*When get off work was about to get off work in the afternoon, Cheng Yan called and said she was waiting for him at Xingxing Bar at half past six
After receiving the phone, he called his wife Qiao Jing's unit and told him that he would not go back to have dinner if he had social engagements in the evening.
Qiao Jing said impatiently: It’s all your business. If you throw away the child, you won’t care. It makes me like I go to get off work and I’m not a robot!
He had no choice but to say: What's the solution? I don't want to eat, I'm going to drink and eat delicacies outside. How can I feel comfortable eating bowls of noodles at home? There's no way!
My wife said: I understand, when will we benefit from it? You have eaten enough delicacies and seas, let's change it
Say that's it, it's impossible to change it
No matter how many days I go to this unit, I have never had a few meals at home.
There is really no way. I really don't want to eat some food, but because of the mercy, I still went there
For example, when I got off work, I met the boss from another department and happened to go to the banquet and grabbed him by the way. The man originally had the intention of flattering him, and he also understood
But people say that what's wrong, it's so awesome, right?
Can't treat you to dinner?
Of course this is just a joke. If you can't hold on to others' begging, you'll go
There is a first time and a second time, so there are three or four dinners in a week. In addition to the social engagement, I basically didn’t go home for a meal in a week.
Of course, tonight is an exception
I'm willing to go tonight
At this time, Xu Feng came over, and let him look at his watch, it was already six o'clock
He asked Xu Feng to send himself to a place very close to Xingxing Bar, and said he would not care when he left.
Xu Feng knew it and asked if it was still old tomorrow morning?
No matter what you say
Xu Feng stepped on the accelerator and left
No matter how long you see the date is still ten minutes away, the place where you get off is very close to Xingxing Bar, so you walk forward leisurely
Sometimes I think about it, it is good to just walk leisurely like this. Look at the hurried pedestrians on the street, like ants under a big tree, all running around for the desire to be in their mouths. Alas, the people in the world are all planning for rice and wheat. From this point of view, people are not much smarter than ants.
The difference between humans and ants is that ants are foraging under big trees and transporting the found buns, insects, etc. back to their nests; people run around in the world, take the money they earn and support their families.
Xingxing Bar arrived in a blink of an eye. I know this place. I pass by here every day when I go to work, but I haven't been in.
The bar has a small storefront, so I let it go in. It was dark inside, only a few wall lights on the wall emitted a faint light.
This bar is a real star bar, with a small area, a counter only one or two meters wide, and not many private rooms, at most five or six.
There are no upper and lower layers
It's simply incomparable to the Venetian bars I've been to
From the beginning, this city has formed a pattern of rich and poor in the east, because politics and economy are closely linked. The political center is often the economic center. The eastern suburbs are the seat of the provincial government, which gathers investment and wealth from the whole province. The western suburbs are the seat of the municipal government, and only one of the eighteen prefectures and cities in the province account for one, so of course it is difficult to compare with it.
In addition, the Municipal Party Committee and Government have recently formulated a plan to move the city center eastward and planned a new district in the eastern suburbs, so the development of the western suburbs is even more unfavorable.
The entertainment industry is a direct reflection of whether the economy is developed or not, so it is not surprising that the city's large bars are distributed in the eastern part of the city.
Two male waiters walked around the hall and greeted him warmly when they saw that they could come in.
No matter if there are any customers inside, the waiter replied that a lady had been here for more than ten minutes, saying that she was waiting for someone.
Let's understand and walked straight inside. At this time, Cheng Yan probably heard him talking, walked out of a private room and smiled and greeted Ren Ping.
But in the dim light, I found that Cheng Yan's smile was unnatural and even a bit miserable
No matter how hard the Yan Chengyan wore a light yellow thin sweater and a dark flared skirt underneath, it looked even more graceful
At first, she crossed her hands in front of her lower abdomen, and then made a gesture of asking for help with her left hand.
The two walked into the private room. It turned out that the private room was just a small space composed of a small table and two benches wrapped in cloth. It was separated by wooden boards more than one person in height. A flower curtain was hung on the upper half of the door.
I can't help but wonder, is it that the sad love stories of grievances and grievances in bars described in many literary works now happening in such a dirty place?
The waiter took the drinks list and knocked on the wooden board in the box. He came in after being allowed.
After asking for advice from Cheng Yan, he ordered two hamburgers, two glasses of Coke and two glasses of beer.
Let me say: Don’t you not drink alcohol? I remember you were allergic to you after drinking
That was in public. Today, drinking in private places is easy to cause trouble, but it doesn't matter today. Cheng Yan seems to have something to worry about.
The waiter brought everything they wanted
Cheng Yan picked up the hamburger and handed it to Liu Ting and said: Eat it, it may be too simple for you, but you can't eat it with big fish and meat every day. That is not good for your health. Look, many people in our unit have become three-level cadres: high blood pressure, high blood lipids, and high fatty liver.
I'm fine, at least I don't have these diseases yet. I just took the hamburger, but found that Cheng Yan didn't eat it, so I said: What about you? Why don't you eat it?
I'm not hungry now, you eat first, I'll drink this first, she pointed to the Coke in her hand and said
Let's eat the hamburger for a while
Let the beer pick up and say: Come on, drink
Come, cheers, thank you for coming and thank you for giving me face. Cheng Yan also raised her glass and let her touch her for a while, and then took a big sip.
Thank you too, know that being invited by a beautiful lady is a pleasant thing
Just don't scare you
Can you please ask if you have a question? Let me ask after drinking a sip of wine
Even though
Why did you invite me?
What do you think?
I think you have something to worry about
Cheng Yan didn't answer immediately
She picked up the cup and drank the remaining wine in the cup in one go
Also called waiter to add wine
The waiter brought two more bottles of beer
Cheng Yan filled his cup with beer again
I... want to discuss life with you. Cheng Yan said slowly.
Let it laugh
He was not laughing at the ridiculous question that Cheng Yan asked, but laughing at the funny thing that a young woman asked about such a question while drinking
However, it should be a pleasant and romantic thing to talk about life by cooking wine, especially with the woman you like.
I knew you very early on. Cheng Yan said mysteriously
How do you know me?
Do you often publish articles? Cheng Yan did not answer directly, but asked again, as if she wanted to prove an ancient proposition of her
In the past, some tofu quick articles were published in local newspapers, but now they have been put into writing. Let's say it truthfully
That's right, you wrote an article called "On the World of Origin"?
This touched some memories of Wan Wan
I wrote such an article about two years ago
At that time, the literary and artistic version of the evening newspaper was being carried out. I watched life and wrote a special article. I could write a post to send it. Later, it was adopted.
In fact, the article was written based on one's own life experience, and used one's own personal experience to examine the two life paths of Chinese intellectuals over the past thousands of years.
The main argument is that Chinese intellectuals have a strong sense of self-awareness, pay great attention to their own value, have the heart to help the world, but also have a weak side. If they fail to achieve ideals, they will think of self-improvement, and have the idea of escaping the world, either joining the mountains and forests, or indulging in wine and sex, and of course there are exceptions, such as expressing protests by suicide.
No matter what he learns, he started writing small things since high school and was encouraged by the teacher. The teacher often read his compositions as a model in the class, so he chose the literature major without hesitation in college.
When I graduated, I took the initiative to go to the grassroots level and was assigned to a government agency of the suburban county government. As Li Bai wrote in his poem, I was full of leisure and prosperity, and wanted to fly. I wanted to go to the blue sky and embrace the bright moon, and wanted to do a great career.
He began to work actively, join the WTO, go to and from the county government committees and bureaus, eat, drink, play cards, and even train his tone of speaking. So he felt better and better, and he looked like an official.
But after working for a while, he realized that the work in the county was very trivial and did not make significant contributions to social and economic development every day as he imagined.
