You ask me this... Although I really want to say some bold words to show how much I love you, I have never seen what your body looks like, so far there are only some guesses.
Faced with this question that had been thought about many times, Lu Sheng couldn't help but sigh.
Over the past period of time, I have also thought about what your body looks like many times, and have been prepared to face the truth. At least with the ability to accept me recently, I think it should be acceptable, but I really can't guarantee you on such a too broad issue.
Even if your body is really ugly, in what sense is it ugly?Is it within the scope of human aesthetics?Is it an ordinary ugly or a disgusting type?
I have asked you this question before, but you always avoid answering it, disagree with the topic, and only let me see you wearing leather objects. But I still don’t know how many layers of disguise you have on you. I can’t answer if you suddenly ask this question.
Because I don't want to be perfunctory.
He said word by word, with his eyes very serious.
The more important this question is to you, the less I dare to make a promise. If you insist on an answer, I can only say that I like you no matter what, but it does not mean that this relationship will not be affected by any external factors, because I am an individual, not a machine that only says I like you.
When facing situations beyond my acceptance, I also need to work hard to adapt and accept, just like I was afraid of you, but now I can look at your collection of human skins with an appreciation look.
I cannot guarantee that no matter how terrifying your nature looks, it will not be affected and will still be with you like now, but I am willing to change myself little by little to accept your true side. This is the promise I have made to you, but this only thing will never change.
you……
Su Liying looked at him intently, biting her lower lip with her teeth lightly, and the waves of light flowed in her beautiful eyes, and the colorful colors continued. In his rock-solid tone, the originally slightly serious atmosphere also eased.
She could see that he was really serious and had no perfunctory intention in his attitude.
She also knew what kind of thinking the man in front of her made such a promise, and this was obviously not something that could be thought of in a short period of time. Although he could always say enough words to touch people's hearts at critical moments, just like that night, these words were obviously different and had been carefully considered.
He really thought about this question before he asked this sentence.
It was not just a big promise and a sweet word as I expected, but a seemingly dissatisfied retreat and a ridiculously over-caution.
If an ordinary girl might be dissatisfied with his answers being not romantic enough, or even loyal to love enough, but she is a painted witch who has seen countless people's hearts, so she naturally understands better what kind of answers are more important.
Although sweet words are beautiful, they do not necessarily mean perfunctory and can also be filled with sincerity, but some words are more touching than simple vows.
Therefore, she was very grateful.
Thank you for being a good man whom you are entrusted to be
There is still a little regret.
I regret why I didn’t face this problem earlier.
...Sorry, I should have told you earlier.
She held his cheeks with both hands and said softly.
Before, I always thought that before it was time to let you know, I would perfunctorily ask you questions every time, thinking it was for your own good, and I was worried that you would not accept my truth. Now it seems that I am worried about it. You are more trustworthy and expectant than I thought.
But...this is not the whole reason. Since I have already made it clear, I won’t hide it.
The reason why I have always been reluctant to let you see my essence is, in addition to his thoughts, more importantly... I actually don’t know it myself.
Her expression was hesitant, her red lips pursed slightly, and she sighed softly.
Forget it, it was the topic I picked up by myself. Besides, if I really wanted to be with him...even if it was just a possibility, this problem would not be able to escape sooner or later. I can't deceive myself for the rest of my life and never face it.
It would be better to say...his attitude is also one of the important factors that determine the final relationship between us. After all...even I want a destination that is willing to accept me no matter the truth and can face it with me.
What's the meaning?Don’t you know the best about what you look like?Lu Sheng was really puzzled now.
That only applies to ordinary people or monsters, and it is not appropriate to use it on my skin.She shook her head.
You might as well guess how many human skin I wear.
Uh...a few hundred pictures?After all, you have lived for so long.
It's not too much, but it's still a little less. As far as my own memory is concerned, this number will not be less than one thousand. If you guess, how long has it been since I took off my skin? It's not just one or two skins, but all skin capsules.
This... I don't know, you'd better just say it.
The answer is...I don't know, but it's at least two thousand years.Su Liying's voice was still soft and pleasant, but her tone was a little confused and ethereal.
From the longest time in my memory, I was wearing layers of human skin disguise taken from others. As time went by, I changed my life, as painted skin, I was my only hobby year after year, and using methods such as robbery, transaction, and deception, and so on, and got more beautiful and beautiful skins that were beautiful and charming on myself. I enjoyed and appreciated my stunning beauty every day, possessed the identity of an innocent woman, and also achieved those cruel and bloody infamous.
From then on, there have been more and more human skin disguises worn on me. After all, leather objects are different from ordinary clothes. They are more like a talented magic weapon that can increase my strength. However, no matter how many layers of skin I wear, they will not show on the outside. There seems to be no limit on the quantity. If you want to use the leather objects inside, you can replace them out of thin air with just one thought. You only need to take off the skin once, without taking them off one layer after another.
To this day, there are at least hundreds of leather items I wear on my body. This is the result of my occasional throwing away some leather items that do not conform to the aesthetic development of the times and keeping the overall conforming to the contemporary aesthetic, otherwise I may be able to have more.
She paused for a while, and after he had digested these surprising truths in a daze, she continued to tell.
In other words, in the thousands of years when I still have clear memories, I have never completely taken off all the leather objects and disguised me, and no one has seen the real me, including myself.
As for my original body... it's so long that I have completely forgotten my original identity. Do you understand? I can't even remember whether I took the initiative to seal this part of my memory, or simply because the age is too far away, I forgot these things.
...Although it is difficult for me to understand this feeling intuitively as a human who lives less than 100 years old, I can imagine it a little bit. It is normal to forget it because I have lived for too long, but I don’t understand... Why do you think you have sealed that memory?Lu Sheng was still a little puzzled.
……
Su Liying was snuggling beside him at this time, holding his arms with both hands and leaning against his shoulders, looking extremely in need of security. He didn't say anything when he heard this, but just hugged him harder, and the proud big breasts buried almost half of his arm in it.
After a while of silence, she spoke slowly.
Lu Sheng, what kind of people do you think will desire to turn a beautiful woman into a human skin and wear it on yourself, and even be immersed in the process of taking other people's beauty for themselves?Who wants to have a happy and beautiful life for others, even with a beautiful face that does not belong to you, can still smile like a flower?
The longer I live, the more I realize that my hobbies and instinctive desires are so terrible, even crazy and weird in the eyes of ordinary people, but I enjoy it very much and like it very much. Although I don’t think there is anything wrong with it, I can’t help but wonder, since it has such an inhuman nature, what will my realization be like?
In the past, I might be an ugly female monster. I suffered from disgust and became jealous, so I could practice the evil technique of playing with human skin, put on the beautiful skin snatched from others, and covered my ugly self under the false appearance, and then became an uncontrollable skin monster who enjoyed playing with skin. In order to cover up my past, I took the initiative to seal the memories of the past and even cheated myself.
She lowered her eyes and said as calmly as possible, but her voice could not help but tremble, as if this guess made her so panic in this world. There were few enemies who could make her feel fear from the bottom of her heart, except herself.
Or maybe... I may not even be a woman. I am just a man who likes women's clothing, but I feel ashamed of my ugly appearance. Until one day, I finally found a perfect way to become a woman, a magic trick that can turn into a beauty by wearing the skin peeled off the woman's body. But when I see that the more charming and beautiful I am in the mirror, the more I hate my true self, and seal my memory, trying to deceive myself and become a real stunning beauty.
What's more... Maybe I don't even have a human form, but a mass of flesh and blood, a demon that can't be transformed into a demon, a demon that cannot be transformed...
The more she said it, the greater her reaction. Su Liying, who was able to keep talking calmly just now and even joked with him, lost all her strength at this moment.
Is this a disguise she deliberately showed?
Lu Sheng didn't think so.
At least in front of her, she should not like this, even if it was really her acting skills, he would admit it.
When she clearly shows that she needs comfort, whether true or false, what he should do as a boyfriend will not change.
I have lived for a long time and have thought about many possibilities, and I even don’t want to think about it myself, but the more I do this, the more I am afraid and the less I dare to face it.
Su Liying slowly curled up in his arms, holding her two slender black silk legs. This arrogant beauty who never easily showed weakness at this time had a delicate and delicate beauty.
Lu Sheng hugged her and gently patted her back.
Let her know that she is here, listening to her confiding.
This is very effective. At least she looks a little more relaxed and is no longer so depressed. It is also possible that she just needs someone who can be by her side and listen to her talk.
So for thousands of years, I have never taken the initiative to explore the dusty memory, never tried to take off all the skins, look in the mirror to see my true self. Although it was not difficult, I had never tried it once, but I just thought to myself that I had forgotten it anyway, and it didn't matter whether it was true or not. Now I have a strong cultivation level, and my power is spread all over the world. I also have hundreds of beautiful women of different beauty skins. I can't escape my palms as prey. I want to be as beautiful as I want, and I don't have to care about anyone's eyes.
For a while, I did think so.
But later, she found that even the cruel and ruthless she could not completely ignore other people's gazes, especially now, facing this man who made her expect it for a long time, she hoped that he could uncover all her disguises and accept her true appearance with a smile.
But this is not something that can be said to him directly.
But... I also know that this is just an escape, but escape is indeed useful, and no one forces me to face it. Even if I care about this, it is a bit ridiculous, because I am a painted skinned woman with thousands of faces. She has so many casually selected faces, why bother to care about what she looks like?
As long as I think, I can deceive myself into not exploring this secret for the rest of my life. As long as I don’t read it, I will never know the truth. In this way, I can still wear layers of beautiful and exquisite human skin and appreciate the beauty of my beauty.
Su Liying held his hand and placed it on her fair and delicate face, rubbing it like a cat that she was attached to. The feedback feels soft, smooth and has a great touch.
But even this pretty face, it is just a layer of human skin disguise that has been taken from others.
Even if I am insulted, I can just smile and don’t care. No matter how maliciously she... or how they maliciously speculate how ugly my true face is, it has nothing to do with me, and it will not affect me. If it is annoying, it will be like killing me. They are not worthy of knowing my true face under the disguise of human skin.
Only you are special.
You have this qualification, but the truth is probably not as beautiful as you imagined, so I hand over the power of choice to you, Lu Sheng.
