Chapter 18 Wei Ran: Do you think of yourself as my dad or as my man?

After a semester of high school, the freshness gradually faded, and the halos that were different from those of elementary and junior high schools quickly lost their luster.

I am increasingly disliked this boarding middle school and always fantasized about the benefits of day school.

My elementary school and junior high school are not far from home, but this high school and home are one in the east and the other in the west, and it takes an hour to take the subway.

It is indeed much more convenient to live on campus, at least we don’t need to go back and run around. We can spend more energy on our studies.

However, I have not had much talent for learning since I was a child.

In the past, I tried my best to please my parents, but now, my father said that I can do my best.

He didn't expect me to earn scholarships and save tuition, so I naturally felt at ease as a background among my classmates.

Don’t get me wrong, I may not be a student with good grades, but I am definitely a good student.

Listen to lectures in class and complete homework after class, and be polite to teachers, classmates, veterans in the concierge, and canteen masters.

I just feel too easily distracted when I am quiet, and my mind will be distracted if I don’t pay attention.

All day long, I always think about what happened to my father during the winter vacation, my father's hug, my father's smell, and my father's caress.

Of course, there is also an orgasm that is dying under my father.

I am indeed a little confused and can't figure out whether I am obsessed with sex, lovers, or fathers.

Am I suffering from lovesickness?

Every night, I use my free time using my phone to check my dad’s messages.What disappointed me was that he left me a message that was not the same as before, and it was always a plain greeting.

Deep down, I understand my father’s concerns.

No matter how we are, our affairs are shameless, if they are accidentally spread, my father and I will mean social death.

Therefore, unless the two of them lock the door at home, Wei Maorong will always be Wei Ran’s father, a majestic parent who is busy with work.

However, what is annoying is that he even left fewer messages on his phone, and I even had to search for his information on the hospital website every day.

One night I was really anxious and left no comments for the first time. I decided to see when my dad could think of me?

When will you contact me on your own initiative?

Even if it's just a hi, I'm satisfied.

Dad didn't make any noise.

I have lived with my father all my life, and I understand that he is busy with work.But you won’t even leave any information, right?Do I no longer exist in his eyes?

The longer I felt more and more angry, and many days and nights later, I had no contact. My enthusiasm was completely poured with cold water, and my father seemed to be out of my world.

I stayed at school on the grounds of tutoring for several weekends.

I miss my dad very much. The world without dad is lonely and silent, and tasteless.

But the more I miss him, the more stubborn I became. I even suspected that my father sent me to boarding, which was a completely ruling act.

He was eager to spend all the people and things that distracted him and devoted himself to the career he loved.

Wei Maorong is in her forties and is in her prime.

To be promoted to chief physician means more work and responsibility.

I am proud of my father, but I can't stop my grievances.

He can be given both understanding and support, let alone clingy, but my father's attitude towards me is too ruthless.

I made up my mind: Since my father doesn't want to give it to me for a minute, then I won't give it to him for a minute.

He doesn't care about my life or death, nor do I care about where he is going.

Fortunately, before returning to school, my father gave me enough money for school.

I don’t have particularly addicted shopping habits and spend most of my time at school, which makes me calmly hold on.

There were a few times when I missed him so much that I took advantage of the opportunity to go home on the weekend to get the seasonal clothes, and I was lucky enough to see him.

Unfortunately, after washing the clothes, I didn’t see my father come back after drying them.

I simply stayed at school and stopped going out of the door.

This situation lasts until the Qingming Festival, and I have to go see Wei Feng and my mother.

There were many people coming to visit the graves during the Qingming Festival, but everyone was very quiet and even when they spoke, they deliberately lowered their voices.

I was already familiar with the cemetery and walked along a lush stone road to the depths of the cemetery, as if I had come to another world.

Soon rows of tombstones came into view.

I don’t read the name carefully, but I am used to calculating the birth and death year.

From time to time, I saw some steles erected by young children, and I couldn't help but wonder if they would see Wei Feng and play with him.

My dearest brother has been sleeping in this secluded place. Now he has his mother by his side, hoping that he is not that lonely at least.

When I arrived at my mother and Wei Feng’s tomb, I squatted down and cleaned up the weeds growing around the tombstone.Although there are people cleaning up here from time to time, no relatives do it carefully.

