Chapter 93

In the past two days, Guan Xiaomei's father's examination has been completed.

As for the examination results, according to Zhang Jing, the situation is very bad and the operation needs to be performed as soon as possible.

So the time is set on Tuesday, which is this afternoon.

I accompanied Guan Xiaomei to ask Teacher Lin for leave and came to the hospital.

Dr. Zhang, please.After Guan Xiaomei's father was pushed into the operating room, when Zhang Jing was about to close the door, Guan Xiaomei suddenly bent her waist at 90 degrees and begged.

OKZhang Jing smiled slightly, responded and closed the door.

It was not until the moment the door closed and made a sound that Guan Xiaomei slowly raised her body.I watched the whole process of her getting up, looking into her eyes, her eyes full of expectation and relief.

The operation will definitely go very smoothly.I said to her very firmly, I don’t know if this is a comfort.

After all, no matter how I am, I am still an out of the matter. I cannot empathize with Guan Xiaomei's mood and feelings no matter what.

Well, I'm not worried.Although that's what he said, Guan Xiaomei didn't look at all relaxed or smiling when she said this.

She responded, walking towards the end of the corridor without looking back at the operating room.

I don't know what she was thinking at the moment, but just followed her.

I accompanied Guan Xiaomei all the way downstairs, walked out of the hospitalization building, and came to the empty square.

There are not many people in the square, most of them are the families of patients who come and go to and handle the procedures, and some are elderly patients who are supported by their families or are pushed in wheelchairs.

Most of them just bask in the sun in silence, and a small number of them will have conversations.

Guan Xiaomei looked at them from time to time, with a complicated look between her eyebrows.

We walked to a large tree that was enough to block all the sun and sat down on a double bench.Around this bench, there are the withered yellow leaves falling from the big tree above the head.

This morning, I saw her at the hospital entrance.Guan Xiaomei picked up an intact fallen leaf from the ground, stared at it, and said suddenly.

Um?I couldn't help but wonder.

The woman we met last time we went to the mall.Guan Xiaomei put the fallen leaf into her pocket, a smile flashed across the corner of her mouth, and her face was full of guilt.

Ah, I guessed it.I nodded and said softly, "You guys are quite similar."

From the moment my dad became like this, she was no longer my mother.Guan Xiaomei put her hands in her pocket, sighed softly, and said to herself that everything today is thanks to her.Guan Xiaomei paused for a moment and stared at the old couple talking and laughing sitting opposite us. Her father accidentally injured his leg because he was working outside.I was still young at that time, and I wonder if his injuries were severe.I only know that after nearly a week of rest, the injury on my leg did not improve, but it worsened.My family has never had much money, but I think there is still money for going to the hospital for treatment.But she did not choose to take my dad to the hospital, but instead found a quack doctor.

quack?So was your father's injury so badly caused by a quack doctor?When this fact that I had never known came from Guan Xiaomei, I was somewhat surprised.

Despite thinking about the unpleasant things that happened between her and her mother, it was never associated with his father's situation.

Then what?

I didn't even go to a decent clinic, but I was treated at home.That quack doctor is no one else, but her biological brother.Guan Xiaomei seemed to recall the scene at that time, shook her head helplessly and continued to say that his reputation in her hometown has never been good, and no one is willing to seek medical treatment for him.He said confidently that there must be no problem, saying that my dad was just a minor problem and he would get better once he did it.Speaking of this, the old couple opposite got up and walked away. Guan Xiaomei took a deep breath. I will never forget that day.That day I stood aside, looking at my father's miserable expression, my face and body were covered with cold sweat oozing out of the pain.I tried to stop him from continuing to mess around my dad's legs, but she stopped him.Looking at my dad, I was in pain as much as him.I cried loudly and begged him to stop, but he turned a deaf ear.I don't know how long it lasts, but I only know that from the beginning of the noon sunlight to the end of the sunlight, it turns into a dim moonlight.In the back, my dad didn't struggle anymore because he didn't know when he fainted due to the pain.

At this time, a small ball as big as a softball rolled beside us and gently touched Guan Xiaomei's ankle.

After a while, a little girl, about four or five years old, ran over and stopped a meter away in front of us.

It seemed that because we were strangers, she looked at us again and again, lowering her head slightly and did not dare to approach.

Is it your ball?Guan Xiaomei picked up the ball and asked her with a smile. After seeing her nodded, she patted the dust on the ball and reached over and handed it to her.

The little girl just reached out and took it back, but she still seemed a little afraid.

