Chapter 6

The night before, I thought a lot about my past with Xinyi, and I didn't fall asleep until the early morning.

But the next morning, I got up at the same time as usual

It's not because I haven't gotten used to not having to go to work at once, but because I feel very confused and feel that there are many things to plan.

After washing, I went downstairs and saw Xinyi, who usually got up earlier than me, doing yoga in the yard

While eating breakfast made by my aunt, I spread out today's financial newspaper she just got back. At a glance, I saw the news on the front page about the transaction breaking the situation in our company.

As I expected, the news said that I was fired by the company because of a major mistake.

This so-called major mistake is actually an irrational analysis of the potential exit risks of all parties involved in the transaction.

Xinyi was standing behind me at some point, putting her hands around my neck, pressing her breasts, which were not wearing bras and only wearing tight yoga clothes, on my back, and stretching her head to see what I was reading

When she saw the news I was reading clearly, she kissed my ear comfortably, took the newspaper away from my hand, and stared at me with her beautiful eyes flashing.

I also looked at her for a while and suddenly said, let's go on a trip, where do you think of going?

Wherever you are,

Xinyi blurted out before I could finish speaking, and there was also the place where your little brother was

So let's buy a car first.

I seriously said, if you choose, what kind of car do you like?

While talking, I opened the websites of several famous European car manufacturers and clicked on a red sports car to ask her if she liked it.

Should we be more frugal first?

Xinyi said understandingly

I have been working for so many years and still have a lot of savings. My wife. Besides, according to the contract with the company, I can continue to receive two years of salary. We can use this time to enjoy it. Maybe we can have a baby even if we seize the time.

Then buy a bigger one.

Xinyi said a little shyly, you don’t always like to be in the car...

I suddenly realized and immediately started to choose from SUVs

After selecting a royal blue model that we both like, I logged into my bank account and wanted to see how to arrange funds

An online banking warning message pops up on the screen saying that my account cannot be used, please contact the bank immediately

At first I thought it was a virus or online fraud, so I logged into another bank account, but the same warning popped up

I picked up the phone and called the number on the screen. After checking my identity information, the customer service on the phone told me that the funds in my account were frozen because of litigation and preservation.

I've called several banks, all of which have the same answer

I suddenly became at a loss, feeling that an invisible hand was slowly shaking my neck and trying to kill me.

I called the company and was transferred to the Human Resources Department. I heard the old virgin's voice again

She told me in a calm voice like a bowl of water that the company thought I had a job negligence and had filed a civil lawsuit with the court. Considering my ability to bear it, the subject of compensation was only set at eight digits.

She informed me that due to the current lawsuit, the two-year resignation compensation has also been frozen

Finally, she reminded me that although the down payment was paid by me and my name was written, the monthly mortgage was paid by the company. The company has stopped paying since this month, and the property has been litigated and preserved.

I forgot how to end this call, and I only knew that my mind was blank, because on this morning, I had become penniless and had to face eight-digit compensation

Xinyi and the little aunt sat on the sofa listening to me calling

I didn't say much the next day, so I asked everyone to collect the cash from all over the house, and there were about 10,000 yuan left.

Xinyi has been looking at me worriedly, afraid that something would happen to me

The little aunt kept saying that if it doesn't work, please contact Xinyi's parents to see if they can help them get through the difficulties.

At night, I roughly made up a plan to sell some of my home items and find a house for rent to make a transition. I will start looking for a job immediately tomorrow.

In the next few days, Xinyi sold some things online one after another, but she also recovered tens of thousands of yuan in cash.

Many things are very expensive when they buy, but when they have to sell them, they become three cents and not two cents.

Finding a job is even more difficult, and companies in the industry know what just happened

Many of them were even willing to give me a better treatment than the original company to poach my boss. Now, when I hear it, I immediately hung up the phone, and many headhunters even don’t even reply to emails.

Finally, several smaller companies gave me an interview opportunity. In fact, it was just to see what kind of morality I was now, and I had no sincerity to give me a job opportunity.

Xinyi's parents knew what we are doing now and repeatedly asked to help us financially, but I refused

Our idea is very simple. First, I don’t think I’m at the end of my life, all this is only temporary; second, Xinyi doesn’t care whether we lose these material things. At worst, we can go back to the poverty we started in society.

