‘Theboy wasteungry; hehadnotenfor8hours’ The past completion here is used because...
Fengban sat on my lap and talked about English questions
get out of class has already ended, why don’t you take a break?
My legs are already paralyzed, and even if I have to take a small exam later, just write it casually!
I absentmindedly leaned my chin against Weirong's right shoulder and found that her collar was a little loose. I couldn't help but look in. She was wearing new underwear today!
Because she has been wearing a coat recently, she can't see the underwear straps through her uniform like before. She can tell at a glance which one she is wearing today.
Looking inside from her neckline, her plump breasts were tightly covered by this white-based pink love bra, with pink lace edges on the edges.
This underwear seems to be only one-half cup, lower than what she had worn before. The large piece of snow-white breasts shook slightly as she talked about the English topic.
Since I spent the last lunch break and covered my coat, I haven't touched Rongrong's big breasts for a long time. They are so tempting. I really want to taste the touch again. As I thought about it, I felt that I was pressing my lower back hard and pressing her against her.
Hey, do you understand this? Don’t want to take the exam later... She turned around while talking, she was so perverted! Where are you looking! People are so focused on teaching you, you actually...
She covered her chest and was about to stand up angrily
It's a pity. She seems to be really angry this time. I quickly grabbed her waist with both hands and prevented her from getting up, because I didn't dare to move too much during get out of class, for fear of attracting other students' attention.
Oh, Teacher Rongrong, I'm sorry, I'm not intentionally not focused, but... the teacher is so distracted by being so good!
I pretended to be spoiled and rubbed her shoulders with my chin.
Who is your teacher Rongrong? I tell you, I’m talking very seriously now, please stop calling me there haha!
Although she had lowered the volume, she could tell from her tone that she was really angry
OK, I'm sorry, I'll listen carefully
It's too late, it's not my business if you fail the exam later
Don't do this, Rongrong, I'm sorry!
Have you forgotten all of us? Our promise!
What agreement?
I'm confused
My birthday wish! If our set of homework is getting better and better, you will be able to achieve your wish!
You... OK, I'm sorry, I promise you that I will definitely be serious in the future and achieve my wish together, okay? Don't be angry!
I saw her pouting mouth, and my anger should have subsided. But after making such a fuss, the bells of class rang
The next English class is about to start. Now I really don't need to rest or go to the toilet.
After several recent tests, I found that Wei Rong's English is really good. Her grades are mediocre. Her English level is probably like my mathematics, and she can compare with good students.
Because of her little teacher requesting me, I have read some of the notes she has sorted out for me when I go back. In addition, the key reminder when the class just ended, I did a good job in the English exam just now!
But she seemed to be still having a quarrel, but she still refused to talk to me
Fortunately, I was in math class, so I finally got the turn of the decision!
As soon as the teacher started class, I quietly leaned my body against her, reached in front of me, and used the excuse to turn over the textbooks and notes, and then wrapped her in my arms.
After reading the book this time, I didn't put down my left hand, but just kept lying around her
While the teacher was writing on the blackboard, I wrote in the blank space of my notebook: Rong, don’t be angry, I just took the English exam like that
She endured it for a long time and finally picked up the pen to respond: What's it like? She dares to say it with only 67 points. She has made a lot of progress!
I dare to say it! There are so many mistakes in one word, but I didn’t read the key points when I go back, right? The grammar I told you when I was just over the class was wrong, it wasn’t because you, a pervert, just now, just peeked at someone!
It seems that she is not satisfied with my score at all, and it reminds her of peeking. It seems that she hasn't scolded her enough at that time. The more she thinks about it, the more she becomes, the more she becomes, the more she writes.
It's so bad, it seems to have a reverse effect
Sorry! I will really start to take it seriously! Is it okay to be better than you next time?
What you said, what you didn’t do was the big pig!
OK, then I can forgive me, right?
no
Why?
Unless you promised me that I would stay in school for two days every week.
I thought she was going to have some problems, but it turned out that I wanted me to stay with her and I to study for myself late.
Actually, I really want to spend more time with her. Since that date, we have never had the opportunity to be together after school. We have wanted to find her on several weekends, but... the unfinished things with Yanxuan always keep me in a hurry.
It takes so long to think about it!
She suddenly wrote these words vigorously again, and I realized that I was trance again
OK, I'm willing, I'll whisper in her ear
What you want, you need to sign here if you write it.
Xu Jianwen is willing to study with Wu Weirong late at night
Halfway through my writing, I couldn't help but write the last three words farther apart. She saw what I wrote this time, and didn't respond to anything I wrote. But I saw a cute blush on her cheek from the side. She should also understand my hint!
