Zhou Ye didn’t know how much the blow it was to people when the first love breakup brought to people, but he really lived a life without being human or ghost.
That life still makes him feel dazed when he recalls it. Even if he already knows that she has a boyfriend, he still goes to the library on time every day, no matter how rainy or sunny it is.
He no longer took the initiative to contact Xia Yao, but just started to wait, like a ghost floating beside her.
And when he finally found out that the girl who first entered the hotel with that man only looked like Xia Yao on her back, but was actually not the girl in his heart at all, that was already a very later thing.
For Xia Yao herself, everything has not changed at all. After the second year of high school started, she was still the girl in her class who didn’t have much presence. She still attended classes seriously every day and then waited for school to come out.
She had no idea that anyone was gradually hiding when facing her.
Zhou Ye has changed the most.
After experiencing this time, he has no pride or dignity at all.
When he first came back from his grandparents, he thought at first that he would confess to Xia Yao when the second year of high school started.
No matter whether the result is good or bad, he must completely end this relationship that complicated his mood.
But after meeting her on the school's boulevard at the beginning of school, he couldn't help but take a detour to other places; when he accidentally looked at each other in the classroom, he instinctively turned his head over; sometimes he had to say something to her, and his palms would sweat a lot.
The second year of high school has been in full swing for a long time. Not to mention confession, he said nothing more than ten words to her. Zhou Ye no longer dared to say that he was timid, he was timid.
The more he looked at her, the more he liked her. But when he saw her, he couldn't help but want to hide, but after he could not help but continue to observe her. Every time he saw her cute appearance, his face turned red and his heart beat.
This feeling is indescribable, just like Xia Yao in the past, was just a symbol of beauty and purity for him, and was the girl who was waiting for him to be his girlfriend.
But now, she has become a living person, completely breaking into his unintroduced heart, making him instinctively shy, and he will be nervous every time he talks, and there will be an inexplicable restlessness and anxiety in his heart.
In order to relieve this uneasiness, he began to avoid her and even became cold, but she occupied all his sight and emotions at all times.
After really starting to respect her every move, Zhou Ye restrained his temper and rarely thought about having sex with her anymore.
He was still full of desire, but fantasizing about her became a more exciting behavior in his heart than masturbation.
He couldn't stand it. Before he started fantasizing about her, he had to pass the high heart rate first, and he would easily suffer from insomnia if he did that.
Zhou Ye's change seemed to be targeting Xia Yao alone. He really didn't even dare to look at her. He thought he couldn't do it anymore, but in the end he confirmed from social media that his feelings for other girls were still normal.
He can also be at ease when participating in various activities with irrelevant people, and speak back and forth. Only when he sees Xia Yao will he immediately avoid it like he is touched by electricity.
Zhou Ye’s junior high school classmate Chen Yuyue also attended this school. After the start of her second year of high school, she basically came to him to play volleyball every day.
Zhou Ye will go there when he has no arrangements, but he just goes to play basketball. He has always had many friends, not only male friends, but also female friends, and Chen Yuyue is also one of them.
What made Zhou Ye feel comfortable getting along is that she never confessed to him. She is a very proud and very high-minded girl, giving people the feeling that she never bows her head just because of any boy.
He always felt that after confessing, he could not become a simple friend. After that, the relationship would be very awkward. Whether it was continuing to chat or going out for a date, it would make him feel that the other party's purpose was impure and he would not have fun.
It may be related to his father's personality. Zhou Ye has been influenced by him since childhood and prefers clean and neat relationships. He can secretly think about how to get what he wants, but he doesn't like the feeling of being coveted behind his back.
However, Zhou Ye has become much more honest recently and no longer takes people seriously as before.
The girls who were with him almost felt the changes that had happened to him. He suddenly became polite and even became a little unconsciously gentle.
It's like a sharp polygon that is easy to pierce and is elusive suddenly becomes regular and straight. His character has a lot of chamfers. Although it doesn't feel round to the touch, it will never be pricked by him.
It was because of this change in him that Chen Yuyue began to get in touch with him frequently.
During that period, they seemed to be a rapid increase in relationships. They not only had a tacit understanding when playing volleyball, but also said a few words when they walked into the classroom after the exercises during the break.
Xia Yao's life in her second year of high school was very peaceful, maybe because she was indeed at ease.
She doesn't talk to boys, and even girls don't talk. Even if she talks, she just talks with those girls who have a low presence like her in the class.
Not only did she not seduce seven or eight boys to chase her and like her at once, she even rejected interpersonal relationships as they imagined.
She was completely lifted from the warning of the green tea bitch, and no small group in the school came together to talk bad things about her, and no girls in the class paid attention to or targeted her anymore.
After she kept everyone out, high school life was officially quiet like a stagnant pool.
Xia Yao is only paying attention to one person, no matter where that person is, he will always be the most dazzling in the crowd.
Everyone's eyes can easily focus on him. With such a big environment, she feels that it should be normal for her to watch him with others, after all, everyone likes him.
