a cigarette box?Humph, don’t worry, I’m not a good person, but I’m not that despicable either.

I know this. God abused you thousands of times, but you are still a devout believer; but you said you don’t do anything on your own?Haha, He Qiuyan walked to my right hand with his head raised. At least he could think about the person who smoked in other people's library. I don't think you are much better either.

Looking at the boy in front of me, why don’t I want to beat him?

His mother is Xia Xueping, and his father is a deputy editor-in-chief of the newspaper and a bad intellectual.

I know that my aloofness, demeanor, and politeness are all based on Stanislavsky's theory, and his intentionality, his black and whiteness, and his aloofness are all true. I heard from those classmates who stayed at the police academy that this kid had no other shortcomings except being flirted with witty relationships with men and women who like naughty police academy students, and he likes to go to the library when he has time. He even often goes to the K City Library or bookstore on weekends to enjoy the boy's cynical skin, with a heart full of scholarly aura. If he hadn't been slapped by Xia Xueping and came to the city bureau in anger, I think he would have been more likely to have been to be a secretary for a politician or a teacher in a high school in a country.

People like him are easily appreciated by people, so I am also most angry with such people. I know that everything he does is not pretend, but I still want to beat him.

Alas, brother, you can smoke!

I originally wanted to curse him, but I was already accustomed to pretending to be well-educated in front of others. So, as soon as I opened my mouth, I just widened my voice and raised my chin behind him.

If my brother was alive, he would definitely use his calloused big hand to pat the back of my head, then curse me, "What are you pretending to be garlic, and then smile at me."

He Qiuyan took a few steps back, still holding the gun at me alertly, then turned sideways to look at the sign hanging on the wall on my right hand. This area is a smoking area, but please don’t affect others. Thank you for your cooperation.Then he walked across from me, moved the table and sat down, put the pistol on the desk, which was within reach and would not be easily snatched by me, and seemed to be designed deliberately for today.

Then, he took out a pack of cigarette from his jeans pocket and threw it on the table. Then he first pinched the end of the cigarette box and knocked it to the corner of the cigarette box, knocked out a piece and held it in his mouth. After lit it, he flicked it gently with his fingers, and flicked the cigarette box and the lighter inside in front of me.

He didn't see a glass ashtray in the table in front of him, so he took a paper cup with hot orange juice and followed the ashes.

MEVIUS...How did you change the seven-star lottery?I remember you were smoking a white box of Marlboro before.

Haha, didn’t I say that I couldn’t get used to it.The half box I had been handed over to the basement of our bureau that day by Chen Meilang, Ding Jingwu and the others.He Qiuyan took a breath of smoke and spit out smoke.

I nodded with a cigarette in my mouth, turned the lighter's wheel, and lit the one in my mouth.

For a moment, my long-standing enemy, my enemies, were chatting on both sides of the table like two classmates who came to study.

Sure enough, the tar tastes very light, but the entrance is indeed softer, and the tobacco is also more fragrant than other brands of cigarettes.

After I took a few sips.

He Qiuyan pointed to the book in my hand again and asked me: By the way, what are you reading?

I showed him the book Pi Liang, which is a religious novel.

Haha, can this book also be considered a religious book?He Qiuyan looked at me mockingly and suspiciously, and then recited to me the story I liked the most so far.

Peter opened his mouth wide, his eyes staring at the front with a dazed look, and his face showed a look of surprise, joy and excitement, and even his cane fell from his hands; he suddenly fell to the ground, stretched out his hands, and shouted repeatedly, "Christ!"Christ…’ He drooped his head to the ground, as if he was going to kiss someone’s feet.After a long silence, he began to whimper and spoke intermittently in his sobs: ‘Lord, where are you going…’ Nazalius did not hear anyone’s answer, but in Peter’s ears there was a sad and gentle voice: ‘Since you have left my people, I will go to Rome and let them crucify me again.’Peter leaned down on the ground, buried his face in the dust, neither moving nor speaking, Nazalus thought he had fainted or dead; but after a while he stood up again, and took the wanderer's cane with his trembling hands, turned around quietly, and walked towards the seven mountains of the city.When the young Nazalius saw this scene, he repeated the sentence like an echo: ‘Lord, where are you going?’’Go back to Rome!’ Peter replied in a low voice, so he turned back…

How many times have you read this book?I couldn't help asking him.

Double.He Qiuyan met my gaze without any concealment.

I have to say that I really admire this kid's memory.

I have read this book five times in total, and I do remember it clearly, but if I could recite it almost word by word, I still can't do it even if I just recite my favorite paragraph.

Looking at the book cover, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

What are you laughing at?

You should know my English name, I was almost named Ner back then...

I know. I think the name ‘Nero’ is more suitable for you than Gadrel. He Qiuyan said sarcastically to me, as if he would not be able to breathe or sit upright without mocking me: Senior Brother Ai, don’t treat yourself as St. Peter in the novel. St. Peter can escape but doesn’t want to leave, but you can’t. Moreover, St. Peter does all good things, and others save the suffering. And what about you? You set two fires ten years ago when I was in the fifth and sixth grade of elementary school, one burned St. Joseph's Church in Rendez and the other burned my house.

You know everything... I swallowed. Although I knew that he should know about me, when he blurted out, I was still a little panicked.

I know, so I said that the name Ner is more suitable for you.As for your brother, after I heard his story, I think the name Lucifer is somewhat appropriate...

I was furious and I suddenly hit the table with my fist: I don’t allow you to mention him!

My aplgy!He picked up the gun in his hand, but after watching me hit the table with my fist, he put down the gun again and waved at me: I didn't mean it, I just simply think that the name Lucifer is handsome, and I don't believe in religion anyway.

But when I saw the boy narrowing his eyes and opening them again, gritting his teeth at the same time, it was obvious that he was deliberately poking my pain points; looking at the murderous aura that was rare in his eyes, I had to worry that he wanted to provoke me on purpose, and then find something to shoot me directly to death. The matter has reached the point where he broke up with each other. I think he must feel that there is no need to be reserved anymore.

Just according to my plan, I have to wait until Xia Xueping arrives.

So I calmed down my mind, looked at He Qiuyan, who held the cigarette in his mouth with his thumb and index finger in a ring shape and placed the other on the pistol, and then asked him: What else do you know?

I also know a lot of things you know, you don’t know, and things you and I don’t know.He Qiuyan looked at me and said without any concealment.

He never seems to have a puzzle when speaking, which is what I appreciate.

‘Things that you and I didn’t know originally’… Haha, Xia Xueping told you right?

And Xu Yuan, he said, and Zhang Jilong.

Haha, then shouldn’t what Xu Yuan said be considered as Xia Xueping told you?To put it nicely, the director's style is called "undoubted" to hire people. He can make any person with stains of personal morality, taint of personality, or even taint of identity help him obediently; but to put it bluntly, he is a man of high expectations. Because he dares to use anyone and is confident that he can control everyone, the current municipal police station is already full of holes, so it is impossible for him to take the initiative to investigate me; what you call "things that you didn't know originally" should be considered as being led by Xia Xueping.As for the gangster boss, you probably asked him to check it out for you!

That's right.

Then tell me about the things I don’t know.I leaned my back against the chair and smoked half of my cigarette in my mouth.

Then what do you want to hear?

It depends on what you want to say, whatever you want.

He Qiuyan said, destroying one-third of the remaining cigarettes in his hand, and looking at me with a tense face: Then I'll start from the beginning, Senior Brother Ai.Whether I tell stories or listen to stories, I am not used to telling them separately. It is easy to mess up myself with one hammer or another. So whether you know or not, I will start with you and your brother Cao Long's biological father, and you and your brother wandering in the countryside.

Biological father...

I took a sip of the cigarette and let the tiny demons slowly pass through my lungs and then spray it out of my nose.

You tell me.I lowered my head and looked at the ashes scattered in the ashtray and said to He Qiuyan.

At the same time, my thoughts drifted back to a long, long time ago.

At that time, I was a child who was always too full and not as tall as the table; at that time, I had a sarcoma on my face that I could not pull off no matter how hard I saw me. Children of the same age would cry and run away when they saw me, while men and women, who were a little older than me, would surround me and point me to give me nicknames, write lilac poems, and even smash and poke me with wooden sticks or stones. Even older adults, especially those aunts who smiled warmly and lively at me in front of my family, would look at me with the look of looking at the deformed suckling pig and lamb in their newborn cub, and then whisper, and use their own secret movements and smiles to say some whispers that I couldn't understand at that time.

This is a bastard!Look at his daughter-in-law, looking at the thief and being virtuous, she is also the master of stealing the wild man!

Not just stealing men, his family is always away. I heard that when I passed by his house in the middle of the night, I could still hear her and her father-in-law fucking that on the kang!

That's ash!

Isn’t it just a matter of being taken away... Didn’t you go and see it on the day you entered the bridal chamber?His father-in-law's thing is almost as thick and hard as a young man in his twenties; and his husband, haha, I heard it looks like a wax-headed gun... Hey, the man is handsome and has a lot of use, and he has to be hard!I guess Ah must have been addicted to the day when he was worshiping and pouring "Fu Qi Tea". After that, I can't forget it even if I want to!

Haha, you still have the nerve to say it?On the day you got married, wasn’t your father-in-law also left on the kang and kept calling?That's what you're sexy, your body trembled, and your breasts were thrown out, and you directly patted your father's nose.I see that your mother-in-law was embarrassed at that time!Several men wished they could reach into their crotch...

Why do you say that I am coming!Who can stand it if you get touched like this?When you were cleaned up by your father-in-law on the day of your wedding, you didn't scream and kept gritting your teeth and enduring it. As a result, the kang was soaked, and your father-in-law was carrying him to change his shorts. When I visited your house the next day, I could still smell the smell of urine!I'm so embarrassed to say I'm slutty...

Yes, in my hometown, in Township H, J County, Y Province, there is a very strange marriage custom.

I didn't know whether this marriage custom was to ward off evil spirits or so-called family harmony at first; but later after I entered the police academy, when I returned to J County for an internship on a holiday, I saw such a county annals.

The general idea is about the story of a southerner named Zhao in the late Ming and early Qing dynasties.

This man used to be a soldier under Mao Wenlong's account. Later, after Mao Wenlong was seized by the commander Yuan Chonghuan, Mao Wenlong's troops had several mutinies. The Zhao man did not want to fight, so he took advantage of one of the mutinies to escape the troops and came to H Township. H Township was already a settlement of Xibe people, and under the influence of Manchu's entry into the pass, he gradually changed fishing and hunting to farming, and was gradually learning and accepting Han culture. At this time, the Han army with the surname Zhao came here.

