Chapter 13 Continued 3 The zither and zither

The sky is cloudy, but there is no wind or rain.It seems to be saying: No matter how anxious or anxious you are, it is useless.

The fingers on the dial of the taxi are aimed at nearly 120 kilometers per hour, surpassing countless cars on the highway, but I still feel it is very slow.

To be honest, I was surprised by my current state.

I can't even tell whether this emotion is reluctance or dissatisfaction, or something else.

I thought I just wanted to sleep with Li Wenyue, so what does it have to do with her leaving or staying?

Is it that disgusting sense of responsibility for me at work?

But from the moment I had sex with Li Wenyue to the end, I never thought of taking responsibility.

So, what kind of mood is this?

But what I can really feel is that it is too difficult to cut and still messy.

As time passes by minute by minute, the hope that can catch up is getting slimmer and slim, and I can only hope that miracles can happen.

I kept urging the driver, but he told me that the speed of 120 kilometers per hour on the highway was the fastest.

I began to regret why I didn’t know this earlier, why I didn’t take Guo Guodong away directly in the first round, and why I didn’t take the initiative to find Li Wenyue.

No matter which of these things I do, it will not cause the current situation.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

The car finally arrived at the airport, and it was just past five o'clock.

As soon as I ran into the hall, I heard the radio that the flight to Kunming had stopped boarding.

I felt cold when I heard this radio, and my feet stopped, and I was stunned, as if time had stopped.

No!Li Wenyue must have gone to other cities in Yunnan, not to Kunming, it must be like this!I gave myself a psychological hint and continued to run.

I walked between several rows of seats in the waiting hall, hoping to find her.

After running back and forth three times, I still gained nothing.

It's really gone, it's impossible that I missed it. After all, Li Wenyue's conspicuous figure and image imprinted in her heart.

I sighed and ran to the consultation office with a last glimmer of hope.

Hello, what are the flights to Yunnan now?I gasped and asked the guide on the consultation desk.

Hello, sir, I'll check it out.The instructor was checking on the computer, and she said after a while that between five and six o'clock, there was only the flight to Kunming that had just taken off.

There is only one class, right?Has it taken off?I confirmed with a very low mood.

Well, yes.Sir, look out the window, this flight that has just taken off is just now.He said to the instructor, stretching out his palm and bent his elbow toward the window.

I turned around along her fingertips.With the roar of the engine, a plane marked China Southern Airlines

The flight with the words "Text" is flying diagonally towards the sky.

After all, I still haven't seen her who might be the last time.Although I imagined all the possibilities after waiting for the airport in the taxi, there was a scene that I didn't expect.

I ran to the window, stood straight at the flight away, and waved to the plane.

I hope that Li Wenyue and I can have a good relationship, and that she can see through the window that I am still here saying goodbye to her.

She can see it, right?

Until the plane completely disappeared from my sight, I still stood here for a long time and refused to leave, but my heart was depressed after despair.

A thousand loves, a cup of wine, and the sounds are gone.I ask you when you will go back and don’t linger when you come.

A vicissitudes of life suddenly came from behind.

I followed the song and slowly turned around, and saw a dusty uncle singing alone while playing the violin.

I lowered my head, shook my head gently, and smiled helplessly.Fate comes together and finally parting, who can escape again?

But at least, let me tell her everything I want to say to her.But now, there is no chance to say anything.

I don't have her little Lingtong number, her new address, nothing.It means that we ended like this, and we no longer had the confidence to become our own passers-by.I really can't accept it.

However, who can take and let go of everyone?

My mother looked like she was happy and sad in my mind.

I think, since I have picked it up, then cherish the person in front of me and protect her.

I ask you when you will go back and don’t linger when you come.

With the sound of the violin, I hummed the last sentence with the uncle in a low voice.

At the same time, the innocent and clear singing of Yaoyao when she sang this song appeared in her mind, and her heart couldn't help but feel like a knife was shattered.

After he finished singing, he was silent for a long time before putting away the violin and walking slowly towards the exit of the hall.

She has been waiting for you for a long time.Suddenly, Yao Nian's voice came from behind.

I'm late.I slowly turned around, leaned against the glass window, and sighed, did you send Teacher Li away?

She didn't call me.Yao Nian put her hands behind her back, looked up at the dark sky outside the window, and she was quite depressed when she left.

It's me wrong.I shook my head gently, why are you here? And you are still here after Teacher Li left.

