Chapter 6

Through a dim access we walked towards the bar hall.

The noise was getting closer and closer, my heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and the blood in my body seemed to be spreading, and my cheeks were burning.

The moment I opened the door and entered the bar hall, I almost collapsed, and I had the urge to escape.

Don't be nervous, come out.Kiyoko said softly, holding my hand firmly and strongly, and I cannot break free.

My breathing paused, and she couldn't help but pull it out, her mind was blank.

I didn't know how I walked the next road, but I just felt my whole body stiff. It seemed that men from all over the world looked at me and were scanning my body with their scorching eyes.

I was in tears. The strong sense of shame made my legs tremble. I almost used all my potential, which made me muster up the courage to finish the short ten meters and come to the back of the central bar.

Although I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look up, my female intuition still told me that most of the customers didn't notice me, and were basically teasing and teasing the girls around me. Only a few people looked over and glanced at me, the new woman.

It didn't become the focus of everyone's attention all of a sudden. I felt relieved and my mood gradually calmed down.

After a while, although I was still quite squeamish and cramped, my cheeks were experiencing a fever, I was generally loose and no longer felt as stiff as when I first came out.

But at this moment, I suddenly began to notice another uncomfortable thing, that is, compared to my plump upper body, this bra was too small.

The two breasts on the chest were tightly bound by the narrow bra, as if they were squeezed hard by some torture instrument. Moreover, the slender straps behind the bra were deeply trapped into the skin, as if they were tied to their bodies by ropes. The feeling was really unspeakable.

I frowned, subconsciously lowered my head and looked at my upper body, and my face turned red when I saw it.

Since the size of the bra is one size smaller, the cup cannot completely cover the breasts. Two round and white balls of flesh are unbearable to squeeze and come out of the bra tenaciously. Nearly half of the plump peaks are exposed, and the cleavage in the middle appears deeper.

What's even more embarrassing is that because the narrow bra is too tightly attached, even the outlines of the two nipples are faintly outlined.

Although it is not very obvious, it is shameful enough.

I was at a loss, and my mood that had just calmed down began to feel ashamed and cramped again. I realized that I had made a mistake and shouldn't have chosen this smaller bra at all.

I was in the locker room just now and was urging me to leave too quickly and didn't see clearly in the mirror. I really didn't expect that I would be like this.

Ah, it’s so embarrassing!I regretted it so I could only pray in my heart that I would not attract other people's attention and let me quickly get through this period of work.

It would be better if no customer came to chat with me.

But of course this was impossible. Not long after, a short fat man with a beer belly came over, and his wretched triangular eyes swept around me, shooting out two greedy lights.

I was panicked, and sweat beads emerged from the tip of my nervous nose. I suppressed the disgust and shame in my heart, and forced a smile to ask: Sir, what do you want to drink?

Let’s have a glass of beer first, it’s iced.The short and fat man moved his body clumsyly and sat down on the chair in front of the bar.

My heart sank and I became even more panicked.

This means that he is ready to sit here for a long time and can't avoid it even if he wants to, and I originally hoped that every customer would leave after ordering a drink.

Eight dollars, thank you.I brought a large glass of frozen beer in front of him, and I didn't dare to look at him shyly.

The short and fat man took out a few coins and threw them on the bar, picked up the cup and took a sip, looked at me with interest and said: Are you new here?I don't seem to have seen you before.

Well, I...I just came today.I stuttered that English seemed to have regressed all of a sudden, and it was very difficult to say a simple sentence.

The short and fat man seemed to be more interested in me. His eyes fell on my chest without any scruples, licked his lower lips and said: Your breasts are so beautiful in shape. I think you must have the largest breasts in this bar.

My face turned red, which was obvious harassment.

If someone had spoken to me like this in the past, I would have turned around and walked away forever, but now I had to endure it.

Haha, you will still be ashamed of Ah, it's so interesting.The short and fat man was happy. He took another big sip of wine and said, "Sit down and chat with me."

There was a commanding meaning in his tone, and I had to obey, forcibly suppress the idea of ​​escaping all this, and sat on tiptoe to the high chair.

Ah!A cold feeling suddenly came from my buttocks, and I almost jumped up.

For a moment, I didn't expect that the chair surface was metal, and I was only wearing shorts, and almost half of my buttocks were directly touching the chair surface. My whole body trembled for a while because of the coldness.

