Hey! Left! Left! Left!
Block one!
Aliang! Outside! It's spread~
No way~~~
With a swish, the ball I just threw from my palm broke the net again
Not bad, Jianwen! Are you practicing secretly? Junhong came over and slapped me
Ma, are you too exaggerating? He said he hasn't played for a long time and is still so accurate? A Ping of the enemy team said angrily
Yes~ I know, ah, Aping, I really can't do it anymore. You'll take my place, I'm powerless
I supported my knees with both hands, stepped back to the sidelines to rest, watching the three of them continue to fight with the next group of senior seniors on the court.
It has been a long time since I came to play with them. If I hadn't been caught by Aliang at the school gate today, I would have been at home now and would have been sitting at the desk in a daze.
Sitting on the ground for a while, and when my sore lower abdomen gradually calmed down, I walked to the vending machine in the corner of the court to invest drinks, and also bought a few cans for the three of them. It was considered as a plea for me to ignore them recently.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked back to the sidelines, I saw them lined up and sat on the ground to rest
It seems that it was quickly liquidated just now
Then the four big boys, like before, sat on the side of the court and started chatting
This is the most relaxing moment in the past, but today, I have always been afraid that they will mention that matter
But I always feel that they have made a promise. From their sitting down to now, they are not complaining about each other, saying that when I am not here, who is pulling their legs again, and they are always being shot by seniors; otherwise they are talking about the recent updates of the game, maps, and the latest team tactics. I feel like I'm going back half a year ago, before the system was implemented...that innocent time
Listening to them tugging around the world, we talked that the lights on the stadium were about to turn off, and everyone was about to leave. After Junhong and Aping left first, Aliang suddenly called me from behind: Hey, don’t you have to talk about it?
What to say... what to say?
What's your business
us?
Are you with your Yanxuan? Or are you a companion, Wu Weirong?
I...we...is not doing anything
Damn, pretend for me. I'll see if you're like this, you're probably dumped, right?
…Um
She said, why did you break up with you?
No... Actually, I mentioned it
Damn, why are you breaking up with someone?
Alas, you don't understand
Under Aliang's inquiry, I told him that I had started dating Yanxuan at the end of the last semester. By this semester, because of the new regulations, I sat with Weirong and developed feelings that I shouldn't have, which caused a series of subsequent mistakes, and then developed into such a result. I told him all
Of course, I avoided the uninspected content
Since you like her so much and break up with Yanxuan, why not chase her back?
I..., she is already with others, I don't want to be the third party, I didn't tell the truth, it was because I didn't have confidence, because I didn't want to save it before, but I was rejected, and she didn't even want to listen.
In addition, I did so many things that hurt her that time, so I didn’t have that face, so I went to chase her again
Damn, you idiot! After hearing this, he couldn't help but curse first
Forget it, I think this is your retribution, it’s amazing and thick? Eat two at a time and you’re choking?
Alas... I didn't respond to him
OK, it doesn't matter. Anyway, there will be a new chair companion next semester. You are so powerful, so I'll just change it when the time comes! Aliang may be afraid that it will really stimulate me. After adding another sentence, he patted my shoulder hard. The force was so big that it really hurts.
As a result, we sat and chatted for a while until there was no one on the court.
After saying goodbye to him, I stood alone in front of the bus stop sign waiting for the bus
I don't know why, but I think the air today is so light. Maybe I played a few games with them so that my depression was discharged with sweat. Or maybe I finally told Aliang that I had hidden in my heart for a long time, and I felt that there was another person who could help me carry it, and the weight seemed to be half lighter.
Maybe I should have confessed to him earlier or accept their concern earlier, so that I would not make the closed life in the past two weeks so painful.
To be honest, I almost forgot how I spent the past two weeks. I only remember that when I came back from that trip, I took a leave of absence on the first day of class because I really don’t know how to face the life of school again and how to face her.
I don't remember how I went to school the next day. It was probably just like the one I just started school. She and I didn't say a word, really, didn't say a word
Today is an important day, if I remember correctly
When I entered the classroom from the back door and walked to our seats, as usual, I deliberately stomped my steps hard to let her know that I was coming. She also stood up with her back to me, and after I sat down, she slowly sat on my legs
We are used to this mechanical reaction
What's different today is that I need to confirm something
Because winter has changed, girls have already changed into trousers. This is also good, which makes the embarrassing contact less, but it has increased the difficulty for what I want to confirm today.
After Rongrong sat back on my lap today, I didn't feel any difference from usual. Maybe it was because of the two of them. And because it was cold and our relationship was even colder, the one underneath was no longer as it used to be, and it was always like it did.
There is no way, so I have to take a look later
In the morning, I kept observing her secretly. Actually, I didn’t really want to do this, because over the past few weeks, I have tried to ignore her existence and treated her as an ordinary classmate, an ordinary classmate who must sit together all the time, so I can slowly get through it.
So now in class, I force myself to listen carefully to what the teacher is saying, because as long as I don’t pay attention to her and feel the familiar body temperature and familiar smell of hair, I will fall into the circle of memories I recalled before, and I will feel sad again. As long as I enter that state, the class will be very difficult to endure
After all, two people sat together at zero distance, but their hearts were completely invisible. That feeling was really painful.
But today is different, I must confirm whether she has...
Well... While I was still thinking, Rong let out a wail gently. Although she was very quiet, I heard it.
After that, I saw her slowly leaning forward to the table. Her left hand, which was originally placed on the table, is now reaching under the table, probably pressing her belly.
Fortunately, here
From her current reaction, I'm very sure, Feng she... that's here
At least she didn't accidentally have it when that guy was...
I let out a big sigh, but while reassuring her, I also began to feel reluctant for her, because this time it looked very painful again, and she was already lying on the table now
I looked at Teacher Xu, who was still reading the text on the podium, and then looked back to the right. The guy Atang was lying on the back of his chair companion and was dozing off.
I slowly sat up, took off my coat, and quietly walked it around the front, wrapping Rongrong's little hands and belly with the warm side of the lining
Fortunately, she just shrank and had no other reaction. Maybe she was in pain and couldn't care what I was going to do to her.
Actually, I really want to hug her with warm hands like before, but now I can't do that anymore
Looking at her body trembling slightly in pain, it really makes people feel so distressed
Rong, is he better to you now?
Hey! Jianwen, here! Aliang and the others waved to me in a corner of the restaurant
Carrying the meal I just picked up, I walked over the crowd toward their table
If Aliang hadn't been forced to come again, I would have been lying on the table and staring blankly now
Actually, I can't eat it at all, because next week it will be the final exam, and today is the last day of class this semester
Damn, are you wandering again? You haven't sat there yet, I've been taking it for you for a long time. Aping said
Oh, I'm sorry
Hey, Jianwen, how about it? Junhong suddenly asked, which made me nervous
What...what?
Final exam? Everyone has finished talking just now. How are you preparing for?
Oh, what do you ask him? Isn't it just math ok, everyone else is waiting for the 'stop race'? Aping interrupted
Damn, at least I am better than you, at least I still have one subject of mathematics to read!
Hehe, do you want to make a gambling again? This time I have our Qiaoxin help me...
Hello! I saw Junhong secretly pushing Aping
Oh, Aping suddenly stopped talking
Aliang saw that he suddenly killed the scene, so he quickly continued to speak: OK OK OK, otherwise let's talk about where to go after the exam? Damn it all talks about the exam, it's already boring enough, and he keeps talking about Junhong, have you come up with an idea, where to go after the exam? Only the four of us
Puff, there are only four of us? Where else can we go? Of course, it’s an Internet cafe. Junhong said
Damn it, even Junhong said he wanted to fight, Jianwen, don’t hide again this time! Aping said
Yes, you don’t know if you are missing, it’s hard to play with those who are randomly gathered together. Aliang continued
Facing their "good intentions", I could only smile and nod. A group of people were eating and chatting at the dining table in a noisy way.
Suddenly, it's really good to have this group of friends. Although they're a bit fake, the intention is really, really. I'm really excited. Maybe I'm more emotional recently, I actually feel like I want to cry. Of course, if I really shed tears in front of these fox and dog parties, I'll be laughed for the rest of my life.
Thinking about this, I am fine, what about banyan?
She also has many good sisters, are their relationship still the same as before?
Will you be alienated from that person because of their relationship?
Where is Xuan?
Actually, what I'm more worried about is her
Can she and her only good sister face each other like before after that?
And Meng Zhen is really a very dangerous girl. I really don't want Yanxuan to be so close to her again
But if she doesn't even have this only friend, who else can she go to?
Thinking of this, the feeling of self-blame surged into my heart again. Shouldn’t I be so cruel?
Hey, have you seen this? Aping suddenly said as he looked at his phone screen
What? Aliang asked
Good thing to refresh yourself, this is super powerful! A Ping said
Wow, is it too exaggerated? It's true? Junhong, who was standing beside him, made his chin fall off.
