Chapter 8 Out of control

He said he had decided to end the relationship with her when he opened the video.But at the end he told her that he had changed his mind.

Chen Sirong wondered if Sara never expected that he would say the end so decisively when sending out his photos.

What's more, she has never done anything against his orders.

Chen Sirong couldn't know what exactly caused him to make these decisions, but she clearly felt that the blood gushing out of her heart when he said he was going to end the relationship, she didn't want to end it.

After the video was closed, Chen Sirong slowly took a shower again.

After coming out of the bathroom, she slowly lay on the bed, pulling the quilt to wrap herself completely.

It wasn't her usual time to sleep, but Chen Sirong felt that she could not do anything else.She wanted to lie down, she wanted to hide in the warm quilt.

A complex and difficult-to-clear emotion was pressing heavily on Chen Sirong's heart.Should she be happy?

The master said that he wanted to end the relationship but changed his mind after she masturbated.

Why did you end the relationship?Is it because I saw it for the first time when I opened the video?

Don't like her figure?Or don't like her voice?

Does her background look too simple, or is the carpet she lays on the floor not the color he likes?

But when he was chatting before, he said he chose her.

So Chen Sirong felt it was incomprehensible and unforgivable to decide to give up her because of the above reasons.

She didn't think she was so bad that she had the idea of ​​ending the first second of opening the video.

But why did she change her mind after she finished masturbating?

Because I found out that she is actually a very sexy woman?

Did you decide to keep her just because of something sexually related?

Chen Sirong's face was buried in the soft quilt, and warm liquid flowed out of her eyes.

Sex is an indispensable part of this relationship, but it cannot be the only reason for the existence of this relationship.

She can show her desires to her master with a calmness, or do whatever the master wants her to do, but not just because of sex.

She hopes the relationship lasts because of two people, not just because of his sexual desire for her.

He even didn't have to tell her about this.

As if nothing had happened, even if he could not comfort him afterwards, Chen Sirong would not have any complaints.

This is the disadvantage of network adjustment. You can only be separated from the screen and you cannot feel the real temperature of your palm.

Chen Sirong accepted this.

But he still told this.

Do you expect her to get a reward from it?Because he was going to give up.

Are you happy?Maybe some.

But Chen Sirong couldn't laugh.

The chat interface stopped at the end of Chen Sirong's video call.

She should actually say: Master, good night.

Or respond to what happened tonight.

But she didn't send anything.The dialogue came to an abrupt end, like an unresolved pen stopped in mid-air.

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The next morning, Chen Sirong woke up very early.

The last day of the working day is the day when the department holds a regular meeting.

When Chen Sirong went out, she was shivering a little by the sudden cold air.

Ferrari's headquarters is in Modena, Italy. It is generally not below zero in winter, and the temperature sometimes reaches ten degrees at noon.

Chen Sirong wore a long skirt and wrapped her black jacket tightly with both hands. She hurried to the coffee shop next to her home to buy coffee.

The clerk was very familiar with Chen Sirong and asked her why she was so early today.

Chen Sirong smiled slightly: I haven’t had a good sleep.

Clerk: triple sht?(Three servings of espresso?)

Chen Sirong laughed out loud: Give me aside.Still double.

He walked out of the store with the hot coffee, and Chen Sirong walked slowly towards the company.

The wind in the morning was not weak, and the ends of her hair brushed across her cheeks from time to time.

The hot coffee slowly flowed down from the esophagus. When he was about to reach the company, Chen Sirong's body was already warming up.

The air conditioner was turned on in the office, so she took off her coat and started working early.

The new season in March is approaching, and recent press releases are starting to grow.

For the budget cap reason, the team had to cut the staff significantly to ensure that there was enough money spent on the improvement of the racing car.

James said that the PR department used to be many times more popular than it is now, but now there are only a few points left, and the interns have to be asked to take the lead.

Now that Caesar has taken office, he has even stricter requirements for his work.

Chen Sirong checked the newly received Caesar email in his email and found that it was around 11 o'clock in Italy last night.

Isn’t others in Japan?

It should have been late at night in Japan at that time.

Are you still working at this time?

Chen Sirong didn't feel her scalp numb and felt even more stressed.

Click on the email and found that it was the task arrangement for the PR department before the start of the new season.

Chen Sirong download attachment is a ten-page job requirement.

She read it carefully and almost collapsed in her position.

Caesar has compiled the work content, work requirements and emergency reporting process for the new season for the Public Relations Department in detail.

If Chen Sirong remembers correctly, he should have been discussing the engine matters of the new season with Japanese Toyota supplier yesterday.

Sour water began to appear in the stomach, which was one of the manifestations of Chen Sirong's emotional tension.She ordered herself to take a few deep breaths before starting work.

In the afternoon, the Public Relations Department held a regular meeting to discuss the emails received in the morning.

James's face was added to the yin when he heard Caesar coming back from Japan in advance and was about to attend the meeting.

But the moment Caesar stepped into the conference room, James instantly turned cloudy and sunny.