If you are worried that this will affect our relationship, I will no longer pursue my past and let the truth hide in time as if it does not exist. From now on, I will always wear the skin you like and appear in front of you in the most beautiful way.
But if you know that my true nature may be so ugly that it is far beyond your imagination and still willing to continue to like me, then... I also want to face it with you.
Of course, there is no need to rush to make a choice. This time I won’t run away, and I won’t leave you at any time. We have enough time to prepare for the truth. Anyway, a thousand years have passed, and waiting for another few decades is fine for me. There is no need to be passionate about it. You can think carefully for a while. When you feel that you have a decision, just tell me.
Su Liying let out a sigh of relief.
Finally he said it. He already knew the fact that I have always been afraid of. What choice would he make when facing the truth?
...Since that's the case, it's better to be now.
Lu Sheng touched her hair, and her hair was shiny and soft, and her curly long hair was filled with a sweet violet fragrance. From this angle, you could see the white back of your neck by pushing the cover of your hair, but you still couldn't see the hidden leather zipper.
Are you so anxious that you just want to know what my body looks like?She whispered, her cheeks flying over the red clouds.
It’s not that I’m anxious, but that I just feel that... there is no need for any choice. Since I already know your worries, can I really ignore them and continue to enjoy them with peace of mind?You know, the more beautiful you are in the leather, the more I want to know what the real you should be.
Lu Sheng has been curious about her true face for a long time, so how could she miss such an opportunity?
So, I've actually made a decision long ago.
And you shouldn't be so pessimistic. Why do you always imagine yourself so ugly? Maybe you are actually much more beautiful than I thought.
Are you pessimistic? I just habitually plotting into the worst situation. Just treat this as the instinct of a scheming bad woman. Instead of having hope first and then despair, it is better not to have any thoughts from the beginning. Moreover... except for those situations that make me feel more disgusting the more I think about it, I can't think of any reason that makes me take the initiative to forget my past.
She smiled helplessly.
Forget it, since you have made a decision, I won’t advise you much. If you are ready... just look into my eyes and try to kiss me, don’t be scared.
Kiss you?Is this a necessary step for some kind of spell?Lu Sheng was a little confused.
But soon, he knew why she suddenly said this, because Su Liying, who had been snuggling up like a kitten in his arms, slowly raised her head with a terrifying smile on her face.
The rosy and seductive thin lips curled up in a crazy curve, and the corners of the mouth opened wider and bigger, becoming more and more exaggerated. With the sound of flesh and blood tearing, the smile dripping with blood directly cracked to the ears, looking extremely strange, but the bright eyes were filled with a strong desire to tell the difference between real and fake.
If that were the case, he would frown at most, but he could barely kiss him. After all, he had already experienced a lot of sex pictures of the rift girl in his life, and compared to those real things... they were just pediatrics.
As if responding to his random thoughts, her appearance in her arms changed again. The blood vessels and muscles under her skin were squirming like fat flesh worms, showing inhuman twists and turns. The originally convex and convex devil figure showed a pathological expansion. The crazy and bulging flesh and blood pushed the skin... or the beautiful skin that was worn on her body to the limit, and finally broke in a sound that almost made people's teeth sore, revealing the terrifying appearance under the skin.
It was a creature that extremely challenging the limits of imagination, even if he knew it was turned into by his beloved girl, he couldn't help but want to call it a monster. Its posture was enough to make ordinary people lose their san value and run away in panic.
Dozens of blood-blown oval eyes were irregularly embedded on the slowly squirming flesh and blood body, and they were staring at him intently. The man-eating eyes were simply creepy. Many scarlet touches were shaking and growing from the part that could barely be called the face, dancing in a mess, like living earthworms, extending little by little towards him, as if they were going to tie his face tightly and send it into the bloody mouth with several circles of sharp and broken teeth.
The disgusting scene that was very uncomfortable challenged his nerves. Lu Sheng's back had already been wet with sweat. He instinctively wanted to escape, but was pressed tightly by the remaining rationality, so he could not escape.
It was no longer clear whether it was a man or a woman, or even a human voice, echoing in his ears, just like the whisper of an ancient god.
If you still love me, then kiss me... OK?
She…or it called out like this.
Lu Sheng took a deep breath.
Close your eyes, grit your teeth and face the still wriggling flesh and blood clumps, and approach the face that is no longer terrifying, even if you force yourself not to look at it, you can still feel the mucus feeling of earthworm-like flesh and blood tentacles brushing across your cheeks.
He kept convinced himself that it was Qin Yuqiu, the girl he liked, and his feelings for her should not be affected by the horror of his appearance, so he just mustered up the courage to kiss her.
However, his movements became more and more stiff, slow, and even resisted, and the expression on his face was unconsciously distorted into a ball.
After all, he retreated and rushed forward again like a soldier who landed on the battlefield. He repeated several times, but still couldn't convince himself to kiss the flesh-and-blooded alien face, even if it was a moment.
Lu Sheng really couldn't get out of his mouth.
Even though he knew that this might disappoint her, who was expecting, he still gritted his teeth and shook his head with his eyes closed.
Sorry... Yuqiu, I can't do it, I really can't do it. Even if you blame me, I have to say that in the face of such you, I really... can't raise any courage to kiss you. This is not the pressure that human aesthetics can resist.
Trust me, I will do my best to adapt, but I am afraid I really can't mention any sexual desire. I don't even know if I can look at you like this calmly... It's not because I dislike you, but I really can't bear it.
Alas... I just say it just because I think it's ugly. I won't really blame you. Anyway, I've been mentally prepared.
The echoes of chaos that were difficult to distinguish gradually became clearer and turned back to Su Liying's pleasant female voice, but they sounded a little dissatisfied and helpless.
However, I thought you would not lie, and even if you were disgusted, I would say it openly, instead of rushing to find a bunch of reasons. This is what I was most disappointed with. I didn’t expect you to be like this, it was just an illusion. I really don’t believe that there is anything scary... nausea!!My God... What kind of nauseating ghost thing is this!!!
Su Liying's familiar voice made Lu Sheng, who was still struggling in pain, stunned. Then his eyes flashed. The disgusting monster that was originally lying in his arms disappeared without a trace like a bubble. Instead, it was replaced by the complete and beautiful Su Liying, as if the scene of san just now had never happened.
The next second, the girl who was held in his arms covered her mouth and rushed out without saying a word, running towards the toilet at a speed that was lightning speed, leaving Lu Sheng alone sitting in place, and it took him a long time to recover.
So... what I just now is not really true?
While he was thinking, bursts of vomiting came from the toilet, as if he was about to spit out everything in his stomach. It was almost two minutes later that it was over with the sound of flushing the toilet.
Not long after, Su Liying finally walked out with a glass of water with a pale face. While drinking water to rinse her mouth, she stared at him with a very strange look, as if he was the terrible monster with painted skin.
I said Ah, what the hell are you thinking about in your mind?How can I imagine the monster posture that even I was disgusting, even the most excessive scene I had ever imagined was less than one-tenth of yours. When I thought that my body might be like that, I couldn't help but vomit.
You said...imagine?So that is not your true essence?Lu Sheng twitched the corner of his mouth.
Has it been useless to work with so many difficult psychological struggles?
But for some reason, he was supposed to be a little angry, but he was completely angry. He replaced it with only one idea, which completely occupied his heart.
Lucky.
Fortunately, that's fake.
As the classic saying: If it is fake, I hope it is true, and if it is true, I hope it is false.
He was extremely grateful now that the scene just now was not real.
And the same is true for Su Liying.
Ah Bah!Of course not, how could I feel disgusted like that!
Her head was shaking like a rattle, and her curly hair flew up, as if she agreed that such a possibility was an insult to her.
I didn't tell you in advance that I just wanted to see your truest reaction, so I designed it a little and gave you a small illusion that could make you see me as the ugliest and most fearful way in your heart. It was a practice and temptation before you really face the truth. I wanted you to muster up the courage to kiss it, but I didn't even expect that you could imagine that disgusting thing in your mind.
She paused, perhaps because she felt that it was a bit inappropriate to complain about it with confidence that she had deceived someone, and her voice became much weaker.
...Well... I'm sorry to you first. I know this is not good, and it hurts your relationship, so you can scold whatever you want. No matter what complaints you have, you can send them to me. I will continue, and you can tell me any compensation you want, but... Before that, I still want to know what your mind is thinking.
I have lived for so many years and I have seen many monsters with all kinds of strange shapes. Although I dare not say that I know every monster, but at least it is certain that no monster known to be so terrifying. The thing in your illusion is really terrifying, okay?
When Su Liying thought of the terrifying monster posture, she couldn't help but shivered. There was very few things that could become her psychological shadow for thousands of years, but the illusion she saw through his perspective just now was definitely one of them.
I was wrong. I shouldn't have doubted you were making excuses. If I were myself, I would either kill you or run away long ago. You could still struggle for so long and almost kissed you. I actually wanted to laugh before. You didn't have the courage to kiss you, but I could hesitate several times. I was really wrong.
She put down the water cup and sat back beside him, her pale face finally turned rosy
Well...so that look is just an illusion, right? I can become the object of my most fearedness, so I understand.
Lu Sheng immediately understood.
It probably has something to do with me as a soul player. I happened to be playing a new work recently. Do you still remember the old man who was so addicted to me some time ago?That's it, and then... you are right to paint the skin. When you think of the skin, I think of the monsters in the divine skin. When you think of the divine skin, I diverge my thinking towards those disgusting monsters that are anti-human, so I think of things like earthworm faces... and some quite disgusting monsters in the previous work.
He shrugged innocently, suddenly wanting to laugh.
You can't blame me for this, you blame Miyazaki Hideto and his art.
The atmosphere became funny for a moment.
The two of them stared at each other for a while, and finally Su Liying was defeated and smiled dejectedly.
Is this human imagination? It can be used for the next time.
She decided to turn around and delete the game.
There is no reason, just because she was scared.
So what should I do next? Do I need to continue?Lu Sheng asked
I don’t know, depending on what you think. The atmosphere was quite sad, and I was prepared to be either disappointed or moved. Who knew that you would be disgusted by this incident.
Su Liying put her head on his shoulder, sighed, and said with some uncertainty.
