Zhang Caixia doesn’t have much money.
She started out as a volunteer role in the church, with at most meals and no rewards. She only had a little income after she became a deacon in the church. However, during the years she was a teacher, she had some savings and had no big problems with personal food and clothing. However, the situation is different now. People spend money on every move outside. The little money in their pockets is like a drop in the bucket for her. The only way is to live a frugal life before meeting a man.
However, when she thought about her about to be together with a man, the money issue did not affect her excitement at all.
That night, she spent the night in a small guesthouse on the outskirts of the city. She didn't want to call the man immediately. She wanted to calm herself down and think about how to explain her thoughts to Zheng Gang clearly.
The next morning, Zhang Caixia had a simple breakfast at a small stall and got on a long-distance bus.
In fact, she did not have a clear destination. She only vaguely remembered that when she was in bed in the basement of the church that night, he once said vaguely that he lived in a small town in the south. Now the terminal of the bus is a small town called Qinghe. In Zhang Caixia's subconscious, the closer it goes south, the closer it gets to the man.
In the evening, the bus finally arrived at the station. Since there was no food along the way, Zhang Caixia felt so hungry that her stomach was sore, so she ate a bowl of noodles at a noodle restaurant near the station. After she came out, she saw a telecommunications agency on the side of the road, so she went in and bought a mobile phone card. The owner did not ask her for her ID card.
After she put the card into her phone, she felt nervous and suddenly realized that Zheng Gang was a fugitive and lived a wandering life. Now she went to find him rashly. Will he think he was a burden? In a sense, he is also the target of the public security bureau. If the two of them have a bigger goal together, wouldn’t it increase his danger?
Thinking of this, she hesitated in her heart. If the man rejected her, she didn't know if she still had the courage to live.
Zhang Caixia wandered aimlessly in the town for a while. As the sky was about to get dark, the pedestrians on the street were rushing home. She suddenly felt an unprecedented loneliness. This loneliness was something she had never experienced in her 20 years of living alone. She really wanted to find a place where no one could cry, but she could only recite the Lord's holy name: Lord Ah, are you still with your servant?
Finally, in a secluded street with few pedestrians, Zhang Caixia could no longer resist the urge to call the man. She gritted her teeth and thought about what to do so much. She called her first and told her what happened. As for his reaction, she couldn't care about so much.
Zhang Caixia sat under the tree by the roadside, bit her lip and began to dial the number left by Zheng Gang, praying in her heart that the man would never turn off the phone. However, the more she was afraid of, she would come. She dialed the number three times in a row, but there was no prompt to turn it on in her phone. Only then did she truly realize that the unforgettable feeling of loneliness actually came from the unpredictable future.
Just as Zhang Caixia was looking around in a daze, thinking about whether to find a small guesthouse to live in, a woman and a young girl walked past her. The woman had actually passed by her, but suddenly she stopped, turned around and looked at Zhang Caixia, exclaiming in her mouth: Isn’t this Caixia?Why are you here?
Zhang Caixia looked up and exclaimed in surprise.Gao Yàn, you...why are you...
Gao Yàn walked up to Zhang Caixia and looked at her carefully for a while. She found that her eyes were red and her face was dusty. She was even more surprised.My home lives here, why did you come here?
Zhang Caixia never thought she would meet acquaintances in this place, and she didn't expect to meet Gao Yiàn. She didn't know what to say for a moment, and her lips were twitching and she couldn't speak.
Sister, who is this!
Ailin beside Gao Yàn asked.
This is a friend of my sister.
Gao Yàn said as he reached out to pull Zhang Caixia up, not wanting to ask more questions on the way, because judging from Zhang Caixia's face, something must have happened to her.Let's go, let's talk about it at home, there's no supper yet.
Gao Yàn's enthusiasm moved Zhang Caixia. Although she was Shang Rong's mistress, when she met at this time and in this mood, she always felt like meeting an old friend in a foreign land, not to mention that there was no holiday between herself and Gao Yàn.
When he arrived at home, Gao Yàn introduced Xiufen to Zhang Caixia, saying that he was his relative and Ailin was his sister. In this way, the grudges and hatred between Zheng Gang and Shangrong made three unrelated women gather together in a specific time and space.
Of course, at this time, Zhang Caixia knew nothing about the identities of the other two women except that she knew about the relationship between Gao Yàn Monk Rong.
