January 2013 is another exam month.
The winter vacation at Nanjing University starts from the end of January and lasts until the 20th day of the first lunar month, almost thirty days.But in fact, if there is no exam, you can go home early.
Especially for senior students, they can basically control the rest of their time.
Liang Hao had already gone home early.
In his words, if he handed over his computer to Li Zhou, it means that he had completed the task and now he has to go home and embrace the desktop he has been thinking about day and night.
As for work, let’s talk about it when it starts next spring.
Li Zhou despised his attitude very much.
Other things can be put aside, but you should still be serious about finding a job.
Although Li Zhou can help him fill in his project experience, he still needs to master some of the professional terms in it himself.
This exam month, Li Zhou didn't have a single exam.
He went to work at Han Menghe's company during the day, and stayed in the dormitory to fiddle with Liang Hao's alien computer at night.
Life is dull and dull.
Of course, he did not forget what Chen Muyu said and pursued Mingyan again.
After what happened last year, his face was thick and his cultivation reached a new level.
Even if he was dumped by Mingyan, he was willing to know his shame and then bravely chase her again.
But, besides being shameless, a brand new way is needed.After all, it is impossible to visit Nanjing for another thirty days.
Unfortunately, Mingyan never paid much attention to her.
The messages, text messages and even messages from QQ space were all sank to the sea and there was no response.
The only thing that is thankful is that after sending so many messages, Mingyan has not blocked him yet.
This made Li Zhou feel very pleased. As long as she has not given up completely, she still has a chance... In the blink of an eye, it is the Great Cold, and heavy snow falls in Nanjing.
It was the weekend, and Li Zhou came back from the library.He originally wanted to get to the progress of his paper here, and by the way, he saw if Mingyan was there, and pretended to meet him by chance.
But the beautiful snow scene outside attracted his attention. This was the first time he saw such heavy snow in Nanjing.
The entire campus is covered with white snowflakes, like a layer of shiny white fluffy carpet, covered in silver, and is holy.
Li Zhou only wrote two meaningless explanatory words, so he couldn't help but step on the snow, stepping on the thick snow piles, as if stepping on the clouds.
The campus after the snow is quiet and beautiful.He took two good-looking photos and sent them to Mingyan.
Mingyan, guess where is this place?
This place is beautiful and we haven't seen it before.
Then quietly wait for her reply.
Actually, they have been here, and this is the place where they eat osmanthus pudding together.The reason why Li Zhou said this is because if Mingyan remembered it, he might reply to him.
After waiting for ten minutes, I still didn't wait for her news.Li Zhou was a little disappointed, but soon got used to it. She hadn't replied to the news this month.
In a daze, I started playing with the snowflakes on the treetops.
The moment his finger touched the cold snowflakes, he suddenly remembered something.
He quickly opened the chat box again and sent a message to Deng Mingyan: Mingyan, do you still remember the cat nest we made for the kitten on the rooftop?Have you seen it recently?How are they?
A few months ago, at Mingyan's strong request, he disguised himself as a staff member of the student union and went to the roof of the girls' dormitory to set up a home for the kitten to avoid the misfortune of being frozen to death in winter.
Li Zhou was reluctant at that time. Now thinking about it, it was a wonderful memory of the two.
This news really worked, and Mingyan quickly sent a reply: I just read it yesterday, and the cats are all fine.
Several little cats have grown up a lot.When I went there, the orange cat disappeared and was worried for a while. Later, I found out that it was adopted by the dormitory next door. They said that this cat is pretty and can be left in the dormitory and played with it, haha.
Senior, you get up so early. I am still in the quilt and don’t want to get up in winter~
Li Zhou smiled and said, "Why haven't you seen you in the library recently? It turns out that you can't get up."
It's ten o'clock in the morning now, so it's too early.
You may need a wake-up call service.He replied.
Mingyan was willing to pay attention to him, and he felt much more relaxed.
It seems that I really returned to the time I was chasing her at the beginning, and everything is moving in a good direction.
It is very necessary, and it is best to help me lift the quilt.
How have you learned German?
It cannot be said that it is familiar with one's heart, at least it can be said that it is better than nothing.Mingyan's continuous reply made Li Zhou happier and happier.
He even forgot that Mingyan has always been very enthusiastic.
Haha, then you can't get up to study~
It can't be moved, and the bed is so warm.
Then... are you out to play?The snow stopped, it was not cold outside, it looked pretty good.Li Zhou boldly sent out the invitation.
However, Deng Mingyan didn't reply for a long time this time.Li Zhou stopped while walking and took another photo of the beautiful snow-hou Hongmei for her to show her, hoping to seduce her out.
Half an hour later, Mingyan replied: No, I have to pack my luggage later and I will go home tomorrow.
Well, an unexpected failure.
It’s not that easy to meet girls, I was just a lucky person before...
So fast?Have you finished the exam?Li Zhou replied.
Well, go home early and go to blow the heating.
It's pretty good, I want to go home too, but unfortunately I have to go to work in a few days.
Senior, can you... come and send me a gift?I have a few words to say to you.
Um?
Mingyan actually asked to see me?
Li Zhou was overjoyed. He read it three times, confirming that he was not wrong verbatim, and then replied: Good Ah, I just happened to be free tomorrow.
OK, then, see you at the station tomorrow.
See you tomorrow.
Li Zhou's heart is as beautiful as the plum blossoms blooming behind the snow.He couldn't help but whistle, and his depressed mood over the past month was wiped out, and he even felt light and could not speak easily.
In the past, when watching TV series, he hated that kind of clip: a very loving couple had a conflict because of misunderstandings.