On the contrary, the literature you learn is not supreme. In the north window of the poem and fu, thousands of words are worth a cup of water. To others, that thing is as ordinary as a cup of water. Moreover, documents such as summary reports have nothing to do with literature. It can even be said that that thing is incompatible with literature, because if you use a few gorgeous words in those reports, you will attract the sarcasm of officials.
After working hard for three years, I still looked the same way. Except for the fact that my beard is denser and there are a few more silver threads in my hair, there are no special changes.
What made him sad most was that their bureau wanted to promote a deputy director, and the organization also listed him as the subject of inspection. He lay in bed at night and thought about it. Only he met the conditions best, and no one could compete.
Being the director is a matter of being a stymier
But later, it was announced that I was just a foil. The new deputy director was a young man transferred from the Foreign Affairs Commission. He was younger than me, but he was his immediate boss.
After inquiring from many sources, I found out that the man was the county magistrate and his brother-in-law.
No wonder this is so!
This incident reminded him of a rumor that Lao Li often told him in the office, saying that age is a treasure, diploma is indispensable, relationship is the most important, ability is considered a shame! He didn't agree at the time, and this time the iron fact made him believe it
So I became discouraged and began to escape
Although the county is small, it still has mountains and rivers. He often wanders among the mountains and forests, listening to the birds singing, bathing in the breeze, and enjoying the bright moon.
Experience the artistic conception of the cicadas roaring in the forest and the birds singing in the mountains with a quieter atmosphere
After more than a year, the city publicly recruited civil servants and published a large announcement in the newspaper, allowing the fire of hope to ignite again in his heart. He thought that it would not be as dark as a crow in the world, right?
Besides, the city is a big agency, and it doesn't depend on its relationship. He reviewed for more than a month, took the exam, and was admitted to the Municipal Research Bureau, but he was disappointed after entering. Although the sign there is very large, it is said to be an important general staff department of the Municipal Party Committee and Municipal Government. It is actually the main tool for leaders to make decisions. For example, what the leader wants to do, but it may not be so smooth, or there are opposition voices, or it is contrary to national policies. At this time, the research bureau will conduct research and provide corresponding evidence. Of course, the conclusion of the investigation must be in line with the intention of the leader.
That unit is actually a leisurely place, and it is okay to support the elderly, but I really don’t adapt to passionate young people.
So I just started to flee into the sea of books and started research
He envies Dongfang Shuo's attitude towards life very much
Although Dongfang Shuo was in the downtown area of the imperial court, he was able to escape from the Jinma Gate and become a real hermit.
Even Li Bai praised: People do not know Dongfang Shuo, and Dayin Jinmen is a banished immortal. Can he serve both the court and be free from it like him?
Because it is relatively leisurely, he often goes out to visit the bookstore when he plays Yimao, and can read books in the office to the fullest. When he is interested, he writes some small articles to submit the articles.
Looking back now, that kind of life really makes people feel nostalgic
What are you thinking? You don't answer me. Cheng Yan urged me.
Really, I only care about the past and neglect Cheng Yan
Yes, I wrote that I was working in a foreign unit at that time, but don't believe that article
Why? Didn’t that write it yourself? Cheng Yan asked in surprise
That's not a matter of literati. You don't know if you heard a word from Mencius? "It's better to have no books than to believe in books." You must distinguish right from wrong when reading. As you say, you owed your body backwards. It's really uncomfortable to sit in this place. That article is too negative and is not conducive to the growth of young people.
I thought it was more realistic, so I cut this article off, pressed it under the glass plate, and I thought that the person who wrote this article must be an old man, because only at a certain age can you see this problem thoroughly. You see what you said in your article: 'Men should be good at being good, and when they enter, they are gentlemen', and 'If you are rich, you will help the world, and if you are poor, you will get up alone', how good it is! How free and detached that is! I can't do it. Cheng Yan's eyes first emitted a unique light, but in the end this light dimmed again.
But people want to achieve themselves, not to be poor
But Da and Kuang are not something they can decide. There are many non-subjective factors, especially when Cheng Yan said this to the woman, and she finished drinking the beer in the cup.
It seems she can really drink some wine
No matter how hard a woman who hears that she can drink is, I don't know if this is the case
However, from the outside, this woman is very well-educated and has a good heart.
Women's status in society is still not good, and there is still inequality between men and women. Let me say it based on my own experience, for example, in the political circle, how many of the more than 20 members of the Political Bureau of the Central Committee are women? Not to mention the Standing Committee members
Not only political circles, but also all walks of life are the same. It is the result of the accumulation of feudal society in China for thousands of years. It is impossible to change within three to five years. Cheng Yan judged that
Yes, that's why the country has the "Women and Children Protection Law", and it also sets festivals for women and what is advocated in the mainstream society, which just means that it is at a disadvantage.
Yes, why is there no Men's Day in the world? Men's power is too strong, so they don't need protection.
But the situation is changing now. For example, in the family field, women have already controlled the financial power. As far as I know, many families are women in charge of finance, and men have to apply for money. Even the famous writer Jia Pingwa is no exception. I remembered the "Jia Pingwa's Emotional History" I have read. Jia Pingwa has to take it home every time he receives royalties. He loses his autonomy. Whenever he wants to help some poor relatives, his wife Han Junfang will not let the great writer's labor fruits be respected, and he has no sense of pride.
Didn’t Jia Pingwa divorce later? The victim was still the woman
It is not necessarily the victim that you women sometimes divorce is a relief for both parties, and the relationship is hard to explain clearly.
Your family finances are not like this, right? Cheng Yan asked back
As for me, let me pause, how can I say it? It's okay, it's better for a larger writer
If you really don't want to tell the truth in front of a woman, especially her subordinates, it will reduce your prestige.
In fact, how can I compare with Jia Pingwa?
I have nothing but my salary, I have paid my salary card for several years
Of course that was the past, and now he slowly had money to live in his hands
Jia Pingwa is an international writer, and a manuscript costs hundreds of thousands of yuan.
Such a writer even lamented that he had no autonomy at home, so he just accepted it himself.
Director Ren, if I guess correctly, you are a literature student, right? Cheng Yan half-hooked her head, but her eyes looked at her, so her eyes were on the upper part of her eyes, and she was smiling, and she looked charming.
How do you know? I don't have the word "literary" written on my face. I let it be said mysteriously
You said first, right, my sixth feeling is very accurate. Cheng Yan tilted his head and said
That's right, let it be said on purpose
What does it mean is right? Yes, right, no, right, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
You are a typical two-way thinking. This is the traditional Chinese way of thinking. Now it can't keep up with the development of the times. For example, the traditional way of evaluating characters in literary works is always distinguished by good and bad people. In fact, it is very narrow. Are there no good and bad people between the two? A person has a kind side and an ugly side. At the same time, the two are still transforming each other, just like the red knot on the rope during the tug of war, sometimes swaying to this side, sometimes swaying to that side. Now the correct way of thinking should be multi-directional thinking.
Don't keep it a secret even if I'm wrong, you can't criticize this long article. Cheng Yan is embarrassed
OK, I forgot, lesbians are thin-skinned, I should speak more tactfully, but what I said is my personal opinion. This issue of one's own words can be completely controversial. No matter how afraid it will hurt Cheng Yan's self-esteem, try not to speak so harshly
Nothing, nothing you said is irrefutable. Truth is the truth, no need to discuss it. The brave one wins when two armies meet, and the two argue that the right one wins. This is normal. Many critics have completely opposite views. They often fight on stage, but they are still good friends in the audience. Cheng Yan said
Okay, no more disputes, I will answer your question now. I went to school at Huang University, and I studied Chinese language and literature. It includes two sub-professions, one is language and the other is literature. You say I studied literature. How do you say I answer you? It can only be expressed in "It's true". Let Teacher Pingxiang explain like a lecture to the students.
