Holding the towel, Yunokawa slowly wiped the hair that had just been washed, so that the water traces remaining on the hair gradually disappeared from the towel and the air.
Looking at the face revealed in the mirror, Yunokawa sighed slightly, as if he was sighing why his face looked so soft and white. Although he looked at it at first, he still felt that he was a little cute with a girl. And when he thought that he was just wearing a yukata and did not dress up like a girl, he was completely treated as a girl by Baiyin and Bai Ling's good friend. Thinking of this, he felt a headache and unable to laugh.
Yunokawa, who has never cared much about his appearance, can't help but complain about why he is not masculine and more masculine, so that he will not be teased by Bai Yin and Bai Ling all the time. When he thinks that he has been forced to wear women's clothes and is still walking in front of others, he feels like he wants to die.
He gently put down the towel in his hand, Yunokawa stretched out his right hand, looked at the scene in the mirror, and grabbed his face regardless of lightness or weight.
Because he just finished taking a shower, his face looked delicate and rosy, revealing a healthy luster, and it looked particularly tender. In addition, he still had wet hair. Even Nokawa himself felt that he was inexplicably like a girl in the mirror...
No, right... Yunokawa shook his head in panic with a red face, throwing the thoughts that were a bit dangerous for him. He is a real boy, an authentic boy. He looks like this just because of genetic problems, right, genetic problems.
Yunokawa comforted me with this, but because of this, his mother and mother appeared in his mind. When he thought of them, his heart couldn't help but calm down, and some depressing emotions appeared in his eyes.
Although it has been 6 years since he has changed from a ten-year-old innocent child to a high school student, he has been silently hoping in his heart that he will no longer be sad because of the past, take on his responsibilities, and focus on the future with a strong eye, but people are not sages, people are not beasts, and the three emotions and six desires are things that cannot be simply forgotten. So until now, whenever he recalls his parents' appearance and the fragments of his happy life with them, an unbearable feeling of sadness and pain can't help but emerge in his heart.
Of course, he also understood that if his parents had spirits in heaven, he would not want to be immersed in the past grief. In addition, for the sake of his family, he could gradually bury these feelings in the deepest part of his heart.
Try to let this sad feeling slowly calm down in my heart. Yunokawa continued to recall his parents' appearance. After carefully feeling the scene in his mind, the sadness in his heart became stronger again, and he felt a gradual depression in his heart.
But slowly he calmed down again. After all, being able to recall his parents' appearance was undoubtedly a happy thing, which proved that they did not disappear from now on, but lived in their minds and hearts, allowing themselves to remember their appearance at any time.
Yunokawa, who had escaped from his original sadness, recalled what he was thinking before, and a strange expression appeared on his face. Although his self-comfort was a genetic reason and the facts were correct, he still felt a little headache.
Because his appearance seems to have the characteristics of both parents, his father's softness and his mother's fairness and cuteness, his face looks like his father, but the main details are a bit like his mother.
However, it is true. After all, every time I am forced to dress up like a girl, I look at myself in the mirror and feel that some places are indeed similar to my sister, which undoubtedly confirms his appearance.
However, appearance is born after all, and even if you are not satisfied, there is no way. After all, there are many people in the world who are worried about this matter every day. Of course, although plastic surgery is a way to change appearance, Yunokawa will never choose this matter, because the hair and skin are affected by their parents, which is not something that can be damaged casually. And the most important thing is that this is something left to them by their parents, with their traces and outlines. This is something that is absolutely not allowed to be easily destroyed.
Thinking of this, Yunokawa shook his head gently, putting such thoughts aside and not continuing to think about it. After all, it was meaningless.
Putting down the towel in his hand, Yunokawa sighed involuntarily again, and doubts and troubles appeared on his face again.
After all, he retreated from his appearance thinking and was once again confused by the current troubles, that is, how should he face his sister, or is he really confident to face his sister who has become strange like this?
Although the confusion and sorrow in his heart were temporarily relieved by the afternoon chatting and joking with Kana, his condition became worse again when facing Fengxiu at night, even when his sister faced him with a kind smile as usual.
To be honest, he felt that his relationship with his sister was back to the relationship when he accidentally saw his sister masturbating with her clothes. At that time, he was desperately trying to treat this matter as an accident, as his misunderstanding, and not wanting to make his family's relationship so alienated, so he tried hard to forget and work hard to return to his original appearance.
But now, it is completely different. Yunokawa, who has been kissed twice in a row by his sister, can no longer treat this matter simply as an accident. Moreover, the eyes his sister showed at that time also made him feel so scared and timid. He should still have the same gentle smile as before, but now he feels an inexplicable emotion.
In other words, the sister who has regarded kissing as a communication method between siblings has completely changed compared to the past.
It is absolutely impossible to tell others about this matter that he is already very surprised and panicked by such a thing, so the reactions will be greater than those outsiders. Moreover, he does not want others to know about his family and his sister. After all, even if he is treated like this by his sister, even if he thinks something is wrong with his sister, he does not want his sister to be maliciously speculated and suspected by others, and does not want to cause trouble to his sister.
