Chapter 22

Are you really talking to me...?Nana said to the phone impatiently.

No... that... I miss you, when you come back I will pick you up.Zhang Qi's voice came from the receiver of the phone.

Is there any more?I have always been saying that every time I force you to say these two words... I will hang up if you have nothing to say. It is a waste of phone bills. It is very expensive to call from China, so don’t waste phone bills.I like to talk with you in my arms, and speak like this without a little...the atmosphere of conversation.Zhang Qi was also a little helpless. Today, the bureau was busy.

Just after the New Year, all the backlog of big and small cases were waiting to be processed. I returned to the dormitory in the middle of the night. I wanted to hear my girlfriend's voice, but I didn't expect to be full of complaints.

Wife...

I hate it, I haven't decided whether to want you or not, so don't call me that.Nana said angrily.

Wife... Are you disgusting? I'll go and bring a basin, and wait for me.

Ha... Just get mad at me. Wait until you come back and see if I don't spank you.I still have a lot of skills... Haha, how can I bear to... What are my plans for the afternoon?Zhang Qi asked.

I said goodbye to my classmates, maybe I had a meal or sang, and I would get on the plane at noon tomorrow and landed in the sea at 7 pm the day after tomorrow. Remember to pick me up.I'll pick you up in Beijing.Zhang Qi said.

OK, I'm back safely, don't worry, do your work, don't delay my business...

Zhang Qi was silent for a moment and said: I'd better go, it's okay.Ha... I won't tell you anymore. I'll pack up my things. It's twelve o'clock. I'll hear you're tired... Take a shower and go to bed, huh?

Well... Be careful when going out.Nannan, I love you.Well, so do I.88... Zhang Qi had already hung up the phone on the other end of the phone... This guy... Nana hung up the phone with a little anger and threw the phone on the bed.

Bangbang...Who?Nannan, it's me.Duan Bi's voice appeared outside the door.

roll!Nana didn't talk much nonsense at all. Duan Yejun was still at work. Ruoxin was turned away in the morning and was now hiding in her house and refused to come out, so Nana was simply unscrupulous.

Don't do this, okay?After all, I am half of your brother, so if we can’t be lovers, do we have to become enemies?

I have nothing to say to you, is it my brother?Also, please come in the future, oh, there is no future, please don’t call me a nickname, it sounds very harsh.

It's up to you... But thank you for not telling you anything to your dad when you come back, and don't say anything about me... Also, Brother Zhang is a reliable person and very enthusiastic. He will give you happiness and wish you all the best.After saying that, he heard his footsteps gradually moving away.

Nothing to do with you, take care of yourself...My business has nothing to do with you...Nana opened the door and shouted loudly.

Then she threw it to the door hard and lay on the bed and shed tears silently.

I can't let them hear me crying. I'm fine now. There is someone who loves me very much. He cares about me very much. Unlike you... He always treats me as a treasure, and is more considerate than you... Wuwuwu... Wuwuwuwu... Nannan... Ruoxin's somewhat haggard voice came from outside the door.

Mom, go... Let me calm down... She sobbed, trying to calm herself down.

I already...you are my mother, always...but I think, I will need some time to forget what happened between you...Nannan, mom doesn't ask you for anything else, mom just wants to take a good look at you before you leave, okay?Please...

Nana walked to the door, slowly unscrewed the door lock, but sat on the ground, blocked the door and said: But, I was afraid that we would be so crying that we couldn't speak.That's all... Maybe this is the case...will you forgive mom?Maybe in this way, he will... Ruoxin's voice becomes weaker and weaker.

Bang... There was a sound of metal falling to the ground outside the door.

Nana was shocked and quickly opened the door. She found that Ruoxin had cut her wrist and fell in a pool of blood... Mom, Duan Bi... Call an ambulance... Mom, she... She quickly took a cotton shirt to hold the wound on her wrist for her mother and called.

Xin'er... Duan Bi rushed over, he picked up Ruoxin and carried it out in cooperation with Nana.

You press, I'll get the money and hold Xiaoyu.Nana was also afraid that the child would have problems at home, so she went home and hugged the child and rushed out.

Ten minutes later, they drove to the hospital.

Doctor, emergency room... He rushed to the emergency room and shouted, holding Ruoxin who was already unconscious.

The nurse took the person and put it on a stretcher, and directly pushed it into the emergency operating room.

Duan Bi was covered in blood and sat nervously outside the operating room, while Nana was sitting on a bench at the far end of the operating room.