Looking at her pouting and smiling secretly, I suddenly thought that since she accidentally kissed her on KTSV, I never had the chance to kiss her again. Looking at her fair and red cheeks, it really makes me feel the urge to kiss her secretly.
But I suddenly realized that the content I saw in my diary last night was that there was a pair of eyes behind me, maybe I was secretly monitoring me.
And now I remember that although Wei Rong and I became more and more ambiguous, this is also something that happened recently. It was not like this at the beginning, let alone... I have never done anything about my secret kiss on her cheek!
Why did Ying Mengzhen say this to Yanxuan?
Is she really wrong, or is she calmed down and why did she say this on purpose?
I suddenly wanted to turn around and glar at her to see if she was also monitoring me
However, Wei Rong pushed my shoulders and pulled my attention back to the front. It turned out that the teacher had already started to talk about a new style. I quickly copied it down because this note was not only what I wanted to read, but also wanted Wei Rong to take it back for review, so I had to write it in more detail.
The weather is a little cold today, and I just circled her with my hands and wrote notes. My body was tightly attached, so warm, and my heart was also
...Really, let’s talk to Tingyu and the others!
Yes, many students in the class will stay!
You told dad not to use it, I can just take a ride by myself
You don't have to worry, my classmates will accompany me
Well, we will buy something first, and go back later before having dinner
OK, bye
When I came out of the toilet to wash my hands, I heard Wei Rong talking on the phone in the corridor. I should have reported to my family that I would stay for my own study at night!
You're very slow!
Seeing her pouting again, I knew it was miserable
Sorry, I just thought about it again...
Big size? Oh, it's so stinking, stay away from me. Weirong pretends to cover her nose, turned around and walked down the stairs
Wait for a moment!
I followed her brisk steps downstairs to the welfare club
After school, the welfare club will be open for a while so that students who stay in school can buy some snacks.
But unexpectedly, when I walked to the first floor, I looked towards the welfare club and realized that it was miserable again.
Look! It’s closed, it’s all you!
Her little hands kept patting my arm
Oh, it doesn't matter, then go to the school to buy it, there are many small stalls and convenience stores outside
No! I won't be hungry anyway
Are you sure? You are not...
The following words were still in my mouth, but when I saw her staring at me with big eyes, I didn't dare to continue talking. It would be better to keep a low profile when she was angry.
Then, what should I do now? I quickly changed my words and said
Go back to the classroom to study for yourself, otherwise?
Now, isn't it too early?
I kind of want to go shopping with her after school campus. Although I can't take her to the rooftop, maybe we can go to other places and create our memories.
Start quickly and end quickly, otherwise what time do you want to read?
Oh, OK!
As a result, the plan failed and had to follow her back to the classroom
It was too early. According to my experience of staying several times before, I wanted to peek at Yanxuan and the others, there was indeed no one else in the classroom at this time.
No one is there, do you still have to sit together like this?
We walked to the seat and Weirong suddenly asked
Yes, I saw that most of the people who left their self-study were still sitting together.
Liar, when did you secretly stay and repair it?
Oh...No, I saw it after playing the ball and came back to get something
She was stunned by me, so she had to spread her legs and sit up. I habitually hugged her waist and adjusted her posture for her.
She took out the English textbook and the test paper from the drawer, and it seemed that she would read it while giving a lecture again later.
Because there was no one else in the classroom, I boldly hugged her waist and leaned my chin against her shoulders. Let's see what Teacher Rongrong would teach me for the first time in tutoring today. It would be great if it was to teach health education.
As I thought about it, I secretly glanced into her chest, but unfortunately the collar is very pleasing now and I can't see anything
Suddenly, I heard someone coming from the back door, and quickly let go of the hand holding her and left her a little.
Two pairs of classmates walked into the classroom, and one of them even looked at us. It should have been surprising that we stayed to study!
Their seats are in front of each other. I saw these two groups walking to the seats and finally they all sat next to each other.
Hey~ Wei Rong, do you stay here to study too?
Another female classmate who was familiar with Wei Rong also came in through the back door and greeted her.
Hi, Xiaoping has no choice, who told me that this guy behind me is too messy
Haha, you have a good relationship and you are sitting together and working hard!
No...no, I heard that I have to sit together after class
She felt a little guilty when she saw the two groups in front of her.
OK, I won’t bother you anymore, come on!
Yes, come on, too
As a result, the students who entered the classroom one after another, only two of the ten groups of students sat together.