There was a misunderstanding that could be explained clearly in one sentence, but the two of them just didn't say it.
The man was there and said, listen to my explanation.
The woman said, I don’t listen, I don’t listen.
I went back and forth several times, and it made people anxious to see it.
And now, Li Zhou wanted to say this, but he found that he could not explain it at all.
Others misunderstand, but he is not.
He really cheated.
He can't say, Mingyan, listen to my argument.
So, he could only admit his mistake, and then start over and act according to Mingyan's eyes.
Now Mingyan finally gave him a good look, and of course he was very happy.Although the broken mirror cannot be reunited, it can be made again.
how?So happy today?
On the way to the cafeteria, I met Chen Muyu by chance.She was wearing a off-white coat, just came back from the library, carrying a small bag containing books, and there was still a bit of fatigue that had not dissipated in her expression.
In the snow, her cold expression, tall figure, and extraordinary temperament are as charming as a fairy.
Every time I see her, she is so beautiful.Li Zhou secretly hid his admiring gaze and walked side by side with her: Mingyan said, let me go to the station to see her off tomorrow.
What a good thing.Chen Muyu's eyes lit up slightly.
Um.
Dress up handsomely.
yes.Then definitely... I was wondering, should I bring her a bouquet of flowers?
Need not.It’s not a special day. If you slow down your mind, just be a normal friend.
Li Zhou nodded, looking at him wanting to speak but stopping. After thinking about it, he still didn't ask.
He wanted to ask, is this really useful?
Will Mingyan accept him again?
But there was another voice in my mind, and I said it, "If it's useless, then don't do it?"
You owe her so much... Chen Muyu glanced at his ears and faces, and guessed what he was struggling with. He smiled and said gently: Senior sister, let's go to her dormitory for tea, are you going?
Did she say it?
Well, I invited me last night and asked me to call you by the way, and said, if you don’t want to, then forget it.
I'd rather go.
Li Zhou nodded and agreed. He was just wondering why his senior sister didn't invite me directly, but wanted to convey it through Chen Muyu.
My senior sister is also very interested in tasting tea on heavy snow.
When he and Chen Muyu came to his senior sister's residence, they had already smelled a tea fragrance as soon as they left the elevator entrance.
The warm and refreshing fragrance of leaves, mixed with moist water mist, floats in the cold air, making people feel refreshed.
It turns out that the fragrance of tea is not afraid of the deep alley.Li Zhou sighed.
Senior sister Chen Wen smiled and opened the door, took off her shoes, and said: In our hometown, the Great Cold usually requires drinking hot wine. But I am not good at drinking, so I can only invite you to have tea.
Drinking tea is good, at least it is not easy to get drunk.
Li Zhou and the girl drank a few times, and each time they finished drinking, there were all kinds of things, and now they had a psychological shadow.
In fact, there is also sleeping tea in the tea.Do you want to do some sleep-aid?
There is any such tea?
Yes, it’s stressful to study for a doctorate, and there are times when you can’t sleep.I don't want to take sleeping pills, so I can only make some weird things.
Chen Muyu said: Is the senior sister still under pressure recently?
Chen Wen's expression was obviously frozen for a moment. She turned her head, avoided the eyes of the two, and then smiled: No Ah, they are all pretty good lately. Where are you?
I'm fine, but someone might just... Chen Muyu looked at Li Zhou.
I'm fine, too.Li Zhou quickly answered the conversation, saying that he was here to have tea today, and he didn't want to mention sad things in front of his senior sister.
Yeah?That's pretty good, everyone is very good... When you are in a good mood, it's suitable to drink green tea. I'll make you a pot of Biluochun.
good.I am in a good mood and drink green tea. Is there any saying?Li Zhou asked.
Green tea has a slightly sweet aroma and is mellow and refreshing, which can last for a happy mood.
Pay attention!
Li Zhou and Chen Muyu sat face to face on the ground.
The senior sister sat between the two, kneeling on both knees, like a little girl from a teahouse. She carefully fiddled with the tea set, picked up the handle of the teapot, raised the orchid fingers, and raised the spout high, slanted slightly, and a bright stream of water poured down from the porcelain pot.
She poured green tea for the two of them, then changed to another teapot and poured herself a cup of flower tea.
The room was not turned on, but an electric heating stove was used. The senior sister explained that the main reason was that the dry hot air of the air conditioner would dilute the tea fragrance, and the secondary reason was that the air conditioner was broken.
Li Zhou thought it was pretty good. In the middle of winter, he used a warm stove to roast the fire, savor hot tea, and enjoy the snow scene, which was also a kind of enjoyment.Not to mention, there are two friends to accompany you.
The bright yellow stove lamps raised invisible warm ripples in the room. On the tea table, a row of quaint green porcelain cups were steaming, and the mist with tea fragrance gradually dissipated in the common sight of the three people, and the house was filled with peace and leisure.
Chen Wen took a sip, with a slightly sad expression: A year has passed. After going to college, every year is going through so fast.
Li Zhou also took a sip.
The taste of Biluochun is bitter at first and then sweet, but it is not astringent at all. It really has a happy aftertaste: Yes.Unexpectedly, I was about to graduate so soon, and the admission report felt that it was still yesterday.
Therefore, youth is short and youth is fleeting, so you need to enjoy it in time.
Chen Muyu concluded with a smile.
Enjoy in time?
This view coincides with my thoughts of persuading my senior sister that day... Forget it, it's too embarrassing, so I won't recall it anymore.
Li Zhou smiled, but his smile was mixed with a few different emotions.
Chen Wen's eyes moved slightly: Mu Yu, then when will you go home to enjoy yourself?
tomorrow.