It must be her mother at this time. She walked over and bent down and said a few words to her before she plucked up the courage to take the ball away from Guan Xiaomei's hand, said thank you, and then ran away quickly.

After that, my dad's legs were swollen.After a few more days, not only did it not improve, but it even became difficult to get out of bed.When I became older and more sensible, I strongly asked to take my dad to the hospital for a visit, and she was particularly reluctant to go there.The doctor in the hospital told us that my father's legs were not cured and he would suffer from lifelong disability in the second half of his life.Guan Xiaomei sneered. At that time, I naively thought she would feel guilty and would do her best to treat my dad.But she didn't, she didn't even have such thoughts at all.A few days after that, she left with all the savings in her family.No one knew where she went. At that time, I was afraid that she would be lost or that there was any danger, so I looked for her for a long time.Later I heard from others that she just ran away and left our father and daughter alone with the money and ran away.After that, I didn't ask about her anymore, and I just thought that there was no such mother.After so many years, she has never visited my dad again.I really didn't expect to meet her again in the mall.It's really good luck.

No wonder you treated her as a stranger when you saw her that day.I understood Guan Xiaomei a little, and nodded and said in agreement, so what you said to Dr. Zhang before was someone you wanted to save no matter what, but you meant your father, right?From then on, I made up my mind, right?

Well, I don't want to believe that my dad will live his second half of his life like this.Why can’t a good person have a good result?Why should a good person end like this?Why don’t bad people be punished?Guan Xiaomei said excitedly, covering her face with her hands and lowering her head, even if she had to wait for a long time, even if she had little hope.But this is the reason why I study hard and persist in living in poverty.Even if my labor force is lost, my father is trying his best to earn that little hard-earned money to support me in studying.Even in order to repay his kindness for raising him, I will do my best.I have been wandering between the choices of being a doctor, a lawyer or a policeman.It was not until I asked my dad if he hated her and my dad replied that he didn't hate her that I decided to choose to become a doctor in the future.Guan Xiaomei paused for a moment and looked at the window in the hospitalized building that might be the operating room, but this did not mean that I didn't hate her anymore.It doesn't mean that I agree with my dad's kindness.I will hate her in this life, and there is no room for forgiveness.Even if she kneels in front of us now and crys earnestly that she knows she is wrong, I will not be moved at all.I just feel that my dad's health will not improve any better than sending her to prison in the future. It is better for me to learn something useful so that my dad can live a more comfortable life in the second half of his life.After all, I have worked hard for most of my life, and I hope he can live a good old age.

This is also pretty good.I didn't know how to respond to Guan Xiaomei, so I could only nod and echoed, since I met Dr. Zhang, I think your wish can be realized early.

It's a surprise.Guan Xiaomei rarely has a knowing smile on her face. I didn’t expect that you knew Dr. Zhang as good as Dr. Zhang.It would have been great if I could be with you earlier, and I might have had the surgery earlier.But it’s all a story later. I’m very grateful to meet Dr. Zhang. How dare you ask for more?Guan Xiaomei sighed, and a trace of sorrow appeared on her face. I placed all my hope on this operation.If even Dr. Zhang was helpless, I don’t know who else I could count on.I thought that the farther away from the operating room, the faster the time would pass.But no matter where I went, my heart was always outside the operating room, watching the clock move around minute by minute.This long operation time is really hard to bear.It reminds me of that day, watching the scene where the quack doctor performed my dad's surgery.I obviously don’t want to recall it, but I can’t get rid of it.

Then let's go back to the operating room.As I said that, I got up and waited for Guan Xiaomei. Actually, auntie, she had found me.After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to tell her about Su Nuan. I think Guan Xiaomei has the right to know about it.

What?Guan Xiaomei stood up and responded meaningfully.

She blamed herself, probably because of the past.Guan Xiaomei and I walked slowly towards the inpatient building side by side, and said as she seemed to feel that she didn't have the face to see you again, but she could tell that she hoped you would be fine.I'm not talking for her, but want to tell you that she may be different from that time.

So what?Can she help my dad get back to his former appearance?Guan Xiaomeihao sneered in pity, "I don't need it, and my dad doesn't need it."She is her, we are us.Forget it, let’s not talk about this anymore.Thank you very much for introducing Dr. Zhang to me so that my father can get such a good opportunity.Guan Xiaomei said gratefully, maybe you don’t know, just not long ago, I almost despaired.

How to say it?