She was explaining to me what I wrote wrongly during the exam today, but suddenly stopped and said: Didn’t you say that everyone is sitting together?
I didn't say everything, you see, there are two pairs sitting together in front of me.
Is Ziyu and the others dating? Then Yu Ting and the others seem to be together... they just recently
Oh, it doesn’t matter. We stayed for the first time, I don’t know! Teacher Rongrong~~ It’s time to start class quickly, I really want to listen to your lecture!
Don't pretend there
After she was reciting, she still explained to me carefully one question after another. Why did she need to fill in this word? Why can this phrase be used in this place?
Although those long and annoying letters are still so annoying under her explanation, I felt that she was really attentive, so I had to listen hard to myself.
Fortunately, in the explanation of my lovely teacher Rongrong, the class time passed faster than I imagined. It took about 40 minutes to finish the focus of today's class and the questions I had wrong in the exam. Then I finally changed to me to teach her math.
After I spread the book out, I stopped and said: What should I say before class starts?
What!
I want to say that Teacher Wenwen is good!
Go to die!
How can you treat the teacher like this
Just don't teach me
She is trying to get up again
Oops, OK, just kidding!
I quickly clamped her with my hands and body to prevent her from moving. At first, she pretended to struggle, so she took a while to comfort her. After finally finishing the trouble, I started teaching her. I told her the trigonometric function that the teacher just taught today. She didn't seem to understand the situation at all. Cos is the X-axis, and sin is the projection to the Y-axis. Just remember it like this, don't memorize the formula! Look, Cos 60 degrees, does it look only half of the original diameter, and is it one-half?
Oh! She replied, not sure if she understood it
Then let me ask you, what about sin 30 degrees, what should this be?
Well...it's one-half!
Wow~~ This classmate is so great, the teacher will give you a reward
What reward?
I put my head next to her cheek and pouted. As soon as she turned her head, her cheek was pressed against my lips and I stole it.
What are you doing? I'm crazy, I'll be seen later
Oops, we won't be seen by others when we sit in the back
Because we were sitting in the penultimate row and there was no one behind, so I could be more bold
Oh hiss! She pinched my legs again unwillingly, causing me to scream out inadvertently
However, under my very patient teaching, this student with dull qualifications finally gradually developed a concept of trigonometric functions, so I used today's homework to let her start practicing
Taking advantage of the time she was writing the topic, I took out my phone to look at the time, and I realized that we were still waiting until almost half past six.
I thought it was time to go to the first time I was studying for myself, but I didn't expect that we would be serious together for more than an hour. At this time, I raised my head and noticed that there were three or four groups of classmates left in front of me.
Just now, another group of classmates packed their bags and prepared to leave. As the number of people in the classroom became smaller and smaller, my heart became more and more impetuous. I couldn't help but start to imagine the scene and atmosphere when Yanxuan and the others were left in the classroom.
Indeed, it is really hard not to make people think about it. In fact, it is not necessary to say that the lonely man and the widow are alone. Just now, sitting in the front row in the distance makes me start to have a bad idea.
Since we accidentally got into Wei Rong during the last lunch break, we have not had an intimate relationship for a long time. I really want to experience that feeling again!
And I already know that she does not reject my treatment like this. If we could stay until the end of today, maybe when there is no one in the classroom, we will go further than last time!
But isn’t I doing the same thing as He Yumin?
But Weirong didn't say that it was no, maybe she liked me to treat her like this!
But I really don’t want to be like that guy, nor do I want Weirong to become... Yanxuan now!
Why bother with so much? It's good to have fun!
Guru~~ When I was still pulling inside, I suddenly heard this sound coming from the front
What's the sound?
No...no! Wei Rong stammered
You fart?
It’s not a slap, why talk nonsense!
OK, you... are so hungry, little pig. I just said you don't need to eat something first
No
I think it's better to be here on the first day of today, right? And I've told you all the things I should teach just now. Just calculate the questions when you go back. I'll help you with tomorrow morning!
I'm getting ready! She said without admitting her defeat
Damn, I thought about this question for almost ten minutes. How long will it take for the rest of the question to go? It’s almost time to go home. You see, everyone is almost exposing!
oh!
As a result, we left the third-last pair. Suddenly we felt a sense of accomplishment. I didn’t expect to be so serious on the first day. If we continued like this with her, my grades would really make a big leap forward!
After leaving the still brightly lit middle and senior high school classroom corridor, we walked on the campus on a autumn night, with only silence and darkness left in other places, and the temperature was a bit unusually low. This atmosphere makes people feel a little uneasy, and we always think of some strange stories on campus.