At first, because of the misconduct of Zhao's style and being lazy, the other Xibe people in the village did not like him. Later, a bandit was in trouble in the village, because the soldiers of Zhao's surname had been on the battlefield and had some skills in their hands, one person defeated twenty bandits, which was indeed scared by the other party, and the bandits never dared to invade again.

So the soldiers surnamed Zhao suddenly became heroes in the village and guests of the old Beile. The Zhao was in the local area and married eighteen wives and concubines. They were all top beauties in the Xibe tribe in H Township. Many even the old Beile helped him snatch them from the women's original husbands. Compared with him, the old cabinet elder Yan Shifan was also a witch.

Since then, there have been many strange customs in the village. Until Wang Erlie was ordered to move the Xibe people westward, the Xibe people and the Han people began to live together. Only then did people find out that the customs were actually a scam made up by the man named Zhao, so they gradually changed.

However, many customs are still secretly circulated among the people, and they actually affect the Han people who moved to H Township, and this is the dirty marriage custom.

So for thousands of years, all the people in H Township have lived in a ridiculous and vulgar story woven by a lustful stick, so for thousands of years, no one who has walked out of H Township is clean.

Everyone is inferior, so don’t look down on anyone.

OK, let's get over it, don't bury each other... Who do you think this little kid can be?I think it might be their old man.

I think it may be that big shot, but it may not be. The slut should have been a lot of other big shots outside. Anyway, I tell you, looking at the beautiful girl movies, they are all transformed by vixen!Who wants such a fairy? Just look at it. Humph, can you still fall?

And every time this time, my brother Cao Hu would hold up the things he could get, run out of the room, and greet each other: common ones include water cups, bricks, rolling pins, and soil trash in the backyard of the home; those with great lethality include silted ash and spittoons, as well as two double-sounding cannons left during the Chinese New Year that neither my brother nor I dared to light.

In our family, there is a kind and kind grandfather, a beautiful and gentle mother, and a taciturn person... I just call him dad. I know that if it were theoretical, this matter was very complicated, but except for calling the man by dad, I don’t know what to call him. Even if I hadn’t entered the police station later, I wouldn’t remember what his real name should be called; and words like dad and dad are after all his titles in the family unit.

When I was a child, I firmly believed that they all loved me and my brother, but what they did often made me feel incredible. For example, which elders would lock two three-year-old children outside the door on New Year's Eve, leaving behind a bunch of firecrackers and a box of matches?

I don’t know, I only remember that during the Chinese New Year that year, my brother and I were locked in the backyard for a night. Looking at the second kicks placed on the ground in a plastic bag, the one thousand-sounding red whip of the earth and a large box of double joy. The safety matches were at a loss. Then we could only sit on the steps, leaning against the back door panel of my bungalow, listening to the grandfather panting and mom in the room, guessing what they were doing. Even my brother and I were so hungry that we wanted to eat dumplings, they didn’t open the door for me and my brother.

Just as my brother smashed the door panel and called out to mom, I don’t know which family member ignited fireworks in his own courtyard.

That was the first time my brother and I saw the fireworks. My brother and I were stunned and had no more intention to eavesdrop on what the grandfather, who had a nicotine voice in the room, and the mother who sounded like crying and laughing, were talking. They only watched a small fire bead with one piece rushing into the night sky, and then bloomed around, blooming a large cluster of flowers made of colorful light, covering the earth.

After the fireworks were finished, my mother and grandfather finally put on their clothes in a hurry and put my brother and I into the room. Then my grandfather fell down and lie on the kang to sleep. However, my mother coaxed me and my brother back to her room and brought us a cup of steaming, unique drinks, to my family. My mother brought back from the factory.

After watching the fireworks, I drank instant noodles soup made with hot water, and was hugged by my mother and listened to him telling the story of the ugly duckling to me and my brother. It was one of the few wonderful moments in my life.

Speaking of which, Brother Ai, you fill in the ethnic column in the ethnic group in the police station and the municipal bureau, right?At this time, the hateful He Qiuyan insisted on bringing me back to reality from memories.

Yes.

You are really lucky. A Han nationality has never attended Manchu or Xibo interest classes, attended ethnic middle schools and ethnic universities since childhood, and has never been interested in this area. However, he speaks Xibo very fluently. However, in the end, all the people in the police station didn't even notice it, let alone doubt you.He Qiuyan touched his chin, and the young man who was originally very clean had forgotten to shave these days.

I smiled and nodded, but I wouldn't tell him that some people have suspected that Xu Yuan was one, and the other was Hu Jingfeng. It was similar in essence, but there were significant differences: Xu Yuan had just hit me some time before, haha, so I naturally kept reporting to him the every move of Xia Xueping and Chen Liangcai. Therefore, he turned a blind eye to my many times of absent from work for no reason. Is it because of my intelligence? Hu Jingfeng was completely because of his background. If he stood in front of Heshen, Heshen would probably sigh that he was terrifying and sometimes I was really surprised that this city in Province F, Y, F, is working in the police system so rich?

And I remember that when I saw that I didn't say anything for a long time, He Qiuyan stared at me with his iron hooks and continued, the old man we met in H Township that day, Mr. Ma, seemed to be also the Xibe tribe.Speaking of which, according to the legally defined relationship, he is your grandfather.Your surname is not Cao, but Lingtang’s surname is Cao, but your surname should actually be Ma.

It's Ah, he's my grandfather.He taught me the Sibe language when I was a child. My brother and I had never been to kindergarten. My father and mother both went to work and worked. My grandfather was responsible for taking me to grow up, so I can say that my mother tongue is Sibe.He Qiuyan, what do you want to explain?

Senior Brother Ai, calm down, I just said Mr. Ma was your legal grandfather and didn't say anything else; but don't forget that when you, me, Xia Xueping, we went to investigate Chen Fucai's situation together, when you met Mr. Ma, you two did not recognize each other.He Qiuyan looked at me with some smugness and ridicule, and asked with a smile, "Isn't it strange that a person who ran away from home since he was three or four years old, knows who his grandfather is, but doesn't go to recognize each other."

I gritted my teeth and looked at He Qiuyan: It's very simple, because I hate him, my brother and I hate him!

No, compared to hating him, you have deceived you the most authentic feeling in your heart!You are afraid of him, and you and your brother are afraid of him.

Afraid of him... I couldn't help but tremble.

Yes, you are afraid of him.He Qiuyan put away his smile and looked at me seriously. You should indeed hate him. He is the root of all your pain, because as your mother's father-in-law, he used the unique and dirty marriage customs of H Township to bring Lingtang into a bottomless abyss in the soul on the day your mother and your father got married in the legal sense.In terms of this, in the legal sense, the father, Lingtang and the aunt you thought you might not know, were three children and childhood sweethearts. Lingtang was in love with him in the early years. However, when a group of young men from the county, Shijuro, was a young man in the county, when the young men in the village were all in love, the man who was in love with him at first sight was broken by a hoe and broke the sponge of the penis in a fight, and became a useless person; of course, the other party was not much better, and the man was hit by your so-called father with an iron pick and completely became a vegetable, but that man was the only son of the director of the J County Police Department at that time, because of his existence, your family did not make it easier.

I almost knew what He Qiuyan said, but I really didn't know that I actually had an aunt... Oh, by the way, I remembered that it was that woman, the hateful woman who once brought me and my brother to her own house, but just to steal the pair of dragon and phoenix pendants worn by my brother and I.

I was stupid, and I was almost cheated by her because of her packs of thumb cookies.

After saying so much, what exactly do you want to express?

Senior Brother Ai, don’t worry. You must have a lot of unknown stories about the following story. Speaking of which, these things were found by Lin Shaowen, who just beaten to death by you. He passed them to me in the afternoon, and I only saw them today.

Is that true?I thank him.

Haha, your way of expressing your gratitude is really special.He Qiuyan took a deep breath, blinked tiredly, and then told the old scandals of our family. After the couple got married, your legal father was out of the house for several days, while your mother ran to work in the food factory between J County and H Township.Many elderly people in the county and H Township are still rumored that your father was not at home because he was gambling and drinking. When your mother was pregnant and maternity leave first, and then returned to the factory, the food factory was acquired by a wealthy local boss. In fact, what they said was wrong.Your father is really drunk, but gambling is made out of nothing. He is always looking for jobs that can make quick and big money outside.In fact, he found it soon. He was doing the transportation of human organs, but the technology and resources were not good at that time. It was not as good as Duan Yicheng did for helping others in his early years. At that time, he could already use a fresh-keeping box to transport goods in a motorcycle; it was not as bloody and curious as the underground human organ factory you and Duan Yicheng found to do a heart transplant for Duan Yifei. At that time, they relied on stealing corpses from the hospital morgue, so in addition to transporting corpses, your father had to flee around every three days, so after he got married, he would not stay at home for more than a month.It was at that time, one day, that Mr. Ma could not withstand the taste of eating the martyrdom of pouring blessing tea when he got married. He took advantage of your mother's drunken sleeping and forced a relationship with his daughter-in-law.

I listened to He Qiuyan’s story and bit off the filter in my mouth. The remaining cigarette instantly dispersed and burned the back of my hand.

I endured the pain, dusted the ashes on my hand into the ashtray, spit out the sponge filter in my mouth, then pulled out one from the cigarette box and put it in my mouth to light it.

There was also a wrong fact between J County and H Township: Your mother had long known the wealthy they mentioned, Liu Hongying's father Liu Guofa.Before Liu Guofa became famous, he was a neighbor with your mother and aunt's family and was also a senior in your mother's school.After He Qiuyan finished speaking, he deliberately paused and looked at me. These were all found by Lin Shaowen today. Before that, Liu Guofa's original friend, the boss of J County Tongli Automobile Sales Co., Ltd., had never disclosed these things to others.It was him who said that Liu Guofa really liked your mother in his early years, but this local rich man at that time did not speak as he did later. Although Liu Guofa was enthusiastic, he was not good at speaking, so when he was a teenager, he never dared to confess his love to your mother.

You continue.I took a deep breath of cigarettes, licked the wall of the ulcer and said with my mouth tense.

What he said was something I did not know before, but I really wanted to know now.

Anyway, I can no longer escape from this sinful city. I might as well understand all the things I have been thinking about and confused about, so as to break up with these things. This is why I came here on purpose to call He Qiuyan.

Haha, speaking of it, even if I escape from this city, where else can I go?

The world is so big, but there is no place for my family.

My home is gone long ago.

