Chapter 17

Three minutes, three minutes to eliminate the evidence of guilt.

When everything was finished, Ruolan and I looked at each other and nodded to each other.

The next thing I have to do is to stop the knock on the door that sounded for more than three minutes, which made me restless.

One step...two steps...three meters...two meters...

As the distance shortens, the anxiety in my heart becomes more and more obvious.

I could feel the amplitude of the sole hitting the door panel.

It was complaining to me, and it pounded my heart irritably, thumping my conscience.

And I, as a sinner, am heading to the court opened for me.

One meter later, and the door opened.

But my progress stopped here.

Now I don’t have the courage to open the door at all. I worry that it is gradually escalating with the passage of time. I always feel that I have not cleaned up enough, and there may be some omission hidden in the corner where I cannot detect it.

What did I do just now?Have you done it well?

Love is on the sofa, I wear less in summer, and I haven’t taken off my clothes completely, so it’s relatively easy to pack them up.

A few seconds before the door was knocked, my body was still in a vigorous mating desire.

I can sit down without hesitation, but reason tells me that it is best not to.

After realizing that something is not good, I quickly made a judgment, first put on my own clothes, then picked up the dress that Ruolan threw on the ground, and helped her get the clothes covered.

Because time was tight, I found her underwear and did not hand it over to her, but directly kneaded it into a ball and stuffed it into my pocket.

There was not much evidence left on the scene, and the mucus on the sofa had been wiped off with the seat cushion.

Actually, I originally wanted to wipe it with a tissue, but the door knocked too loudly. With Ruolan's inappropriate response, I accidentally spilled the alcohol on the table.

I've been soaked by alcohol.In desperation, I could only use local materials and I had it done.

Ruolan, who was combed with her messy hair on the sofa, also had the flush left by sex on her face.

From the way she looked at me, it can be inferred that my condition and she should be similar.

Their face was red and their ears were sweating profusely, and their behavior was unnatural.

Especially Ruolan, her eyes were still very distracted, and she obviously had not recovered from the joy just now.

With her current state, any experience will definitely become suspicious if she sees her.

Before the door opened, my affair with Ruolan was in a quantum superposition state exposed to No.

And all the results are determined by Xiaoxiao, who is the observer.

What we can do is to let the facts be covered up by lies before the results are observed.

Will she find out?I found out, what should I do?

Although I just said it with confidence, it is about the beginning and I have to reconsider this issue.

The subconscious judgment is to run away, escape from this place of right and wrong.

But where can I go?

Leaving Ruolan alone to face it, doesn’t this confirm our relationship?

The cowardly concealment has shown that I can't raise the courage to confess at the moment.

I hate my indulgence.

On the other hand, I sincerely yearn for the joy of being in harmony with Ruolan's flesh and blood.

At the same time, in the deepest part of my brain, close to the soul level, the most original true heart hates all the crimes I just committed.

However, as long as I recall the crazy memories I just left with Ruolan, I don’t know that I would have a calm courage from there.

At least after walking in these few steps, my legs were not in a fight, and I could force myself to look as if nothing had happened.

I couldn't help but admire my shamelessness from the bottom of my heart, and at the same time I secretly scolded myself for being shameless.

Bang!Bang!Bang!

The people outside the door easily shattered my thoughts, pulled me back to reality, and faced the door with sudden pressure again.

From childhood to adulthood, I never thought that the extremely simple action of opening the door would become so difficult.

At this time, I was embarrassed by the second before the door opened. My mind was messy and my ears were buzzing. I was completely trapped in the shame of being deceiving, fearful and uneasy.

What am I doing? Ah!

If I had known this, why would I have been there?

My heart beat like a gradually accelerating train.

It was out of control, and I could foresee that as long as the door was opened, it would fly out of my chest along my esophagus.

Unfortunately, I don't have a choice.

Death is approaching, and only by facing it calmly can I keep my last dignity.

Please accept your ending happily.Be like a man, be a strong man.

Just die!

Keep your last breath of courage and swallow it back into your stomach with the air.

With an extremely heavy mood, I hung my hand on the door handle and pressed it down with all my last bit of strength.

Click!

The knock stopped.

With the push, the door slowly opened.

I closed my eyes unconsciously, and a trace of relief appeared at the corner of my mouth.

I thought that what greeted me would be a murderous grin or a hatchet that was covered with blood.

But, after a few seconds, nothing happened.

I opened my eyes with luck, and what caught my eye was a paper box that was more than one person tall, and the back of the paper box was full of tiredness and panting.

Good guy, it's been opened, my arm is almost ruined. Mom, why are you complaining? Xiaoxiao was complaining. Seeing that it was me who opened the door, he was stunned.

Eh?You are here?Where is my mom?

She subconsciously turned her head and looked behind me. I followed her gaze unnaturally to block her curiosity with my body.

like!Well... Realizing the series of troubles that the name caused from my mouth, I hurriedly cleared my throat and said stammeringly: Auntie, she was a little injured, I was bandaging just now, so...

