Zaki's last words made Lilina's face look even more ugly, and her body trembled even harder, because even if she wanted to try her best to deny the other party's words, she could not do it completely because what the other party said was completely the fact. For her, she tried her best to not imagine, think, and try her best to deny the neglected things.
After trembling, she sat back on the sofa weakly, looked at the ground with her head down, and said in a trembling voice, or a completely different voice: You are right... I am really trying my best to escape the facts... escaping the past... because of the guilt of betraying Kana... because of the guilt of cheating and trusting my brother... has been affecting me... and I will not face these facts... and I have been hypnotizing that I am in love with my brother at first sight...
That's right, indeed, what Saki said was absolutely true for Lilina.These are things she tried her best to avoid, and now it has been exposed again under the exposure of Zaki Yan.
In fact, she was actually even more unbearable than what Saki said. When she first met Kana in school and in the class, the other party's completely cute and well-behaved appearance, and the appearance that other girls in the deep class liked made her feel jealous from the heart and this ugly feeling.
Because her dream is to become a star and attract the attention of others through performances, but now there are people in the class who are more popular and more attractive than themselves. How can she not feel jealous?
However, in the days she spent the next time, Kanana's perfect personality, likes to think about others, and her quirky personality also unknowingly influenced her and conquered her. Even though she targeted the other person at the beginning, Kana still smiled and accepted herself completely, and tried hard to be friends with her.
This also made her feel ashamed of her jealousy. At that time, she thought silently in her heart that no matter what in the future, she would never let Kana down on her kindness to her. She would always believe in the other party and always treat the other party as her good friend.
Unfortunately, I once again betrayed my friends’ trust in me and the oath I made.
After both parties became good friends, Kana also accidentally talked about his brother, because for girls, except for those fashionable and fashionable things, the rest of their daily leisure is generally about boys, and it is precisely because of girls' schools that this topic is more attractive than that of ordinary schools.
Of course, if it is about whose boyfriend it will make people more interested, but even so, when Kana talks about the interesting things and daily life between herself and her brother, other girls are more or less interested.
And Lilinai is a loyal listener.
Listening to Kana telling about her brother, Lilina couldn't help but outline the image of a gentle, considerate, kind and lovely brother in her mind, which was so similar to the brother she had always imagined to have.
Therefore, in her heart, it was once again uncontrollable to rush into her, called jealousy.
Yes, she once again began to be jealous of her good friend Kana. She had obviously been looking forward to having such an older brother, but now she was only her friend, so happy. How could she not feel jealous?
It’s just that this jealousy was tightly pressed into her heart. After all, her guilt towards the other party made her understand that her jealousy was just one-sided and unreasonable, but she could not curb her emotions.
And as Kana said more and more, the more detailed the introduction, and the happier and happier her brother's daily life, the jealousy in her heart continued to deepen.
In order to suppress this jealousy and prevent this ugly feeling from being exposed directly to the other party, she chose to start approaching another Kagurasaka-Takaharasaka, who was somewhat unknown and introverted and shy in the class, because she had a sense of accomplishment than her, and was more outstanding than her. From this, she could get satisfaction to balance her jealousy for Kana.
And Zhichun, like her, also hopes that she has an older brother in her heart. More importantly, her experience in her family is worse than herself.
Because she is the youngest daughter in the family, but because of her special talent, she is likely to become the next heir to Inari Shrine, so the other sisters in the family have bad relationships with her, almost to the point of isolation.
Therefore, from the other party's affairs, her jealousy for Kana can also be better comforted.
All the changes began when she first met Kana's brother.
Although Kana's brother looked a little ordinary at first glance and there was nothing particularly attractive, his care and tenderness towards his sister, and for the sake of his sister, she would even overlap Yunokawa with the perfect brother in her mind, so that at that time, she blurted out and called him his brother directly.
Later, Yunokawa accidentally became her tutor, which made her unable to suppress her inner emotions anymore, because she thought this was the so-called fate and the so-called God's arrangement. Since her brother has become her tutor, she can never miss this opportunity again.
So, from the beginning, she wanted to make the other party her brother. After that, because of Fenghua and Yunokawa's date, the possessiveness in her heart rose again, so she did such a bold thing in front of everyone.
After that, she was naturally not satisfied with the relationship between just a sibling. After all, she had already learned that Yunokawa had a girlfriend, and in order not to lose to her good friend Kana, she was as if she had fulfilled her jealousy for the other party at the time. Even in the face of Yunokawa's rejection, she still wanted to be the other party's girlfriend. And after she learned that since the other party had already had sex with her girlfriend, driven by jealousy, she had the most direct sexual relationship with the other party as if she was forced to refuse.
Every time Yunokawa comes to her house, she will basically be pushed to have sex by her. In addition to having a strong interest in sexual matters after first tasted the forbidden fruit, if you think about it carefully now, you can also understand that there must be more or less revenge on the other person's girlfriend.