After dinner, Gao Yiàn called Zhang Caixia to a room alone and said: I saw a report from the newspaper that your church was burned down, and there were rumors that someone set fire to it. What was going on?
Since Zhang Caixia knew about the relationship between Gao Yàn and Shangrong, she naturally would not open her heart to her, especially the news about Zheng Gang was not mentioned at all.
I wasn't very clear either. I was sick that day and didn't happen to go to church.Who knows...
You are so lucky. I heard that you have burned dozens of them to death. It’s so miserable!
Gao Yiàn sighed and asked immediately: Where are you going?
Of course, Zhang Caixia would not say she was going to find Zheng Gang, but she was a person who was not good at lying, and her Lord would not allow its believers to lie.
So when I heard Gao Yin's question, I couldn't answer it. After I said for a long time, I said: After the church was burned, I didn't want to stay there anymore. When I think of the past... I don't have a specific destination now, I just wander around and count wherever I go...
In fact, Zhang Caixia's words were a true reflection of her heart. After the church was burned, the dead church members could not let her forget it. Since there was no more people, the church was gone, and the man she loved had left, what else could she missed in this city?
What's more, there are people staring at her, and she will throw her into a cage at any time.
So that's it.
Gao Yiàn couldn't help but feel sympathy for this woman who didn't have much affection.
Besides, the last time I went to church, I was very enthusiastic, and when I left, I even sent me a Bible.
Just do this.
Gao Yàn felt that Shang Rong was also very concerned about this woman before. Since she has been wandering here now, it is a fate to let her meet her. So she said: Don’t run around, just here for a while. I think you are in a bad mood now. When you think about it and make plans when you are in a good mood, I am idle every day, and you still have more companions here.
When Zhang Caixia saw Gao Yàn trying to keep her, she was very grateful, but she was Shang Rong's woman. If she lived here, it would not take long for Shang Rong to know that he was looking for Zheng Gang and would chase him here.
However, he immediately thought that the grudges between Shang Rong and Zheng Gang would not have been a woman, so it would be okay to stay for a few days. Anyway, there is no place to go now, so the money in your pocket will not be enough when you run outside for a few days.
I'm afraid of causing trouble for you.
Gao Yàn smiled and said: What trouble is it? You can live in peace. I am quite spacious and can’t accommodate you alone?
She started out as a volunteer role in the church, with at most meals and no rewards. She only had a little income after she became a deacon in the church. However, during the years she was a teacher, she had some savings and had no big problems with personal food and clothing. However, the situation is different now. People spend money on every move outside. The little money in their pockets is like a drop in the bucket for her. The only way is to live a frugal life before meeting a man.
However, when she thought about her about to be together with a man, the money issue did not affect her excitement at all.
That night, she spent the night in a small guesthouse on the outskirts of the city. She didn't want to call the man immediately. She wanted to calm herself down and think about how to explain her thoughts to Zheng Gang clearly.
The next morning, Zhang Caixia had a simple breakfast at a small stall and got on a long-distance bus.
In fact, she did not have a clear destination. She only vaguely remembered that when she was in bed in the basement of the church that night, he once said vaguely that he lived in a small town in the south. Now the terminal of the bus is a small town called Qinghe. In Zhang Caixia's subconscious, the closer it goes south, the closer it gets to the man.
In the evening, the bus finally arrived at the station. Since there was no food along the way, Zhang Caixia felt so hungry that her stomach was sore, so she ate a bowl of noodles at a noodle restaurant near the station. After she came out, she saw a telecommunications agency on the side of the road, so she went in and bought a mobile phone card. The owner did not ask her for her ID card.
After she put the card into her phone, she felt nervous and suddenly realized that Zheng Gang was a fugitive and lived a wandering life. Now she went to find him rashly. Will he think he was a burden? In a sense, he is also the target of the public security bureau. If the two of them have a bigger goal together, wouldn’t it increase his danger?
Thinking of this, she hesitated in her heart. If the man rejected her, she didn't know if she still had the courage to live.
Zhang Caixia wandered aimlessly in the town for a while. As the sky was about to get dark, the pedestrians on the street were rushing home. She suddenly felt an unprecedented loneliness. This loneliness was something she had never experienced in her 20 years of living alone. She really wanted to find a place where no one could cry, but she could only recite the Lord's holy name: Lord Ah, are you still with your servant?
Finally, in a secluded street with few pedestrians, Zhang Caixia could no longer resist the urge to call the man. She gritted her teeth and thought about what to do so much. She called her first and told her what happened. As for his reaction, she couldn't care about so much.
