Dongxu tightened his heart and saw it.She took a deep breath.
I've seen him
As long as it is a lie, it will be exposed one day, and she no longer wants to lie to him.
But Lu Bo did not continue to ask questions this time.
I didn't ask where I saw him, what I did, and why I met him.The opposite side of the phone was quiet for a while before the news jumped out.
I have something to do now, I'll talk later
Dong Xu's tight heart loosened and then twisted it hard.
I actually want to show off when I say this.
If he asked why, she would say you scold me. I can control myself and not take the initiative to see him, but I can't control him and I feel unmoved when he sees me.
We three can't...
But he didn't take the cards, and he escaped.
Dongxu turned off his phone.
She lowered her hands and looked at a fork in the road not far away.Walking left or right, she felt that she would be hurt by pulling any way she walked.
This is how I fell in love with two people. No matter how I feel about Lu Bo, I can't change my feelings about Cheng Jin.It is obvious that one-on-one is normal, but there are only more and more entanglements and discomforts here.
Back in the room, Dongxu closed the curtains and covered them with darkness.
Before going to bed, she remembered that he tried his best to suppress his crazy emotions. After smashing the wall, her hands were still clenched into fists, and the back of her hands was still trembling. It took a long time to slowly release.
She watched the blood flow from the bloody knuckles to the fingertips, and seemed to feel the heavy numbness of the blood stopping at the fingertips. At that moment, she felt his pain.
The pain gradually became her pain.
I have always been indifferent and well-educated when encountering things, but I have made him suffer like this.She thought, I owe him, I don't want this anymore.
She had a dream, and there was Cheng Jin in her dream.
……………………
The first day of National Day is on holiday, and the morning is clear and Dongxu stays at home.
It was almost noon, Lu Bo was coming to have a meal, so she went downstairs to buy groceries.
After paying the bill, she walked out of the door. She raised her eyes and stood alone in front of her for a distance.
The two of them had a moment of silence first, and he spoke only after the person behind them walked around her.
I still want to come to you.
She blinked and said softly: Oh.
I don't know why it turned out like this.He smiled bitterly, his voice felt a little aggrieved, we were obviously fine when you graduated.
Dong Xu twisted his fingers and pinched the plastic bag of the vegetables.
Can you sit down and chat?He asked.
This is the first time she has seen He Yuze like this.
Looking back on the old friendship in the past, he was one of her few friends and had always been very good.She did have some things that he needed to answer.Dongxu opened his mouth and asked him to visit her house.
While walking and chatting, He Yuze talked about the old things in college, which made the atmosphere between the two more relaxed.
He entered the door, and the sound was still sunny.
It was not until I saw a pair of male slippers on the ground that my voice was lowered without any notice.
I thought you really ignored me.
Dongxu lowered his head: We can be friends.
She gave him a shoe cover and poured him a glass of water on the sofa.He also held a cup and sat opposite him.
Sitting so far?
Ah?She just said ah.
In the past, you would only sit next to me in a debate competition.
Dong Xu was stunned for a moment and held the water cup.Soon, she changed the subject.
That...woman wearing a black sweatshirt, do you know her?
Also, why are you saying that you are careful about Cheng Jin?
He said quietly, sit here, I'll tell you.
She looked at him and slowly: … This distance is enough.
He looked at the pair of men's slippers on the ground, his expression became cold, but the corners of his mouth were smiling.
When we first met, we all liked to eat pork buns. We met at the same breakfast shop every day, and you always sat opposite me.I was locked outside by my roommates and you chatted with me, but we didn't feel sleepy when we sat in the playground for a night.On the day of the debate competition, I finally shook your hand and I thought we would be together.
She clearly saw the resentment and pain in his eyes, and her neck tightened.
When He Yuze pressed over, her water cup fell to the ground.He pressed her shoulders hard, making her shoulder and clavicle hurt, and she looked at him in shock.
He stared at her: You promised that I liked that day, and now I feel disgusted.
He suddenly grabbed a strand of her hair tightly, and he pressed it against his lips and kissed it, so soft, and so desperate as to grab her hair.
I've been trying hard to save money and want to treat you well.
You actually got together with two men.Do you think I don't know?I have observed you for so long. I was there when Lu Bo kissed you for the first time. Yesterday, I watched you being touched by Cheng Jin, you bitch.
Slutty thing, how hungry are you? You need two to satisfy you, huh?
He kissed her neck angrily, tightening her struggling hands with one hand and sliding down her shoulder with the other.His touch made her nauseous.
Holding the feeling of vomiting, Dongxu looked around in panic, and fear spread throughout her body until she saw a fruit knife on the coffee table, not far from her hand.
Her chest tightened, slowly calmed down, and her mind was spinning faster.