But... are you really planning to continue?There will be no psychological shadow. If you are scared and unable to get hard, it will be troublesome. I suggest you relax your mood first.
Fortunately, I won’t be able to get hard. It would be better to say that after the baptism of the scene just now, I feel that my ability to accept is almost breaking through the human bottom line. No matter how scary your body is, I will not vomit it out.
Lu Sheng smiled. He would really have this confidence.
If you dare to spit it out, I will beat you.
She raised her small fist threateningly.
It's okay if it was an illusion just now, I won't blame you for any reactions. After all, I'm disgusted myself. If I really vomited it in front of me...
As she talked, she was deflated.
Forget it, just vomit. It can spit out all the disgusting you. The effect of looking in the mirror myself is almost the same. You can't blame you.
If it were me...ah...
Su Liying hesitated for a while, as if she had made up some decision. She raised her head and kissed him on the cheek with a flash.
You said, if... I mean, if, one in a billionth of if, my original body is really as disgusting as you saw in the illusion, and you don’t have to force yourself to accept it. I can understand that even if you insist on accepting it, it is just torture you and consuming your feelings, and it is not good for us.
If that is true, then from now on, I will wear beautiful human skin disguises for the rest of my life and never take them off again... Also, if you really like Qin Yuqiu so much, I will use Qin Yuqiu's human skin to seal that posture, create a seal that I can't even untie myself, and then find a way to wash away some of our memories today and completely forget that way. Qin Yuqiu will be my essence in the future.
After all, the reason why I care so much about my original appearance that it has become a knot in my heart is just because I have been worried about the haze that has formed over the past thousands of years but never dared to face it.
She thought about it and thought that that was probably not bad.
Since he likes Qin Yuqiu, wouldn't it be better for her to become Qin Yuqiu? He completely transformed Qin Yuqiu's posture from false disguise to reality. In this way, he can still love himself like he is now, and he can finally fall in love with him without any scruples and preserve this memory and time forever.
Otherwise, what else can I do?You can't force him to fall in love with a monster that even he is disgusting, he disgusted himself and his boyfriend.
Not allowed to refuse, this is my own decision, and it is not only for you, but also for myself. I don’t want to keep such an ugly body in mind every day, which will affect my mood. It’s better to forget it.
...Okay, then let's listen to you.
Lu Sheng touched her hair and nodded.
But this is just an extreme situation. I don’t think it’s so outrageous. If it’s just not that pretty, you don’t have to do this. Even if you are actually a man, I will try my best to accept it and do my best to love you.
Well, it sounds nice, what if it is true?
She curled her lips and cast a small illusion in front of him.
The pretty mature beauty instantly turned into a rough bald man with bearded man, and her neck was still as big as black stockings and OL's figure, looking indescribable.
Come to Ah, if you have the ability, you kiss Ah, don’t you!
But before he finished speaking, Lu Sheng took his neck without hesitation and kissed him to his lips. Even Su Liying was stunned for a moment, and only reacted when she was about to kiss her mouth to mouth. She hurriedly canceled the illusion and turned back to her originally beautiful face.
However, Lu Sheng still kissed her. In fact, she didn't want to refuse so much, but just pushed her symbolically twice, and hugged her with him with a refusal. After a deep kiss she asked for, her face was rosy and she glared at him with a angrily smile, but there was an unhidden smile on the corner of her mouth, which was obviously very happy.
You guy, you really dare to kiss him.
Huh... Don't underestimate me. Even the appearance of the san monster I almost kissed him under pressure. But what does it matter if I change my gender.
Lu Sheng gasped.
He had to admit that he was hasty and underestimated his girlfriend's suction too much. This kind of deep kiss that was devoted to was different from the kind of kiss that he could just kiss gently. His human body was really a little unable to withstand it.
I have said that as long as it is not the kind of way that challenges the limits of aesthetics, no matter what you look like, it doesn’t matter whether you are beautiful or ugly. Even if your essence is really a man, as long as I give me some time to adapt, I will still like you as I am now.
I said it, do it!
...This is what you said.
Su Liying stared at him for a long time, and her eyes slowly became gentle.
Looking back at the thousands of years, how many people can achieve this level?
It is not difficult to just like the skin sac on the outside, and there are many people with sperm brains.
But there is only one person who can be as firm as him.
The throbbing in her heart was as excited as the young birds who were expecting to take off, as if she was a thousand years younger, and she returned to the era of losing everything in the past and being confused.
Since you are not afraid, then come on, and you will unveil the seal of the truth with your own hands.
She slowly turned her back and unbuttoned the buttons of her shirt one by one in front of him. The speed was not fast, but it was not limited to the upper or lower part, but all the buttons, revealing the smooth and fair back, beautifully lined black bra and the lace-lace-edged ones. Although she deliberately turned around to avoid her sight, the smooth curve and the vaguely shaking pair of big breasts still made people feel bloody.
If it were just like this, it would not be enough to make him foolishly watch it, but the next moment, she took the initiative to unbutton the bra and took off the last cover, making her upper body become truly naked. The only thing that prevented him from seeing her was the posture of her back to her, but just by changing the angle, she could observe the two plump white rabbits on her chest, and she could see the beautiful whiteness.
Even he was a little obsessed with seeing it for a moment, and unconsciously stretched his neck little by little, trying to see the unique scenery.
OK, just look at it for a while. Don’t stare at your eyes and look stupid. Can you still want to see the front? Although it’s not really impossible for you to see it, now is not a time to feast your eyes. Don’t you want to see my true face?
She raised her hand, covered the two dots on her chest with her arms, turned her head and reminded her softly, not angry, but instead felt... doting.
Sorry, sorry...what should I do?
You'll know right away.
Su Liying did not answer directly, but just turned around.
At the same time, a thin strip of zipper gradually emerged on her smooth and delicate back, extending from the bottom of the back of her neck along her spine to her waist. At this unpredictable distance, it can be seen that the zipper is completely embedded in the skin.
This was also the first time he had seen the full picture of the entire zipper of the whole leather object. She usually avoided him when she put on and took off human skin, maybe she didn't want him to see her naked body.
Speaking of which, why does the crack of the leather object on your back have a zipper?I remember that mature and usable modern zipper designs only appeared in the early twentieth century, only a hundred years ago, but you lived for at least a thousand years...what before?Lu Sheng suddenly thought of a question.
Why did you suddenly ask about this?But since you are curious, I'll just say it.
Well... Before, I sometimes used magic seals to fix it, but I was more accustomed to using physical methods, that is, I used to knitting and fixing the cracks with thin ribbons made of silk. It looks pretty good, but it is not as easy to put on and take off as zippers. Although I didn't often take off human skin before, as for why you need this kind of fixation...
She thought about the sentence before she said slowly.
This starts with how the skin is made. You may think that I peeled human skin from corpses or living people, but in fact there is no such skinning process. Instead, using some kind of... almost instinctive magic to directly turn their bodies into an empty skin, and the original souls will also be separated from it.
There will be a crack behind the processed leather object in this way for putting on and taking off. After putting on it, it will naturally fit together, and it will look flawless, but it will easily crack if pulled with external force. Therefore, when wearing leather object, it may be discovered by someone close to that identity. So you can only find a way to fix it and then use illusion to cover up the appearance.
I see.
Lu Sheng touched his chin.
Okay, don’t think about so many things that are gone, do you still want to see my true face?Qin Yuqiu gave him a angrily look.
I have made some adjustments to all the human skins worn on me. You just need to unzip this zipper with your own hands to easily uncover the secrets that have been hidden for thousands of years and directly see the innermost body. It feels very ritual, right?I'll give you this opportunity, hurry up and start.
I see……
Lu Sheng took a deep breath and slowly placed his palm on her smooth back. The skin outside the zipper felt silky and delicate, while the white zipper had a jade-like warm feel, about 5 to 6 mm wide. At first glance, it might feel a little weird or abrupt, but in his eyes today, this zipper embedded in the leather object is her unique mark, the only constant proof of her ever-changing figure, and an indispensable part of his skin-painted girlfriend.
On the surface, she smiles cleverly, no different from ordinary girls. Only the zipper on her back is her only flaw and the unknown secret she hides the deepest, unknown secret. As long as she unzips the zipper, she can take off the delicate skin on her body and reveal the face of the next layer of skin. It is another completely different but equally charming pretty face, showing you a charming smile.
This setting is really so lustful that it makes people feel itchy.
He finally understood why anyone likes skin objects, which looks quite weird, is a pursuit of the truth rather than the truth, a subtle entangled desire between the perfect human skin disguise and the real face, or an obsession and exploration of the mysterious unknown true face hidden under the beautiful skin.
And now, the opportunity to uncover this secret is in front of him.
How can this not make people excited?
Lu Sheng stroked the zipper on her back, and his breathing gradually became heavy, while Su Liying did not continue to urge him, and waited quietly, but a little blush appeared on her face.
He gently pinched the zipper head at the back of his neck, and pulled it downward at a constant speed with the sizzling zipper rubbing sound, unblocking the zipper bit by bit, revealing the deepest reality under the disguise of hundreds of leather objects.
The crack of the leather object after unzipping the zipper was separated left and right under the action of tension, allowing him to clearly see what was inside. It was a smooth and fair back skin, which looked no different from her usual wear and hide the zipper. This at least ruled out the previous speculation of flesh and blood aberrations, but this is only part of the body, and he can't even tell the difference between genders and cannot make a conclusion before seeing the face.
Feeling that the zipper on the leather object on her back had been pulled to the bottom, Su Liying's heart was also jumping nervously. She took a deep breath, grabbed both sides of the leather object like she did when she took off the leather object, and pulled the leather object's head cover upwards with force.
It's time to face the truth.
Su Liying's face quickly separated from the real face under the skin, becoming empty and weird, but no one would have the leisure to observe what this face turned into, because her true appearance was finally completely exposed to the air at this moment, and it was fully revealed in front of him.
She slowly turned her head and asked softly in a strange, rather neutral voice.
Lu Sheng, is the one you see in your eyes... beautiful?
Well……
Lu Sheng was silent and did not answer her immediately.
This result made her heart tighten suddenly. She, who knew him very well, could not have been silent for so long. If his face was just ordinary and unfair, he would never be silent for so long.