No, is this from our class? Even Aliang, who came over to see, said in surprise
Yes, you didn't listen? There is a record here, whose voice is from our class?
Damn, there are people around you, would they be too brave? Junhong said that when he heard their exaggerated reactions and content, could it be that someone in the classroom was secretly doing something... being recorded?
Jianwen, don’t you look at it? Aliang suddenly called me, which made me scared
Yes, Jianwen, I see that this position is sitting in the back, right? It’s not you, hehe... A Pingjian said with a smile
I tried my best to restrain my shaking hands, took his phone and saw that it was not us
In that obscene picture, I could recognize who it was at a glance
Damn, this little cock is black and short, it’s not me, I think it’s you!
Damn, Lin Cup is not that small, okay? Do you want everyone to "spoken" now and see! Aping said
Well, OK, to be honest, where did your video come from? Junhong asked
That private club
Private club? I asked curiously
Just say, who told you to be autistic? It's out of touch with society. Do you think our class has only one community website? During this semester, I don't know who started a private community, which specializes in discussing the big and small things between men and women's chairs and companions. Aping said
Then, do you know who posted this article?
How could I know? Everyone came in with a clone in this version. It’s so big. Who dares to post it with their own account?
Looking at that picture, the poster's head was black, and his name was "Shi Yanren".
The image below seemed to be taken in the audio-visual classroom. Although it was very dark, from the flashing light, I could see that it should be the scene where the pervert and Meng Zhen and others had sex in the classroom.
The picture seems to be taken from under the chairs in the front row. At such a close distance, it is hard to say that it was taken by others or selfies. After all, after those few times, I understand that they can do all kinds of bold things.
Look, it's so exciting that I want to sit in the back, I really envy you. If I were tall enough, I could just sit in the back rows in class so that I could be with my chair companion…
Hey, that's enough. Aping just told you that they were all already... Aliang said
OK OK OK OK I won't irritate you. Aping also patted my shoulder hard, gave him a blank look, and was about to call him back when the bell rang
Damn! It's a lunch break, why is it so fast!
Flash!!
Everyone shouted in unison, took the plate to the recycling bin and ran back to the classroom immediately
As soon as I returned to the classroom and walked into the front door and looked at the seat, I accidentally looked at her.
Wei Rong sat on the chair, her eyes were dull. Seeing that I was back, she silently lowered her head.
Sorry, I was in the restaurant just now and didn't notice the time. She didn't say anything, but just stood up and gave way. After I took my seat, I sat back on my lap. I lay forward and started to rest on my own.
This scene immediately reminded me of the beginning of school, our first lunch break was exactly the same
Unexpectedly, I was late for the last lunch break this semester
I still remember her expression at that time, and she didn't say a word, but just stared at me fiercely, as if she was about to eat someone
Thinking of her cute look at her angry look, I couldn't help but want to laugh, but in an instant, a burst of soreness appeared on her nose.
Looking at her back, I endured the sadness and quickly leaned my head back, closed my eyes, and tried not to think about it.
But how is that possible?
Close your eyes, you can clearly feel the familiar weight, her warm body temperature, and the rising and falling of your body as you breathe
Since then, the most difficult thing to endure every day is this moment
Today is finally the last time. I feel like I am about to be liberated, but in my heart, I am so hoping that it will not end, and I hope that the end of get out of class will never ring again
I couldn't help but fall into the vortex of those memories again...
In math class, she pouted and angry as I laughed at her behind;
In the health care room, I heard that I was going to stay with her, and that smile that I accidentally showed;
The bus passed by the river where the sunset shone, and her face shining with golden light;
In KTV, when she danced and jumped up and down, her short hair that seemed to be slow and flowing down was like slow motion;
After the evening self-study, I was chasing and fighting with her on the dark campus
Every bit of her relationship with her is constantly showing my eyes
For me, these are precious memories, what about her?
Whether this doesn't matter if you're with him?
Is this semester over and a new chair companion changed? These are just short-term past?
When~Dang~Dang~Dang~Dang~Dang~
Ah! I was frightened by the sudden bell, and I woke up with a trembling sound
Strangely, the whole classroom was still quiet, and the male classmate at the table behind was still dozing off. He was still having lunch break, so he hadn't ringed the bell yet?
Very... so warm and fragrant
When I came to my senses, I realized why I fell asleep on her back?
I wanted to get up quickly, but I was afraid that I would disturb her, so my body was stiff and I didn't dare to move for a while.
At this time, my hands were still gently placed on her waist and my whole body was lying on her soft body. How long has it been since I hugged her and took a nap like now?
‘I don’t want to get up’
This is the only thought that emerged from my mind. I raised my head slightly and looked back to the right. That guy Atang was not in the position.
Because I was still a little worried, I turned my head to the other side and looked out the window
That guy probably won't come back suddenly, right?
I didn't care, and I made up my mind. I gently leaned my head back on her back, stared at the window and the back door for a while before I slowly closed my eyes.
This was the last time. I carefully stretched my hands on her waist and quietly stretched forward, and walked around her belly and hugged her gently.
Since the start of school, Banyan's hair seems to have grown a lot. It was not the length of its shoulders, but now it has grown to fit on its shoulders.
The familiar jasmine hair fragrance kept coming, and the body temperature that was still coming from the tight body despite being separated from the winter coat
I gently leaned my cheek against her back and rubbed it
Thump... Uncontrollable, my heartbeat is getting faster and faster
I stopped moving and wanted to calm down, but at this moment I seemed to hear another similar voice
I leaned my ear gently on her back...
Thump... It's Feng's heartbeat!
After she was still, she felt the ups and downs of her stomach breathing, the frequency was getting faster and faster, and the clear heartbeat was also
Banyan, are you... awake too?
Do you feel a little reluctant to let it go?
I hugged her tighter with my hands wrapped around her belly. She didn't break me away, nor said anything, and I didn't dare to speak, because I was afraid, maybe in one sentence, this last tenderness would end here.
Just like that, for the last lunch break, listening to each other's heartbeat, I endured the fluctuations of my emotions and hugged her until the bell rang
Before the classmates around me got up, I quickly let go of my hands. As before, after a while, she got up from the table, and walked out of the classroom without looking back.
~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou
OK, all the students, come on next week! Teacher Chen said on stage
Thank you teacher ~ goodbye teacher!
goodbye
The last class of this semester is over
Before I knew it, Wei Rong, who was sitting beside me, had already gotten up and was about to walk out of the front door of the classroom.
Looking at her about to leave, I suddenly felt very entangled in my heart. From the beginning of the semester, I didn't say a word at that time, but now the semester is about to end, it's the same ending.
To be honest, I feel so sad, but what can I do?
Call her?
Even if she turns around, what can she say?
Say one last goodbye?
Listening to the classmates in the classroom saying goodbye to each other or making an appointment to go to the library on weekends, there were still some laughter. I sat alone on our desks and chairs in a daze
Until my classmates around me gradually left, I touched the table with both hands, but I still didn't want to get up
I felt like I was hollowed out, and my nose felt sore again, so I wanted to lower my head to hide it. Suddenly I found that in the drawer, on the right side, there were many more books in my book.
I reached out and took out all the thick books, and found that in addition to my original textbook, there were also several notes and textbooks in it.
This is...the banyan left it to me
Why, in the end...
I rushed all the books into my schoolbag, and I chased out the door and ran down the corridor
She ran to the school gate, but she was not seen.
Looking at her bus stop sign across the road, I didn't see her
Picking up my phone, I made my last attempt, and after dialing out the phone, it was still the familiar voice: the phone you dialed did not respond and would be transferred to the voice mail...
As a result, the notes she left for me not only did not help me, but also disrupted my original K-book plan.
In fact, after that, in order to distract myself, I forced myself to listen to the teacher's lectures carefully during class; and after I got home, I even sorted out the content I wrote down in my mind into my textbooks and notes.
And the purpose of working hard like this is actually another, that is, I want to keep... her other wish
I still remember that the first one of her birthday wishes was impossible to realize, but the second one, I seemed to be able to do something else. She said at the time that I hope that our group of chair companions can improve a lot of results.
Later I kept remembering her expectations and those thoughts in my heart, even though I knew that even if I really worked hard and my grades improved, she would not change her mind because of this.
But I just want to do it. Anyway, in my current life, there is no other goal to hope for.
But now, I can't read any books with the notes she left for me with my arms
I flipped from the beginning page by page, looking at the handwriting we were fighting in the blank space during class, and couldn't help but turn red again
Sorry! I'll really start to take it seriously! I'll be better than you next time
What you said, what you didn’t do was the big pig!
OK, then I can forgive me, right?
no
Why?
Unless you promised me that I would stay in school for two days every week.
It takes so long to think about it!
What are you willing to do? You have to sign here, and Xu Jianwen is willing to study with Wu Weirong late.
Finally, after reading the English textbook in my hand, I couldn't help but stop, and only then did I recall the scene at that time, tears fell down accidentally
I quickly wiped off the teardrops on the book with my hands, but the water seeped down had already confused the handwriting.
