Chapter 104 Past and present

The pictures of the past appeared clearly in Gu Qingtan's mind.

But all of that has become a past that can never be returned to.

There is a word called "The Past Moon is Like a Dream", which means remembering the past, like a dream. When the dream wakes up, it disappears, just like the white east and the ice sludge is gone.

By the way, Buddhism calls sound, color, fragrance, taste, touch, and Dharma the six dusts. The real world is composed of six dusts, which are all illusory, so the past is called the past dust.

Before he knew it, Gu Qingtan became melancholy and could not suppress his inner loss.

He turned his head to look at his biological sister and asked softly, "Mom, do you still remember Sister Lin Baiyan?

The white geese surfs in the snow at dusk, and the white geese in the cold and frost of the green forest.

Naturally remember.

Gu Lanzhi nodded slightly. To be precise, she should not only remember, but even be unforgettable. She is our matchmaker.

Back then, Lin Baiyan used her connections to help her brother find her. If it weren't for her, the siblings might have had many years to recognize each other.

Gu Qingtan remembered it very clearly. After a happy reunion, the two of them were sweating and lying on the bed. Her slender fingers drew circles on his chest and asked, "Why are you always obsessed with finding yourself a sister?"

He replied, because he felt so uncomfortable, he wanted to find a place to rely on it.

I always feel like I should be an older sister. Maybe I once had an older sister, but I accidentally lost her, so I went crazy and wanted to get her back.

Then are you using me as her substitute?

Lin Baiyan felt very sad.

In love, no one is the substitute of whom, no one can become another person, and no one must be. Just like in the free position, there will always be someone to sit in.

His eyes suddenly became particularly deep, with an indescribable mixed feelings. Only family affection is irreplaceable.

Sister, how about you be my relative?

A strong sense of maternal love suddenly surged in Lin Baiyan's chest, OK!

She said that since she is so important to you, I will help you find her.

Thinking of this, Gu Qingtan was in a complicated mood and asked, "Mom, have you seen her again later?"

I have seen you, in the few months when you just disappeared, she was almost crazy when she looked for you, and she came to Yangzhou in person to meet me. She knew that you were still alive, so she felt relieved.

Gu Lanzhi slowly and in detail for him.

In 1997, Lin Baiyan took the last letter he wrote to her and went to the hometown where he gave birth to him and raised him alone to find the last slim hope left on this land. After learning the result, she said goodbye to his own sister in a very peaceful manner, packed up all her luggage, and left with regret in her heart.

Her most beloved man has slowly disappeared from the fog.

The new era is rolling with the roaring wheels. Under the conditions of the socialist market economy, the proliferation of materialism has brought about a breeding of greed and corruption. Everything is irreversible to another intersection, but he can no longer see it.

Lin Baiyan suddenly recalled the last time they met when they parted in 1991, and never thought that the farewell would be a lasting fate.

If one day... you give up and then prepare to leave this country, will you come and see me?

He stopped at the platform in front of the station, no.

Why?Why?She stepped forward, hugged him from behind, and whispered, … Give me a reason.

I won't give up.

...Then, I will not give up. I will stay in Beijing and let my family help you.

Thank you, sister.

Then he boarded the train and left.

The memories come to an abrupt end here.

Thank you, a little brat.Lin Baiyan clearly smiled on her face, but suddenly there were a few crystal tears on the ground.

The boy who was doting and released by her finally chose to fight to the end.

In a trance, she seemed to see a person walking alone along an invisible road, with a vast white surroundings without any hope.

However, he said that the essence of life is a lonely self-reflection, walking alone in the endless and long sense of fate and loneliness, finding the final destination.

Lin Baiyan was still standing there, and what she was looking forward to was his look back again in this life.

……

The three of them chatted for a while, because they agreed to go out with Yi'er in the afternoon, Gu Qingtan was about to leave, but they had to go home first.

He came to Zhou Su's room, gently pushed open the door, and kissed the cute little secretary on the bed.

You go to bed, don't get up, I'll leave.He just told her, afraid that she would be sad if she couldn't find her when she woke up.

Um.Zhou Su kissed him in a daze, and after lying down from the bed, he quickly fell asleep again with peace of mind. He carefully closed the door and walked out.

Next, Gu Qingtan and Gu Lanzhi left by car and returned to their villa at home.

I haven't seen Aunt Jing for a long time. It's obvious that I've just been on a business trip, but it seems like I'm a different life.she

The first feeling when I saw Aunt Jing was that she was dissatisfied with desire. Aunt Jing's beautiful eyes, which were originally full of gentle smiles, looked at him with surprise, and her eyes felt a little hot.

It seems that it is difficult for Aunt Jing to sleep alone at night.

Aunt Jing.He smiled and said hello, I miss you.

Well~ Her heart felt soft and she agreed happily, and her eyes gradually felt kind. She finally came back and was exhausted from her business trip.

Not very tired.

Aunt Jing half-squatted down like a young wife, and changed into a pair of indoor slippers with a gentle look on her face.

Gu Qingtan gently pushed her waist while she was changing his shoes.

Aunt Jing suddenly blushed and whispered, Qingtan, the lady is still here...

The implication is that when the lady is away, she can be bullied.

Not far away, Gu Lanzhi seemed to be standing there on purpose, changing her shoes while looking at her phone, with her back facing them, as if she was explaining some tasks to her subordinates.

At this time, Aunt Jing suddenly realized that in front of her sight, the zipper of his pants was not pulled up, revealing the bulging men's underwear inside.

Have you forgotten after going to the toilet?But he never wore that underwear before...

She whispered a shame and reminded in a low voice, Zipper...

Gu Qingtan whispered, Auntie, please help me pull it up.

Aunt Jing could not refuse any of his requests, and reached her slender hand under his crotch. Her strong shame made her almost lose the ability to think. Her mind was full of wanting to eat. She touched his underwear, then took out the things inside, lowered her head and kissed her, and found that it was not as good as she expected that the smell of urine after she had just finished going to the toilet. Instead, it was very refreshing and clean, and it was obviously washed.

He looked down, Aunt Jing swallowed and sucked with intoxication, as if she was enjoying it, and the blush climbed up from the snow neck and covered her snow-white face.

He knew it clearly, leaned down and pressed it against her ear, and asked softly, Auntie, have you taken some medicine recently?

This sentence was like a wake-up call. She woke up and knelt there blankly. Only then did she realize that she was obsessed with it and didn't know how she had done such a shameless thing just now.

She was so embarrassed that she was so angry that her mature face turned radiant, Ah...I, Qingtan...

Gu Qingtan comforted, don’t worry, it’s okay, keep eating~

What he said was that the medicine was fine and he could continue to take it, but Aunt Jing obviously had a wrong idea.