The two were silent and neither spoke.

Why do you want to stimulate her?Do you know how much she blames herself?For you, she had a depression attack. In the past half month, haven’t you seen that she has lost all of her weight?Stay away from me...1.This is a hospital.2.Holding your son... as far as you go.The evil you committed by yourself will not be blamed on me, but you have harmed my mother.When Duan Bi heard this, she sat on the bench with a breath as if she was struck by thunder.

After a long time, the lights in the emergency room went out. The doctor walked out and saw Duan Bi walking over with blood in her arms.

Doctor, how is she doing?The patient is not in danger of life, but because of his weak body and the deep wound, he loses too much blood, so he needs to rest for a period of time.In addition, the patient's mental state is also very worrying, and he should have suffered from very severe mental depression.Can we go in and see her?Nana felt very painful and couldn't help asking.

Not now.Patients need absolute rest.She needs to be transferred to the ICU, you can't visit her now.Thank you doctor... After seeing off the emergency doctor, Nana and Duan Bi had no communication, but just followed outside the ICU surveillance room silently.

None of the two looked at each other and sat relatively withered for half an hour.

Duan Yu, who was less than 4 months old, started crying inappropriately, which made Duan Bi, who was already upset, even more at a loss.

Pig head, the hospital should have infant and toddler care in the gynecology department... Nana said coldly.

Duan Bi stood up with a expressionless face holding the child and walked towards the lobby.

Change your clothes and call Uncle Duan again... Duan Bi hesitated and nodded and left.

An hour passed, and Duan Bi still didn't come back. Nana knew that he was avoiding herself and rubbed her aching neck. She couldn't help feeling mixed feelings. She took out her phone that had already been adjusted to vibrate and looked at it. There were 7 missed calls... Hey, um... I'm sorry, I can't go anymore, something happened to my house... I'm in the hospital now... No need, don't come, it's nothing big, a relative... I'll go there later... Well, okay... I must... After evading the greetings of my classmates, Nana hung up the phone and could only ask them to scold me for not being trustworthy. Sorry, sisters... You go, I'll guard here.Duan Bi was back at some point, and stood behind her and said.

Then I'll take a look... My mother is about to wake up and call me.Nana's tone unconsciously eased a lot.

Well...go.Nana called a taxi and arrived at the hotel they had made an appointment.

Sorry, I'm late.What the hell is Ah?Friend A asked.

A relative at home was hit by a car and went to the hospital to see her.Seriously not Ah?Who Ah?Friend B asked.

Could it be your Brother Duan?Friend C joked.

It’s not him, a distant relative, so I’ll go to comfort me, it’s okay.Why do you leave suddenly? So suddenly...

My...my dad is now in the UK, he is quite lonely alone, he can't do it, I can only accompany him... What should I do here at school?Return your boyfriend... friends continued to ask.

My dad applied for a good school for me there, University of Bath.Boyfriend...I don't know, if I can wait for me...

She felt ache in her heart, but she was talking about Zhang Qi.

You must be so good, you will definitely be able to hold on. We all support you... Well, it should be possible... Nana's tears silently slid from the corners of her eyes. Everyone thought she was reluctant to leave, and she was reluctant to leave her relatives, lovers and friends, but she didn't know the real pain in her heart.

After the meal, Nana used the excuse that she had to pack up her things and politely declined their kindness to drive her. She made an appointment with everyone to contact QQ and MSN frequently, and then reluctantly took the taxi and left.

Nana is weird today... Sure enough, let you fly to such an unfamiliar environment and start living again, and is so far away from your boyfriend. What good face can you have... I don't think it's that, why did you suddenly decide to go to the UK? The university that I've just entered... Although the people who waved goodbye had countless speculations, they didn't see Nana in the car crying in tears... Are you back?She woke up and wanted to see you.Duan Bi's face was very bad. When she saw Nana coming back, she whispered.

Nana hesitated and asked: Can you enter?Seeing Duan Bi nodded, he pushed the door and entered the ward.

It is not the large glass-covered sterile room I imagined, it is just a simple single ward plus a lot of monitoring instruments.

Seeing that after so much trouble and less than a week, my mother was tortured and haggard.

Let them be fulfilled... Nana's heart was shouting.

Mom... Nana shouted in tears.

Nannan... Her eyes were facing each other, but they were all hazy and could not see clearly.

