Chapter 40

The warm two-person world is entangled in tranquility.

Ruolan snuggled in my arms, staring deeply into my eyes, with a hint of Qiǎnquǎn and naughty in her eyes.

We listen to each other's heartbeat and breathing, use the sweet words that are stingy to the bone to make each other happy, and build a sweet and sour atmosphere of sweet lovers through the pile of words.

If it were in the past, I would not even avoid the words related to love.

But at the moment, I wish I could use all my life to learn, even those love words that were so rustic that I could make people get goosebumps as long as I listened to them once, just to win her favor and make her happy.

I didn't even notice the slightest embarrassment.

Ruolan's shy smile seemed to have some magic.

Especially those eyes that are slightly closed due to sweetness, no matter how many times I look at it, I will never get tired of it.

I think I'm really trapped in it.

Realizing this, I suddenly felt an inexplicable loss.

Maybe it was because of the years that were about to be alone, I was uncontrollable, and I sighed in my heart and kissed her on the forehead.

Unexpectedly, when she just closed her eyes and was about to take the kiss, a stinging pain suddenly came from my lower lip, forcing me to force me to interrupt the process.

hiss

Seeing that I was in pain, Ruolan hurriedly approached, gently dragged my face, observed carefully, looked deeply, and felt infinitely distressed in her eyes.

How did you get hurt like this?

Her eyebrows raised slightly, which meant blame.

Oh, it's all bleeding!

I was in pain, but whenever I saw her anxious and concerned look on her face, somehow, the sharp pain suddenly disappeared without any warning.

hey-hey……

Still laughing!

Ruolan patted me on the head with anger.

I subconsciously shrank my head.

Strangely enough, I could bear the blame, but I smiled uncontrollably.

Maybe he thought I was teasing her again, Ruolan was angry and beat my chest while repeating the blame.

She didn't use any force, and I was too lazy to dodge, just kept laughing at her.

She tried to show her majesty, but the effect was not obvious.

The two of them tangled for a while, but she couldn't help but feel anxious and simply handed over Baiqi.

He approached me with concern.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she lowered her head, I quickly met her and seized the opportunity and kissed her.

Huh?

She subconsciously opened her teeth, and before the tip of her tongue could touch it, I quickly retreated.

The long-term lingering that I thought became a pleasure that I could stop. Ruolan was in a daze for a while, and then woke up in my playful eyes.

What are you doing!?

Kiss you?

I smiled, looking at asking questions knowingly.

What do you think?

I!?When she guessed my thoughts, she turned red and complained to me, "Oh, can you stop making trouble?"

She gave me annoyed look, then calmed down and said to me with a serious look: Can you be serious?I'll show you the injuries!

I've always been serious?

Then what did you do for me just kissing?

Isn’t it a serious matter to kiss your wife?

Hearing this, she immediately fell into silence.

Her mouth grew and closed, and she stammered for a while, knowing that she could not argue with me, so she had to go there vaguely.

You, you are not allowed to do anything randomly!I'll show you the injuries first.Look at you, your lips are bleeding, and if you don’t deal with it, you will leave scars...

Ruolan stared into my eyes and stammered the seriousness of the situation.

Her original intention was good, but she really couldn't be tough when facing me. After saying a few words, she ran to a strange place again.

For example, if you want to say that, wait, wait until I finish reading it for you, then...

If I didn't add the ending sentence, I would be honest at her mercy.

Unfortunately, her words were too ambiguous, which made me unable to get serious at all. I endured it for less than three seconds before laughing out loud.

You are still laughing!you!you

She knew she had said the wrong thing, but she couldn't hide her face.

After thinking about it, I had to use coquettishness to cover up her embarrassment, and at the same time I pinched the soft flesh on my waist to punish me.

The shyness that teases the most is extremely effective.

I was pinched by her and begged for mercy for a long time. She let go of her hand coquettishly.

Now be honest!Let you play tricks, hum!

Yes Yes Yes...

Seeing that my attitude of admitting my mistake was quite good, Ruolan glared at me in discomfort.

While reparing, I was thinking silently in my heart and secretly planned to double the pain she had just exerted on me during the next sex.

The playfulness ended, Ruolan was about to check my injuries.

Before starting, she was worried about putting energy into paying attention to my reaction, fearing that I would do something out of the ordinary.

However, after she really started, she didn't care much about it, and even my hand slowly wandering between her waist and hips could not distract her.

Who played Ah this?Ruolan took out the wipes from her bag and gently wiped my lower lip.

You don't know how to hide...

The ring is just that big, can I hide there?I replied absent-mindedly.

