Chapter 8 Autism Mania

I deeply understand the feeling of my mother's love and generously spread my arms to let me lie in her arms. However, the low-cut neckline evening dress on her body poured out her snow-white breasts, which taught me to retreat. But the main reason was not that the breasts were ugly, but that they were full and full, revealing the temptation of ecstasy, and it was enough to destroy my rational defense. If she was not my aunt, I would definitely pounce on her without hesitation, but she was my aunt...

Come, Longsheng! I will let you feel the warm feeling of lying in my mother's arms... I suddenly stood up at my aunt, spread her arms and put them on my shoulders, a pair of plump and big breasts, pressing against my face like a missile

The nervous heartbeat made me stunned and I didn't know how to dodge

At this moment, except for closing my eyes, my stiff body could not resist, and my warm breasts were pressed on my face. I was intoxicated by the warm and fragrant breasts and could not dial them by myself.

With my heavy breathing, I gradually entered the illusory space of confusion and confusingness. My eyes could not withstand the current temptation. I quietly opened it. As I looked forward, a strong sense of guilt surged in my heart. I shuddered and immediately pushed her away, lying silently in my mouth. No, the word "No"

No...No...I'm sorry...I pushed my aunt gently and turned around to avoid the temptation of teasing

What's wrong? Aunt Chao asked curiously

Sorry! I can't feel the warmth of maternal love from you. On the contrary, evil thoughts have arisen, leading to sexual impulse. I'm afraid that I will not be able to suppress myself at that time, and it will be a big mistake. I said tremblingly

Silly boy, how could I make you a big mistake? Say to the aunt

When my beastly attacks, you can't resist... I avoided teasing my aunt and said to me

Well, this thing is really scary of people, otherwise I wouldn't have divorced your father. You are much better than your father. At least you know how to restrain yourself. Sighing to the aunt

Am I much better than my father? I know how to restrain myself... I seem to have realized some hidden meanings.

Back then, I couldn't stand the violent beastly behavior of your father in bed. In order to protect the little life in my stomach, I had to leave him. It's a pity that the child in my stomach could never be kept. In anger, I made the decision to divorce. At that time, I understood why your mother was willing to give up the position of jazz lady... Said sadly to the aunt

My father was a tyrant in bed? I blurted out in surprise

Well... I was calm at the aunt and nodded to say yes

I thought about it carefully and felt that Aunt Chao's words should be true. Looking back on the ruthlessness of my father who witnessed his angrily beating Fengying that day, it was enough to prove how fierce the underlying personality was. It is hard to imagine that my father, who was full of energy, had such a strong lethality. My mother was pregnant with me back then, and she was very likely afraid that the tyrannical behavior in her bed would hurt me by mistake, so she chose to leave to save my life...

I didn't expect my father to be so violent, and I couldn't see any appearance... It was really unexpected... I murmured to myself

I hated your father's actions at that time, and I was not convinced and lost my life. In order to understand his mentality, I studied psychology hard, with the purpose of finding out whether he was mentally ill or was angry with your mother, and vented on me and abused me... I said aggrievedly to my aunt

What's the result? I asked

The result shows that for the sake of the jazz family etiquette, your father concealed himself for a long time and forced his barbaric character to suppress his inner barbaric character, resulting in his true character being able to stay in the room to vent. However, the greater the suppressed air outside, the stronger the power to vent when he returned to the room. Over time, a kind of autistic mania has formed. Because this is a pathological condition, I sympathize with him and don’t blame him, but I can’t forgive him. I must never be sorry for the lost fetus, at least give the fetus justice... Say to the aunt sadly

Maybe this is fate... No wonder my childhood was so angry... I sighed

It has something to do with your childhood? Why do you say that? Ask Auntie curiously

Haven't you heard that the evil committed by my father will bear it? I just bear the evil committed by my father, so when I was a child, I always have to be angry with others and ask others to look at his face and receive his anger. When the women around him suffer, the women around me will be happy. This is a cycle of consequences, but forget about these. The son will eliminate the evil of his father. As long as he lives for a hundred years... I sighed and said

Your father can retrieve your filial son, which is also a blessing for him... He said to himself to the aunt

My father adopted Fang Qi with kindness and gave her a great deal of grievance and became a lawyer. In addition to saving Fang Qi's life, he also cultivated talents for society. The consequences of the cycle of cause and effect made him find his biological son, which was also very fair to him. Nature did not owe him or treat me badly. My father had to repay his debts and sons. I am willing to accept God's arrangement.