These are exactly what she has always tried her best to escape and does not want to face. Now Saki has said it completely mercilessly. Even the words with emotion fell into her ears, as if it was making his heart freeze.
Once this ugly and hypocritical emotion is spoken out, not only Kana or even his brother will not forgive him. Perhaps he was a selfish and hypocritical girl from the beginning.
Sister... You finally no longer object to your hypocritical character... This is the right way to avoid it. It is not possible to just escape... But if the elder brother knows your true thoughts, I don't know what kind of expression will appear... Maybe I will never approach you again... Seeing Lilina's wavering and fearful mood, Zaki did not have any sympathetic expression in it, but instead took this opportunity to take advantage of the situation.
These words fell into Lilina's ears, which made her body tremble even more violently. When she thought that her brother would show disgust to her, say heartless words to herself, and stay away from her scenes from now on, she felt as if she was thrusting in her heart, and she couldn't breathe.
I really... really... don't want to leave my brother... Ah... I'm obviously doing it because of jealousy and possessiveness, why do I have such painful and sad feelings in my heart now? Is this guilt... or...
Looking at Lilina's performance, a strange luster flashed in Saki's eyes, but it was fleeting, and then the sarcastic words came out from her mouth again: Sister... Do you know how sad and ugly you look now... If you didn't suppress your possessiveness from the beginning, don't use hypocritical emotions to conceal your jealousy and express your jealousy freely... You and I are the same type of people... But now, you have been robbed of your body by that perverted brother because of your jealousy...
You are not allowed to say that brother!But what surprised Saki and didn't expect was that when her words had just fallen, Lilina, who had always expressed fear, panic and timid expressions, suddenly stood up and said in a loud tone, with a strong and firmness compared to the previous tone. As expected, you don't understand anything at all!You don't know anything about your brother at all!Zaoji!I'll tell you!From the beginning, you and I were not the same type of people!
As if he was shocked by the other party's sudden voice, Saki's body trembled for a moment, but he quickly realized, as if he was hiding his embarrassing performance just now, and continued to mock: Sister, do you still have to defend this hypocritical relationship until now?
So Zaoji, you don’t know anything at all!Even if you are more mature than your peers, you are just an XX-year-old girl after all!Yes, at the beginning, my feelings for my brother were indeed just the emotions caused by the influence of jealousy and possessiveness, but now I have really fallen in love with my brother!With a somewhat contemptuous expression, Lilina declared in a firm tone before Saki.
After trembling, she sat back on the sofa weakly, looked at the ground with her head down, and said in a trembling voice, or a completely different voice: You are right... I am really trying my best to escape the facts... escaping the past... because of the guilt of betraying Kana... because of the guilt of cheating and trusting my brother... has been affecting me... and I will not face these facts... and I have been hypnotizing that I am in love with my brother at first sight...
That's right, indeed, what Saki said was absolutely true for Lilina.These are things she tried her best to avoid, and now it has been exposed again under the exposure of Zaki Yan.
In fact, she was actually even more unbearable than what Saki said. When she first met Kana in school and in the class, the other party's completely cute and well-behaved appearance, and the appearance that other girls in the deep class liked made her feel jealous from the heart and this ugly feeling.
Because her dream is to become a star and attract the attention of others through performances, but now there are people in the class who are more popular and more attractive than themselves. How can she not feel jealous?
However, in the days she spent the next time, Kanana's perfect personality, likes to think about others, and her quirky personality also unknowingly influenced her and conquered her. Even though she targeted the other person at the beginning, Kana still smiled and accepted herself completely, and tried hard to be friends with her.
This also made her feel ashamed of her jealousy. At that time, she thought silently in her heart that no matter what in the future, she would never let Kana down on her kindness to her. She would always believe in the other party and always treat the other party as her good friend.
Unfortunately, I once again betrayed my friends’ trust in me and the oath I made.
After both parties became good friends, Kana also accidentally talked about his brother, because for girls, except for those fashionable and fashionable things, the rest of their daily leisure is generally about boys, and it is precisely because of girls' schools that this topic is more attractive than that of ordinary schools.
Of course, if it is about whose boyfriend it will make people more interested, but even so, when Kana talks about the interesting things and daily life between herself and her brother, other girls are more or less interested.
And Lilinai is a loyal listener.
Listening to Kana telling about her brother, Lilina couldn't help but outline the image of a gentle, considerate, kind and lovely brother in her mind, which was so similar to the brother she had always imagined to have.
Therefore, in her heart, it was once again uncontrollable to rush into her, called jealousy.
Yes, she once again began to be jealous of her good friend Kana. She had obviously been looking forward to having such an older brother, but now she was only her friend, so happy. How could she not feel jealous?