The literature they are talking about is what Chinese language literature means. Cheng Yan seems to be a little coquettishly speaking
How did you see it? Let's ask
I see the article you wrote. People from the Chinese department cannot write so many Tang poetry and Song lyrics. Cheng Yan has really read many works.
During that time, I was reading "Three Hundred Tang Poems" and "Three Hundred Song Poems", so I also quoted a lot of articles written.
Do you often study? Let the woman in front of you feel strongly curious
People also study Chinese literature, including language and literature sub-majority, so they often learn about literature books, but they can't compare with you. I graduated from a higher education in Hubei Province in 1990. Cheng Yan deliberately learned to speak in a willing tone.
Are you from the Chinese department? I really met my colleagues but someone would have learned from each other. But you are a junior. I graduated three years earlier than you. Let me be excited.
He originally wanted to say that he had met a soulmate now, but when he spoke, he changed his soulmate to a colleague, because saying that a soulmate to Cheng Yan is equivalent to saying that there is such an ambiguous relationship.
Look at you, it seems like you have never seen a Chinese student in eight lifetimes. A handful of people from the Chinese department graduates were grabbed and a brick fell from the sky and hit ten students. Five of them said they were from the Chinese department because those who studied Chinese were tycoon oil, and they could apply anywhere. Cheng Yan said humorously
It shows that you have a wide range of employment opportunities and good prospects for learning Chinese.
The key is that you can be a good person by learning Chinese, have you not read it? There are 80% of the wedding announcements published in the newspaper. I love literature and have delicate feelings. In fact, he has only read a few novels by Jin Yong and Qiong Yao. Cheng Yan analyzed
People say that they are right to have a hobby, in fact, people like literature, and they don’t have to become writers. Writers have become writers and are writing books. Who can read the books they write? As long as they can appreciate them and achieve the purpose of aesthetic pleasure, let them say it, pick up the wine glass, come, toast to meet the Chinese schoolgirl!
Let me raise my glass and drink it all
Cheng Yan also drank half of the wine
Let me say: After drinking, you know, I don’t persuade people to drink, but today I suggest you finish drinking. The ancients drank too much when old friends met. Look, Du Fu has a poem that says, “The main person says it’s difficult to meet, and one drinks ten cups, and you won’t get drunk even if you drink ten cups. I feel like I’m going to be a big wine glass. Today, you and I don’t talk about the working relationship here, even if it’s a reunion of old friends.
Look at what you said, have you drunk too much? He didn't say anything. Cheng Yan's face turned red. I don't know if she was excited about drinking or if she was a friend and felt shy, but she still finished the wine in the glass.
If you pick up the bottle and want to add wine to him, Cheng Yan held the cup and refused to let him go. If you let your right hand grab it on Cheng Yan's left hand, the soft and delicate feeling spread throughout his body, and his heart would jump up
Cheng Yan was embarrassed to get up, and took his hand back and said: Don't drink anymore, don't drink anymore, you'll be ugly if you drink again.
Let me say: If you don’t drink, don’t drink it. It’s not good to drink too much.
Let Yi blush and look at his toes, and Yi Yi lost the topic for a while, and a brief silence appeared for a while.
Cheng Yan suddenly asked: What masterpieces have you made recently? Let us appreciate them.
Let me say: Recently? Where can I have time?
Cheng Yan asked again: No, I think if a literati succeeded in politics, he would not produce good works or could not write works at all. As Sima Qian said in "Book of Ren'an", King Wen was detained and performed the "Book of Changes", Zhongnie wrote the "Spring and Autumn An" and Qu Yuan exiled him to write "Li Sao"... Three hundred chapters of "Poetry", and most of the sages were written by sages, literati must suffer a certain amount of hardship before they could have good works.
What you said is reasonable, literature itself has a kind of telling nature, and it comes from the heart. It is like a person who is suffering and hurt, and wants to tell people very much, such as the saying goes, "I want to say when I am sick, but I want to touch it." Of course, there are other emotions such as "happiness", "heroic", "sentiment", "resentment", etc. that need to be expressed, reaching the level of "bone in the throat, not vomiting, not happy". However, the greatest and most touching work is the work written by the author after experiencing great hardships in life, because such works are more vicissitudes and more shocking, such as Qu Yuan's "Li Sao" and "Huaisha", which were written because Qu Yuan was flattered by villains and exiled by King Huai;Bai Juyi's "Pipa Xing" was written after being exiled to Jiujiang; for example, the greatest work "Dream of Red Mansions", which was written by Cao Xueqin in the dilapidated and poor family, Sima Qian you mentioned just now. Even a writer who continued to complete "Records of the Grand Historian" after being castrated, even a writer who created works differently in different periods. Often after great hardships, his works were written deeply and touchingly. For example, the great writer Su Dongpo, most of his excellent works were written after being demoted to Huangzhou, such as "Nian Nujiao" Ci, "Red Cliff Fu" before and after, etc.; for example, Xin Qiji, who was demoted twice, had two creative peaks, and there were countless examples of suchLet's talk endlessly, it's like a teacher giving a lecture in class
As you said, Zhuangzi suffered a great disaster after writing "Xiaoyaoyou". It seemed that Zhuangzi had not experienced any major hardships. Cheng Yan asked a question
I am talking about many situations, but not all situations are like this. Of course, strictly speaking, Zhuangzi's "Xiaoyaoyou" is a philosophical work, but it has achieved great success in the use of language. There is still this situation in literary history. That is, after the author has experienced a period of life, he observes it and recalls it by staying away from life itself, and it is easy to produce good works. Because after the author is far away from life, a certain distance between the aesthetic subject and the aesthetic object is created, so a strong sense of beauty is created, which makes the author amazed that many resigned and retired hermits can write good works because of this point such as Tao Yuanming, the Seven Sages of the Bamboo Forest, etc.
According to what you said, people nowadays cannot write great works? Cheng Yan asked again
No, on the contrary, why do modern people say this? First of all, because modern people have become more advanced in literature and more modern, such as the rise of computers and the international Internet, allowing people to see the best works in the world and excellent works from ancient and modern times, both in China and abroad without leaving home; secondly, people can have more extensive contact with social life. People do not necessarily know many things through their own experiences, newspapers, television and other media talk about various things happening in society every day. Then this is the writer from society inLife is separated and has become a profession. With more time to write, this is also a favorable condition for producing good works. Also, the openness of society has increased, the writing field of writers has been relaxed, and there are more topics that can be expressed, such as current gay literature, online literature and so-called prostitute literature, etc. Of course, not everyone can become a good writer. A good writer requires a lot of specific qualities and basic skills. The most important thing is that the writer's own psychological quality plays an important role. You must have great compassion, great courage, big mind, and superhuman perception and certain life accumulation. Great compassion means having broad compassion. When you see suffering, you will think of what kind of courage you are, and you must explore a profound subject. This will make your work stand at a certain height and not judge the matter.
A big mind means tolerating. Don’t scold a certain type of person easily. Everything has its own reasons. Think about it from the other person’s perspective in advance and feel it. If you have a calm mind, the works you write will have greater tolerance. No matter how passionate you say it, you will feel that it has been a long time since you talk like this. He feels very happy.