I once mentioned my father to Yao Nian.She told me that if she could meet me earlier, maybe she could help me.I asked her why she said that, and she said she knew a particularly famous surgeon named Zhou Ruoyu.If it were him, my dad's legs would definitely be cured.But she said it was too late, and I asked why, and she said he could no longer have surgery on others.

What?Zhou Ruoyu?Why, Yao Nian knew my father’s name, and also knew that he was a doctor, and he frowned and muttered softly, "How could Yao Nian be...

Um?What's wrong?Guan Xiaomei asked in confusion when she saw me in surprise.

No, nothing.I lowered my head slightly and shook my head, thinking that there is no need for Guan Xiaomei to know too much about this, but I hope to know more, so I added, is Zhou Ruoyu better than Dr. Zhang?Yao Nian is very familiar with him?

I don't know much about this...Guan Xiaomei and I took the elevator together. There were only two of us in the elevator car. She pressed the floor. I asked about it, but Yao Nian didn't want to say more.She just said that it was impossible and asked more questions only to add regret.

I nodded, and did not continue to ask questions. I followed Guan Xiaomei back to the operating room door, waiting for the light on the top of the operating room door to go out.

But I thought to myself what Yao Nian said that he could no longer perform surgery on others. This seems to be different from the information I know.

It was just a divorce and left home. Why did Yao Nian say so?

Could it be that he will stop practicing medicine after he goes?

This is impossible. Isn’t his purpose there just to practice medicine freely?

What's wrong...

While waiting for the operation, I sat in the chair, watching Guan Xiaomei standing and staring at the operating room lights, but I didn't understand the problem just now.

The deepest thing I thought was that I could vaguely feel where the problem was, but I couldn't figure out why. In the end, I could only conclude that this was just a casual sentence from Yao Nian, or something happened after he went there.

With Yao Nian's personality, it is unlikely to talk about this casually.

Then, there is only the possibility that comes later.

But, what happened?

My sixth sense told me that it was this incident that prompted Yao Nian to suddenly come to my school, and it was obviously for me.

I think if I want to figure out all this, I will confront Yao Nianzheng sooner or later.

Five hours have passed since the operating room closed the door and when the door opened again.

During this period, I couldn't remember how many times Guan Xiaomei and I stood up and sat down.

I only knew that when the door opened, several doctors and nurses pushed Guan Shouqin out, and Zhang Jing followed closely behind and walked out.

Guan Xiaomei hurriedly met her, checking her father's situation anxiously and concernedly.

Guan Shouqin lay on the hospital bed with his eyes closed and did not wake up.

The medical staff beside him signaled Guan Xiaomei to be quiet and said that he needed a rest.

Guan Xiaomei nodded slightly to express her apology and took two steps back. It was not until Zhang Jing walked over that she asked: Doctor Zhang, how is my dad doing?

It's not a serious problem. If you take a rest for another half month to take good care of yourself, it's okay to get out of bed and walk.However, the heavy physical work needs to be rehabilitated for half a year before judging the situation.Zhang Jing replied tiredly, "You should follow the nurses and the others to the ward first. The nurse will tell you what you need to pay attention to these days and remember them carefully."

OK, thank you Dr. Zhang!Guan Xiaomei bowed gratefully, and Zhang Jing responded with a smile and urging her to go to her father's place soon. She nodded and couldn't help but say happily, "Okay, I'll go now."I will thank you very much when you are no longer busy.After saying that, Guan Xiaomei ran after the nurses.

After seeing them getting on the elevator, Zhang Jing leaned against the wall, closed her eyes and pressed her temples with her hands, looking very tired.

Jingjing, should you sit down and rest for a while?I hurriedly approached her with concern and wanted to hold her down in the seat.

Thanks, no need.I'm not tired, and I have a surgical report to write.Zhang Jingqiang held on and smiled and shook his head. He cheered up and walked towards his office.

I was not very relieved about her current appearance, so I followed her.

Her pace was obviously heavier and slower than usual, but one hand was still stuck in the pocket of the white coat, and it looked no different as usual.

Suddenly, Zhang Jing's calf bent for a moment, and she lost her balance and was about to fall to the right.

I quickly strode forward and held her shoulders, so that she did not completely fall down.

However, because she fell down very suddenly, although my reaction was already very fast, her body was still crooked when she fell down.

When I held her shoulders, her body turned towards me, and her plump and soft right breast was tightly pressed against my chest, causing an intimate contact.