But He Qiuyan continued: Later, your mother met him by chance. The specific location was not found out by our Department of Veritable Discipline. Of course, it was not important.In short, the two met again. Liu Guofa was still single at that time, and your mother had been married for a year.After Liu Guofa reunited with your mother, he would visit your house frequently and also sent a lot of things to your mother. He also met your grandfather, Mr. Ma. No one knew whether Liu Guofa had any ideas about your mother at that time, but nothing happened to the two of them at that time.However, all Liu Guofa’s kindness to your mother was seen by your grandfather. Moreover, Liu Guofa was already very rich at that time. He was so rich that he could just wave his hand and was a pair of dragon and phoenix pendants worth 20 million new government coins. Liu Guofa called it as a gift for your mother’s wedding celebration. However, the meaning behind a man giving this to a woman is self-evident.Therefore, Mr. Ma came up with an idea that one can kill two birds wither.

Slaughter withered in one stone?He Qiuyan, what do you mean?

Yes, one stone killed two birds withered, he said almost word by word, "It not only solved the disaster caused by the injured county police station yamen in your family, but also solved the name of how you and your brother existed. I guess you have always suspected that Liu Guofa was your biological father, but you are not sure. After all, you and your brother Cao Long have known the relationship between your grandfather, Mr. Ma and your mother since childhood.Senior Brother Ai, your legal grandfather, Mr. Ma, is your biological father.It was your so-called grandfather who forced your mother to get pregnant first, and then Mr. Ma designed to let your mother get Liu Guofa drunk, and then let them lie in the same bed. Later, he was afraid that Liu Guofa would not admit his conscience, so after Liu Guofa woke up, he asked your mother to come with him. So, not only did your mother's so-called extramarital affair cooked rice, but also successfully made Liu Guofa think that you and your brother Cao Long were his own flesh and blood.In this way, Liu Guofa will feel guilty and pity for your mother, and therefore will continue to help your family, at least the medical expenses that should be given to the police station every month have been settled.

You... let it go... My mouth and tongue were a little out of control in an instant, because every word he said made my heart bleeding.

I've seen the scene where the dead old man fed his thick, hard and dirt-filled dirt into his vagina between his mother's legs.

I have seen the scene where the gentle man, who looked polite, sat lazily on the sofa at home, hugged his mother's head and kept stirring up trouble with the big guy under his crotch in his mother's mouth and anus.

I didn't understand anything at that time. I couldn't figure out whether my mother was busy wandering between the penis of these two men, was the pain of forcing her to smile or the happiness that had to be shyly concealed; and the confusion brought by these situations was all gradually arising from my adulthood. When I got closer and closer to the unknown ugliness at home at that time, I gradually became confused. Who was my father, what was the dirty thing that happened first between my two men, and who was with me, and when I was with me, my brother and I were born... But in the end, he didn't tell me the answer to this question until the old thing was twisted by the white mobile phone wire between my hands until he died.

It doesn't matter, no matter who is among them, they should die!

I finally saw the murderous aura in your eyes, Senior Brother Ai.He Qiuyan brought me back to reality from my memories. I have known you for so long. This is when I saw the murderous aura in your eyes when I met you face to face.You are a master of disguise.

Exceeded the award.I smiled proudly at this kid. You think I am a master of disguise because you are not dry!

Yes, I admit it.He Qiuyan nodded.

Who did you hear about these things?I calmed down for a moment and asked He Qiuyan.

It was Lin Shaowen who asked from the big boss, and it was also what Liu Guo had talked to him before the incident.He said to me, and Liu Guofa himself knew the whole process because that day, Liu Guofa was not drunk from beginning to end at all, Mr. Ma and your mother were underestimating Liu Guofa's alcohol tolerance.

I bit my teeth, and all the gums on the upper and lower sides were sore by myself.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, He Qiuyan continued: I probably know that you want to kill Liu Guofa because you think he destroyed your family; but you want to kill your grandfather... your biological father... Forget it, I'd better call Mr. Ma directly!It's so awkward!

You see it, this is the irrationality of incest!It was finally my turn to mock him.

Don't interrupt!He glared at me slightly, making me laugh.

He swallowed helplessly and continued, "You want to kill Mr. Ma, not because of the deformed bond between you and him, but because of the fear in your heart."

So tell me, what am I afraid of?I asked back.

Senior Brother Ai, let me finish it bit by bit, okay?He Qiuyan stood up calmly and used his pistol to pull the cigarette to his side. Then he pulled out a cigarette from it, caught fire with the one in my hand, took a few puffs, and sat back on the original position. There were all kinds of statements about your mother's romantic affairs. However, I did not investigate these things to insult you, so those things had nothing to do with me, and I didn't care.When you and your brother get older, your father's legal father will not wander around because he has saved enough money and returned home.So, there were quarrels in your family.

That’s right, even though the storm was coming during that period, but as a little kid, I didn’t realize anything…

Every quarrel is a matter that your so-called father is responsible for?He asked to me.

I nodded: Yes. In fact, even if He Qiuyan didn't explain it to me clearly, I now basically understand why in my memory, the man I called Dad would not treat my mother well as long as he was at home for a day. The most serious time was that he quarreled and raised the entire dining table. I was scared by him and my mother hugged me and cried. My brother picked up the still hot pork stewed vermicelli from the ground and threw it into his face. He looked at his brother angry, but he didn't speak or do anything. He just stood there and let his brother throw things into his face. My so-called grandfather seemed to be not a family, smoking a cigarette pot on the side and watching the video of the Duo Ren program on TV.

In the end, no one could eat that meal.

My father is actually very good to me and my brother. He gradually got money, so he started to buy fruits for me and my brother that he couldn't finish eating for a year. Later, many of them were rotten and had to be thrown into the soil in the backyard. He also bought a lot of clothes for me and my brother. Of course, none of them looked better than the ones my mother brought back from the rich man; but when he looked at me and my brother, he almost never laughed.

Haha, I saw this look later in the eyes of He Qiuyan, who was telling me about the dark history of my family in front of me, just for a long time after he thought that I and that disgusting woman Xia Xueping were fucked together.

The so-called authorities are confused, but I didn’t expect that people with feelings in their hearts are so easy to deceive!

How could I have sex with Xia Xueping?

It’s better to let me fuck a piece of hot dog shit that I just pulled out!

However, the man I call his father had much more cowardly eyes than He Qiuyan's.

That was in your opinion, He Qiuyan suddenly said, but the reality was that after your "father" stabilized at home, every conflict was initiated by your mother.

What?How is this possible?Is he making up stories?

What he said was completely inconsistent with what I saw.

How is it impossible?Do you think what I said is different from what you saw when you were a child?He Qiuyan sneered and asked to me, Senior Brother Ai, do you still remember the Cijing medical incident before?You took the matter from the beginning. I clearly told you that my sister was in danger. Cijing Medical is a pimp organization, but you forced me to not let me go to the police to investigate and deal with them in time. As a result, at night, you pretended to be innocent. I was also stupid at that time, and I couldn't control myself and beat you. In the end, it was like I was asking for trouble for you from beginning to end.You are an expert in this art, Senior Brother Ai, do you think what you see must be true?What's more, your "father" deliberately wants the neighbors around you to hear the quarrel at your home and think that he is looking for trouble.

What he said does make sense.

I have deceived people all my life, but in the end I have persistently believed that I have never been deceived. It seems that I am also a fool who considers myself very high.

Did Lin Shaowen find this?

This is what your aunt told Xing Xiaojia.

Haha, you are really potential stocks. Xing Xiaojia, the girl who likes to cry, can even pry open other people's mouths. She is really capable.I scratched my head and smiled at He Qiuyan.

It’s not that Xing Xiaojia is capable, He Qiuyan raised his head and met my gaze, but because today is your so-called ‘father’s birthday, you are afraid you didn’t remember this, right?

Huh, who can remember that?I disdainfully put out the cigarette in my hand.

But your aunt remembers it.I told you earlier that your father, your mother, and your aunt are all childhood sweethearts.Your father and your mother are in love, and your aunt has been in love with your father since childhood. Therefore, when Xing Xiaojia mentioned you and your father in front of the current old lady, she was a little bit in love with the scene. She told the story she deliberately missed and compiled when my father He Jinfeng first visited.After she learned about your mother and your grandfather's private affairs, your aunt took advantage of this and took care of your "father". Your father is a useless man and a eunuch, but your aunt didn't dislike him. She slept in a bed for a year.What your father said to your aunt was all about the pillow, which was indeed credible.

Then why did he do this?My tone at this moment was so excited that I was a little out of my control.

According to your "father's" logic, he wants to create an opportunity for your mother to let her be with Liu Guofa.He Qiuyan said seriously.

How could such a ridiculous thing be?

But the fact is, I remember that during the Chinese New Year that year, my brother ran out and was not at home that day, and my grandfather went to visit other relatives.

I squatted at the door of my house to play with the sand. I saw my father walking towards the door from afar and then running back home. I saw my mother and the man heading towards the window and buttocks facing the door. In the pink and warm cave between my mother's legs, there was sticky white juice constantly flowing out, and the man's flesh cucumber under her had shrunk like frost.

When I entered the room, the two of them were kissing fiercely naked, without even covering the quilt.

Mom, dad is back.I looked at the two people on the kang with a tense face and said in a weak voice.

The man who is usually elegant and domineering was immediately panicked.

That... Hu Zi, you go outside and stop your father first and let him play with you for a while; your mother is "chatting" with your uncle, and you will come over to welcome you later, ang!

I hurriedly ran out of the house. I didn't know whether I wanted to cooperate with my mother's orders or that I wanted to escape after seeing this scene.

My mother's emergency measures were indeed a little bit clumsy. The man's Mercedes-Benz was parked at the door of his house. Which man could he not be too careful?

But by this time, my father had already entered the house.

His movements were so fast, for fear that I would scream, so he hugged me and covered my mouth. He raised his head and looked straight into the room without saying a word.

I also followed my father's gaze to the room. My mother's smooth body was straight, her legs were kneeling on the bed, and her breasts, as firm as white steamed buns just out of the pot in the vegetable market and her plump and juicy butt in the orchard, were blocking the dazzling sunshine for this dirty and riddled home.

I still feel that my mother's figure and skin are more than a thousand times better than those photo actresses.

The man beside her looked at her gently, wiped her mother's thighs with her spotless pure white CK boxer underwear, folded it to 60% off, and put it in her briefcase, then took out 200,000 yuan of cash from it and placed it next to her pillow. Then she helped her mother put on the torn wide-edge bra and high-waisted shorts, and said to her mother: Your man is back, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you for a while.You keep this.

I think I am just a cunt seller in your place now.The mother said in a cold tone.

How can you swear?

Why can't I?In the neighbor's mouth, I'm already a bitch.The old man at home talked about the things he had done to me and told other old men. Every time you come, the old ladies in the front and back yards pretend not to care.In fact, I was staring at them all, and since you took me to the big hotel in the county to enjoy and live the so-called two-person world on my birthday, I have now been a torn shoe that has been fucked by four or five men in total!Haha, I almost believed it.

