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Chapter 17 The struggle of self-cognition

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Liu Yue stretched over the warmth of the bed, her fingers danced lightly on the screen of the phone, while her heart was immersed in complex thoughts.

Tomorrow, she will meet Chen Mingxin, and this decision has undoubtedly occupied her heart.

She felt deeply that she had broken into Liu Yue's body, but she deviated from the love that Liu Yue really longed for and became Wang Long's girlfriend. A feeling of guilt and debt arose.

Therefore, she felt that at least she should do something to make up for Liu Yue, even if she was just to visit this talented writer on behalf of Liu Yue.

Yes, Chen Mingxin is a well-known writer. She had heard Li Jie say before that Liu Yue was very fond of his reading materials.

He is 36 years old, 16 years older than Liu Yue.Liu Yue murmured as she looked at Chen Mingxin’s photo on Baidu Encyclopedia.

A steady and mature face was displayed in front of her.This face is also a brand, a symbol of a successful writer, and a brand that can represent a literary spirit and profound insight.

She tried to imagine how Liu Yue communicated with such a person at that time, how she established a relationship with him, and how she viewed the relationship.

Liu Yue secretly guessed in her heart: If these two people can be together, the girl's love for her idol is bound to be included.

She knew she was about to face a very complex person, someone with a rich experience and a deep background.

But Liu Yue is not a simple girl now. She has 50 years of male survival experience. At the same time, she also knows that in order to better understand the real Liu Yue, she must face all this bravely and even sneak into the writer's inner world.

Secondly, she also wanted to figure out what happened on the day of the car accident.

Because according to WeChat records that day, Liu Yue met Chen Mingxin, and she also wanted to speculate from these clues that might lead to physical exchange.

Late at night, no light was turned on in Liu Yue's room, everything was shrouded in the moonlight and shadow, making it look particularly quiet.

Liu Yue lay on the bed, her legs slowly exposed the quilt, and her eyes were closed, like a sleeping girl.

But her heart was filled with turbulent waves, and the tranquility of the late night formed a sharp contrast with the thoughts in her heart.

Her communication with Wang Long and lingering was like a flowing movie that kept playing in her mind.

Although she looked peaceful, her heart was like a bound deer looking for an exit in the jungle in the middle of the night.

Wang Long looked at Liu Yue seriously in a gentle and warm atmosphere, hoping that she could formally agree to his request.

Let's make sure you will be my girlfriend in the future. You will never hide from me again this time, right?There was a hint of worry in his voice, fearing that after today, Liu Yue would not admit it.

Liu Yue didn't speak. She lowered her head slightly and nodded gently, looking shy and gentle.Um.

Wang Long was not satisfied with such an vague and ambiguous agreement, and he had to get a clear response.

What is this?Don't be so vague. If you agree, call me husband and listen.He looked at Liu Yue with anticipation, his eyes full of warmth and hope.

Liu Yue still lowered her head shyly, blushed, and murmured softly: Husband.Her voice was soft and sweet, like a well-behaved little white rabbit.

Hearing these two words, Wang Long finally put down the heavy stone in his heart. He lowered his head, kissed Liu Yue gently, and said affectionately: Then husband will leave first.

This scene is full of love and warmth, and it seems that the hearts of both of them are immersed in this fresh sweetness.

But Liu Yue knew that she was just trying to show herself as a girl of Liu Yue’s age should be.

She traced back everything today in her mind, and when she thought of the moment she promised to be Wang Long’s girlfriend in person, a hint of shyness surged on her cheeks.

She couldn't understand how she agreed to him at that moment.

And now, everything is a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed.

Her years of struggle in the mall have created her persistence and attention to every promise.

Now calm down and think about it, she felt that she was still too impulsive.

She was sure that her heart must have not fallen in love with Wang Long, and her feelings for him were still as caring and tolerant as a father treated his son.