Close her notes, I changed into my own textbook and forced myself to return to my previous book plan, but looking at the books on the table, I couldn't get into that content.
Chirping... The birds cry outside the window in the early morning woke me up from my desk
Why did you fall asleep?
I originally wanted to recite the most inconsistency in English words, but I didn't expect that I fell asleep while lying on the table and thinking about it.
Look at the time, it seems that you can brush your teeth and wash your face and prepare to go out
This is the most serious preparation for the exam in my history. I have never thought about it. It turns out that it is not difficult to prepare seriously and read these blunt things.
Just when I was confident that I had to pack my schoolbag to face this final exam that I had really prepared seriously for the first time, I opened my schoolbag and saw her book and thought that there were only two days left. After that, our relationship with our chair partner will end here.
Taking a deep breath, I put on my schoolbag and stepped out of the room to meet the challenge of the first day of the final exam
~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou
Yes~~~ I finally finished the exam, I’m on vacation!!
Although the papers have not been handed in the classroom and there are not many students who have finished the last chapter, when I heard the last bell of the semester, cheers still rang in the classroom.
After I handed the test papers on my hand back to the podium, I sat back in our seats again
Rong handed over the papers very early and left, but I didn't talk to her today.
Unexpectedly, in the end, we didn't even say a word of goodbye. With that regret, I sat in the chair in a daze
Chen Junwei! Where are you going when you collect so quickly?
Isn’t it six o’clock to sing later? What should I do if I don’t leave?
Take one first, the last time this semester
Yes, Xiaoyu, do we want to take a photo, maybe we will separate next semester
Clams~I don't want them~~
After the two pairs in the front row started doing this, several groups of students in the classroom who had not left, also pulled their chair companions and sat back on the chairs, taking selfies in different positions. Some boys hugged each other directly from behind, while others leaned their chins on each other's shoulders; the female students sitting on their legs held their cell phones, leaned their necks on each other's heads, and clicked, leaving a souvenir for each other who had been with them for the whole semester.
I lowered my head and looked at our drawer
I didn't even have a photo of her. The only one I took on the bus was accidentally deleted.
Why did I not seize the opportunity later and ask her to take a photo?
My hands subconsciously flipped through our drawer, but most of the banyan things were not taken away, including her baby's comb, which was still neatly placed.
I was about to open my schoolbag and put the notes and textbooks I hadn't had the chance to return to her today and I regretted it just now.
Take it back?
Next semester, will you give her back to her face?
Maybe I can say a few words to her and ask her about this winter vacation...
Xu Jianwen! Suddenly a familiar female call me
Looking up, it was Tingyu and Weirong's good friend
Haven't they gone out together later?
What's wrong?
Are you free now? Come with me.
Without waiting for me to agree, this "little fish" walked out to the back door of the classroom. I quickly got up and followed her, walked all the way to the stairwell to the top floor before stopping.
We stood on the stairs where there was no one around. She seemed to want to say something, but she was hesitating whether to say it or not.
What are you going to do?
I'll ask you, did you break up with that Lu Yanxuan?
She and I... Yes, we have not been together for a long time
Then, let me ask you, have you ever liked Weirong?
Ah? Me?
To be honest!
I...I haven't, I haven't liked her, but later, I have always liked her...
You... Then I ask you, why did you lie to her? You lied to her and said you had nothing to do with Yanxuan? Do you know how sad she was after hearing that you had been together for a long time?
I...I want to explain to her too, actually I...
Do you know that she hates mistresses the most, let alone being someone else’s mistress for no reason!
When she was in junior high school, she finally had sex with a senior who had been in love for a long time. Unexpectedly, the man who looked very gentle later cheated on him and the bitch who had secretly dated him was one of our good friends. Why do people hurt each other like this? Why do they still have to date him even though they knew that the other party already had a partner? I still remember how sad she cried when she said this to me.
This semester, when she drew you, we were all happy for her because she actually liked you since the first year of high school. She said that you are very similar to that person. I was worried about her, but after she said that after getting along with you, she felt different. She said, the feeling of being with you is very real
I also…
Do you know how much she has paid for you? We are all surprised. Why did she suddenly become so hard this semester? I just asked her that because her chair companion doesn't like to study, she had to cheer more and say that she hopes to become better with you.
But unexpectedly, all the happiness she was looking forward to was still the same, and they were all fake! Do you know what stupid things she did because of you? She got closer and closer to Chen Guitang. Everyone in the class said that they were together, and even the other two of us were very angry at her later. Why didn’t you listen to advice? Why didn’t you stay away from him? Do you know that I forced her to ask her later, what did she say to me?
Banyan...
She said! She didn't want to be with that Chen Guitang at all! She just wanted to not destroy you and Yanxuan, so she didn't deny those strange rumors. She wanted Yanxuan not to be hurt like her because of her! I hope you don't become a bastard like that man!
‘This idiot… why do you want…’ The more you hear, the more excited I became. My fist was shaking unconsciously
Where is Rongrong! What about her? Why didn’t she be with you?
I don't know where they are going to wait. I didn't want to tell you, but I really don't know what to do, so I came to you and I persuade her not to listen. She said that after the exam today, she would go to explain it to that guy clearly. I am really worried about her...
Why didn't you say it earlier!!!
Oh! What are you doing! Be careful!
Sorry! I apologized quickly to the senior who bumped into me, and I continued to run down the stairwell
Looking back on these days, she has always been alone, silently enduring the uninquiry of what Atang did to her and the torment in her heart, my vision became more and more blurred.
While running, I wiped the water beads from the corners of my eyes with the back of my hands
Banyan! Where are you? Where are you!!
She ran down the building in the classroom, but she didn't see her.
I have just visited the audio-visual classroom, and there are other remote places. I have seen them all, but I have not found them.
Where did he take her?
I was anxious and could hardly think
Could it be that they are not in school at all?
Where will it go? Is it still time to chase it out now?
Should I go to the station to see it? Or...
Forced myself to calm down, but I realized that instead of looking for Weirong, I might as well go to that guy
After making up my mind, I ran wildly towards the side door. I remember hearing from someone that Atang parked his motorcycle in the alley outside the side door.
I have a premonition that if I can't stop them this time, it will be too late!
He rushed to the side door desperately and looked at the school gate where people were coming and going, and there was no way to find their shadows in the crowd.
I was anxious, but suddenly, I saw a white motorcycle rushing out of the alley. A male classmate carrying a girl with short hair was Wei Rong!
Wei Rong~~Wu Wei Rong~~!! I ran and shouted, but the distance was too far, and the noisy voices at the door, she had no response to my shouting at all
Seeing that her back was getting farther and farther away from me, she was about to disappear into the car array ahead. She was about to continue running and chase after me when she suddenly heard someone calling me: Jianwen! What are you doing here? Didn’t you say you want to go home? Why don’t you go with us if you don’t go home?
Aliang! Lend me a bicycle! I said to him who had just ridden out of the carport
what?
Hurry up!!
oh
Riding on Aliang's bicycle, before the green light was on, I got through the formation and rode desperately in the direction they had just disappeared.
Be careful~ Do you want me to call them... Aliang's voice gradually became unable to hear, and I didn't have time to explain it to him, because I knew that I might never catch up with them in the blink of an eye
Along the way, I turned the speed to the heaviest and stepped on it with all my strength, but Atang's motorcycle was faster, and he was riding the bike, hiking around in the array, completely ignoring the back of her, who didn't even wear a safety helmet.
Just after a red light, I finally got closer, but the green light just turned on, and when the accelerator urged us, the distance between us became further and further
In this way, I was chasing behind, but the taillights of the white motorcycle were getting farther and farther away from me. After turning at the intersection several times, I almost couldn't find them.
I rode like this for more than ten minutes. Although my legs were paralyzed, I still had to support myself with my willpower and use my last squeeze to step on the pedal with all my strength.
Remember they turned right at the intersection in front just now?
Finally rode to the intersection where they had just disappeared, but after coming over this time, I couldn't see the white motorcycle
What to do! Where have they been?
Have you reached the end of your sight ahead?
Impossible! They must have made a turn!
Is it the road ahead? Turn left or right?
On the right, I am quite familiar with it. It is a busy area with some cram schools; and to the left, I really don’t know what is there?
what to do?
God!
Please, I have no chance of looking back anymore, let me make the right decision!
After making up my mind, I flashed from behind, kept honking the horn, turned left and continued to ride forward desperately, but the more I rode, the more I became more and more lonely, because in this direction, there was not much traffic on the spacious road, but at first glance, I didn't see the white double-load motorcycle
After crossing several intersections in a row, I looked around but didn't see them
I could only continue to grit my teeth and ride forward, hoping to see her in a corner
But I don't know if it's going uphill or what, gradually, I felt my legs begin to lose control, and the pedals are getting heavier and heavier.
Where is this?
Looking around, there are rows of old buildings, some of which are Tuotian houses, and some are old buildings with only six or seven stories high.
