Chapter 49 I feel good now, rejuvenated

The next morning, Gu Qingtan woke up from his sleep.When he looked down, he looked at Aunt Jing and smiled at each other.

To be precise, he was awakened.

This is also a technical job, that is, you cannot move too much or too gentle. It is best to be gentle in the blur, so that the other party feels like you are half-dream and half-awake. Aunt Jing has practiced for a long time and is well aware of this.

You should know that Gu Qingtan was a very restless child when she was puberty.

At that time, no matter what honor he achieved or what mistakes he made, he would not receive punishment or reward from his mother.

So much so that he thought it was because he was just an adopted son, and he envied the way he could get along with his sister and mother in a way that could quarrel and speak loudly, and thought that was the real mother and daughter.

I don’t know that my sister also envied him for no taboos and felt that the one who my mother really loved was him. In comparison, she seemed to have picked it up.

It was impossible to say that she was not jealous at the beginning. It was not until she fell in love with him after getting along for a long time, and she became completely indifferent and even started to get jealous of her mother.

In such a family environment, Gu Qingtan has been living a cautious life for a long time, always cautious, and feels that if she disobeys her mother, she is particularly ignorant, and she just wants to respect her mother well in order to repay her kindness for raising her.

This is also the general mentality of most adopted children who have not been born and cannot be returned for a lifetime.

Because of this, Qingtan, who had been in a state of depression, suddenly found Aunt Jing, the object to vent, and was naturally very excited. At that time, she didn't know what restraint was and had sex with her almost every night. However, every time she did it, she felt a little more guilty afterwards, and she couldn't bear it and wanted to escape in the end.

Because he was not sure whether he regarded Aunt Jing as some cheap and easy-to-get substitute, and even once suspected that he actually regarded Aunt Jing as his mother's substitute, so he was a little contradictory: while enjoying the beautiful experience brought by sex, he fell into deep self-blame. Is Aunt Jing really happy to be fucked every day?

I'm afraid it may not be...

He has an Oedipus plot, and there is no doubt about it.

A mature woman in the age of age can give him a sense of security and happiness from them, and fully stimulate his sexual desire. His noble adoptive mother is a beautiful woman with a feminine look. To date, she is still the dignified and cold woman who best suits his sexual habits. Although she has always given people the impression that she is unattainable, in the quiet and unscrupulous dream of young people, how can she stop the delusion from spreading freely and sins sneak into the dream with the wind?

In those spring dreams without traces, he became a beast. After waking up, he felt more and more that he was inferior to the beast.

Because I remember it so much that I can forget it even if I want to, the details are even vivid in my mind and the slightest bit is revealed.

I don’t know why the garden I’ve never been to before is so lifelike?

He warned himself over and over again that I must not forget the kindness of a person. My mother can only be a mother and will be his noble person for the rest of her life. She cannot break the rules and forget her identity, nor can she accept her kindness with peace of mind, and really take herself seriously.

He was so distorted and pathologically suppressing his feelings. In fact, he didn't have to be so painful at all.

Most of the pain in the world is essentially caused by anger at its own incompetence.Then why is he still indecisive even though he has superior conditions than most people?

This is because people's cognition is a spiral upward and a wavy advance, and there is a process from immature to maturity.

From boys to men, an enlightened ritual is urgently needed.

Just like in some African tribes, the son of the African chief needs to succeed him as the African chief, and still has to go out to hunt a crane camel alone.

This is more like a self-destruction. If you want to accomplish great things, you must first break the thief in your heart. Only by killing that weak boy can the man who stands tall will grow out of the corpse.

This is the purpose of Gu Lanzhi asking Aunt Jing to do that last night.

……

Gu Qingtan pulled Aunt Jing over and hugged her in her arms.

I saw that her delicate body was covered with kiss marks like plum blossoms, not only her neck, collarbone, scapula, and even her lower abdomen, but also her finger marks were also covered with his breasts.

He whispered softly, it would be fine if he didn't have to do this level. He went to bed without taking a shower yesterday...

She smiled softly, and aunt didn't dislike it.

Gu Qingtan teased him, why don’t you call yourself my mother?

...Only this time, I will never be crazy with you again.

Aunt Jing couldn't help feeling embarrassed and annoyed. She put on her skirt and covered her face and ran back to her room.

Gu Qingtan did not chase after her bare butt, with her hands on her pillowing, and cared about what Aunt Jing said just now. Needless to say, you can tell from the skirt that there must be the instruction from her mother behind all this.

But did she hope to warn herself not to cross over in this way, or would she imply that she could offend her?

Gu Qingtan didn't believe that his mother was the kind of woman who would desire her adopted son, and there must be something he didn't know behind this.

So he made a very bold decision, so he might as well ask her directly.

Before this, take a shower to relieve your mood.

……

Mom, I have something to say to you.

Gu Lanzhi was not surprised that he would come to find him. His beautiful eyes were still full of love and expectation.

She whispered, "Send me to the company," she said on the way.

So the mother and son got into the car as usual, but their mood was completely different.

It was clearly driving on the flat and wide road, but I felt that the road was bumpy.

Mom, do you have anything you want to tell me?

Gu Lanzhi held her chin with her hands and looked out the car window. There was a rare trace of dazedness in her eyes. If she had to say it, her memory would be incomplete, and there were many details that had not been completely restored. Where should we start?

I know that you now have a lot of thoughts and a lot of confusion and confusion. On July 15th, follow Pei Qingming back to the old Pei family house and go and see her tea garden.

Gu Qingtan was silent for a while, yes.

In fact, these days, she had already thought about how to confess to him.

Hehe, like before, I will leave all the troubles to that woman Pei Qingming. Anyway, my younger brother has been with me for twenty years as promised, so I should make up for Pei Qingming.

Let it be given to her for the first time after the reunion.

Thinking of this, a little blush appeared on Gu Lanzhi's cheeks, even if it was only a little bit, it was like applying the best rouge.

She had asked Zhou Su to give Qingtan's semen to Pei Qingming, and she really looked forward to what expression she would show after she learned the truth.