Is it okay, quiet?I helped her up and showed a look of concern. Although I saw her shaking her head to deny it, I could see that her face was not very good, so I insisted on helping her back to the office. I will help you to the office first.

Thanks.After returning to the office, Zhang Jing sat on her office chair and thanked me.

Looking from the window behind her, it was pitch black outside.

What was written at Zhang Jingzheng at her desk? It was probably the surgical report she mentioned just now.

I was still a little worried about her physical condition, but seeing how serious she is now, I decided not to bother her for now, but just quietly retreated from the office and helped her close the door gently.

I came outside the hospital, bought two hot dinners and a bowl of hot porridge and quickly returned to the hospital.

I handed one of the supper and porridge to Guan Xiaomei, so that she could remember to eat.

I quietly returned to Zhang Jing's office with another meal.

Seeing that she was still writing things seriously, I sat quietly by the side waiting for her to finish her work.

But I don’t know how long it will take for her to write this, so I’m a little worried that my meal will get cold, so I’m waiting for a good opportunity.

I didn't let me wait for a long time, maybe I was too tired, so Zhang Jing suddenly shook her head and supported her hand on her forehead, obviously resting.

Let's have a meal first.This is a good time. I was busy handing her the still warm supper to her while she was resting, and said with concern that after only five hours of surgery, I wrote a report without even having to eat, which was unbearable.

Haha, when did you buy it?But thanks anyway.Have you got a meal yet?The moment he saw the fry, Zhang Jing was quite surprised, then smiled with relief, took the fry over, and neatly placed the half-written report aside.

I Ah?Ah, I ate it.I responded with a smile and said, "I bought it after I finished eating."I don’t know what you like to eat, but I think I’m still in the breastfeeding period, so it’s all light.

Haha, I'm determined.Zhang Jing opened the lunch box and took a few bites. It seemed that the taste was pretty good, or she had a good appetite. In short, she was eating well. Unexpectedly, the woman after giving birth would be so weak.I used to see this in books, but I didn’t feel real.Only when it really happens to me can I know how powerful the impact of postpartum is.

Eh?But even if it is not after delivery, it will be very tiring to undergo surgery for five hours in a row, right?Seeing that Zhang Jing seemed to be in a good mood, he responded in a chat style, "Not mentioning the operation, I can get tired even if you ask me to write homework for five hours in a row."

I'm not lying to you.You have to know that before I gave birth, not to mention five-hour surgery, twelve consecutive hours of surgery are common.Being a surgeon has long been used to this intensity.While Zhang Jing was having a meal, I went to pour her a glass of water. She took a sip and continued, so I felt that the five-hour surgery was not difficult for me after giving birth.But obviously, I underestimated it and overestimated myself.Not to mention that I feel a little tired now, I actually feel a little tired during the operation and it is difficult to concentrate, and I almost had an operation accident.

So Ah, don’t have surgery in the next period of time, just take a rest.It's not a trivial matter if this is going to cause a surgical accident.I hurriedly persuaded, saying that it would affect the career of a doctor in the smallest way, but it would not be impossible to affect the life of a lifetime.

I will pay attention to it later.Zhang Jing nodded. I don’t know if she really listened to it. Based on my understanding of her online, I was deeply suspicious of this. She gestured with one hand and described it with emotion. What’s even more serious just now was that when the operation reached the critical moment, my chest suddenly hurt very much.I really have a good willpower, otherwise I would have fallen on the operating table directly.I think it's time to check my breasts. This pain is no longer comparable to breastfeeding.

Then how many days should I rest?If it's really mastitis, it's very painful.I was a little scared and wanted to convince her that in such a big hospital, there would be no problem if you were not here for a few days.Leave the patients on your hands to your colleagues to give them a first shot.After all, if you really fall down and don’t even have time to explain to your colleagues, you will really be irresponsible to your patients.

Alas, I know.What you said was like me being an ignorant little girl.After Zhang Jing finished the meal, she nodded and smiled bitterly. Suddenly she covered her chest with a look of pain on her face, hissing!

What's wrong?Sitting opposite her, I quickly stood up, leaned forward and touched her wrist, and asked uneasily, "Did it hurt again?"

Um... my chest hurts again.Zhang Jing frowned and said in pain, "Go close the door first."

good.I nodded quickly, turned around and closed the door, then turned around and helped her to lie down on the bed. Seeing that she was still covering her right chest and chest, I said even more uneasy, "Are you better?"Does it still hurt?

