Chapter 492 The Secret of Tengu

Why do this?Gao Yang didn't understand.

Tengu lowered his head.

If you don't want to say it, don't say it.Gao Yang leaned back and supported his hands, and it was good to just blow the sea breeze like this.

Before, Tengou would definitely not say it.

Once upon a time, he wanted to go to the island country once and meet his mother's hometown many times. Two times, he even bought a boat ticket, but in the end he still didn't have the courage to board the cruise.

But this unexpected situation tonight made him not have time to think too much, and he was already on the cruise ship when he came back to his senses.

It turns out that nothing in this world will happen before you are ready.

So, why not tell a teammate who is not familiar but still reliable?

Tengu raised his head and looked at Gao Yang calmly, his voice still lazily: Because I am afraid that someone will know, I don’t have a mother.

Next, Tengu told his story.

The story is not long, and the two songs are finished.

In Tengu's memory, his parents are completely different from the couples on TV.

The couples on TV should either respect each other as guests or be in harmony, or be in harmony with each other through thick and thin, or be inseparable, but their father and mother quarrel every day.

Hysteria, insulting each other, and even fighting.

When Tengou was four years old, the relationship between his father and mother was completely broken. His father moved out of the house and lived with another woman.

Mom and Tengu remained in their previous apartment.

Is mom good to Tengou?

Looking back now, it is actually not good at all.

Sometimes, my mother would stay in the mahjong hall for a day and night, which made Tiangou dizzy and could only go through the broken bread slag in the trash can.

In Tengu's memory, when he was a child, he would eat himself for a long time until he couldn't eat, because he didn't know when his next meal would be.

Sometimes, my mother would get drunk and vomit all over the floor, and then fall asleep on the sofa.

The four-year-old Tengu holds a broom and mop taller than himself to clean up and clean up his mother's vomit.

In the middle of the night, my mother would suddenly wake up, then she would be drunk, cry, shouting that it was boring, and she would not be a human being in the next life. Finally, the neighbors called the police, and she was taken away by the police for disturbing the people in the middle of the night.

Sometimes, mother would take a young and handsome stranger home. At first, she would be in love and sweet words, but in a few days, she would repeat the quarrel between her father and mother, and then the mother would blow the man out and end the relationship.

Tengu's mother is a completely incompetent mother.

But it’s strange that what Tengou remembers is always what his mother is good to him.

Sometimes, my mother won money by playing mahjong, ordering hamburgers, fries and coke, and then lying on the sofa with Tsunado to watch "Rat and Cat".

The mother and son were eating high-calorie food in big mouthfuls while watching Tom get scattered by Jerry, and then laughed happily.

Sometimes, when mothers see Tsubasa being bullied by neighbors' naughty kids, they will rush up and slap them in the head, and then they will inevitably stand on the street with their naughty kids' parents. They will quarrel for a short hour, and they will swear swear words, just like a shrew scolding the street.

Sometimes, my mother would wake up in the middle of the night, then push open the door of Tengu's bedroom, hold the Tengu who is sleeping in a daze and cry and cry. My mother kept talking about her confusion and helplessness. Life was too hard and she didn't know where to go.

Tengu was too young to understand his mother's words, so he could only hug her.

At that time, Tengou thought that he must grow up quickly, so that he could protect his mother and not let her be sad.

On Tengu’s fourth birthday, my mother bought Tsubasa a large butter cake for Tengu.

At night, my mother lit the candle, asked Tsunago to make a wish, and then blew out the candle.

At this time, my mother looked at Tiangou and smiled, her face was particularly calm: Xiaoran, my mother is leaving.

Where to go?Tengu asked.

My mother thought for a while and said: Go to the island country.

The four-year-old Tengu didn't know where the island country was, and he thought it was the same as the mahjong hall, supermarket, noodle hall, and park. He thought his mother was just leaving home for a while and would come back soon.

When will mom come back?Tengu asked.

Mom picked up the plastic fork and slowly cut the cake for Tengu: Mom is not back.

Why?

Mom smiled: Because Mom is going home, I can’t bring you with me.

Mom... Tengu finally realized the seriousness of the matter: I, I promise not to faint again in the future, I don’t want toys, and I won’t be bullied by Xiaozhi... I will never make my mother angry anymore, Mom, don’t leave me behind...

Tengu's eyes were red, but he didn't dare to cry.

Xiaoran is good.My mother still laughed. She touched Tiangou's head, not crying or catching up, do you know?

Tiangou was still wearing a birthday hat made of paper on his head, sitting on the sofa, watching his mother get up, walk to the entrance, and close the door.

In the past, my mother would scrub her hair every time she went out, put on a beautiful skirt, stand in front of the mirror and apply lipstick, and then take her wallet, keys and cigarettes.

But this time, my mother didn't bring anything, and it seemed like she just went downstairs to buy a lighter.

Tengu wanted to cry very much and wanted to chase after him, but he held it back.

Because he is an obedient child, he must listen to his mother and not cry or chase after him.

Tengu told himself that this was just a test for his mother, and that he must have done something well, which made his mother angry again.

This must be the case.

So, I want to be an obedient child so that my mother will come back.

Tengu held back his tears and ate the birthday cake that his mother cut for him.

After Tsubasa finished eating, he felt that the cake was so sweet and delicious, so he finished the whole piece of cake like before, leaving only the portion that belonged to his mother.

Tengu had a bulging stomach and a tummy stomach, and he kept burping.

That night, my mother did not go home.

The next day, my mother did not go home.

Until the third day, my father appeared and took the hungry Tengu back to his new home. On the table, there was a stinky cake left to his mother.

Since then, Tengu has been with his father and stepmother. The next year, his father and stepmother gave birth to a sister for Tengu.

The father and stepmother have a good relationship, and they are like the loving couples in the TV series.

Moreover, they have no preference for their step-sisters and treat Tengu equally.

Tengu grew up in a happy family, and Tengu is very grateful and content.

However, there is always something deep in Tengu's heart.

That was the scar left by my mother in his heart on his fourth birthday, and the scar that had never healed.

Later, Tengou always wondered, how about her mother who had already returned to the island country to live?

Has she started a new family, was she happy and happy, would she still wake up late at night and cry helplessly, and would she also think of Xiaoran who had been waiting for her to come home?

Tengu couldn't know all this.

The only thing he could do was to learn everything about the island country and try to imagine his mother's life there.

Sometimes he even fantasizes about his other line of destiny in parallel to the world.

In that line of fate, my mother took him to the island country and lived another life from then on.

Later, whenever someone asked Tengu's mother or the island country, he could always answer questions as if he had grown up there.

Tengu did this, but he didn't want people to discover that he had no mother any longer.