In this way, Ah... I understand, is it true as I guessed?It doesn't matter, you don't have to force yourself, I'll put on the leather now... She sighed.
This was also expected. She had already made her mental preparations, but she was still a little regretful.
No, no, I didn't mean that, you misunderstood.
Seeing that she had misunderstood the reason why she was struggling, Lu Sheng waved his hand quickly.
You are not as terrible as you thought, but... I really don't know what to say, but in short, it just can't be used to evaluate whether it looks good or not, because...
You have no face at all.
Lu Sheng took out his cell phone with a strange expression, turned on the front camera and handed it to her. This time she could see clearly what her body looked like.
As he said, she had no face, only a smooth head, and no gender tendency could be seen from the outline, and there was nothing else. All facial features, including eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows, and none of them existed, but she still retained the ability to visually, smell and speak.
She once thought it was the effect of some kind of illusion, but after applying a few tricks to solve the spell, she finally realized that this was her face.
After accepting this reality, Su Liying stroked her smooth face, not knowing whether she was glad or disappointed.
She lowered her head and looked at her chest. There were no nipples, but only a little curved bulge, which was more than a little different size than when she was wearing leather objects. It was not so much a breast, but a vague form between her breasts and her strong muscles.
Going further down, uncover the covered human skin. The front is smooth and there is no excretion opening. The back is... In short, it is simply to a certain extreme.
From the overall image, she is not a man or a woman. She can only be said to be a humanoid monster who looks between a man and a woman. She has a neutral appearance but loses most of the physiological characteristics of a human being. She is not like any known monster. In some places, she even looks as unnatural as the average value found to blur the concept of gender.
This...what am I?
She murmured to herself.
I don't know, but at least it's much better than you think, right?Although the face is a little smoother, it is at least not ugly, right?
Lu Sheng knew what he should do.
He decisively hugged her waist, which had taken off half of her body's skin, and kissed her with no pressure on her lips.
His current ability to accept has been trained to an exaggerated level. In the eyes of ordinary people, the image that is weird has been adapted to after a little time. He even feels a little cute compared to those terrifying images.
...Although you kissed you right, I always feel that you didn't kiss your mouth, but... It's hard for me to describe this feeling, just like my facial features have become non-existent phantom limbs, which seem to be there or not, and only the touch is clear and I'm a little uncomfortable.
Su Liying didn't resist, but she couldn't kiss her.
And, don't you think... this look looks ugly?
It's a bit strange, but fortunately, it's much better than I thought. After all, I haven't been exposed to the concept of a faceless person. If you have to say it, it feels a bit like a zentai wearing a layer of flesh color?It's the all-inclusive tights, and it's not ugly. In fact, after getting used to it, there is also an artistic mystery that completely eliminates the concept of human image, although it's a bit abstract.Lu Sheng comforted.
The concept of human being...eliminate...
She whispered his words, as if she had touched the keywords of some memory and fell into thinking.
……
Lu Sheng waited quietly without interrupting her until a few minutes later, she finally raised her head.
I... seem to know what I am.
Su Liying sighed.
What?
I was a little uncertain before, but now I can finally be sure that I should be some kind of artificially transformed monster. Before I became like this, I was a human, and then I performed a certain ritual of transforming monsters and became like this inhuman. Yes, that's it.
The more she said, the more certain she became, the fragments in her memory gradually revived as the true face was revealed.
……
Lu Sheng, do you know how many ways people can transform into monsters?
Without waiting for his answer, she continued to say it, obviously not expecting him, an ordinary person, to say something.
There are only two ways: either add monster elements to humans, or try to remove the human part and gradually transform it into a non-human extraordinary life. The other ways are nothing more than a workaround based on these two methods.
Although the transformation of humans into monsters has always been a taboo area, there have been people who have actively violated the taboos for thousands of years to extend their lifespan. Most of the methods adopted are the former, because the success rate is relatively high and the side effects are smaller. The disadvantage is that the appearance may leave some of the characteristics of monsters, and it is easy to become bloodthirsty due to rejection and various blood conflicts, and there is even a chance of self-destruction. The upper limit of strength is usually not high. The influence of the source of demonization, the more complicated it becomes, the weaker it becomes.
Wait a minute, can this be considered a minor side effect?
Lu Sheng didn't understand.
After this demonization, people are crazy, and there is also the possibility of self-destruction.
Compared with the long life span obtained, there is another way of side effects, which is already very small.
She shook her head.
Although the other way is generally strong after transformation and various strange natural magical powers, the price is that most of the people who choose to take this path are dead, and most of the people who are not dead are crazy. The success rate and number of successful people are even so low that they lose statistical significance. Even I have heard of it and have never seen it with my own eyes.
As for me, I have never been sure whether I am a human-transformed demon or a natural demon who has practiced some kind of human skin evil magic. But now it seems that I am probably the loser on the second path of demonization. A very small number of lucky people who have failed and not died yet. Although they should be considered quite successful in terms of strength, they are still very failed overall.
After the transformation, I forgot everything in the past, lost human characteristics, and even the fact that I am a demon transformed by humans was completely forgotten because of the instability after transformation. Therefore, I instinctively desire to make up for my missing appearance, or because of some strange desire before transforming into a demon. In short, what I show is that I want to take the appearance of a beautiful woman for myself, try to wear the beauty's skin, disguise herself as her, and deceive others in this way.
This is my past, which belongs to the essence of the monster of the painted skin.
She felt a little moved, and then she seemed to think of something. Her face without facial features turned to his direction and looked straight into his eyes.
I lost my past memory like a blank piece of paper. I have no concept of good and evil, but I will only act according to my instinct. However... When I was weak, some people wanted to kill me, so they all died, some were afraid of me, so they either died or ran away, but no one was willing to get close to me and guide me. When I became strong, no one dared to teach me a lesson.
If you were born a thousand years ago, maybe I would be completely different today.
If I were born a thousand years earlier, I would probably die clearly.Lu Sheng is still very self-aware.
Yes, if you like not me, a particularly bad woman, but a more traditional female monster, you would have been killed because the toad wanted to eat swan meat.
Su Liying smiled, her voice sounded a little happy.
Fortunately, you are very lucky, and I am very lucky now.
However, it has been too long since the era when I transformed into a demon. It has been so long that I can no longer find out what kind of person I was before, whether I look good or not, whether I am good or evil, even the gender issue you have been struggling with... I thought I could give a definite answer today, but I didn't expect that all I got was a result that was doomed to be untraceable.
how?Will you feel disappointed?
What's there to disappoint?It has reached this level today, and I still care about your gender?You are my Yuqiu, that's enough.Lu Sheng shook his head.
It was better for you to be a man or a woman, but I didn’t mind.
OK, since that's the case, I don't have to worry about it. Let the past go through. Anyway, it has lost its meaning. Even my own body has become like this and can't be completely gone.
She touched her smooth and flat face like a real goose egg.
However, there is no need to change back. I and I were no longer the same individual before. No matter whether I was a man or a woman before, I am just a skin.
Even if I take a step back, I was really a man in the past, but as long as you don’t mind, I am willing to give up my original gender forever and exist as a woman from now on.
Of course, my body looks a little strange now. It may be difficult to make you fall in love with it. Moreover, after so many years, I have been wearing beautiful human skin, and I have no interest in appearing in front of you with this attitude that doesn’t even have a face. I’m sorry, even if you are so weird, if the XP system is so weird that I think I’m so lustful, then I can’t accommodate you, but I think you shouldn’t have reached that level yet.
Su Liying said half-jokingly and half-seriously.
The face without facial features and no fluctuations in expressions is not inconsistent even if it appears in horror games, and can even trigger the uncanny valley effect of some people. However, at this moment, she is no longer so weird because of her gentle tone, but instead has a kind of tranquil beauty.
Moreover, it is not a bad thing for me to have no face. At least you and I don’t need to worry about whether you should behave in the body or in the posture of leather objects. Anyway, wearing leather objects has always been my normal state. You have been almost used to it for so long, right?
Unlocked the last knot that had been entangled with her for thousands of years. Her mood was unprecedentedly relaxed and happy, and the embraces of the people around her seemed so warm. She looked up slightly. Even without eyes, she could clearly see Lu Sheng listening to her nagging quietly. There was no trace of fear and disgust in her bright eyes, only a little novelty and joy similar to her.
Maybe he didn't understand what everything today really means to her, but it didn't prevent him from being happy for her, that's enough.
What's missing?
She thought to herself.
It seems to be nothing bad.
The last stone that blocked the two men had disappeared.
After this period of running-in and adapting to each other, the differences in personality and the differences in good and evil views are no longer a problem. Her blood-debt evil deeds in the past are no longer necessary to be entangled with the clarity of his goals. More importantly, she no longer has any secrets to hide from him.
In other words, he truly accepted her all, whether it was her true identity or past sins, or hated preferences and hidden deepest secrets. Her darkest side was completely known to him, but he still liked her like he did at first, and this firm feeling did not change at all.
In terms of hobbies, he no longer blindly resisted, but gradually learned to appreciate her collection. The appearance of those skin objects did not gradually degenerate because of the greed of desire and still retained his own color.
As for lifespan, she has already made preparations for interracial love in many aspects.
Then what else should she hesitate?
It's time.
It's time to hand over his most precious things to him.
She put on Su Liying's leather again lightly, put her hands into the long gloves, and then put on her head. After simple kneading and adjustment, her empty facial features quickly became three-dimensional, hiding the faceless body again under the disguise of the leather object, and appeared in front of him with a false and delicate appearance. Of course, this is not a deception, it should be called "women to please themselves".
Just like wearing makeup, girls will dress up carefully before dating and show their most beautiful side to the boy they like, but her makeup is a bit different from ordinary people, but it doesn't matter, as long as he likes it.
She wanted to make herself a little more beautiful so that he could be happier when he heard the news.
The thick long eyelashes trembled slightly. The moment when I opened my eyes, the beautiful Suliying, Suddenly, returned to Lu Sheng again, but not so thorough, because the leather zipper on my back had not been sealed yet.
And she was going to hand over this ritual-filled step to him and the man she trusted.
Come on, help me zip up, okay?
Su Liying said softly.
With the zipper of the skin, she turned from a monster back to a woman.