That life still makes him feel dazed when he recalls it. Even if he already knows that she has a boyfriend, he still goes to the library on time every day, no matter how rainy or sunny it is.
He no longer took the initiative to contact Xia Yao, but just started to wait, like a ghost floating beside her.
And when he finally found out that the girl who first entered the hotel with that man only looked like Xia Yao on her back, but was actually not the girl in his heart at all, that was already a very later thing.
For Xia Yao herself, everything has not changed at all. After the second year of high school started, she was still the girl in her class who didn’t have much presence. She still attended classes seriously every day and then waited for school to come out.
She had no idea that anyone was gradually hiding when facing her.
Zhou Ye has changed the most.
After experiencing this time, he has no pride or dignity at all.
When he first came back from his grandparents, he thought at first that he would confess to Xia Yao when the second year of high school started.
No matter whether the result is good or bad, he must completely end this relationship that complicated his mood.
But after meeting her on the school's boulevard at the beginning of school, he couldn't help but take a detour to other places; when he accidentally looked at each other in the classroom, he instinctively turned his head over; sometimes he had to say something to her, and his palms would sweat a lot.
The second year of high school has been in full swing for a long time. Not to mention confession, he said nothing more than ten words to her. Zhou Ye no longer dared to say that he was timid, he was timid.
The more he looked at her, the more he liked her. But when he saw her, he couldn't help but want to hide, but after he could not help but continue to observe her. Every time he saw her cute appearance, his face turned red and his heart beat.
This feeling is indescribable, just like Xia Yao in the past, was just a symbol of beauty and purity for him, and was the girl who was waiting for him to be his girlfriend.
But now, she has become a living person, completely breaking into his unintroduced heart, making him instinctively shy, and he will be nervous every time he talks, and there will be an inexplicable restlessness and anxiety in his heart.
In order to relieve this uneasiness, he began to avoid her and even became cold, but she occupied all his sight and emotions at all times.
After really starting to respect her every move, Zhou Ye restrained his temper and rarely thought about having sex with her anymore.
He was still full of desire, but fantasizing about her became a more exciting behavior in his heart than masturbation.
He couldn't stand it. Before he started fantasizing about her, he had to pass the high heart rate first, and he would easily suffer from insomnia if he did that.
Zhou Ye's change seemed to be targeting Xia Yao alone. He really didn't even dare to look at her. He thought he couldn't do it anymore, but in the end he confirmed from social media that his feelings for other girls were still normal.
He can also be at ease when participating in various activities with irrelevant people, and speak back and forth. Only when he sees Xia Yao will he immediately avoid it like he is touched by electricity.
Zhou Ye’s junior high school classmate Chen Yuyue also attended this school. After the start of her second year of high school, she basically came to him to play volleyball every day.
Zhou Ye will go there when he has no arrangements, but he just goes to play basketball. He has always had many friends, not only male friends, but also female friends, and Chen Yuyue is also one of them.
What made Zhou Ye feel comfortable getting along is that she never confessed to him. She is a very proud and very high-minded girl, giving people the feeling that she never bows her head just because of any boy.
He always felt that after confessing, he could not become a simple friend. After that, the relationship would be very awkward. Whether it was continuing to chat or going out for a date, it would make him feel that the other party's purpose was impure and he would not have fun.
It may be related to his father's personality. Zhou Ye has been influenced by him since childhood and prefers clean and neat relationships. He can secretly think about how to get what he wants, but he doesn't like the feeling of being coveted behind his back.
However, Zhou Ye has become much more honest recently and no longer takes people seriously as before.
The girls who were with him almost felt the changes that had happened to him. He suddenly became polite and even became a little unconsciously gentle.
It's like a sharp polygon that is easy to pierce and is elusive suddenly becomes regular and straight. His character has a lot of chamfers. Although it doesn't feel round to the touch, it will never be pricked by him.
It was because of this change in him that Chen Yuyue began to get in touch with him frequently.
During that period, they seemed to be a rapid increase in relationships. They not only had a tacit understanding when playing volleyball, but also said a few words when they walked into the classroom after the exercises during the break.
Xia Yao's life in her second year of high school was very peaceful, maybe because she was indeed at ease.
She doesn't talk to boys, and even girls don't talk. Even if she talks, she just talks with those girls who have a low presence like her in the class.
Not only did she not seduce seven or eight boys to chase her and like her at once, she even rejected interpersonal relationships as they imagined.
She was completely lifted from the warning of the green tea bitch, and no small group in the school came together to talk bad things about her, and no girls in the class paid attention to or targeted her anymore.
After she kept everyone out, high school life was officially quiet like a stagnant pool.
Xia Yao is only paying attention to one person, no matter where that person is, he will always be the most dazzling in the crowd.
Everyone's eyes can easily focus on him. With such a big environment, she feels that it should be normal for her to watch him with others, after all, everyone likes him.