I can't believe it!
It was embarrassing enough to see Song Lianzhou masturbate in the bathtub. Later, he was hit by the wet spring dream again. Anger and humiliation surged into his heart, and his sharp desire hurt his self-esteem.
I sincerely pray that he will not read his heart. If he could, he would be gloating and complacent now.
Because in that dream, I kept thinking about him, always being him, touching, kissing, possessing and plundering.
Why am I attracted to him?
What the hell is going on?
What's special about him?
Or just because he is a ghost, there is no need to worry about being deceived or rejected?
I glanced at him cautiously.
He seemed to be focusing on checking the inside of the car, and I wasn't sure if he saw desire, sadness, or something on his face, and I couldn't read his facial expression.
However, I know that it is no longer the sight he used to look at me, whether it is disgust or eagerness.
I felt sad and realized that if I continued to analyze it, I would definitely come to a very bad conclusion.
I really want to kill myself with a gun, otherwise I would have sent him across the sect world earlier and drove him out of my life, so that I would never see him again.
However, what I hate is that I find that the more I comfort myself, the sadder I feel.
I said loudly: Look, you don't have to be trapped here forever.I know you hate witches, but I can help you keep moving forward and find where you are going.
Song Lianzhou inexplicably said: I can't leave, I have a responsibility here.
What responsibility?You are dead.I pointed it out without hesitation, as if he had forgotten about it.
Song Lianzhou's eyes immediately became cold and disappeared from the car without saying a word.
Clouds hang in the dusk sky, and the sky gets darker and darker.
The neon lights of street lights, car lights, and shops are getting more and more dazzling, and rows of light jumped in front of me and then left behind me.
There are fewer and fewer buildings outside the car windows, and large areas of farmland and hills gradually appear on the roadside.
When I arrived at the cemetery, I parked my car.
He put his head on the steering wheel and knocked it twice.
I'm too rude to speak, but he's really dead and he needs to move forward.
I stepped out of the car door and walked into the cemetery, taking a shortcut to the sparse forest at the end of the cemetery.
This place is still the same as when I came last time. Although it was bleak and desolate, the air was filled with the cool breath of spring. The setting sun shone on the ground through the leaves, casting a faint light.
For a while, I seemed to hear the faint sound of children laughing and saw a ray of mist circling around several children.
But before I was sure, the wind took the sound away, leaving only wet fog, shadows and weeds shaking left and right.
I wrapped my coat and walked deep into the forest. After a while, I saw Song Lianzhou standing under a tree.
Strangely, here he seems to be more transparent than at home or at school.
Three children stood behind him, a tall girl seemed to die in the same era as Song Lianzhou, wearing a simple silk robe, the dirty one could no longer show its original color; the boy died in the 1930s and 1940s, and his clothes were larger than his body, and his sleeves were rotten into strips of cloth that were faintly visible.
Another little girl's flower mini skirt is already dressed in the 1970s.
What's going on?I was so surprised that I had never seen so many children's souls gather together.
The tall girl pulled Song Lianzhou's sleeve hard and whispered: I think she can see us, sir.Her voice was soft, like the rustling sound of the breeze blew across the grass
Song Lianzhou crossed his hands on his chest, frowned and had a serious expression.
He stared at me, as if he didn't want to miss any expression on my face.
Instead of looking away, I looked at him, knowing that he was testing me.
That's right.He signaled to the tall girl and said: When I was talking to Miss Mei, take the children out for a while.
The three children stared at me curiously and then disappeared from sight one by one like an extinguished light bulb.
The breeze blew and I shivered. I don’t know if the temperature suddenly dropped or because I saw so many children.
You and the kids need to leave here.I glanced at the place where the children disappeared.
Song Lianzhou turned around, as if he wanted to walk away.
I grabbed his hand without thinking, although it was futile, but stopped him.
You brought me here, and hope I can help you get out of this place.
I don't need a witch.He approached me and said half intimidatingly: You saw it too, how effective it was for me last time.
I refused to be intimidated by him, where are the children?How did they get trapped here?
Xiaolan died of whipping after I was cursed, Atian died of hunger, and Zhenzhen died of car accident.
My heart tightened and I reached out and circled over his broad shoulders. Please let me help, I can help you get out of here.
Before answering, he hurriedly said: I promise, I will not do anything that hurts them.They've had enough.
Yes, they did suffer too much.
So, I whispered: I understand your anger and pain, and if you don't want to, I won't force you to leave.
Do you swear you won't hurt them?
I swear.Do you really think I want you to pester me forever?I tried to make a relaxed joke, but it didn't work.