As a woman, she finally has a favorite belonging.
Faced with this question that had been thought about many times, Lu Sheng couldn't help but sigh.
Over the past period of time, I have also thought about what your body looks like many times, and have been prepared to face the truth. At least with the ability to accept me recently, I think it should be acceptable, but I really can't guarantee you on such a too broad issue.
Even if your body is really ugly, in what sense is it ugly?Is it within the scope of human aesthetics?Is it an ordinary ugly or a disgusting type?
I have asked you this question before, but you always avoid answering it, disagree with the topic, and only let me see you wearing leather objects. But I still don’t know how many layers of disguise you have on you. I can’t answer if you suddenly ask this question.
Because I don't want to be perfunctory.
He said word by word, with his eyes very serious.
The more important this question is to you, the less I dare to make a promise. If you insist on an answer, I can only say that I like you no matter what, but it does not mean that this relationship will not be affected by any external factors, because I am an individual, not a machine that only says I like you.
When facing situations beyond my acceptance, I also need to work hard to adapt and accept, just like I was afraid of you, but now I can look at your collection of human skins with an appreciation look.
I cannot guarantee that no matter how terrifying your nature looks, it will not be affected and will still be with you like now, but I am willing to change myself little by little to accept your true side. This is the promise I have made to you, but this only thing will never change.
you……
Su Liying looked at him intently, biting her lower lip with her teeth lightly, and the waves of light flowed in her beautiful eyes, and the colorful colors continued. In his rock-solid tone, the originally slightly serious atmosphere also eased.
She could see that he was really serious and had no perfunctory intention in his attitude.
She also knew what kind of thinking the man in front of her made such a promise, and this was obviously not something that could be thought of in a short period of time. Although he could always say enough words to touch people's hearts at critical moments, just like that night, these words were obviously different and had been carefully considered.
He really thought about this question before he asked this sentence.
It was not just a big promise and a sweet word as I expected, but a seemingly dissatisfied retreat and a ridiculously over-caution.
If an ordinary girl might be dissatisfied with his answers being not romantic enough, or even loyal to love enough, but she is a painted witch who has seen countless people's hearts, so she naturally understands better what kind of answers are more important.
Although sweet words are beautiful, they do not necessarily mean perfunctory and can also be filled with sincerity, but some words are more touching than simple vows.
Therefore, she was very grateful.
Thank you for being a good man whom you are entrusted to be
There is still a little regret.
I regret why I didn’t face this problem earlier.
...Sorry, I should have told you earlier.
She held his cheeks with both hands and said softly.
Before, I always thought that before it was time to let you know, I would perfunctorily ask you questions every time, thinking it was for your own good, and I was worried that you would not accept my truth. Now it seems that I am worried about it. You are more trustworthy and expectant than I thought.
But...this is not the whole reason. Since I have already made it clear, I won’t hide it.
The reason why I have always been reluctant to let you see my essence is, in addition to his thoughts, more importantly... I actually don’t know it myself.
Her expression was hesitant, her red lips pursed slightly, and she sighed softly.
Forget it, it was the topic I picked up by myself. Besides, if I really wanted to be with him...even if it was just a possibility, this problem would not be able to escape sooner or later. I can't deceive myself for the rest of my life and never face it.
It would be better to say...his attitude is also one of the important factors that determine the final relationship between us. After all...even I want a destination that is willing to accept me no matter the truth and can face it with me.
What's the meaning?Don’t you know the best about what you look like?Lu Sheng was really puzzled now.
That only applies to ordinary people or monsters, and it is not appropriate to use it on my skin.She shook her head.
You might as well guess how many human skin I wear.
Uh...a few hundred pictures?After all, you have lived for so long.
It's not too much, but it's still a little less. As far as my own memory is concerned, this number will not be less than one thousand. If you guess, how long has it been since I took off my skin? It's not just one or two skins, but all skin capsules.
This... I don't know, you'd better just say it.
The answer is...I don't know, but it's at least two thousand years.Su Liying's voice was still soft and pleasant, but her tone was a little confused and ethereal.
From the longest time in my memory, I was wearing layers of human skin disguise taken from others. As time went by, I changed my life, as painted skin, I was my only hobby year after year, and using methods such as robbery, transaction, and deception, and so on, and got more beautiful and beautiful skins that were beautiful and charming on myself. I enjoyed and appreciated my stunning beauty every day, possessed the identity of an innocent woman, and also achieved those cruel and bloody infamous.
From then on, there have been more and more human skin disguises worn on me. After all, leather objects are different from ordinary clothes. They are more like a talented magic weapon that can increase my strength. However, no matter how many layers of skin I wear, they will not show on the outside. There seems to be no limit on the quantity. If you want to use the leather objects inside, you can replace them out of thin air with just one thought. You only need to take off the skin once, without taking them off one layer after another.
To this day, there are at least hundreds of leather items I wear on my body. This is the result of my occasional throwing away some leather items that do not conform to the aesthetic development of the times and keeping the overall conforming to the contemporary aesthetic, otherwise I may be able to have more.
She paused for a while, and after he had digested these surprising truths in a daze, she continued to tell.
In other words, in the thousands of years when I still have clear memories, I have never completely taken off all the leather objects and disguised me, and no one has seen the real me, including myself.
As for my original body... it's so long that I have completely forgotten my original identity. Do you understand? I can't even remember whether I took the initiative to seal this part of my memory, or simply because the age is too far away, I forgot these things.
...Although it is difficult for me to understand this feeling intuitively as a human who lives less than 100 years old, I can imagine it a little bit. It is normal to forget it because I have lived for too long, but I don’t understand... Why do you think you have sealed that memory?Lu Sheng was still a little puzzled.
……
Su Liying was snuggling beside him at this time, holding his arms with both hands and leaning against his shoulders, looking extremely in need of security. He didn't say anything when he heard this, but just hugged him harder, and the proud big breasts buried almost half of his arm in it.
After a while of silence, she spoke slowly.
Lu Sheng, what kind of people do you think will desire to turn a beautiful woman into a human skin and wear it on yourself, and even be immersed in the process of taking other people's beauty for themselves?Who wants to have a happy and beautiful life for others, even with a beautiful face that does not belong to you, can still smile like a flower?
The longer I live, the more I realize that my hobbies and instinctive desires are so terrible, even crazy and weird in the eyes of ordinary people, but I enjoy it very much and like it very much. Although I don’t think there is anything wrong with it, I can’t help but wonder, since it has such an inhuman nature, what will my realization be like?
In the past, I might be an ugly female monster. I suffered from disgust and became jealous, so I could practice the evil technique of playing with human skin, put on the beautiful skin snatched from others, and covered my ugly self under the false appearance, and then became an uncontrollable skin monster who enjoyed playing with skin. In order to cover up my past, I took the initiative to seal the memories of the past and even cheated myself.
She lowered her eyes and said as calmly as possible, but her voice could not help but tremble, as if this guess made her so panic in this world. There were few enemies who could make her feel fear from the bottom of her heart, except herself.
Or maybe... I may not even be a woman. I am just a man who likes women's clothing, but I feel ashamed of my ugly appearance. Until one day, I finally found a perfect way to become a woman, a magic trick that can turn into a beauty by wearing the skin peeled off the woman's body. But when I see that the more charming and beautiful I am in the mirror, the more I hate my true self, and seal my memory, trying to deceive myself and become a real stunning beauty.
What's more... Maybe I don't even have a human form, but a mass of flesh and blood, a demon that can't be transformed into a demon, a demon that cannot be transformed...
The more she said it, the greater her reaction. Su Liying, who was able to keep talking calmly just now and even joked with him, lost all her strength at this moment.
Is this a disguise she deliberately showed?
Lu Sheng didn't think so.
At least in front of her, she should not like this, even if it was really her acting skills, he would admit it.
When she clearly shows that she needs comfort, whether true or false, what he should do as a boyfriend will not change.
I have lived for a long time and have thought about many possibilities, and I even don’t want to think about it myself, but the more I do this, the more I am afraid and the less I dare to face it.
Su Liying slowly curled up in his arms, holding her two slender black silk legs. This arrogant beauty who never easily showed weakness at this time had a delicate and delicate beauty.
Lu Sheng hugged her and gently patted her back.
Let her know that she is here, listening to her confiding.
This is very effective. At least she looks a little more relaxed and is no longer so depressed. It is also possible that she just needs someone who can be by her side and listen to her talk.
So for thousands of years, I have never taken the initiative to explore the dusty memory, never tried to take off all the skins, look in the mirror to see my true self. Although it was not difficult, I had never tried it once, but I just thought to myself that I had forgotten it anyway, and it didn't matter whether it was true or not. Now I have a strong cultivation level, and my power is spread all over the world. I also have hundreds of beautiful women of different beauty skins. I can't escape my palms as prey. I want to be as beautiful as I want, and I don't have to care about anyone's eyes.
For a while, I did think so.
But later, she found that even the cruel and ruthless she could not completely ignore other people's gazes, especially now, facing this man who made her expect it for a long time, she hoped that he could uncover all her disguises and accept her true appearance with a smile.
But this is not something that can be said to him directly.
But... I also know that this is just an escape, but escape is indeed useful, and no one forces me to face it. Even if I care about this, it is a bit ridiculous, because I am a painted skinned woman with thousands of faces. She has so many casually selected faces, why bother to care about what she looks like?
As long as I think, I can deceive myself into not exploring this secret for the rest of my life. As long as I don’t read it, I will never know the truth. In this way, I can still wear layers of beautiful and exquisite human skin and appreciate the beauty of my beauty.
Su Liying held his hand and placed it on her fair and delicate face, rubbing it like a cat that she was attached to. The feedback feels soft, smooth and has a great touch.
But even this pretty face, it is just a layer of human skin disguise that has been taken from others.
Even if I am insulted, I can just smile and don’t care. No matter how maliciously she... or how they maliciously speculate how ugly my true face is, it has nothing to do with me, and it will not affect me. If it is annoying, it will be like killing me. They are not worthy of knowing my true face under the disguise of human skin.
Only you are special.
You have this qualification, but the truth is probably not as beautiful as you imagined, so I hand over the power of choice to you, Lu Sheng.
