Since that night, Kong Jiayang and I have reached a silent tacit understanding without realizing it.
The specific manifestation is that he will report to me before going to where he will, and if he comes home late in the evening, he will call me and ask me to rest early; he will buy me bags and jewelry, just because I think you should like it; he will drive me to get off work when he has time, and when he sees my colleagues around me, he will humbly and politely ask my colleagues to take care of me.
I gradually got closer to his friends and would mention him in front of my parents, sisters and friends. As I mentioned it more often, Xiaoxi couldn't help but joke, saying that Kong Jiayang and I were about to have a fake role.
Kong Jiayang and I are indeed like a real young couple.
We will respect each other in front of our elders and will also play and make a fight when there are only two of us.
He is like a very popular boy who was very angry when he was studying, and he was also owed to me. He always said something wrong to make me angry. When I was in trouble, he would immediately show weakness and hugged me and called me wife.
At night, we shared the same bed and had sex unscrupulously in the room.
Kong Jiayang would lift my nightgown and stroke my whole body with his big hands, rubbing it skillfully, and kissing me affectionately.
His kiss would fall on my chest and lower abdomen, and he would also patiently and gently lick my most sensitive part. I tightened my body and grabbed the sheets and let him stop unbearably, but he only smiled and said that the water there was delicious.
Then he would hold his extraordinary sized genitals to rub the center of my legs, tease them on the soft flesh, and ask me in a hoarse and sexy voice if I want to do it.
...It's all here, why are you asking?
This person did it on purpose.
I never broke through the window paper. Seeing that he seemed to be happy, I naturally immersed in this seemingly harmonious and somewhat strange illusion.
At work, the program has been filmed for four weeks and has been aired for two episodes. The ratings are pretty good, especially Zheng Xingfan's personal cut, which has surprisingly high views.
He has accumulated a certain number of fans because of writing songs for some singers, but the base is very small, and there are only a few photos circulating on the Internet, and he has no way to recognize them.
He has worked with several popular boy and girl groups before, and several members who have a good relationship with him have promoted him, so this time, many traffic fans have watched the show in order to promote their brothers and sisters.
Then, while sighing at Zheng Xingfan's talent, he would sigh at his appearance.
Let us ask the marketing account to issue press releases, buy hot searches, and operate them appropriately. We will create a character for him who is boring in life and only wants to do a career based on what is presented in the program. He has attracted a lot of fans.
The boss talked to us that Zheng Xingfan himself doesn’t care whether to attract fans or not, but we need to create a little momentum for the show, and Zheng Xingfan doesn’t mind it either.
I was a little worried that his life would be affected. He never liked unrelated people to disturb him. I really don’t know why he came to participate in this show.
I heard Xiaoshang say before that his brother never cared about illusory things like popularity. Zheng Xingfan only thought about being recognized by industry professionals. His current goal is to win the grand prize at the end of the year music ceremony based on his strength.
I think it's very likely.
If we record the whole process at that time, we will treat him as a respected teacher for everyone in many years, and looking back at this memory will also be a particularly beautiful thing.
Just as I was flipping through netizens’ comments online, Xiaoxi sent me a message asking me to go to the editing room quickly.
I went to the editing room with doubts, and Xiaoxi was the only one in it.
She mysteriously pulled me to the computer and asked: Do you think this is the keychain I gave you before?
There is an enlarged keychain on the screen. I looked carefully and Xiaoxi added on the side that your English name is also on it.
A long time ago, Xiaoxi did give me a very expensive but ugly keychain. It turned out to be even more vulgar after engraving my English name to express its exclusive meaning.
I hung it on the bag I liked and carried most often for a long time, and then suddenly one day this small object disappeared inexplicably. I searched in school for a long time but couldn't find it.
I didn't expect to see it here.
I felt the joy of losing and regaining it, and asked her in surprise: Where did you see this?
Xiaoxi obviously hesitated for a moment, and then reduced the picture that was originally enlarged in many times on the computer.
It was a person carrying a sports crossbody bag with a keychain that originally belonged to me hanging on it.
The person's face gradually revealed, it was... Zheng Xingfan.
This was a scene we took a few days ago when Zheng Xingfan went out to the studio. He took a bag from the cloakroom and kept it on the back of the corner. He was so surprised that he was in a good mood.
I grabbed a lot of the same keychains, and I wouldn't even look at the words on it carefully, so I never thought that the small object that swayed on his bag was mine.
The lost and regained thrill instantly disappeared without a trace.
Did he just pick it up and then think it looked pretty, so he hung it on his bag?I said my guess with a complicated mood.
Xiaoxi gave me a blank look and repeated the two keywords: Good-looking?
It seems that she also knows that the things she gave are ugly.