Of course, in addition to outsiders, Yunokawa has another option, which is to tell his sister Kana about this. After all, as his own sister, the other party has already had the closest relationship with him and has also accepted their respective feelings. So I believe that even if you know your sister's affairs, it will be easier to accept.
However, it would be better that he could not tell Kana about this, as if he was hiding the embarrassing experiences he had suffered in school.
Because if you tell this matter to Kana, it will definitely make Kana feel bothered, and at the same time it will cause a crack in the relationship between the three people in the family that support each other. No matter which one is something he does not want to see, he would rather bear these troubles and sorrows alone, even if he is confused, even if he is confused, even if he is suffering, he will bear it alone.
Perhaps, this is the only thing he can do for this family.
Thinking of this, Yunokawa couldn't help but pat his face with both hands, and patted all the worries and sorrows on his face, causing a somewhat forced smile to appear on his face. Now he must be as usual and cannot fully express what he thinks in his heart on his face.
Although he always felt that his smart sister had noticed something, whether it was his performance in the room or the atmosphere at the dining table that was much stranger than usual.
Hehe... Brother... You finally came out of the bathroom... Kana thought that because he hadn't been home for a few days, he missed the feeling of taking a bath at home and was about to take a night... If he came out later, Kana might come in directly and take a bath with his brother for a long time... It's a pity to think about it now... But as soon as Yunokawa came out of the bathroom, he saw Kana who was preparing to come with her clothes to change her clothes, followed by her cheerful voice.
It's not a pity at all!
It should be said that it’s fortunate that I came out early!
Yunokawa couldn't help but complain in his heart, but Kana's cheerful voice still made Yunokawa feel relaxed. This is also Kana's unique charm.
Of course, Yunokawa couldn't help but retort: Kana, I'm not the kind of child who is very home-loving and bed-loving and bathtub... And when I was in Osaka, there were hot springs in the hotels. Maybe I might have soaked too much in the past two nights...
Hey, is that true... Kana showed a little unexpected expression, and then said in an envious tone: I really envy my brother... I have a hot spring bath... Kana feels that I haven't taken a hot spring bath for a long time...
Kanana's envious words made Yunokawa smile. He was about to comfort the other party and said that when he had the opportunity to go to the hot spring hotel together in the future, the other party's next words made him feel helpless: But that's right, no wonder he feels that his brother's skin is getting better and better now, and he is like a beautiful girl...hehehe...
I don't want such an evaluation...
Looking at the face revealed in the mirror, Yunokawa sighed slightly, as if he was sighing why his face looked so soft and white. Although he looked at it at first, he still felt that he was a little cute with a girl. And when he thought that he was just wearing a yukata and did not dress up like a girl, he was completely treated as a girl by Baiyin and Bai Ling's good friend. Thinking of this, he felt a headache and unable to laugh.
Yunokawa, who has never cared much about his appearance, can't help but complain about why he is not masculine and more masculine, so that he will not be teased by Bai Yin and Bai Ling all the time. When he thinks that he has been forced to wear women's clothes and is still walking in front of others, he feels like he wants to die.
He gently put down the towel in his hand, Yunokawa stretched out his right hand, looked at the scene in the mirror, and grabbed his face regardless of lightness or weight.
Because he just finished taking a shower, his face looked delicate and rosy, revealing a healthy luster, and it looked particularly tender. In addition, he still had wet hair. Even Nokawa himself felt that he was inexplicably like a girl in the mirror...
No, right... Yunokawa shook his head in panic with a red face, throwing the thoughts that were a bit dangerous for him. He is a real boy, an authentic boy. He looks like this just because of genetic problems, right, genetic problems.
Yunokawa comforted me with this, but because of this, his mother and mother appeared in his mind. When he thought of them, his heart couldn't help but calm down, and some depressing emotions appeared in his eyes.
Although it has been 6 years since he has changed from a ten-year-old innocent child to a high school student, he has been silently hoping in his heart that he will no longer be sad because of the past, take on his responsibilities, and focus on the future with a strong eye, but people are not sages, people are not beasts, and the three emotions and six desires are things that cannot be simply forgotten. So until now, whenever he recalls his parents' appearance and the fragments of his happy life with them, an unbearable feeling of sadness and pain can't help but emerge in his heart.
Of course, he also understood that if his parents had spirits in heaven, he would not want to be immersed in the past grief. In addition, for the sake of his family, he could gradually bury these feelings in the deepest part of his heart.
Try to let this sad feeling slowly calm down in my heart. Yunokawa continued to recall his parents' appearance. After carefully feeling the scene in his mind, the sadness in his heart became stronger again, and he felt a gradual depression in his heart.
But slowly he calmed down again. After all, being able to recall his parents' appearance was undoubtedly a happy thing, which proved that they did not disappear from now on, but lived in their minds and hearts, allowing themselves to remember their appearance at any time.