You really deserve to be a professional writer. I think you have that temperament. Cheng Yan said
Professional writer? I really had this dream, but that was a long time ago. When I was in high school, I wrote a lot of works because my composition was good at that time. Every time I wrote a composition class, the teacher would read my composition as a model essay and slowly became interested. I wrote it myself. I dreamed of being a writer. Of course, I didn’t ask for publication when I wrote something at that time. It was purely a reflection of my soul and I went to the Chinese department, and I didn’t treat it as a writer. What do I say now? I can only say that I am still a mortal heart and became a small official.I was a little fluttering, and I lost my literature. I have been talking to me for more than a month since I was in the organization. I have basically never touched the books and never wrote a word. I always feel that literature and politics are incompatible in terms of career. When I move towards career, I feel that literature is boring. When I enter the field of literature, I don’t want to be an official anymore. How can I combine the two? I haven’t found a good way to say that those who study literature are not good at politics. In today’s political arena, how many literati have seen become high-ranking officials? Very few
On the contrary, why are there more graduates from science and engineering? There are also internal reasons here. Those who study literature are good at emotional thinking and are prone to emotional things when encountering things. They are really not suitable for major events. Besides, politics is a serious matter. It is okay to be a minor official with a few literati Gao Yong. It is okay to be a minor official when it comes to being a national leader. On the contrary, students who graduate science and engineering are good at rational thinking, rational and not impulsive when encountering things. Such people are most suitable for doing big things. The United States bombed the Chinese embassy. Literature may advocate getting a bomb to blow up the US embassy in China, or simply bringing a missile with a nuclear warhead to Washington to go there? China is engaged in economic construction. These accidental events cannot affect the overall situation because of these accidental events. Let them speak according to their own personal experience.
I always think that if you do creation, it will definitely be greater than the achievements you have made in politics. I wish you a literati from the bottom of your heart. Your works are so grand that they are so beautiful. After reading them, they make people feel vicissitudes. Cheng Yan may have read many works that can be read and made such comments on what he wrote.
I may not be a political person at all, but I have entered the official career. From my heart, I don’t want to control others, that is, I don’t want to control others, and I don’t want others to control and dominate them. I just want to be a free person who is "universal, alone," and let me speak my heart.
Then why are you still doing politics? Cheng Yan asked curiously
This is probably my sorrow. Let me sigh, nowadays society advocates money and status, and of course the family members cannot avoid the common people. What they want is delicious food in the house, high officials and generous salaries, "Get a car, eat fish." Of course, parents hope that they can be developed, and their wives and children also hope that I can earn money to support my family. My eyes are as big as copper bells, and I also feel a sense of pressure, as if the burden on my shoulders is heavy, how can you sit firmly on the Diaoyutai, stay indifferent, and pursue yourself blindly? My wife often teaches me: You are not alone, you have to remember that you have a wife and children. In this way, I often tremble, like facing the abyss, walking on thin ice, and you can't forget yourself! So when you encounter opportunities, who can still control it and turn it over for thousands of miles?No matter how true he said it, he didn't understand every sentence. What did he do to an irrelevant woman? But after he said these words, he felt refreshed, as if summer was sweating profusely and suddenly was blown by the fan.
Cheng Yan said: Let everything go with the flow, don’t force yourself too much. I think it’s okay for you to come here now. You should know that in the Urban Construction Bureau, everyone envies us. You really have a door, how did you come in?
Keep it confidential for the time being. I hope you can forgive me. But I can reveal it to you. It is definitely not because I have extraordinary political talents. Let me just say it while fiddling with my wine glass with my hands, there is a layer of white foam.
OK, I won't ask anymore, but I think in an institution like ours, there is no difference between having talent and not having talent, and I can't tell who can do better, nor can I tell who has made great contributions to society. Cheng Yan stared at the empty cup with his eyes and said
Originally, the role of the government is limited. I think there are some truths about anarchism. Of course, their views are a bit too extreme. For example, the abolition of the government, etc. In fact, as long as the state formulates perfect laws and has sufficient guarantees to implement it, the government's role is to maintain social order. Government intervention is often easy to have a counter-effect, which may kill people's wisdom and suppress people's creativity. Besides, the market economy itself is a free competition economic system. However, this is a one-on-one statement, for reference only. No matter how you talk about politics, you have your own opinions.
Look at you being cautious, as if you are publishing an academic paper. We are chatting and don’t need to take any responsibility. Why are you humble and doing so? Cheng Yan said with a smile
Politics is politics, 'politics is above everything else', as if Mao Zedong said this, he said it ingeniously. He used his life to realize his ideals. In fact, politics is supreme and the best profession in the minds of men. In Chinese history, only those in power persecuted literati, such as burning books and burying scholars, Wutai poetry case, and previous literary inquisitions. There are countless people who have never seen literati thrown into prison and cursed others behind their backs. So the Tang Dynasty poet Li He sighed: I don't see the Liaohai Sea every year, where do I cry in the autumn wind? Although Mao Zedong wrote good poems and writing good articles, he just did not become a professional writer, but only a national leader said that articles are "a great cause of the country and an immortal event," that is just a self-deception. For thousands of years, literati in feudal society have been used by the emperor. Let me say excitedly.Now it is new China. The status of literary and artistic workers has greatly improved. Look at famous writers, singers, actors, painters, etc. As long as you become famous, famous, status, money, everything comes. Cheng Yan said of course, it is a market economy now. As long as you don’t break the law, your own things have a market, and you can win audiences, listeners, readers, then you can succeed. This is the general situation. But it is not possible to use words and pen officials in the agency. You can climb grids all day long and do some useless work. You have worked hard to get the materials out. The result is that it is not in line with the taste and intention of the leader. The leader stroked his pen and circled it, saying it was useless, and he denied it. He was busy all year round. What did he do when he summed up? That is, he wrote some materials and had no part in his own position. He couldn’t see that he would just be "poor and vain" year after year. Before he knew it, he was about to be old. I was like this before.Let me start to speak again
At this time, Wan Ying's cell phone rang. It turned out to be Li Nanshan. Let's look at the watch on the phone. It was already eight o'clock in the evening.
Where can I be casual? Li Nanshan is very excited. He is an energetic person.
I'm having a meal outside, let it go
Can you get rid of yourself? Nanshan asked
What do you say? Let's just say it straightforwardly
If you can get rid of yourself, come on, there are good things waiting for you. Li Nanshan said mysteriously
I can't leave here, and there are still seven or eight people. I don't want to separate from Cheng Yan immediately, and I lie for some reason.
What's the matter? I'm corruption again. China has to let you get poor. I'll call me when it's over later. Li Nanshan said and hung up the phone
Who, look at you cheated on me? Cheng Yan asked
Good intentions to speak with serene meaning
Why do we have to deceive? Why can't we treat each other with sincerity when we interact with each other? Cheng Yan was puzzled
You, there are some things that cannot be said directly. If my wife called me, I said: I am drinking coffee with Ms. Cheng Yan at Xingxing Bar. Then it would be strange if she didn't come to you right away and fight to the death. If that happens, life will not be possible. I am open-minded and not afraid of confronting her. Cheng Yan said, "Take it down, if you ladies have the same mind as you, the world will be much more peaceful."
Well, go and do your business. Cheng Yan said, picking up the wine glass and taking a big sip.
You haven't talked about the serious business yet, what are you asking for? Let me remember my mission
Let's talk about it later. Cheng Yan seems to have buried herself very deeply
Women are really fickle animals, unpredictable, and can only be thoughtful
You go, thank you for being rejected, but you still come, it seems that your official position is not very good.
What kind of official am I? Even the seventh-rank sesame official can’t even be said. As he lets the waiter take the bill. Cheng Yan said that he was treating him, how could he let you pay?
The two handed over the money at the same time, but the waiter took it and let it go, leaving Cheng Yan helpless.
Let me say: If you treat me, I will pay you and no one will owe anyone else to leave. I will send you back
No need, you go first, I want to stay here for a while, Cheng Yan sat there and didn't move
A woman's thoughts are really unpredictable. Maybe she has a date, let's just think about it
Thinking of this, he waved goodbye to Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan looked at him with his eyes straight. The two of them looked at each other for a few seconds, but finally let them take their eyes off first.