And looking at the shops here, it seems that they are all places that students shouldn't go.
This is a weathered area, are they really going here?
Did I bet wrong again?
I stepped on the pedal's legs weakly, and finally landed on the ground
Take out your phone, and finally try it
As soon as I pressed it, I immediately heard the disappointing voice and entered the voice mailbox again
Banyan...where are you? Where are you...where are you?
I can't imagine what would happen to Atang, who once treated her rudely, would do to her if he heard that Rong was about to leave him.
My trembling hands could no longer hold the handle of the faucet. With a click, Aliang's bicycle fell on the side of the road
I was panting violently with my hands on my knees, my heart was still pounding wildly
Suddenly, I heard someone quarrel under the arcade in the old building next to me
I don't want it! Let me go!
Damn, do you want me to do it again, right?
I don't want to go! Let me go quickly!
Don't go with me? Are you not afraid that I will put this on? Well? Look, who is this?
If you want to post it, go and post it! I don’t care anymore! Let me go!
Mama, you woman...
It's them!!
The guy stood at the stairs, holding Weirong's wrist tightly, as if he was going to pull her to the second floor. I saw the sign on the arcade. It was a small hotel that was not as good as the price.
Slipping off my schoolbag, I ran over the roadside
Stepping into the arcade, I rushed forward with a quick step, grabbed his collar and shouted: Chen Guitang!! What are you doing! Let her go! Let her go!!!
Frightened by my sudden interference, Atang let go of her for the sake of counter-attack
After a while of pulling, the phone in his hand also fell to the ground
His horse! Xu Jianwen, are you looking for death? Atang grabbed my wrist with one hand and pinched my neck with the other.
Death? I'm just one life! If you want to change it, come! Come!!!!!! He grabbed his collar with both hands and stared at his evil face, and couldn't help but remember what he did to her in the bathroom
The trembling right hand clenched into a fist, and just pulled it back, suddenly, he let go and took a step back
Damn, you... remember it for me! He pointed at me and looked at my feet, hesitated for a moment, and turned around and ran away
He lowered his head and saw that his cell phone was still lying there, and the screen was still flashing, and the video was being played.
That scene seems to be a classroom?
I picked up the phone and looked carefully. This is...Rong and me!?
It was that cloudy day when it rained. During lunch break, we were hiding under our coats and being photographed at that time?
And looking at this angle, it is a corridor, which was taken secretly from outside the window.
Banyan! Why... I just turned around, no one was seen in the empty arcade
Seeing that she was about to reach the intersection of the road ahead from afar, I quickly ran away
Running to the intersection, I saw her waving to the side of the road
Banyan! Banyan, wait a moment! I rushed over and said, holding her wrist
Don't pull me, let me go! From the side, her eyes were red and she was shining with tears.
Why don't you tell me so much?
Let me go!
That guy, did he use this to threaten you? Why don’t you tell me about such a serious matter?
I took Atang's cell phone out of my pocket
I'm not doing anything, don't worry about me! Let go! She struggled with her little hand and pulled it away from me
Rongrong, are you? Because Yanxuan and I deliberately pretend to be with him?
I didn't! She hid from me sideways, not wanting me to see her face
I heard Tingyu say it! Why are you still so arrogant?
I didn't, I didn't... Suddenly, I saw her back rushing and undulating, covering her face with both hands, sobbing and crying
Never thought that she, who has always been strong, would cry like a little girl
I walked up to me, held her shoulders tightly, lowered my head and said softly: Rong, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Why did you have to face him alone? Why didn’t I allow me to protect you?
I have no idea…
Banyan…
I...If I told you...If she... saw that picture...you...you're not going to be together... She sobbed and said intermittently
What about you? Why haven’t you ever thought about yourself? What should you do by yourself? Rongrong! Do you know? Actually, I... I care more about you!
Don't... don't say it again...
Banyan, listen to me, actually, what I like is...
Don't say it! It's too late! It's too late! It's no longer worth it...
Before she finished speaking, she twisted her body, broke away from my hand, turned around and walked to the taxi parked behind her, opened the car door and got in, and closed the door, and the car drove like this
Slapping the car window, I chased after the car, and could only keep shouting
Parking~Stop!!Bong~ Don’t leave~ Listen to me~
I like you~ I have always loved you~~ I like you~~
Give me another chance~ No matter what happens~ Let me protect you~
Because I like you~~
Wu Weirong~~~!! I like you~~~~~~!!
With the last shout, he disappeared into the noisy car array...
All that is left is me alone and I can't stop breathing
I regret it very much, why didn’t I hold her tightly at that time, and why did I let go of her hand again? Even if it hurts her, I should hold it tightly?
Since that day, I can't find her again
No matter how I dial the phone, I always go into the voice mailbox. I don’t know where to start, but she had already blocked my number; she tried to dial with other phones, and even if it rang, no one would answer.
Since we broke up, hundreds of messages I have sent have been showing that I have not read. I tried to ask her about the contact information of several friends from my classmates. They seemed to have agreed, but everyone said they couldn't find her.
From that day on, Wei Rong and her seemed to have disappeared from this world
It's almost two weeks after the winter vacation, and today it's already the fourth day of the New Year
Rong, how are you doing today?
I closed the door, hid in the room, staring at my phone blankly, thinking about what message I would send to her today
Suddenly, I heard someone shouting downstairs
Xu Jianwen, I can't come down yet! We're leaving now, my sister shouted downstairs
I threw my phone away and walked downstairs with weak steps
Awen, I really won’t go with us?
No, I want to stay at home...
Mom, don’t listen to him being there. I’ll look at him. By then, you’ll be playing electric or playing computers all day, or you’ll just sleep!
OK, don't go, forget it, I put some money on the dining table. There is something to eat in the refrigerator. Remember to eat every meal, if...
OK! Mom, I understand! I am not a child, please go out quickly. Dad has been waiting outside for a long time, right?
OK, be careful. Remember to close the windows and lock the door when you go out...
I know, I know~
After seeing off the nagging family, I suddenly felt that the house had become so quiet. I sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and turned on the station aimlessly. I wanted to deliberately let myself enjoy this feeling of loneliness of being alone for a moment, but I didn't expect that I had regretted it just now.
If I had known this, I would have followed them to find relatives in the south, go and play together for a few days before coming back
Now, there is really only one left in the huge family. I suddenly realized how lonely Yanxuan felt when she was alone for a long time.
I couldn't stand it, so I finally went upstairs, hid back to my small room, turned on the computer and logged into the game, but no one was online
So I wandered around the web page aimlessly and spent the entire so-called afternoon
After eating in the evening, I immediately hid back to my room and wanted to turn on the computer again, but hesitated for a while and gave up.
Since you miss her, then think about it?
It doesn't matter. So I took out the notes I carefully collected from the drawer, opened them, and read the various key points she drew for me, while watching the words we were quarreling in the blank space, and recalling the scene in the classroom at that time, my mouth couldn't help but smile.
Like a fool, I just watched and laughed until late at night
After closing the book, I felt an empty feeling coming in an instant. There was only one person at home in the quiet house.
I hid in the quilt, opened the communication software, and did a routine check before bedtime. The message I sent to her also showed: 'Unread'
Despite this, I still said good night
After turning off the light, I put on my headphones and repeatedly dialed the half song I secretly recorded in KTV that day, so that her song would accompany me to sleep
It seems that my sister said it was a hit. I either sleep or play with computers. However, I still read last night. While eating brunch, I was thinking about which notes or textbook to read her tonight.
After dinner, because the cold waves are showing today, I hid in the quilt as soon as I got back to the room and just continued to take a nap
Actually, I didn't sleep well last night because I listened to her voice and naturally entered the circle of memories.
Actually, this is what I want. I think, if I miss someone, I may have been forcing myself to think about her and the whole story you have experienced together. One day, when you forget to do this, you will not think of her again, right?
After lying for a long time, my consciousness gradually became blurred, and my body shook unconsciously
After that, I finally fell asleep
The eyes flashed faintly
Hiding your shyness deepens my longing
You will definitely see the junction of two hearts
As long as you are willing to move forward~
Miss you every day~ Ask yourself every day~
When will I tell you...
Miss you every day~ Keep a heart every day~
Leave my best love to you~
In the dream, Wei Rong's clear and pure voice accompanied me again
I couldn't help but recall her sincere appearance when she was holding the microphone, as if she was telling me...
No, I didn’t wear headphones when I was lying down to take a nap just now, right?
Suddenly I woke up from the bed and it was the ringtone of my cell phone!?
I picked up the phone at the head of the bed and there was a missed call, it was Rong!
It was made by Rongrong!!
I couldn't control my trembling hands. I slid several times and finally unlocked the screen. I dialed out the phone and took it to my ears. I finally heard the sound of Lingling from the other end of the phone. I dialed, dialed!!
After a few rings, the phone was connected
Hello, banyan…
The call you dialed has not responded for the time being. After the beep, it will be transferred to the voicemail...