If you are worried that this will affect our relationship, I will no longer pursue my past and let the truth hide in time as if it does not exist. From now on, I will always wear the skin you like and appear in front of you in the most beautiful way.
But if you know that my true nature may be so ugly that it is far beyond your imagination and still willing to continue to like me, then... I also want to face it with you.
Of course, there is no need to rush to make a choice. This time I won’t run away, and I won’t leave you at any time. We have enough time to prepare for the truth. Anyway, a thousand years have passed, and waiting for another few decades is fine for me. There is no need to be passionate about it. You can think carefully for a while. When you feel that you have a decision, just tell me.
Su Liying let out a sigh of relief.
Finally he said it. He already knew the fact that I have always been afraid of. What choice would he make when facing the truth?
...Since that's the case, it's better to be now.
Lu Sheng touched her hair, and her hair was shiny and soft, and her curly long hair was filled with a sweet violet fragrance. From this angle, you could see the white back of your neck by pushing the cover of your hair, but you still couldn't see the hidden leather zipper.
Are you so anxious that you just want to know what my body looks like?She whispered, her cheeks flying over the red clouds.
It’s not that I’m anxious, but that I just feel that... there is no need for any choice. Since I already know your worries, can I really ignore them and continue to enjoy them with peace of mind?You know, the more beautiful you are in the leather, the more I want to know what the real you should be.
Lu Sheng has been curious about her true face for a long time, so how could she miss such an opportunity?
So, I've actually made a decision long ago.
And you shouldn't be so pessimistic. Why do you always imagine yourself so ugly? Maybe you are actually much more beautiful than I thought.
Are you pessimistic? I just habitually plotting into the worst situation. Just treat this as the instinct of a scheming bad woman. Instead of having hope first and then despair, it is better not to have any thoughts from the beginning. Moreover... except for those situations that make me feel more disgusting the more I think about it, I can't think of any reason that makes me take the initiative to forget my past.
She smiled helplessly.
Forget it, since you have made a decision, I won’t advise you much. If you are ready... just look into my eyes and try to kiss me, don’t be scared.
Kiss you?Is this a necessary step for some kind of spell?Lu Sheng was a little confused.
But soon, he knew why she suddenly said this, because Su Liying, who had been snuggling up like a kitten in his arms, slowly raised her head with a terrifying smile on her face.
The rosy and seductive thin lips curled up in a crazy curve, and the corners of the mouth opened wider and bigger, becoming more and more exaggerated. With the sound of flesh and blood tearing, the smile dripping with blood directly cracked to the ears, looking extremely strange, but the bright eyes were filled with a strong desire to tell the difference between real and fake.
If that were the case, he would frown at most, but he could barely kiss him. After all, he had already experienced a lot of sex pictures of the rift girl in his life, and compared to those real things... they were just pediatrics.
As if responding to his random thoughts, her appearance in her arms changed again. The blood vessels and muscles under her skin were squirming like fat flesh worms, showing inhuman twists and turns. The originally convex and convex devil figure showed a pathological expansion. The crazy and bulging flesh and blood pushed the skin... or the beautiful skin that was worn on her body to the limit, and finally broke in a sound that almost made people's teeth sore, revealing the terrifying appearance under the skin.
It was a creature that extremely challenging the limits of imagination, even if he knew it was turned into by his beloved girl, he couldn't help but want to call it a monster. Its posture was enough to make ordinary people lose their san value and run away in panic.
Dozens of blood-blown oval eyes were irregularly embedded on the slowly squirming flesh and blood body, and they were staring at him intently. The man-eating eyes were simply creepy. Many scarlet touches were shaking and growing from the part that could barely be called the face, dancing in a mess, like living earthworms, extending little by little towards him, as if they were going to tie his face tightly and send it into the bloody mouth with several circles of sharp and broken teeth.
The disgusting scene that was very uncomfortable challenged his nerves. Lu Sheng's back had already been wet with sweat. He instinctively wanted to escape, but was pressed tightly by the remaining rationality, so he could not escape.
It was no longer clear whether it was a man or a woman, or even a human voice, echoing in his ears, just like the whisper of an ancient god.
If you still love me, then kiss me... OK?
She…or it called out like this.
Lu Sheng took a deep breath.
Close your eyes, grit your teeth and face the still wriggling flesh and blood clumps, and approach the face that is no longer terrifying, even if you force yourself not to look at it, you can still feel the mucus feeling of earthworm-like flesh and blood tentacles brushing across your cheeks.
He kept convinced himself that it was Qin Yuqiu, the girl he liked, and his feelings for her should not be affected by the horror of his appearance, so he just mustered up the courage to kiss her.
However, his movements became more and more stiff, slow, and even resisted, and the expression on his face was unconsciously distorted into a ball.
After all, he retreated and rushed forward again like a soldier who landed on the battlefield. He repeated several times, but still couldn't convince himself to kiss the flesh-and-blooded alien face, even if it was a moment.
Lu Sheng really couldn't get out of his mouth.
Even though he knew that this might disappoint her, who was expecting, he still gritted his teeth and shook his head with his eyes closed.
Sorry... Yuqiu, I can't do it, I really can't do it. Even if you blame me, I have to say that in the face of such you, I really... can't raise any courage to kiss you. This is not the pressure that human aesthetics can resist.
Trust me, I will do my best to adapt, but I am afraid I really can't mention any sexual desire. I don't even know if I can look at you like this calmly... It's not because I dislike you, but I really can't bear it.
Alas... I just say it just because I think it's ugly. I won't really blame you. Anyway, I've been mentally prepared.
The echoes of chaos that were difficult to distinguish gradually became clearer and turned back to Su Liying's pleasant female voice, but they sounded a little dissatisfied and helpless.
However, I thought you would not lie, and even if you were disgusted, I would say it openly, instead of rushing to find a bunch of reasons. This is what I was most disappointed with. I didn’t expect you to be like this, it was just an illusion. I really don’t believe that there is anything scary... nausea!!My God... What kind of nauseating ghost thing is this!!!
Su Liying's familiar voice made Lu Sheng, who was still struggling in pain, stunned. Then his eyes flashed. The disgusting monster that was originally lying in his arms disappeared without a trace like a bubble. Instead, it was replaced by the complete and beautiful Su Liying, as if the scene of san just now had never happened.
The next second, the girl who was held in his arms covered her mouth and rushed out without saying a word, running towards the toilet at a speed that was lightning speed, leaving Lu Sheng alone sitting in place, and it took him a long time to recover.
So... what I just now is not really true?
While he was thinking, bursts of vomiting came from the toilet, as if he was about to spit out everything in his stomach. It was almost two minutes later that it was over with the sound of flushing the toilet.
Not long after, Su Liying finally walked out with a glass of water with a pale face. While drinking water to rinse her mouth, she stared at him with a very strange look, as if he was the terrible monster with painted skin.
I said Ah, what the hell are you thinking about in your mind?How can I imagine the monster posture that even I was disgusting, even the most excessive scene I had ever imagined was less than one-tenth of yours. When I thought that my body might be like that, I couldn't help but vomit.
You said...imagine?So that is not your true essence?Lu Sheng twitched the corner of his mouth.
Has it been useless to work with so many difficult psychological struggles?
But for some reason, he was supposed to be a little angry, but he was completely angry. He replaced it with only one idea, which completely occupied his heart.
Lucky.
Fortunately, that's fake.
As the classic saying: If it is fake, I hope it is true, and if it is true, I hope it is false.
He was extremely grateful now that the scene just now was not real.
And the same is true for Su Liying.
Ah Bah!Of course not, how could I feel disgusted like that!
Her head was shaking like a rattle, and her curly hair flew up, as if she agreed that such a possibility was an insult to her.
I didn't tell you in advance that I just wanted to see your truest reaction, so I designed it a little and gave you a small illusion that could make you see me as the ugliest and most fearful way in your heart. It was a practice and temptation before you really face the truth. I wanted you to muster up the courage to kiss it, but I didn't even expect that you could imagine that disgusting thing in your mind.
She paused, perhaps because she felt that it was a bit inappropriate to complain about it with confidence that she had deceived someone, and her voice became much weaker.
...Well... I'm sorry to you first. I know this is not good, and it hurts your relationship, so you can scold whatever you want. No matter what complaints you have, you can send them to me. I will continue, and you can tell me any compensation you want, but... Before that, I still want to know what your mind is thinking.
I have lived for so many years and I have seen many monsters with all kinds of strange shapes. Although I dare not say that I know every monster, but at least it is certain that no monster known to be so terrifying. The thing in your illusion is really terrifying, okay?
When Su Liying thought of the terrifying monster posture, she couldn't help but shivered. There was very few things that could become her psychological shadow for thousands of years, but the illusion she saw through his perspective just now was definitely one of them.
I was wrong. I shouldn't have doubted you were making excuses. If I were myself, I would either kill you or run away long ago. You could still struggle for so long and almost kissed you. I actually wanted to laugh before. You didn't have the courage to kiss you, but I could hesitate several times. I was really wrong.
She put down the water cup and sat back beside him, her pale face finally turned rosy
Well...so that look is just an illusion, right? I can become the object of my most fearedness, so I understand.
Lu Sheng immediately understood.
It probably has something to do with me as a soul player. I happened to be playing a new work recently. Do you still remember the old man who was so addicted to me some time ago?That's it, and then... you are right to paint the skin. When you think of the skin, I think of the monsters in the divine skin. When you think of the divine skin, I diverge my thinking towards those disgusting monsters that are anti-human, so I think of things like earthworm faces... and some quite disgusting monsters in the previous work.
He shrugged innocently, suddenly wanting to laugh.
You can't blame me for this, you blame Miyazaki Hideto and his art.
The atmosphere became funny for a moment.
The two of them stared at each other for a while, and finally Su Liying was defeated and smiled dejectedly.
Is this human imagination? It can be used for the next time.
She decided to turn around and delete the game.
There is no reason, just because she was scared.
So what should I do next? Do I need to continue?Lu Sheng asked
I don’t know, depending on what you think. The atmosphere was quite sad, and I was prepared to be either disappointed or moved. Who knew that you would be disgusted by this incident.
Su Liying put her head on his shoulder, sighed, and said with some uncertainty.