Somehow, my voice was a little abrupt.
This question is both a concern and an invitation.
Song Lianzhou raised his hand and stroked my cheek, and I leaned against his palm.Although he couldn't feel the skin rubbing, his palms were warm and warming me.
It doesn't sound too bad to always pester you, especially watching you climax, which is the most seductive picture I've ever seen.His eyes were brighter again with desire, but my breath was stuck in my throat.
He paused and continued: But if you can end this miserable state, then do it.I shouldn't...but I believe you.
He frowned and rubbed his thumb against my lower lip.
Don't make me regret it.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said: I won’t.
Behind Song Lianzhou, the little girl in a flower mini skirt came over.I immediately felt a cold air entering my body, which was the most common reaction when I encountered a ghost's soul.
She stared at me attentively and asked: You said you could free us from this place, can you really?
I glanced at Song Lianzhou, but his expression was difficult to recognize and he told me nothing.I lowered my body, squatted in front of her, and asked: Are you Zhenzhen?
The child nodded, his eyes wide open, he held Song Lianzhou's hand tightly, and the other two children came up.
My name is Meigui, and I'm pretty sure I can help you and the others here.
Song Lianzhou still remained silent, and I knew he had obtained his permission.
I asked them all to gather together, took a deep breath and sang in a low voice as I walked around them.
I walked very slowly, and the heavier I took every step, until I turned around and returned to the starting point, and a perfect circle formed on the ground.
Immediately afterwards, a faint blue-white light burst out from the beginning of the circle.
The children did not move, but stared at the glittering light on the board in awe.
I quietly recited the prayers of the door world and raised my arms to stretch towards the sky.The blue and white light enveloped my body, and I raised my voice and repeated the prayers:
Feng Shui thunder and lightning, please take away the pain.Go forward and don't look back.Through the dark side, into the light.
The blue light jumped up and gradually rose, as if a door was opened, and a dazzling light was revealed through the crack of the door.I repeated the prayers over and over again, and the light became brighter and brighter.
Suddenly, the light began to jump.Everyone was startled and stared at the light and the shadows cast in the light.
The shadows gradually appeared in human form, back and forth at the door, and some would stop curiously and look back.As the glittering opening continued to expand, more and more shadows gathered.
When the door world was fully formed, I glanced at the children's faces, worried that they would be scared.
However, their faces were filled with excitement and joy, and I felt relieved that for the first time, this innate mysterious power finally did a good thing.
I turned around and said to them: Are you ready? Who will go first?
Xiaolan jumped up anxiously, but she looked at the others and didn't say anything.
Atian walked forward and I went.
Song Lianzhou put one hand on his shoulder, stopped him, and said: I should ensure safety first.
Atian shook his head, stay here, I'll go and take a look.He turned around and shouted to the two girls: Girls, I'll wait for you on the other side.
Xiaolan nodded, staring at Atian and walking towards the light.He stopped at the door, as if he recognized a figure from the door.
mom?Atian's harsh voice mixed with excitement.
No one could hear the response, but Atian must have heard it.
He grinned and laughed, unable to wait to enter the door world, the brilliant blue and white light quickly swallowed him, and the happy laughter echoed at the door world, and it took a while before it was completely quiet.
Oh, my God!Song Lianzhou muttered: I really saw it.
Continue, I signaled loudly.
Miss Mei, Zhenzhen said: I want to be next.
I nodded, she turned around and gave Song Lianzhou a big hug, then rushed to the door world, shouting: Mom!dad!
I watched her disappear after the door world with a smile. At some point, tears fell out like beads with broken threads.Xiaolan walked up to me and said with a knee: I'm leaving too, I think my grandma is waiting.
Go, my dear.
Thank you, Miss Mei.
You're welcome, I barely squeezed out.
At first, the child was a little hesitant, but after walking a few steps, the light circling around her, like a friend who had been separated for many years.
Her confidence grew stronger and stronger, and she finally staggered across the door world.
I watched her disappear into the shadows in the distance, feeling relieved for the children.
I wiped away the tears from my face and then turned to face Song Lianzhou. Are you ready?
It's almost the same.
He walked towards me, held my face, and wiped the tears I had in my eyes with his thumb.
You should know that I must taste your taste before I leave.
I held my breath, stared at his mouth, and then flew back to his eyes, Song Lianzhou, I...
He leaned closer, his lips slipped across my hair, and whispered to me in a low voice: I liked last night.
My eyes widened in surprise, you!