At that time, Xinyi's parents also complained that I could not provide a good life for their daughter and did not accept their help. However, Xinyi made her parents believe that as long as two people fall in love with each other, she also firmly believed in my ability and was full of confidence in our future.

At that time, I did not let Xinyi down on her trust in me. In addition to the only love we had at the beginning, I quickly gave her enough material things and finally successfully entered the society.

After ten years, we were beaten back to the starting point that was almost the same as before.

The house soon became famous. Based on the current difficult funding situation and the current high rent, in order to make long-term plans, we can only afford a small one-bedroom apartment.

Within a week, the banker had visited the door several times and urged us to move.

We had to pay the deposit immediately and moved there

In order to reduce our burden, the little aunt helped us move and clean up our new home, and went back to our hometown Xinyi's parents' house.

Before leaving, I repeatedly told Xinyi to take good care of herself, but she even shed tears.

After a period of setbacks in finding a job, I began to feel a little uneasy

Xinyi didn't complain at all, and comforted me that we live now is much better than the life we ​​used to share the kitchen and bathroom with others at the beginning.

And that life did not bring her many hard memories, but a very beautiful memory

Soon I no longer had the hope of finding a job with the same position and treatment as before, and began to look for intermediate or even entry-level jobs in newspapers and the Internet.

I was forced to join the vast army of new college graduates every year, and compete for positions like them

After this unemployment, I found that apart from sales, there are many jobs in society, and it is not easy to find any other jobs.

In order to get an income as soon as possible, I rewritten my resume very simply. After several rounds of interviews, I was finally hired by a private enterprise selling kitchen utensils.

On the night before I officially started work, Xinyi prepared a pretty sumptuous dinner for me to celebrate my job and made my favorite large intestine and waist flowers.

As soon as she sat at the dining table, Xinyi reached out to let me smell whether there was any bad smell of the large intestine and waist flower. She complained to me that she never knew that these two things were so difficult to clean. She asked the little aunt to do it while using video guidance.

I picked up her hand and sniffed hard, smelling her chest from her hand along her arms, and then said seriously that I didn't smell anything except the fragrance of a woman, but in return for Xinyi's annoying words

Xinyi and I drank a bottle of beer separately. As soon as she finished her meal, she took a shower and went to bed to wait for me.

I quickly washed it and returned to the bedroom and saw Xinyi put on a pair of violet thongs lying on the bed with her back facing me, lying on the bed with her back facing her side.

Xinyi knows that I am particularly obsessed with thongs, so her original wardrobe had all these styles, and it seems that she had moved them over.

She knew that I liked to see her plump buttocks outlined from behind, so she deliberately used this position to seduce me and gently rubbed her two slender legs against each other.

I stroked her almost completely naked buttocks in fascination, and pulled up the thin belt and flicked it a few times, then pulled the thin belt that was slit into her buttocks to the side, reaching out from behind to touch her underneath, which was already wet

I lifted one of Xinyi's legs and she immediately lifted it to the height of her dance posture to show her private parts as much as possible.

Xinyi also maintains the habit of building pubic hair regularly. She once asked me to do permanent hair removal, but I told her that I don’t like the appearance of no pubic hair at all, but like the neatly built pubic hair.

Although her labia have been sexually active for so many years, they are still as they did when they were virgins. The color is only a little deeper than the white crotch, and they are not long.

She watched me use my fingers to smear her honey, put it in my mouth and taste it greedily, then buried her head between her thighs and began to suck her granulation and the honey that kept flowing like a stream

The stimulation from the clitoris made Xinyi's muscles tremble constantly. In the intense excitement, Xinyi still tried hard to maintain a cheating posture.

I straightened up and reached out to rub her breasts from behind, and gently pressed my penis outside her entrance

The bra that Xinyi is wearing now is the style of only a few thin strips surrounding her breasts but no fabric at all

My hands touched and rubbed her breasts and nipples without any obstruction, feeling her smooth skin and the body of her elastic hand

Xinyi turned her face, exchanged tongues with me, stirring each other

My cock unknowingly penetrated her body from behind and slowly moved

After a while, the strong stimulation made her unable to maintain the cheating posture. She kept my cock in her body, put the upper leg on the other side of my body, changed to a back position, and moaned gently.

Although it is already the beginning of autumn, the weather is still very hot, and Xinyi has not even turned on the air conditioner to save electricity to save electricity.