After receiving the phone, he called his wife Qiao Jing's unit and told him that he would not go back to have dinner if he had social engagements in the evening.
Qiao Jing said impatiently: It’s all your business. If you throw away the child, you won’t care. It makes me like I go to get off work and I’m not a robot!
He had no choice but to say: What's the solution? I don't want to eat, I'm going to drink and eat delicacies outside. How can I feel comfortable eating bowls of noodles at home? There's no way!
My wife said: I understand, when will we benefit from it? You have eaten enough delicacies and seas, let's change it
Say that's it, it's impossible to change it
No matter how many days I go to this unit, I have never had a few meals at home.
There is really no way. I really don't want to eat some food, but because of the mercy, I still went there
For example, when I got off work, I met the boss from another department and happened to go to the banquet and grabbed him by the way. The man originally had the intention of flattering him, and he also understood
But people say that what's wrong, it's so awesome, right?
Can't treat you to dinner?
Of course this is just a joke. If you can't hold on to others' begging, you'll go
There is a first time and a second time, so there are three or four dinners in a week. In addition to the social engagement, I basically didn’t go home for a meal in a week.
Of course, tonight is an exception
I'm willing to go tonight
At this time, Xu Feng came over, and let him look at his watch, it was already six o'clock
He asked Xu Feng to send himself to a place very close to Xingxing Bar, and said he would not care when he left.
Xu Feng knew it and asked if it was still old tomorrow morning?
No matter what you say
Xu Feng stepped on the accelerator and left
No matter how long you see the date is still ten minutes away, the place where you get off is very close to Xingxing Bar, so you walk forward leisurely
Sometimes I think about it, it is good to just walk leisurely like this. Look at the hurried pedestrians on the street, like ants under a big tree, all running around for the desire to be in their mouths. Alas, the people in the world are all planning for rice and wheat. From this point of view, people are not much smarter than ants.
The difference between humans and ants is that ants are foraging under big trees and transporting the found buns, insects, etc. back to their nests; people run around in the world, take the money they earn and support their families.
Xingxing Bar arrived in a blink of an eye. I know this place. I pass by here every day when I go to work, but I haven't been in.
The bar has a small storefront, so I let it go in. It was dark inside, only a few wall lights on the wall emitted a faint light.
This bar is a real star bar, with a small area, a counter only one or two meters wide, and not many private rooms, at most five or six.
There are no upper and lower layers
It's simply incomparable to the Venetian bars I've been to
From the beginning, this city has formed a pattern of rich and poor in the east, because politics and economy are closely linked. The political center is often the economic center. The eastern suburbs are the seat of the provincial government, which gathers investment and wealth from the whole province. The western suburbs are the seat of the municipal government, and only one of the eighteen prefectures and cities in the province account for one, so of course it is difficult to compare with it.
In addition, the Municipal Party Committee and Government have recently formulated a plan to move the city center eastward and planned a new district in the eastern suburbs, so the development of the western suburbs is even more unfavorable.
The entertainment industry is a direct reflection of whether the economy is developed or not, so it is not surprising that the city's large bars are distributed in the eastern part of the city.
Two male waiters walked around the hall and greeted him warmly when they saw that they could come in.
No matter if there are any customers inside, the waiter replied that a lady had been here for more than ten minutes, saying that she was waiting for someone.
Let's understand and walked straight inside. At this time, Cheng Yan probably heard him talking, walked out of a private room and smiled and greeted Ren Ping.
But in the dim light, I found that Cheng Yan's smile was unnatural and even a bit miserable
No matter how hard the Yan Chengyan wore a light yellow thin sweater and a dark flared skirt underneath, it looked even more graceful
At first, she crossed her hands in front of her lower abdomen, and then made a gesture of asking for help with her left hand.
The two walked into the private room. It turned out that the private room was just a small space composed of a small table and two benches wrapped in cloth. It was separated by wooden boards more than one person in height. A flower curtain was hung on the upper half of the door.
I can't help but wonder, is it that the sad love stories of grievances and grievances in bars described in many literary works now happening in such a dirty place?
The waiter took the drinks list and knocked on the wooden board in the box. He came in after being allowed.
After asking for advice from Cheng Yan, he ordered two hamburgers, two glasses of Coke and two glasses of beer.
Let me say: Don’t you not drink alcohol? I remember you were allergic to you after drinking
That was in public. Today, drinking in private places is easy to cause trouble, but it doesn't matter today. Cheng Yan seems to have something to worry about.
The waiter brought everything they wanted
Cheng Yan picked up the hamburger and handed it to Liu Ting and said: Eat it, it may be too simple for you, but you can't eat it with big fish and meat every day. That is not good for your health. Look, many people in our unit have become three-level cadres: high blood pressure, high blood lipids, and high fatty liver.
I'm fine, at least I don't have these diseases yet. I just took the hamburger, but found that Cheng Yan didn't eat it, so I said: What about you? Why don't you eat it?
I'm not hungry now, you eat first, I'll drink this first, she pointed to the Coke in her hand and said
Let's eat the hamburger for a while
Let the beer pick up and say: Come on, drink
Come, cheers, thank you for coming and thank you for giving me face. Cheng Yan also raised her glass and let her touch her for a while, and then took a big sip.
Thank you too, know that being invited by a beautiful lady is a pleasant thing
Just don't scare you
Can you please ask if you have a question? Let me ask after drinking a sip of wine
Even though
Why did you invite me?
What do you think?
I think you have something to worry about
Cheng Yan didn't answer immediately
She picked up the cup and drank the remaining wine in the cup in one go
Also called waiter to add wine
The waiter brought two more bottles of beer
Cheng Yan filled his cup with beer again
I... want to discuss life with you. Cheng Yan said slowly.
Let it laugh
He was not laughing at the ridiculous question that Cheng Yan asked, but laughing at the funny thing that a young woman asked about such a question while drinking
However, it should be a pleasant and romantic thing to talk about life by cooking wine, especially with the woman you like.
I knew you very early on. Cheng Yan said mysteriously
How do you know me?
Do you often publish articles? Cheng Yan did not answer directly, but asked again, as if she wanted to prove an ancient proposition of her
In the past, some tofu quick articles were published in local newspapers, but now they have been put into writing. Let's say it truthfully
That's right, you wrote an article called "On the World of Origin"?
This touched some memories of Wan Wan
I wrote such an article about two years ago
At that time, the literary and artistic version of the evening newspaper was being carried out. I watched life and wrote a special article. I could write a post to send it. Later, it was adopted.
In fact, the article was written based on one's own life experience, and used one's own personal experience to examine the two life paths of Chinese intellectuals over the past thousands of years.
The main argument is that Chinese intellectuals have a strong sense of self-awareness, pay great attention to their own value, have the heart to help the world, but also have a weak side. If they fail to achieve ideals, they will think of self-improvement, and have the idea of escaping the world, either joining the mountains and forests, or indulging in wine and sex, and of course there are exceptions, such as expressing protests by suicide.
No matter what he learns, he started writing small things since high school and was encouraged by the teacher. The teacher often read his compositions as a model in the class, so he chose the literature major without hesitation in college.
When I graduated, I took the initiative to go to the grassroots level and was assigned to a government agency of the suburban county government. As Li Bai wrote in his poem, I was full of leisure and prosperity, and wanted to fly. I wanted to go to the blue sky and embrace the bright moon, and wanted to do a great career.
He began to work actively, join the WTO, go to and from the county government committees and bureaus, eat, drink, play cards, and even train his tone of speaking. So he felt better and better, and he looked like an official.
But after working for a while, he realized that the work in the county was very trivial and did not make significant contributions to social and economic development every day as he imagined.