What's wrong?The short and fat man asked knowingly.

No... nothing.The cold chill spread straight into the bone marrow. I clearly felt that my two nipples were frozen hard, and they were hard against the bra like seeds that broke through the ground. This made my face flush, but I didn't dare to look down at the traces. I was very afraid that I would look indecent.

The short and fat man opened his mouth and laughed, chatting with me everywhere, his eyes always wandering in front of my chest.

I was so uncomfortable that I was looking at him that I wanted to soften my nipples quickly, but when I became anxious, things went against my wishes. Under the double stimulation of the coldness of my body and the man's gaze, I felt my nipples standing taller and taller, as hard as two diamonds.

I'm so lucky tonight, I'll meet a beautiful woman like you.The short and fat man's face was full of spring breeze, and he tilted his neck and poured wine into his mouth.

I took this opportunity to quietly lower my head and glanced at my chest quickly, and almost screamed.

I saw two plump nipples protruding out conspicuously, and two small protrusions appeared at the top of the bra without any hiding, trembling slightly on the towering peaks as I breathed.

Thinking of this unbearable look being stared at by someone for so long, I felt ashamed of being ashamed of myself, and my luck mentality was completely shattered.

The short fat man asked for another glass of beer and continued to chat with me. His greedy eyes seemed to be about to get into his bra, staring at the tip of the body very explicitly.

My face turned red, and I could only try to close my arms, trying to hide the two raised points as much as possible.

But in this way, the plump breasts squeeze each other more violently, and the cleavage formed in the middle becomes deeper, which makes it seem like intentionally teasing a man.

I was about to cry and didn't know what to do.

All night, I spent this feeling like I was sitting on pins and needles, and a strong sense of shame occupied my body and mind from beginning to end.

In the torture of spending time like years, I finally waited for the time to get off work, and I ran out of the bar hall like I ran away from my life.

As soon as I entered the locker room, I took off this hateful bra, and my tall breasts, which were bound, popped out suddenly, and jumped tremblingly on my chest a few times, just like a pair of snow-white rabbits jumping happily.

I took a long breath. After so long as torture instruments served, my chest was finally liberated, as if my whole body was much more relaxed.

I will never wear such a tight bra again next time!I thought hatefully, and looked at my chest again. A circle of red marks were streaked around my two white and tender breasts. It was really like I had been tortured.

The more I looked, the sadder I felt. The physical pain, coupled with the grievance, shame, and confusion in my heart, all kinds of feelings surged up.

I tried my best to control myself from being in front of others and shed tears, but after I got into Qingzi's car, I could no longer bear it, and tears fell like spring water.

Minmin, you... Qingzi wanted to speak but stopped, and his eyes were a little red.

She sat quietly beside me, and after I cried for a while, she quietly handed over a pack of tissues.

Sorry, I lost my composure.I sobbed, took the tissue and wiped the tears.

I understand, I feel awkward at the beginning.I also had a bad day, but I didn't shed tears.

Kiyoko said in a tone of an experienced person.

Qingzi, you are stronger than me.I choked and said, "I'm really useless. It's like this on the first day. I really don't know if I can hold on."

Kiyoko stared at me and said: Yes.There are many things in life. No matter how painful it is at the beginning, you will gradually adapt.

In the darkness, she started the car and drove forward.

The whistling night wind blows out of the car window. I think the night in New York is so cold, so cold...

Qingzi said it right. The most difficult thing to suffer in the world is indeed the first time.

As long as you can endure it for the first time, you will gradually get used to it later.

In fact, when I went to work at the bar the next night, although I still felt embarrassed and ashamed, it was much less effective than the first day.

At least, I was no longer always hanging my head and began to dare to look around the scene in the bar hall.

I learned from the lessons from the last night. This time I chose a bra with a size 1, a 36-inch D cup number. It was indeed much lighter to wear, covering both breasts very fluffy, and it was not pressing at all.

But this brings another side effect.

There are only a very small number of people wearing 36D bras in this hotel, which made me noticeable all of a sudden.

Many customers' eyes were sucked into me like magnets.

Look, there is a new Chinese woman there, a sexy beauty with thin waists and big breasts.

Yes, those pair of breasts are so big and exaggerated. I really want to squeeze them hard!