You are really a filial child... Touching my head and saying

As I said to my aunt just now, I will never make me have any lustful thoughts, and I will feel at ease to accept her care. Even if I lay in her arms, I will not have any evil thoughts. At most, I will have physiological reactions. But I believe that we can face each other very rationally.

OK, Longsheng, I shouldn't have said everything about your father, I've told you. Now I should tell you your condition, right? Don't worry, my aunt, but don't think I'm a little mother, and don't mention it to me. I've forgotten everything. Now I am your psychologist. I'm calling me a doctor during the diagnosis. This is better.

Chaoa...Doctor, if I said I was not sick, would you believe it? I asked the aunt back

Unless you can prove everything, I don't want your condition to worsen due to an awkward relationship, and now you are the son of a jazz. I don't want you to be as stupid as your father, and there will be many women who will be hurt by it. I believe you will be very clear about this. I won't explain it more... I said calmly to the aunt

I was right at my aunt. My father kept talking about the decency of the Shao family and had quarreled with me several times over this issue. It was undoubtedly a pressure for me. Although I can refute my father now, time has driven people to grow old. How can I talk back to the white-haired old man in the future?

This problem must not be underestimated. If I unfortunately suffer from the so-called autistic mania and my body's skills, Fang Qi and the others will be miserable...

Doctor Chao, I really don’t have the disease I mentioned before. Maybe it was because I was worried about the arrival of God’s reprimand, so my psychological worry led to my poor spirits. I was not afraid of embarrassment. I said, I tried it today and it’s okay. I don’t want to tease Aunt Chao anymore, I want to solve this problem as soon as possible.

That's good, but you have to prove it to me, otherwise I won't believe it. Say it seriously at the auntie

Proof? How to prove it? I asked curiously

Let me do a checkup, don't forget that I am a psychological and surgical beautician. What can I hide from my eyes? I told your father's secret to unravel your mother's past, plus the promise between us, you won't want me to worry about you all day long, won't you be so cruel to me, right? I said generously to my aunt

My aunt's words frightened me and I actually wanted to check my dragon root. What an embarrassing thing. If I don't agree, she would definitely not be relieved. Besides, she would untie my mother's past. I can't break my promise, right?

Do you really want to check? I asked my aunt again and said to me

Of course! Otherwise, how could I promise you to attend the dinner? Say to the aunt

When?

Now! Is there any problem? I told the aunt naturally

Now? I asked in surprise

What's the problem? This infirmary is my private room. I am the attending doctor here. Is there anything wrong with the patient's body? Do you have to be at home or in the hotel? Say to the aunt

What I said to my aunt makes sense. The infirmary is the most suitable place. Since she insists on checking my body so much, this embarrassing time is probably inevitable. Just treat me to see a doctor. Nothing should happen.

Well, it's late at night now, there's no problem with the rules in the hospital?

What are the rules? I am the attending doctor here and have the right to accept consultations from patients.

Since there is no problem, let's start, as a way to fulfill my promise, but I will explain one thing, I am healthy, absolutely no problem, I confess my love again

OK, we started. We summoned the nurse to come in to help with the normal procedure and put on the doctor's robe, but the wine glass on the table was still in place, and it seemed that there was no need to hide it.

After a while, the nurse came in and took my medical record in.

Mr. Long, are there any problems with your sexual ability? Ask Auntie

Doctor Chao, I am a well-known person. I don’t want to hear these privacy for me, either. Sorry, I pointed to the nurse beside my aunt and said

Mr. Long, you can definitely rest assured about the professional ethics of the hospital. Since you don’t want outsiders to interfere with this psychological consultation, I will definitely accept your opinion. After saying to the aunt, I called the nurse out.

After calling the nurse to my aunt, I was busy filling in things on my medical record. From her serious attitude, I felt very safe, at least I wouldn't think of any evil thoughts in my mind.

Mr. Long, are there no problem with your sexual ability? He asked the aunt repeatedly

No, everything is normal, I replied

From the erection to the end of the ejaculation, is the erection speed normal, is it smooth after ejaculation, is there any irritable mood during the process, or wants to resolve the sexual intercourse as soon as possible? Ask the aunt seriously, ask the aunt seriously

Everything is normal, I won't feel irritated during the process, nor do I think about solving the sex problem as soon as possible

Are you satisfied with the hardness of the penis? Don’t mind the words used, keep a normal mindset, just answer directly. Never ask an awkward question, I’m just your doctor, and I said to my aunt very naturally

This...satisfied... I felt a little embarrassed when I asked the question directly by Aunt Chao.