It must be this female body that controls my mind. It is the body's need for desire and the women's desire for love that have made me compromise.Liu Yue seemed to suddenly figure everything out, and she said to herself: Yes, it must be like this. After all, consciousness is just the appearance of the body, genes are the master of the body, and my body is Liu Yue's, so the body genes are naturally Liu Yue's.

In the silent darkness, Liu Yue gently touched her beautiful and sexy body, and a complex thought surged deep in her heart: If this is true, then I am not a pervert. Now, I am just a woman.No matter how deep my heart determines my existence, it doesn't matter, because this body has clearly marked my gender.

She felt that all the experiences she had with Wang Long today, the momentary emotional and physiological reactions, were all biological responses that this female body could not control when facing men.

This reaction produces a special hormone that touches the deepest emotions and desires of the female soul in this body.

She personally felt that whenever she felt the numbness flowing in her body, and when the physiological reaction unique to her love filled every cell, a sound seemed to sound in her mind, gentle and firm: Enjoy it and don't resist.You need to be like a girl, immersed in the beauty of love and feel every desire, no matter who your partner is.This voice seemed to come from the deepest part of her heart, which was this force that made her consciousness completely become a prisoner of her body at that time.

At this moment, the first time she thought about these issues in depth was that she truly felt that the body was the identifier of identity, because the cognition of the mind was actually not important in the real world.

In this body belonging to Liu Yue, her consciousness was just a floating memory, just a small part of her body.

She even began to doubt herself, and she tried to think: Could it be that I am not Wang Lin at all, but for some unknown reason, my original memory was replaced by Wang Lin.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that this possibility was not without. Since her body could be changed, what is the replacement of memory?

Her mouth couldn't help but whisper: Yes...If I just had my memory replaced, then I was actually Liu Yue. It was actually no different from being Wang Lin in Liu Yue's body. It was exactly the same in perception, so I couldn't know who I was.

Liu Yue felt as if she had found the answer: This may explain why Wang Lin has not appeared yet, because it is likely that he is Wang Lin at all.Then if he were Wang Lin, I would be Liu Yue.

It was also at this moment that she was deeply trapped in doubt and confusion about her own existence.

Her true self seemed to become blurred. She tried hard to explore the truth in the mist of her heart, but it seemed that everything was so far away and could not be reached.

However, she did not give up. She knew in her heart that all the answer was Wang Lin, and maybe everything would suddenly become clear when she saw Wang Lin.

As she thought about it, Liu Yue finally fell asleep. Perhaps because she was too indulgent during the day, she began to have a spring dream as soon as she fell asleep.

Her dreams are filled with scenes of Liu Yue having sex with a man.

The man's face was not clear, but became a vague existence that could project all her desires and fantasies.

She was guided by men into various new and unknown realms, her body was carefully and skillfully shaped and played with, and each movement made her more involved.

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became a little ethereal. Liu Yue's breathing accelerated, and her heartbeat also accelerated with the rhythm. A void but strong desire began to fill her thoughts.

Soon, she reached into her underwear while sleeping, and the dream and reality began to gradually converge until they were completely blended together.

On this same quiet night, Lisa and Ken are in the cozy cottage they rented.

Ken approached Lisa mysteriously and said softly: Wife, guess what news do I have?He said, holding Lisa, his fingers restlessly lingering in several sensitive areas of Lisa.

If you have something to say, don’t touch your hands.Lisa broke free from Ken, turned around, and hit him unhappily.

Ken dodged on the surface, then grabbed Lisa's hands steadily and said calmly: OK, stop making trouble, I'll show you.After saying that, he took out his cell phone and opened WeChat.

The latest message on WeChat shows a conversation between Ken and Wang Long.Ken asked: Is everything done?Boss Wang.

Of course, I finally found true love, and I owe you a favor.Looking at this reply, Ken said with emotion: It seems that no woman can resist the temptation of money.

Lisa thought about it for a while before saying: Wang Long can handle Yueyue so quickly, mainly because she doesn't remember that person.Otherwise, it is still a matter of whether it can be done or not.