Xinyi and I started sweating, which made me feel very happy

I tried my best to control the urge to ejaculate, making this time longer than before. It was not until Xinyi experienced a full orgasm that she ejaculated.

After that, Xinyi gave me a glass of water, handed me a cigarette, and then knelt naked on the bed and watched me slowly sucking the cigarette.

She hesitated for a moment and just said that she wanted to go out to find a job, but I interrupted

We have discussed this topic before, but judging from my previous job search experience, I don't want her to suffer a greater frustration than me. After all, she has been away from the workplace for many years.

Xinyi wanted to continue to try her best to convince me, and comfort me. She didn't have confidence in me, but because the little aunt was not here now, and it was boring to stay at home alone.

No matter what she said, I knew clearly that her current decision must be largely due to helplessness in the current predicament. I don't want her to do things she doesn't like because she is the angel in my mind.

I denied her proposal again and told her to not talk about it again in the future

Xinyi seemed a little helpless and hugged me thoughtfully. After a while, she heard me snoring and falling asleep.

I joined the new company and only realized that the main monthly income in this company must come from the sales commission, otherwise I can only get a little basic salary

After a period of training on products, I officially took up the job

My department is responsible for the sales of the overall kitchen plan, and I am specifically engaged in sales for the retail customer market

Most of the time every day is in a store where product display is available to receive customers who purchase improved kitchen utensils, mainly couples of different ages

The company's products mainly copy the design of famous foreign brands and adopt mid-grade quality and pricing. The purpose is to target petty-bourgeois consumers who have requirements for quality of life but are not wealthy

Compared with the high-end imported products I used in my villa, these products are very economical and affordable.

At the beginning, I was very confident in selling products of this level and believed that the number of affordable consumers should be very large.

Later I gradually learned that there are also many participants in this market and the competition is extremely fierce.

When many customers come to visit, they directly take out the picture albums and quotations of several other brands, so that we can give further discounts.

My overall temperament is not the kind of person who looks at other people's faces and humbly pleases customers in order to do a business. He just blindly introduces the characteristics and advantages of our products to them according to the script.

I don't know if it's fulfilled if someone said that men cannot do finance and women cannot make chickens. I gradually realized the difficulty of selling physical products.

Seeing that many sales in the store can do one or even several orders every month, I feel like I can't do it.

Once a female salesperson with good performance pointed out privately that I lacked affinity. Many customers I first came into contact with but failed, were finally made by other salesmen in the store.

She also said that although the main user of kitchen utensils is the housewife in the family, since the single contract amount of the overall kitchen products is not low, the person who ultimately makes the purchase decision is still a man who has the family's economic rights.

Although my handsome appearance can please the housewives at first, it will also arouse the husbands' alertness, and finally make the early efforts unable to be converted into actual sales.

At the end of the first month, I saw the salary I received, so I gave a precious watch I bought during my wedding anniversary to a second-hand store without any hope. Because I couldn’t bargain, I only received the expenses that could last a few months of living. I handed it all over to Xinyi for home use when I got home.

Xinyi soon discovered that my watch was gone, so she gave me the one in the watch to sell it. The first time I got angry in front of her, she took it back

In the next few months, I sent items I thought I could sell to second-hand stores one after another, barely maintaining the expenses of my life.

But my sales work has not improved at all. I have been called to the office by the manager and talked several times.

I suddenly felt bleak about the future, and I had obviously less words when I returned home every day.

The more understanding Xinyi advised me, the more I felt that I was useless

Soon all the things that could be sold at home were sold out, and I gradually felt like I was at the end of my life.

In the next few months, I no longer care about where our living expenses came from, because I haven't paid Xinyi's home for a long time, but my life has not changed at all. It seems to be a little better than before.

In addition to normal expenses, Xinyi also took me to watch a Hollywood blockbuster

We enjoyed the feeling of watching movies with others in the cinema. We found that the equipment of the cinema has been much more perfect than when we visited many years ago. It is not worse than the feeling of being in the home theater in the basement of our villa. We just can't watch movies while doing it.

After watching the movie, Xinyi took me to the Popular Restaurant next to the school where I invited her to dinner for the first time.

On the subway home, Xinyi saw that I had something to ask, so she took the initiative to tell me that she now has an online store and does some small business and her income is OK

I also remembered that sometimes there were cartons at home, and I didn't know what was inside. I was too lazy to ask

I don't really believe what small business Xinyi said to me. I think it's just a cover. She must be accepting help from her parents and doesn't want me to know.

