Extra: Fang Xiyuan's Confession (Part 2)

It is undeniable that he is dazzling.He has a prominent family background, a brilliant resume and a handsome face.Anyone who sees such a man will be moved by it.

I don’t know what I can do, but I actually made a connection with him because of my group homework.

What he didn't know was that my enthusiasm and seriousness for learning came from my deep desire to escape from that cage.

No matter what, we slowly got together in college from one cooperation to countless cooperations.

In front of him, I pretended to be a girl struggling hard in a poor family. In fact, what made me struggle hard was more than money?

But I dare not, dare not let him see my ugly true face. Even if I love him, I know clearly that if he becomes nothing, then my love will be left.

Sometimes I can't tell whether I love his family background or his person, just like he must not tell whether he loves the image I pretended to be.

We were confused and unclear, and had each other's first love.

Sweetness is sweet, and laughter is also laughing.

But I dare not ask him to do anything for me, just for fear that he will see the corner of my dark life because of my request.

He lives in a fairy tale-like world, and I am the darkest and lowest real world in this society.

It is true that I am very happy to be with him, but when his mother came to me, I just hesitated for a few minutes before agreeing to her request.

After all, the price of his marriage to me was to give up his family background and status. He could do it, but I couldn't.

I don’t want to go back to that dark life, and I also know that it is a great gift for her to give me a chance to go abroad.

I must seize every opportunity to escape and make a cut from my past life.

Even though I know he loves me very much and I love him very much, love is the last thing I am in life, something that can only be considered by having a carefree and prosperous life.

So we acted in a scene, fictionalizing the man who did not exist, and even stigmatizing my child, making him hate me, hate me, and completely forget me.

That wasn't my first child, but it was the only child I ever wanted to give birth to.

Before this, due to the long-term abuse of my adoptive father, I had already become accustomed to miscarriage.

So, when Qin Song’s child and I were used to miscarriage without any accident, I completely gave up and added a more perfect amount to this transaction.

Everything went smoothly, and I had cut off all retreats in order not to regret it.

I don’t want to be a person who is untrustworthy, nor do I want to give up the opportunity to go abroad just to be soft-hearted, so I’m really heartless, right?

Finally, I was not afraid to let his mother know about my darkness, and I also put forward the conditions that before leaving, I must let that old and weak guy live a life worse than death.

She did, too. She cut off his source of income and forced his house to take over. I watched him lying on the street with my own eyes, satisfied.

I want to thank Qin Song for allowing me to fulfill my wish so quickly.

Even, it comes at the cost of sorry for him.

After staying in the United States for a few years, I also had a good life, but I still secretly returned to China.

I don’t know if it’s because I miss him or because I’m tired of wandering and want to return to my hometown.

Anyway.

I'm back.

I just wanted to say hello on the phone, but I knew I was not worthy, and I didn’t expect to be with him again. I just wanted to hear his voice.

Mrs. Qin's supernatural powers are beyond my imagination.

She found me again, but this time the request was exactly the opposite, to ask me to see him again, rather than forcing me to leave.

I really can't figure out the human mind of this woman. She seems to treat her son as a dog, and everything about him will be in her hands.

In front of her, I had no choice.

She knew everything about my handle and my darkness.

Mrs. Qin is the wall that completely separates me from the past. As long as she thinks, I will return to that dark world at any time.

Once again, I cooperated with her in a scene. She was chasing her debts and treated her wealth as her life. She was in so much despair, which made people despise her.

I have to admit that my acting skills are very good, and Mrs. Qin is very satisfied in the dark.

She finally felt relieved, and I finally gave up.

The moment when I looked at Qin Song's cold and contemptuous eyes, I knew that there was no connection between us.