Stop doing stupid things, okay?I didn't expect to take this step.But if I go, the gap between you will be eliminated... Don't be stupid, in fact, I have understood a long time ago that our direct problem is not here.You were also for me at the beginning... When something happened, you always have to find some reason for yourself... In fact, if it weren't for me...

The others are excuses, I'm sorry... Nannan, it's my mother who was wrong.No, after going through, I understand that what is mine is mine... I am very good now. There is a person who loves me very much and takes care of me. He is more suitable for me than Duan Bi, so you... Nana hasn't finished speaking yet, and she looks at her mother with a very strange look.

Could it be your dad?Mom, where do you want to go... Zhang Qi, Officer Zhang, you have seen it.

Nana blushed and she hurriedly explained.

Oh... I'm sorry, my mother really has paranoid now... Ruoxin said embarrassedly.

Nana knew that her mother was in a state of high mental tension, so she hurriedly comforted her: Okay, don’t think too much. The doctor said that you have a severe depression again. Have you not taken medicine recently?Ruoxin nodded.

If you do this, how can I leave with confidence?Take medicine well, cure the disease well, listen to your daughter's advice, okay?Nana complained in a low voice.

Stay here, mom doesn't want you to leave, just treat it for mom's illness... Mom goes to persuade him, mom can care nothing, mom just wants you... Nana knows what mom wants to say, but in an instant, she was shaken.

But in the blink of an eye, she shook her head and said: It’s impossible for me to be with him. He loves you. Now I love someone else... He is waiting for me to go back.

Then I'll follow you... Ruoxin said stubbornly.

Didn’t my mother always say that my daughter will get married when she grows up, and that she will be someone from other people’s family when she gets married, so she shouldn’t raise you. There are people who love you waiting for you... Okay, I won’t joke with you anymore.Mom, let’s talk about it when your injury and illness are cured... Is it OK?Nana saw the stinging pain in her mother's eyes, and she knew that the joke was not funny at all, so she quickly closed her mouth.

Do you really love that person?Ruoxin asked with her eyes closed.

Well, yes... OK, don't think too much, you need quiet cultivation and don't worry about it.Nana tightened her hand and said... Are you leaving?I won't leave, I will stay with you tonight.Forget it, you will leave tomorrow... Nana agreed to stay almost when she was so angry, but she still held back: It's okay, I'll get on the plane tomorrow, so I can sleep a little longer.Go back, they are here to accompany me... Ruoxin pointed at the door without any injuries and pointed at the door.

Nana turned her head and saw Duan Bi and Duan Yejun and his son standing at the door.

Yejun, you are here... I'm sorry, I should have told you long ago.Stop talking, in fact, I have understood everything since you came back from China... Duan Yejun said calmly.

You don’t know, it’s much earlier than that... Since Ruoxin confessed, he plans to explain it thoroughly.

Duan Yejun's face changed, obviously this had exceeded the bottom line he expected.

To be precise, it is one year, seven months and twelve days.You are a considerate husband, but not a good husband. I need you, you can't give it to me... I just feel that this is true, without guilt or owed.

But today I want to say sorry.Let's get divorced... Duan Yejun opened his mouth in surprise and didn't know what to say. He really didn't expect that things would come so suddenly.You... he felt his blood pressure coming up, his heart beat violently, and his blood was instantly rushing into his brain, and his eyes were about to fall... Dad... Doctor... Yejun... Nana looked at Duan Bi and her mother and exclaimed, calling for help, she didn't understand their affection and ruthlessness.Maybe they are really a perfect match?She left quietly, she couldn't understand...I can't understand the complexity of human nature, and couldn't understand the fragility of human nature... It is said that Uncle Duan's fainting was just a false alarm and did not cause any serious consequences such as cerebral stroke, cerebral congestion, etc. He was still him, awesme shopping mall, Duan Yejun, who was chatting and laughing... It was inevitable that they divorced.It is inevitable that they will leave.To the outside world, Duan Yu is still Duan Yejun's youngest son, but they both seem to have evaporated from the world. They have not contacted anyone anymore. The only email address that can be reached is her. Whether it is herself or her sister, she has not sent any emails to greet her for a long time, nor has she received it again... After more than ten hours of bumpy Air Canada's AC 25 flight landed at the Capital Airport.

Nana dragged her tired body out of the passenger passage. Facing her father, sister and Zhang Qi, she couldn't laugh, and she didn't take the initiative to say a word... Jiajia easily saw that she had something to worry about and couldn't help but worry about her.