On the contrary, the literature you learn is not supreme. In the north window of the poem and fu, thousands of words are worth a cup of water. To others, that thing is as ordinary as a cup of water. Moreover, documents such as summary reports have nothing to do with literature. It can even be said that that thing is incompatible with literature, because if you use a few gorgeous words in those reports, you will attract the sarcasm of officials.
After working hard for three years, I still looked the same way. Except for the fact that my beard is denser and there are a few more silver threads in my hair, there are no special changes.
What made him sad most was that their bureau wanted to promote a deputy director, and the organization also listed him as the subject of inspection. He lay in bed at night and thought about it. Only he met the conditions best, and no one could compete.
Being the director is a matter of being a stymier
But later, it was announced that I was just a foil. The new deputy director was a young man transferred from the Foreign Affairs Commission. He was younger than me, but he was his immediate boss.
After inquiring from many sources, I found out that the man was the county magistrate and his brother-in-law.
No wonder this is so!
This incident reminded him of a rumor that Lao Li often told him in the office, saying that age is a treasure, diploma is indispensable, relationship is the most important, ability is considered a shame! He didn't agree at the time, and this time the iron fact made him believe it
So I became discouraged and began to escape
Although the county is small, it still has mountains and rivers. He often wanders among the mountains and forests, listening to the birds singing, bathing in the breeze, and enjoying the bright moon.
Experience the artistic conception of the cicadas roaring in the forest and the birds singing in the mountains with a quieter atmosphere
After more than a year, the city publicly recruited civil servants and published a large announcement in the newspaper, allowing the fire of hope to ignite again in his heart. He thought that it would not be as dark as a crow in the world, right?
Besides, the city is a big agency, and it doesn't depend on its relationship. He reviewed for more than a month, took the exam, and was admitted to the Municipal Research Bureau, but he was disappointed after entering. Although the sign there is very large, it is said to be an important general staff department of the Municipal Party Committee and Municipal Government. It is actually the main tool for leaders to make decisions. For example, what the leader wants to do, but it may not be so smooth, or there are opposition voices, or it is contrary to national policies. At this time, the research bureau will conduct research and provide corresponding evidence. Of course, the conclusion of the investigation must be in line with the intention of the leader.
That unit is actually a leisurely place, and it is okay to support the elderly, but I really don’t adapt to passionate young people.
So I just started to flee into the sea of books and started research
He envies Dongfang Shuo's attitude towards life very much
Although Dongfang Shuo was in the downtown area of the imperial court, he was able to escape from the Jinma Gate and become a real hermit.
Even Li Bai praised: People do not know Dongfang Shuo, and Dayin Jinmen is a banished immortal. Can he serve both the court and be free from it like him?
Because it is relatively leisurely, he often goes out to visit the bookstore when he plays Yimao, and can read books in the office to the fullest. When he is interested, he writes some small articles to submit the articles.
Looking back now, that kind of life really makes people feel nostalgic
What are you thinking? You don't answer me. Cheng Yan urged me.
Really, I only care about the past and neglect Cheng Yan
Yes, I wrote that I was working in a foreign unit at that time, but don't believe that article
Why? Didn’t that write it yourself? Cheng Yan asked in surprise
That's not a matter of literati. You don't know if you heard a word from Mencius? "It's better to have no books than to believe in books." You must distinguish right from wrong when reading. As you say, you owed your body backwards. It's really uncomfortable to sit in this place. That article is too negative and is not conducive to the growth of young people.
I thought it was more realistic, so I cut this article off, pressed it under the glass plate, and I thought that the person who wrote this article must be an old man, because only at a certain age can you see this problem thoroughly. You see what you said in your article: 'Men should be good at being good, and when they enter, they are gentlemen', and 'If you are rich, you will help the world, and if you are poor, you will get up alone', how good it is! How free and detached that is! I can't do it. Cheng Yan's eyes first emitted a unique light, but in the end this light dimmed again.
But people want to achieve themselves, not to be poor
But Da and Kuang are not something they can decide. There are many non-subjective factors, especially when Cheng Yan said this to the woman, and she finished drinking the beer in the cup.
It seems she can really drink some wine
No matter how hard a woman who hears that she can drink is, I don't know if this is the case
However, from the outside, this woman is very well-educated and has a good heart.
Women's status in society is still not good, and there is still inequality between men and women. Let me say it based on my own experience, for example, in the political circle, how many of the more than 20 members of the Political Bureau of the Central Committee are women? Not to mention the Standing Committee members
Not only political circles, but also all walks of life are the same. It is the result of the accumulation of feudal society in China for thousands of years. It is impossible to change within three to five years. Cheng Yan judged that
Yes, that's why the country has the "Women and Children Protection Law", and it also sets festivals for women and what is advocated in the mainstream society, which just means that it is at a disadvantage.
Yes, why is there no Men's Day in the world? Men's power is too strong, so they don't need protection.
But the situation is changing now. For example, in the family field, women have already controlled the financial power. As far as I know, many families are women in charge of finance, and men have to apply for money. Even the famous writer Jia Pingwa is no exception. I remembered the "Jia Pingwa's Emotional History" I have read. Jia Pingwa has to take it home every time he receives royalties. He loses his autonomy. Whenever he wants to help some poor relatives, his wife Han Junfang will not let the great writer's labor fruits be respected, and he has no sense of pride.
Didn’t Jia Pingwa divorce later? The victim was still the woman
It is not necessarily the victim that you women sometimes divorce is a relief for both parties, and the relationship is hard to explain clearly.
Your family finances are not like this, right? Cheng Yan asked back
As for me, let me pause, how can I say it? It's okay, it's better for a larger writer
If you really don't want to tell the truth in front of a woman, especially her subordinates, it will reduce your prestige.
In fact, how can I compare with Jia Pingwa?
I have nothing but my salary, I have paid my salary card for several years
Of course that was the past, and now he slowly had money to live in his hands
Jia Pingwa is an international writer, and a manuscript costs hundreds of thousands of yuan.
Such a writer even lamented that he had no autonomy at home, so he just accepted it himself.
Director Ren, if I guess correctly, you are a literature student, right? Cheng Yan half-hooked her head, but her eyes looked at her, so her eyes were on the upper part of her eyes, and she was smiling, and she looked charming.
How do you know? I don't have the word "literary" written on my face. I let it be said mysteriously
You said first, right, my sixth feeling is very accurate. Cheng Yan tilted his head and said
That's right, let it be said on purpose
What does it mean is right? Yes, right, no, right, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
You are a typical two-way thinking. This is the traditional Chinese way of thinking. Now it can't keep up with the development of the times. For example, the traditional way of evaluating characters in literary works is always distinguished by good and bad people. In fact, it is very narrow. Are there no good and bad people between the two? A person has a kind side and an ugly side. At the same time, the two are still transforming each other, just like the red knot on the rope during the tug of war, sometimes swaying to this side, sometimes swaying to that side. Now the correct way of thinking should be multi-directional thinking.
Don't keep it a secret even if I'm wrong, you can't criticize this long article. Cheng Yan is embarrassed
OK, I forgot, lesbians are thin-skinned, I should speak more tactfully, but what I said is my personal opinion. This issue of one's own words can be completely controversial. No matter how afraid it will hurt Cheng Yan's self-esteem, try not to speak so harshly
Nothing, nothing you said is irrefutable. Truth is the truth, no need to discuss it. The brave one wins when two armies meet, and the two argue that the right one wins. This is normal. Many critics have completely opposite views. They often fight on stage, but they are still good friends in the audience. Cheng Yan said
Okay, no more disputes, I will answer your question now. I went to school at Huang University, and I studied Chinese language and literature. It includes two sub-professions, one is language and the other is literature. You say I studied literature. How do you say I answer you? It can only be expressed in "It's true". Let Teacher Pingxiang explain like a lecture to the students.