Yunokawa, who had escaped from his original sadness, recalled what he was thinking before, and a strange expression appeared on his face. Although his self-comfort was a genetic reason and the facts were correct, he still felt a little headache.
Because his appearance seems to have the characteristics of both parents, his father's softness and his mother's fairness and cuteness, his face looks like his father, but the main details are a bit like his mother.
However, it is true. After all, every time I am forced to dress up like a girl, I look at myself in the mirror and feel that some places are indeed similar to my sister, which undoubtedly confirms his appearance.
However, appearance is born after all, and even if you are not satisfied, there is no way. After all, there are many people in the world who are worried about this matter every day. Of course, although plastic surgery is a way to change appearance, Yunokawa will never choose this matter, because the hair and skin are affected by their parents, which is not something that can be damaged casually. And the most important thing is that this is something left to them by their parents, with their traces and outlines. This is something that is absolutely not allowed to be easily destroyed.
Thinking of this, Yunokawa shook his head gently, putting such thoughts aside and not continuing to think about it. After all, it was meaningless.
Putting down the towel in his hand, Yunokawa sighed involuntarily again, and doubts and troubles appeared on his face again.
After all, he retreated from his appearance thinking and was once again confused by the current troubles, that is, how should he face his sister, or is he really confident to face his sister who has become strange like this?
Although the confusion and sorrow in his heart were temporarily relieved by the afternoon chatting and joking with Kana, his condition became worse again when facing Fengxiu at night, even when his sister faced him with a kind smile as usual.
To be honest, he felt that his relationship with his sister was back to the relationship when he accidentally saw his sister masturbating with her clothes. At that time, he was desperately trying to treat this matter as an accident, as his misunderstanding, and not wanting to make his family's relationship so alienated, so he tried hard to forget and work hard to return to his original appearance.
But now, it is completely different. Yunokawa, who has been kissed twice in a row by his sister, can no longer treat this matter simply as an accident. Moreover, the eyes his sister showed at that time also made him feel so scared and timid. He should still have the same gentle smile as before, but now he feels an inexplicable emotion.
In other words, the sister who has regarded kissing as a communication method between siblings has completely changed compared to the past.
It is absolutely impossible to tell others about this matter that he is already very surprised and panicked by such a thing, so the reactions will be greater than those outsiders. Moreover, he does not want others to know about his family and his sister. After all, even if he is treated like this by his sister, even if he thinks something is wrong with his sister, he does not want his sister to be maliciously speculated and suspected by others, and does not want to cause trouble to his sister.
Of course, in addition to outsiders, Yunokawa has another option, which is to tell his sister Kana about this. After all, as his own sister, the other party has already had the closest relationship with him and has also accepted their respective feelings. So I believe that even if you know your sister's affairs, it will be easier to accept.
However, it would be better that he could not tell Kana about this, as if he was hiding the embarrassing experiences he had suffered in school.
Because if you tell this matter to Kana, it will definitely make Kana feel bothered, and at the same time it will cause a crack in the relationship between the three people in the family that support each other. No matter which one is something he does not want to see, he would rather bear these troubles and sorrows alone, even if he is confused, even if he is confused, even if he is suffering, he will bear it alone.
Perhaps, this is the only thing he can do for this family.
Thinking of this, Yunokawa couldn't help but pat his face with both hands, and patted all the worries and sorrows on his face, causing a somewhat forced smile to appear on his face. Now he must be as usual and cannot fully express what he thinks in his heart on his face.
Although he always felt that his smart sister had noticed something, whether it was his performance in the room or the atmosphere at the dining table that was much stranger than usual.
Hehe... Brother... You finally came out of the bathroom... Kana thought that because he hadn't been home for a few days, he missed the feeling of taking a bath at home and was about to take a night... If he came out later, Kana might come in directly and take a bath with his brother for a long time... It's a pity to think about it now... But as soon as Yunokawa came out of the bathroom, he saw Kana who was preparing to come with her clothes to change her clothes, followed by her cheerful voice.
It's not a pity at all!
It should be said that it’s fortunate that I came out early!
Yunokawa couldn't help but complain in his heart, but Kana's cheerful voice still made Yunokawa feel relaxed. This is also Kana's unique charm.
Of course, Yunokawa couldn't help but retort: Kana, I'm not the kind of child who is very home-loving and bed-loving and bathtub... And when I was in Osaka, there were hot springs in the hotels. Maybe I might have soaked too much in the past two nights...
Hey, is that true... Kana showed a little unexpected expression, and then said in an envious tone: I really envy my brother... I have a hot spring bath... Kana feels that I haven't taken a hot spring bath for a long time...
Kanana's envious words made Yunokawa smile. He was about to comfort the other party and said that when he had the opportunity to go to the hot spring hotel together in the future, the other party's next words made him feel helpless: But that's right, no wonder he feels that his brother's skin is getting better and better now, and he is like a beautiful girl...hehehe...
I don't want such an evaluation...
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