Mom, Xiaofeng, I'm here to see you.I offered flowers, burned a lot of money, and burned some things they liked, including Wei Feng’s football stickers, my mother’s favorite songbooks, and a diary of mine, which were filled with mumblings and graffiti about them.

I didn't mention that my relationship with my father surpassed my father and daughter, that's a secret that only my father and I knew.

I sat in front of the tombstone for a long time, constantly recalling Wei Feng, mother... and father.

In my impression, my father never ignores my mother, at least not as ignorant as I do.

I haven't heard from me for three months, either I didn't pay attention or I didn't care. It's annoying.

I slowly stood up until the fire burned out and the ashes were flying.

Standing on the mountainside and looking down, there were crowds of people sweeping graves, green cigarettes, and flashing flames everywhere.

Dad must have forgotten today's Qingming Festival. If I didn't come, no one would come to see Wei Feng and his mother.

After sweeping the tomb and going down the mountain, the sky suddenly became dark. In a short while, lightning thunder broke out, and heavy rain fell down.

Those who drove were running towards the parking lot, while those who had no cars were crowded in the sheds at the bus stop to shelter.

Taxis passed one by one, and the crowd rushed up to grab the car, and then drove away.

I looked at my watch and it was less than three o'clock, so I just waited for the bus to take me back to the city.

I buried my head and brushed my phone, and suddenly a crisp shout came from a distance: Wei Ran!

I was startled and instinctively wanted to hide.

This is a cemetery, and I really don't want to meet acquaintances.

No matter who it is, after the greetings, I will definitely ask who I am here today, why I am the only one here, and I don’t like to explain my family to anyone.

Wei Ran!Another sound.

I had no choice but to raise my head and looked around the circle.

A black car parked on the side of the road, and two familiar faces were revealed in the falling brown window. The passenger was Lu Eryue, and Cheng Chu was sitting behind him, both of whom were classmates.

I used to see them all at school, wearing school uniforms.

Now the two of them have changed into simple and generous lifestyles and meet outside the school, and I am still a little uncomfortable.

Frankly speaking, even in the same class, we are not very familiar with each other.

There are 60 people in a class. Since the beginning of school, I can barely remember the names of my classmates in the class.

Lu Eryue is the Discipline Inspection Commission in the class, and Cheng Chu is like me, and he is not very good at showing his landscapes in the class.

It turns out that the two of them are so familiar that they can be together when they visit the tombs in Qingming Festival.

I didn't expect to see you here.I waved my hand, wondering, there was no need for them to park the car specifically for me.

I didn't expect it, get in the car, we will give you where you want to go.It rained so hard that I could die slowly when the bus was waiting for it.Cheng Chu asked me to come over quickly.

Cheng Chu and I spoke a few words at school. Both of them were always polite and not as warm and enthusiastic as they came outside the school.

I saw this attitude, if I didn't get in the car, I would seem petty. I secretly prayed that the two of them would never ask questions.

I kept saying thank you, got on the car, and sat next to Cheng Chu.

There were two other classmates in the car. Cheng Chu was sitting on the other side of the class leader Cheng Jingyan. The driver turned out to be the second-generation ancestor Ge Liangyu.

This is the first person in our class. He has been working against the teacher in class just two weeks after school started.

He has a very stubborn temper and is said to have not apologized until now.

I didn't understand why these four people got together in the cemetery during the Qingming Festival, but the driver was the most worried.

Ge Liangyu, how can you drive?You can't have a driver's license!I said in surprise, making sure I fasten my seat belt.

There was a lot of laughter in the car, and Ge Liangyu squeezed his eyes at me in the rearview mirror, Don't worry, something is going to happen, let's go straight to your place!

Seeing that others were not clear about it, Ge Liangyu continued: Wei Ran’s I am a doctor, the most powerful one!

I secretly wondered, it wasn't how he knew his father's profession. This person has always been powerful and would definitely have a solution if he wanted to know.

Sure enough, when Ge Liangyu saw everyone's eyes on him, he continued proudly: Don't you know yet?Some time ago, his father's joke was circulated online, and a fool claimed that the hospital was misdiagnosed and that the running guard Ran had caused trouble in front of her father.The idiot was like a crazy man who beat and robbed the ward and became crazy and turned the ceiling up.In order to protect a child, Wei Ran's father almost lost his life.

Not that exaggerated!I quickly stopped Ge Liangyu from talking nonsense.

I couldn't help but wonder how he could connect the doctor in the joke to me?

Not to mention our class, there are not many people in the whole grade who don’t know him.

