Chapter 1

(The story of the first three chapters is laid without H)

Looking at my sleeping husband, I still habitually packed up the condoms and toilet paper on the floor, picked up my nightgown and put them on, and then looked at Niu Niu who had fallen asleep. I don’t know when it started. Every time my husband and wife ended, I always felt sleepy. In fact, it was a little unhappy. It was said that it became faded over time. In fact, we met when we got married and gave birth to a daughter. We were always very harmonious. Many times we couldn’t sleep on a long night, we remembered our first time in high school, so much innocence and passion, and we remembered the two boyfriends we dated in college, secretly on the rooftop and in the woods... My husband was my fourth man. We never got out of bed on the day we confirmed our relationship. Even if it was inconvenient to have Niu Niu, I would help my husband solve it with my mouth.

I poured a small glass of red wine, took a sip, and watched the clock pass 11 o'clock. My husband supported me to quit my job since I got pregnant. My husband had a high income. He said he would raise us and started a housewife life from now on. In fact, it doesn't matter. My husband almost ignored me, and I was very free. However, the damn epidemic caused my husband's company to close down. I started a business with a few friends, which was very unsuccessful. I was just 32 years old. Niu Niu has started kindergarten. Although the elderly on both sides often take care of us, it is not possible. My husband doesn't say it, but from our daily expenses and daily feelings, the pressure is too great. I volunteered to submit my resume to interview to prepare for work, and I was self-righteously ready to start my professional life again. But hehe, the damn epidemic is all over the sea. My husband advised me to still spoil me like a princess, but...

I took a small sip of the red wine in the glass. Actually, I don’t know how to drink wine, but I knew that a little bit of red wine is good for my health, so I started to learn to drink something when I was fine. Looking at the night outside the window, I didn’t rush to tell the truth that it was fake Ah, and I didn’t know whether it was the effect of red wine or my own problem. My husband has been doing it for a short time now. Is he really unable to handle the errands? But I feel very empty. The passion just now seemed to be lit for me and then I didn’t care. It’s said that a woman is as thirty as a wolf. Could it be that I am so hungry?

I suspected that I was sick, so I drank the red wine in my glass in one sip, and lie down gently while I was drunk, and I would take Niu Niu to the park to play tomorrow weekend, so I might as well go to bed first.

I was confused and didn't know what time I fell asleep. I only remembered that I had a dream. That night I had a spring dream, and strictly speaking, I had the same dream again.

In my dream, I brought me back to the summer of my second year of high school. It was not easy to get a tutoring. I had a short vacation, but my first love was arranged by my family to continue to go to the cram school. I was very unhappy but couldn't express it. Women are sleeping animals. He said that I slept until ten o'clock that day, and I turned on the message on my phone, "Baby, I'm sorry I still have to make up for it. I can only go to find you in a few days." I had no choice but to return the intimate message to him. The knock on the door sounded, and I was a little puzzled that my parents would never come back at this time. When I asked, the answer was him. I went to open the door happily in a vest and underwear. We had not even hugged each other for half a month. No one was fine at the moment when the door was opened. I really didn't do that day. I was ready to give my first time, but the sudden surprise of my lover opened my heart and my body. I started kissing passionately from the door opening to my small bed. When he took off his clothes, I even helped him take off my underwear. When he took off his clothes, I lifted my buttocks well to make it easier for him to take it off. It hurts so much the first time, I really hurt Ah. I cried for a long time, and I hugged me and I don’t remember anything about what he said. I just remember when I stopped crying, he pushed me down on the bed. In this way, we were still doing it at my house during that day, and did it seven times. I couldn’t even get down that night. The men who had been with me in my dreams appeared. The men I once had secretly fell in love with and were not together also appeared, and there were many men I didn’t know...

It was very tiring to take the child to play, but I was also very happy to see my daughter and husband happy together. It was afternoon in a blink of an eye. Just as I was about to return for the day of the trip, a familiar and somewhat unfamiliar voice called me behind me, "Lu Wen, is it Lu Wen?"’