Li Zhou said strangely: So fast?
Um.
Mingyan is going back tomorrow, have you agreed?
Where are you, senior sister? Chen Muyu didn't want to continue this topic, so she asked Chen Wen instead.
I may be very late, and the boss has not solved the topic. She doesn't have a holiday, so I won't think of resting. Chen Wen lamented, she lowered her head and approached the teapot. Her two watery eyes were covered with a layer of exquisite mist, looking beautiful and aggrieved.
Chen Muyu suddenly gave Li Zhou a secret wink. Li Zhou understood the meaning of her eyes: Muyu wanted him to comfort him, but... he always felt that his relationship with Shen Wen was very awkward. Last time he comforted him, he comforted him in the pit, and this time he comforted him.
The room fell into silence for a moment. Chen Muyu tilted her head, looked at her senior sister's tea cup, and smiled: Senior sister, you gave us green tea, but you drank flower tea by yourself. It's so unfair. I want to drink flower tea too.
Chen Wen said: This is jasmine tea, used to deal with dysmenorrhea. Have you had dysmenorrhea recently?
Well, dysmenorrhea does not have any...Is it any other effect?Chen Muyu asked with a smile.
It is said that... Flower tea can also inspire people's spirits and relieve depression, but I feel that it doesn't seem that magical...
Senior sister, do you have any depression?Chen Muyu looked at her seriously.
Chen Wen's eyes began to dodge. Her eyes shook on Li Zhou's body, then moved to Chen Muyu, nodded gently, and said hesitantly: Muyu, in fact, I'm looking for you today, I want to ask you for help if I have something to do.
Senior sister, you said.
I originally thought, if you are not in a hurry to leave, can you stay with me for a few days?
Li Zhou and Chen Muyu's faces also showed doubts: Why?
I...my ex-husband, uh, is the civil engineering classmate who got married to add credits before, and he returned to school last week.I divorced him, but I was still a little scared.
Wait, the amount of information is a bit large.
Have you broken up?Li Zhou said in surprise, is it the season for breaking up recently?
yes.I said before that we have no feelings.He is to add credits, and I am to find an excuse to avoid Han Menghe.Now that he is being deported for prostitution, we are of course dispersed...
Then what are you afraid of?Chen Muyu's eyes were complicated, his eyebrows were drooping, as if he was thinking about something.
He is a student at school, so I received the notice not only, but also the school.So... he was expelled from school, and then I divorced him again... I was afraid... he was out of control...
Is he not good at character?Li Zhou felt as if he had asked an idiot's question.
Of course, if a person who is not good at character, I will definitely not go to prostitution. Li Zhouyi thought seriously.
No, he actually has a good character, and he promised me that I would not come back.But I...I lack security... He still has the right to enter the dormitory. With the key to my room, I tend to think randomly.So, I would like to ask you to stay with me for two days...
yes.The senior sister and her ex-husband are nominally in a dormitory. It was fine when he was on a business trip before, but now he is back and no longer a classmate. The senior sister is a girl again, so it is of course to be afraid.
How long does that permission end?
The Chinese New Year is over.After the New Year, the school will replace it with a new magnetic card.
Senior sister, I really want to help you.Chen Muyu has a sincere attitude, but, I'm sorry, I'm really in a hurry to go back.
Well, it doesn't matter. Chen Wen shook her head naturally, it was me
However, I have someone to recommend.Chen Muyu changed his tone and his tone was a bit naughty.
Li Zhou was drinking tea while thinking about the solution for his senior sister, when he suddenly heard Chen Muyu's words and realized that something was wrong.He raised his head and saw the two girls staring at him straight.
Could it be that I am talking about me?Li Zhou pointed at himself.
What do you think?Chen Muyu smiled.
I...can I do it?
Junior brother, if you...I...I believe in your character... Chen Wen said hesitantly, with a shy expression. That night, it was enough to prove that he was a kind person.
Chen Muyu nodded solemnly, and then gestured the three words again with his lips.
Li Zhou was shocked and responded guiltily.
...Chen Muyu went back the next day, so she would be with her senior sister that night.
Li Zhou moved his center of gravity to meet Mingyan's station.
Mingyan's car sets off at 8 a.m.
At half past five, he woke up, then quickly got up, washed up, put on his makeup, went to the cafeteria to have breakfast, and thought about whether he wanted to bring a breakfast for Mingyan.
But when he thought of Mu Yu saying that he could just be calm, he gave up this idea.
When we arrived at the square of the railway station, it was half past six. The sky was still dark gray, and the dark curtains enveloped most of the world, leaving only a small piece of residual light in the east.
The street lights around the square are like guards standing for tens of millions of years, emitting an eternal and faint light.
It was quiet around, Li Zhou sat on a circular stone pier, looking at the empty and dim square, and felt that time seemed to be still.
This time he made enough mental preparations and time preparations, hoping to leave a beautiful impression on Mingyan before he returned home.
However, for some reason, the more he prepared, the more uneasy he felt.
The car at 8 o'clock should arrive at around 7:30.
Li Zhou narrowed his eyes and was a little sleepy when he was blowing the cold wind on the cold morning.
Senior... Why did you come so early?
A voice that surprised him came from behind.Li Zhou was shocked and his consciousness was suddenly awake.
He stood up and shouted: Mingyan.
Deng Mingyan was wearing a furry white cotton jacket and a plaid pattern miniskirt. On her legs were a pair of warm bare legs, which highlighted her round and straight long legs.
You came very early.Li Zhou murmured.
In the open square before dawn, the meeting between the two seemed to be in a dream.