Ruolan's soft and plump buttocks attracted my attention, took away eight or nine out of ten of my interests, and kept wrestling with her with her fingers, becoming more and more addicted.

This delicate touch is really smooth!

I let out a series of surprises in my heart, and at the same time I disagreed and said: It's okay, it's just a skin trauma. Don't you know my physique yet?It will be swelling in a few days, and it will be fine.

The ring?Ruolan answered casually.Have you gone to the ring?

Is it Ah?

So that's it...

Ruolan was stunned for a moment, suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly asked me: Wait, the handsome guy they mentioned tonight who participated in the performance competition is actually you?

For Ah!Otherwise, what do you think?I smiled and looked at her with a look of surprise.

You're just reacting now?

oops!

Ruolan suddenly screamed, as if she had missed the grand prize, and then exclaimed in a conscious sense.

If I had known you were there, I would have gone to see it!

Haven't you seen the flyer?.

No

Ruolan lowered her head with a disappointed look on her face.

I've been thinking about you these days, and I haven't cared about it.

It's good if you didn't go

I couldn't stand Ruolan's grievance, so I hurriedly hugged her and used a joking tone to relieve her low mood.

One is enough for me to suffer. If you want to go again, I will definitely be hurt worse than now.

Is there a...?

Ruolan keenly captured the loophole in my words, raised her head with a swish, stared at me with a full sense of vigilance and asked: That?Who are you talking about?Is it the one who is pulling you in the mall?

Is it Ah?

At this time, I hadn't recovered from the taste, and I didn't notice the jealousy in her words, and kept digging holes for myself.

Her name is Su Jue, and she is my senior at university. She used to be a band and was a very powerful person.

Hum wavy wavy ↑↓

Ruolan narrowed her eyes, deliberately stretching her breath, making a meaningful nasal sound.

What's wrong?I asked with a puzzled look on my face.Why do you think of me like this?

fine

She buried her face in my chest, deliberately avoiding my eyes, and tucked her fingers lightly and heavily on me, and never made a sound for a long time.

I asked a few questions, but when I saw Ruolan refused to answer, I realized the rashness just now.

It has to be said that a monster like Su Jue, just a simple existence, is enough to cause all kinds of trouble for the people around him.

This is just a simple encounter, and I unconsciously planted a dark thunder for myself.

This is not a question of jealousy or not.

The key is that Su Jue's face that harms the country and the people is too lethal, which makes people unable to even feel jealous, and is full of frustration.

Jealous?

I was afraid that the misunderstanding would be buried deeper and deeper, so I simply pointed out the problem and directly exposed Ruolan's little thoughts.

No

I heard the sour smell in her words, and I didn’t care about smiling bitterly and hurriedly explained: I have nothing to do with her, I’m just an ordinary friend!

I know Ah!Ruolan muttered something in her words, "A normal boyfriend and girlfriend, I understand..."

Talk well!

Facing Ruolan's sarcasm, I angrily patted her ass.

She was in pain and frowned, still chewing the weak and jealous words.

What are you talking about?I pretended to be harsh.Whispering, louder.

Ruolan felt wronged and was afraid of making me angry.

I couldn't find an excuse to refuse. After thinking about it, she could only swallow her sorrow and say with a promise: Anyway, she is such a beautiful person, she must be liked by others...

As soon as she said that, I almost laughed out loud, but fortunately I held back.

After a few strokes of my lower abdomen, I finally pushed it back before I was about to break through the spasm.

I tried to lengthen my breathing, suppressing my hilarious urge, just to appreciate Ruolan's rare little daughter's attitude for a while.

Ruolan did not notice my strangeness. Her excessive inferiority and frustration made her unable to distract herself. She just rubbed her butt while exposing her tone unwillingly.

Such good skin, white, good figure, small and delicate appearance, and looks pleasing, and with such a beautiful face... Ruolan said to herself, "Anyway, if I'm a man, I like her."

What a mess you are doing?

I was amused by her resentful speech.

What about Ah, she and I are really ordinary friends!

I know, I believe in you.She agreed, but turned her head and lowered her voice and muttered, but when she saw her hugging you, I was, I...

That's not, eh?!Don’t cry first, listen to me Ah first!

I hurriedly explained the causes and consequences before Ruolan burst into tears.

After hearing this, Ruolan's tears stopped, but she still did not remove the sourness between her words, grasped the intimate behavior and asked the bottom of the question, and continued to ask about the deep meaning under the hug.

Isn’t it normal for girls to hug each other?When my sister and I go out shopping, she will hug me Ah?Didn’t this habit be developed from childhood?I remember when I was in school, girls had to hold hands when they went to the bathroom.