On the contrary, I am the kind of person who only sits in the classroom to find out that I am a classmate, and if I don’t introduce myself, no one can call out my name at all.

In the class, I had no sense of presence, so why did I catch the eye of this big celebrity?

Logically speaking, I should be very happy to be favored and paid attention to, but in fact I was a little worried. Ge Liangyu still knows what's going on in my family?

Cheng Chu grabbed my hand and praised it no matter how many times he said: Your dad is so great!I have wanted to be a doctor since I was a child.

It’s very good to study as a doctor. I have no chance to inherit my legacy in my life.

However, since I was a child, I can't have a high opinion of this profession.

The profession of doctors is pure and powerful.

In fact, no matter who is smart and hardworking, he will do anything better than being a doctor.

If I were very familiar with Cheng Chu, I would directly advise her not to study medicine.

Of course, I don’t have to worry about this, there is someone around me who is more serious than her.

The squad leader Cheng Jingyan spoke. He used his arm to Cheng Chu and said with a smile: Do you think the doctor is just taking injections and taking medicine?That's what the nurse does.You don’t even dare to see if you kill a chicken!

I caught a glimpse of Ge Liangyu's eyes from the rearview mirror. Before he could speak, I knew he must have thought of the egg stalk.

Can you peel raw egg shells with bare hands?

Sure enough, this guy asked a question I've been asked ten or eight times.Once someone knows that my father is a doctor, he will definitely not be able to escape this problem.

I gave Ge Liangyu a blank look and asked back: Can you drive safely?

Normally, I wouldn't provoke a limelight like Ge Liangyu.

Fortunately, after chatting with him for a few words, I found that although he was careless, he was easy-going and natural.

Even if you speak without any restraint, you cannot hear the malice in your words.

Along the way, several people in the car were chatting.

Cheng Chu also told me a few words. The four of them have been in the same school since junior high school, so they are very familiar with each other.

Ge Liangyu can drive early, and this car belongs to his father.

He drove a new car for a few years, and the car was given to Ge Liangyu's brother.

My brother is four years older than him, and Ge Liangyu often plays with his brother's driver's license.

Cheng Chu swept his grandmother's grave today, and Cheng Jingyan said to accompany her.

Not only that, his two buddies also joined in the fun.

Cheng Chu did not ask me who I went to the cemetery to see, but instead invited me with a eager look that if I had nothing to do after I returned to the city, everyone would have dinner together.

I could tell after chatting with them all the way. Cheng Jingyan liked Cheng Chu very much and took advantage of various opportunities to show his attention.

His two friends not only helped, but also took the opportunity to find a reason to come out and play.

Cheng Chu was not interested in these people, but because he was really familiar with each other, he didn't have the nerve to refuse.

She doesn't like to stay in a bunch of boys, so she naturally invites me to join the first time when she sees me.

I thought about it and it was no big deal to have a meal, so I agreed readily.

Ge Liangyu opened a hotel under the command of Lu Eryue, and they had already booked a private room on the way.

After entering the private room, no one sat on the dining table, but was slanted on the sofa, playing cards and chatting around the coffee table.

Cheng Chu was familiar with the road, ordered some wine and snacks for the private room, and asked everyone what they had to eat for a meal.

In the past, I would go out shopping, dinner and party with my friends. Everyone was in full swing and chattering, just like a group of teenage children.

It's not like it, we're actually a bunch of teenage kids.

I never expected that there were still some people under my nose.

They are the same age as me, and they sit in the same ordinary classroom in front of ordinary classmates at school. Except for the test scores of various names, there is no difference.

However, after leaving school, every move is as experienced and mature as an adult.

I suddenly felt very novel, as if I was wasting my great youth.But then I thought about it, who could be more mature than me?

Let go of my previous restraint and soon I got into this small circle.

Everyone had a great time talking, and they could even play cards, and they didn’t lose or win.

The waitress served the dishes we ordered, and a bunch of people were bragging while eating.

After dinner, I saw that the watch was already ten o'clock in the evening. I felt a trembling heart. I went back so late. I could only hope that my father would come back later than me.

Because those who can drive have drunk alcohol, Cheng Chu and I didn’t drink alcohol, but they didn’t know how to drive, so Ge ​​Liangyu called a designated driver and sent us back one by one.

I insisted that they put me at the entrance of the community and invited them to come to their homes to play.