What to do, I... want to go to the bathroom!
Why didn’t you say earlier that it’s so dark here, should you go back to the classroom on the fourth floor?
Clams~~ I have to climb back, just one on the first floor is fine!
Oh, then wait, I'll go in and turn on the lights for you
I took my cell phone and leaned against the screen light source to enter the women's bathroom on the first floor. I helped her turn on the light before coming out.
OK, go quickly, I'm waiting outside
I helped her carry her schoolbag and let her go into the toilet alone
Ah~~ It wasn't long before she entered, and a scream came from
What's wrong! I rushed to the door and asked
Next door...The door next door is moving
What, you just closed the door yourself too hard, and the door next door was shocked to open!
Oh, can you... be with me?
Oh, OK! I didn't expect you to be so fierce, but you are a coward! Haha, I caught another weakness
I pushed open the door and entered the toilet
You are very strange!
OK, I won’t mess with you anymore, hurry up!
After almost a minute, she didn't make any noise, nor did she...
Rongrong, what's wrong with you? Are you still here?
This is so strange. You are here, and they can't get out!
Oh, you asked someone to come in, so I'll go out again
No!
What should I do? Otherwise, I can wear my headphones, right?
oh!
I took out my headphones and inserted them on my phone, put them on and played them casually and listened to them.
Okay, I'm listening to music now, I can't hear anything you say!
I listened to the song for more than two minutes quietly before I saw her finally opening the door
Oh, it smells so smelly. I imitated her and hid aside with my nose pinched
You are very annoying!
She came towards me, looking like she wanted to pinch me
Wash your hands first!
When I told her, she remembered her and turned to the bathroom to rush her hands.
I took advantage of this time and escaped from the toilet first
Hey, wait a moment! Wait a moment~ Don’t leave!
She was so nervous that she rushed out casually, and then quickly followed her
It's strange that you don't wait for someone else to do it!
She left the bathroom and chased me and shouted, "I quickly ran and deliberately kept a distance from her, and we just started chasing in the empty corridor."
Although the campus is still dark and dark, the atmosphere is completely different from the moment, full of our laughter and beating and scolding
We just played all the way to the school gate
Because the direction we were going home was the opposite, the station sign happened to be on both sides of the road. I accompanied Weirong to her to wait for the bus first
You go queue first, I'll buy something!
Where are you going?
Oh, I'll be back later!
I walked to the alley next door, where there were several stalls selling food. But after I flipped through my wallet, I found that there was not much money left on my body, only enough to buy a piece of cola cake
After waiting for a while, the boss had just fried a batch and paid the money, I walked back to the side of the station sign with the hot cakes.
Now, this is for you
What is this?
Coke cake! This is a very delicious place. I used to buy one after playing basketball.
Ah, why is there only one piece? Where is yours?
I... won't be hungry yet!
Hearing me say this, she opened the bag and was about to take a bite
Oh, it's so hot!
Just fried, forgot to tell you
It's annoying!
She pouted and blew, then continued to take a bite
How about it, is it delicious?
Well... this one is delicious, and my whole body will be warmed up after eating it!
Is it so exaggerated? Eat it slowly, isn't it said it's very hot? No one is snatching you
I saw her bite of satisfaction and bite her bite after biting her, and she was obviously hungry!
OK! This half of yours
Suddenly she pushed the little piece of cola cake that she had eaten halfway into me
Why don’t you continue to eat? Are you very hungry?
No, I want to lose weight so that someone will keep saying I'm a pig. Oh, you know I'm joking, you'll finish eating if you're hungry!
No matter what, it costs half of each person!
Oh, OK!
I couldn't bear to her insistence, so I took it and started biting the half-coke cake that was still smoking. Actually, I've been hungry for a long time.
As she was eating, she still had a bite left before she finished her meal. She suddenly patted my arm and said: Hey, is that one over there your car?
She pointed to a bus waiting for a red light in the distance
It seems to be!
Then what are you still doing? Hurry up and queue up!
No, I'm not rushing home
Oh, but you have to wait for a long time!
No, it's now during peak hours, the next one will be here soon, it doesn't matter if I'll wait with you for a while
I'll just wait by myself, you'll go soon!
No matter! I learned from her tone: Didn’t you tell your family that you would accompany you if you have classmates? Moreover, I am a female classmate~~ In the last sentence, I deliberately pretended to be a female voice in a fake voice and said... why are you eavesdropping on someone’s phone?
You're so loud, I don't want to listen
You are very strange!