I don't know if it's because of my breasts or something.Zhang Jing pointed to the drawer beside her and said, "There is a breast pump inside, please help me get it."

good.I agreed, and hurriedly found the breast pump in the drawer and helped Zhang Jing get up.

Zhang Jing glanced at me, and then I realized that I was still looking at her breasts.

So I turned around embarrassedly, and only the rustling sound of Zhang Jing lifting her clothes was heard, followed by the sound of the breast pump squeezing the air rhythmically.

Listening to this voice, Zhang Jing's plump and round big breasts couldn't help but think of Zhang Jing's plump and round breasts. Almost at the same time, the cock under her body reacted.

I swallowed and tried my best to control myself and not think about some messy things at this time. After all, Zhang Jing is in a state of discomfort now.

Huh... After a few minutes, I heard Zhang Jing breathing a sigh of relief, followed by the sound of tidying up her clothes. Soon she, Shu Kingdom, OK, you can turn around.

I listened and almost subconsciously turned around, and saw that the bottle of the milker was filled with the milky liquid that Zhang Jinggang squeezed out.

I didn’t observe carefully last time, but after looking closely this time, I felt that the color of the breast milk filled with it was still different from that of the milk.

Will this be taken back for my daughter to drink?I stared at the bottle and asked curiously.

Um?What, do you want to drink?Zhang Jing stood up and tidied up her big white coat. Seeing me asking, she did not answer directly, but said half-jokingly, "I won't take it back for her to drink, I will pour it."After all, I have a lot of milk, and she can't finish it, and she can't even eat the milk she squeezed out.Why, are you interested in it?If you want to drink it, you can try it, I don't mind.

Looking at Zhang Jing's unreadable smile, I couldn't tell whether she was a joke or serious one at once, but I always felt that it was more or less provoking me.

Honestly, if I can, I really want to try it.

Uh, that, no.I shook my head quickly, how could I admit such a thing?But my eyes betrayed me and kept staring at the bottle.

Haha, really not?Suddenly, Zhang Jing leaned down and put her face in front of me, and said teasingly at a very close distance. I can smell the frankincense on her body. You can't deceive me. When you saw it last time you looked at it, you still said no?Do you want to recall the smell of eating your mother's milk when you were a child?

I... I lowered my head ashamed because I was seen through.

But when I lowered my head and saw her plump breasts, the desire that had not yet subsided suddenly burned even harder. I could feel that my face was now flushing red.

In the end, I said stubbornly and did not dare to look at her, but I didn't.

Oh, is it?Zhang Jing stood up, walked slowly over and picked up the bottle, pretending to be a pity, and slowly walked towards the pool. In this case, I would pour it over.It’s a pity. After all, breast milk is a very nutritious thing for teenagers who are still developing, and they can’t buy it even if you want to.

I can't stand it anymore. I'm a man, how can I stand Zhang Jing's intentional teasing like this?Not to mention this bottle of milk, even her whole body, I want to push it down right now.

I drink it, it’s shameful to waste it!I immediately stood up, said righteously, snatched the bottle from her hand, and said with a little revenge, "I drink as much as you have."

After saying that, I drank the milk from the bottle.

Hahaha, you are so arrogant.Zhang Jing looked at me drinking milk, hugged her chest with her hands, slightly squinted her head, and smiled, Look at your anxious look.How about it, is it delicious?

Well... I squeezed my eyebrows, licked my lips, tilted my head, and thought about it and replied, "It tastes a little different from what I imagined, a little fishy and a little fragrant."It doesn't taste that much like milk.How to describe it?

Haha, OK.I just ask you, you have become a masterpiece, right?Zhang Jing covered her mouth and said with a smile, "Have you drunk enough?"Do you still want to drink it?I still have it here.

Ah?Where else?I didn't realize what she said at once. I looked around the room, but didn't see other bottles, and said, "It's gone."

Puff, where do you think it can be?Zhang Jing looked at me with more and more amusing, and then she turned downwards. My eyes moved down and landed on her upright chest. Then she suddenly realized what she said just now, "Tsk tsk, little pervert."

Don't drink anymore.Unexpectedly, I was so smart that I fell into Zhang Jing's trap. I quickly smiled deniably, Jingjing, just joke, I won't take you to fight the interstellar world in the future.

Oh, that won't work.Who promised me to teach me how to beat me two days ago?Zhang Jing put away his smile and said proudly, "You have also drunk my milk, and I have even confiscated your money. Do you know why?"It’s just that not only do you want to teach me how to play, but you will also take me more 22 in the future.Otherwise, I would tell Guan Xiaomei that Zhou Wenhao is so old and still has breastfeeding.