Remember?We first met, and it was here.
Li Zhou and Mingyan walked into the warm train station and found an open coffee shop to sit down.
Um.Li Zhou nodded and thought to himself, you noticed me that day.
When they sat down, the two looked at each other.
When she saw the senior, Mingyan's eyes still had a little nostalgia. She bit her red lips and turned to look at the KFC store in the distance. She seemed to be recalling something, her eyes moved slightly, as if someone was waiting for her there.
Why did you go back so early and miss your parents?Li Zhou said with a smile.
No, I can't see them even when I go back.My dad is still on a business trip, my mom and my best friend are traveling, and I am the only one at home.
Then you Li Zhou still wants to continue to liven up the atmosphere, but Mingyan suddenly spoke and interrupted him: Senior, I want to talk to you about serious matters.
Um.Li Zhou put away his smile and looked at her seriously.
In fact, after talking to Mu Yu that night, I had already forgiven you.
Ah?Li Zhou frowned his forehead in surprise.
You listen to me.Deng Mingyan's eyes were as clear as water, and Mu Yu told me everything, and I... I realized that things were not what I thought.It was me...wrongly understood.
Wait...what is this?
The truth is that I cheated on you?
What did Mu Yu say to you?
Li Zhou's face was filled with doubts.Mingyan looked at his strange expression and smiled knowingly: Senior, did you not realize it yet?
At all...none.Li Zhou murmured, what's going on?
This doesn't matter, Mu Yu said, she will tell you in person in the future.The most important thing today is that I want to advise you not to pursue me anymore.
Deng Mingyan's eyes were faint.
Why?Li Zhou stared at her blankly.
Because, the person you like is not me.It's Mu Yu, right?
Li Zhou felt his mouthpiece trembling: What if I say it is not exactly, I like you.
Deng Mingyan shook his head, said one by one, and said seriously: The reason you chased me before was actually because you treated me as Mu Yu.You think that the person you had sex with was me that night in Long Island...
Li Zhou lowered his head in shame: At that time... it was indeed... it was.
So, when you pursue me, you don’t like me, but just out of responsibility and morality, right?
Yes, but
But later, during the days we spent together, you really fell in love with me again.I know.Mingyan supplemented him with complete replenishment.
Li Zhou nodded vigorously.
Later, Mu Yu tempted you, you didn't refuse her, she told you not to break up with me, and you agreed.
You really know everything.Including the most difficult truths to tell.
Li Zhou was speechless. While worried, he also felt a little strange. Since that's the case, why did Mingyan still say that things were not what she thought... And the reason why you wanted to keep me was actually just because of her order?
No.Li Zhou's tone was firm, and I thought so myself.
Yeah?But I can't tell the difference.Mingyan's tone was faint, just like this time, are you pursuing me again because you like me?Or do you feel guilty and want to compensate me?I can't tell the difference...
Li Zhou was stunned by the question, and he never thought about the difference.
Can love and compensation exist at the same time?
Mingyan, I will not hide it from you or lie to you.I have a very complicated relationship with Mu Yu, but I like you, there is no doubt.
Mu Yu’s feelings for you are very complicated, but your feelings for Mu Yu are not complicated.You like her.
Deng Mingyan has said such words many times, and every time it makes his heart tight. I know that you didn’t lie to me, you just don’t know what you think.
Li Zhou listened to Mingyan's understanding words, and he felt more and more insignificant and humble.
Actually, I am the same. Sometimes, I don’t know what I think.When I was traveling to Shandong, I already knew that the person you like was my friend, not me.But I still offered that kiss and... after that I agreed to your pursuit.Maybe it is possible that love is a selfish senior, I’m sorry... I still want to reject you this time.
Mingyan, do you really bear it?Li Zhou felt extremely painful.
Deng Mingyan smiled: Senior, I have forgiven you, so we don’t owe each other.Mu Yu and I are still good friends, and you will always be my excellent senior.So, you don’t have to chase me for guilt, self-blame or other reasons.
She stood up from her seat, graceful.
I'm going home. When I have time, remember to come to Qingdao to play with me.
Yes, Li Zhou finally understood at this moment that the biggest obstacle to his reunion with Deng Mingyan was not that Mingyan was unwilling to accept him again, but that he had to prove to her that the person he liked was not her roommate, but herself.
Mingyan saw this very clearly.
But I was confused and always felt that I could fool it.He is a fool, but Mingyan is not Ah.
Li Zhou thought that as long as he had a sincere attitude and good performance, he might be able to regain Mingyan's favor like he did when he chased her last time.
But Mingyan is no longer that Mingyan.
Compared to the action outside, she valued his inner thoughts more than before.
In her eyes, it is the most important thing to really like her, not anything else.
Of course, Li Zhou chased her again because he liked her, but how could he prove it?
On this day, Li Zhou lost his last direction.
He lay in his senior sister's dormitory all day, in a daze.
I want to sleep, but I can't sleep.I want to cry, but I can't cry no matter how hard I cry.
When senior sister Chen Wen came back from the laboratory, she was shocked to see him in a down-and-out manner.
What’s wrong with you?
Senior sister... I seem to be... broken up.
...It's another train from Nanjing to Shandong.
Deng Mingyan's eyes were filled with sad light, and he leaned on the shoulders of the people beside him and said softly: Mu Yu, I'm so sad.
Chen Muyu's wrists walked around her shoulders, touching her white side face through her soft long hair: Do you still like him?
Um.Mingyan's voice choked, but I had rejected him.
Don't worry, he will definitely come back to you.
Chen Muyu's voice gradually lowered, and only she could hear the last sentence.