On the plane back to Linhai, the two sisters sat side by side, and Jia Jia asked: What happened?Nana shook her head and said: I won’t say anything, I’m a little tired... Duan Bi is back?Nana nodded.

Jia Jia's eyes were filled with worry.

you?Sister, don’t guess, it has nothing to do with him. I’m very confused, let me be quiet... Nana can’t understand this world. Should people be selfless or selfish?

Why can some people not bear to hurt each other, but can say such straightforward and cruel words to another kind person... Does sister, father, Rouran, and even Zhang Qi have such a side?

Where is me?

I'm also thinking about... what kind of feelings do I have for Zhang Qi?

Apart from gratitude, I can't imagine what's left between us?

He doesn't understand me, or the people around me, but he says he loves me, what does he love?

Do I love him?

What is love?

I don’t know... With his emotional intelligence, does he know?

Sister, what exactly is love?Nana asked with a sigh.

Well... My own understanding is that I will always think about him. When I think of him, I feel sweet in my heart. I can compromise for him and be willing to give everything for him. There is no more in my eyes and heart except him... Jia Jia said, looking at Nana's somewhat confused expression.

Of course, it depends on whether the other person has you in his heart and whether it is worth it for him.But you didn’t just say that love is willing to give for him.That's why we have to limit whether it is worth paying for that person. There is no reason to pay for a person for ten or twenty years without getting a response. Do you understand what I mean?Jia Jia asked with some concern.

Well... I said it has nothing to do with Duan Bi, but I suddenly thought of this question...

What's the matter?Tell me, there must be something wrong... Nana sighed and shook her head and said: It has nothing to do with us, it is their Duan family's business. I saw it there, and I felt a little moved, that's all.Then you see that Zhang Qi comes to pick you up, and you don’t even say anything to others. This is so heartbreaking.Maybe I'm too tired, I'm very tired... Let me take a break...

Nana didn't say anything more and fell down the seat path and fell asleep.

Behind her seat was Zhang Qi. Jia Jia looked at him and signaled that he didn't have to worry. Zhang Qi's frown slowly opened a little.

Tell me what happened, okay?After leaving the airport, Zhang Qi hugged Nana and sat in the last row of seats in the car, and asked in a low voice.

It's really okay, don't worry, it's just a little tired... I'm sorry, it's not intentionally neglecting you... Well, it's okay, I'm just a little worried about you.It's really okay, don't worry.As she said that, she leaned her body obediently on him.

Give me some time, I need to think about some things... But don't worry, it has nothing to do with others, but I can't figure out some things in my heart... Zhang Qi hugged her shoulder and said: Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will support you by your side.I won't ask if there is anything inconvenient to say.When you want to say it, come and tell me, I want to know everything about you. After all, sometimes, don’t be in your heart for a long time, you will get sick.Nana knew he was still wrong, but she didn't explain anything else.

She didn't know what she was thinking?

The further away from that world, the more she seemed to think of Duan Bi. She originally wanted to go back and make a break, but the more she got more and more tangled, she kept saying, "It has nothing to do with him, is that really the case?"

Thank you, when I think it through, I will tell you everything... The lights are blooming, Nana leans on Zhang Qi's chest, looking at the street scenes that are quickly retreating on both sides without focus, and said lightly.

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye it is the end of April when the fragrance has disappeared. Rouran returns to Beijing to go to school, and Zul also returns to Paris. The lively Cheng family mansion suddenly seems much deserted.

Now, only Zhiyang and Zhang Qi, a migrant population who often visits.

Today, Cheng Zhiyang went to book a plane ticket to Paris. Nana's visa has been approved. She still has to continue studying, but she is worried about leaving her alone in the country, so Zhiyang applied for a school in Paris.

Just found out...had a haircut?Have you changed into contact lenses?Nana sat in Zhang Qi's arms, bored and aimlessly clicking the Internet. She looked back and realized the difference between Zhang Qi today. She got closer and smelled it, and sprayed perfume... Go on a blind date?I was really defeated by you. Didn’t you keep saying that I am old-fashioned and need some change?How about it, is there some change?Zhang Qi said with a smile.

Nana is a little crazy. He has made so many changes for me. Just like what my sister said, is this also a manifestation of his love?

But why can't I find this feeling?

He said lightly: It's okay...