The literature they are talking about is what Chinese language literature means. Cheng Yan seems to be a little coquettishly speaking
How did you see it? Let's ask
I see the article you wrote. People from the Chinese department cannot write so many Tang poetry and Song lyrics. Cheng Yan has really read many works.
During that time, I was reading "Three Hundred Tang Poems" and "Three Hundred Song Poems", so I also quoted a lot of articles written.
Do you often study? Let the woman in front of you feel strongly curious
People also study Chinese literature, including language and literature sub-majority, so they often learn about literature books, but they can't compare with you. I graduated from a higher education in Hubei Province in 1990. Cheng Yan deliberately learned to speak in a willing tone.
Are you from the Chinese department? I really met my colleagues but someone would have learned from each other. But you are a junior. I graduated three years earlier than you. Let me be excited.
He originally wanted to say that he had met a soulmate now, but when he spoke, he changed his soulmate to a colleague, because saying that a soulmate to Cheng Yan is equivalent to saying that there is such an ambiguous relationship.
Look at you, it seems like you have never seen a Chinese student in eight lifetimes. A handful of people from the Chinese department graduates were grabbed and a brick fell from the sky and hit ten students. Five of them said they were from the Chinese department because those who studied Chinese were tycoon oil, and they could apply anywhere. Cheng Yan said humorously
It shows that you have a wide range of employment opportunities and good prospects for learning Chinese.
The key is that you can be a good person by learning Chinese, have you not read it? There are 80% of the wedding announcements published in the newspaper. I love literature and have delicate feelings. In fact, he has only read a few novels by Jin Yong and Qiong Yao. Cheng Yan analyzed
People say that they are right to have a hobby, in fact, people like literature, and they don’t have to become writers. Writers have become writers and are writing books. Who can read the books they write? As long as they can appreciate them and achieve the purpose of aesthetic pleasure, let them say it, pick up the wine glass, come, toast to meet the Chinese schoolgirl!
Let me raise my glass and drink it all
Cheng Yan also drank half of the wine
Let me say: After drinking, you know, I don’t persuade people to drink, but today I suggest you finish drinking. The ancients drank too much when old friends met. Look, Du Fu has a poem that says, “The main person says it’s difficult to meet, and one drinks ten cups, and you won’t get drunk even if you drink ten cups. I feel like I’m going to be a big wine glass. Today, you and I don’t talk about the working relationship here, even if it’s a reunion of old friends.
Look at what you said, have you drunk too much? He didn't say anything. Cheng Yan's face turned red. I don't know if she was excited about drinking or if she was a friend and felt shy, but she still finished the wine in the glass.
If you pick up the bottle and want to add wine to him, Cheng Yan held the cup and refused to let him go. If you let your right hand grab it on Cheng Yan's left hand, the soft and delicate feeling spread throughout his body, and his heart would jump up
Cheng Yan was embarrassed to get up, and took his hand back and said: Don't drink anymore, don't drink anymore, you'll be ugly if you drink again.
Let me say: If you don’t drink, don’t drink it. It’s not good to drink too much.
Let Yi blush and look at his toes, and Yi Yi lost the topic for a while, and a brief silence appeared for a while.
Cheng Yan suddenly asked: What masterpieces have you made recently? Let us appreciate them.
Let me say: Recently? Where can I have time?
Cheng Yan asked again: No, I think if a literati succeeded in politics, he would not produce good works or could not write works at all. As Sima Qian said in "Book of Ren'an", King Wen was detained and performed the "Book of Changes", Zhongnie wrote the "Spring and Autumn An" and Qu Yuan exiled him to write "Li Sao"... Three hundred chapters of "Poetry", and most of the sages were written by sages, literati must suffer a certain amount of hardship before they could have good works.
What you said is reasonable, literature itself has a kind of telling nature, and it comes from the heart. It is like a person who is suffering and hurt, and wants to tell people very much, such as the saying goes, "I want to say when I am sick, but I want to touch it." Of course, there are other emotions such as "happiness", "heroic", "sentiment", "resentment", etc. that need to be expressed, reaching the level of "bone in the throat, not vomiting, not happy". However, the greatest and most touching work is the work written by the author after experiencing great hardships in life, because such works are more vicissitudes and more shocking, such as Qu Yuan's "Li Sao" and "Huaisha", which were written because Qu Yuan was flattered by villains and exiled by King Huai;Bai Juyi's "Pipa Xing" was written after being exiled to Jiujiang; for example, the greatest work "Dream of Red Mansions", which was written by Cao Xueqin in the dilapidated and poor family, Sima Qian you mentioned just now. Even a writer who continued to complete "Records of the Grand Historian" after being castrated, even a writer who created works differently in different periods. Often after great hardships, his works were written deeply and touchingly. For example, the great writer Su Dongpo, most of his excellent works were written after being demoted to Huangzhou, such as "Nian Nujiao" Ci, "Red Cliff Fu" before and after, etc.; for example, Xin Qiji, who was demoted twice, had two creative peaks, and there were countless examples of suchLet's talk endlessly, it's like a teacher giving a lecture in class
As you said, Zhuangzi suffered a great disaster after writing "Xiaoyaoyou". It seemed that Zhuangzi had not experienced any major hardships. Cheng Yan asked a question
I am talking about many situations, but not all situations are like this. Of course, strictly speaking, Zhuangzi's "Xiaoyaoyou" is a philosophical work, but it has achieved great success in the use of language. There is still this situation in literary history. That is, after the author has experienced a period of life, he observes it and recalls it by staying away from life itself, and it is easy to produce good works. Because after the author is far away from life, a certain distance between the aesthetic subject and the aesthetic object is created, so a strong sense of beauty is created, which makes the author amazed that many resigned and retired hermits can write good works because of this point such as Tao Yuanming, the Seven Sages of the Bamboo Forest, etc.
According to what you said, people nowadays cannot write great works? Cheng Yan asked again
No, on the contrary, why do modern people say this? First of all, because modern people have become more advanced in literature and more modern, such as the rise of computers and the international Internet, allowing people to see the best works in the world and excellent works from ancient and modern times, both in China and abroad without leaving home; secondly, people can have more extensive contact with social life. People do not necessarily know many things through their own experiences, newspapers, television and other media talk about various things happening in society every day. Then this is the writer from society inLife is separated and has become a profession. With more time to write, this is also a favorable condition for producing good works. Also, the openness of society has increased, the writing field of writers has been relaxed, and there are more topics that can be expressed, such as current gay literature, online literature and so-called prostitute literature, etc. Of course, not everyone can become a good writer. A good writer requires a lot of specific qualities and basic skills. The most important thing is that the writer's own psychological quality plays an important role. You must have great compassion, great courage, big mind, and superhuman perception and certain life accumulation. Great compassion means having broad compassion. When you see suffering, you will think of what kind of courage you are, and you must explore a profound subject. This will make your work stand at a certain height and not judge the matter.
A big mind means tolerating. Don’t scold a certain type of person easily. Everything has its own reasons. Think about it from the other person’s perspective in advance and feel it. If you have a calm mind, the works you write will have greater tolerance. No matter how passionate you say it, you will feel that it has been a long time since you talk like this. He feels very happy.