Talking out with difficulty: ... Actually, I like you.
What?He stopped.
...I accidentally hurt their friend and was very injured, so this group of people took revenge on me and just wanted to play with me.I don't want you to get involved in this trouble.
He increased his strength: Lie to me?
Don't you believe me?She raised her red eyes.
He looked at it and looked in, and she cried so hard that he felt soft-hearted.His hands slowly loosened. He just liked her so much. He wanted to tell her that I didn't want to scare you so much.
Slowly, she trembled her hands and touched his palm. He shook and let go of his hand.
She hugged him gently and said sorry softly, her left hand slowly slid on his spine, and her lips leaned against his ears as he froze.
His right hand instantly picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and the sharp tip of the knife was pressed against his back neck.
Her voice was so scared that she trembled: ...Don't move.
At this time, the door rang, and Lu Bo walked in with the roast duck. He had the key to her house.
……………………
He Yuze was dismissed on the spot for sexual harassment. Lu Bo asked him to go to the company to pack up his things and leave today.
When he returned home in the afternoon, he was holding some documents in his hand, and there were bruises left after being beaten up on his mouth, cheeks and eyes.
The woman in a black sweatshirt came out of the kitchen and was shocked: What's wrong?
He shouted softly, tears flowing out of expressionless face.
Mom, it's over.
……………………
Unexpectedly, He Yuze would keep track of and peeping at her.In order to suppress the shock at night, Dong Xu and Lu Bo went to see a funny movie.I felt it halfway through seeing it, and slowly she smiled happily and felt better.
Below the community, she was kissed by him again and again, and she was having difficulty breathing.
He suddenly said: You fell asleep in the cinema behind.
She nodded.
He laughed: He called Cheng Jin.
She slowly lowered her eyes.
Lu Bo suddenly grabbed her hair and inserted his fingers deeply. He combed her hair slowly.He looked her eyes quietly, the silent silence made it difficult for her to breathe, and his heartbeat began to be violent.
He pulled her face closer: When will he move?
She was subconsciously silent.
when?
...Let's finish the festival.
Am I asking too much?
She felt a little pain in her scalp, but it disappeared quickly.
No.It was my fault.
Lu Bo looked at her and found that his hysterical emotions seemed to have been taken away at once. He was so empty that he could not pick up any energy. He didn't have the energy to argue or make a fuss.
He let go: Go home.
Dong Xu got out of the car slowly and walked a few steps. He suddenly called her.
Dongxu.
She turned her head.
He smoked in sorrow, looking straight ahead, and his voice showed compromise.
Give me some more time.
……………………
Dongxu entered the door in a daze, and she stood down and waited for the elevator against the wall.
The elevator opened on the first floor and she saw a man wearing moving company uniform standing next to a pile of cardboard boxes.
There is a panda doll on the cardboard box.
May I ask, which floor is it moving?She couldn't help asking.
7th floor.
She lives on the 6th floor.
Thanks.
After thanking her, she stepped onto another elevator.
Looking at the advertisement in the elevator, she felt the screws connecting the bones in her body slowly loosening.
The panda doll was caught by her claw machine in her first year of high school and gave it to him. I didn't expect that he would still keep it, and it was so clean.
……………………
Cheng Jin wants to move?
Dong Xu felt his bones begin to fall out one by one.
As soon as she opened the door, all the bones in her body fell out and she could no longer support her. Her legs collapsed on the ground.
Have you ever thought that I will never pay attention to you again?
His words rang silently.She straightened her upper body and wanted to run to the seventh floor, with her legs raised halfway, but she sat back.
She can't look for him, she must take care of herself.
Since I said that kind of thing to him, I am not qualified to repent.
She prepared tomorrow's dishes, cooked a pot of porridge and kept it cold, and then mopped the floor. She said she wanted to take care of herself.
She cleaned her bedroom, her pillowcase and sheets were completely renovated, and her desk was cleaned up. She kept saying that she wanted to take care of herself.
She turned on the TV on the sofa. As soon as the TV sound came out, she suddenly ran out of the door. She ran into the stairwell, walked up the stairs gently, walked to the seventh floor, hid in the corner of the stairwell, and slowly poked out half of her body to watch.
Only moving workers.
She looked at it for more than an hour, and she didn't see Cheng Jin until the workers were exposed.
The voice-controlled lights in the stairwell dimmed, and the darkness drowned her like a tide.
She drooped her eyes, squatted down slowly, hugged her knees, and buried her in her head. A strong sadness pulled her down, pulling her intestines, so that she couldn't stand up no matter how hard she was.
……………………
Cheng Jin was sucking his last breath of cigarette in the stairwell on the sixth floor, and he looked up at her.