But... are you really planning to continue?There will be no psychological shadow. If you are scared and unable to get hard, it will be troublesome. I suggest you relax your mood first.
Fortunately, I won’t be able to get hard. It would be better to say that after the baptism of the scene just now, I feel that my ability to accept is almost breaking through the human bottom line. No matter how scary your body is, I will not vomit it out.
Lu Sheng smiled. He would really have this confidence.
If you dare to spit it out, I will beat you.
She raised her small fist threateningly.
It's okay if it was an illusion just now, I won't blame you for any reactions. After all, I'm disgusted myself. If I really vomited it in front of me...
As she talked, she was deflated.
Forget it, just vomit. It can spit out all the disgusting you. The effect of looking in the mirror myself is almost the same. You can't blame you.
If it were me...ah...
Su Liying hesitated for a while, as if she had made up some decision. She raised her head and kissed him on the cheek with a flash.
You said, if... I mean, if, one in a billionth of if, my original body is really as disgusting as you saw in the illusion, and you don’t have to force yourself to accept it. I can understand that even if you insist on accepting it, it is just torture you and consuming your feelings, and it is not good for us.
If that is true, then from now on, I will wear beautiful human skin disguises for the rest of my life and never take them off again... Also, if you really like Qin Yuqiu so much, I will use Qin Yuqiu's human skin to seal that posture, create a seal that I can't even untie myself, and then find a way to wash away some of our memories today and completely forget that way. Qin Yuqiu will be my essence in the future.
After all, the reason why I care so much about my original appearance that it has become a knot in my heart is just because I have been worried about the haze that has formed over the past thousands of years but never dared to face it.
She thought about it and thought that that was probably not bad.
Since he likes Qin Yuqiu, wouldn't it be better for her to become Qin Yuqiu? He completely transformed Qin Yuqiu's posture from false disguise to reality. In this way, he can still love himself like he is now, and he can finally fall in love with him without any scruples and preserve this memory and time forever.
Otherwise, what else can I do?You can't force him to fall in love with a monster that even he is disgusting, he disgusted himself and his boyfriend.
Not allowed to refuse, this is my own decision, and it is not only for you, but also for myself. I don’t want to keep such an ugly body in mind every day, which will affect my mood. It’s better to forget it.
...Okay, then let's listen to you.
Lu Sheng touched her hair and nodded.
But this is just an extreme situation. I don’t think it’s so outrageous. If it’s just not that pretty, you don’t have to do this. Even if you are actually a man, I will try my best to accept it and do my best to love you.
Well, it sounds nice, what if it is true?
She curled her lips and cast a small illusion in front of him.
The pretty mature beauty instantly turned into a rough bald man with bearded man, and her neck was still as big as black stockings and OL's figure, looking indescribable.
Come to Ah, if you have the ability, you kiss Ah, don’t you!
But before he finished speaking, Lu Sheng took his neck without hesitation and kissed him to his lips. Even Su Liying was stunned for a moment, and only reacted when she was about to kiss her mouth to mouth. She hurriedly canceled the illusion and turned back to her originally beautiful face.
However, Lu Sheng still kissed her. In fact, she didn't want to refuse so much, but just pushed her symbolically twice, and hugged her with him with a refusal. After a deep kiss she asked for, her face was rosy and she glared at him with a angrily smile, but there was an unhidden smile on the corner of her mouth, which was obviously very happy.
You guy, you really dare to kiss him.
Huh... Don't underestimate me. Even the appearance of the san monster I almost kissed him under pressure. But what does it matter if I change my gender.
Lu Sheng gasped.
He had to admit that he was hasty and underestimated his girlfriend's suction too much. This kind of deep kiss that was devoted to was different from the kind of kiss that he could just kiss gently. His human body was really a little unable to withstand it.
I have said that as long as it is not the kind of way that challenges the limits of aesthetics, no matter what you look like, it doesn’t matter whether you are beautiful or ugly. Even if your essence is really a man, as long as I give me some time to adapt, I will still like you as I am now.
I said it, do it!
...This is what you said.
Su Liying stared at him for a long time, and her eyes slowly became gentle.
Looking back at the thousands of years, how many people can achieve this level?
It is not difficult to just like the skin sac on the outside, and there are many people with sperm brains.
But there is only one person who can be as firm as him.
The throbbing in her heart was as excited as the young birds who were expecting to take off, as if she was a thousand years younger, and she returned to the era of losing everything in the past and being confused.
Since you are not afraid, then come on, and you will unveil the seal of the truth with your own hands.
She slowly turned her back and unbuttoned the buttons of her shirt one by one in front of him. The speed was not fast, but it was not limited to the upper or lower part, but all the buttons, revealing the smooth and fair back, beautifully lined black bra and the lace-lace-edged ones. Although she deliberately turned around to avoid her sight, the smooth curve and the vaguely shaking pair of big breasts still made people feel bloody.
If it were just like this, it would not be enough to make him foolishly watch it, but the next moment, she took the initiative to unbutton the bra and took off the last cover, making her upper body become truly naked. The only thing that prevented him from seeing her was the posture of her back to her, but just by changing the angle, she could observe the two plump white rabbits on her chest, and she could see the beautiful whiteness.
Even he was a little obsessed with seeing it for a moment, and unconsciously stretched his neck little by little, trying to see the unique scenery.
OK, just look at it for a while. Don’t stare at your eyes and look stupid. Can you still want to see the front? Although it’s not really impossible for you to see it, now is not a time to feast your eyes. Don’t you want to see my true face?
She raised her hand, covered the two dots on her chest with her arms, turned her head and reminded her softly, not angry, but instead felt... doting.
Sorry, sorry...what should I do?
You'll know right away.
Su Liying did not answer directly, but just turned around.
At the same time, a thin strip of zipper gradually emerged on her smooth and delicate back, extending from the bottom of the back of her neck along her spine to her waist. At this unpredictable distance, it can be seen that the zipper is completely embedded in the skin.
This was also the first time he had seen the full picture of the entire zipper of the whole leather object. She usually avoided him when she put on and took off human skin, maybe she didn't want him to see her naked body.
Speaking of which, why does the crack of the leather object on your back have a zipper?I remember that mature and usable modern zipper designs only appeared in the early twentieth century, only a hundred years ago, but you lived for at least a thousand years...what before?Lu Sheng suddenly thought of a question.
Why did you suddenly ask about this?But since you are curious, I'll just say it.
Well... Before, I sometimes used magic seals to fix it, but I was more accustomed to using physical methods, that is, I used to knitting and fixing the cracks with thin ribbons made of silk. It looks pretty good, but it is not as easy to put on and take off as zippers. Although I didn't often take off human skin before, as for why you need this kind of fixation...
She thought about the sentence before she said slowly.
This starts with how the skin is made. You may think that I peeled human skin from corpses or living people, but in fact there is no such skinning process. Instead, using some kind of... almost instinctive magic to directly turn their bodies into an empty skin, and the original souls will also be separated from it.
There will be a crack behind the processed leather object in this way for putting on and taking off. After putting on it, it will naturally fit together, and it will look flawless, but it will easily crack if pulled with external force. Therefore, when wearing leather object, it may be discovered by someone close to that identity. So you can only find a way to fix it and then use illusion to cover up the appearance.
I see.
Lu Sheng touched his chin.
Okay, don’t think about so many things that are gone, do you still want to see my true face?Qin Yuqiu gave him a angrily look.
I have made some adjustments to all the human skins worn on me. You just need to unzip this zipper with your own hands to easily uncover the secrets that have been hidden for thousands of years and directly see the innermost body. It feels very ritual, right?I'll give you this opportunity, hurry up and start.
I see……
Lu Sheng took a deep breath and slowly placed his palm on her smooth back. The skin outside the zipper felt silky and delicate, while the white zipper had a jade-like warm feel, about 5 to 6 mm wide. At first glance, it might feel a little weird or abrupt, but in his eyes today, this zipper embedded in the leather object is her unique mark, the only constant proof of her ever-changing figure, and an indispensable part of his skin-painted girlfriend.
On the surface, she smiles cleverly, no different from ordinary girls. Only the zipper on her back is her only flaw and the unknown secret she hides the deepest, unknown secret. As long as she unzips the zipper, she can take off the delicate skin on her body and reveal the face of the next layer of skin. It is another completely different but equally charming pretty face, showing you a charming smile.
This setting is really so lustful that it makes people feel itchy.
He finally understood why anyone likes skin objects, which looks quite weird, is a pursuit of the truth rather than the truth, a subtle entangled desire between the perfect human skin disguise and the real face, or an obsession and exploration of the mysterious unknown true face hidden under the beautiful skin.
And now, the opportunity to uncover this secret is in front of him.
How can this not make people excited?
Lu Sheng stroked the zipper on her back, and his breathing gradually became heavy, while Su Liying did not continue to urge him, and waited quietly, but a little blush appeared on her face.
He gently pinched the zipper head at the back of his neck, and pulled it downward at a constant speed with the sizzling zipper rubbing sound, unblocking the zipper bit by bit, revealing the deepest reality under the disguise of hundreds of leather objects.
The crack of the leather object after unzipping the zipper was separated left and right under the action of tension, allowing him to clearly see what was inside. It was a smooth and fair back skin, which looked no different from her usual wear and hide the zipper. This at least ruled out the previous speculation of flesh and blood aberrations, but this is only part of the body, and he can't even tell the difference between genders and cannot make a conclusion before seeing the face.
Feeling that the zipper on the leather object on her back had been pulled to the bottom, Su Liying's heart was also jumping nervously. She took a deep breath, grabbed both sides of the leather object like she did when she took off the leather object, and pulled the leather object's head cover upwards with force.
It's time to face the truth.
Su Liying's face quickly separated from the real face under the skin, becoming empty and weird, but no one would have the leisure to observe what this face turned into, because her true appearance was finally completely exposed to the air at this moment, and it was fully revealed in front of him.
She slowly turned her head and asked softly in a strange, rather neutral voice.
Lu Sheng, is the one you see in your eyes... beautiful?
Well……
Lu Sheng was silent and did not answer her immediately.
This result made her heart tighten suddenly. She, who knew him very well, could not have been silent for so long. If his face was just ordinary and unfair, he would never be silent for so long.