‘Han Lin!!!!’We hugged each other enthusiastically, and Han Lin even shed tears of excitement. Han Lin was my best friend since elementary school. Until high school, she went to another place in college. After that, she rarely contacted her. Today, although she had not seen each other for many years, the closeness we had since childhood made us so happy that we were so happy. I introduced my husband. Niu Niu was very likable. Han Lin hugged her and did not let go. Finally, she said that she was over today and said that she would treat us to dinner and have a good chat.

During the meal, her husband was so talkative, so energetic, dark-skinned and strong. They were demobilized and now they opened a photo studio. They just returned to the city. They looked at Han Lin’s appearance and had no change, but their words and behaviors were already completely a businessman. Although they had a good relationship, women just liked to compare. Back then, I was better than her.

I told my husband that today Han Lin called me to go to her studio to help her. She was the old bank in charge of finance, tax filing, and social security. She was doing some chores, with a monthly salary of 15,000 yuan. I was a little embarrassed, thinking that I was not as good as my friend to be my boss... My husband taught me for a long time and supported me to do it first and have work experience and change jobs in the future...

‘I just know what you are thinking. Don’t worry, Lu Wen, you are also the boss here. What else can we have between our sisters?’

‘That’s not what I mean…’

'Lu Wen, I always think you are my good sister. Now you are just helping me, not working for me. My husband and I are really too busy, with a monthly salary of 15,000 yuan. Then you have bonuses for doing other things. If I can't wear makeup, you can come too. In fact, you mainly help me manage the logistics matters...'

Han Lin's husband's name is quite interesting. He is simple and special and easy to remember. He is a professional photography student and is better at taking pictures of scenery. Han Lin is responsible for making makeup and signing contracts with clients. A distant cousin of her husband also studied photography. He graduated from college and was tall and thin and wore glasses. He was still the same as a student. There were only four of us. The receptionist was temporary workers. He was a student from a nearby university and worked odd jobs. The drivers worked part-time. Occasionally, he would find a makeup artist to do odd jobs, so the work I was responsible for was very complicated.

'This is all taken by your husband, it's so beautiful'

‘The technology is okay, he has always wanted to hold a personal film festival, but hey, in this circle, don’t waste it if you don’t have money or anyone.These pictures were taken by his cousin, and the techniques were different. My husband was more realistic. His cousin liked to imaginary things...' Actually, I just wanted to give a compliment. It must be better than me. I don't understand a bunch of professional words.

'This is our own transformation. The space on the first floor is relatively small, and there is a studio next to the reception room. Han Lin took me into the studio on the first floor. A couple were posing for wedding dresses according to his cousin's requirements. After a brief greeting, they went up to the second floor from the back stairs. This should have been decorated by themselves. The space is obviously much larger than the first floor. On the right is the office. 'We are commercial and residential here, and the office is here. Sometimes when we work too late, we live here. There is a shower room, a place to cook and a place to sleep. Let's take you to see this side first. Han Lin took me to the double-open door on the left. This is also a studio. I almost called out when we walked in. The two women wearing very simple clothes can even be said to be posing in various positions. Han Lin's husband took the camera and took photos at various angles.

'Look at you who have never seen the world before' Han Ling looked at me with some ridicule and said, 'It's just underwear photos. What's the matter? The underwear advertisements I'll answer in the future. Why is there a studio Ah on the second floor? It's so painful to just point at the wedding dress. There are many models Ah or little girls Ah who want to take some photos, etc., and it's not appropriate to put a layer on it.’

I felt like I was being looked down upon, and I felt a little angry, "Can you look down on your husband?"Hahaha……'

‘Just he hum!’Han Lin smiled wickedly and put it on my shoulder, then made a scissors and hands facing downwards. We both understood what this meant. ‘I am absolutely relieved to see this. My husband took photos of people. How many people took off all their photos are gone? I’ll be accustomed to it. In the future, you will only know that by the way, I’ll take you to see the photos my husband took for me.’ As he said that, he pulled me into her office.