Block one!
Aliang! Outside! It's spread~
No way~~~
With a swish, the ball I just threw from my palm broke the net again
Not bad, Jianwen! Are you practicing secretly? Junhong came over and slapped me
Ma, are you too exaggerating? He said he hasn't played for a long time and is still so accurate? A Ping of the enemy team said angrily
Yes~ I know, ah, Aping, I really can't do it anymore. You'll take my place, I'm powerless
I supported my knees with both hands, stepped back to the sidelines to rest, watching the three of them continue to fight with the next group of senior seniors on the court.
It has been a long time since I came to play with them. If I hadn't been caught by Aliang at the school gate today, I would have been at home now and would have been sitting at the desk in a daze.
Sitting on the ground for a while, and when my sore lower abdomen gradually calmed down, I walked to the vending machine in the corner of the court to invest drinks, and also bought a few cans for the three of them. It was considered as a plea for me to ignore them recently.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked back to the sidelines, I saw them lined up and sat on the ground to rest
It seems that it was quickly liquidated just now
Then the four big boys, like before, sat on the side of the court and started chatting
This is the most relaxing moment in the past, but today, I have always been afraid that they will mention that matter
But I always feel that they have made a promise. From their sitting down to now, they are not complaining about each other, saying that when I am not here, who is pulling their legs again, and they are always being shot by seniors; otherwise they are talking about the recent updates of the game, maps, and the latest team tactics. I feel like I'm going back half a year ago, before the system was implemented...that innocent time
Listening to them tugging around the world, we talked that the lights on the stadium were about to turn off, and everyone was about to leave. After Junhong and Aping left first, Aliang suddenly called me from behind: Hey, don’t you have to talk about it?
What to say... what to say?
What's your business
us?
Are you with your Yanxuan? Or are you a companion, Wu Weirong?
I...we...is not doing anything
Damn, pretend for me. I'll see if you're like this, you're probably dumped, right?
…Um
She said, why did you break up with you?
No... Actually, I mentioned it
Damn, why are you breaking up with someone?
Alas, you don't understand
Under Aliang's inquiry, I told him that I had started dating Yanxuan at the end of the last semester. By this semester, because of the new regulations, I sat with Weirong and developed feelings that I shouldn't have, which caused a series of subsequent mistakes, and then developed into such a result. I told him all
Of course, I avoided the uninspected content
Since you like her so much and break up with Yanxuan, why not chase her back?
I..., she is already with others, I don't want to be the third party, I didn't tell the truth, it was because I didn't have confidence, because I didn't want to save it before, but I was rejected, and she didn't even want to listen.
In addition, I did so many things that hurt her that time, so I didn’t have that face, so I went to chase her again
Damn, you idiot! After hearing this, he couldn't help but curse first
Forget it, I think this is your retribution, it’s amazing and thick? Eat two at a time and you’re choking?
Alas... I didn't respond to him
OK, it doesn't matter. Anyway, there will be a new chair companion next semester. You are so powerful, so I'll just change it when the time comes! Aliang may be afraid that it will really stimulate me. After adding another sentence, he patted my shoulder hard. The force was so big that it really hurts.
As a result, we sat and chatted for a while until there was no one on the court.
After saying goodbye to him, I stood alone in front of the bus stop sign waiting for the bus
I don't know why, but I think the air today is so light. Maybe I played a few games with them so that my depression was discharged with sweat. Or maybe I finally told Aliang that I had hidden in my heart for a long time, and I felt that there was another person who could help me carry it, and the weight seemed to be half lighter.
Maybe I should have confessed to him earlier or accept their concern earlier, so that I would not make the closed life in the past two weeks so painful.
To be honest, I almost forgot how I spent the past two weeks. I only remember that when I came back from that trip, I took a leave of absence on the first day of class because I really don’t know how to face the life of school again and how to face her.
I don't remember how I went to school the next day. It was probably just like the one I just started school. She and I didn't say a word, really, didn't say a word
Today is an important day, if I remember correctly
When I entered the classroom from the back door and walked to our seats, as usual, I deliberately stomped my steps hard to let her know that I was coming. She also stood up with her back to me, and after I sat down, she slowly sat on my legs
We are used to this mechanical reaction
What's different today is that I need to confirm something
Because winter has changed, girls have already changed into trousers. This is also good, which makes the embarrassing contact less, but it has increased the difficulty for what I want to confirm today.
After Rongrong sat back on my lap today, I didn't feel any difference from usual. Maybe it was because of the two of them. And because it was cold and our relationship was even colder, the one underneath was no longer as it used to be, and it was always like it did.
There is no way, so I have to take a look later
In the morning, I kept observing her secretly. Actually, I didn’t really want to do this, because over the past few weeks, I have tried to ignore her existence and treated her as an ordinary classmate, an ordinary classmate who must sit together all the time, so I can slowly get through it.
So now in class, I force myself to listen carefully to what the teacher is saying, because as long as I don’t pay attention to her and feel the familiar body temperature and familiar smell of hair, I will fall into the circle of memories I recalled before, and I will feel sad again. As long as I enter that state, the class will be very difficult to endure
After all, two people sat together at zero distance, but their hearts were completely invisible. That feeling was really painful.
But today is different, I must confirm whether she has...
Well... While I was still thinking, Rong let out a wail gently. Although she was very quiet, I heard it.
After that, I saw her slowly leaning forward to the table. Her left hand, which was originally placed on the table, is now reaching under the table, probably pressing her belly.
Fortunately, here
From her current reaction, I'm very sure, Feng she... that's here
At least she didn't accidentally have it when that guy was...
I let out a big sigh, but while reassuring her, I also began to feel reluctant for her, because this time it looked very painful again, and she was already lying on the table now
I looked at Teacher Xu, who was still reading the text on the podium, and then looked back to the right. The guy Atang was lying on the back of his chair companion and was dozing off.
I slowly sat up, took off my coat, and quietly walked it around the front, wrapping Rongrong's little hands and belly with the warm side of the lining
Fortunately, she just shrank and had no other reaction. Maybe she was in pain and couldn't care what I was going to do to her.
Actually, I really want to hug her with warm hands like before, but now I can't do that anymore
Looking at her body trembling slightly in pain, it really makes people feel so distressed
Rong, is he better to you now?
Hey! Jianwen, here! Aliang and the others waved to me in a corner of the restaurant
Carrying the meal I just picked up, I walked over the crowd toward their table
If Aliang hadn't been forced to come again, I would have been lying on the table and staring blankly now
Actually, I can't eat it at all, because next week it will be the final exam, and today is the last day of class this semester
Damn, are you wandering again? You haven't sat there yet, I've been taking it for you for a long time. Aping said
Oh, I'm sorry
Hey, Jianwen, how about it? Junhong suddenly asked, which made me nervous
What...what?
Final exam? Everyone has finished talking just now. How are you preparing for?
Oh, what do you ask him? Isn't it just math ok, everyone else is waiting for the 'stop race'? Aping interrupted
Damn, at least I am better than you, at least I still have one subject of mathematics to read!
Hehe, do you want to make a gambling again? This time I have our Qiaoxin help me...
Hello! I saw Junhong secretly pushing Aping
Oh, Aping suddenly stopped talking
Aliang saw that he suddenly killed the scene, so he quickly continued to speak: OK OK OK, otherwise let's talk about where to go after the exam? Damn it all talks about the exam, it's already boring enough, and he keeps talking about Junhong, have you come up with an idea, where to go after the exam? Only the four of us
Puff, there are only four of us? Where else can we go? Of course, it’s an Internet cafe. Junhong said
Damn it, even Junhong said he wanted to fight, Jianwen, don’t hide again this time! Aping said
Yes, you don’t know if you are missing, it’s hard to play with those who are randomly gathered together. Aliang continued
Facing their "good intentions", I could only smile and nod. A group of people were eating and chatting at the dining table in a noisy way.
Suddenly, it's really good to have this group of friends. Although they're a bit fake, the intention is really, really. I'm really excited. Maybe I'm more emotional recently, I actually feel like I want to cry. Of course, if I really shed tears in front of these fox and dog parties, I'll be laughed for the rest of my life.
Thinking about this, I am fine, what about banyan?
She also has many good sisters, are their relationship still the same as before?
Will you be alienated from that person because of their relationship?
Where is Xuan?
Actually, what I'm more worried about is her
Can she and her only good sister face each other like before after that?
And Meng Zhen is really a very dangerous girl. I really don't want Yanxuan to be so close to her again
But if she doesn't even have this only friend, who else can she go to?
Thinking of this, the feeling of self-blame surged into my heart again. Shouldn’t I be so cruel?
Hey, have you seen this? Aping suddenly said as he looked at his phone screen
What? Aliang asked
Good thing to refresh yourself, this is super powerful! A Ping said
Wow, is it too exaggerated? It's true? Junhong, who was standing beside him, made his chin fall off.
