Chapter 5 Diary

Sun Tao was still expressionless, just staring at the girl coldly, neither denying nor admitting. Naturally, he was unwilling to admit that he loved Chen Baixue, because if others knew about it, it would cause great trouble to Chen Baixue. So he never told anyone about this secret. When he heard Wang Daya say this, he thought that the other party was cheating him, because in order to refuse Wang Daya's confession, he said that he had something he liked. It's just for so long that the three closest women around him were Wang Daya, Chen Baixue and Du Xiaoyue. He treated Du Xiaoyue like her, and was like her, and was doting as a sister, so the most suspected was Chen Baixue. However, he believed that he had concealed well on weekdays. Wang Daya was at most confused and guessed. As long as he didn't admit it, she would be helpless.

But what made Sun Tao's wishful thinking fail was that when Wang Daya saw that Sun Tao refused to admit it, she actually took out a slightly old piece of paper from her small bag. She just looked at the handwriting on it, and Sun Tao's expression changed drastically. He never expected that the diary that was torn by him ten years ago in memory would appear here magically.

Sun Tao did not have the habit of writing diaries. He just couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and wrote his love for Chen Baixue on paper to vent his emotions. Because he was vulgar and had a low cultural level at the time, the words written on paper were also very unbearable. Although he did not see clearly what was written on the paper in Wang Daya's hand, in his memory, most of the things he wrote on paper were a desire for his godmother's body. He was always dreaming about how to play with his godmother's plump body and let her moan gently under his body.

Before joining the army, Sun Tao destroyed all these diaries that recorded the desires in his heart, but unexpectedly, there was a picture on Wang Daya's hand.

You are... Sun Tao felt a little itchy in his throat. He felt ashamed at this moment. He subconsciously wanted to ask Wang Daya where this piece of paper came from, but then he understood each other. Except for her godmother, she could not get this thing. That is to say, ten years ago, my godmother knew about her dirty thoughts. As soon as he thought of this, he wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.

Wang Daya felt a little embarrassed and heartbroken when she saw Sun Tao's embarrassment. She was really shocked when she took the paper from Chen Baixue's hand. There were not many words on it, and the whole article was full of things like I love you Chen Baixue, I love your godmother, etc. There was no doubt that this was written by Sun Tao. Wang Daya was blushing at the time, and Chen Baixue was not much better than her. The diary she accidentally flipped through at that time was full of these things, and many of them were straightforward and obscene, such as touching her breasts, snatching her vagina, etc., which was simply a lewd ability to fantasize her, making Chen Baixue both angry and sad. If it weren't for thinking about him saving the lives of her mother and daughter, she would almost have no choice but to completely cut off contact with Sun Tao.

Although Chen Baixue became more cautious and guarded against Sun Tao in the future, after secretly observing, she slowly found that although the child looked at something strange, his words and actions were very regular. Instead, she gradually developed the habit of peeping at Sun Tao's diary in the name of cleaning. Although she did this on the pretext of knowing Sun Tao's psychological dynamics, in fact, she could get strange pleasure through this kind of peeping. Because her husband was stationed in the army all year round, Chen Baixue rarely had a few times intimate with her husband a year. She was more conservative and did not like to hook up with strange men. So for a long time, her desires had accumulated and had nowhere to vent. Before she learned about Sun Tao's feelings for her, she always treated Sun Tao as a child, but after she understood, she Sun Tao, who is increasingly strong and has a manly taste, sometimes dreams at midnight. She is unable to fall asleep after waking up from the dream. Facing the quiet and terrible room, she has to force herself to fall asleep by masturbation. The masturbation objects gradually change from her husband to Sun Tao. She even began to fantasize in her mind according to the way described in Sun Tao's diary, fantasizing about how she seduces the other person step by step, let him kiss and caress his body, knead and play with her breasts, and lying shamelessly on the bed, sticking out her round and perky butt like a bitch in heat, allowing him to rape himself over and over again with his young and hot cock, and finally ejaculate the hot semen in the uterus, combining with the eggs, giving birth to a life full of sins.

Every time she masturbates after such fantasy, she always brings full satisfaction to Chen Baixue. Although she is always unavoidable in self-blame and guilt afterwards, driven by desire, she cannot quit such bad habits at all. Instead, she becomes more and more intense. When the frequency is the highest, it even reaches once a day.

The obscene fantasy brought great trouble to Chen Baixue, which made her have to have fun with Sun Tao almost every night. When she woke up the next day, not only did her breasts swollen, but her lower body was muddy. She was in a daze all day and was inactive at work. When the situation was the worst, she even wanted to take off her naked and drilled into Sun Tao's quilt, and used the big cock that she had been thinking about to stop itch. When she was alone with Sun Tao, she often fantasized about the boy opposite suddenly having a big beast, tore her clothes, and playing with her plump and bloated breasts in her palms. She ordered her to raise her buttocks shamelessly, and lay on the ground like a bitch in heat and was raped by the boy.

However, Sun Tao does not have the ability to see through people's hearts. How could he know that the godmother, who looks dignified and beautiful, has expanded to the brink of losing control, and has lost the opportunity to get it.

Reason finally pulled Chen Baixue back from the brink of depravity. In order to cut off this evil relationship, she forced her husband to demobilize and transfer as soon as possible, and on the other hand, she actively arranged for Sun Tao to join the army to break free from the whirlpool of desire. However, for some reason, she secretly hid a piece of paper torn from Sun Tao's diary. She originally planned to never show it to others for the rest of her life, but she did not expect that Sun Tao's affection for her for not changing for ten years. She was moved and could not accept it calmly. So after thinking about it for a long time, she put her goal on her newly acquired goddaughter Wang Daya. From the eyes of her experienced people, she naturally could see Wang Daya's affection for Sun Tao. Although she was in conflict and reluctant to let go, she still secretly trained her in private to polish the rustic spirit of the girl, hoping that Sun Tao could move her feelings to this young girl.

However, Wang Daya was defeated repeatedly, forcing Chen Baixue to have no choice but to face the cry of her goddaughter, she had to confess that she was Sun Tao's secret love object, and asked Wang Daya to seize the opportunity to give the paper to Sun Tao, so that he could understand that he already knew his intentions. Since he understood but did not respond, that was to refuse, and told him that he hoped that he could be with Wang Daya and not make meaningless pursuits.