Moreover, when you chased him before, I have heard a lot of things about him from you.Xiaoxi said, would he pick up other people's things and hang them on his own personal belongings? You know better than me, right?
I didn't say anything.
I know him so well that I couldn't convince myself of the guess I just said.
Also, when we finished the first time we had a meal together at his house, you didn’t have much appetite and didn’t eat much. Later, after you went out, Zheng Xingfan called the waiter and ordered several dishes.Xiaoxi said confidently, I remember it very clearly, because I was listening when he ordered it. I think this is not the dish you like, why do you two taste so similar?Later, the food came, but he didn't eat a bite.
I listened to her and remained silent.
Until Xiaoxi said that I thought he liked you, I suddenly realized that it was like being pointed out by Guanyin Bodhisattva, and a long-wrapped thread in my brain was tangled.
I returned to my seat, picked up the car keys and hurried out to get on the elevator.
The emotions in my mind were chaotic and complicated, and there was only one thought that was extremely clear.
Things that have passed are over, and I will no longer be upset.
Even if there are misunderstandings or misses, no matter whether the matter is true or false, it has nothing to do with me.
All I know is that I like Kong Jiayang now, and I want to tell him.
Because I knew that the people I liked before might also like me, because I had no extra feelings except surprise. Because I thought of Kong Jiayang at the first time, I was unreasonable and wanted to tell him what I thought.
Even if things are not as beautiful as you imagined, even if your self-esteem is dusted after being rejected, it doesn’t matter if the two of them are relatively speechless afterwards.
At this moment, I just want to tell him that I like him in front of Kong Jiayang.
He should be at home now, and his heart is full of blessings. I drive smoothly and I can get home at the intersection.
After waiting for the red light, I was happily and nervously thinking about how to speak to Kong Jiayang in a while. I turned my head accidentally and saw a girl with big red waves in the car next to me where the window was opened.
And, Kong Jiayang sitting in the driver's seat next to her.
She looked like she was in her twenties, with delicate makeup, and she was about to light it with a cigarette in her mouth.
Kong Jiayang immediately took off the cigarette from her mouth.
The girl looked unwilling, so she simply reached out to mess with his hair like revenge, and then smiled without fear.
He was indeed not annoyed, just said something, vaguely stop making trouble.
His car window gradually closed, and the last scene I saw was she approaching him, as if she wanted to kiss him.
I suddenly wanted to cry.
The images witnessed with one's own eyes are more impactful than expected rejection.
It turns out... I am the only one who takes everything really.
The specific manifestation is that he will report to me before going to where he will, and if he comes home late in the evening, he will call me and ask me to rest early; he will buy me bags and jewelry, just because I think you should like it; he will drive me to get off work when he has time, and when he sees my colleagues around me, he will humbly and politely ask my colleagues to take care of me.
I gradually got closer to his friends and would mention him in front of my parents, sisters and friends. As I mentioned it more often, Xiaoxi couldn't help but joke, saying that Kong Jiayang and I were about to have a fake role.
Kong Jiayang and I are indeed like a real young couple.
We will respect each other in front of our elders and will also play and make a fight when there are only two of us.
He is like a very popular boy who was very angry when he was studying, and he was also owed to me. He always said something wrong to make me angry. When I was in trouble, he would immediately show weakness and hugged me and called me wife.
At night, we shared the same bed and had sex unscrupulously in the room.
Kong Jiayang would lift my nightgown and stroke my whole body with his big hands, rubbing it skillfully, and kissing me affectionately.
His kiss would fall on my chest and lower abdomen, and he would also patiently and gently lick my most sensitive part. I tightened my body and grabbed the sheets and let him stop unbearably, but he only smiled and said that the water there was delicious.
Then he would hold his extraordinary sized genitals to rub the center of my legs, tease them on the soft flesh, and ask me in a hoarse and sexy voice if I want to do it.
...It's all here, why are you asking?
This person did it on purpose.
I never broke through the window paper. Seeing that he seemed to be happy, I naturally immersed in this seemingly harmonious and somewhat strange illusion.
At work, the program has been filmed for four weeks and has been aired for two episodes. The ratings are pretty good, especially Zheng Xingfan's personal cut, which has surprisingly high views.
He has accumulated a certain number of fans because of writing songs for some singers, but the base is very small, and there are only a few photos circulating on the Internet, and he has no way to recognize them.
He has worked with several popular boy and girl groups before, and several members who have a good relationship with him have promoted him, so this time, many traffic fans have watched the show in order to promote their brothers and sisters.
Then, while sighing at Zheng Xingfan's talent, he would sigh at his appearance.
Let us ask the marketing account to issue press releases, buy hot searches, and operate them appropriately. We will create a character for him who is boring in life and only wants to do a career based on what is presented in the program. He has attracted a lot of fans.
