Chapter 184

The little sister moved closer to Shabi, crossed her with her other intact left hand, and touched Shabi's arm.

Shabi could feel that her sister-in-law had been empty with the right hand closest to her. She knew that her sister-in-law's hand was incomplete and was a skinny chicken feet. However, she felt that her sister-in-law's life was healthy and had the warmth of that family. Under this psychological trend, she held the right hand that had been hiding on the coffee table and held it tightly in the palm of her hand. Maybe she had been holding the basin just now, which was infected with the heat from the outer edge of the basin. She felt that her sister's hand was cold. The right hand was only the size of a toddler, and she couldn't touch any muscles. The bones were pricked out stiffly, but Shabi felt very comfortable holding it. She needed some comfort from family affection, even a pair of disabled and sick hands.

The younger sister-in-law used her other intact hand to put it on Shabby's hand and asked: I haven't seen you for a long time. I know you are not living a good life. You are the hardest child in the family.

My sister-in-law, I don’t know why, I encountered all unpleasant things. What did I do wrong?Shabby said cryingly.

Shaman, stop talking, I won’t blame you for the past, no one blames you.

Isn't you really blame me?Shabi looked at the younger sister-in-law like help.

Your family won't blame you.You are a good boy. When your father-in-law is here, you are the one you care about the most.How old were you at that time, what could you understand?It's not your business.

The younger sister-in-law pressed her strong hands tightly on Shabby's hand.

Sister-in-law, what you said is true?

How could I lie to you?After you left home, your father-in-law and mother-in-law looked for a long time. Your aunt also sent a missing person notice on the TV station. Later, she heard that you were looking for a job and thought that you might want to leave this home and don’t want to see everything in the past again, so everyone gave up looking for it.In fact, everyone in the family likes you, and your father likes you too.

The younger sister-in-law said.

Shaby's father is the only male among the five children in the family. He has been the most spoiled since childhood. In this spoiled spoiled, there is the care of elders and the care of several sisters.

Shabi's father was about to come to an end of the resignation of educated youth in Shanghai. At that time, the third sister, Sisi's mother, was sent to Chongming Island, which is also part of Shanghai, while Shabi's father was sent to Huangshan area of ​​Anhui.

At that time, the entire Huangshan Forest Farm was formed by educated youth who were sent to the team.

Today, people can appreciate the steepness of Huangshan Mountain, but the educated youth who lived in the depths of the closed and overlapping mountains, but they got completely no romantic hardship.

Shabi's father didn't go to Huangshan for long and did not suffer much. When he went there, the conditions of Huangshan Forest Farm had improved a lot. In those years, every year, Shanghai condolence groups went to Huangshan Forest Farm to visit the educated youth in Shanghai.

Shabby's aunt is the largest in the family among her fathers and has good living conditions. She often comes to visit her only younger brother by her grandparents.

Not long after, the Cultural Revolution ended, all the educated youth in Shanghai returned to the city, and their father returned to Shanghai.

At that time, Shabi's grandmother worked in a street sewing club. In order to give her only son a job, she retired from work at home and asked Shabi's father to take over the work in the street office. Later, the small street factory became more and more recession, Shabi's father did clothing business on Huaihai Road. Others made money by making money, but Shabi's father lost money as he did. After taking stock of the clothes, he did not make a lot of money, but instead owed a lot of debts outside.

For a while, the creditor of the family came to the door and couldn't get peace. Shabi's mother stood in a shop in Putuo District. She went out early and came back late every day. Her relationship with her father was always cold in Shabi's eyes.

In Shabby's mind, his father was too tall and clumsy, like a big bear. In fact, the photos of his father when he was a child were also innocent, cute, thin and tender skin. For some reason, he was middle-aged but had a tiger back and a bear waist, a dark face and rough skin. However, his mother was small and delicate, graceful, and very unmatched with his father. A very intuitive feeling was that his mother was like his father's daughter.

Later, the time for her mother to come back was getting less and less. After Shabi entrusted her to her grandparents, her impression of her parents became increasingly weak. She felt the disagreement and unfamiliarity between her parents. Later, she only knew that her father no longer lived with her mother, and her mother was missing or knew where to go, and her family just kept it from her.

Later, my father continued to work hard to take stock of the clothing store on Huaihai Road. When his family said that he lived with the aunt who sold clothes, Shabby completely cut off contact with his parents.

What she could hear was the message of the words and words about her father revealed in her grandparents. Dad worked very hard. Every day when he rushed to Huaihai Road in the city center, he first walked a long way on his bicycle, then placed his bicycle next to the shop at the bus stop, and took a car to the city center. He got off at the bus closest to the Huaihai Road Clothing Store, and then rode another bicycle placed there in a nearby family, and rushed to the destination.

Two bicycles and one bus are the means of transportation my father travels every day, and the main purpose is to minimize costs.

However, squeezing in the bustling area in the city center did not bring about particularly prosperous business. Shabby felt that his father was not doing well. Grandpa and grandma often muttered behind his back, and then secretly stuffed some money to his father when his father came.

Now that the younger sister-in-law mentioned her father, her tears flowed down again.

Since the bathroom incident that happened at her grandfather's house, she was frightened, and something even more terrible was still behind. The third aunt came to her grandfather's house every day, crying, and Shabi's eyes were also unfamiliar with Shabi. One day, the third uncle was called, and the grandfather taught the third uncle a lesson sternly. Shabi saw that the third uncle was ordered to kneel in front of the third aunt and burst into tears.

In her eyes, the adult who deserves respect is actually punished like a child, and she feels that all her sins are her own.

If you don't make such a statement, you won't let everyone know.

She felt more and more guilty.

From then on, the grandparents looked at her more and more silently, and were filled with unsatisfied helplessness. Once, when the fashionable teenager stared at her and said fiercely: You are a bad woman.

This gave Shabby a strong stimulation. She felt that this home had no place for her and her only choice was to leave the home.

She had not graduated from high school at that time, and when she saw the numerous recruitment announcements, she entered society early.

Having weaned her family too early makes her feel an incomplete nostalgic nostalgia for her family.