I spoke a lot with dry mouth and my voice was almost hoarse.

Besides, she is my senior sister again. I have known each other for so many years and has a more intimate attitude. Isn’t it normal?

That's different!

Ruolan didn't know how to explain it to me, so she could only repeatedly emphasize the difference between the two in a monotonous negative sentence.

The look she looked at you, and that smile obviously made her feel good about you!

You are not her, how do you know?

Of course I know that a woman’s sixth sense is very effective!Ruolan fought back unconvincedly.

When I missed you before, I looked like that when I saw you!

Forehead……

Faced with such a speech, I have experienced the feeling of being speechless for the first time in my life.

Why can't I explain clearly?

Seeing Ruolan's stubbornness come up again, I am afraid that if the argument continues, it may cause a quarrel.

In order to avoid the date ending with an unhappy ending, I quickly ran my brain to try to find the key to breaking the deadlock.

To put it bluntly, the current situation is mainly caused by Ruolan's inferiority complex.

Women are always sensitive, especially those in love.

Suspicion, jealousy, jealous.

Although most of them are groundless, once people get stuck in trouble, it is difficult to get rid of this state.

In order to help Ruolan rebuild her confidence, I need to dig out the shining points on her body, then magnify it, and use sophistry to fill her almost shriveled self-confidence.

Inspiration comes as soon as possible.

Don’t think too much about it, Ruolan’s advantages are right in front of her.

After sorting out my thoughts, I looked at Ruolan's bulging chest with lust, and praised him without hesitation: She is very beautiful, but your breasts are bigger than her!

The words are a little rough, but the ideas are correct.

With my eyebrows and eyes dancing, I spoke and gestured, and I wanted to write a poem called "Ode to Breasts" on the spot.

There are men who don’t like big breasts!Just talking about breast volume, you can at least get out of her three streets!Just aim at you, a pair of big breasts that can knock people out, I can't choose her Ah!

Under my persistent nonsense, Ruolan quickly extinguished her jealousy.

You're talking nonsense again!

She hurriedly covered my mouth and blushed at me for saying the words I had just said.

How can I describe others like this!Still knocked out?The person who said it was like a cow, and he hated it so much!

She wanted to glare at me, but her cheeks were warmed by my joking eyes.

I blinked jokingly, and attacked again while she was stunned, sweeping her palm with the tip of my tongue.

She shuddered, her cheeks became redder, and she gave me a blank look.

Don't do anything bad, I will ignore you if you do this again...

I nodded with a smile.

She observed for a while, struggling between her weak nature and her severity, but she still couldn't stand my teasing and took back her hand that was scratched.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she relaxed, I couldn't wait to shout: All I said is the truth!Didn’t you just want to smash me??

You mentioned it again!?

Ruolan's face was so blushed that she was almost bleeding.

If you talk nonsense again, I will be in the future!...

She stammered again.

Judging from her mouth shape, she originally wanted to say she wouldn't be "doing" with me.

However, this requirement is really a bit difficult. It is more appropriate to torture yourself than torture me.

Realizing this, she changed her mouth and pleated her red lips slightly, hoping to permanently peel off a certain service in a tactful way.

However, before the word "其" was expressed, she hurriedly swallowed it back, showing an indelible look.

Seeing her look of difficulty, I guess she is really addicted...

Although it is impossible to give up the ability to rub the lips and the penis to form a physiological pleasure, psychological satisfaction can sometimes bring a sense of satisfaction beyond imagination.

Ruolan hesitated and nostalgic. She changed several words and felt that it was not appropriate.

After a long ideological struggle.

In the end, she could only express her dissatisfaction with the words "Itchy and painless" in a vain and soft manner.

This is the most easily overlooked punishment she can find, and nothing else counts.

Because those methods are more or less mixed with her spontaneous intentions, only this word can completely clear her mind.

Just look at it.

She is just a weak woman, and it is normal for someone to be stripped of her when she has sex...

After a while, Ruolan was tired and stopped pursuing Su Jue's affairs.

But it is soft in my arms, my eyes are dull, my eyes are never separated for a moment, and my thoughts are wandering outside the sky.

Still thinking about her?

No... Ruolan said weakly.

What are you thinking about?

Miss you……

Am I not here?

I'm thinking about you in the past...

The one in the dream?

no……

What is that?

Ruolan pondered for a moment and said: I was thinking, there was obviously no shortage of young and beautiful girls around you, with Xiaoxiao and such a beautiful person accompanying you, why did you choose me, a half-old Xu mom, to spend the rest of your life with me?

Said stupid words again.

I patted her buttocks as if I was blaming her. She twisted her butt, but did not dodge, but looked at my face in a daze, looking forward to what kind of answer I would give.