The boss talked to us that Zheng Xingfan himself doesn’t care whether to attract fans or not, but we need to create a little momentum for the show, and Zheng Xingfan doesn’t mind it either.
I was a little worried that his life would be affected. He never liked unrelated people to disturb him. I really don’t know why he came to participate in this show.
I heard Xiaoshang say before that his brother never cared about illusory things like popularity. Zheng Xingfan only thought about being recognized by industry professionals. His current goal is to win the grand prize at the end of the year music ceremony based on his strength.
I think it's very likely.
If we record the whole process at that time, we will treat him as a respected teacher for everyone in many years, and looking back at this memory will also be a particularly beautiful thing.
Just as I was flipping through netizens’ comments online, Xiaoxi sent me a message asking me to go to the editing room quickly.
I went to the editing room with doubts, and Xiaoxi was the only one in it.
She mysteriously pulled me to the computer and asked: Do you think this is the keychain I gave you before?
There is an enlarged keychain on the screen. I looked carefully and Xiaoxi added on the side that your English name is also on it.
A long time ago, Xiaoxi did give me a very expensive but ugly keychain. It turned out to be even more vulgar after engraving my English name to express its exclusive meaning.
I hung it on the bag I liked and carried most often for a long time, and then suddenly one day this small object disappeared inexplicably. I searched in school for a long time but couldn't find it.
I didn't expect to see it here.
I felt the joy of losing and regaining it, and asked her in surprise: Where did you see this?
Xiaoxi obviously hesitated for a moment, and then reduced the picture that was originally enlarged in many times on the computer.
It was a person carrying a sports crossbody bag with a keychain that originally belonged to me hanging on it.
The person's face gradually revealed, it was... Zheng Xingfan.
This was a scene we took a few days ago when Zheng Xingfan went out to the studio. He took a bag from the cloakroom and kept it on the back of the corner. He was so surprised that he was in a good mood.
I grabbed a lot of the same keychains, and I wouldn't even look at the words on it carefully, so I never thought that the small object that swayed on his bag was mine.
The lost and regained thrill instantly disappeared without a trace.
Did he just pick it up and then think it looked pretty, so he hung it on his bag?I said my guess with a complicated mood.
Xiaoxi gave me a blank look and repeated the two keywords: Good-looking?
It seems that she also knows that the things she gave are ugly.
Moreover, when you chased him before, I have heard a lot of things about him from you.Xiaoxi said, would he pick up other people's things and hang them on his own personal belongings? You know better than me, right?
I didn't say anything.
I know him so well that I couldn't convince myself of the guess I just said.
Also, when we finished the first time we had a meal together at his house, you didn’t have much appetite and didn’t eat much. Later, after you went out, Zheng Xingfan called the waiter and ordered several dishes.Xiaoxi said confidently, I remember it very clearly, because I was listening when he ordered it. I think this is not the dish you like, why do you two taste so similar?Later, the food came, but he didn't eat a bite.
I listened to her and remained silent.
Until Xiaoxi said that I thought he liked you, I suddenly realized that it was like being pointed out by Guanyin Bodhisattva, and a long-wrapped thread in my brain was tangled.
I returned to my seat, picked up the car keys and hurried out to get on the elevator.
The emotions in my mind were chaotic and complicated, and there was only one thought that was extremely clear.
Things that have passed are over, and I will no longer be upset.
Even if there are misunderstandings or misses, no matter whether the matter is true or false, it has nothing to do with me.
All I know is that I like Kong Jiayang now, and I want to tell him.
Because I knew that the people I liked before might also like me, because I had no extra feelings except surprise. Because I thought of Kong Jiayang at the first time, I was unreasonable and wanted to tell him what I thought.
Even if things are not as beautiful as you imagined, even if your self-esteem is dusted after being rejected, it doesn’t matter if the two of them are relatively speechless afterwards.
At this moment, I just want to tell him that I like him in front of Kong Jiayang.
He should be at home now, and his heart is full of blessings. I drive smoothly and I can get home at the intersection.
After waiting for the red light, I was happily and nervously thinking about how to speak to Kong Jiayang in a while. I turned my head accidentally and saw a girl with big red waves in the car next to me where the window was opened.
And, Kong Jiayang sitting in the driver's seat next to her.
She looked like she was in her twenties, with delicate makeup, and she was about to light it with a cigarette in her mouth.
Kong Jiayang immediately took off the cigarette from her mouth.
The girl looked unwilling, so she simply reached out to mess with his hair like revenge, and then smiled without fear.
He was indeed not annoyed, just said something, vaguely stop making trouble.
His car window gradually closed, and the last scene I saw was she approaching him, as if she wanted to kiss him.
I suddenly wanted to cry.
The images witnessed with one's own eyes are more impactful than expected rejection.
It turns out... I am the only one who takes everything really.