Ah!?Xiaoxiao panicked when he heard this, and stepped forward and squeezed me away, and stuffed the box in his hand into my arms: Mom?mom!What’s wrong with you?It's okay!

It's okay, it's okay.Ruolan behind her responded with a slightly hoarse voice.

It's just a encounter, it's not a problem.

Why are you so careless!I'll see if I want to go to the hospital?

Why?It's okay, it's really okay, don't catch my feet!

Care is confusion.

Although Ruolan tried to refuse, she still couldn't help but smile and entangle.

I don’t know what happened behind me, but after hearing the sound, Ruolan was really panicked.

The voices on both sides were getting louder and louder, and Xiaoxiao obviously took the initiative.

Seeing that Ruolan was at a disadvantage, she was almost crying.

I was afraid that Xiaoxiao would find clues, so I went back to the living room a few steps, put down the box, and tried to help Ruolan to relieve the situation.

Don't worry, I've dealt with it just now.I leaned behind Xiaoxiao to smooth things over.

The wound is actually not big, but I have bandaged it when I touched my nails.

Yes, it's all bandaged!Ruolan nodded quickly and agreed.

It's okay, don't worry.

real?

Uh-huh!Ruolan carefully pulled her legs out of Xiaoxiao's hands.

Just a minor injury, it doesn't matter.Besides, they have already been bandaged and can't go to the hospital. It's too much to spend money...

You are like this again.Xiaoxiao seemed to be touched by her thoughts, and she couldn't help but feel annoyed.

I used to forget that my family had no money, but now I still do it!I'm not without money!

OK OK OK, you know that you have money, and you can’t spend Ah randomly. It’s not easy for you to do business, and you know how difficult it is to make money now.Look at Ah...

Facing his daughter, even Ruolan couldn't help but start the mode that her mother was accustomed to, and started to whisper.

From doing business to getting married to raising children, all kinds of expenses.

Judging from Xiaoxiao's reaction, although she had the desire to refute, she was unable to refute her words and could only bear it with grievance.

Mr. Tan, who was majestic outside, was moaned and cried by his mother in less than a minute.

Ruolan was obviously the injured person, but she wanted to comfort her smile.

Looking at the mother and daughter who depend on each other in front of me, the guilt that I finally couldn't calm down was flooded.

Will my appearance be considered a kind of harm to them?

When I realized that the crime I committed could have more serious consequences, I suddenly felt how naive the promises I made on my impulse were.

Ruolan is a person who has experienced things. Her experience gives her experience in treating physical objects, her way of thinking about problems, and her perspective on reality is much wider and deeper than that of me, a young man who has just entered society for two or three years.

Because of this, she just asked me again and again to ask me if I had considered it clearly.

She had long understood that my relationship with her was definitely not as simple as a boyfriend and girlfriend.

There are so many things involved behind this.

Age, values, family relationships, ethics and other aspects are all problems.

Our road ahead is destined to be bumpy, like walking on the extreme sports of a tightrope. If you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss.

I am naive, but I think all this too simply.

I had a substantial physical relationship with my friend's mother, and I promised her not long ago that I would tell her in person that I would marry her.

It’s okay to say before the relationship is revealed, at least you can be sneaky, but it can’t keep the fire.

The foreseeable future is destined to be tragic.

Thinking of this, I seem to have seen my ending.

If it is made public, as a friend, can Xiaoxiao agree with me and accept me?

I didn't consider her feelings; I didn't consider whether my family could accept my relationship with Ruolan; I still didn't consider whether relatives and friends would discuss behind their backs; I was like a ghost beast who had lost his mind, simply looking at this extremely realistic issue with all his passion.

Humans are social animals and need to connect with others.

This connection is good and bad, just like a chemical reaction, and the good results are like perfume, which makes people yearn for it.

The result of the bad is like explosives. After a roar, there is only endless pain and trauma.

Trembling, walking on thin ice.

When I am with Ruolan, I will inevitably be questioned in various aspects.

By then, can I withstand the pressure from all parties?

Will you escape at the last battle and have the intention to retreat?

These questions linger in my heart, making me unable to help but analyze myself in an unprecedented depth.

Ask yourself, I like Ruolan and don’t want to let her heart down.

However, now I am not asking questions that I like or not, but questioning the resilience of my conscience.

When I realize that I am afraid, fear follows me like a shadow.

Mother's despair, father's sigh, relatives' despair, friends' saliva.

When there is only Ruolan in my world, can I still be as strong as ever?

Will you feel resentment or even hatred towards her at that time?

In my best years, I was bound to a person who was much older than me because of impulse, just to find a short period of peace, and did not consider whether the heavy burdens derived from this ties would be like to crush me in the future.

I can support my current beliefs because I am still young and I have enough confidence to guarantee that I will fulfill my promise.

But when I think about living with it every moment of the rest of my life, I feel a deeper fear.

My union with Ruolan is not a sweet love, but a dancing on the tip of a knife. Every step we take must be difficult and painful.

Maybe one day I will get tired of my relationship with her.

Maybe she was already covered in white hair at that time, or after the relationship was clearly revealed, her family forced her to die.