The meeting lasted for nearly two hours in total.

The main thing is that James and Caesar discuss the details in the file.Chen Sirong and others are mostly records.

A colleague sent a message from the computer: I heard that Caesar completed this manuscript on the plane.

Chen Sirong pretended to be recording the content of the meeting and replied: What does it mean?

Colleague: I heard what Alen, who went to Japan, said, "Caesar was anxious to return to Italy. He called a private plane in the early morning of Japan time yesterday.

It flew for more than ten hours and just landed an hour ago.

Grace: Why are you going back in such a hurry?

Colleague: It should be to attend this meeting.Funny expression.

Chen Sirong looked at Caesar as if she was normal, and he was discussing a press release for the trip to Japan with James.

The conference room was air conditioning on, he only wore a white shirt and vest, and the dark blue tie was kept under the vest, and the silver collar was shining brightly under the light.

He spoke in an orderly manner and his voice was lower than C.

Not him.Chen Sirong thought unconsciously again in her mind.

She looked away.

The meeting ended on the eve of get off work, and James asked Chen Sirong's colleagues to draft new documents.Chen Sirong put the computer back to the work station and took the cup to the tea room to get coffee.

For Friday, everyone will get off work early.Only they are still in the company because of the meeting.Chen Sirong planned to refill the coffee and leave after drinking it.

There was no one in the tea room, so she poured some coffee beans in the coffee machine and put them on her own cup.

The coffee machine quickly heard the sound of hard work, and she leaned against the counter, and her thoughts quickly flew to other places.

Suddenly, the door of the tea room sounded softly.

Chen Sirong came back to her senses and found that it was Caesar who walked in.

When he walked in, he gently closed the door with his backhand.

There are unwritten rules in the company, and it is best not to close the tea room. Maintaining transparency is a good thing for everyone.

Chen Sirong was about to remind her, but Caesar spoke before her.

Grace.He called her by her name.

Perhaps it was because it was close, or perhaps because the tea room was small, Caesar's voice seemed even more low.

He walked to Chen Sirong and put down the cup aside.

The crisp and restrained cup hit the tabletop, as if it was also knocking on Chen Sirong's heart.

She stood up straight without realizing it and no longer leaned against the table.

Are you here to pick up coffee?The concern that he wanted to ask him to open the door again was invalid at this moment, but others had already walked in. Chen Sirong couldn't ask him to walk back and open the door again.

Now that her coffee is ready, she might as well leave as soon as possible.

The coffee machine stopped working, and Chen Sirong didn't dare to move, so she pretended to calmly take out the cup and even smiled at Caesar.

I'm ready for coffee, so I'll leave first.Happy weekend Caesar.

After saying that, Chen Sirong's steps quickly opened and walked towards the door.

Who knew that she had just taken two steps when she heard Caesar's voice sounding from behind her: Grace, you forgot to put sugar.

The crisp sound of high heels stopped immediately. Chen Sirong felt confused and said hurriedly: Sorry, I forgot.

She then turned around and walked towards the coffee machine.

Caesar kept looking at her.

Chen Sirong's eyes wandered around the table for several times, but he didn't see the candy bag.

Caesar took two packs from the cabinet on one side and handed them over.

The sugar bag is placed in the cabinet.

Oh yes, sorry, I forgot.

Chen Sirong hardly dared to go to see Caesar.

The temperature in the tea room seemed to rise inexplicably, and her body was very hot.

I don't know why, why it turned out like this.

Originally, she just didn't want the two of them to be in a closed space, so she left after taking the coffee. Who knew that she was panicked and forgot to add sugar.

But... but she could clearly say that I am not used to adding sugar Ah?

The moment he tore open the candy bag, a trace of regret flashed through Chen Sirong's mind.

But soon she realized that it was not all her own problem.

He was talking about Grace, you forgot to put sugar.

Instead of Grace, do you need to put sugar?

He didn't give her any choice.

An illusion of being completely controlled tightly wrapped around Chen Sirong like a meticulous spider web.

She held the mixing rod and tightened her fingers slightly, reminding herself not to panic like this again.

The sugar was fully dissolved in the coffee by the stirring rod, and Chen Sirong threw the stirring rod into the trash can and prepared to leave again.

Then Caesar slowly poured the coffee beans into the coffee machine. He said: Grace, are you afraid of me?

In the tea room, only the coffee machine started to make a buzzing sound again, and Chen Sirong tried hard to swallow the heart that was about to jump out of his throat.

She gave up and ran away.

She put the coffee cup she picked up completely back to the table, and she took a breath: No, I'm not afraid of you, Caesar.

Caesar nodded slightly: Then why did you run away just now?

I don't.

You even forgot to add sugar to your coffee.

Chen Sirong pinched the cup tightly and his voice was calm: I didn’t sleep well last night, so I was a little out of shape today.

Too much work pressure?He seemed to really care about his subordinates.

Chen Sirong's alertness and tension dissipated slightly.

She shook her head: It's not at work.

Is that a private matter?

Chen Sirong nodded.