I have a feeling that after this, Cheng Chu and I will be much closer to each other when they go back to school, and maybe they will be good friends.

There is still a little way from the community to home, so I took the opportunity to let the smell of alcohol on my body dissipate as much as possible.As soon as I walked into the house, I saw my father sitting on the sofa watching TV.

We have never met after the winter vacation. We were obviously so close before leaving, but we insisted on ruining our father like two strangers.

Suddenly, I had some understanding and sympathy for my mother.

I used to think that my mother was sick because of her character development, and my father was a responsible and good man who loved and cared for her and never left her.

Thinking about it now, it may not be the case.

If Wei Maorong is not treated as a father, this lover and lover will do a bad job.

Dad, I screamed perfunctorily and couldn't wait to walk towards my room.

Where have you gone?Dad turned off the TV and asked without looking back.

I was very angry. He didn't even bother to look at me?I pretended not to hear his question, and after returning to the room, I took my pajamas and prepared to take a shower and go to bed.

I ask you, where have you been in the whole day?Dad blocked me at the door.

I was already prepared and said coldly: I'll go see my mother and Wei Feng, today is Qingming Festival.

A trace of surprise and annoyance flashed in my father's eyes, and I sneered: You really forgot that you don't remember any of us except work!

Before my dad could react, I walked around him into the bathroom and slammed the door.

I took a shower and washed my hair, and waited to completely dry it, and then I opened the bathroom door.

It took me forty minutes to hope that my father would be impatient to wait and go back to his room to sleep.

No matter how he wants to teach me a lesson, he can wait until tomorrow.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I returned to the room and sat on the edge of the bed, my father pushed open the door.

Instead of approaching, he stopped at the door, put his arms in front of his chest, and asked: Even if you go to the cemetery, you shouldn't have come back until midnight. Where have you been?

My head was running rapidly. If he knew I was back early in the morning, he would have been on night shift yesterday.

According to my understanding of his work and rest, he would go back to the hospital to stay for a few more hours at the latest. He may have just entered the house.

I need something to eat, maybe you didn't notice that the refrigerator at home was empty.I sat up from the bed and walked to the desk to stay away from him.

Technically, I didn't lie, and I didn't think my father needed to go into it.

My father's face darkened and he straightened his body and walked towards me.He grabbed my chin, held it tightly in his hand, and asked: Do you have anything to tell me?

I swallowed, and was a little panicked when questioned, and my heart was pounding.

I shook my head. It was not the time to tell him that he had been playing with his classmates for one night, but he must not lose his momentum.

He doesn't want to be a good father, and I don't want to be a good daughter either.

Why do you ask me?Do you think I'm afraid of you?You have to care about me!Ah?I said with a tough look on my neck.

Deep down, I also know that something is wrong. My father rarely cares about my work and rest time since he was a child. He lives in a mess and impermanent way, so he has no time to take care of me.

Oh, aren't you afraid of me?Dad took a step forward, looked me in the eyes, and threatened: Think about it carefully.

What does it mean to be so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was so angry that I was soIt was clearly my father who ignored me, it was clearly him who forgot the Qingming Festival, and it was me who should lose his temper, and it was him who should lower his eyebrows and let his eyes down and sorry.

I shouted with confidence: What are you afraid of?What are you going to do?I did nothing, don't hold me and let go!

Dad snorted: You are so brave that you dare to lie in front of me.

What's wrong? You are just allowed to act like a bastard in front of me. I immediately retorted, confident that he had just seen his classmates send me back.

But so what?

I might be a little late to come back, but I can't say I'm lying!

Be careful, you shouldn't use this tone when you speak to me!Dad shouted at me in his most authoritative voice.

I scoffed at him, snorted, and said: Is it true?Now you want to play the role of dad?I bet you want to hit me again.Just hit it, I want to see if you treat yourself as my dad or as my man!

Maybe your butt really needs to be whipped!Dad tightened his hand holding my chin.

I shook his hand away and went out with a fist wheel.

This was purely instinct, but I didn't expect that I really hit him in the cheek.

Both of them looked at each other in shock.

He yelled at me and I fisted again angrily.

It hit my dad one after another until he grabbed my shoulder, turned my body, and pushed my face against the wall.

I struggled hard, but I felt my pants being pulled down.Then the belt around his waist flew out with a whizz and threw it up again.My butt was blooming, and it hurts like a heart-wrenching pain.