Seeing Zhang Qi was very disappointed with this evaluation, she couldn't bear to comfort her: Don't think about it. You can't go to work like this. You waste time every day thinking about it will affect your work, and you are also afraid that something will happen to you.Zhang Qi's face relaxed a little, and he tried hard to adjust his lower breath and said: There is no regulation that public security personnel are not allowed to love beauty, but if you say that, I won't do it in the future.What's wrong, angry?Spicy... Nana saw that he stopped talking and knew that he was injured by herself again. By the way, over the past two months, the differences between them have become increasingly greater. Sometimes they often quarrel about trivial matters. Nana is increasingly aware of his emotional fragility and is easily injured.

It's nothing, it's just that sometimes I feel very angry and talking to you is a mess.Zhang Qi said angrily.

If you don’t say it, you will listen to me?Humph, he didn't want to say anything... Nana stood up from him and sat on the reception chair next to her and said angrily.

Then you can’t play with me like this, is it easy for me?To make you happy, I stood in front of the mirror and poked my fingers... My eyes were not blind. I didn't wear such a broken thing for half an hour. When I got to you, you couldn't see anything.Zhang Qi said loudly.

What are you shouting for?Don't whisper... Why can't I see it?I have remembered all your changes and what you did for me, but is it necessary to dig out all of them?I know it's not easy for you, you're busy... I'm going to leave again and you're in a bad mood.But, you can't tolerate me losing my temper?You didn't say you would always listen to me, never quarrel with me, or you didn't hit me... You didn't do anything except the one at the end.She was going to Paris to relax with her sister, and she might stay for a while and think about her future with Zhang Qi, but Zhang Qi was a little nervous about this.

Is that what I didn’t do properly?I work more than 10 hours a day and run more than 20 kilometers back and forth every day just to see you.Am I so cheap?Is it only worth your lukewarmness towards me?Tell me, what are you thinking? When you come back from Canada, every time you kiss you, you avoid and don’t let me kiss you. I don’t understand, I can’t understand... Why do you suddenly become so cold?Nana looked at him coldly and said: I am such a person. I have said a long time ago that you don’t understand me at all... I am actually such a person, and this is the real me.At that time, if you think I was pretending or if you misunderstood, I had nothing to say.You always say it generously, but you don’t remember that thing in your heart, and you will find it out with me at that time.If you really have a future, do you want to go through that with me?You...I don't want to argue with you, can't I leave?goodbye.Zhang Qi said nothing and walked towards the door.

Also, you recently met a "fallen sky" online, right?Are you peeking at my chat history?Nana really couldn't believe that he would do this.

That was a new QQ she added recently. A 23- or 4-year-old boy, who has nothing to do every day, and his daily life seems to be interesting, but how could Zhang Qi know?

No...but someone in the bureau told me...husband?When did you call me that?Are I your boyfriend?Zhang Qi suddenly roared in anger, Nana trembled in fear.

What's wrong?Are you quarreling?Jiajia heard their quarrel from downstairs and ran over quickly. Seeing Nana leaning against the desk in a distraught way, she hurriedly hugged her in her arms and said: What are you doing?Showing your might in front of your girlfriend, you are so capable.I don't want to say anything more... Ask her, I'm leaving.Zhang Qi went downstairs without looking back and changed his shoes and left.

Zhang Qi felt very wronged. He just needed an explanation. For this reason, he dressed up with all his heart, let go of his persistence, and even a little dignity to win back a woman's heart.

He didn't care about the previous events. Even if his colleague who was tracked down Nana's chat record made him laugh at him for being cowardly, he didn't care. What's ridiculous is that he only realized now that Nana didn't let him touch her was to keep her chastity for the sake of the nihilistic boyfriend.

How could this not make him angry?

Nannan, what's wrong?Nothing...but, I think, we're done... Nana smiled sadly.

Jia Jia sighed and said nothing.

She foresaw this situation. She had advised her sister to play with fire, but she could not stop a girl who was so obsessed that she was so confused that she flew into the fire.

In fact, it won't be too serious... I'm leaving... I'm going to calm down for a while, which is actually not a good thing.

Well... Stop talking to the gangster online... Well, I actually deleted him.I know he is just teasing me, and I just want to indulge before leaving... Then you...

It's broken before leaving. This is great, and it will be even more uncomfortable to drag him like this... Nana said, biting her lips and holding back her tears.

Jia Jia hugged her sister and patted her back... Silly girl, don't you feel uncomfortable?

Why bother...?