No, is this from our class? Even Aliang, who came over to see, said in surprise
Yes, you didn't listen? There is a record here, whose voice is from our class?
Damn, there are people around you, would they be too brave? Junhong said that when he heard their exaggerated reactions and content, could it be that someone in the classroom was secretly doing something... being recorded?
Jianwen, don’t you look at it? Aliang suddenly called me, which made me scared
Yes, Jianwen, I see that this position is sitting in the back, right? It’s not you, hehe... A Pingjian said with a smile
I tried my best to restrain my shaking hands, took his phone and saw that it was not us
In that obscene picture, I could recognize who it was at a glance
Damn, this little cock is black and short, it’s not me, I think it’s you!
Damn, Lin Cup is not that small, okay? Do you want everyone to "spoken" now and see! Aping said
Well, OK, to be honest, where did your video come from? Junhong asked
That private club
Private club? I asked curiously
Just say, who told you to be autistic? It's out of touch with society. Do you think our class has only one community website? During this semester, I don't know who started a private community, which specializes in discussing the big and small things between men and women's chairs and companions. Aping said
Then, do you know who posted this article?
How could I know? Everyone came in with a clone in this version. It’s so big. Who dares to post it with their own account?
Looking at that picture, the poster's head was black, and his name was "Shi Yanren".
The image below seemed to be taken in the audio-visual classroom. Although it was very dark, from the flashing light, I could see that it should be the scene where the pervert and Meng Zhen and others had sex in the classroom.
The picture seems to be taken from under the chairs in the front row. At such a close distance, it is hard to say that it was taken by others or selfies. After all, after those few times, I understand that they can do all kinds of bold things.
Look, it's so exciting that I want to sit in the back, I really envy you. If I were tall enough, I could just sit in the back rows in class so that I could be with my chair companion…
Hey, that's enough. Aping just told you that they were all already... Aliang said
OK OK OK OK I won't irritate you. Aping also patted my shoulder hard, gave him a blank look, and was about to call him back when the bell rang
Damn! It's a lunch break, why is it so fast!
Flash!!
Everyone shouted in unison, took the plate to the recycling bin and ran back to the classroom immediately
As soon as I returned to the classroom and walked into the front door and looked at the seat, I accidentally looked at her.
Wei Rong sat on the chair, her eyes were dull. Seeing that I was back, she silently lowered her head.
Sorry, I was in the restaurant just now and didn't notice the time. She didn't say anything, but just stood up and gave way. After I took my seat, I sat back on my lap. I lay forward and started to rest on my own.
This scene immediately reminded me of the beginning of school, our first lunch break was exactly the same
Unexpectedly, I was late for the last lunch break this semester
I still remember her expression at that time, and she didn't say a word, but just stared at me fiercely, as if she was about to eat someone
Thinking of her cute look at her angry look, I couldn't help but want to laugh, but in an instant, a burst of soreness appeared on her nose.
Looking at her back, I endured the sadness and quickly leaned my head back, closed my eyes, and tried not to think about it.
But how is that possible?
Close your eyes, you can clearly feel the familiar weight, her warm body temperature, and the rising and falling of your body as you breathe
Since then, the most difficult thing to endure every day is this moment
Today is finally the last time. I feel like I am about to be liberated, but in my heart, I am so hoping that it will not end, and I hope that the end of get out of class will never ring again
I couldn't help but fall into the vortex of those memories again...
In math class, she pouted and angry as I laughed at her behind;
In the health care room, I heard that I was going to stay with her, and that smile that I accidentally showed;
The bus passed by the river where the sunset shone, and her face shining with golden light;
In KTV, when she danced and jumped up and down, her short hair that seemed to be slow and flowing down was like slow motion;
After the evening self-study, I was chasing and fighting with her on the dark campus
Every bit of her relationship with her is constantly showing my eyes
For me, these are precious memories, what about her?
Whether this doesn't matter if you're with him?
Is this semester over and a new chair companion changed? These are just short-term past?
When~Dang~Dang~Dang~Dang~Dang~
Ah! I was frightened by the sudden bell, and I woke up with a trembling sound
Strangely, the whole classroom was still quiet, and the male classmate at the table behind was still dozing off. He was still having lunch break, so he hadn't ringed the bell yet?
Very... so warm and fragrant
When I came to my senses, I realized why I fell asleep on her back?
I wanted to get up quickly, but I was afraid that I would disturb her, so my body was stiff and I didn't dare to move for a while.
At this time, my hands were still gently placed on her waist and my whole body was lying on her soft body. How long has it been since I hugged her and took a nap like now?
‘I don’t want to get up’
This is the only thought that emerged from my mind. I raised my head slightly and looked back to the right. That guy Atang was not in the position.
Because I was still a little worried, I turned my head to the other side and looked out the window
That guy probably won't come back suddenly, right?
I didn't care, and I made up my mind. I gently leaned my head back on her back, stared at the window and the back door for a while before I slowly closed my eyes.
This was the last time. I carefully stretched my hands on her waist and quietly stretched forward, and walked around her belly and hugged her gently.
Since the start of school, Banyan's hair seems to have grown a lot. It was not the length of its shoulders, but now it has grown to fit on its shoulders.
The familiar jasmine hair fragrance kept coming, and the body temperature that was still coming from the tight body despite being separated from the winter coat
I gently leaned my cheek against her back and rubbed it
Thump... Uncontrollable, my heartbeat is getting faster and faster
I stopped moving and wanted to calm down, but at this moment I seemed to hear another similar voice
I leaned my ear gently on her back...
Thump... It's Feng's heartbeat!
After she was still, she felt the ups and downs of her stomach breathing, the frequency was getting faster and faster, and the clear heartbeat was also
Banyan, are you... awake too?
Do you feel a little reluctant to let it go?
I hugged her tighter with my hands wrapped around her belly. She didn't break me away, nor said anything, and I didn't dare to speak, because I was afraid, maybe in one sentence, this last tenderness would end here.
Just like that, for the last lunch break, listening to each other's heartbeat, I endured the fluctuations of my emotions and hugged her until the bell rang
Before the classmates around me got up, I quickly let go of my hands. As before, after a while, she got up from the table, and walked out of the classroom without looking back.
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OK, all the students, come on next week! Teacher Chen said on stage
Thank you teacher ~ goodbye teacher!
goodbye
The last class of this semester is over
Before I knew it, Wei Rong, who was sitting beside me, had already gotten up and was about to walk out of the front door of the classroom.
Looking at her about to leave, I suddenly felt very entangled in my heart. From the beginning of the semester, I didn't say a word at that time, but now the semester is about to end, it's the same ending.
To be honest, I feel so sad, but what can I do?
Call her?
Even if she turns around, what can she say?
Say one last goodbye?
Listening to the classmates in the classroom saying goodbye to each other or making an appointment to go to the library on weekends, there were still some laughter. I sat alone on our desks and chairs in a daze
Until my classmates around me gradually left, I touched the table with both hands, but I still didn't want to get up
I felt like I was hollowed out, and my nose felt sore again, so I wanted to lower my head to hide it. Suddenly I found that in the drawer, on the right side, there were many more books in my book.
I reached out and took out all the thick books, and found that in addition to my original textbook, there were also several notes and textbooks in it.
This is...the banyan left it to me
Why, in the end...
I rushed all the books into my schoolbag, and I chased out the door and ran down the corridor
She ran to the school gate, but she was not seen.
Looking at her bus stop sign across the road, I didn't see her
Picking up my phone, I made my last attempt, and after dialing out the phone, it was still the familiar voice: the phone you dialed did not respond and would be transferred to the voice mail...
As a result, the notes she left for me not only did not help me, but also disrupted my original K-book plan.
In fact, after that, in order to distract myself, I forced myself to listen to the teacher's lectures carefully during class; and after I got home, I even sorted out the content I wrote down in my mind into my textbooks and notes.
And the purpose of working hard like this is actually another, that is, I want to keep... her other wish
I still remember that the first one of her birthday wishes was impossible to realize, but the second one, I seemed to be able to do something else. She said at the time that I hope that our group of chair companions can improve a lot of results.
Later I kept remembering her expectations and those thoughts in my heart, even though I knew that even if I really worked hard and my grades improved, she would not change her mind because of this.
But I just want to do it. Anyway, in my current life, there is no other goal to hope for.
But now, I can't read any books with the notes she left for me with my arms
I flipped from the beginning page by page, looking at the handwriting we were fighting in the blank space during class, and couldn't help but turn red again
Sorry! I'll really start to take it seriously! I'll be better than you next time
What you said, what you didn’t do was the big pig!
OK, then I can forgive me, right?
no
Why?
Unless you promised me that I would stay in school for two days every week.
It takes so long to think about it!
What are you willing to do? You have to sign here, and Xu Jianwen is willing to study with Wu Weirong late.
Finally, after reading the English textbook in my hand, I couldn't help but stop, and only then did I recall the scene at that time, tears fell down accidentally
I quickly wiped off the teardrops on the book with my hands, but the water seeped down had already confused the handwriting.