Zhang Caixia sat under the tree by the roadside, bit her lip and began to dial the number left by Zheng Gang, praying in her heart that the man would never turn off the phone. However, the more she was afraid of, she would come. She dialed the number three times in a row, but there was no prompt to turn it on in her phone. Only then did she truly realize that the unforgettable feeling of loneliness actually came from the unpredictable future.
Just as Zhang Caixia was looking around in a daze, thinking about whether to find a small guesthouse to live in, a woman and a young girl walked past her. The woman had actually passed by her, but suddenly she stopped, turned around and looked at Zhang Caixia, exclaiming in her mouth: Isn’t this Caixia?Why are you here?
Zhang Caixia looked up and exclaimed in surprise.Gao Yàn, you...why are you...
Gao Yàn walked up to Zhang Caixia and looked at her carefully for a while. She found that her eyes were red and her face was dusty. She was even more surprised.My home lives here, why did you come here?
Zhang Caixia never thought she would meet acquaintances in this place, and she didn't expect to meet Gao Yiàn. She didn't know what to say for a moment, and her lips were twitching and she couldn't speak.
Sister, who is this!
Ailin beside Gao Yàn asked.
This is a friend of my sister.
Gao Yàn said as he reached out to pull Zhang Caixia up, not wanting to ask more questions on the way, because judging from Zhang Caixia's face, something must have happened to her.Let's go, let's talk about it at home, there's no supper yet.
Gao Yàn's enthusiasm moved Zhang Caixia. Although she was Shang Rong's mistress, when she met at this time and in this mood, she always felt like meeting an old friend in a foreign land, not to mention that there was no holiday between herself and Gao Yàn.
When he arrived at home, Gao Yàn introduced Xiufen to Zhang Caixia, saying that he was his relative and Ailin was his sister. In this way, the grudges and hatred between Zheng Gang and Shangrong made three unrelated women gather together in a specific time and space.
Of course, at this time, Zhang Caixia knew nothing about the identities of the other two women except that she knew about the relationship between Gao Yàn Monk Rong.
After dinner, Gao Yiàn called Zhang Caixia to a room alone and said: I saw a report from the newspaper that your church was burned down, and there were rumors that someone set fire to it. What was going on?
Since Zhang Caixia knew about the relationship between Gao Yàn and Shangrong, she naturally would not open her heart to her, especially the news about Zheng Gang was not mentioned at all.
I wasn't very clear either. I was sick that day and didn't happen to go to church.Who knows...
You are so lucky. I heard that you have burned dozens of them to death. It’s so miserable!
Gao Yiàn sighed and asked immediately: Where are you going?
Of course, Zhang Caixia would not say she was going to find Zheng Gang, but she was a person who was not good at lying, and her Lord would not allow its believers to lie.
So when I heard Gao Yin's question, I couldn't answer it. After I said for a long time, I said: After the church was burned, I didn't want to stay there anymore. When I think of the past... I don't have a specific destination now, I just wander around and count wherever I go...
In fact, Zhang Caixia's words were a true reflection of her heart. After the church was burned, the dead church members could not let her forget it. Since there was no more people, the church was gone, and the man she loved had left, what else could she missed in this city?
What's more, there are people staring at her, and she will throw her into a cage at any time.
So that's it.
Gao Yiàn couldn't help but feel sympathy for this woman who didn't have much affection.
Besides, the last time I went to church, I was very enthusiastic, and when I left, I even sent me a Bible.
Just do this.
Gao Yàn felt that Shang Rong was also very concerned about this woman before. Since she has been wandering here now, it is a fate to let her meet her. So she said: Don’t run around, just here for a while. I think you are in a bad mood now. When you think about it and make plans when you are in a good mood, I am idle every day, and you still have more companions here.
When Zhang Caixia saw Gao Yàn trying to keep her, she was very grateful, but she was Shang Rong's woman. If she lived here, it would not take long for Shang Rong to know that he was looking for Zheng Gang and would chase him here.
However, he immediately thought that the grudges between Shang Rong and Zheng Gang would not have been a woman, so it would be okay to stay for a few days. Anyway, there is no place to go now, so the money in your pocket will not be enough when you run outside for a few days.
I'm afraid of causing trouble for you.
Gao Yàn smiled and said: What trouble is it? You can live in peace. I am quite spacious and can’t accommodate you alone?