When did you last have sex? How many times did you ejaculate in total? How long does it take to complete the entire sex process?

I just made it three times today. The first two times were made together. The third time it took about three hours. The first two times it took about one hour. The third time it took about half an hour... I said embarrassedly

The same woman? Did she stop her? How did she feel when she was stopped in the past? Continue to ask the aunt

It’s not the same woman, and the three launches are not on the same person. They will relay during the process, so they have never been stopped on the way, nor have they been resisted by the other party…

They relayed? Two? They raised their heads to the aunt, looked at me in surprise and said,

It's not two, usually a few of them go together, that's the ones you saw at the banquet tonight, but today there are Qiaolian and Tingting missing. However, Connie and Jenner are not included. I'm embarrassed to say

It turned out that they were relaying... nodded to the aunt in shock

Can you handle the physical strength? Especially you who have wounds today? Ask the aunt in question

Of course I have no problem. Have you forgotten that I have magical powers? I replied

If you are talking about the situation you said, you have super-powered sexual functions, maybe it is related to magical skills, but it is difficult to explain magical skills in medicine. In any case, whether what you said is true or false, I don’t need to doubt you, as long as you check it, it is difficult to explain magical skills in medicine. In any case, you are true or false, I don’t need to doubt you, just check it and you will know the answer. I hope you won’t lie to me, it means I trust you, now you took off your pants... Say generously to the aunt

Aunt Chao really wanted to see my dragon root, which was very embarrassing, but the serious expression on her face seemed to have no room for bargaining, and it was imperative, unless I left without caring...

Here? I asked softly

Yes! He raised his head to my aunt and glared at me and said

I hesitated for a while, and finally pulled down the zipper of my pants, took out Longgen from the bird cage, and immediately covered it with my hands and didn't dare to let go. This was the first time I faced a doctor, and I seemed so nervous. If it were another female doctor, I would definitely be very excited and immediately raised my gun to pay tribute to her, but now I was shaking, Longgen did not dare to raise it up.

Don't be nervous, just take your hand away, just use your usual mentality of seeing a doctor, don't think wrong in your mind. After saying to the aunt, he took a flashlight and walked to me, shining directly on my eight-inch-long dragon root. Her surprised expression told me that it seemed that it was rare to see such a dragon root, and the sight that was cast on my dragon root had never changed, staring at me tightly

What's wrong? I hurriedly hid the dragon root in the bird cage

Nothing, I just rarely see it... I said to my aunt who wanted to speak but stopped and sat on the chair beside me.

Is that right... I just responded

You really didn't encounter any problems? For example, you are very irritable and want to do things as soon as possible, or you ejaculate quickly, and you may not take any action. You may even have the impulse to do it at the beginning. When you really want to enter, you suddenly change your mind and don't want to do it? Ask my aunt and ask me and tell me.

I heard from the aunt Chao say this, this situation has indeed happened. I had to do it a few times before I was injured. Fengying and Dr. Xu both times, but they also gave up. Are these all diseases? Isn’t it my rational mindfulness?

To the doctor, how could you ask about these things? It has indeed happened several times

Longsheng, you used to be impulsive when looking at my body. Today, in this situation, you have no impulse or erectile abilities. So I guess you have strong restraint ability. This is a very strong point. The stronger your suppression is, the more irritable you will be when you vent, and you will be the same as your father for a long time. Otherwise, everything you said just now is a lie--there is something wrong with your sexual ability. Say to the aunt.

Impossible! I am worried about God's punishment, so I am not in the mood to have sex for a long time. As for the two retreatment, it is because my sober reason tells me that I cannot make mistakes and cannot hurt the other party. Therefore, I will give up my thoughts. This has nothing to do with my father's psychological pathology. I argued

Have you ever thought on the way that you are about to be the son of a jazz, so you can't make mistakes. If you were the ones you used to do whatever you wanted to satisfy your animal desires? Recently, have you often thought about your status becoming noble and starting to care about your life and everything around you, and you are beginning to worry about losing your father's face?

A series of problems towards my aunt were like shells hitting my heart. However, I had no power to fight back because I told her that the identity of the son of the jazz really changed me, causing me to think twice and even want to win more face for my father. In addition, I know one thing very well. If I were the cunning and shameless Longsheng that day, and broke Jenna's virgin body, I would be complacent and would never lose my temper. I did change...