In fact, when something happened, Xinyi's parents immediately transferred a lot of money, and I asked Xinyi to transfer it back.

Maybe she has kept the money and is now taking it out, or she has asked her parents for it.

I suddenly felt bored. What qualifications do people like me who fell into such a field have to guess these things?

The company's lawsuit against me was very slow. Although I had held several court sessions, I still stayed on the spot based on the authenticity of the evidence and the method of collecting evidence.

I originally wanted to end this lawsuit as soon as possible and clear my stigma. On the one hand, I could get back my considerable assets that were frozen as soon as possible, and on the other hand, I could return to my original industry and restore my previous identity and status.

But soon after, I gradually realized that this lawsuit will last for several years.

I don't know when something went wrong with my sex life.

Although Xinyi spent a lot of effort to please me, the frequency between us was significantly reduced, and I started to do it in a hurry

Xinyi always worried that I was not satisfied. Every time she always asked me if I was happy or comfortable afterwards. As long as she heard me say it was very good, she would be very satisfied.

It was the end of the month again, and the company's personnel department gave me a document similar to an ultimatum. If I cannot complete the sales tasks issued by the department next month, I will have to put them in bed and leave.

I felt a little self-deprecating, and after get off work, I got off the subway at the original company station by accident.

I walked out of the ground and looked around the majestic landmark buildings that were rising from the ground. The lights were brightly lit under the just-descending night.

I could feel the domineering aura they exuded and the aggressive oppression of looking up people like me, although the luxurious office behind one of the windows had belonged to me not long ago.

I shook my head gently and came to a bar street not far away

The high-end bars, Western restaurants, clubs, and nightclubs along the street are lined up, and once harmoniously constructed the bizarre side of my life, but now I am short of money.

I touched the money in my pocket, and I guess I still have the funds to drink a beer, so I boldly walked into an Irish bar

As soon as I entered the bar, I saw the financial elites in suits and ties. The confident and arrogant conversation made me suddenly see the past me.

I ordered a big glass of cheapest black beer, found a corner and sat down, thinking about the remaining change in my pocket, which was no longer enough for tomorrow's car fee and lunch money.

I was a little sad and thought that I hadn't paid for Xinyi's family for a long time. Will I still ask her for money tomorrow?

A big glass of beer was soon seen, I didn't mean to leave yet

In the darkness, I felt a man standing at my desk. I looked up and saw a woman's blurry outline standing quietly in front of me, staring at me from a high point.

I lowered my head without interest and continued to think about my own thoughts

Not only did the woman not leave, she called out my name in a familiar voice

I raised my head blankly and watched the woman in front of me pull a chair beside me and sit down.

I stared at her face for a while before I confirmed that I was an old virgin in the Human Resources Department, but I always felt that it was not the same as what I remembered.

Look at who I am

The woman who seemed to be an old virgin pushed the wine glass in front of me aside and called my name again

You are old... no... you are Chen Ping, general manager of the Human Resources Department. My car was taken away by you.

I answered a little drunk

how is your day,

Old virgin, oh no, for politeness, Chen Ping should ask me with concern in a gentle voice that was completely different from before

I'm having a good time. Today I'm here to have some wine, why did I just happen to meet you?

As I said this, I was thinking, even if everyone in the world is dead, it is not your turn to care about me. How about the company being busy recently? Are you busy recently?

I asked casually

The old virgin did not answer my question, but continued to ask me, please see who I am

I suddenly felt that the tone of the old virgin in front of me, which was different from usual, was impacting a long-clogged area in my memory.

So I looked up again and wanted to take a closer look at her, but I didn't expect that the old virgin got up and left the seat.

I watched her enter the bathroom. Her graceful back when she walked was completely different from the old virgin I remembered, making me even more confused.

Soon the old virgin, oh no, it should be said that a woman came back from the bathroom and sat next to me again

The weird glasses on her face were gone, and some water drips were hanging on her hair. Maybe she had just washed her face in the bathroom.

And the bare face in front of me suddenly became so familiar, and suddenly opened the gate of my memory.

I squinted my eyes and said hesitantly, are you Wang Ying?

The woman in front of me held my hand on the table with her soft hands, and couldn't help but she couldn't help but she burst into tears.