Close her notes, I changed into my own textbook and forced myself to return to my previous book plan, but looking at the books on the table, I couldn't get into that content.
Chirping... The birds cry outside the window in the early morning woke me up from my desk
Why did you fall asleep?
I originally wanted to recite the most inconsistency in English words, but I didn't expect that I fell asleep while lying on the table and thinking about it.
Look at the time, it seems that you can brush your teeth and wash your face and prepare to go out
This is the most serious preparation for the exam in my history. I have never thought about it. It turns out that it is not difficult to prepare seriously and read these blunt things.
Just when I was confident that I had to pack my schoolbag to face this final exam that I had really prepared seriously for the first time, I opened my schoolbag and saw her book and thought that there were only two days left. After that, our relationship with our chair partner will end here.
Taking a deep breath, I put on my schoolbag and stepped out of the room to meet the challenge of the first day of the final exam
~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou~Dou
Yes~~~ I finally finished the exam, I’m on vacation!!
Although the papers have not been handed in the classroom and there are not many students who have finished the last chapter, when I heard the last bell of the semester, cheers still rang in the classroom.
After I handed the test papers on my hand back to the podium, I sat back in our seats again
Rong handed over the papers very early and left, but I didn't talk to her today.
Unexpectedly, in the end, we didn't even say a word of goodbye. With that regret, I sat in the chair in a daze
Chen Junwei! Where are you going when you collect so quickly?
Isn’t it six o’clock to sing later? What should I do if I don’t leave?
Take one first, the last time this semester
Yes, Xiaoyu, do we want to take a photo, maybe we will separate next semester
Clams~I don't want them~~
After the two pairs in the front row started doing this, several groups of students in the classroom who had not left, also pulled their chair companions and sat back on the chairs, taking selfies in different positions. Some boys hugged each other directly from behind, while others leaned their chins on each other's shoulders; the female students sitting on their legs held their cell phones, leaned their necks on each other's heads, and clicked, leaving a souvenir for each other who had been with them for the whole semester.
I lowered my head and looked at our drawer
I didn't even have a photo of her. The only one I took on the bus was accidentally deleted.
Why did I not seize the opportunity later and ask her to take a photo?
My hands subconsciously flipped through our drawer, but most of the banyan things were not taken away, including her baby's comb, which was still neatly placed.
I was about to open my schoolbag and put the notes and textbooks I hadn't had the chance to return to her today and I regretted it just now.
Take it back?
Next semester, will you give her back to her face?
Maybe I can say a few words to her and ask her about this winter vacation...
Xu Jianwen! Suddenly a familiar female call me
Looking up, it was Tingyu and Weirong's good friend
Haven't they gone out together later?
What's wrong?
Are you free now? Come with me.
Without waiting for me to agree, this "little fish" walked out to the back door of the classroom. I quickly got up and followed her, walked all the way to the stairwell to the top floor before stopping.
We stood on the stairs where there was no one around. She seemed to want to say something, but she was hesitating whether to say it or not.
What are you going to do?
I'll ask you, did you break up with that Lu Yanxuan?
She and I... Yes, we have not been together for a long time
Then, let me ask you, have you ever liked Weirong?
Ah? Me?
To be honest!
I...I haven't, I haven't liked her, but later, I have always liked her...
You... Then I ask you, why did you lie to her? You lied to her and said you had nothing to do with Yanxuan? Do you know how sad she was after hearing that you had been together for a long time?
I...I want to explain to her too, actually I...
Do you know that she hates mistresses the most, let alone being someone else’s mistress for no reason!
When she was in junior high school, she finally had sex with a senior who had been in love for a long time. Unexpectedly, the man who looked very gentle later cheated on him and the bitch who had secretly dated him was one of our good friends. Why do people hurt each other like this? Why do they still have to date him even though they knew that the other party already had a partner? I still remember how sad she cried when she said this to me.
This semester, when she drew you, we were all happy for her because she actually liked you since the first year of high school. She said that you are very similar to that person. I was worried about her, but after she said that after getting along with you, she felt different. She said, the feeling of being with you is very real
I also…
Do you know how much she has paid for you? We are all surprised. Why did she suddenly become so hard this semester? I just asked her that because her chair companion doesn't like to study, she had to cheer more and say that she hopes to become better with you.
But unexpectedly, all the happiness she was looking forward to was still the same, and they were all fake! Do you know what stupid things she did because of you? She got closer and closer to Chen Guitang. Everyone in the class said that they were together, and even the other two of us were very angry at her later. Why didn’t you listen to advice? Why didn’t you stay away from him? Do you know that I forced her to ask her later, what did she say to me?
Banyan...
She said! She didn't want to be with that Chen Guitang at all! She just wanted to not destroy you and Yanxuan, so she didn't deny those strange rumors. She wanted Yanxuan not to be hurt like her because of her! I hope you don't become a bastard like that man!
‘This idiot… why do you want…’ The more you hear, the more excited I became. My fist was shaking unconsciously
Where is Rongrong! What about her? Why didn’t she be with you?
I don't know where they are going to wait. I didn't want to tell you, but I really don't know what to do, so I came to you and I persuade her not to listen. She said that after the exam today, she would go to explain it to that guy clearly. I am really worried about her...
Why didn't you say it earlier!!!
Oh! What are you doing! Be careful!
Sorry! I apologized quickly to the senior who bumped into me, and I continued to run down the stairwell
Looking back on these days, she has always been alone, silently enduring the uninquiry of what Atang did to her and the torment in her heart, my vision became more and more blurred.
While running, I wiped the water beads from the corners of my eyes with the back of my hands
Banyan! Where are you? Where are you!!
She ran down the building in the classroom, but she didn't see her.
I have just visited the audio-visual classroom, and there are other remote places. I have seen them all, but I have not found them.
Where did he take her?
I was anxious and could hardly think
Could it be that they are not in school at all?
Where will it go? Is it still time to chase it out now?
Should I go to the station to see it? Or...
Forced myself to calm down, but I realized that instead of looking for Weirong, I might as well go to that guy
After making up my mind, I ran wildly towards the side door. I remember hearing from someone that Atang parked his motorcycle in the alley outside the side door.
I have a premonition that if I can't stop them this time, it will be too late!
He rushed to the side door desperately and looked at the school gate where people were coming and going, and there was no way to find their shadows in the crowd.
I was anxious, but suddenly, I saw a white motorcycle rushing out of the alley. A male classmate carrying a girl with short hair was Wei Rong!
Wei Rong~~Wu Wei Rong~~!! I ran and shouted, but the distance was too far, and the noisy voices at the door, she had no response to my shouting at all
Seeing that her back was getting farther and farther away from me, she was about to disappear into the car array ahead. She was about to continue running and chase after me when she suddenly heard someone calling me: Jianwen! What are you doing here? Didn’t you say you want to go home? Why don’t you go with us if you don’t go home?
Aliang! Lend me a bicycle! I said to him who had just ridden out of the carport
what?
Hurry up!!
oh
Riding on Aliang's bicycle, before the green light was on, I got through the formation and rode desperately in the direction they had just disappeared.
Be careful~ Do you want me to call them... Aliang's voice gradually became unable to hear, and I didn't have time to explain it to him, because I knew that I might never catch up with them in the blink of an eye
Along the way, I turned the speed to the heaviest and stepped on it with all my strength, but Atang's motorcycle was faster, and he was riding the bike, hiking around in the array, completely ignoring the back of her, who didn't even wear a safety helmet.
Just after a red light, I finally got closer, but the green light just turned on, and when the accelerator urged us, the distance between us became further and further
In this way, I was chasing behind, but the taillights of the white motorcycle were getting farther and farther away from me. After turning at the intersection several times, I almost couldn't find them.
I rode like this for more than ten minutes. Although my legs were paralyzed, I still had to support myself with my willpower and use my last squeeze to step on the pedal with all my strength.
Remember they turned right at the intersection in front just now?
Finally rode to the intersection where they had just disappeared, but after coming over this time, I couldn't see the white motorcycle
What to do! Where have they been?
Have you reached the end of your sight ahead?
Impossible! They must have made a turn!
Is it the road ahead? Turn left or right?
On the right, I am quite familiar with it. It is a busy area with some cram schools; and to the left, I really don’t know what is there?
what to do?
God!
Please, I have no chance of looking back anymore, let me make the right decision!
After making up my mind, I flashed from behind, kept honking the horn, turned left and continued to ride forward desperately, but the more I rode, the more I became more and more lonely, because in this direction, there was not much traffic on the spacious road, but at first glance, I didn't see the white double-load motorcycle
After crossing several intersections in a row, I looked around but didn't see them
I could only continue to grit my teeth and ride forward, hoping to see her in a corner
But I don't know if it's going uphill or what, gradually, I felt my legs begin to lose control, and the pedals are getting heavier and heavier.
Where is this?
Looking around, there are rows of old buildings, some of which are Tuotian houses, and some are old buildings with only six or seven stories high.