This time I was beaten is unreasonable, so I screamed: I hate you!

I hope so too!

The belt was thrown to the floor and he pressed my waist behind me, spreading my legs and opening it to him.Then, Dad took off his pants and jumped out with a heavy and hard erection.

My father lay on me, but he didn't insert it immediately, but kissed and bit my throat.

Hungry, longing, wild, as if he wanted to mark me with his teeth.

I whimpered, my body trembling constantly, and needed him to slide into my body and eliminate my desire.

Oh, my god, I screamed in pain, and felt my dad's cock rubbing against my clitoris, and I felt dizzy.

I turned my head and crossed my shoulders, and saw a trace of heartache flashing in my father's eyes behind me, which was fleeting.

His arms wrapped around my waist, and he kissed me hard around my neck, then his teeth clenched into my throat.

He bit me hard, as if reminding me that he has this right.

My scalp was numb because of the pain. I struggled to push his teeth away, but my father took my lips with his mouth in his mouth, his hands everywhere, breasts, waist, butt, and clitoris.

I kept trembling, panting and screaming, and my lust exploded by his teasing, my eyes full of tears that aroused from the emotion.

Suddenly, my father's cock was inserted between my legs, and he entered my body with a straight waist. The tear-like pain and filled fullness were even stronger than the first time my father entered.

My arms were supported on the wall to resist my father's sudden impact.

The body was split in half and the spirit was torn to pieces.

At this moment, nothing else exists except us in the world.

However, I suddenly remembered my mother, and the night I was at Huaquanshan B&B, where I stood outside the bedroom door of my parents, listening to their breathing and the slapping of their skin.

They are not enjoying intimate sex between husband and wife, they are more like catharsis, a way to prove that they still exist.

Is it different from now?Did my mother feel like me now?

When my father's fingers came to our bodies and touched my clitoris, I held his wrist and said: Just fuck me.

Dad became popular all of a sudden, absolutely not.Ranran, I won't play this game again.

I don't know what my dad was talking about, and I didn't care when he touched my clitoris.

Dad knows my body and needs better than me.

Reality disappeared from my mind for a moment, perfect and complete.

I quickly lost control under his touch and shouted excitedly.

When the climax came, my head was raised high, and every muscle was obviously tense like a steel bar, but I couldn't help but cramp all over my body.

I cried loudly, my eyes were covered by water vapor, and I was confused, almost thinking I was going to be blind.

Dad still sucked my tongue until he drained himself inside me.

He carried me back to the bedroom bed, stripped off my clothes, and kept kissing me.

I was still crying, with my eyes that were covered in tears, and I saw his eyes flushed and tears flowing.

I cried even harder. Wei Maorong is my respected and beloved father, my best friend, and my closest lover. I don’t want to see him cry, nor do I know how all this happened. I just hugged him and said: I love you, dad.Please don't be angry with me.

Dad kissed my hair and said sadly: I love you, it’s mine.I shouldn't have treated you like this, it's mine.

It became quiet around me, and I snuggled up to him, and neither of them spoke anymore.

When I was a child, if I had a nightmare, my mother wouldn't let me call her because my voice was too loud and it would make her have a headache.

She said that having nightmares is no big deal, just wake up.

So, when I have nightmares, I always call me dad.

He always comes to me and always comes to save me.

I would hear him running out of the room and the bedroom door hit the wall.

The rushing footsteps were getting closer and closer, and the door was pushed open and he sat by my bed in the blink of an eye.

Is everything OK, Ranran?It’s the little wind again?Dad asked with concern.

I started crying, and Wei Feng was asking me for help in the nightmare, but I couldn't get to him no matter how I ran away.

I didn't have this before, I always knew what Wei Feng needed.

He didn't have to say anything, I could guess what he was thinking.

Dad lifted the quilt and lay down beside me and pulled me to his warm chest.

Sorry, I woke you up, I whispered.

Dad stroked my hair and said lovingly: Why, I was going to see you.If you need me, I'll be here.Ranran, I love you, it is my duty to protect you.

The bitterness climbed up my throat and I said aggrievedly: Mom doesn't like it.

Dad sighed softly, I know.But it’s not that mom doesn’t like you, she just gets angry sometimes and can’t help but take your anger on you.This is wrong...sorry.

Sometimes I really wish there were only two of us, I whispered.

Without mom, dad and I would be more comfortable and happy.

Don’t say that, Ranran, Dad’s body was tense and said firmly: This is not what you mean, Mom loves you.