Tsk tsk tsk, it's so plump, I think it's at least 38 inches...

All kinds of discussion came over, my cheeks were hot, and I felt panic again.

Oh, I'm only 35 inches tall, even if I wear a big bra, I'm only 36. Why do they use big breasts?

Such words describe me, and they actually say that I have...38?

But if you think about it carefully, it seems that this is not difficult to understand.

Originally, my breasts were quite plump among oriental women, and I was not even inferior to any Western girl in this bar.

I usually pay attention to fitness. Although I have given birth to a child, there is no fat on my lower abdomen. In addition, I have been tired of working recently, and my waist is even thinner like a girl. This comparison makes my breasts look particularly tall and full.

In other words, if I were a tall and sexy Western girl, it might not bring such visual shock.

But I am a petite oriental woman. Compared to her height and slender waist, this size of breasts really gives people an extremely huge illusion.

As if they had made an appointment, many men stood up and walked towards me, taking care of my business one by one.

There were several other counters empty, but they would rather queue up here.

Hi, beauty, I want a cup of milk!

I want a cup, too, and I want fresh milk!

Haha, I want two cups, and it's huge!

...Oh, it doesn’t matter whether Bingbing or not, as long as it is your milk.

Listening to these puns of obscene teasing words, my ears were so ashamed that I was red and I was busy dealing with them.

Dairy drinks seemed to have suddenly become popular. Almost all men ordered drinks related to milk. A pair of hungry eyes were poured on me, and flames were burning in my pupils.

My cheeks were hot when I was staring, and I felt that my breasts had become the focus of attention. Every man wanted to use his sight to penetrate my bra and directly see the naked breasts wrapped inside.

If they weren't separated by the bar, maybe they had already rushed up like a wolf and stripped me naked.

Fortunately, these men did not do this after all. They were only limited to their gaze and verbal presumptuousness, but they did not exceed the rules in their actions.

I felt relieved and remembered that the boss's wife once promised that unless we are the girls who are willing, she would not let the customers really do whatever they want to do to us.

I had trusted the boss's wife very much, and now I believe in everything she promised, and my nervous mood gradually became relieved.

After ordering the drinks, the guests were still reluctant to rush around my chest, but in order not to block the people behind them, they walked away one by one.

There were only two last people left in front of the bar, one of whom was the short and fat man who first approached me last night.

Hi, it seems that your milk is selling very well.The short and fat man said with a look of his eyes, but I still came to the beer bar.By the way, I'll give me another cake.

As I said, I brought a glass of beer first, then bent down to go to the lowest layer of the counter to get the cake.

It’s strange that this short fat man’s obscene eyes last night made me extremely disgusted, but today I saw him not as strongly as he was disgusted.

After all, the men who come here are all like this, and he is still a slim compared to some rude black men just now.

Oh, no, I don't want this chocolate piece, I'm afraid of getting fat... Please give me the piece next to me... No, it's not this cheese piece... It's the fruit pudding inside... on the right, I want the piece on the right...

The short and fat man pointed at him in a long and whispery way, which made people feel at a loss.

I bent over with difficulty. The iron clip in my hand had moved four or five directions, but he denied them one after another.

What's annoying is that he didn't say which quick cake to choose from at the beginning, but was picky piece by piece. I just patiently moved the iron clip according to his instructions. In the end, what he wanted was the cake in the innermost corner. I tried to stretch my arms as long as possible, and my waist bent down unknowingly.

At this moment, a sudden cough sounded, which seemed a bit artificial.

I didn't care and continued to pick up the cake carefully, for fear of rubbing off the fruit pudding on it inadvertently.

I heard a low male voice coming, saying in Mandarin with a Minnan accent: Miss, be careful to expose yourself.

I suddenly woke up with an Ah and looked at my chest subconsciously.

I saw that because my body was very low, my already fluffy bra fell apart, and the cup was already hanging from my body, and I could no longer cover my full breasts hanging from my chest.

Most of the pair of snow-white and round breasts had been exposed. As long as I bent my waist a little more, the short and fat man could catch a glimpse of my nipples.

I almost had a conditioned reflex and straightened my body, my face flushed and red. I looked up and saw the short and fat man sticking out his long neck like a turtle, staring at my chest with a greedy gaze.