Originally, I didn't want to explain more, but after careful consideration, I decided to tell her my feelings.

Do you need a reason to love someone?

Ruolan’s love belongs to love at first sight, while my love is more like empathy.

I have liked Xiaoxiao for so many years, but by chance I had sex with Ruolan.

I don’t know what I think, but I never regret falling in love with Ruolan.

Love that begins with a sense of responsibility and the sense of responsibility that comes from love, although it is reversed, its original intention remains unchanged.

Ask yourself, I have loved her to the depth of my life with her.

Still satisfied?

Ruolan was sobbing with tears in her eyes that she was trying hard to get to me. She was so moved that she didn't know how to answer.

After many days of accumulation, I have explored the current situation.

She has already expressed her answer in body language.

At this time, it is enough to just take out gentleness, and just leave the rest to herself.

After a while, I saw that she was calmer, and I once again said to her in a gentle tone: Don’t look at me carelessly.In fact, it was all deliberately pretending to show it to others.Anyone who is familiar with me knows that instead of actively speaking, I prefer to keep my words in my heart, digest them myself, and not bother others.Unless I am a very close person, I will never show my weak side to others.

I know this, Xiaoxiao mentioned it.Ruolan said without hesitation: She said you are very timid and simple-minded, not like an adult, and it is easy to trust others. Sometimes she sells you, and you still help her count the money.

Naughty again!

I bent my fingers on Ruolan's nose and scraped them off her weirdness and continued.

You mother and daughter join forces to cheat me, are you still embarrassed to scold me behind your back?

All of those she said!Ruolan covered her nose and complained in a muffled voice: I like you but you can’t come, how could she cheat you?

Then how do you explain the fact that you secretly take advantage of me while I am drunk?

Hmm

Ruolan hummed for a while because of shame and annoyance. Finally, she found a reason and lay in my arms and tricked her: I don’t care!Anyway, I am already yours. Whether you are willing to scold me, beat me, or be angry with me, I have stuck with you!

Alas... I didn't protest and tolerated her snuggle.

Not to mention anything else, I will not forgive this, Xiaoxiao has really received your true teachings.

I'm unreasonable.At this point, Ruolan's tone slowed down again.

I just like you.

She was silent for a while, then remembered something, and raised her to me and asked: Husband, who did you tell you last time? What are you thinking about going to the dance classroom?Do you want to try it?

What am I about to ask you?When I heard her mention this, I couldn't help but frown and asked: Who is that scum?What are you doing when you keep pestering you?

He Ah.Ruolan's words were filled with unhidden disgust.

His name is Chen Hao. He came two years ago. He is quite shameless and very annoying!

When talking about this, Ruolan couldn't help but complained to me with grievances: You don't know, he is a bad person. He obviously has a wife and children at home, but he still plays with flowers and plants outside every day.Before, we had a very good dancer here. Those who were going to take the professional dance exam this year have passed.Unexpectedly, he was cheated and his belly was so big, and he didn't know what was going on.

She spoke and scolded, and at the same time she felt a lot of emotions, including regret, hatred, and a little anger and resentment.

He is a man with a lot of intestines and calls for cats and dogs every day. As long as we have a little beauty, we have been harassed by him.He had also messed with me before, and was taught a lesson by my dance partner at that time.I thought this matter would be over, but I didn't expect that he would bite him back and make trouble for him.Then, then...

When talking about this, Ruolan's attitude became extremely disappointed.

Then, after my dance partner's wife found out, she ran over and scolded me.

Although she was a bit ugly, I understand.My previous dance partner didn't tell her family that she had been secretly coming.His wife is very jealous and loves to be jealous, so she keeps it from it.What I originally thought was to make an explanation after the competition was over and then complete the dream.Unexpectedly, he made it all ruined...

Then, what after?I asked.

Ruolan sorted out her mood and continued: Later, he gave up for the sake of his family.I can only dance female steps and have no partner, so I can't participate in the competition.Although I have confidence in myself, I don’t have a dance partner and can’t participate in the competition, and I don’t know what to do...

Speaking of this, Ruolan sighed.

After that, you know it all.That bastard got tired of Ziru's belly. The little girl came to see him several times, but she still couldn't contact him, so she never came here.

When Ruolan mentioned the person named Chen Hao, she became excited again.

The sense of justice was at work, and the unfair mentality ignited a bright flame in her eyes.

Then you know?Not long after this incident, he actually licked his face and appeared again after knowing that the little girl gave up!

When talking about this, Ruolan was so angry that she kept trembling, her silver teeth creaked, and her eyebrows stood up and said to me.