Because I know you won't come, I'm here.Yao Nian spoke riddles like a riddle man.

What do you want to say?I didn't want to play any brain teasers with her, I asked bluntly.

It's nothing, that's your business.But for her sake, I would like to remind you that if you don’t know, don’t do it yourself.

Yao Nian reached out to me with her hand behind her, holding an envelope in her hand. She asked me to hand it over to you, but I planned to tear it if you didn't come here today.

After I took the envelope, Yao Nian turned around and wanted to leave.

Did Teacher Li tell you anything?I asked as she turned around.

Nothing to say.After leaving this sentence, Yao Nian left the hall directly.

I gently grasped the envelope and stared at it.I sat down in the seat where the man who had just played "Farewell" and carefully unpacked the envelope intact.

The white letter paper was printed with Li Wenyue's familiar and beautiful pen handwriting.She wrote the following text in running script Zhou Wenhao: Good to see the letter.

It's a pity that I didn't see you for the last time, but maybe this is the ending.

You may ask the teacher why he suddenly left without saying goodbye?Then the teacher will tell you a story.

Before, before I came to this school to teach, I was looking for a job for a long time, and I was very confused during that time.

At that time, my friends and family suggested that I find a job of this and that, and let me give it a little.

I didn't want to do what they wanted, so I left home as I had no choice.

At that time, I worked odd jobs every day to earn money to support myself, and lived in a very cheap, dark and small old house.

At that time, I was about to lose confidence in life, very desperate and helpless.

One day, I got off work very late, the wind was very strong, and it was very cold when I blew on my body.

When I wanted to buy some food, I found that I didn't bring a penny with me.

I stood in front of the store, looking inside, letting the wind blow on me, because I was so hungry that I couldn't walk anymore.

A man wearing a white shirt was a little older than me and walked past me and walked into the store.

He bought a loaf of bread and walked out of the store.

I thought he would just leave like this, but I didn't expect him to walk straight towards me, stretch out the bread in his hand and hand it in front of me, and said to me with a smile: Are you hungry?Come and eat.

I stared at him for a long time, not knowing what I was thinking in my mind, and I didn't react until he stuffed the bread into my arms.

I only know that this is the first time I feel what warmth is, maybe gentleness.

I took the bread and thanked me several times.

Because it was very cold outside, he took me to the store to sit down and eat.

I was having a good time chatting with him while eating, and I felt very happy.

When he asked me if I had encountered something unsatisfactory, I told him all my unhappiness.

After saying that, I regret it very much.

I was asking myself, how could you tell a strange man these scandals in full?

The teacher felt that he might persuade me like my elders, but he didn't.He just asked me with concern: Then what do you want to do?

I want to be a teacher.I replied without hesitation.

If you think about things, then do it, there is no need to worry about it.

He shrugged and smiled relaxedly.

His smile made me take off all my defenses.

And this time, it was the first time that the teacher understood what it was like to be moved.

Because of this conversation with him that night, the teacher could persevere and become a real teacher.

After that, we sometimes met and chatted, but never sat together and ate like that time again.

No matter how the teacher invited him, he never promised to have dinner with me, let alone dates such as shopping.

Once I couldn't help it and asked him why he kept rejecting me, and he said that he was married and never thought about how to be with me.

I was very sad. It was not because he was married, because he was so old that I guess he must be married.

But at that moment, I felt that I was not worthy of him at all. His wife must be particularly outstanding, right?

We never met again after that.

During this period, the teacher asked him why he told me that he would do it if he wanted to do it. After all, this is not an easy thing for older people.

He told me that he used to be a doctor.

I have seen many patients, including many terminally ill and insurable.

During his contact with these patients, he found that many terminally ill patients did not choose to continue treatment, but took advantage of the rest of their lives to hurry up and do what they wanted to do but were not done for one or another.

So he felt that instead of waiting until life is about to end, it is better to go when you want to do it. Who knows what will happen tomorrow?

The story ends here.

The teacher originally had a lot to say to you, but when I finished writing this story, I felt that everything I wanted to say was here.

No matter whether your feelings for the teacher are true or false, no matter how you view the teacher, the teacher doesn’t care.

The teacher volunteered that Friday night, because you just want to do it, so that the teacher can see his shadow in you.

The teacher was very happy and there was no reluctance to leave now.

Your future journey is still long, so you must treat the women you meet in the future.

Goodbye if you are destined to be.