In this way, Ah... I understand, is it true as I guessed?It doesn't matter, you don't have to force yourself, I'll put on the leather now... She sighed.
This was also expected. She had already made her mental preparations, but she was still a little regretful.
No, no, I didn't mean that, you misunderstood.
Seeing that she had misunderstood the reason why she was struggling, Lu Sheng waved his hand quickly.
You are not as terrible as you thought, but... I really don't know what to say, but in short, it just can't be used to evaluate whether it looks good or not, because...
You have no face at all.
Lu Sheng took out his cell phone with a strange expression, turned on the front camera and handed it to her. This time she could see clearly what her body looked like.
As he said, she had no face, only a smooth head, and no gender tendency could be seen from the outline, and there was nothing else. All facial features, including eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows, and none of them existed, but she still retained the ability to visually, smell and speak.
She once thought it was the effect of some kind of illusion, but after applying a few tricks to solve the spell, she finally realized that this was her face.
After accepting this reality, Su Liying stroked her smooth face, not knowing whether she was glad or disappointed.
She lowered her head and looked at her chest. There were no nipples, but only a little curved bulge, which was more than a little different size than when she was wearing leather objects. It was not so much a breast, but a vague form between her breasts and her strong muscles.
Going further down, uncover the covered human skin. The front is smooth and there is no excretion opening. The back is... In short, it is simply to a certain extreme.
From the overall image, she is not a man or a woman. She can only be said to be a humanoid monster who looks between a man and a woman. She has a neutral appearance but loses most of the physiological characteristics of a human being. She is not like any known monster. In some places, she even looks as unnatural as the average value found to blur the concept of gender.
This...what am I?
She murmured to herself.
I don't know, but at least it's much better than you think, right?Although the face is a little smoother, it is at least not ugly, right?
Lu Sheng knew what he should do.
He decisively hugged her waist, which had taken off half of her body's skin, and kissed her with no pressure on her lips.
His current ability to accept has been trained to an exaggerated level. In the eyes of ordinary people, the image that is weird has been adapted to after a little time. He even feels a little cute compared to those terrifying images.
...Although you kissed you right, I always feel that you didn't kiss your mouth, but... It's hard for me to describe this feeling, just like my facial features have become non-existent phantom limbs, which seem to be there or not, and only the touch is clear and I'm a little uncomfortable.
Su Liying didn't resist, but she couldn't kiss her.
And, don't you think... this look looks ugly?
It's a bit strange, but fortunately, it's much better than I thought. After all, I haven't been exposed to the concept of a faceless person. If you have to say it, it feels a bit like a zentai wearing a layer of flesh color?It's the all-inclusive tights, and it's not ugly. In fact, after getting used to it, there is also an artistic mystery that completely eliminates the concept of human image, although it's a bit abstract.Lu Sheng comforted.
The concept of human being...eliminate...
She whispered his words, as if she had touched the keywords of some memory and fell into thinking.
……
Lu Sheng waited quietly without interrupting her until a few minutes later, she finally raised her head.
I... seem to know what I am.
Su Liying sighed.
What?
I was a little uncertain before, but now I can finally be sure that I should be some kind of artificially transformed monster. Before I became like this, I was a human, and then I performed a certain ritual of transforming monsters and became like this inhuman. Yes, that's it.
The more she said, the more certain she became, the fragments in her memory gradually revived as the true face was revealed.
……
Lu Sheng, do you know how many ways people can transform into monsters?
Without waiting for his answer, she continued to say it, obviously not expecting him, an ordinary person, to say something.
There are only two ways: either add monster elements to humans, or try to remove the human part and gradually transform it into a non-human extraordinary life. The other ways are nothing more than a workaround based on these two methods.
Although the transformation of humans into monsters has always been a taboo area, there have been people who have actively violated the taboos for thousands of years to extend their lifespan. Most of the methods adopted are the former, because the success rate is relatively high and the side effects are smaller. The disadvantage is that the appearance may leave some of the characteristics of monsters, and it is easy to become bloodthirsty due to rejection and various blood conflicts, and there is even a chance of self-destruction. The upper limit of strength is usually not high. The influence of the source of demonization, the more complicated it becomes, the weaker it becomes.
Wait a minute, can this be considered a minor side effect?
Lu Sheng didn't understand.
After this demonization, people are crazy, and there is also the possibility of self-destruction.
Compared with the long life span obtained, there is another way of side effects, which is already very small.
She shook her head.
Although the other way is generally strong after transformation and various strange natural magical powers, the price is that most of the people who choose to take this path are dead, and most of the people who are not dead are crazy. The success rate and number of successful people are even so low that they lose statistical significance. Even I have heard of it and have never seen it with my own eyes.
As for me, I have never been sure whether I am a human-transformed demon or a natural demon who has practiced some kind of human skin evil magic. But now it seems that I am probably the loser on the second path of demonization. A very small number of lucky people who have failed and not died yet. Although they should be considered quite successful in terms of strength, they are still very failed overall.
After the transformation, I forgot everything in the past, lost human characteristics, and even the fact that I am a demon transformed by humans was completely forgotten because of the instability after transformation. Therefore, I instinctively desire to make up for my missing appearance, or because of some strange desire before transforming into a demon. In short, what I show is that I want to take the appearance of a beautiful woman for myself, try to wear the beauty's skin, disguise herself as her, and deceive others in this way.
This is my past, which belongs to the essence of the monster of the painted skin.
She felt a little moved, and then she seemed to think of something. Her face without facial features turned to his direction and looked straight into his eyes.
I lost my past memory like a blank piece of paper. I have no concept of good and evil, but I will only act according to my instinct. However... When I was weak, some people wanted to kill me, so they all died, some were afraid of me, so they either died or ran away, but no one was willing to get close to me and guide me. When I became strong, no one dared to teach me a lesson.
If you were born a thousand years ago, maybe I would be completely different today.
If I were born a thousand years earlier, I would probably die clearly.Lu Sheng is still very self-aware.
Yes, if you like not me, a particularly bad woman, but a more traditional female monster, you would have been killed because the toad wanted to eat swan meat.
Su Liying smiled, her voice sounded a little happy.
Fortunately, you are very lucky, and I am very lucky now.
However, it has been too long since the era when I transformed into a demon. It has been so long that I can no longer find out what kind of person I was before, whether I look good or not, whether I am good or evil, even the gender issue you have been struggling with... I thought I could give a definite answer today, but I didn't expect that all I got was a result that was doomed to be untraceable.
how?Will you feel disappointed?
What's there to disappoint?It has reached this level today, and I still care about your gender?You are my Yuqiu, that's enough.Lu Sheng shook his head.
It was better for you to be a man or a woman, but I didn’t mind.
OK, since that's the case, I don't have to worry about it. Let the past go through. Anyway, it has lost its meaning. Even my own body has become like this and can't be completely gone.
She touched her smooth and flat face like a real goose egg.
However, there is no need to change back. I and I were no longer the same individual before. No matter whether I was a man or a woman before, I am just a skin.
Even if I take a step back, I was really a man in the past, but as long as you don’t mind, I am willing to give up my original gender forever and exist as a woman from now on.
Of course, my body looks a little strange now. It may be difficult to make you fall in love with it. Moreover, after so many years, I have been wearing beautiful human skin, and I have no interest in appearing in front of you with this attitude that doesn’t even have a face. I’m sorry, even if you are so weird, if the XP system is so weird that I think I’m so lustful, then I can’t accommodate you, but I think you shouldn’t have reached that level yet.
Su Liying said half-jokingly and half-seriously.
The face without facial features and no fluctuations in expressions is not inconsistent even if it appears in horror games, and can even trigger the uncanny valley effect of some people. However, at this moment, she is no longer so weird because of her gentle tone, but instead has a kind of tranquil beauty.
Moreover, it is not a bad thing for me to have no face. At least you and I don’t need to worry about whether you should behave in the body or in the posture of leather objects. Anyway, wearing leather objects has always been my normal state. You have been almost used to it for so long, right?
Unlocked the last knot that had been entangled with her for thousands of years. Her mood was unprecedentedly relaxed and happy, and the embraces of the people around her seemed so warm. She looked up slightly. Even without eyes, she could clearly see Lu Sheng listening to her nagging quietly. There was no trace of fear and disgust in her bright eyes, only a little novelty and joy similar to her.
Maybe he didn't understand what everything today really means to her, but it didn't prevent him from being happy for her, that's enough.
What's missing?
She thought to herself.
It seems to be nothing bad.
The last stone that blocked the two men had disappeared.
After this period of running-in and adapting to each other, the differences in personality and the differences in good and evil views are no longer a problem. Her blood-debt evil deeds in the past are no longer necessary to be entangled with the clarity of his goals. More importantly, she no longer has any secrets to hide from him.
In other words, he truly accepted her all, whether it was her true identity or past sins, or hated preferences and hidden deepest secrets. Her darkest side was completely known to him, but he still liked her like he did at first, and this firm feeling did not change at all.
In terms of hobbies, he no longer blindly resisted, but gradually learned to appreciate her collection. The appearance of those skin objects did not gradually degenerate because of the greed of desire and still retained his own color.
As for lifespan, she has already made preparations for interracial love in many aspects.
Then what else should she hesitate?
It's time.
It's time to hand over his most precious things to him.
She put on Su Liying's leather again lightly, put her hands into the long gloves, and then put on her head. After simple kneading and adjustment, her empty facial features quickly became three-dimensional, hiding the faceless body again under the disguise of the leather object, and appeared in front of him with a false and delicate appearance. Of course, this is not a deception, it should be called "women to please themselves".
Just like wearing makeup, girls will dress up carefully before dating and show their most beautiful side to the boy they like, but her makeup is a bit different from ordinary people, but it doesn't matter, as long as he likes it.
She wanted to make herself a little more beautiful so that he could be happier when he heard the news.
The thick long eyelashes trembled slightly. The moment when I opened my eyes, the beautiful Suliying, Suddenly, returned to Lu Sheng again, but not so thorough, because the leather zipper on my back had not been sealed yet.
And she was going to hand over this ritual-filled step to him and the man she trusted.
Come on, help me zip up, okay?
Su Liying said softly.
With the zipper of the skin, she turned from a monster back to a woman.
As a woman, she finally has a favorite belonging.
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