Then do you still care about these words when you are with me?Liu Guo asked.

not give a damn about.My mother was half naked, looking at Liu Guofa beside her resolutely.

Then wait until you have the chance, and you can confess to your man.I don’t think his mind is with you, otherwise why did he just come back for so few days until the end of the year and let his father bully you?Then you move into the county town and live with me. I have already bought a house in the county town. If you don’t want to stay in County J, let’s go west, R, E and L counties, there are also my places. At that time, I will also pick up Xiaolong and Huzi and live a good life with me. When they grow older, they will be sent to the provincial capital to cure their faces...

Let's talk about it later, I feel a little tired now.Mother said calmly.

When my father heard this, he didn't say anything. He still covered my mouth and opened the door gently. After going out, he closed it again. He held me and sat on the cement platform at the door of the house. He took out his own bag of cigarettes that were only three yuan a day and smelled it and had a smell of paraffin wax. He started smoking silently.

Huzi, my father asked you, do you feel you have a hard time in this family?He asked to me.

At that time, I really didn't understand what it was to live a hard life, so I just said to him stupidly: Dad, I want to eat steamed buns...

This person I called my father looked at me, sighed, and smiled helplessly while touching my forehead.

My brother is so awesome, dad!He put it in the vegetable market, and I don’t know what to do. He ate steamed buns and fermented bean curd once, and he said that the thing was delicious!Dad, do you know what fermented bean curd is?It was the pickle stall in the vegetable market, and the little red ones were placed in the bamboo pole-colored jar... I think that thing should taste the same as sugar beans, but my brother said that the thing was salty and had the flavor of white wine... I continued.

At about this time, my mother and Liu Guofa also walked out of the house.

Oh, Cheng Ming is back?When Liu Guofa saw his father, he still felt a little embarrassed.

Well, I just came back and chatted with my son.My father said to Liu Guofa with a stern smile.

I just passed by, then came over to sit and took a look at Shuhui by the way.Liu Guofa explained.

But the mother, who stood beside him and pressed against his shoulder, said nothing.

If it were to outsiders, the mother and Liu Guofa at that time were more like couples.

Well, I got it, hehe, thank you Ah.The father smiled honestly.

Since that day, Liu Guofa has never been there except for bringing some food and clothing to my house at first. My grandfather still looks for the opportunity for my father to be away or to sleep well, and drags his mother into the warehouse or toilet. But more often, my father pretends to be asleep, and my mother is not as charming as when she and Liu Guofa are with her. However, my mother sometimes runs out after arguing with him, often not going home every few days, but in the end, she is still sent back by the black Mercedes-Benz.

He Qiuyan looked at me and explained to me: Your aunt said, your father had known about your mother, your grandfather and Liu Guofa for a long time, but your father did not dare to resist your grandfather. In fact, things like your mother and your grandfather are common in the H village. Men dare not resist the patriarchy of the previous generation, so they had to use the same method to ravage their daughter-in-law and bully the next generation. You did a good thing indirectly: After Chen Fucai died, the ills of H village were also exposed, so the young generation in the rural areas began to unite with college students and village officials from various parties, preparing to break this still residual feudal custom.Senior Brother Ai, you can be regarded as having immeasurable merit.

Humph, you don't need to put a high hat on me.

But your father was so honest that he couldn't raise his head in front of Liu Guofa.He told your aunt that he felt that your mother Cao Shuhui should be with Liu Guofa, not with him; but your father really likes your mother, and he is reluctant to let your mother go, so he can only use your mother to deliberately find fault after being bullied by your grandfather, and he will turn his head away, making your mother angry and let your mother find Liu Guofa. In his world, he will feel that he used this method to rescue your mother from your grandfather's clutches and send it to a harbor that can make your mother feel safe and warm.

Ghost logic... I held back my tears and cursed hard, I couldn't tell whether I was scolding He Qiuyan or the father I was scolding.

It’s just that there is someone who doesn’t think so, he is your grandfather, your original biological father.He Qiuyan's eyes were pale and looked at me with a little pity. Your father and your mother's daily verbal battles were heard and remembered in his heart. He knew that your mother wanted to leave this family, but he was unwilling to let your mother go.And, the most fatal thing is that every time your parents make a big fuss, they are all heard clearly by the neighbors in the front and back yards. They like to add more fuel to the fire, and then the rumors almost make your grandfather unable to get out of Taiwan in front of the people around them.Your grandfather treats your mother as a punching bag to his family and his sexual venting tool in his middle-aged and middle-aged years. But at the same time, he also despised your mother's actions from the bottom of his heart to force a woman to prostitute, but still despises her. If I am you, I will hate him.

Humph, this is really hypocritical!

Then, that thing came.Your mother was killed.The case report from the Old J County Police Department said that your mother was killed by your father: Your father got drunk that night and went home to ask for pleasure to your mother. Your mother refused to obey and said a lot of words to scold your father. In a hurry, your father took a fruit knife and stabbed it directly into your mother's chest. This was all based on the confession left by your father himself.He Qiuyan looked at me and took a sip of cigarettes, but that night, you who saw the whole process should know that the real murderer who killed your mother was not your father in the legal sense, but your biological father and your grandfather.

This kid is really good, he found out that this matter...

It was the darkest night in my life. Even compared to my brother who was beaten to death by Xia Xueping later, I still felt that night was the darkest.

I didn't fall asleep until late that night, but my brother snored early; my mother rarely told stories and hummed songs to me and me that day, but my mind was full of my mother singing in her rough and soft voice that different from other women in the countryside. The moon was bright, the wind was quiet, and the leaves covered the window lattice.Usually she asked my brother and I to sleep with her body and touch her breasts. She would do something else when we fell asleep. But that day she just lay on the kang and read the book intently, and her happy smile seemed to be "English conversation XXX sentences", or it was a textbook for accounting and finance. Before that, I had never seen a book at my house; my grandfather strangely did not extend his obscene hands to my mother all day. After dinner, he lay on his own bed listening to the various conversations and lectures on experts on waist and kidney nourishment on the radio, and kept hearing the radio getting off work.

My father was called to fish and drink by his friends who used to be together in the village, and he didn't come back until almost half past twelve.

After my father, who was drunk, got home, he crawled onto the kang drunk.

When I saw my father drunk, I thought it was fun. I wanted him to play hide-and-seek with me, but he didn't see me. He just passed by my brother's hut and I and rushed towards my mother on the kang.

Hehehe...daughter-in-law... The father leaned on his mother's shoulder, and while talking, he stuffed his hands under his mother's clothes. Today, you guys and I went for a big meal... On the dinner table, we all think about things, but it's all the important things!You guys are going to make a lot of money in the future...

I always say I want to make a lot of money, but you only brought back 500,000 yuan in three years... Please see how your family lives are now before you speak big, okay?What a person says must be worthy of his face.

I'm not talking big this time... We want to open a construction company that specializes in building houses and doing projects for people... You man, I am a contractor this time, and, hehe... I'm just shameless... As my father said that, he had already lifted up his mother's close vest. With the faint light on the bed, I hid behind the door of my room. When I saw my mother's pink and crystal nipples, I felt my face hot.

My father held my mother's breasts and was about to put his mouth down, but my mother knocked her forehead with a book: What are you doing?Annoying?Didn't you read the book I'm reading here?

I don’t know if it was Cun Jiner or my mother who really used a lot of force, but my father actually curled up with his forehead for a long time. In the meantime, my mother didn’t care about him.

After a while of rest, the drunk father said: Why can that man who drove to the Circuit even gets you? I just want to hug you and kiss you or touch your butt?

After hearing this, my mother had just turned over her clothes and tidyed up. Her face turned red and her heart softened. She put down the book and stepped forward and rubbed her father's forehead: OK OK, I'm wrong... Don't say these useless things, wait for me for a while, after reading this chapter, I will turn off the light and lie down, take off my clothes and accompany you, okay?Stop shouting, wake up the child...

But his father was still reluctant to give in. When his mother advised him not to shout, he turned his voice: Yes!Who is the other person?The fucking richest man in J County is coming soon!People can take you to the Lihua Hotel to swim, take a sauna and eat Western food!Who the hell am I Ah?A stinky hooligan from the village!Idle and not serious about work!He was so fucked by a debt that he had no use on the kang!

Ma Chengming!Are you excited to say this?My mother was so angry that she grabbed her father's neck and knelt up and straightened her body. If it weren't for Liu Guofa, what would the county police officer be like to force us? You wouldn't have guessed what it would be like?

hehe?Then I have to thank him?He slept with my mother-in-law, do I still have to thank him?

Are you clean?Don't think I don't know what you are doing when you run to Shuyun every week...

What am I doing?What can I do?Shuyun is better than you!At least Shuyun doesn’t dislike me!At least Shuyun will not take the initiative to lean on the rich man!

Is that what I want?If it weren't for your father!...Forget it, I don't want to say these things either...

Don't want to say anything, don't want to?Cao Shuhui, you have to tell me clearly today!

So, my father and mother were just talking and quarreling.

I can't remember the details of the following. I only remember that my brother was woken up by the two of them, and stood silently behind me and watched my parents in the quarrel without saying a word.

We had seen them quarrel before that day, but we had never seen that quarrel that was so intense that we had dropped everything that could fall. So we were so fascinated that we didn't know when grandpa got in.

I only remember that before my grandfather spoke, the closed conversation between them was the end of my mother's drinking, and my father was sitting under the edge of the kang and crying.

I will tell you clearly, Cao Shuhui doesn’t owe you Lao Ma’s things!I really misread it. I fucking thought you and your poor family were good when I was a child?Do you think I can stay in this broken family?I am both a servant and a bitch!In order to support you, to support this family, and to support your old man, I have paid everything a woman should pay, and I have paid what she should not pay!Have you ever taken care of me when I was hurt in this home?You won’t have to worry about it in the future!I will divorce you, Ma Chengming, I will divorce you!When I divorce you, I will go and live with Liu Guofa!

With a snap, grandpa greeted his big, dry hand on his mother's cheek.

Silly girl, you are the daughter-in-law for our family, eat and use our family, and in the end you still dislike our family, right!There is no ability every day, and there are so many things to do!I don't know what I am!You don’t know how you earned the money you brought to this family?Shameless slut, you dare to laugh at my son!Are you a woman from every family qualified to ride on the man’s head and shit?My grandfather, who seemed to have never been angry at home, yelled at his mother like this for the first time.

Although my mother was slapped, she did not show weakness. She raised her hand and slapped her back: Mom, you old guy, are you qualified to hit me?Isn’t it all thanks to you if I become like this today!I serve you in front of you and be bullied by you every day, let you live your rural old man's life, and you are still fucked by you as a cheap wife. Do you actually teach me a lesson in the other way?Yes, I'm dirty!Every cent I earned for this family was cheated from Liu Guofa with my own body, but you forced me to do it?But Liu Guofa is just good to me!It's better to me than you guys and men!

