Chapter 9

sorry!

Xia Huaijin put down the electronic video device in his hand and raised his head. Ye Xuan stood at the door as she had done in the past few days, giving him apologies.

He didn't say anything, picked up the video player and browsed the news again.

Sure enough, it still doesn't work... The frustration in her heart was about to overwhelm Ye Xuan. She realized her mistake, but it seemed that it was useless.

How could she be so stupid? Xia Huaijin is different from other men.

For other men, Ye Xuan's concept is reproachable, because the education they received from childhood to adulthood has long determined that they have completely lost their pursuit of equality.

But as the leader of the Male Liberation Front, Xia Huaijin thought that his compatriots were fighting for freedom as his mission, how could he accept Ye Xuan's love that lacked respect? This love was even an insult to him.

No matter how Ye Xuan apologizes or defends her, it is actually useless.

Will the values ​​formed from childhood to adulthood change overnight?

Xia Huaijin was not so stupid that she believed that Ye Xuan would become a human rights fighter in one night. The reason why she felt sorry was because she felt that she had hurt him.

The hanging hair blocked Ye Xuan's face. She tried her best to endure the expression that was so frustrated that she almost cried, and pulled the corners of her mouth, making her face look less stiff.

Xia Huaijin still ignored him. This man seemed to be determined. No matter what Ye Xuan did, he would not respond again.

It doesn’t matter. I’m cheering myself up over and over again in my heart. If I know I’m wrong, then correct it.

If the correction is still unsuccessful, then... let's talk about it again.

It has to be said that Xia Huaijin's guess about Ye Xuan's personality is completely correct. She is by no means a cowardly person. Instead, she is becoming more and more courageous as she goes down, and she has the awareness to fight to the end in this silent competition.

Xia Huaijin felt that she had made a mistake and thought that her cold attitude could scare Ye Xuan away. Why did she seem to stick to herself even tighter?

It’s not that they had a closer contact. After that day, Ye Xuan stopped having a physical examination for Xia Huaijin.

In the past, she liked to eat Xia Huaijin's tofu the most, but Xia Huaijin actually knew it.

To put it bluntly, this behavior is actually sexual harassment, but because one party is in a strong position, the other party can only pretend to be stupid.

Realizing that something was wrong, although he felt like he was scratching his heart and wanted to pounce on Xia Huaijin's clothes, Ye Xuan finally restrained herself.

The first time she tried to treat a man with an equal attitude, not thinking about how to do everything possible to own him, but trying to get close to him and understand him.

And the closer she got, the more she felt Xia Huaijin was so charming.

Even if she did nothing, she just sat aside and watched Xia Huaijin, she could watch her all day with relish.

So this woman's daily routine activities now have changed from physical examinations and nagging to apologizing and staring at herself in a daze?

Holding the video device in his hand, although he tried his best to ignore the scorching gaze behind him, Xia Huaijin became more and more uneasy.

He is not someone who will be easily influenced by the outside world, but he can't treat Ye Xuan as air.

Why did he care about her? She was the one who made the mistake and was the one who was humiliated. Xia Huaijin should be happy to see Ye Xuan apologize to himself over and over again, but for some reason, whenever Ye Xuan bent down at the door, his heart would tighten.

It came again, and he had unusual softness towards this woman.

Ye Xuan.He suddenly turned around.

Ye Xuan was staring at the man's broad back, her always stiff mouth was curled up, and she didn't know what she thought of, and showed a slightly weird smile.

When she heard Xia Huaijin's voice, she was shocked and her body shrank slightly backwards, just like a frightened squirrel. Xia Huaijin made her angry and funny.

What exactly do you want to do?Xia Huai looked at Ye Xuan.

Ye Xuan lowered her head and immediately raised her head the next moment: I, she bit her lip and looked back at Xia Huaijin's eyes for the first time, I want to prove my sincerity.

As for what sincerity is, the sincerity of asking for forgiveness, or the sincerity of expressing love?