He probably didn't expect that I would suddenly notice it, showing a regretful expression of failure, and then turned his head and glared fiercely at a guest behind him.

I calmed down with shame and learned this time, and while bent down, I pressed my bra with one hand and carefully took out the cake with the iron clip in the other hand.

Don't think I don't understand what you said!I heard the short and fat man roaring. I know, you must have been reminding her in Chinese just now!

The guest said in a humble manner: Yes, so what?

Only then did I realize that the person who was talking to me just now was secretly grateful.

This is a Chinese man with yellow skin and dark eyes. He is probably in his forties and looks like a gentle professor at first glance.

The short and fat man grabbed him and smiled grin: Bastard, why are you pretending to be a good person!Dare you say that you don’t want to see her tits?Not the same as me...

The Chinese man was pulled and staggered, shutting his mouth and not speaking.

I was afraid that he would suffer a loss, so I quickly said to the fat man: Beer and cake are 15 dollars in total, please pay quickly.

At this time, several security guards came over when they heard the sound. The short and fat man let go of his hand in disappointment, threw down a bill, picked up the beer and cake and walked away.

The man clamped his crumpled collar and nodded to me and said: Please give me a cup of iced tea, the kind that costs five dollars.

I brought it over, he opened his wallet and handed the money silently over.

I noticed that his hands were called in, obviously a pair of hands that had done physical work, and a Rolex watch on his left wrist.

Thank you.I whispered.

The man shook his head and said slowly: You don’t need to thank me.Actually, that guy is right, there is no difference between me and him.

I understand what he means.

It's Ah, men who will go to such places are actually the same in their bones, and they should be lustful people.

But I want to thank you no matter what.I said stubbornly, you...I think you are still different from them.

Yeah?The man smiled slightly.

He is no longer young, his temples are slightly gray and there are deep wrinkles on his forehead. But somehow, when he smiles, he gives people a very energetic feeling. Looking at me, the light of life is shining in my eyes.

But the next second, these eyes had been squinting and shifting to my towering chest.

My cheeks began to burn again. Logically, I should have felt angry, but I didn't feel any anger in my heart, just a shy feeling.

I think it was because he helped me righteously, which made me unable to get angry with him. Moreover, he was gentle and not as rude as most customers, which also won my favor.

Can you tell me your name?The man suddenly asked.

Well, my name is Su Minmin.I blushed and whispered, because my chest was always being watched by him, my heartbeat gradually became faster and my behavior became a little unnatural.

Fortunately, the man quickly moved back to his sight and looked at my face again and smiled embarrassedly: Sorry, I shouldn't have stared at you like this, it's so rude.

It doesn't matter.I blurted out, and as soon as I said it, I felt so sorry for finding a crack in the ground.

Isn't this equivalent to saying please watch my breasts at will!

My surname is Mu and my name is Zihong, and my English name is Richard.The man introduced himself and sat on the chair and started chatting with me.

He did not become presumptuous because of my slanderous acquiescence, and his vision was very polite most of the time.

Of course, every once in a while, he couldn't help but glance at my chest, but I didn't hate him because of this. Instead, I felt that this person could respect my feelings and face.

Originally, men are more or less lustful, but they are just natural expressions, and they are very sensible. They will neither be too lustful and appear hooligan, nor will they be false like a hypocrite.

The whole night passed like this.

I have been chatting with Mu Zihong. He talks with kindness and decently, and feels like he has experienced many vicissitudes.

At first I was just having a social event, but later I was gradually attracted by him and started talking and said more. I even forgot the shame of wearing three-point style. Before I knew it, it was time to get off work.

Thank you for chatting with me for so long, I had a great time tonight.Mu Zihong politely said goodbye to me and turned around and left the bar.

I sighed softly and thought to myself that I want to thank you, otherwise these few hours would be really hard.

Since then, Mu Zihong has appeared in the bar every night, always ordering a glass of iced tea, and then talking to me all night.

He never asked me about my personal specific situation, nor did he talk much about himself, but just chatted in the vast sky.

In contrast, other customers often ask about my phone number and address, which made me full of caution, but Mu Zihong would not make me feel this way, so we talked very much, just like two friends.

I found that not only did I not feel disgusted with him sometimes staring at my chest, but even he wouldn't get angry if he occasionally made some ambiguous jokes.

This may not be completely correct, and in fact, it is not the case for Mu Zihong alone.

