Chapter 80

After answering the phone, I said goodbye to Liao Weidong. Liao Weidong smiled and tried to keep him: Brother Fei, let’s have dinner together later. Can’t I call her over and have dinner together?

Who should I call me here?He asked me this but I didn't react.

Hehe, Brother Fei, it only took me a month or two to turn back. Can you deceive me in some things?Who was the one who called just now?Now there is a woman who makes Brother Fei tremble and tremble. I really want to see it.

Haha, forget it, Wei Dong, I really brought it here for dinner. You Lingling doesn’t know how you think of me, maybe you will never let me come to the door again.We will drink again after a few days when we have time, and I will leave first.

Liao Weidong knew that he could not keep it anymore, so he had to take me downstairs. He met Zhu Lingling on the second floor. She seemed surprised to see me leaving: Brother Chen, I haven’t been here for a long time, and I’ve gotten off work when I go back. Why not have dinner together in the evening before going back.

Forget it, it’s better for you guys to have dinner together. There’s something to do tonight. Next time you come to Lingling, you have to treat me well.I knew she kept me for dinner because she wanted me to spend more time with Liao Weidong.

Zhu Lingling heard me jokingly call them the couple, and she looked shy on her face, but she could see that she was very useful to me. Seeing this, I couldn't help but feel that Liao Weidong finally had a satisfying person. After all, I and him had worshipped brothers, although it might be a sworn brother mixed with interests.

On the way to the cloth market, I kept thinking about Liao Weidong's words, and I was also wondering why I trembled when I listened to Zhao Yuhuan's voice.

Liao Weidong wants to meet Zhao Yuhuan?

I really let him see Zhao Yuhuan's thin body and very ordinary face. I wonder how he would laugh at me.

It's also strange why I don't feel this nervous feeling when I'm with Zhao Yànxia. In theory, Zhao Yànxia has no idea about her appearance and figure, especially her youthful vitality is beyond the reach of Zhao Yuhuan. I should be more restrained in front of Zhao Yànxia.

Thinking about it all the way, I unknowingly arrived at Zhao Yuhuan's garment store.

Zhao Yuhuan was burying his head in sewing his pants. When the little girl she invited saw me, she called her quietly. She looked up and smiled at me, asking me to sit behind for a while. It seemed that nothing had happened that day, which made me feel at ease but also a little disappointed.

After sitting in the inner room for a while, Zhao Yuhuan came in with two pairs of pants, gestured on my legs for a while, then went out to sew the legs, and when he came in, he stuffed the pants to me and let me try it.

When she went out, I put on my new pants and it felt pretty good. I put them out for Zhao Yuhuan to see. She looked around for a long time, and I felt a little nervous again.

After trying on my pants, Zhao Yuhuan sat with me for a while. The two of them said something indifferent. After all, something like that happened that day, and they would be a little restrained if they sat alone.

Brother Chen, haven’t you seen Xiaoxia yet?Zhao Yuhuan calmed down and asked me.

Oh, I've been busy for a while, I forgot to go and see her.How about it, she has no problems at work, right?

No problem, it's just that I'm not in a good mood. Sometimes when I ask her what's wrong, she still loses her temper with me.Brother Chen, just go see her if you have nothing to do. I am just such a sister. I feel uncomfortable if she is not happy.When Zhao Yuhuan talked about Zhao Yàn Xia, infinite tenderness appeared on his face, which made me regret that my mother didn't make a sister to love me.

Don't worry, I will visit her often in the future.She has a capable and considerate sister like you, which is really jealous.

Alas, I have been watching her since I was a child. I finally got a little successful after studying. Now I don’t have to worry about her in life anymore. I can’t help with her work. Brother Chen, you have a wide range of knowledge and have to enlighten her in some things.I don’t dare to ask for anything, as long as my sister lives better than me in the future.

The two chatted for a while, and Zhao Yuhuan opened the drawer and took out a stack of money: Brother Chen, business has been good now and I have made some money. The money you gave last time has not been used up yet. Anyway, I don’t need it for a while. I’ll give you your money back first.

Yuhuan, don’t be so polite to me, okay?You just opened up here, so you can take the money first, and it will not be too late to give it to me if you make too much money in the future.If you are embarrassed, you can also pay me interest Ah in the future.

No, Brother Chen, I will repay the money to you first. If I really need it in the future, I will borrow it from you.If you don't accept it, I can't speak up even if I want to borrow it in the future.

Seeing her firmness, I couldn't say anything else, so I had to take the money.

After leaving Zhao Yuhuan, I was empty for a moment. After walking for a while, I remembered that I didn’t apologize to her for the last incident just now. However, after savoring her expression just now, it seemed that I didn’t take that matter too seriously. If I really apologize, it would make us both more embarrassed.

I thought about it and walked, and I came to the south gate without knowing it. A strong wind beside the entrance of the flood control embankment made me feel particularly refreshed. I simply entered the park outside the flood control embankment.

Standing by the river and blew over the wind for a while, I suddenly realized why I was obsessed with Zhao Yuhuan: I was intoxicated by the deep affection between her and her sister Zhao Yàn Xia, and admired the power she burst out under the pressure of life. This admiration made me interested in her petite body. As the feeling of admiration became stronger, her petite body became more and more charming in my eyes, and now I have the strong desire to possess her.

It's strange that I didn't feel shameful about this desire before, but instead was excited about it. Especially after He Qiwei made jokes about sisters and taking them last time, I had imagined several ways to realize that desire.

It seems that I am really hopeless. Zhao Yuhuan had suffered so much for her sister before, but now her life is beginning to improve. Maybe she has a new dream. What is certain is that there is no place for me in her dream. How can I squeeze into the space of her dream with peace of mind just by helping her sisters?

Lying on the fence by the river, I watched bored as the Butterfly River flowed eastward with the inertia developed by hundreds of years (thousands of years?), and things like foam or plastic floated up from time to time on the water surface, and then were hit by the next wave. The ups and downs of the waves seemed to be the Butterfly River struggled silently under the erosion of unscrupulous industrialization.

Looking at the Butterfly River Water, which was ruined by modern civilization, I wonder if I have become dirty with the progress of the times?

The speechless river can still struggle to cleanse those dirty things, where are me?

It seems that I am not struggling, it seems that I am still hoping for something, is it a desire for power?

Is it a desire for money?

Or lust?

It seems to be both, but it seems to be neither.

I only know that I have long lost the quietness I used to be, and have become more dull and more uneasy.