He didn't come to dance, he flirted with the little girls every day.I had a dance partner before, and he didn't dare to attack me. Later, my dance partner was lost by him, so he seized the opportunity to pester me.

Because I had to compete, I was going to hurry up and practice.But because he is here, I am afraid every day, and I don’t know who to ask for help, so I can only deliberately change the time and find out when he is not here before going...

So, the reason you invited me to go there is to let me protect you?I asked according to my own speculation.

It has this meaning, but there is another point.

Ruolan praised me in a roundabout way.

I really think you are very suitable for dancing.After all, you have such a good figure and have the habit of exercising.Regardless of body shape or physical fitness, you already have the basic conditions for a dancer.All that is left is talent and interest. As long as you practice hard, you will definitely become an excellent dancer!

Do you want to compete with me?

I understood the desire hidden between her words and asked simply.

Um.

She hesitated for a moment and nodded to admit it.

Aren't you afraid that I will mess it up?

To be honest, I'm a little scared.

Ruolan's face showed bitterness, as if she was trapped in some kind of choice.

However, after a long silence, she mustered up the courage to say: But, I care more about your feelings than the game.I don't want you to watch me dancing with others in the audience, I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable.So, I think you can also participate, as my dance partner, compete with me, even if I messed up in the end, I would be willing to do so.

But, I have no experience at all!Isn’t this delaying you?

No, I believe in you.Ruolan looked at me with a smile and said: Moreover, I didn’t have much expectations for this game.As long as I can participate, I will be very content.

What about the previous dance partner?I asked again: Is it really possible that there is nothing left?

Um……

Ruolan was silent for a moment, and suddenly she seemed to think of something, looked at me with surprise and asked: Hey, aren’t you jealous?

To be honest, I'm almost mad.I said with a little joking: However, I have also known about dancing.If you have your persistence, it is related to your dreams, and I am still very supportive.

After saying that, I lowered my voice again and added jealously.

However, as soon as I think of you dancing with other men, I feel so uncomfortable...

Such an answer is a bit petty.

However, judging by Ruolan's reaction, she was very satisfied with my answer.

Being jealous means caring.

Being able to get support and understanding from a partner is a great encouragement for any woman.

OK, Wave Ruolan whispered on my head while comforting her softly, "I'm yours, I will always be."Whether it is the heart or the body, it will always belong to you alone.

I silently accepted Ruolan's flattery and kept comforting myself that she was right.

After a long time, I finally got rid of the entanglement and reexamined the beauty in front of me and those extremely sincere eyes.

Talk about him.

who?Ruolan wondered and asked, "Chen Hao?"

no.I shook my head.Your dance partner.

I felt that this request was really abrupt, so I quickly added another sentence.

I want to know more about your past.

This requirement is not an exaggeration.

Moreover, my subsequent explanation also gave Ruolan great confidence, making her believe that I really care about her, so I made such a request.

To understand a person's past, in addition to starting from himself, you can also obtain information from people around him.

His social circle, the people he has come into contact with, and his views on others are also the true expression of this person.

He Ah...

Speaking of dance partners, Ruolan's tone began to become relaxed.

He actually likes me, and he also likes to dance when he was young.Later, I got married and felt under a lot of pressure. Those who like Ah and dreamed of Ah were given up because of family relationships.Now that the child is older and has better living conditions, I think that while I am not too old, I will work hard to fulfill my unfulfilled dream when I was young, and it can be considered an explanation for myself.

As he said that, Ruolan's eyes gradually dissipated, as if she had seen through the ages.

People, when they live their whole life, they always have to leave something for themselves.I can’t. When I get old and can’t walk, I realize that there are still many things I haven’t done in my life and many things I haven’t said…

It's hard to tell whether to talk or sigh.

Inadvertently, Ruolan had already expressed her truest wish that was buried deep in her heart.

The same is true for taking care of children, sticking to dreams, dancing, falling in love with you.I have been sincere in tempting you and have never regretted it.

Speaking of this, Ruolan's attitude became extremely firm.

Actually, reality is cruel.I've experienced it, so, I don't want to miss it anymore.If I don’t follow my original intention and seize the hard-won opportunity, I will really regret it when I get old...

Ruolan's tone was extremely sincere.

I think this unreasonable sigh may be related to her experience.

I don’t know what she has experienced and cannot experience it personally, but I agree with her persistence.

To be honest, I was even a little jealous. This attitude towards life is not without freedom.

Many times, it is because of my lack of freedom and freedom that I miss all kinds of opportunities.

However, I don't regret it.

Because it is this regret that makes me meet the person in front of me.

My lover, Lin Ruolan.