Xia Huaijin couldn't help but sigh. The woman's eyes were dark and bright. Even through the lenses, she could see the glow of the black pupils. He looked at Ye Xuan for a long time, and Ye Xuan thought he would remain silent for so long. He suddenly said, Do you like me?

Ye Xuan's face turned red, and the expressionless iceberg face instantly broke the effort, and her fair cheeks were covered with scarlet colors. No... She subconsciously prepared to deny it.

Xia Huaijin smiled: If you deny it, I will think you are telling the truth.

Ye Xuan was about to shake her head and immediately stopped. She stared at Xia Huaijin foolishly, her mind was in chaos.

Huai Jin is so smart, but he has actually seen it long ago.

She never said that, at first she thought it was unnecessary, but now she felt that she didn't seem to be qualified to say this again.

Xia Huaijin sighed again, not knowing whether it was because of this stupid woman's stupid look or what he was about to say.

I think, let me tell you directly that it is good to both of us. Is this sentence just for Ye Xuan to listen to, or does it also include himself?

You don’t have to waste your time, it’s impossible for us.

Why?Ye Xuan seemed to wake up in shock and finally spoke. Why is it impossible... I admit that I did something wrong before, and it is also worth noting that you should not like me, but... But only feelings are the reason for you to reject me. Ah, the hand on your knees clenched involuntarily into fists. Ye Xuan's words were turbulent. As long as you like me, I will definitely have a way to make us together. If... you don't like me, I will not give up!

Xia Huaijin looked at her, with a subtle expression on her face.

She was finally willing to be honest with her feelings, but under such a situation.

You may not understand what I mean. The man's voice is very calm. What I said is impossible, not because of the huge difference in status, nor even. He paused and continued, "It's not whether we love each other, but because we have different positions. We are not people from the same world at all. Do you understand, Ye Xuan, he said softly, "Even if I love you, I will not marry you and be a woman's forbidden body."

In your heart, marrying a woman means it becomes her forbidden body?

Xia Huaijin smiled: Isn’t it?

Ye Xuan originally had a lot to say, but because of this rhetorical question, she was completely speechless.

Because it is true. In the Nebula Empire, if men still have a little freedom before marriage, getting married means that they are labeled as a woman and they will have no choice but to do anything about their own body.

I know that you were born into a noble family and you can give me anything. Xia Huaijin smiled at the corner of his lips, but that smile made Ye Xuan even more desperate, but that was what you gave me, not mine.

He knew that if Ye Xuan loved him enough, she could give him everything.

But in the final analysis, it is a gift that is attached to others' love and favor, and it is definitely not something Xia Huaijin would accept with pleasure.

Ye Xuan's heart completely cold, and a boiling and hot heart gradually cooled down. However, her lips twitched slightly, as if she was making the final fight to trap the beast, but this world... is like this.

There is no right, no freedom, if you are lucky enough, you can get the love of a woman and then gain the happiness built on parasitics. If you do not get the heavenly goal, you will only be wrapped in power and spend your life without resistance. This is the fate of a man, this is this cold and cruel world.

So Ah, the smile in Xia Huaijin's eyes almost overflowed. It was the first time Ye Xuan saw his smile like this, gentle, but with a sense of never retreating. She never forgot this smile in her life.

I'm going to change the world.

It is cold enough and hard enough, but nothing is in melting blood, and nothing is invisible to the body.

Ye Xuan almost burst into tears at that moment: Can you change?She didn't know whether she was asking Xia Huaijin or asking herself, you knew it was impossible to do it, you were going to resist, her chest was fluttering violently, and she almost shouted angrily, there were 4.9 billion women!

I know that Xia Huaijin's tone is light, but it is as solid as a rock. Some things must be done by someone.If no one wants, then let me go.

Xiaoxuan, Ye Ru put down the knife and wiped the corners of her mouth gracefully with a napkin. I have a meeting in the afternoon, so I will leave first.