You really deserve to be a professional writer. I think you have that temperament. Cheng Yan said
Professional writer? I really had this dream, but that was a long time ago. When I was in high school, I wrote a lot of works because my composition was good at that time. Every time I wrote a composition class, the teacher would read my composition as a model essay and slowly became interested. I wrote it myself. I dreamed of being a writer. Of course, I didn’t ask for publication when I wrote something at that time. It was purely a reflection of my soul and I went to the Chinese department, and I didn’t treat it as a writer. What do I say now? I can only say that I am still a mortal heart and became a small official.I was a little fluttering, and I lost my literature. I have been talking to me for more than a month since I was in the organization. I have basically never touched the books and never wrote a word. I always feel that literature and politics are incompatible in terms of career. When I move towards career, I feel that literature is boring. When I enter the field of literature, I don’t want to be an official anymore. How can I combine the two? I haven’t found a good way to say that those who study literature are not good at politics. In today’s political arena, how many literati have seen become high-ranking officials? Very few
On the contrary, why are there more graduates from science and engineering? There are also internal reasons here. Those who study literature are good at emotional thinking and are prone to emotional things when encountering things. They are really not suitable for major events. Besides, politics is a serious matter. It is okay to be a minor official with a few literati Gao Yong. It is okay to be a minor official when it comes to being a national leader. On the contrary, students who graduate science and engineering are good at rational thinking, rational and not impulsive when encountering things. Such people are most suitable for doing big things. The United States bombed the Chinese embassy. Literature may advocate getting a bomb to blow up the US embassy in China, or simply bringing a missile with a nuclear warhead to Washington to go there? China is engaged in economic construction. These accidental events cannot affect the overall situation because of these accidental events. Let them speak according to their own personal experience.
I always think that if you do creation, it will definitely be greater than the achievements you have made in politics. I wish you a literati from the bottom of your heart. Your works are so grand that they are so beautiful. After reading them, they make people feel vicissitudes. Cheng Yan may have read many works that can be read and made such comments on what he wrote.
I may not be a political person at all, but I have entered the official career. From my heart, I don’t want to control others, that is, I don’t want to control others, and I don’t want others to control and dominate them. I just want to be a free person who is "universal, alone," and let me speak my heart.
Then why are you still doing politics? Cheng Yan asked curiously
This is probably my sorrow. Let me sigh, nowadays society advocates money and status, and of course the family members cannot avoid the common people. What they want is delicious food in the house, high officials and generous salaries, "Get a car, eat fish." Of course, parents hope that they can be developed, and their wives and children also hope that I can earn money to support my family. My eyes are as big as copper bells, and I also feel a sense of pressure, as if the burden on my shoulders is heavy, how can you sit firmly on the Diaoyutai, stay indifferent, and pursue yourself blindly? My wife often teaches me: You are not alone, you have to remember that you have a wife and children. In this way, I often tremble, like facing the abyss, walking on thin ice, and you can't forget yourself! So when you encounter opportunities, who can still control it and turn it over for thousands of miles?No matter how true he said it, he didn't understand every sentence. What did he do to an irrelevant woman? But after he said these words, he felt refreshed, as if summer was sweating profusely and suddenly was blown by the fan.
Cheng Yan said: Let everything go with the flow, don’t force yourself too much. I think it’s okay for you to come here now. You should know that in the Urban Construction Bureau, everyone envies us. You really have a door, how did you come in?
Keep it confidential for the time being. I hope you can forgive me. But I can reveal it to you. It is definitely not because I have extraordinary political talents. Let me just say it while fiddling with my wine glass with my hands, there is a layer of white foam.
OK, I won't ask anymore, but I think in an institution like ours, there is no difference between having talent and not having talent, and I can't tell who can do better, nor can I tell who has made great contributions to society. Cheng Yan stared at the empty cup with his eyes and said
Originally, the role of the government is limited. I think there are some truths about anarchism. Of course, their views are a bit too extreme. For example, the abolition of the government, etc. In fact, as long as the state formulates perfect laws and has sufficient guarantees to implement it, the government's role is to maintain social order. Government intervention is often easy to have a counter-effect, which may kill people's wisdom and suppress people's creativity. Besides, the market economy itself is a free competition economic system. However, this is a one-on-one statement, for reference only. No matter how you talk about politics, you have your own opinions.
Look at you being cautious, as if you are publishing an academic paper. We are chatting and don’t need to take any responsibility. Why are you humble and doing so? Cheng Yan said with a smile
Politics is politics, 'politics is above everything else', as if Mao Zedong said this, he said it ingeniously. He used his life to realize his ideals. In fact, politics is supreme and the best profession in the minds of men. In Chinese history, only those in power persecuted literati, such as burning books and burying scholars, Wutai poetry case, and previous literary inquisitions. There are countless people who have never seen literati thrown into prison and cursed others behind their backs. So the Tang Dynasty poet Li He sighed: I don't see the Liaohai Sea every year, where do I cry in the autumn wind? Although Mao Zedong wrote good poems and writing good articles, he just did not become a professional writer, but only a national leader said that articles are "a great cause of the country and an immortal event," that is just a self-deception. For thousands of years, literati in feudal society have been used by the emperor. Let me say excitedly.Now it is new China. The status of literary and artistic workers has greatly improved. Look at famous writers, singers, actors, painters, etc. As long as you become famous, famous, status, money, everything comes. Cheng Yan said of course, it is a market economy now. As long as you don’t break the law, your own things have a market, and you can win audiences, listeners, readers, then you can succeed. This is the general situation. But it is not possible to use words and pen officials in the agency. You can climb grids all day long and do some useless work. You have worked hard to get the materials out. The result is that it is not in line with the taste and intention of the leader. The leader stroked his pen and circled it, saying it was useless, and he denied it. He was busy all year round. What did he do when he summed up? That is, he wrote some materials and had no part in his own position. He couldn’t see that he would just be "poor and vain" year after year. Before he knew it, he was about to be old. I was like this before.Let me start to speak again
At this time, Wan Ying's cell phone rang. It turned out to be Li Nanshan. Let's look at the watch on the phone. It was already eight o'clock in the evening.
Where can I be casual? Li Nanshan is very excited. He is an energetic person.
I'm having a meal outside, let it go
Can you get rid of yourself? Nanshan asked
What do you say? Let's just say it straightforwardly
If you can get rid of yourself, come on, there are good things waiting for you. Li Nanshan said mysteriously
I can't leave here, and there are still seven or eight people. I don't want to separate from Cheng Yan immediately, and I lie for some reason.
What's the matter? I'm corruption again. China has to let you get poor. I'll call me when it's over later. Li Nanshan said and hung up the phone
Who, look at you cheated on me? Cheng Yan asked
Good intentions to speak with serene meaning
Why do we have to deceive? Why can't we treat each other with sincerity when we interact with each other? Cheng Yan was puzzled
You, there are some things that cannot be said directly. If my wife called me, I said: I am drinking coffee with Ms. Cheng Yan at Xingxing Bar. Then it would be strange if she didn't come to you right away and fight to the death. If that happens, life will not be possible. I am open-minded and not afraid of confronting her. Cheng Yan said, "Take it down, if you ladies have the same mind as you, the world will be much more peaceful."
Well, go and do your business. Cheng Yan said, picking up the wine glass and taking a big sip.
You haven't talked about the serious business yet, what are you asking for? Let me remember my mission
Let's talk about it later. Cheng Yan seems to have buried herself very deeply
Women are really fickle animals, unpredictable, and can only be thoughtful
You go, thank you for being rejected, but you still come, it seems that your official position is not very good.
What kind of official am I? Even the seventh-rank sesame official can’t even be said. As he lets the waiter take the bill. Cheng Yan said that he was treating him, how could he let you pay?
The two handed over the money at the same time, but the waiter took it and let it go, leaving Cheng Yan helpless.
Let me say: If you treat me, I will pay you and no one will owe anyone else to leave. I will send you back
No need, you go first, I want to stay here for a while, Cheng Yan sat there and didn't move
A woman's thoughts are really unpredictable. Maybe she has a date, let's just think about it
Thinking of this, he waved goodbye to Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan looked at him with his eyes straight. The two of them looked at each other for a few seconds, but finally let them take their eyes off first.
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