Ken nodded gently and said: No matter what, they are both handsome and beautiful. Don’t you think they are born with each other?

What a natural couple? This Wanglong is a famous playboy.Lisa glanced at Ken and said in anger: We Yueyue is so beautiful, she got Yueyue, and he took advantage of it.

Yes, yes.Ken didn't want to argue with women, so he quickly turned the topic on Lisa and said: Then I got such a beautiful you, why don't I take advantage of this too?

Who said it was not?You take advantage... Lisa showed a proud look at this time.Big...Ah... But at this time, Ken had already been thrown on the sofa before she could finish her words.

I have taken such a big advantage, and I feel like I have lost a lot if I don’t use it every day.Ken looked at Lisa who was pressed under him with desire. Lisa symbolically twisted her, and instantly lost. The fight gradually turned into a lingering full of affection and warmth.

At some point, Lisa's hands began to stroke Ken's cheeks, their eyes full of desire and expectation.

They began to kiss each other's lips, and the kiss became deeper and stronger.

Their bodies were closer until they could feel the other person's heat and heartbeat.

The sofa once again became a witness to their love. They slowly explored each other's body, and their fingers wandered on each other's skin, leaving a series of traces.

Ah... Lisa kept twisting her body under Ken's control, and she moaned comfortably. All this in Ken's eyes made his lust rise quickly to the peak.

Ken stared at Lisa affectionately and exclaimed sincerely: You are so beautiful, you won’t get tired of watching it no matter how you look at it.

You will coax me, but I don’t believe it.Speaking of this, Lisa's eyes looked at Ken's lips, and she was looking forward to Ken's kiss.

Ken did not disappoint her. Soon the softness in the two of them was intertwined. As each other's breathing, their clothes gradually faded away, revealing the skin hidden under the clothes all year round. They began to explore each other's bodies, showing each other's warmth and softness all the way.

At some point, Ken set his position right, sat up, stepped on the ground with his feet, and between his legs was Lisa kneeling on the ground.

At this moment, Lisa was holding Ken's big penis that she knew so well.

But Lisa didn't know that at this time, although Ken stuffed that guy into her mouth, the object of Ken's sexual fantasy was Liu Yue.

In his fantasy world, Liu Yue was naked and gave him a blowjob. He couldn't help but think in his heart: Liu Yue is so so superb, Wang Long has really gained a big advantage.If only I could have sex with her.

Thinking of it, Ken couldn't help but think of the scene of Wang Long having sex with Liu Yue. She imagined Liu Yue's happy expression and moan when she was fucked by Wang Long, and imagined Liu Yue licking Wang Long's under Wang Long's crotch.

Then he imagined that he was the male protagonist, and Liu Yue rode on him and took the initiative to attack.

Imagination, open my eyes, in reality, Ken was still sitting in his original position. The difference is that Lisa had already ridden on him, slightly supported the thing that supported Ken's lower body with her hands, then aimed at her pussy and sat on it.

Ah... The moment the lower body was inserted, Lisa unconsciously let out a satisfied moan. When she was teased by Ken just now, she felt that the vagina was filled with a sense of emptiness. At this moment, the moment it was inserted, it was instantly released.

As time goes by, their movements become more powerful and rhythmic, they begin to truly experience that joy of being completely devoted and letting go.

Every action and every contact becomes particularly meaningful and precious.

Finally, they reached that climax moment together, that intense, almost touchable moment of happiness.

They shared that special connection and pleasure, and then fell tired and satisfied on the sofa, both the mind and the body were released and satisfied.

It was late at night, and Ken was half lying on the sofa in the living room, his disheveled appearance revealing that he had just experienced a battle of ups and downs.

Lisa snuggled in his arms delicately, her attachment was like a little bird looking for warmth.

In such a private and quiet moment, they bathe together in each other's warmth and the fresh, slightly trembling intimacy.