Chapter 166 Okay, I have a dad

Chen Shuyan had a dream that her senior proposed to her.

In the dream, the senior was kneeling on one knee in a military uniform, holding a diamond ring in his hand, and whispering gently, "School sister, I have loved you for a long time, is it good to be my wife?"

She was wearing a wedding dress with tears in her eyes. Commander, I do.

The good times didn't last long. On the night of the wedding, the guards encountered an enemy attack. She led the team to attack as a wedding ship. After a fierce battle, she finally returned to the port area and walked quickly towards the senior's bedroom.

Standing at the door, just as I was about to knock on the door, a woman's charming moan came from inside.

AhAh…husband…

Senior, he is sleeping with a woman again.

At this moment, she was in a surprisingly calm mood, neither noisy nor quarrel, so she sat outside the door with her knees in her arms and was waiting quietly.

sn in law...My daughter can't accompany you tonight, so let me compensate you well...

She looked up suddenly, looking stunned.

The dream came to an abrupt end here.

Chen Shuyan woke up, still a little confused. She subconsciously reached out and touched the bedside, and found that the senior was no longer there, and she woke up most of the time.

She sat up with her arms, looked under the bed with her head and found that her senior's shoes were still there, and then she breathed a sigh of relief.

The dream just now was so real that after waking up, she was still immersed in that complicated emotion and couldn't extricate herself.

She always felt something was wrong. After calming down, she pulled her slippers and came to the living room. Then she saw a heart-wrenching scene with her senior and mother sitting on the sofa chatting, and she had a very happy chat.

Her heart skipped a beat. When did the relationship between them get so good?

A chill started from the bottom of my heart and soon spread throughout my body.

Chen Shuyan walked over silently, hugged his waist in front of his mother, quietly leaned into his arms, and didn't say anything.

Chen Lingjun and Gu Qingtan looked at each other silently, both a little surprised.

What's wrong, have a nightmare?He reached out his hand and gently touched the little furry hair of the junior girl.

Chen Shuyan nodded slightly, then shook her head again, hesitated for a moment, and whispered, it was not a nightmare.

oh?What kind of dream is that?He coaxed her softly, his fingers wrapped around her hair, and gently rubbed her fingertips.

She slowly raised her head and silently looked at the mother's slightly worried gaze that came to her eyes. She couldn't help but feel a sore nose and slowly said, "It should be a good dream..."

You should know that Chen Shuyan can vaguely detect other people's favorability, and this kind of thing can even accurately quantify how much you like it, and naturally she can also detect the ambiguity between the two of them.

In her eyes, if my mother's favorability was gray and locked, it means she was discouraged, but now she has become pink again, which means she is moving.

The culprit of all this is her beloved senior, who should have become her husband, but now she has become a father.

Chen Shuyan felt at a loss and could not describe her mood at this moment in words.

Even though she had seen the facts clearly, she did not blame her mother, or she could not blame her.

She grew up in a single-parent family since she was young, and she has never seen her biological father since she can remember. After years of living with her mother, she has experienced the hardships and difficulties. Even if she has money, she cannot stop the slander of rumors. The marriage status column in her mother's household registration book still says "unmarried", which makes her feel both distressed and disappointed.

In school, she always deliberately concealed her life experience and even pretended to be more normal than children from a healthy family. But in fact, she lacked security and inferiority in her heart. This mentality comes from family and physical imperfection to a large extent.

It is precisely because of this imperfection that she fell in love with Gu Qingtan and became his suitor.

Their family situation is very similar, and their interests and hobbies overlap. You can meet them by chance when you go to a restaurant for a meal...

To put it more exaggeratedly, it is simply another me in the world.

It can be said that she regards Gu Qingtan as a psychological sustenance, a male clone who is in the same situation as her but is more perfect than herself, or a community.

She loved his radiant appearance, which would make her feel honored.

At that time, Gu Qingtan was a male god who was chased by many girls in school. He did not have the aggression that was unique to rich people. Instead, he was more like an extraordinary master. Sometimes, he would stay in the library and read books for a day, focus on his own affairs, and live in his own spiritual world.

Chen Shuyan felt that his senior was like a person from another era in some places.

I remember that on February 19, 2013, it was heavy snow in Yangzhou that I hadn’t seen in decades. He called her perfectly and said that he had come out to see the snow. The snow in the winter of 1991 was not so heavy...

She recalled many things in her mind.

At the beginning, why did I call my senior father?

She had never thought about the psychology and logic behind this behavior before. Now, thinking about it, maybe it was because of his temperament. Whether from his words and deeds, or his behavior, he felt a sense of maturity like a mountain of fatherly love, and she really got that missing fatherly love from him.

In fact, what Chen Shuyan has always longed for is a partner like him who has both the attitude of a father and the identity of a boyfriend.

For example, during their previous relationship, Chen Shuyan had some deliberate high-consumption behaviors, such as spending thousands of yuan to buy L skirts and Hanfu, which can be simply understood as her gaining an unconditional love from him similar to fatherly love.

Since she could get everything she wanted without conditions from her senior, she naturally recognized his identity as the dominant person of her father in her heart.

After receiving the gift, he was willing to take the initiative to book a room and repay him with various exciting and crazy ways of playing. In fact, it is just another way for a girl who has been lacking in love since childhood to seek fatherly love.

In general, they were a deformed relationship from the beginning.

Gu Qingtan has always been both a father and a brother.

So, when this day really came, Chen Shuyan suddenly realized that she didn't seem to be as unacceptable as she imagined. This feeling was like when she was a child, she was crying one after another. It was almost her turn, and she was afraid and felt that she would feel pain when she was stabbed. But when she really had to roll up her sleeves and get an injection, she felt that it was like that, and the pain soon passed.

She smiled like a flower.

Senior, mom, what were you talking about just now? Are you having such a happy chat?

Dad Gu's expression was as usual, and he was talking about family education.

Mother Chen echoed in the voice, and he told me that I should care more about you in the future.