You... are so cruel.I couldn't help but shrugging my shoulders, shook my head and smiled bitterly, "Okay, who makes people short-speakable."It depends on you, it depends on you.

Oh, don’t act like you’re cheated.Zhang Jing suddenly took the drunken bottle from my hand and said, "Take me more, I can give you this."

I dare not, I dare not, I can’t afford to drink.I responded with a smile, saying, you should be considered off work at this point.

Well, I'm actually going to get off work after the operation.Zhang Jing looked at the night outside the window, then came to her senses and looked at the unfinished report on the table, frowned, and said, but the surgical report had not been written yet.

It's time to write this thing tomorrow, right?I walked to my desk, looked at the notebook, and suggested, "It really doesn't work, it's okay to take it home to write it."The main reason is that you feel that you are not in good condition, so it is important to take a break first.

That's fine.It's not considered a major operation, it's all the things to be written, and I'm not interested in it.After thinking about it, Zhang Jing accepted my suggestion. She packed the table. Are you free tonight?Come with me and teach me how to play the Stars.

I'm available.But are you sure you can fight the interstellar world in your state?I said with a little doubt, I think it's better to wait for you to play.

I'm not playing games, I play Stars to relax and don't use my brain too much. What's the matter?Zhang Jing said without any regard for it. You may not believe it. I used to have ten-hour surgery and would have three hours of interstellar attacks when I got home. After the attack, I felt relaxed and my sleep quality was very high.

Good Ah, I can do it.Seeing Zhang Jing say this, I have no reason to refuse.

Before we left the hospitalization building, we first came to Guan Xiaomei's father's ward.

Through the square glass on the ward door, I saw Guan Xiaomei sitting next to the bed, lying on a corner of the bed, asleep.

So I decided not to disturb her and left with Zhang Jing.

She probably didn't sleep all night.On the elevator, Zhang Jing suddenly spoke.

Is this true?How do you know?When I looked at her during the day, she seemed to have no dark circles.I asked in confusion as I recalled.

How old are you? You can have dark circles every night occasionally?Zhang Jing shook her head and smiled faintly, just because of the weight of her father in her heart, she still had ten years of expectations.When this day really comes, how could you sleep the night before?You, Ah, still don’t understand women enough.

It seems to be true to say so.I thought about Zhang Jing's words carefully and walked out of the elevator behind her. But Jingjing, why are you so sure?

Zhang Jing just smiled faintly and did not answer me.I just asked casually, so I didn't ask any questions. I followed her to find her car and then got into her car.

I have taken over so many patients, and of course I have come into contact with various patients' families.Zhang Jing started the engine and poured the car out, saying, "And, I've experienced it myself."When I experienced this, I was about the same age as her.

Ah?Have you experienced it too?I answered with surprise, but the moment I said it, I felt that I shouldn't have said that, and hurriedly added, I'm sorry, I'm talking too much.

Uh-huh.Zhang Jing shook her head gently, "It's just a matter of the past, you don't have to care so much."Just when you asked, I remembered it.At that time, the medical conditions were very poor and my family was in the countryside. If the internal medicine disease was still fine, I just went to the town to find a doctor to prescribe medicine.My mother has accumulated a lot of problems due to her years of hard work and poor nutrition.Just when Guan Xiaomei and I were so old, one day, my mother fell down.For some reason, her hands couldn't lift up, and after a few days, her waist could not be straightened.At that time, we were able to go to the county as far as we could, but the medical conditions in the county were also very poor and there was no way to cure her.At that time, everyone was saying that my mother had an incurable disease and advised us to make plans early.In desperation, I asked the doctors in various towns everywhere, collected a lot of earth recipes, and then looked for some rare medicinal materials everywhere.I collected them all for my mother to eat. At that time, I couldn't sleep all night on the first night after I finished the new recipe. I always dreamed that everything would be fine when my mother woke up the next day.

Zhang Jing stopped when she said this.And our car stopped in front of a red light.

Then, what happened later?Is it cured?Curiosity drove the pursuit to ask.

No.Zhang Jing shook her head helplessly. Not only did she not get better, but she also gave her all the prescriptions because I was taking medicine randomly, which made her already bad health even worse.Within a year, my mother left.For this reason, I feel very guilty and sad, and I haven't recovered for several years.

I nodded slowly, without a response, thinking that I shouldn't be so curious anymore.After that, we didn't talk about this topic and drove quietly to her home.