He refused to give me a chance to speak, and lowered his head and brushed his mouth. He originally just touched it lightly, but it seemed that he changed his mind temporarily, tempting me to open my mouth and then delved into it and touched it.
My hands were placed on his shoulders, but I went straight through his body.
Both of them seemed to be a little awake, and they straightened their bodies and retreated clumsyly.
For whatever reason, we can feel each other, but when I touch him, he is as empty as air.
Why!President Song Lian sighed, I'm leaving, you're right.I'm dead and can't give you anything.
I couldn't speak, so I could only put my fingers beside my mouth.
Thank you, for the sake of the kids, and me.
I nodded slowly, my eyes kept staring at him.
Goodbye, dear Miss Mei.He took a step back and left me, slowly approached the door world, turned around and looked back at me for the last time, and stepped in.
I reluctantly put away the door world, the light disappeared, and everything fell into silence, as if nothing had happened.
The sun had already sunset, and the sun that was about to disappear on the horizon was shining with a dim and unconscious light, leaving a burning red glow in the sky.
However, unlike the warm red that the setting sun should have, the glow of rays of rays of anger, as if the wounds cut by a knife were gushing out of blood.
What's going on?
I was a little dazed. The moment the sect world disappeared, I seemed to hear Song Lianzhou’s low accusation: liar!
Who will he meet on the other side?
Is the words he left behind when he disappeared?
fraud?
Is he talking about me?
The pain in the tone penetrated me, tears flowed into my eyes, and choked sobs blocked my throat, but I forced myself to endure it.
I need to go home. No matter how sad I am when I go home, I will take into account the already broken heart.
I took a last look at the place where Song Lianzhou disappeared, and the emptiness wrapped around me like a cold and wet cloak.
The sound of the wind around him floated in his ears, low and harsh.
I was exhausted, and it would always be like this when I opened the door world, no exception, and this time it took an extra long time.
The muscle pain in the whole body was unbearable, and I was so tired that I lost some strength.
I dragged my steps and forced myself to walk slowly towards the car. Without Song Lianzhou beside me, the car seemed empty, no, everywhere seemed empty.
I walked into the house tiredly and was surprised to find that the bedroom light was on. Did I forget to turn off the light before leaving?
I pushed open the door, and the bag and coat on my hand slid down from my numb fingers, 'bang' onto the hardwood floor.
Hello, Miss Mei.
It was embarrassing enough to see Song Lianzhou masturbate in the bathtub. Later, he was hit by the wet spring dream again. Anger and humiliation surged into his heart, and his sharp desire hurt his self-esteem.
I sincerely pray that he will not read his heart. If he could, he would be gloating and complacent now.
Because in that dream, I kept thinking about him, always being him, touching, kissing, possessing and plundering.
Why am I attracted to him?
What the hell is going on?
What's special about him?
Or just because he is a ghost, there is no need to worry about being deceived or rejected?
I glanced at him cautiously.
He seemed to be focusing on checking the inside of the car, and I wasn't sure if he saw desire, sadness, or something on his face, and I couldn't read his facial expression.
However, I know that it is no longer the sight he used to look at me, whether it is disgust or eagerness.
I felt sad and realized that if I continued to analyze it, I would definitely come to a very bad conclusion.
I really want to kill myself with a gun, otherwise I would have sent him across the sect world earlier and drove him out of my life, so that I would never see him again.
However, what I hate is that I find that the more I comfort myself, the sadder I feel.
I said loudly: Look, you don't have to be trapped here forever.I know you hate witches, but I can help you keep moving forward and find where you are going.
Song Lianzhou inexplicably said: I can't leave, I have a responsibility here.
What responsibility?You are dead.I pointed it out without hesitation, as if he had forgotten about it.
Song Lianzhou's eyes immediately became cold and disappeared from the car without saying a word.
Clouds hang in the dusk sky, and the sky gets darker and darker.
The neon lights of street lights, car lights, and shops are getting more and more dazzling, and rows of light jumped in front of me and then left behind me.
There are fewer and fewer buildings outside the car windows, and large areas of farmland and hills gradually appear on the roadside.
When I arrived at the cemetery, I parked my car.
He put his head on the steering wheel and knocked it twice.
I'm too rude to speak, but he's really dead and he needs to move forward.
I stepped out of the car door and walked into the cemetery, taking a shortcut to the sparse forest at the end of the cemetery.
This place is still the same as when I came last time. Although it was bleak and desolate, the air was filled with the cool breath of spring. The setting sun shone on the ground through the leaves, casting a faint light.
For a while, I seemed to hear the faint sound of children laughing and saw a ray of mist circling around several children.