I sniffed and said stubbornly: I'm serious.She is different from other mothers, so embarrassing.

Yesterday in the elevator, we saw our neighbor's sister adopting a particularly beautiful baby, Bomei.But the mother told the young lady that if the dog disturbed her and she would complain that the property owner had thrown the dog away.

Dad held my hand and said patiently: She has her reasons.

What's the reason?

Dad didn't answer me immediately, and it took him a long time to say: There is nothing you need to worry about.

But I still can't understand why my mother treats her father and me like this, as if we were her trouble.

I hugged my father and said sincerely: I hope she is like you, Dad, you are the best.

Dad snorted and shook his head and said: No, Ranran, I have a lot of problems.

Nonsense, you're the best.I immediately refuted that no one can say bad things about his father, and he can't do anything about his own.

What I said is true.I just acted well in front of you, but I was far from the best.I'm a moody bastard who often loses his temper.

But I never saw Ah!I argued.

Dad held my little hand and said earnestly: Because I hide it and don’t let you know, you don’t need to see my bad looks, and you don’t need to face my anger.I leave the best of myself to you because I love you.One day, you will understand.

I think my father is a pretentious person, just like the best kid in the class who always says he did a bad exam but returned to first place.

For me, dad is perfect.

Thinking about it now, maybe my dad is really hiding something from me.

He warned me a long time ago that he had his own problems, but I hope he could tell me.

Dad, what happened?I couldn't help asking.

Nothing, nothing I can't handle.Dad smiled bitterly and said: When I get angry, I can't help getting angry.You become a punching bag, which is unfair to you.

It's okay, dad.

This is not good, dad gasped, his lips stretching along my throat to my collarbone.You're too young to deal with my temper and I messed up.

Isn’t it like this for couples?Fight and make up?The bedside fights and bed, I asked.

Dad raised his eyes and smiled. Maybe, sex is really very hot.

Yes, my dad scared me to death, like a ferocious beast.When I swore orgasm, there was a golden light in front of me.

However, next time you have something to do, you must tell me.We need to be honest. There are only two of us in this family, you and me.When you don't talk to me, I feel so uncomfortable, let alone how lonely I am.

Dad kissed the tip of my nose, and his fingers scratched patterns on my chest and abdomen, and promised: I will!Your mother has experienced it many times, and I have lost my calmness and is not patient enough with her.I am a doctor, but I am helpless about my mother's condition.

This is an eternal scar in my father's heart. No matter how severe the patient is, he can be very sunny in spirit.

However, in the world of people with depression, the sun is always covered by dark clouds, and a lot of it is not even sunshine.

I like the way my mother smiles, she is very beautiful, but as time goes by, she smiles less and less.

After Wei Feng left us, she was almost insulated from smiling.

I stared at my father's heavy face and asked a very inappropriate question: Dad, do you love me as much as you love your mother?

Dad's thumb stroked my lips and said: I love your mother very much, but year after year, this love gradually faded.We no longer communicate. I want to love her and force myself to love her, but the distance between us is getting farther and farther.

He leaned over and kissed me and continued: But you?I can't tell how fucking I love you.It was like a snowstorm that could easily destroy me.I can't stop it, nor do I know how to prepare.I just know that this is the best thing that happened to me and the most terrible thing.

I raised my eyebrows in confusion, why is it the most terrifying?

Dad wiped away the tears from his face, smiled bitterly, and said: Because I never thought that I could not survive without anyone. I have a career and ambitions, and every day I wake up have a goal.The profession of doctor is very hard and tiring, and everyone has thought of giving up.But no one is really willing to give up, and everyone is trying to climb up silently.The same is true for me. I can always be full of energy. Even if there are accidents after accident at home, I can still move forward bravely without hesitation.

Dad sighed, looked at me carefully, and continued: But you are different. I want to have you. No matter how disgusting or wrong it is, I won’t care.But I was still scared. Thinking of me as a man in his forties and incest with his sixteen-year-old daughter, my head would be in a mess, even to the point of an explosion.I live in this moral war every day, but when you are around me, it is so easy for me to put aside my concerns and not care about what people will think.I possess what I want, and that is you.

My father talked to me so heartily for the first time, tears slid from the corners of my eyes. I hugged my father tightly and sobbed and said: You didn’t possess me, I gave myself to you.Dad, I belong to you, I have always been at home or outside.