This is my promise.
……
The winter vacation at Nanjing University starts from the end of January and lasts until the 20th day of the first lunar month, almost thirty days.But in fact, if there is no exam, you can go home early.
Especially for senior students, they can basically control the rest of their time.
Liang Hao had already gone home early.
In his words, if he handed over his computer to Li Zhou, it means that he had completed the task and now he has to go home and embrace the desktop he has been thinking about day and night.
As for work, let’s talk about it when it starts next spring.
Li Zhou despised his attitude very much.
Other things can be put aside, but you should still be serious about finding a job.
Although Li Zhou can help him fill in his project experience, he still needs to master some of the professional terms in it himself.
This exam month, Li Zhou didn't have a single exam.
He went to work at Han Menghe's company during the day, and stayed in the dormitory to fiddle with Liang Hao's alien computer at night.
Life is dull and dull.
Of course, he did not forget what Chen Muyu said and pursued Mingyan again.
After what happened last year, his face was thick and his cultivation reached a new level.
Even if he was dumped by Mingyan, he was willing to know his shame and then bravely chase her again.
But, besides being shameless, a brand new way is needed.After all, it is impossible to visit Nanjing for another thirty days.
Unfortunately, Mingyan never paid much attention to her.
The messages, text messages and even messages from QQ space were all sank to the sea and there was no response.
The only thing that is thankful is that after sending so many messages, Mingyan has not blocked him yet.
This made Li Zhou feel very pleased. As long as she has not given up completely, she still has a chance... In the blink of an eye, it is the Great Cold, and heavy snow falls in Nanjing.
It was the weekend, and Li Zhou came back from the library.He originally wanted to get to the progress of his paper here, and by the way, he saw if Mingyan was there, and pretended to meet him by chance.
But the beautiful snow scene outside attracted his attention. This was the first time he saw such heavy snow in Nanjing.
The entire campus is covered with white snowflakes, like a layer of shiny white fluffy carpet, covered in silver, and is holy.
Li Zhou only wrote two meaningless explanatory words, so he couldn't help but step on the snow, stepping on the thick snow piles, as if stepping on the clouds.
The campus after the snow is quiet and beautiful.He took two good-looking photos and sent them to Mingyan.
Mingyan, guess where is this place?
This place is beautiful and we haven't seen it before.
Then quietly wait for her reply.
Actually, they have been here, and this is the place where they eat osmanthus pudding together.The reason why Li Zhou said this is because if Mingyan remembered it, he might reply to him.
After waiting for ten minutes, I still didn't wait for her news.Li Zhou was a little disappointed, but soon got used to it. She hadn't replied to the news this month.
In a daze, I started playing with the snowflakes on the treetops.
The moment his finger touched the cold snowflakes, he suddenly remembered something.
He quickly opened the chat box again and sent a message to Deng Mingyan: Mingyan, do you still remember the cat nest we made for the kitten on the rooftop?Have you seen it recently?How are they?
A few months ago, at Mingyan's strong request, he disguised himself as a staff member of the student union and went to the roof of the girls' dormitory to set up a home for the kitten to avoid the misfortune of being frozen to death in winter.
Li Zhou was reluctant at that time. Now thinking about it, it was a wonderful memory of the two.
This news really worked, and Mingyan quickly sent a reply: I just read it yesterday, and the cats are all fine.
Several little cats have grown up a lot.When I went there, the orange cat disappeared and was worried for a while. Later, I found out that it was adopted by the dormitory next door. They said that this cat is pretty and can be left in the dormitory and played with it, haha.
Senior, you get up so early. I am still in the quilt and don’t want to get up in winter~
Li Zhou smiled and said, "Why haven't you seen you in the library recently? It turns out that you can't get up."
It's ten o'clock in the morning now, so it's too early.
You may need a wake-up call service.He replied.
Mingyan was willing to pay attention to him, and he felt much more relaxed.
It seems that I really returned to the time I was chasing her at the beginning, and everything is moving in a good direction.
It is very necessary, and it is best to help me lift the quilt.
How have you learned German?
It cannot be said that it is familiar with one's heart, at least it can be said that it is better than nothing.Mingyan's continuous reply made Li Zhou happier and happier.
He even forgot that Mingyan has always been very enthusiastic.
Haha, then you can't get up to study~
It can't be moved, and the bed is so warm.
Then... are you out to play?The snow stopped, it was not cold outside, it looked pretty good.Li Zhou boldly sent out the invitation.
However, Deng Mingyan didn't reply for a long time this time.Li Zhou stopped while walking and took another photo of the beautiful snow-hou Hongmei for her to show her, hoping to seduce her out.
Half an hour later, Mingyan replied: No, I have to pack my luggage later and I will go home tomorrow.
Well, an unexpected failure.
It’s not that easy to meet girls, I was just a lucky person before...
So fast?Have you finished the exam?Li Zhou replied.
Well, go home early and go to blow the heating.
It's pretty good, I want to go home too, but unfortunately I have to go to work in a few days.
Senior, can you... come and send me a gift?I have a few words to say to you.
Um?
Mingyan actually asked to see me?
Li Zhou was overjoyed. He read it three times, confirming that he was not wrong verbatim, and then replied: Good Ah, I just happened to be free tomorrow.
OK, then, see you at the station tomorrow.
See you tomorrow.
Li Zhou's heart is as beautiful as the plum blossoms blooming behind the snow.He couldn't help but whistle, and his depressed mood over the past month was wiped out, and he even felt light and could not speak easily.
In the past, when watching TV series, he hated that kind of clip: a very loving couple had a conflict because of misunderstandings.