But before I was sure, the wind took the sound away, leaving only wet fog, shadows and weeds shaking left and right.
I wrapped my coat and walked deep into the forest. After a while, I saw Song Lianzhou standing under a tree.
Strangely, here he seems to be more transparent than at home or at school.
Three children stood behind him, a tall girl seemed to die in the same era as Song Lianzhou, wearing a simple silk robe, the dirty one could no longer show its original color; the boy died in the 1930s and 1940s, and his clothes were larger than his body, and his sleeves were rotten into strips of cloth that were faintly visible.
Another little girl's flower mini skirt is already dressed in the 1970s.
What's going on?I was so surprised that I had never seen so many children's souls gather together.
The tall girl pulled Song Lianzhou's sleeve hard and whispered: I think she can see us, sir.Her voice was soft, like the rustling sound of the breeze blew across the grass
Song Lianzhou crossed his hands on his chest, frowned and had a serious expression.
He stared at me, as if he didn't want to miss any expression on my face.
Instead of looking away, I looked at him, knowing that he was testing me.
That's right.He signaled to the tall girl and said: When I was talking to Miss Mei, take the children out for a while.
The three children stared at me curiously and then disappeared from sight one by one like an extinguished light bulb.
The breeze blew and I shivered. I don’t know if the temperature suddenly dropped or because I saw so many children.
You and the kids need to leave here.I glanced at the place where the children disappeared.
Song Lianzhou turned around, as if he wanted to walk away.
I grabbed his hand without thinking, although it was futile, but stopped him.
You brought me here, and hope I can help you get out of this place.
I don't need a witch.He approached me and said half intimidatingly: You saw it too, how effective it was for me last time.
I refused to be intimidated by him, where are the children?How did they get trapped here?
Xiaolan died of whipping after I was cursed, Atian died of hunger, and Zhenzhen died of car accident.
My heart tightened and I reached out and circled over his broad shoulders. Please let me help, I can help you get out of here.
Before answering, he hurriedly said: I promise, I will not do anything that hurts them.They've had enough.
Yes, they did suffer too much.
So, I whispered: I understand your anger and pain, and if you don't want to, I won't force you to leave.
Do you swear you won't hurt them?
I swear.Do you really think I want you to pester me forever?I tried to make a relaxed joke, but it didn't work.
Somehow, my voice was a little abrupt.
This question is both a concern and an invitation.
Song Lianzhou raised his hand and stroked my cheek, and I leaned against his palm.Although he couldn't feel the skin rubbing, his palms were warm and warming me.
It doesn't sound too bad to always pester you, especially watching you climax, which is the most seductive picture I've ever seen.His eyes were brighter again with desire, but my breath was stuck in my throat.
He paused and continued: But if you can end this miserable state, then do it.I shouldn't...but I believe you.
He frowned and rubbed his thumb against my lower lip.
Don't make me regret it.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said: I won’t.
Behind Song Lianzhou, the little girl in a flower mini skirt came over.I immediately felt a cold air entering my body, which was the most common reaction when I encountered a ghost's soul.
She stared at me attentively and asked: You said you could free us from this place, can you really?
I glanced at Song Lianzhou, but his expression was difficult to recognize and he told me nothing.I lowered my body, squatted in front of her, and asked: Are you Zhenzhen?
The child nodded, his eyes wide open, he held Song Lianzhou's hand tightly, and the other two children came up.
My name is Meigui, and I'm pretty sure I can help you and the others here.
Song Lianzhou still remained silent, and I knew he had obtained his permission.
I asked them all to gather together, took a deep breath and sang in a low voice as I walked around them.
I walked very slowly, and the heavier I took every step, until I turned around and returned to the starting point, and a perfect circle formed on the ground.
Immediately afterwards, a faint blue-white light burst out from the beginning of the circle.
The children did not move, but stared at the glittering light on the board in awe.
I quietly recited the prayers of the door world and raised my arms to stretch towards the sky.The blue and white light enveloped my body, and I raised my voice and repeated the prayers:
Feng Shui thunder and lightning, please take away the pain.Go forward and don't look back.Through the dark side, into the light.
The blue light jumped up and gradually rose, as if a door was opened, and a dazzling light was revealed through the crack of the door.I repeated the prayers over and over again, and the light became brighter and brighter.
Suddenly, the light began to jump.Everyone was startled and stared at the light and the shadows cast in the light.
The shadows gradually appeared in human form, back and forth at the door, and some would stop curiously and look back.As the glittering opening continued to expand, more and more shadows gathered.