And looking at the shops here, it seems that they are all places that students shouldn't go.
This is a weathered area, are they really going here?
Did I bet wrong again?
I stepped on the pedal's legs weakly, and finally landed on the ground
Take out your phone, and finally try it
As soon as I pressed it, I immediately heard the disappointing voice and entered the voice mailbox again
Banyan...where are you? Where are you...where are you?
I can't imagine what would happen to Atang, who once treated her rudely, would do to her if he heard that Rong was about to leave him.
My trembling hands could no longer hold the handle of the faucet. With a click, Aliang's bicycle fell on the side of the road
I was panting violently with my hands on my knees, my heart was still pounding wildly
Suddenly, I heard someone quarrel under the arcade in the old building next to me
I don't want it! Let me go!
Damn, do you want me to do it again, right?
I don't want to go! Let me go quickly!
Don't go with me? Are you not afraid that I will put this on? Well? Look, who is this?
If you want to post it, go and post it! I don’t care anymore! Let me go!
Mama, you woman...
It's them!!
The guy stood at the stairs, holding Weirong's wrist tightly, as if he was going to pull her to the second floor. I saw the sign on the arcade. It was a small hotel that was not as good as the price.
Slipping off my schoolbag, I ran over the roadside
Stepping into the arcade, I rushed forward with a quick step, grabbed his collar and shouted: Chen Guitang!! What are you doing! Let her go! Let her go!!!
Frightened by my sudden interference, Atang let go of her for the sake of counter-attack
After a while of pulling, the phone in his hand also fell to the ground
His horse! Xu Jianwen, are you looking for death? Atang grabbed my wrist with one hand and pinched my neck with the other.
Death? I'm just one life! If you want to change it, come! Come!!!!!! He grabbed his collar with both hands and stared at his evil face, and couldn't help but remember what he did to her in the bathroom
The trembling right hand clenched into a fist, and just pulled it back, suddenly, he let go and took a step back
Damn, you... remember it for me! He pointed at me and looked at my feet, hesitated for a moment, and turned around and ran away
He lowered his head and saw that his cell phone was still lying there, and the screen was still flashing, and the video was being played.
That scene seems to be a classroom?
I picked up the phone and looked carefully. This is...Rong and me!?
It was that cloudy day when it rained. During lunch break, we were hiding under our coats and being photographed at that time?
And looking at this angle, it is a corridor, which was taken secretly from outside the window.
Banyan! Why... I just turned around, no one was seen in the empty arcade
Seeing that she was about to reach the intersection of the road ahead from afar, I quickly ran away
Running to the intersection, I saw her waving to the side of the road
Banyan! Banyan, wait a moment! I rushed over and said, holding her wrist
Don't pull me, let me go! From the side, her eyes were red and she was shining with tears.
Why don't you tell me so much?
Let me go!
That guy, did he use this to threaten you? Why don’t you tell me about such a serious matter?
I took Atang's cell phone out of my pocket
I'm not doing anything, don't worry about me! Let go! She struggled with her little hand and pulled it away from me
Rongrong, are you? Because Yanxuan and I deliberately pretend to be with him?
I didn't! She hid from me sideways, not wanting me to see her face
I heard Tingyu say it! Why are you still so arrogant?
I didn't, I didn't... Suddenly, I saw her back rushing and undulating, covering her face with both hands, sobbing and crying
Never thought that she, who has always been strong, would cry like a little girl
I walked up to me, held her shoulders tightly, lowered my head and said softly: Rong, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Why did you have to face him alone? Why didn’t I allow me to protect you?
I have no idea…
Banyan…
I...If I told you...If she... saw that picture...you...you're not going to be together... She sobbed and said intermittently
What about you? Why haven’t you ever thought about yourself? What should you do by yourself? Rongrong! Do you know? Actually, I... I care more about you!
Don't... don't say it again...
Banyan, listen to me, actually, what I like is...
Don't say it! It's too late! It's too late! It's no longer worth it...
Before she finished speaking, she twisted her body, broke away from my hand, turned around and walked to the taxi parked behind her, opened the car door and got in, and closed the door, and the car drove like this
Slapping the car window, I chased after the car, and could only keep shouting
Parking~Stop!!Bong~ Don’t leave~ Listen to me~
I like you~ I have always loved you~~ I like you~~
Give me another chance~ No matter what happens~ Let me protect you~
Because I like you~~
Wu Weirong~~~!! I like you~~~~~~!!
With the last shout, he disappeared into the noisy car array...
All that is left is me alone and I can't stop breathing
I regret it very much, why didn’t I hold her tightly at that time, and why did I let go of her hand again? Even if it hurts her, I should hold it tightly?
Since that day, I can't find her again
No matter how I dial the phone, I always go into the voice mailbox. I don’t know where to start, but she had already blocked my number; she tried to dial with other phones, and even if it rang, no one would answer.
Since we broke up, hundreds of messages I have sent have been showing that I have not read. I tried to ask her about the contact information of several friends from my classmates. They seemed to have agreed, but everyone said they couldn't find her.
From that day on, Wei Rong and her seemed to have disappeared from this world
It's almost two weeks after the winter vacation, and today it's already the fourth day of the New Year
Rong, how are you doing today?
I closed the door, hid in the room, staring at my phone blankly, thinking about what message I would send to her today
Suddenly, I heard someone shouting downstairs
Xu Jianwen, I can't come down yet! We're leaving now, my sister shouted downstairs
I threw my phone away and walked downstairs with weak steps
Awen, I really won’t go with us?
No, I want to stay at home...
Mom, don’t listen to him being there. I’ll look at him. By then, you’ll be playing electric or playing computers all day, or you’ll just sleep!
OK, don't go, forget it, I put some money on the dining table. There is something to eat in the refrigerator. Remember to eat every meal, if...
OK! Mom, I understand! I am not a child, please go out quickly. Dad has been waiting outside for a long time, right?
OK, be careful. Remember to close the windows and lock the door when you go out...
I know, I know~
After seeing off the nagging family, I suddenly felt that the house had become so quiet. I sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and turned on the station aimlessly. I wanted to deliberately let myself enjoy this feeling of loneliness of being alone for a moment, but I didn't expect that I had regretted it just now.
If I had known this, I would have followed them to find relatives in the south, go and play together for a few days before coming back
Now, there is really only one left in the huge family. I suddenly realized how lonely Yanxuan felt when she was alone for a long time.
I couldn't stand it, so I finally went upstairs, hid back to my small room, turned on the computer and logged into the game, but no one was online
So I wandered around the web page aimlessly and spent the entire so-called afternoon
After eating in the evening, I immediately hid back to my room and wanted to turn on the computer again, but hesitated for a while and gave up.
Since you miss her, then think about it?
It doesn't matter. So I took out the notes I carefully collected from the drawer, opened them, and read the various key points she drew for me, while watching the words we were quarreling in the blank space, and recalling the scene in the classroom at that time, my mouth couldn't help but smile.
Like a fool, I just watched and laughed until late at night
After closing the book, I felt an empty feeling coming in an instant. There was only one person at home in the quiet house.
I hid in the quilt, opened the communication software, and did a routine check before bedtime. The message I sent to her also showed: 'Unread'
Despite this, I still said good night
After turning off the light, I put on my headphones and repeatedly dialed the half song I secretly recorded in KTV that day, so that her song would accompany me to sleep
It seems that my sister said it was a hit. I either sleep or play with computers. However, I still read last night. While eating brunch, I was thinking about which notes or textbook to read her tonight.
After dinner, because the cold waves are showing today, I hid in the quilt as soon as I got back to the room and just continued to take a nap
Actually, I didn't sleep well last night because I listened to her voice and naturally entered the circle of memories.
Actually, this is what I want. I think, if I miss someone, I may have been forcing myself to think about her and the whole story you have experienced together. One day, when you forget to do this, you will not think of her again, right?
After lying for a long time, my consciousness gradually became blurred, and my body shook unconsciously
After that, I finally fell asleep
The eyes flashed faintly
Hiding your shyness deepens my longing
You will definitely see the junction of two hearts
As long as you are willing to move forward~
Miss you every day~ Ask yourself every day~
When will I tell you...
Miss you every day~ Keep a heart every day~
Leave my best love to you~
In the dream, Wei Rong's clear and pure voice accompanied me again
I couldn't help but recall her sincere appearance when she was holding the microphone, as if she was telling me...
No, I didn’t wear headphones when I was lying down to take a nap just now, right?
Suddenly I woke up from the bed and it was the ringtone of my cell phone!?
I picked up the phone at the head of the bed and there was a missed call, it was Rong!
It was made by Rongrong!!
I couldn't control my trembling hands. I slid several times and finally unlocked the screen. I dialed out the phone and took it to my ears. I finally heard the sound of Lingling from the other end of the phone. I dialed, dialed!!
After a few rings, the phone was connected
Hello, banyan…
The call you dialed has not responded for the time being. After the beep, it will be transferred to the voicemail...
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