There was a misunderstanding that could be explained clearly in one sentence, but the two of them just didn't say it.
The man was there and said, listen to my explanation.
The woman said, I don’t listen, I don’t listen.
I went back and forth several times, and it made people anxious to see it.
And now, Li Zhou wanted to say this, but he found that he could not explain it at all.
Others misunderstand, but he is not.
He really cheated.
He can't say, Mingyan, listen to my argument.
So, he could only admit his mistake, and then start over and act according to Mingyan's eyes.
Now Mingyan finally gave him a good look, and of course he was very happy.Although the broken mirror cannot be reunited, it can be made again.
how?So happy today?
On the way to the cafeteria, I met Chen Muyu by chance.She was wearing a off-white coat, just came back from the library, carrying a small bag containing books, and there was still a bit of fatigue that had not dissipated in her expression.
In the snow, her cold expression, tall figure, and extraordinary temperament are as charming as a fairy.
Every time I see her, she is so beautiful.Li Zhou secretly hid his admiring gaze and walked side by side with her: Mingyan said, let me go to the station to see her off tomorrow.
What a good thing.Chen Muyu's eyes lit up slightly.
Um.
Dress up handsomely.
yes.Then definitely... I was wondering, should I bring her a bouquet of flowers?
Need not.It’s not a special day. If you slow down your mind, just be a normal friend.
Li Zhou nodded, looking at him wanting to speak but stopping. After thinking about it, he still didn't ask.
He wanted to ask, is this really useful?
Will Mingyan accept him again?
But there was another voice in my mind, and I said it, "If it's useless, then don't do it?"
You owe her so much... Chen Muyu glanced at his ears and faces, and guessed what he was struggling with. He smiled and said gently: Senior sister, let's go to her dormitory for tea, are you going?
Did she say it?
Well, I invited me last night and asked me to call you by the way, and said, if you don’t want to, then forget it.
I'd rather go.
Li Zhou nodded and agreed. He was just wondering why his senior sister didn't invite me directly, but wanted to convey it through Chen Muyu.
My senior sister is also very interested in tasting tea on heavy snow.
When he and Chen Muyu came to his senior sister's residence, they had already smelled a tea fragrance as soon as they left the elevator entrance.
The warm and refreshing fragrance of leaves, mixed with moist water mist, floats in the cold air, making people feel refreshed.
It turns out that the fragrance of tea is not afraid of the deep alley.Li Zhou sighed.
Senior sister Chen Wen smiled and opened the door, took off her shoes, and said: In our hometown, the Great Cold usually requires drinking hot wine. But I am not good at drinking, so I can only invite you to have tea.
Drinking tea is good, at least it is not easy to get drunk.
Li Zhou and the girl drank a few times, and each time they finished drinking, there were all kinds of things, and now they had a psychological shadow.
In fact, there is also sleeping tea in the tea.Do you want to do some sleep-aid?
There is any such tea?
Yes, it’s stressful to study for a doctorate, and there are times when you can’t sleep.I don't want to take sleeping pills, so I can only make some weird things.
Chen Muyu said: Is the senior sister still under pressure recently?
Chen Wen's expression was obviously frozen for a moment. She turned her head, avoided the eyes of the two, and then smiled: No Ah, they are all pretty good lately. Where are you?
I'm fine, but someone might just... Chen Muyu looked at Li Zhou.
I'm fine, too.Li Zhou quickly answered the conversation, saying that he was here to have tea today, and he didn't want to mention sad things in front of his senior sister.
Yeah?That's pretty good, everyone is very good... When you are in a good mood, it's suitable to drink green tea. I'll make you a pot of Biluochun.
good.I am in a good mood and drink green tea. Is there any saying?Li Zhou asked.
Green tea has a slightly sweet aroma and is mellow and refreshing, which can last for a happy mood.
Pay attention!
Li Zhou and Chen Muyu sat face to face on the ground.
The senior sister sat between the two, kneeling on both knees, like a little girl from a teahouse. She carefully fiddled with the tea set, picked up the handle of the teapot, raised the orchid fingers, and raised the spout high, slanted slightly, and a bright stream of water poured down from the porcelain pot.
She poured green tea for the two of them, then changed to another teapot and poured herself a cup of flower tea.
The room was not turned on, but an electric heating stove was used. The senior sister explained that the main reason was that the dry hot air of the air conditioner would dilute the tea fragrance, and the secondary reason was that the air conditioner was broken.
Li Zhou thought it was pretty good. In the middle of winter, he used a warm stove to roast the fire, savor hot tea, and enjoy the snow scene, which was also a kind of enjoyment.Not to mention, there are two friends to accompany you.
The bright yellow stove lamps raised invisible warm ripples in the room. On the tea table, a row of quaint green porcelain cups were steaming, and the mist with tea fragrance gradually dissipated in the common sight of the three people, and the house was filled with peace and leisure.
Chen Wen took a sip, with a slightly sad expression: A year has passed. After going to college, every year is going through so fast.
Li Zhou also took a sip.
The taste of Biluochun is bitter at first and then sweet, but it is not astringent at all. It really has a happy aftertaste: Yes.Unexpectedly, I was about to graduate so soon, and the admission report felt that it was still yesterday.
Therefore, youth is short and youth is fleeting, so you need to enjoy it in time.
Chen Muyu concluded with a smile.
Enjoy in time?
This view coincides with my thoughts of persuading my senior sister that day... Forget it, it's too embarrassing, so I won't recall it anymore.
Li Zhou smiled, but his smile was mixed with a few different emotions.
Chen Wen's eyes moved slightly: Mu Yu, then when will you go home to enjoy yourself?
tomorrow.