Caesar stopped asking more and said: If there is a company that can help, just ask.

Chen Sirong smiled helplessly, but she knew that Caesar had good intentions.

Thank you, but no need.After she finished speaking, she felt that she should give back some social etiquette, so she said: It’s very hard for several countries to run around.

yes.

I thought you wouldn't come to the meeting.

Caesar: There was an unexpected situation, so I decided to fly back temporarily.

so.Chen Sirong does not intend to peek into other people's privacy deeper.

Then I'll go back first, it's almost five o'clock in the future.After Chen Sirong finished speaking, he was about to turn around when he suddenly asked casually: By the way, I heard that your mother is Chinese, so how can you speak Chinese?

Caesar's expression was as usual: My mother didn't live with us very early, so I didn't grow up in a Chinese learning environment.

Ah, sorry.The meaning of Caesar was obvious, so Chen Sirong didn't ask any more questions, Happy weekend, Caesar.

Thank you, happy weekend.

Chen Sirong walked slowly out of the tea room, a wonderful feeling.

In fact, talking to Caesar is not as difficult as she imagined. Although he easily exposes her nervousness, he actually does not make any negative judgments on her.

On the contrary, Chen Sirong felt a sense of magnanimity.

He is tolerating her.

At the tip of his tongue, Chen Sirong couldn't help but finish it in one sip.

After returning home from get off work, Chen Sirong took a shower early, then opened his laptop to find the series that he had not yet watched.

A hot scent came from the instant noodle bucket, and she sat at the table to apply moisturizer to her body.

I'm still a little unhappy.

Actually, she knows why.

There is a word that actually circled in Chen Sirong's mind all day long.To be honest, she is not a stupid person.

First, hit you hard, and then give rewards and praises, trying to make you grateful to him.Chen Sirong thought that maybe she met PUA (pick up artist).

He didn't plan to end their relationship at the beginning of the video, so there was nothing he had in the end.

This was his technique from the beginning.

He is a very smart man, so he also knows how to easily provoke people's emotions with words.

He did it, and Chen Sirong was distracted all day long.

In the dialog box, the last message was Chen Sirong's end call prompt.

He should be waiting for her reply, a begging, low-profile, surrendered reply.

The sound of laughter came from the notebook, and the smell of instant noodles became stronger and stronger.

Sara said that the continued relationship requires both people to make efforts and compromise is something you have to face.

But Chen Sirong thought that sub was not lowly, unprincipled, and unworthy of respect.

Sub and Dm are essentially mutually fulfilling.

Now that she has noticed something is wrong, she should not let the mistake continue to develop.

This is not the relationship she wants.

The alarm ring of the phone rang, and Chen Sirong's instant noodles were ready.

But before she concentrates on enjoying this instant bowl, she wants to finish some things.

Chen Sirong picked up his phone, but received a message at this moment.

C: Good evening, Grace.

Chen Sirong was stunned for a moment. She didn't expect C would take the initiative to send a message to her.

Grace: Good evening.

She didn't add a title, and her emotions were actually obvious.

C: You are angry.

Grace: Yes.

C: Are you willing to share the reasons with me?

Chen Sirong paused the video in his notebook, and the room became very quiet.

She typed seriously.

Grace: Did you go to PUA me last night?I decided to end the relationship as soon as I opened the video. In fact, it was to undermine my confidence in myself. Where do you want to attack me?My figure is not convex and erect enough, my breasts are not round and beautiful enough, my labia are not as white as in the AV video, or is my voice not nice enough?After I finished masturbating, you said you changed your mind again.Do you expect me to feel your gift from it and to masturbate more hard in the future to please and please you?Is this your intention last night?

After typing out this long string of words and sending them out, Chen Sirong's chest was swollen like a stuffed with wet cotton, but she felt it was necessary and she felt that she was doing it right.

C's reply came much faster than she thought.

C: No.

C: Are you unhappy because of this idea?

Grace: Yes, Sub should be respected too.

C: Sorry, I gave you that idea last night.You are right, Sub should be respected.Being honest should not just give to the other party.I am willing to explain my behavior yesterday.

His attitude was unparalleled sincere.

Chen Sirong's heart gushed out of warm liquid.

Grace: You said.

C: The reason I want to end is that I have seen you in reality, and I didn’t want this to have any intersection with my real life.

Chen Sirong was stunned.

C: You don’t have to guess who I am, this is something that doesn’t do anything good for our relationship.

C: As for the reason for changing your mind, it is actually very simple.I was out of control and I needed to get back in control.

Chen Sirong's eyes gathered at his last reply.

He said he was out of control and he needed to get back in control.That's why he decided to continue their relationship.

Grace: What does your out of control mean?

Chen Sirong sent this message.She might actually know the answer, but she wanted his answer.

Chen Sirong held his breath in panic and looked at the phone screen intently.

Suddenly, C's news jumped out.

C: I lost control. The meaning is that at the moment you orgasm, I also ejaculated.

C: I'm out of control of your sexual desire, Grace.