What a fucking joke!Don’t many women in H Township come here like this?No one has so many requirements like you!You are really like the old ladies say, you are a slut, a slut!I can't raise you if I go to anyone!

Haha, curse!Old thing!It doesn't matter!After my mother finished yelling, she wiped her tears, packed up the books on the table, and took her small wallet embroidered with cotton cloth, saying: Just right, when will I move out of my house before? I will treat it as a greeting tonight. I will not serve this broken family anymore!I'll leave tonight!

You dare to leave?You can try it!

Not only do I have to leave, I also have to take Xiaolong and Huzi away!

You dare!I don’t know when, but grandpa had an extra fruit knife in his hand.

Come to Ah!Poke it here!My mother pulled her collar and exposed her breasts on her left. If you don’t stab me to death today, your old Ma family wouldn’t have a handle!

At this moment, I still felt that my grandfather just wanted to use a knife to scare my mother. Maybe my mother put down the things temporarily and then stopped her hand. At the same time, I also felt that my mother didn't really think my grandfather would use a knife. Maybe the two of them would take a step back after a stalemate, and that night would pass.

So my mother glared at grandpa for a while, then tidied up her collar and tidied up the things on the small wooden table on the kang.

However, with my mother's scream, a pool of blood spurted out from my mother's chest, sprinkled on the top of the sky, sprinkled on the slightly blue pink wall, and sprinkled on the ground...

Then my mother fell down and stuck a fruit knife she used to cut the Fuji apple she sent to me and my brother a few hours ago. With her eyes open, her pupils were facing, and the direction she fell on me and my brother...

Ah!Killing, killing

The one who ran out screaming was his brother.

From that day on, his brother's personality began to become more violent, but every time he saw blood, even when he saw pig blood and duck blood in Maocai or Maoxuewang during dinner, he would have nightmares at night.

And I, looking at my mother who was lying in a pool of blood, was completely stupid. I didn't know what I should do. I didn't dare to walk away but I didn't dare to step forward...

My father's wine was also sobered up.

Grandpa's hands began to tremble. From that moment on, he was no longer my grandfather. He was a demon, a demon who raped his daughter-in-law and killed him!

It was a coincidence that the last director of the J County Police Department that day, the father of the man who had been disabled before, was drinking and playing cards with people from the township police station in H Township. He had not slept at the time of the incident. After your brother Cao Long ran out shouting "killing people", he was taken to his own yard by his neighbors to hide that night, and there were seven calls for reporting your family's case.After the police went there, after seeing your father sitting next to your mother's body, and the old Mr. Ma who was slumped on the ground, he took away the old director of your father's County J without saying a word, without asking, and even the subsequent on-site investigation was stopped by him because he wished that your father would have something to do, and he wanted your father to die. At the same time, your father confessed to the fact that he killed your mother. I think that the man was completely disappointed at that time.Only Mr. Ma, who started from the time his son was taken away, came to Liu Guofa heard the news and asked a funeral service company to carry your mother's body away. He never said a word from beginning to end.It was not until half a month later that he figured it out that he ran to the J County Police Station to surrender, but was regarded by the police on duty at that time as if he was going to punish his son. Moreover, in about five minutes, your father, in the legal sense, hanged himself in the detention center.During that time, you and your brother lived at your aunt's house for half a year, and after half a year, they still ran out, slept in open channels and valleys all over the country, until they met Sister Hannah of St. Joseph of Rende.

The five flavor bottle in my heart was knocked over by the boy in front of me. I gritted my teeth and looked at him, and replied coldly: What a good story.

Haha, what Senior Brother Ai said makes people feel that this is not the same thing that happened to you.He Qiuyan said sarcastically to me.

Does this story have anything to do with what I did later?

Liu Hongying used Chen Meilang to threaten my father and asked him to appear near the scene within the time period before and after you killed those policemen. So much so that everyone who watched the surveillance video thought that my father killed those policemen, but in fact, all of the policemen were killed by you. You should first blackmail the surveillance video equipment. This is exactly the same as when you first came to the municipal bureau, when you stole Ding Jingwu and his actions with the introduction of helping Xia Xueping get things in the old Fengji Office, he stole Ding Jingwu and his actions plan and the list of undercover personnel.Watching in the surveillance video, the room was empty, but you were killing, stealing, and doing other dirty things at that time.

Haha, you can see it.The old Fengji Department must be destroyed. With them here, I am afraid that it will be exposed. You, a young boy who just turned 20, is pulling a bunch of miscellaneous soldiers. In just a few days, I have checked me out?He Qiuyan, let me put it here. In the future, those who hate you and the wind and discipline will be vast and powerful!

I can't control the days ahead, Senior Brother Ai, I, He Qiuyan, have to seize the day with you.He said calmly, "It's going to be too far away. When it comes to the police you killed, you killed them because all the people you killed had worked in the old J County Police Station before the transformation into the police station, which was more or less related to your father's case; the people you killed also include the current director of the food factory where your mother originally worked. This is because when you were ignorant of your mother's past, he was rude to your mother, and you were angry and killed people passionately.There are fifteen people who were killed in this way because they were rude to your mother when you investigated yourself.At the same time, Mr. Ma was in the same room and in front of the same earthen kang. You wanted to kill him in the same way with a dagger, but you really couldn't do anything to face such an old man, so you could only use your mobile phone to strangle him to death.He Qiuyan took a deep breath, looked at me angrily, and asked me, "What, now that's the matter, do you still want to deny it?"

Humph, I don't.If I do things one by one, what if I want to deny me and come to you?I deliberately angered He Qiuyan.

Senior Brother Ah, your mouth is really not a mouth, it’s simply a kaleidoscope!One person does things and one person does it... You still dare to say this until now; there are many things you dare not take, but you are not doing it, and there are many things you have taken it!He Qiuyan said to me gritted his teeth, but it was obvious that he left half a sentence in his mouth.

Are you talking about the matter between me and Xia Xueping?Like everyone else, you always think that I had a one-night stand with Xia Xueping.I looked at him with a smile.

And you are obviously gay!He said, swallowing half of the words again, punching the table hard. From the day you were bullied by the girl who was older than you in the welfare home, you have been getting farther and farther away from the girl. Even if you see the petals of strange shapes, you will go crazy!Then after you were with your brother, you had an undeserved relationship with him, and since then you have come out of the closet to yourself; not to mention that you also have a lover named Yuki in that gay bar called "Star Shining". You are so embarrassed to call "One person does things and one person is"?

He actually dared to attack me!

OK, then hurt each other: Then why do you care so much about your mother Xia Xueping’s personal affairs? Director He Da?It’s not just me. When Duan Yicheng and Xia Xueping were together, I thought something was wrong with you... Oh, right!I remember you told me in person, just downstairs of Xia Xueping's house, next to her SUV, what do you say is even if you and Xia Xueping's mother...

Don't interrupt... Keep talking about your affairs!He Qiuyan said, covering his hand in the pocket next to his hips, then quickly let go of his hand and looked at me awkwardly.

I couldn't help but smile.

According to my understanding of this kid, I said it would be impossible to let him not tell others where I am; but after seeing two remote-control explosions in the police station just now, he would definitely not dare to say anything to others immediately. This kid is really worried about Xia Xueping's safety.

So, I thought it wouldn't matter if he had brought some intercom equipment or turned on the positioning function for his phone. I'm not afraid. I have installed four signal interference devices here. This was given to me by that sexy woman Su Mèizhen before, and it's just right now.

I guess Xu Yuan and Xia Xueping are now in the bureau's Internet surveillance office, listening to the conversation recorded from He Qiuyan's cell phone or something, and then they are anxious because they can't find the positioning of me and this kid. The scene is just a happy thought.

It is precisely because of this that He Qiuyan is afraid that I will tell him about his incest feelings towards Xia Xueping if the people in the city bureau heard it, he and Xia Xueping will not have to worry about him in the bureau and even in the entire F city in the future.

So if he was aware of the situation, don’t talk about my favorite men next, and I wouldn’t mention his mother’s affairs.

He Qiuyan held it in for a long time, leaned his body on the back of the chair and asked me: Did you like that girl named Xiaomei back then?

Why do you still ask about this?I couldn't help it, and I was so angry that I slapped the table with my palm. Until now, I felt a little sorry for the table. When I met He Qiuyan and me, I was afraid that I would collapse if I couldn't survive the night.

Don't get me wrong, Cao Hu.I don’t discriminate against homosexuality. In fact, I had a pair of best friends in the police dictatorship. They were also gays, not to mention LGBT people, there were also many people in our bureau and the entire police force.He Qiuyan paused and said, I just wanted to figure out one thing: What kind of feelings do you have for Ye Ying?

Why do young people like gossip so much nowadays? You also want to ask about this?What are you asking about this?I was really bored, but I was also very alert to whether he was deliberately trying to put some logical trap for me.

You misunderstood, Senior Brother Ai, I just want to know how you feel about that girl Ye Ying, haha, sorry, I'm used to calling her "Ye Ying"... Speaking of which, your "Bow Drumming" is really interesting: you have two names, she has two names, Duan Yicheng has two names, and my stepmother Chen Yuefang has two names. By the way, the plastic surgery she and you have had were all in Kublai Khan Building on Pushkin Street, looking for the "Hailibu" to eliminate the adverse reactions after the surgery.You both injected the same potion, which contains an alpha gum galactose, so you both cannot eat any seafood, meat, spicy food and alcohol. The only one with no second name among you is Zhou Zhengxu. I heard Ye Ying say that except Duan Yicheng, all the rest of you seem to be a little disliked. In your group, do you have to have two names to get along with you?

I was about to say something, but He Qiuyan continued:You can't say that, you can't get along with him. After he killed Lu Lao Er and the female student named Jiang Ruochen, he specially helped him clean up the scene. On the day you and I first met, you deliberately didn't answer Xia Xueping's phone call and went late. If I was right, you walked a few kilometers and took a few taxis, and deliberately circled around several times. When you arranged for him to assassinate Xia Xueping opposite the Current Affairs Media Building, you actually rushed into the building through another door to help Zhou Zhengxu cover up. Xia Xueping and I thought it was over.The shots that came were made by Zhou Zhengxu, but in fact they were all driven by you. As soon as Zhou Zhengxu showed up, he was hit in the side abdomen by Xia Xueping. The route he escaped and the ropes he used to fly down from the building were also arranged by you. This is also the reason why Xia Xueping and I suddenly flashed when we came out of the building. You are almost a hero in the MOBA game. Moreover, the cleanliness of the scene really match your temperament of being obsessed with cleanliness. I remember that all the dust in the abandoned office was cleaned and wiped clean by you!