After half a month working in the bar, I gradually adapted to working behind the bar in three-point style, and got used to men looking at my half-naked body with lustful eyes.

Although I still feel ashamed and embarrassed, the degree is far less than that of the first night, and I feel ashamed to death.

Although I don't want to admit it, I also understand that I'm becoming numb.

For a woman, numbness often means the beginning of complete destruction.

This is what I only understood later, but it was too late...

Another month passed in a blink of an eye. I went to the hospital to take care of my husband during the day and came to work in the bar at night. The money I earned can finally pay for the hospitalization and daily expenses, but the money sent to my home has been unable to be collected for the third consecutive month.

I didn't know how to write a letter to my mother-in-law at home, so I started crying when I picked up the pen.

My only hope now is that the job in the bar can be kept and there will be no trouble, so that at least my husband and I can live in the United States first.

Dr. Smith said that if nothing unexpected happens, the surgery will be done next month. As long as I can grit my teeth and survive this difficult period, and when my husband recovers, we can live a safe life again.

Unfortunately, things went against my expectations. The hotel's business was obviously not very good in the past week, and the number of customers continued to decline.

The girls who are working together are a little anxious. Qingzi told me that if the situation does not reverse, the boss's wife will probably lay off staff to save money, and then someone will be in trouble.

My heart was hanging when I heard it, and I prayed silently that God would never have any problems. I was very worried.

I had just arrived at the locker room that night, when the boss's wife Sumi walked in, her face very serious.

Everyone was worried, thinking that she must have taken measures, and I don’t know who she would fire.

Unexpectedly, Sumi said straight to the point that she would not fire anyone, and told us that the business was not good recently because of many competitors.

Several bars nearby also recruited three-point bar girls, which had an impact on us.

I'm not such a ruthless person, I won't fire you just like that.Sumi looked at everyone, her attitude was still so quiet and gentle, but she also had a majesty that she could not resist. However, in order to adapt to the competition, I must carry out reforms, and you have to make greater physical sacrifices.

My whole body trembled when I heard it, and I was so panicked that I was at a loss.

Oh my God, isn’t it enough to wear three-point style?

How else can we sacrifice?

Do you want to...

No problem.A blonde twisted his hips exaggeratedly and said cynically, as long as he could make money, it doesn't matter if I was naked.

All the girls burst into laughter. Fortunately, Sumi said it was absolutely impossible to be naked, but she had already customized a brand new three-point outfit and asked us to change it from tonight.

Only then did I feel relieved and follow the girls and get dressed from Sumi one by one.

Although I was already mentally prepared for this outfit to be more exposed, I was still shocked after I got it and this outfit was almost nothing fabric, which was simply challenging the limits of the exposed scale.

But when things come, there is no room for me to choose.

I gritted my teeth and mustered up the greatest courage to pick up the bra first.

In fact, it is really hard to say that it is a bra, because it is just a strap that raises the chest, and there is no cup at all. There are only two thin half-moon cushions supported under the breasts, and then knotted with leather ropes on the back.

The pants are even more outrageous. They are extremely bold thongs, with mesh lace in the triangle area, and only a rope is passed through the thighs at the back.

I put on my body with a blushing face, put on my designated high heels, walked to the mirror and saw that I almost fainted.

I saw that I felt extremely sexually in the mirror. My already plump breasts were stretched high, not only bulging to an astonishing level, but also quite pretty. Most of the snow-white breast balls were exposed outside, and if you were a little careless, the bright red breast stalks would run out.

The penalty area between the legs was covered by a small triangle, and several strands of curled pubic hair appeared on the side, and the back was even more unsightly. The two round buttocks were simply naked, with only a thin line sandwiched between the crotch.

No, no, I can't go out to meet people in this way!Never...

I seemed to hear a voice in my heart shouting loudly, my face turned red and red, and my mind was fighting fiercely, and I couldn't move for a long time.

Minmin, why are you still standing there?It's time to go out.Qingzi ran over and held my arm. She seemed a little shy, let's go out together as a companion, just to be brave for each other.

She pulled me away from the mirror with force, and my whole body was shocked. After I couldn't see my own image, the sound in my heart seemed to disappear suddenly.

Maybe this is fate!

My tears flowed down, like a walking corpse, and silently walked out with Qingzi.