Longsheng, did you tell me? Your father taught you a lot of attitudes in dealing with things, including hiding your true self. In addition to wearing a mask, everything is led by the reputation of the Shao family, right? Asking the aunt chased her relentlessly

Is this a psychological disorder? I asked in a low voice, and once again told the aunt that I was constantly asking for changes in myself for the sake of the identity of the son of the jazz.

This is an underlying psychological illness in the early stage. Whenever you do something unsatisfied in the future, your temperament will become more and more impatient. Five years later, you will have autism in the early stage of fools. If the condition is not well treated, it will be hopeless in ten years because your father's blood is bleeding on you. The woman around you will suffer at that time. I am not lying to you, but I can only advise you that you should have a simple Chinese medicine doctor. I reminded me that my aunt said that my illness is not a lie to you.

I need time to analyze what you just said... I began to be blurred and could not tell whether the words of Aunt Chao were right or wrong?

You dare not face reality, I am very disappointed with you... Sighing to the aunt

It’s not that I dare not face it, I think I am mature and don’t want to live the life of Longsheng in the past, so...

Quirking! You are fleeing yourself, and now you don’t even have the courage to get an erection in front of me!

My words towards my aunt made me stunned. I couldn't believe that she would say this. I guess she was too nervous and out of control. However, based on her professional standards, if the situation was as she said, Fang Qi and the others would suffer in the future. Could it be that I was really like my father and began to have an initial autism mania?

Auntie, my heart is very confused... Will the problem be so serious? I said helplessly

Long Sheng, the problem is currently in the early stage, not as serious as imagined. You must release yourself first and don’t take the reputation of the Jazz Son so seriously. Do you know that you have been under a lot of pressure? From now on, try to be the real you. As for the burden of the Shao family, forget it completely and find yourself from reality. The thoughts of your father’s generation cannot be put on you. Do you understand?

How do I release myself and how do I be my true self? I looked at my aunt and said

It's very simple. As long as it's not illegal, don't suppress yourself, especially in terms of desire. Do what you want and don't be wronged. Have you suppressed yourself just now and prevent it from getting an erection? Asked the aunt.

There is... because you are my aunt, I can't be rude to you... I explained

I understand this. Physiology is a natural phenomenon. There is no need to force suppression. If it wants to have an erection, let it erect. If it doesn’t want to have an erection, let it go with the flow. Never take repression as a habit. It is not good for your body. Remember when you were in the ward, it responded to me because of my identity, so you have to suppress it. From this, you can see that your suppression ability is very strong, and your relative potential lethality is stronger...

Aunt Chao, what should I do now? I asked in panic

It's very simple, let go of yourself, take a breath and relax your mood, let go of your restraints, forget my identity, try to take a bold step forward, try to have sexual impulse towards me, if it wants to get an erection, let it get an erection, learn not to hang on the tomb, let it go with the flow, if you want to see me, look at me, don't be shy or fuck, let the physiological development naturally, don't clench your fists, let your hands loose... After saying to the aunt, take off the doctor's robe

I showed my aunt clearly teasing my animal desire. Under the moral concept, I couldn't accept everything in front of me, but she took off her doctor's robe and poured out her white and plump breast muscles from the collar of the low-cut evening dress again. A hot and ecstatic cleavage appeared in front of me, teaching me how to resist this teasing?

How do you feel? Have you reacted? Asked my aunt kindly

No! You are always my aunt, I can't... I struggled to say

Wrong! You are a patient, I am a doctor, you suppress your emotions again. Now I am just an ordinary woman. I want to use your own animal desire to break through your psychological barriers and let you learn how to give up on depression. Only you can cure yourself and lie on the bed... I led me to the big bed next to me

I don't... I said tremblingly

Do you think I will make love with you? Don't worry, I need you to have the courage to get an erection, don't you have this courage either? I asked me and said

No... I answered

It's okay, take off your pants and lay on the bed, I'll check it for you... After saying to my aunt, I took some tools and put them beside the bed

Just now, I told my aunt that I would not have sex with me, which made me let go of the big stone in my heart. Since I just wanted me to get an erection for a checkup, I would listen to her and let Longgen get an erection. Don't let her laugh anymore. I don't have the courage to

I lifted my trembling hands and took off my pants, lay on the big bed by the window. At this moment, I walked out of the next operating room, then locked the door and walked to the bed step by step