What He Qiuyan said made me feel a little guilty. I thought that when he came to me now, many things were still unclear and irrelevant. In the past, the dialect was called Huahuner, but he didn't expect that he had found all of them and could connect everything.

Good thing, He Qiuyan, then you know what else to write. Let’s talk about it together. Let me hear what you said is right?If you are right, I will tell you what happened between Liu Hongying and I.

Then I'll do it in chronological order: At first, you went to St. Joseph of Rendez, and went to find Mther Hannah to see if she could help you find a solution. She rejected you, so you burned the entire welfare home. When you got so hot, you went to burn my house again.Then, you decided to plan your own revenge. With the money you exchanged for your brother Cao Long's life, you found the four major killers killed by Xia Xueping, a nationally famous killer, all of them were recruited by you. But you had already spent half of the money at the beginning, but found that the four major killers were actually destroyed by Xia Xueping with his own strength.After that, you can no longer believe in the so-called "professional killer". You decide to think about it yourself: you have two plans, you spend money on plastic surgery, and have a fake identity with a good education through various channels. In fact, during this period, you are indeed tutoring various knowledge and participating in several college entrance examination cram school cram school. You are really amazing. After attending five cram school classes, you are admitted to the Police Officer Academy.If you decide to go to the police station, it is best to get under Xia Xueping's subordinates. Then you use the underworld or violent gang that is opposed to the police station or is being investigated by the police station, and want to use their hands to kill Xia Xueping.It can be said that none of the injuries on Xia Xueping's body were left behind because of your design.This is just one of your plans, and your other plan is the 'Jingguming' website. You took out a large part of your brother's money and smashed it to the maintenance of the server. It's really interesting. The location of theJingguming's server is actually on St. Helena Island.He Qiuyan took a breath and looked at me and asked: Senior Brother Ai, what I said is right.

Not bad, all right.I smiled contemptuously and said to He Qiuyan: Then I will tell you now that my relationship with Liu Hongying is not related.

It doesn't matter?

No.You have just clarified that Liu Guofa is not my biological father, so wouldn’t I have nothing to do with Liu Hongying?I said easily.

Then, Miss Liu Hongying is really a pretty girl.He Qiuyan looked at me and continued: Senior Brother Ai, do you know why you exposed your identity today?

Why?Because you, Director He Qiuyan, the youngest department-level cadre in City F, is smart and young and promising!I deliberately used his own drunken words to shame him for his face.

His expression became a little solemn and he said to me: It's because you don't believe in feelings.Your lack of feelings is outrageous.

right!I don't believe in feelings!The feelings are in me, I am a bastard!I cursed hard and asked him again: But what does this have to do with my identity exposed?

He Qiuyan took a deep breath and said to me: I just checked the previous reports of several previous cases two days ago and found something: I just told the fact that you helped Zhou Zhengxu do things, but in fact, you participated in the other cases: Before Duan Yicheng killed Feng Xiaoming, you made Feng Xiaoming come out, and then took the opportunity to let Duan Yicheng kidnap him. Later, you used the knife to stab Feng Xiaoming to death, and other evidence that could allow him to leave him behind was cleaned up by you; you also helped my stepmother Chen Yuefang do the same thing, and did not leave any traces at Chen Fucai's house. You helped Chen Yuefang wipe his fingerprint, smash Chen Fucai's camera and buried it in the wild; but only at the scene where Gao Lan and his wife died, you basically did not do much cleaning, and left the red rope on Liu Hongying's body.Do you know what this reminds me of?It reminds me of the interrogation of Zhou Zhengxu.

Haha, that cup of milk tea is the poison I made!I was afraid that Zhou Zhengxu would give me, and Wei, Shu and Wu, he had already discovered many flaws in my identity at that time, and your existence was very annoying to me at that time; I didn’t have time to poison all the three cups of milk tea, so it was only enough to poison one of you, but poisoning one was one, and I was also a profit.

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right!That's right!

I really took advantage of Liu Guofa, and he was plotted to death by Gao Lan early. I really took advantage of the two men from the old J County Police Department. One died of illness eight years ago, and the other died earlier. The vegetable man died of hepatitis when I moved from St. Mary's Boss Welfare House in J County to St. Joseph's Welfare House in Rende.

So, only Liu Guofa's daughter was left. Just in my plan, I needed a puppet that could do everything for me. So I asked her to go to Xiangqingyuan, and then let her go to school, so that she could live with me. I just wanted her to be devoted to me and then die, so that when she died, she still felt that I was the only one who was the best for her in the world!

If she wants to hate, she can only hate herself as Liu Guofa’s daughter!

Then do you know how Ye Ying died?He Qiuyan asked me, her current way of death is completely different from your original plan, right?

I really don’t know... I don’t know why, but at this moment I feel a little cold, my teeth are fighting.

She died for you!

What's the meaning?

Isn't that just right?I put my hands together and slapped him, saying to He Qiuyan, "My goal has been achieved and her mission has been accomplished!"Her life is used to sacrifice me, isn’t that great?

Don't you feel heartbroken at all?

I don't feel heartbroken!

He Qiuyan looked at me with gritted teeth and accused me: Cao Hu, a girl who devoted herself to you and made such a great sacrifice for you, but you still regard her life as a mustard of grass. You are really not worthy of being a human being!She died to help you get rid of Su mèi Zhen!

So next, He Qiuyan told me a story.

Before, I hacked into the municipal bureau's network system and implanted viruses to cause a psychological offensive against Xia Xueping, but I didn't expect that Su Mèi Zhen was discovered. So later, when I cracked into a relatively confidential database inside the police station, I was tracked by Su Mèi Zhen.

Since then, that fat and sexy woman Su mèizhen has pestered me like a shadow. As long as she gets free, she will find fault with me.

According to her intention, it seemed that there was a larger underground organization behind her. She said she wanted to bring me into the group, and they needed a very capable technical support. I expressed my honor for such recognition, but I repeatedly declined the request for joining the group, because I have never believed anyone else since my brother died.

It is said that Xia Xueping is a cold-blooded lone wolf, but I am actually not suitable for living in groups.

But when I thought I could go to Su Mèi Zhen in this way, her entanglement with me became even worse, and even asked me to help her do some boring things, such as suppressing He Qiuyan to prevent him from sweeping the lustful nest called Cijing Medical. On the one hand, it seemed that it could protect the potential source of funds for the power behind Su Mèi Zhen. On the other hand, the fall of Xia Xueping's daughter could make Xia Xueping feel pain; for example, cooperating with Yuan Su and the powerful man named Liu to get Xia Xueping drunk, drugged, and then gang raped her and then recorded it into a video... I don't understand, if you hate someone, you can kill them directly. Why do you have to do so many ugly things?

What's the difference between this and my hateful grandfather who forced my mother into Liu Guofa's bed back then?

All the mineral water and alcohol-free beer prepared for me that day were mineral water and non-alcoholic beer. Seeing my difficulty in pouring wine into my mouth, Xia Xueping seemed a little distressed, so everything was carried out step by step according to Su mèi Zhen's plan.

I couldn't stand it, so I walked away with a stomachache that night, and I actually felt painful for Xia Xueping.

Well, it doesn't matter. If Xia Xueping was defiled by them at that time, then I would send her a bullet when she was unconscious. In this way, I avenge her and let Xia Xueping die without knowing it. She would not suffer for all her reputation, and she would be decent.

But I didn't expect that the gang leader Zhang Jilong, who I hated but couldn't afford to offend anything I said, followed a group of people from the opposition party's party headquarters in the hotel, and also called He Qiuyan over in time.

He Qiuyan beat me that day, and actually beat me so well that Xia Xueping was not raped by those scumbags. I don’t know why, but I think I was actually very happy about this.

But you still have to kill.

Therefore, He Qiuyan and Xia Xueping, who were waiting for the medicine to be given to the high school teacher in advance, after a night of spring, I walked into Xia Xueping's room with a pistol. I was about to give her some fun, but I didn't expect that Su Mèi Zhen was waiting for me so far on the roof opposite early, and I couldn't even see where I was waiting for me with a sniper rifle.

Unless you can get the 15 million US dollars that Xia Tao has overseas, tell me the whereabouts of the money, or even give it to me half; otherwise, you will never be able to do the killing of Xia Xueping in your life!

Go fucking!

He was threatened by him the night before and did such a dirty thing, but now she is dragged into a 15 million abyss... Did she really treat me as her maid?

If I have $15 million, I really want to use my own money to block this hole.

So I disgusted myself and directed and acted a bloody scene between me and Xia Xueping, and hoped to complete the task she forced me through this; but when I was scratching my head, Su mèi Zhen was actually sent to the hospital by Xu Yuan himself. I believe this can be considered God's help.

And He Qiuyan now told me that it was not God who helped me, but Liu Hongying.

He Qiuyan said to me: She had noticed a long time ago that you were threatened by Su mèizhen and forced to each other tightly, so she contacted Su mèizhen with you on her back.She should have told Su mèizhen that she can help Su mèizhen on your behalf.Because of your cohabitation relationship with Liu Hongying, and she also used her relationship with Chen Meilang to persuade Chen Meilang to be a helper for Su Mèi Zhen, Su Mèi Zhen was easily convinced, so during this period, Su Mèi Zhen almost never asked you for trouble. This is the first purpose of her plan.So during that period, she cooperated with Su Mèi Zhen to kidnap my sister, and you were completely unaware of it. Therefore, on the day when the Chong'an group saw the video from Su Mèi Zhen, you were also very surprised. You could see at that time that the "He Meiyin" who was kidnapped in the picture was actually her.

Then, on the surface, Su Mèizhen himself also thought that you and Liu Hongying were all looking for the 15 million US dollars out of nothing, but in fact, she was giving Su Mèizhen a bigger trap: she was under the danger of being investigated by institutions outside the Economic Investigation Department and the police system, lured a bunch of corrupt officials, local tyrants and powerful people to remit money to her newly applied bank account, and she also used the means you taught her to hack into the bank database where the account was located, constantly stealing all the funds in those people's accounts until she sucked her own account full., she was soon targeted by the people of the Judicial Investigation Bureau. If the Judicial Investigation Bureau and Deputy Director Chen hadn't wanted to use her as bait and catch more fish, she would have been caught by the Judicial Investigation Bureau, and this was also a step she had prepared long ago: if any agency or unit came to arrest her, she would have detained all the pot on Su mèi Zhen, and then, I think she would choose to commit suicide in the interrogation room, detention center or other places where she was detained. In fact, Liu Hongying knew from the beginning that she existed to be a scapegoat.