It’s just that this jealousy was tightly pressed into her heart. After all, her guilt towards the other party made her understand that her jealousy was just one-sided and unreasonable, but she could not curb her emotions.
And as Kana said more and more, the more detailed the introduction, and the happier and happier her brother's daily life, the jealousy in her heart continued to deepen.
In order to suppress this jealousy and prevent this ugly feeling from being exposed directly to the other party, she chose to start approaching another Kagurasaka-Takaharasaka, who was somewhat unknown and introverted and shy in the class, because she had a sense of accomplishment than her, and was more outstanding than her. From this, she could get satisfaction to balance her jealousy for Kana.
And Zhichun, like her, also hopes that she has an older brother in her heart. More importantly, her experience in her family is worse than herself.
Because she is the youngest daughter in the family, but because of her special talent, she is likely to become the next heir to Inari Shrine, so the other sisters in the family have bad relationships with her, almost to the point of isolation.
Therefore, from the other party's affairs, her jealousy for Kana can also be better comforted.
All the changes began when she first met Kana's brother.
Although Kana's brother looked a little ordinary at first glance and there was nothing particularly attractive, his care and tenderness towards his sister, and for the sake of his sister, she would even overlap Yunokawa with the perfect brother in her mind, so that at that time, she blurted out and called him his brother directly.
Later, Yunokawa accidentally became her tutor, which made her unable to suppress her inner emotions anymore, because she thought this was the so-called fate and the so-called God's arrangement. Since her brother has become her tutor, she can never miss this opportunity again.
So, from the beginning, she wanted to make the other party her brother. After that, because of Fenghua and Yunokawa's date, the possessiveness in her heart rose again, so she did such a bold thing in front of everyone.
After that, she was naturally not satisfied with the relationship between just a sibling. After all, she had already learned that Yunokawa had a girlfriend, and in order not to lose to her good friend Kana, she was as if she had fulfilled her jealousy for the other party at the time. Even in the face of Yunokawa's rejection, she still wanted to be the other party's girlfriend. And after she learned that since the other party had already had sex with her girlfriend, driven by jealousy, she had the most direct sexual relationship with the other party as if she was forced to refuse.
Every time Yunokawa comes to her house, she will basically be pushed to have sex by her. In addition to having a strong interest in sexual matters after first tasted the forbidden fruit, if you think about it carefully now, you can also understand that there must be more or less revenge on the other person's girlfriend.
These are exactly what she has always tried her best to escape and does not want to face. Now Saki has said it completely mercilessly. Even the words with emotion fell into her ears, as if it was making his heart freeze.
Once this ugly and hypocritical emotion is spoken out, not only Kana or even his brother will not forgive him. Perhaps he was a selfish and hypocritical girl from the beginning.
Sister... You finally no longer object to your hypocritical character... This is the right way to avoid it. It is not possible to just escape... But if the elder brother knows your true thoughts, I don't know what kind of expression will appear... Maybe I will never approach you again... Seeing Lilina's wavering and fearful mood, Zaki did not have any sympathetic expression in it, but instead took this opportunity to take advantage of the situation.
These words fell into Lilina's ears, which made her body tremble even more violently. When she thought that her brother would show disgust to her, say heartless words to herself, and stay away from her scenes from now on, she felt as if she was thrusting in her heart, and she couldn't breathe.
I really... really... don't want to leave my brother... Ah... I'm obviously doing it because of jealousy and possessiveness, why do I have such painful and sad feelings in my heart now? Is this guilt... or...
Looking at Lilina's performance, a strange luster flashed in Saki's eyes, but it was fleeting, and then the sarcastic words came out from her mouth again: Sister... Do you know how sad and ugly you look now... If you didn't suppress your possessiveness from the beginning, don't use hypocritical emotions to conceal your jealousy and express your jealousy freely... You and I are the same type of people... But now, you have been robbed of your body by that perverted brother because of your jealousy...
You are not allowed to say that brother!But what surprised Saki and didn't expect was that when her words had just fallen, Lilina, who had always expressed fear, panic and timid expressions, suddenly stood up and said in a loud tone, with a strong and firmness compared to the previous tone. As expected, you don't understand anything at all!You don't know anything about your brother at all!Zaoji!I'll tell you!From the beginning, you and I were not the same type of people!
As if he was shocked by the other party's sudden voice, Saki's body trembled for a moment, but he quickly realized, as if he was hiding his embarrassing performance just now, and continued to mock: Sister, do you still have to defend this hypocritical relationship until now?
So Zaoji, you don’t know anything at all!Even if you are more mature than your peers, you are just an XX-year-old girl after all!Yes, at the beginning, my feelings for my brother were indeed just the emotions caused by the influence of jealousy and possessiveness, but now I have really fallen in love with my brother!With a somewhat contemptuous expression, Lilina declared in a firm tone before Saki.
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