Taking the cigarette, he turned and left.
I've seen him
As long as it is a lie, it will be exposed one day, and she no longer wants to lie to him.
But Lu Bo did not continue to ask questions this time.
I didn't ask where I saw him, what I did, and why I met him.The opposite side of the phone was quiet for a while before the news jumped out.
I have something to do now, I'll talk later
Dong Xu's tight heart loosened and then twisted it hard.
I actually want to show off when I say this.
If he asked why, she would say you scold me. I can control myself and not take the initiative to see him, but I can't control him and I feel unmoved when he sees me.
We three can't...
But he didn't take the cards, and he escaped.
Dongxu turned off his phone.
She lowered her hands and looked at a fork in the road not far away.Walking left or right, she felt that she would be hurt by pulling any way she walked.
This is how I fell in love with two people. No matter how I feel about Lu Bo, I can't change my feelings about Cheng Jin.It is obvious that one-on-one is normal, but there are only more and more entanglements and discomforts here.
Back in the room, Dongxu closed the curtains and covered them with darkness.
Before going to bed, she remembered that he tried his best to suppress his crazy emotions. After smashing the wall, her hands were still clenched into fists, and the back of her hands was still trembling. It took a long time to slowly release.
She watched the blood flow from the bloody knuckles to the fingertips, and seemed to feel the heavy numbness of the blood stopping at the fingertips. At that moment, she felt his pain.
The pain gradually became her pain.
I have always been indifferent and well-educated when encountering things, but I have made him suffer like this.She thought, I owe him, I don't want this anymore.
She had a dream, and there was Cheng Jin in her dream.
……………………
The first day of National Day is on holiday, and the morning is clear and Dongxu stays at home.
It was almost noon, Lu Bo was coming to have a meal, so she went downstairs to buy groceries.
After paying the bill, she walked out of the door. She raised her eyes and stood alone in front of her for a distance.
The two of them had a moment of silence first, and he spoke only after the person behind them walked around her.
I still want to come to you.
She blinked and said softly: Oh.
I don't know why it turned out like this.He smiled bitterly, his voice felt a little aggrieved, we were obviously fine when you graduated.
Dong Xu twisted his fingers and pinched the plastic bag of the vegetables.
Can you sit down and chat?He asked.
This is the first time she has seen He Yuze like this.
Looking back on the old friendship in the past, he was one of her few friends and had always been very good.She did have some things that he needed to answer.Dongxu opened his mouth and asked him to visit her house.
While walking and chatting, He Yuze talked about the old things in college, which made the atmosphere between the two more relaxed.
He entered the door, and the sound was still sunny.
It was not until I saw a pair of male slippers on the ground that my voice was lowered without any notice.
I thought you really ignored me.
Dongxu lowered his head: We can be friends.
She gave him a shoe cover and poured him a glass of water on the sofa.He also held a cup and sat opposite him.
Sitting so far?
Ah?She just said ah.
In the past, you would only sit next to me in a debate competition.
Dong Xu was stunned for a moment and held the water cup.Soon, she changed the subject.
That...woman wearing a black sweatshirt, do you know her?
Also, why are you saying that you are careful about Cheng Jin?
He said quietly, sit here, I'll tell you.
She looked at him and slowly: … This distance is enough.
He looked at the pair of men's slippers on the ground, his expression became cold, but the corners of his mouth were smiling.
When we first met, we all liked to eat pork buns. We met at the same breakfast shop every day, and you always sat opposite me.I was locked outside by my roommates and you chatted with me, but we didn't feel sleepy when we sat in the playground for a night.On the day of the debate competition, I finally shook your hand and I thought we would be together.
She clearly saw the resentment and pain in his eyes, and her neck tightened.
When He Yuze pressed over, her water cup fell to the ground.He pressed her shoulders hard, making her shoulder and clavicle hurt, and she looked at him in shock.
He stared at her: You promised that I liked that day, and now I feel disgusted.
He suddenly grabbed a strand of her hair tightly, and he pressed it against his lips and kissed it, so soft, and so desperate as to grab her hair.
I've been trying hard to save money and want to treat you well.
You actually got together with two men.Do you think I don't know?I have observed you for so long. I was there when Lu Bo kissed you for the first time. Yesterday, I watched you being touched by Cheng Jin, you bitch.
Slutty thing, how hungry are you? You need two to satisfy you, huh?
He kissed her neck angrily, tightening her struggling hands with one hand and sliding down her shoulder with the other.His touch made her nauseous.
Holding the feeling of vomiting, Dongxu looked around in panic, and fear spread throughout her body until she saw a fruit knife on the coffee table, not far from her hand.
Her chest tightened, slowly calmed down, and her mind was spinning faster.