Ah?Oh... Ye Xuan looked at her mother standing up in a daze and suddenly shouted, "Mom, I have a doubt." Ye Ru turned around and signaled her daughter to speak. Ye Xuan hesitated for a moment, and said, "Will the government's control over men be... too harsh?"Women and men are the same human beings, aren’t they?

Ye Ru didn't say anything. She looked at her daughter for a moment and smiled: If one side has absolute power and the weak side will inevitably be deprived of human rights. This is determined by the profit-seeking nature of mankind. I don't think you won't know.Don't ask such stupid questions again in the future. I won't come back tonight, so I'll take a break soon.

Leaving this sentence, the tuk-tuk sound of the heel hitting the ground quickly disappeared.

Ye Xuan sat at the dining table for a long time before she stood up slowly.

Human nature of profit-seeking?

My mother is right. The oppressor cannot understand the oppressed. It is not because each oppressor is evil in nature, but because his position determines his actions.

Ye Xuan, who was in it, did she understand the difficult situation of men at the beginning?

If it weren't for Xia Huaijin, she would probably never have asked this question that seemed stupid to her mother.

She thought a lot these days, and she really failed... She was obviously older than that man, but in front of him, she was actually just a stupid and innocent fool.

He had done so many wrong things to him, and Ye Xuan thought that he could not make any mistakes.

She was about to go back to the room, but she turned around and walked out the door with big strides.

Because it was a weekend, there were only staff on duty in the institute. Lin Yi was sorting out experimental data in the office when he suddenly saw Ye Xuan's hurried figure passing through the corridor and walking towards the supply body's residence.

Dr. Ye!She called out, Ye Xuan didn't seem to hear it. What's going on? Lin Yi muttered in a low voice, Dr. Ye's face was so bad.

But when Ye Xuan walked into Xia Huaijin's room, a smile had already appeared on the corner of her mouth.

You go, she said straight to the point, I have prepared a legal identity for you, originally... It was originally used to assign Xia Huaijin to her, the last flight to Border Port was four o'clock, go quickly, she tried her best to make her smile bigger, and she would not be able to catch up later.

You... Xia Huaijin was stunned. At first, he was shocked. At this time, there was a moment, apprehension, and joy in the complex emotions floating in the black pupils, but he was not hesitant.

The obsession that I couldn't let go suddenly disappeared, and Ye Xuan felt that she felt relaxed in an instant. She obviously wanted to laugh, but her cheeks were sore and painful. It doesn't matter, don't worry about me. I can settle the matter at the institute. She was talking nonsense. I don't think we will meet again in the future, so let's say goodbye.

Sorry, she lowered her head, tears from the corners of her eyes dripped down, and soon disappeared into her hair. I'm really sorry.

It doesn't matter.The warm big hand fell on the top of her hair, and Xia Huaijin whispered, "I forgive you."

It's great. When I raised my head again, except for the slightly red corners of my eyes, Ye Xuan had completely recovered from her calmness. She stuffed an electronic ID card into Xia Huaijin's hand. Goodbye, Xia Huaijin.

Xia Huaijin paused, as if he wanted to say something, but he finally nodded: Goodbye, Ye Xuan.He turned around and placed the electronic ID card on the recognition area. The door opened in response. In months, Xia Huaijin saw the world outside the room for the first time.

With his right foot landing on the ground outside the door, Xia Huaijin even felt unreal. Soon, he would be free again.

Before leaving, he heard the woman who trapped him here and let him leave with his own hands behind him and said, "Can you... kiss me?"The voice was nervous and full of expectations. The woman looked at him like a timid stupid squirrel with her two confused eyes open.

Xia Huaijin noticed a detail for no reason that she was not wearing glasses.

good.The man said softly, and his thin lips fell on Ye Xuan's side face and gave a gentle kiss. It was a kiss that was so shallow that it almost felt. They had a much closer contact than this, but at this moment, the silent two people were beating for a moment.

goodbye.This time it was really goodbye. Xia Huaijin stopped stopping, turned around and walked away with big strides.