But unexpectedly, Xiangqingyuan was washed away by blood.She panicked. She saw that among the people involved in the blood-washing Xiangqingyuan, the leader was Su mèizhen who had been harassing you and pestering you. She didn't know who the people in Xiangqingyuan had offended, and she didn't know what the power behind Su mèizhen was. She only knew that they were terrorists and something more terrifying than the ghosts of your city. If these people deal with you in turn, even if they are elusive as your "Bow Drum Song", they can't deal with them, so she took her follow-up planThe processing was even more extreme: so she came to contact me and said she wanted to help me dig out Mr. X. All the reasons for betraying Mr. X or the exchange conditions made it sounded like a real thing. Then she deliberately changed all your image characteristics to my father, which made me think that my father was really Mr. X. She intended to kill each other with my father, and in the end she did come out to prepare for a final blow to me. This was the second purpose of her plan.Of course, although the target she pointed to in the conversation that day was fake, the things she told me about her and Mr. X were real.And, the most real thing is that she loves you, Senior Brother Ai, she loves you so much that she loves you wholeheartedly.

I know...this...this is my purpose!I seemed to be a little unable to control myself, and I was a little angry when I spoke.

He Qiuyan didn't answer my words, but continued: So Xia Xueping died, so naturally she would not appear in the Global Plaza designated by Su Mèizhen on time, so my sister would also be killed by Su Mèizhen, which can be regarded as helping you eliminate future troubles; Chen Meiyan hid in the police station. Although the safest place is the most dangerous place, it is not that easy for her to escape; and she also developed feelings for Meiyin, so if Su Mèizhen did anything to Meiyin, she would also fight with Su Mèizhen, so Chen Meiyan also died. In this way, except Su Mèizhen, everyone in this world who knew you were Mr. X would be erased.When she was planning, she realized that even if everything was done and achieved according to her second-level purpose, my father and I were successfully plotted by her, both sides were injured and even died together. Xia Xueping was also shot and killed by He Jinfeng because Liu Hongying. Later, the police who followed up to investigate this matter might not be able to take this trick, nor could they believe that He Jinfeng was Mr. X so easily, because after calming down, it was really too stiff to think about it. The police would definitely investigate the computer she used in the Longting Hotel that day, and then check Oracle again.SQL's lg record will find out the remittance of her to Su mèizhen; and, combined with Su mèizhen's inexplicable desire to kill Xia Xueping, in this way, Su mèizhen will naturally become Mr. X. She thought that everyone around her whom she wanted to get rid of was removed. In fact, she was gradually pushing herself into a dead corner and letting Su mèizhen die on your behalf, which is better and more convincing than letting Liu Hongying die on your behalf.Senior Brother Ai, in your original plan, no one else has to die, just one Liu Hongying is enough; and in the enhanced patch repair plan that Liu Hongying made for you, everyone except you don’t have to die, everyone else has to die, including herself.So, she had already written a suicide note and placed it in her bra.Everyone in the police station thought I was hit by Liu Hongying's beauty trick and something happened to her, so she wrote that sentence to me; in fact, she wrote that sentence to you.

I'm not feeling uncomfortable!I don't feel sorry!I...she will die...it doesn't matter to me whether she dies!

I really want to pretend to be insensitive, but I can't hold it anymore... I really can't hold it anymore...

After seeing Ying'er's body that day, I felt that my soul had disappeared from now on; I should have thought it was a matter of course, but I had never felt so heartbroken with a girl.

Indeed, at the beginning I simply wanted to use her. To me, she was the daughter of an enemy who destroyed the harmony and happiness of my family. I tried every means to find her from her previous pornographic club. I really wanted to see how despicable the daughter of the man who used stacks of new government coins to destroy my family is now. But when I really saw her for the first time, I saw her being abused by those benefactors and the club leaders as if bullying a livestock. I felt blood in my heart.

I bought her as planned and took her back to my residence. I asked her to take a shower, change into the clothes I bought for her, and let her lie on the bed I prepared for her, with a new pillow, and a new quilt and a new sheet. I remembered deeply that the short-sleeved shirt I bought for her for the first time was narrow, but her bra seemed to have several cups bigger. There was no way, that was picked by me in the underwear counter with a red face, but I didn't expect her to cry excitedly.

She told me that she had been sleeping on cold, bitter metal floor tiles for nearly three years and had no clothes to wear.

Once, she asked me to help her rub her back; after I washed Ying'er's body, I thought she was particularly beautiful.

She looked at me with her eyes fixed on her face, and opened her legs like she did when she dealt with other men in the store before...

I know I have something wrong with my heart, but I can't remember what happened every time. When she opened her thighs, in her dark and pink vagina, what I saw was a piece of blood red: blood-red breasts, blood-red buttocks, blood-red vaginas, blood-red menstrual mucus, blood-red blood, blood-red banknotes and pistols, blood-red knifes, blood-red hands, blood-red laughing or painful face... They rushed towards my eyes, they wanted to eat my soul and occupy my body!

Brother, what's wrong with you?Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...I'm here!good!I'm here... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...

Ying'er used her warm and wet body to hug me, who was in a messy consciousness and was not controlled by her body and danced with her hands and feet. I seemed to hit her in the eye with her fist. Even so, she didn't let me go.

She was close to my face, and kept kissing my forehead, my eyes, my cheeks, my mouth...

I cried wildly and she cried, and she cried as well. Then our tears gathered together, sticking to her hair, making my facial skin tightly close to her skin...

Then, for the first time, I got an erection next to her.

So I became very beastly and stuffed my thing into her warm cave that could make me crazy. I thrust roughly into Ying'er's thin body, and every time I thrust, it increased a little strength. Every time I thrust, I thrust out of her body, and it was difficult for me to control it... The first time I knew that girls would also ooze out vaginal juice like men who were touched by the prostate. It was the first time I knew that having sex with girls was so happy.

I vented on her that night more than ten times, and on average, I ejaculated for more than ten seconds after each insertion. The time combined was far from enough to last for my brother once. As a result, I lay in bed for two days.

She was taking care of me all those two days. For the sake of face, I told her that I couldn't get up with a fever. She didn't say anything, just smiled and brought me water, bought food, cut my nails, and wiped my body.

That was when I was a child, and some people treated me very well. At that time, I stubbornly took her kindness to me as a bitch to Enke for granted. I told myself that the one she was forced to train before was to serve men, and I couldn't be too obsessed with.

As a result, I suddenly became addicted to her considerateness.

Then I realized that after being kept by other prostitutes, they generally enjoy the life of aunts who eat and open their mouths and clothes. Even when they are sex slaves, they are also taken care of by the so-called masters like pets, so I don’t know who the master is; only I am looking for a maid for myself who can even bring feces and urine.

I think I should like men. After nearly four years of using my rectum and anus to serve my brother as a sex toy; and long afterwards, I met the exposed maniac Xia Xueping, but whenever I saw her naked body, I was not only disgusted and wondering which part of her body to shoot a bullet in would make her more painful and shed more blood, but I couldn't harden her at all. Only when I was with Ying'er did my lower body react so strongly. Before I met her, I thought I was already a useless person, just like my so-called father.

Gradually, when I thrust her, the time became longer and longer, one minute became five minutes, and then ten minutes, fifteen minutes, half an hour, an hour... When I sucked her tongue, the strength became more and more violent, and I longed for her kiss... I also began to gradually become jealous of other men. When she was called away by other financial owners or the brothels in Xiangqingyuan, I would be angry and lost all day. Later I realized that this was a feeling called jealousy, and the feeling of jealousy would be like making vinegar. The longer the time, the more sour the heart was.

So, He Qiuyan said something wrong, and it is very likely that all the police would not notice it. In fact, I killed Gao Lan and his wife.

The couple treated Ying'er as a forbidden body, which made me feel resentful that my own thing was stolen. Even if Ying'er was just a toy, it could only be my toy; and their perverted training made me feel humiliated for Ying'er.

Ying'er is actually very timid, so it doesn't matter if she asks her to send a bomb, but she doesn't even dare to shoot a sparrow, so when I teach her that she can only rely on throwing an apple when shooting.

And when I stabbed Gao Lan into Gao Lan's body one by one, Ying'er cried not because she was scared, but because she felt that she had enough of the life that people around Gao Lan were not like humans.

In order to wash away Gao Lan and his wife's blood, Ying'er and I sat in the bathtub for a long time.

In the bathtub, Ying'er asked me a question: Brother, can we not take revenge?

Ying'er said that before she met me, she didn't know what shame or love was; she felt at ease for the first time after she met me.

I didn't say anything.

Love, down-to-earth, and shame are extravagant hopes for me, and they are also poisons that can cause me to fall and chronic suicide.

Brother, let’s go, leave this city, leave this country, go to Busan, find a shop in Chinatown to open a mahjong restaurant or a ramen shop; or go to Hokkaido, farm or fish; or go to Singapore for a few days, and then you go to transport goods, drive, and be a security guard, I go to carry plates, or make coffee and drinks, and we live a life of obscurity and steadfast life.Is it OK?

I still didn't say anything, but I slapped her in the face.

Ying'er cried.

I stood up, took my bath towel into my room with my bare ass, and smashed the door hard.

When one day, someone you can't live without tells you that it is indeed safe but peaceful life to let go of everything you have worked for.

I have never thought about this problem, but I have never thought about it that I would meet such a person.

Since that day, Ying'er has never mentioned this to me again.

But one day, during the National Day period, it happened that I was beaten with He Qiuyan to make my prosthetic nose stumble. Ying'er suddenly told me that she wanted to go shopping in F City with me all day.

I have been doing my plan before, and I have never had sex with her. Even after I discovered a selfie she had when I was with her in my wallet, I forced her to cut off the half of my part.

Then I thought, she had never made any excessive requests to me, and let me go with my words. She performed well, so I agreed.

So on October 6th, people who went shopping would see a tall man wearing a black baseball cap and a black mask, following a sexy girl who dressed herself up in a particularly charming way, going around the streets, going to visit the Damashu's Mansion, going to see the Dahan Mausoleum, going to the auditorium of Y Provincial University to watch art performances, buying clothes, watching movies, and taking a tour bus route to see the street view.

Brother, if one day you suddenly find that I am not by your side, it is like you have never appeared in your life, will you be sad?That night, she asked me when I was hugging her warm body in the quilt.

I thought at the time that she was just learning to act coquettishly in TV series and in a bunch of messy girls she had seen, met, and met in nightclubs.

However, after I stayed at Xia Xueping's house for one night, she never came back.

I roughly knew that she was with Chen Meilang, but what happened? Chen Meilang said that Ying'er didn't want me to know, so I didn't ask; I later learned that that night, Xiangqingyuan was washed away by blood.

The last thing Ying'er asked me to do was to send a woman in her thirties and forties to leave, and I sent that woman to Busan.

Afterwards, Chen Meilang entered the hospital, and Ying'er broke off contact with me.