Or maybe, with just the weight of a look, it may easily crush me, let me strangle my conscience, leave her on a day I don’t know, and then start a new life again as a benchmark.

When I look back, I will selectively blind.

In the countless nights after that, I would wake up from my dreams and recall the proofs that had long disappeared from my body, but remained in my heart that made me feel very distressed.

When I made this choice, I was dead.

Thinking, consciousness, and even deep reflection will not arise, because reflection is painful.

I will only remember my cruelty and indifference, just like I now remember how happy I was in the sex with Ruolan just now.

That sweetness is really like an addictive poison.

As long as I have the chance, I will definitely seek the possibility of mating from her regardless of my life.

For example, now...

Oh, OK, I get it.I stop crying, I am so adult, and I am still like a child.

Um……

Xiaoxiao snuggled in Ruolan's arms and responded in a dull mood.

Little did I know that standing behind her, my nose bleeding was almost spurting out.

All she conveyed to me was the look of eyes. After I developed it, Ruolan, who had fully activated the female instinct, had picked up the eyes that had been forgotten for many years and was full of charm.

It is hard for me to describe this state. She just sat there, holding her daughter, gently patting her back, and exuding the glory of the Virgin.

She always lowered her eyes and gave pity to the love in her arms, but when she looked at me, she gave me a charm of seductive charm.

The flushing made of the afterglow has faded, and her long hair is still very loose.

The slightly blooming red lips were slightly red and swollen. I carefully identified the traces left by my excessive force.

She was telling me something, because Xiaoxiao was present, so she didn't dare to speak out, but just silently confides her feelings.

I intentionally went forward to listen, but because of my current situation.

After thinking about it, I could only open my eyes wide, take her every move, and carefully identify the little things that happened in front of me.

Is she seducing me?Even if Xiaoxiao is present, will she still secretly tempt me?

I tried my best to ignore my current state, but I had already realized that the second I touched her sight, I was in heat again.

She obviously noticed the changes in my crotch and could tell by looking at her complexion.

Because Xiaoxiao was still in her arms, she did not make too obvious expression changes, but just stared at my lower body for a few seconds.

However, when the pink little tongue unconsciously popped out slightly from the lips and teeth and swept gently.

The wet mark it left had exposed her selfishness at this time.

This unsatisfactory move clearly expressed her dissatisfaction.

What a slutty slut. If Xiaoxiao hadn't been present, I would have let her know what the consequences of her doing so.

What does it taste like?

Just as I and Ruolan were fighting each other, a smile in my arms suddenly appeared for no reason.

What Xiaoxiao didn't know was that she said casually, directly shattering my comfort and put Ruolan and I into extreme vigilance.

It's Ah, taste!

Sex will leave a taste!

Why did I forget such an important thing?

Xiaoxiao must have smelled something on Ruolan just now!

Whether it is love juice or semen, even if it is saliva and sweat, it will smell as long as it is body fluid.

Ruolan was originally a wet constitution. I was young, had a good physique and had strong recovery. We had been doing it on the sofa for so long, and the vaginal fluid was bubbled.

Moreover, I just cummed in Ruolan twice.

The two of them had so much body fluids together, and the smell of sexual intercourse must be floating in the air.

Xiaoxiao's doubts just now have shown that she has captured that smell.

Men and women in joy naturally don’t care about these details, but instead become more excited because of this.

But for outsiders, these odors will only make people feel pungent.

Is it the thing I ejaculated in Ruolan's body that flowed out?

Or was it that she smelled the place where Ruolan was wet just now?

Regardless of that possibility, the ending is tragic.

Tan Xiaoxiao shook his nose and sniffed his head.

Ruolan was obviously panicked and looked at me for help when Xiaoxiao was invisible.

Seeing that she was in deep despair, I was also very nervous.

At first I wanted to fool me.

However, when I thought about it, it was more like I was not asking for advice.

Then Xiaoxiao asked, I was afraid that I would fall to the ground and beg for mercy.

I thought Xiaoxiao would wrap around Ruolan and smell it between my legs.

Ruolan must have thought so too.

Except for the pair of breast balls that followed her breathing up and down, she was completely still.

My whole back is soaked with sweat now, and my mind is running rapidly, thinking about what I should do when Xiaoxiao rushed into the kitchen to get the knife later.

Although Ruolan is protecting her, judging from her concern for Ruolan just now, my best result is probably to be opened by her.

God Ah!

If I am guilty, you can directly bring down the God's punishment and smash me. Why do you have to suffer such torture?

Is my life stopping here?

I prayed for myself secretly with a nervous mood, and at the same time, I thought about whether I should face it calmly or turn around and run away after I took the knife.

Xiaoxiao didn't say anything throughout the whole process. She was still searching for it. Her almond eyes were so bright that I wondered where these eyes would eventually fall.

ah!?

A scream showed that Xiaoxiao had found his goal.

I was shocked at that time. If she spoke two seconds later, I would be afraid that my legs would weaken and I would kneel down on the ground and shout for help.

How did you spread alcohol?

Alcohol?For Ah!Alcohol!

Thank God, she found nothing!