Li Zhou said strangely: So fast?
Um.
Mingyan is going back tomorrow, have you agreed?
Where are you, senior sister? Chen Muyu didn't want to continue this topic, so she asked Chen Wen instead.
I may be very late, and the boss has not solved the topic. She doesn't have a holiday, so I won't think of resting. Chen Wen lamented, she lowered her head and approached the teapot. Her two watery eyes were covered with a layer of exquisite mist, looking beautiful and aggrieved.
Chen Muyu suddenly gave Li Zhou a secret wink. Li Zhou understood the meaning of her eyes: Muyu wanted him to comfort him, but... he always felt that his relationship with Shen Wen was very awkward. Last time he comforted him, he comforted him in the pit, and this time he comforted him.
The room fell into silence for a moment. Chen Muyu tilted her head, looked at her senior sister's tea cup, and smiled: Senior sister, you gave us green tea, but you drank flower tea by yourself. It's so unfair. I want to drink flower tea too.
Chen Wen said: This is jasmine tea, used to deal with dysmenorrhea. Have you had dysmenorrhea recently?
Well, dysmenorrhea does not have any...Is it any other effect?Chen Muyu asked with a smile.
It is said that... Flower tea can also inspire people's spirits and relieve depression, but I feel that it doesn't seem that magical...
Senior sister, do you have any depression?Chen Muyu looked at her seriously.
Chen Wen's eyes began to dodge. Her eyes shook on Li Zhou's body, then moved to Chen Muyu, nodded gently, and said hesitantly: Muyu, in fact, I'm looking for you today, I want to ask you for help if I have something to do.
Senior sister, you said.
I originally thought, if you are not in a hurry to leave, can you stay with me for a few days?
Li Zhou and Chen Muyu's faces also showed doubts: Why?
I...my ex-husband, uh, is the civil engineering classmate who got married to add credits before, and he returned to school last week.I divorced him, but I was still a little scared.
Wait, the amount of information is a bit large.
Have you broken up?Li Zhou said in surprise, is it the season for breaking up recently?
yes.I said before that we have no feelings.He is to add credits, and I am to find an excuse to avoid Han Menghe.Now that he is being deported for prostitution, we are of course dispersed...
Then what are you afraid of?Chen Muyu's eyes were complicated, his eyebrows were drooping, as if he was thinking about something.
He is a student at school, so I received the notice not only, but also the school.So... he was expelled from school, and then I divorced him again... I was afraid... he was out of control...
Is he not good at character?Li Zhou felt as if he had asked an idiot's question.
Of course, if a person who is not good at character, I will definitely not go to prostitution. Li Zhouyi thought seriously.
No, he actually has a good character, and he promised me that I would not come back.But I...I lack security... He still has the right to enter the dormitory. With the key to my room, I tend to think randomly.So, I would like to ask you to stay with me for two days...
yes.The senior sister and her ex-husband are nominally in a dormitory. It was fine when he was on a business trip before, but now he is back and no longer a classmate. The senior sister is a girl again, so it is of course to be afraid.
How long does that permission end?
The Chinese New Year is over.After the New Year, the school will replace it with a new magnetic card.
Senior sister, I really want to help you.Chen Muyu has a sincere attitude, but, I'm sorry, I'm really in a hurry to go back.
Well, it doesn't matter. Chen Wen shook her head naturally, it was me
However, I have someone to recommend.Chen Muyu changed his tone and his tone was a bit naughty.
Li Zhou was drinking tea while thinking about the solution for his senior sister, when he suddenly heard Chen Muyu's words and realized that something was wrong.He raised his head and saw the two girls staring at him straight.
Could it be that I am talking about me?Li Zhou pointed at himself.
What do you think?Chen Muyu smiled.
I...can I do it?
Junior brother, if you...I...I believe in your character... Chen Wen said hesitantly, with a shy expression. That night, it was enough to prove that he was a kind person.
Chen Muyu nodded solemnly, and then gestured the three words again with his lips.
Li Zhou was shocked and responded guiltily.
...Chen Muyu went back the next day, so she would be with her senior sister that night.
Li Zhou moved his center of gravity to meet Mingyan's station.
Mingyan's car sets off at 8 a.m.
At half past five, he woke up, then quickly got up, washed up, put on his makeup, went to the cafeteria to have breakfast, and thought about whether he wanted to bring a breakfast for Mingyan.
But when he thought of Mu Yu saying that he could just be calm, he gave up this idea.
When we arrived at the square of the railway station, it was half past six. The sky was still dark gray, and the dark curtains enveloped most of the world, leaving only a small piece of residual light in the east.
The street lights around the square are like guards standing for tens of millions of years, emitting an eternal and faint light.
It was quiet around, Li Zhou sat on a circular stone pier, looking at the empty and dim square, and felt that time seemed to be still.
This time he made enough mental preparations and time preparations, hoping to leave a beautiful impression on Mingyan before he returned home.
However, for some reason, the more he prepared, the more uneasy he felt.
The car at 8 o'clock should arrive at around 7:30.
Li Zhou narrowed his eyes and was a little sleepy when he was blowing the cold wind on the cold morning.
Senior... Why did you come so early?
A voice that surprised him came from behind.Li Zhou was shocked and his consciousness was suddenly awake.
He stood up and shouted: Mingyan.
Deng Mingyan was wearing a furry white cotton jacket and a plaid pattern miniskirt. On her legs were a pair of warm bare legs, which highlighted her round and straight long legs.
You came very early.Li Zhou murmured.
In the open square before dawn, the meeting between the two seemed to be in a dream.