He Qiuyan was right. When I saw Ying'er dressed as He Meiyin from the video message sent by Su Mèi Zhen, I was so stupid. Why did she go to provoke Su Mèi Zhen and help her with things without discussing with me?

I was confused and I felt a little uneasy, but I didn't dare to ask Su Mèi Zhen.

I can only wait, waiting for her to give me an explanation.

Then, I waited, behind the shabby Nature Institute building, in her underwear cup I had never seen before.

Thank you, you have been here and accompanied; I have moved, been addicted, and loved me; from tomorrow, we will all start over...

restart.

I understood all of a sudden...

She wanted to help me break my heart with my heart. Whether it was Xia Xueping, He Qiuyan, Su Mèi Zhen, success or failure, she did everything for me; then let me let go of everything myself, say goodbye to the past, say goodbye to the grudges, and start over.

But Ying'er, without you, how can I start over again?

What a disobedient silly girl...

The butterflies flew away, but my heart was gone; when the spring returned in the next day, where is the body?

Senior Brother Ai, you are crying.

He Qiuyan was eating the film on the wall of his mouth and staring at me with his eyes wide open.

I sniffed, touched my tears, and adjusted my breathing, but the tears still couldn't stop flowing down.

Are you laughing at me?I asked, gritting my teeth and sucking.

Fuck, whatever you think... He Qiuyan turned his head disdainfully and looked out the window and said, "The first time the fuck I saw you cry."Miss Liu Hongying knows you in the spring, so she should be relieved.

I don’t know when it started, but it started raining outside the window. The rustling raindrops washed the dusty glass, allowing the chilled air to invade the reading room layer by layer.

Perhaps this will be the last autumn rain, and it won’t take long before it will snow in City F.

Ying'er likes Xue very much, and her brother likes it very much. If I remember correctly, my mother likes it very much.

Mther Hannah said a long time ago that life is meaningful because of the existence of those who love him.

And now they are all gone, and I am watching the snow alone, what else is there to mean?

I just discovered that Senior Brother Ai, you are a person who cannot recognize yourself.He Qiuyan turned his head and said to me.

What do I know?

There are many things, such as your confusion about feelings, your feelings about Liu Hongying, he paused and said, adding to the one thing I just realized: for example, your feelings for Xia Xueping.

Humph, it's really a joke!What you just said, you were deceived by me, and actually said that I have feelings for Xia Xueping...

What I am talking about is not about men and women's love, Mr. Cao Hu, He Qiuyan leaned forward and looked into my eyes. Just now I was thinking, you have been dormant by Xia Xueping for seven years. In these seven years, you have calculated everything and used thirteen moves, looking for people to shoot cold guns and shoot cold arrows behind Xia Xueping. Haven't you ever thought about doing it yourself?Xia Xueping was a drunkard in the past. Although it was not easy for you to kill her, it was not impossible. Have you not even tried it?Besides, I was still thinking that Xia Xueping is not someone who can easily trust others. How could she treat you as her most loyal subordinate, and even hand over the matter of sending to and from get off work to and from work. She also lets you master her car keys and apartment door lock passwords all year round?Just as you shed tears, I figured it out: because in essence, Xia Xueping is not your enemy.What's more, Xia Xueping also likes to drink instant noodles soup.

He Qiuyan, you can really fart!Xia Xueping killed my brother. She is not my enemy. Who is my enemy?Just because she likes drinking the kind of bad things I had been drinking when I was a child, isn't she the fucking enemy of me?I asked He Qiuyan angrily.

Vanity and desire, the vanity of your grandfather Ma in the legal sense and his abnormal desire for your mother; jealousy and slander, the neighbors in the front and backyards of your hometown, the neighbors of your hometown, jealousy and slander for your mother's beauty; greed and anger, the director of the old J County Police Station, the gangster boss who cheated you and your brother, their greed and anger; and all other sins, such as Lu Hong, a playboy who plays a girl who wants to play with girls, Jiang Ruochen, who turns his teacher into a sex slave for school leaders because he doesn't like being restricted, Chen Fucai, who sucks blood in his hometown to a porn club to sell all the women in his hometown to a porn club, Feng Xiaoming, who sells drugs to torture women, and Gao Lan and his wife who embezzles, bribes, murders and robbers. Or in other words, some ugly things in this society and this world are your enemies.

Huh, do you know that your current rhetoric is particularly like the politicians’ boastful talk on TV?Don't mess with me with these hypocritical...

He Qiuyan interrupted me and said: I am not singing the main theme with you, that's the truth.The reason you think you are still a devout believer is that you have indeed suffered all the torture of original sin, and you don't like it.Xia Xueping doesn't like these either, so she would shoot repeatedly when facing those criminals, not to vent her anger after her grandfather was killed for no reason!You discovered this, right?When you follow Xia Xueping to investigate the matter, when you follow her through life and death, watching her rescue innocent hostages from the bandits again and again, you are gradually infected by her sense of justice and responsibility, right?She should be your partner and your dirty comrades in this society you hate, right?That's why you cooperated with Xia Xueping's work, and even broke many important cases by yourself. In this process, you slowly discovered that your brother who has always been obsessed with avenging him is not a crime. Cao Long is not innocent, right?As you leave that note at the crime scene again and again, you are constantly asking yourself who is the unfair one, right?You should also think that if you met Xia Xueping earlier and if there were more Xia Xueping in this world, would you not have experienced your current pain, right?

He Qiuyan’s questions made me feel uncomfortable.

Since I established the website "Jing Guming", I was just mobilizing other people's curiosity and rebelliousness, but later I slowly discovered that I had begun to lose the name I thought was great, so even the profit-oriented Chen Laiban became my partner.

Things shouldn't have been like this.

However, what He Qiuyan said was right, and what Xia Xueping did was right.

Brother, it seems that those tweets are preparing to arrest Brother Hao and the others... They are going to be finished. Let's wait for the police to take action and go to the police station to appeal and ask the police to help get the money that belongs to us, right?I heard that there are now regulations and policies...

What bullshit regulations and policies?You know nothing about it!Those policemen are all with long eyes and foreheads. Can people like us help us?Besides, there is so much money there, so we just made a big profit while their gangsters were dealing with the notes, and just robbed the fuck!Those golds are exchanged for banknotes, which is enough for us to spend eight lifetimes together!This is the opportunity for both of us!Are you fucking doing it?If you are scared, I will go by myself!

Then I'll go with you...

In fact, from this moment, everything was wrong.

Before, at Longting Hotel, I asked Liu Hongying a question: Did you and her think about what to do after killing Xia Xueping?At that time, Liu Hongying couldn't give me an answer, and she was speechless by me.Senior Brother Ai, I want to ask you again now: Have you ever thought about how you will end after killing Xia Xueping?He Qiuyan asked me.

I really didn't think about it.

Revenge people have always only focused on the present moment, but few seem to consider the future.

A long time ago, when my brother was just shot dead, I set up a fire at Xia Xueping’s doorstep, which really made me feel happy.

But after just a few seconds, I was not happy. It was not because I saw the little boy He Qiuyan at that time, carrying his little sister out of the fire, almost unscathed, but I didn't know why I was unhappy... I just thought at that time that maybe my revenge was not in place, or I shouldn't have had surgery on Xia Xueping's children, because the children were innocent.

I don't think it's interesting.

So, Xia Xueping divorced later, and I recruited the so-called four major killers from the dark web. But unexpectedly, the second after I threw the commission, I began to feel uncomfortable. I also couldn't explain why. It was not until they were rehabilitated and killed by Xia Xue one by one that I attributed this unhappiness to the uselessness of those idiots.

Then I began to plan my own revenge plan, but every time when Xia Xueping was closer to death, I began to worry about her, and every time she fled from the threat of death, I began to feel lucky about her; when I looked at her pale face in the hospital, I felt sad for her; when she raised her pistol and pointed the gun at her forehead with the gun, in fact, if Su Mèi Zhen hadn't called, I wouldn't have really made up my mind to shoot her, because I don't know when I really got used to treating myself as her subordinate rather than an enemy.

I actually never regarded myself as a policeman, but I have become accustomed to working, living, thinking about problems, and even breaking the case like a policeman. When I broke the first case by myself and was kneeling down to thank the victim's family, I actually felt a little happy.

I began to get used to the quarrels and dirty conversations of those people, and their seriousness when they were working; I was used to driving the black Nissan X-Trail every day to pick up the woman to work, and then after work, I carried her and Su Mèi Zhen, or Qiu Kangjian, who often likes to discuss strange topics and jokes, or the Shen Liangcai who doesn't like anyone else, listened to them joking or quarreling, and then had two drinks in the tavern called Dunsheng, and then chanted Xiao Lie, Xiao Lie, or Mei Yin, the evil girl of Mei Yin, and Mei Yin, and saw her take off all her clothes except her coat without any restraint, then kicked the clothes aside, and got into the quilt with bare butt and holding a pistol...

It was each of them who made this masked me feel like I wasn't lonely, so I was scared that after I fired the shot, these would disappear.

I lost, He Qiuyan.I admitted unwillingly, I didn’t lose to you, I didn’t lose to Xia Xueping, I lost to myself.

Just admit defeat.You are a decent person, Senior Brother Ai. If you can admit defeat, it will be considered decent between you and me.

At this moment, a clearer and clearer sirens sounded outside the window. They came sooner or later, just the right time I expected.

At this time, He Qiuyan also took out a pair of handcuffs from his waist and threw them in front of me: Senior Brother Ai, I think this is the last time I call you 'Senior Brother Ai'. Don't make things difficult for each other, just put it on yourself.

I looked at the handcuffs in front of me, looked up at He Qiuyan, and took a deep breath: You have been asking questions for so long, can I ask you a question too?

you say.He Qiuyan looked at me with his eyes straight.

I faced his gaze and immediately took out my pistol from the desk in front of me. With my feel, I shot him where the pistol was placed, and directly knocked his powerful force away. I quickly pointed the gun at his forehead and asked him: How could a policeman who couldn't hold his pistol so confident that he felt that he had controlled me?

He Qiuyan gritted his teeth and glared at me without saying a word.

If he was given another chance, he would never use the hand he touched the gun just now, and would not have put the hand in the right position after throwing the handcuffs to me so handsomely. Or, he chose to walk behind me with the pistol, instead of asking me to copy myself, or he should check it out to see if there is anything else in my desk except the glass ashtray.

This kid is still too young now, but I believe he will be a good policeman in the future.

I did this as my last lesson for him in the future, and he should thank me for the rest of his life.

Listening to the harsh sirens downstairs and looking at He Qiuyan with unwilling anger in his eyes, I smiled proudly at him.

The last step I planned finally started.

And, it's time to say goodbye to the world.