Talking out with difficulty: ... Actually, I like you.
What?He stopped.
...I accidentally hurt their friend and was very injured, so this group of people took revenge on me and just wanted to play with me.I don't want you to get involved in this trouble.
He increased his strength: Lie to me?
Don't you believe me?She raised her red eyes.
He looked at it and looked in, and she cried so hard that he felt soft-hearted.His hands slowly loosened. He just liked her so much. He wanted to tell her that I didn't want to scare you so much.
Slowly, she trembled her hands and touched his palm. He shook and let go of his hand.
She hugged him gently and said sorry softly, her left hand slowly slid on his spine, and her lips leaned against his ears as he froze.
His right hand instantly picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and the sharp tip of the knife was pressed against his back neck.
Her voice was so scared that she trembled: ...Don't move.
At this time, the door rang, and Lu Bo walked in with the roast duck. He had the key to her house.
……………………
He Yuze was dismissed on the spot for sexual harassment. Lu Bo asked him to go to the company to pack up his things and leave today.
When he returned home in the afternoon, he was holding some documents in his hand, and there were bruises left after being beaten up on his mouth, cheeks and eyes.
The woman in a black sweatshirt came out of the kitchen and was shocked: What's wrong?
He shouted softly, tears flowing out of expressionless face.
Mom, it's over.
……………………
Unexpectedly, He Yuze would keep track of and peeping at her.In order to suppress the shock at night, Dong Xu and Lu Bo went to see a funny movie.I felt it halfway through seeing it, and slowly she smiled happily and felt better.
Below the community, she was kissed by him again and again, and she was having difficulty breathing.
He suddenly said: You fell asleep in the cinema behind.
She nodded.
He laughed: He called Cheng Jin.
She slowly lowered her eyes.
Lu Bo suddenly grabbed her hair and inserted his fingers deeply. He combed her hair slowly.He looked her eyes quietly, the silent silence made it difficult for her to breathe, and his heartbeat began to be violent.
He pulled her face closer: When will he move?
She was subconsciously silent.
when?
...Let's finish the festival.
Am I asking too much?
She felt a little pain in her scalp, but it disappeared quickly.
No.It was my fault.
Lu Bo looked at her and found that his hysterical emotions seemed to have been taken away at once. He was so empty that he could not pick up any energy. He didn't have the energy to argue or make a fuss.
He let go: Go home.
Dong Xu got out of the car slowly and walked a few steps. He suddenly called her.
Dongxu.
She turned her head.
He smoked in sorrow, looking straight ahead, and his voice showed compromise.
Give me some more time.
……………………
Dongxu entered the door in a daze, and she stood down and waited for the elevator against the wall.
The elevator opened on the first floor and she saw a man wearing moving company uniform standing next to a pile of cardboard boxes.
There is a panda doll on the cardboard box.
May I ask, which floor is it moving?She couldn't help asking.
7th floor.
She lives on the 6th floor.
Thanks.
After thanking her, she stepped onto another elevator.
Looking at the advertisement in the elevator, she felt the screws connecting the bones in her body slowly loosening.
The panda doll was caught by her claw machine in her first year of high school and gave it to him. I didn't expect that he would still keep it, and it was so clean.
……………………
Cheng Jin wants to move?
Dong Xu felt his bones begin to fall out one by one.
As soon as she opened the door, all the bones in her body fell out and she could no longer support her. Her legs collapsed on the ground.
Have you ever thought that I will never pay attention to you again?
His words rang silently.She straightened her upper body and wanted to run to the seventh floor, with her legs raised halfway, but she sat back.
She can't look for him, she must take care of herself.
Since I said that kind of thing to him, I am not qualified to repent.
She prepared tomorrow's dishes, cooked a pot of porridge and kept it cold, and then mopped the floor. She said she wanted to take care of herself.
She cleaned her bedroom, her pillowcase and sheets were completely renovated, and her desk was cleaned up. She kept saying that she wanted to take care of herself.
She turned on the TV on the sofa. As soon as the TV sound came out, she suddenly ran out of the door. She ran into the stairwell, walked up the stairs gently, walked to the seventh floor, hid in the corner of the stairwell, and slowly poked out half of her body to watch.
Only moving workers.
She looked at it for more than an hour, and she didn't see Cheng Jin until the workers were exposed.
The voice-controlled lights in the stairwell dimmed, and the darkness drowned her like a tide.
She drooped her eyes, squatted down slowly, hugged her knees, and buried her in her head. A strong sadness pulled her down, pulling her intestines, so that she couldn't stand up no matter how hard she was.
……………………
Cheng Jin was sucking his last breath of cigarette in the stairwell on the sixth floor, and he looked up at her.
Taking the cigarette, he turned and left.