Remember?We first met, and it was here.
Li Zhou and Mingyan walked into the warm train station and found an open coffee shop to sit down.
Um.Li Zhou nodded and thought to himself, you noticed me that day.
When they sat down, the two looked at each other.
When she saw the senior, Mingyan's eyes still had a little nostalgia. She bit her red lips and turned to look at the KFC store in the distance. She seemed to be recalling something, her eyes moved slightly, as if someone was waiting for her there.
Why did you go back so early and miss your parents?Li Zhou said with a smile.
No, I can't see them even when I go back.My dad is still on a business trip, my mom and my best friend are traveling, and I am the only one at home.
Then you Li Zhou still wants to continue to liven up the atmosphere, but Mingyan suddenly spoke and interrupted him: Senior, I want to talk to you about serious matters.
Um.Li Zhou put away his smile and looked at her seriously.
In fact, after talking to Mu Yu that night, I had already forgiven you.
Ah?Li Zhou frowned his forehead in surprise.
You listen to me.Deng Mingyan's eyes were as clear as water, and Mu Yu told me everything, and I... I realized that things were not what I thought.It was me...wrongly understood.
Wait...what is this?
The truth is that I cheated on you?
What did Mu Yu say to you?
Li Zhou's face was filled with doubts.Mingyan looked at his strange expression and smiled knowingly: Senior, did you not realize it yet?
At all...none.Li Zhou murmured, what's going on?
This doesn't matter, Mu Yu said, she will tell you in person in the future.The most important thing today is that I want to advise you not to pursue me anymore.
Deng Mingyan's eyes were faint.
Why?Li Zhou stared at her blankly.
Because, the person you like is not me.It's Mu Yu, right?
Li Zhou felt his mouthpiece trembling: What if I say it is not exactly, I like you.
Deng Mingyan shook his head, said one by one, and said seriously: The reason you chased me before was actually because you treated me as Mu Yu.You think that the person you had sex with was me that night in Long Island...
Li Zhou lowered his head in shame: At that time... it was indeed... it was.
So, when you pursue me, you don’t like me, but just out of responsibility and morality, right?
Yes, but
But later, during the days we spent together, you really fell in love with me again.I know.Mingyan supplemented him with complete replenishment.
Li Zhou nodded vigorously.
Later, Mu Yu tempted you, you didn't refuse her, she told you not to break up with me, and you agreed.
You really know everything.Including the most difficult truths to tell.
Li Zhou was speechless. While worried, he also felt a little strange. Since that's the case, why did Mingyan still say that things were not what she thought... And the reason why you wanted to keep me was actually just because of her order?
No.Li Zhou's tone was firm, and I thought so myself.
Yeah?But I can't tell the difference.Mingyan's tone was faint, just like this time, are you pursuing me again because you like me?Or do you feel guilty and want to compensate me?I can't tell the difference...
Li Zhou was stunned by the question, and he never thought about the difference.
Can love and compensation exist at the same time?
Mingyan, I will not hide it from you or lie to you.I have a very complicated relationship with Mu Yu, but I like you, there is no doubt.
Mu Yu’s feelings for you are very complicated, but your feelings for Mu Yu are not complicated.You like her.
Deng Mingyan has said such words many times, and every time it makes his heart tight. I know that you didn’t lie to me, you just don’t know what you think.
Li Zhou listened to Mingyan's understanding words, and he felt more and more insignificant and humble.
Actually, I am the same. Sometimes, I don’t know what I think.When I was traveling to Shandong, I already knew that the person you like was my friend, not me.But I still offered that kiss and... after that I agreed to your pursuit.Maybe it is possible that love is a selfish senior, I’m sorry... I still want to reject you this time.
Mingyan, do you really bear it?Li Zhou felt extremely painful.
Deng Mingyan smiled: Senior, I have forgiven you, so we don’t owe each other.Mu Yu and I are still good friends, and you will always be my excellent senior.So, you don’t have to chase me for guilt, self-blame or other reasons.
She stood up from her seat, graceful.
I'm going home. When I have time, remember to come to Qingdao to play with me.
Yes, Li Zhou finally understood at this moment that the biggest obstacle to his reunion with Deng Mingyan was not that Mingyan was unwilling to accept him again, but that he had to prove to her that the person he liked was not her roommate, but herself.
Mingyan saw this very clearly.
But I was confused and always felt that I could fool it.He is a fool, but Mingyan is not Ah.
Li Zhou thought that as long as he had a sincere attitude and good performance, he might be able to regain Mingyan's favor like he did when he chased her last time.
But Mingyan is no longer that Mingyan.
Compared to the action outside, she valued his inner thoughts more than before.
In her eyes, it is the most important thing to really like her, not anything else.
Of course, Li Zhou chased her again because he liked her, but how could he prove it?
On this day, Li Zhou lost his last direction.
He lay in his senior sister's dormitory all day, in a daze.
I want to sleep, but I can't sleep.I want to cry, but I can't cry no matter how hard I cry.
When senior sister Chen Wen came back from the laboratory, she was shocked to see him in a down-and-out manner.
What’s wrong with you?
Senior sister... I seem to be... broken up.
...It's another train from Nanjing to Shandong.
Deng Mingyan's eyes were filled with sad light, and he leaned on the shoulders of the people beside him and said softly: Mu Yu, I'm so sad.
Chen Muyu's wrists walked around her shoulders, touching her white side face through her soft long hair: Do you still like him?
Um.Mingyan's voice choked, but I had rejected him.
Don't worry, he will definitely come back to you.
Chen Muyu's voice gradually lowered, and only she could hear the last sentence.
This is my promise.
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