When the door world was fully formed, I glanced at the children's faces, worried that they would be scared.
However, their faces were filled with excitement and joy, and I felt relieved that for the first time, this innate mysterious power finally did a good thing.
I turned around and said to them: Are you ready? Who will go first?
Xiaolan jumped up anxiously, but she looked at the others and didn't say anything.
Atian walked forward and I went.
Song Lianzhou put one hand on his shoulder, stopped him, and said: I should ensure safety first.
Atian shook his head, stay here, I'll go and take a look.He turned around and shouted to the two girls: Girls, I'll wait for you on the other side.
Xiaolan nodded, staring at Atian and walking towards the light.He stopped at the door, as if he recognized a figure from the door.
mom?Atian's harsh voice mixed with excitement.
No one could hear the response, but Atian must have heard it.
He grinned and laughed, unable to wait to enter the door world, the brilliant blue and white light quickly swallowed him, and the happy laughter echoed at the door world, and it took a while before it was completely quiet.
Oh, my God!Song Lianzhou muttered: I really saw it.
Continue, I signaled loudly.
Miss Mei, Zhenzhen said: I want to be next.
I nodded, she turned around and gave Song Lianzhou a big hug, then rushed to the door world, shouting: Mom!dad!
I watched her disappear after the door world with a smile. At some point, tears fell out like beads with broken threads.Xiaolan walked up to me and said with a knee: I'm leaving too, I think my grandma is waiting.
Go, my dear.
Thank you, Miss Mei.
You're welcome, I barely squeezed out.
At first, the child was a little hesitant, but after walking a few steps, the light circling around her, like a friend who had been separated for many years.
Her confidence grew stronger and stronger, and she finally staggered across the door world.
I watched her disappear into the shadows in the distance, feeling relieved for the children.
I wiped away the tears from my face and then turned to face Song Lianzhou. Are you ready?
It's almost the same.
He walked towards me, held my face, and wiped the tears I had in my eyes with his thumb.
You should know that I must taste your taste before I leave.
I held my breath, stared at his mouth, and then flew back to his eyes, Song Lianzhou, I...
He leaned closer, his lips slipped across my hair, and whispered to me in a low voice: I liked last night.
My eyes widened in surprise, you!
He refused to give me a chance to speak, and lowered his head and brushed his mouth. He originally just touched it lightly, but it seemed that he changed his mind temporarily, tempting me to open my mouth and then delved into it and touched it.
My hands were placed on his shoulders, but I went straight through his body.
Both of them seemed to be a little awake, and they straightened their bodies and retreated clumsyly.
For whatever reason, we can feel each other, but when I touch him, he is as empty as air.
Why!President Song Lian sighed, I'm leaving, you're right.I'm dead and can't give you anything.
I couldn't speak, so I could only put my fingers beside my mouth.
Thank you, for the sake of the kids, and me.
I nodded slowly, my eyes kept staring at him.
Goodbye, dear Miss Mei.He took a step back and left me, slowly approached the door world, turned around and looked back at me for the last time, and stepped in.
I reluctantly put away the door world, the light disappeared, and everything fell into silence, as if nothing had happened.
The sun had already sunset, and the sun that was about to disappear on the horizon was shining with a dim and unconscious light, leaving a burning red glow in the sky.
However, unlike the warm red that the setting sun should have, the glow of rays of rays of anger, as if the wounds cut by a knife were gushing out of blood.
What's going on?
I was a little dazed. The moment the sect world disappeared, I seemed to hear Song Lianzhou’s low accusation: liar!
Who will he meet on the other side?
Is the words he left behind when he disappeared?
fraud?
Is he talking about me?
The pain in the tone penetrated me, tears flowed into my eyes, and choked sobs blocked my throat, but I forced myself to endure it.
I need to go home. No matter how sad I am when I go home, I will take into account the already broken heart.
I took a last look at the place where Song Lianzhou disappeared, and the emptiness wrapped around me like a cold and wet cloak.
The sound of the wind around him floated in his ears, low and harsh.
I was exhausted, and it would always be like this when I opened the door world, no exception, and this time it took an extra long time.
The muscle pain in the whole body was unbearable, and I was so tired that I lost some strength.
I dragged my steps and forced myself to walk slowly towards the car. Without Song Lianzhou beside me, the car seemed empty, no, everywhere seemed empty.
I walked into the house tiredly and was surprised to find that the bedroom light was on. Did I forget to turn off the light before leaving?
I pushed open the door, and the bag and coat on my hand slid down from my numb fingers, 'bang' onto the hardwood floor.
Hello, Miss Mei.