She slapped my arm with her little hand again
We continued to accompany us, and after waiting for another five minutes, her car arrived
This bus was rush hour and there were crowds of people after class and get off work at the same time, so it was very crowded. After she got on the bus, she seemed to try hard to squeeze into the window and wave to me, but unfortunately, the people were too full. When she was still unable to move, the car had already driven.
I watched her bus leave, and I went to my stop sign. I waited for almost half an hour before I waited for my car to go home.
After having a full meal and taking a shower, I touched it for a while before sitting on the desk in a daze, staring at the annoying letters hard, because Teacher Rongrong had an explanation that I asked me to finish writing the English homework and simulation papers and check it tomorrow morning
But after staring at them for an hour or two, my eyes were sore and I only wrote halfway through my writing after all
I couldn't help but close my eyes, fell back, and began to recall the first evening self-study I had just had with her.
That feeling is really good. If she had accompanied me to study for myself, I would have been willing to stay every day!
And if I could maintain this until the end of the semester, I believe my grades will definitely improve a lot and achieve one of her wishes.
But when I thought about the end of the semester, I realized that after the final exam in two months, the winter vacation will be on, and next year's new semester is a new beginning. The relationship between us and our partner will come to an end in just two months.
Thinking of this, a feeling of sadness and loss came. Wasn’t He Yanxuan forced to reach the end because of this?
What about Weirong and I, next year, will we change to a new chair companion. Can we still be like this between me and her?
Suddenly, I wanted to... I really wanted to hear her voice. Although I had only been apart for a few hours, I was so scared that after these two months, our relationship ended like this.
I didn't want to do this, so I took out my phone and found her number. This time I finally pressed the dial button and I regretted it at the moment. I hadn't decided what to tell her yet. It's already half past ten, and I don't know if she's asleep, and...
Hello……
A weak female voice came from the other end of the phone. Is it her?
Hello, banyan... are banyan?
What are you doing?
It's her right, but she speaks so softly that I'm not used to it for a while.
You are sleeping?
Yes! Why are you doing... not to fight sooner or later, and you only want to call someone now?
Sorry! Why do you... speak so quietly?
My sister is by my side!
oh!
What are you going to do?
No...no, I just want to ask you about English. If you are sleeping, then... forget it!
You are very surprised. You will only call me and ask if it is now... Is there anything else?
Well, it's okay, you go to bed quickly!
Strange! Good night!
Good night, beg
……Bye-Bye
I hung up the phone after hearing her gentle bow
What am I doing?
I didn't think about what to say to her and called me, like a fool
and……
The thing I thought about before was obviously not completed yet!
I must make a good end with Yanxuan first before I can start with Rong. This is how I always believe in my heart.
Thinking of this, I remembered Yanxuan's diary. I fell asleep halfway through seeing it last night.
Should I continue watching?
But what if you understand what happened to them?
I obviously want to break up with her!
Moreover, what scares me the most is that if you continue to turn around according to the development you have seen before, will you see something you don’t want to see?
I stared at the phone in my hand, and after hesitating for a long time, I made a decision. Since I took the risk of taking pictures of it, I should finish watching it!
And I still want to know why she cried so hard on the bed that day
I took the door, turned off the light, climbed onto the bed, hid in the quilt, opened the photo browser of my phone, found the one I saw last time, and continued reading
Sure enough, my premonition was right. In the end, I saw what I didn't want to see the least
Moreover, I regret why I kept watching, why didn’t I turn off my phone just now, and just let it go...
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Moreover, the boundary line he had drawn was crossed step by step without realizing it
How did it become like this?
Even though I knew that this had exceeded the relationship between my classmates and my chair companion, I couldn't stop...
When I got home with him today and wanted to study for self-study, I couldn't resist his request for several days and really tied my hair into pairs of ponytails for him to show him. I didn't expect that he was so excited to see it. The boys are really strange. Why do they like girls to tie them like this?
Is it because he lives in his heart that he also hopes that I am like a little girl?
But...whether the little boy and the little girl are doing such a thing
And I accidentally had a lot of first time with him today
As he guided me step by step, I actually acquiesced to his sneak attack on someone's chest. Moreover, in the end, he took off his upper body. Although he was not seen with his back to him, I was so shy that I was so shy when I thought about it now.
And not only the chest, but also the bottom was lost in the end
Although Min is not as experienced as that person's technique, it is because he hasn't been touched there for a long time, so it's almost unbearable just one stroke.
After the end, Min asked someone for dirty pants. He wanted to wash it a little first, but he didn't wash it for me.
Sometimes I really don't understand what he is thinking, but he even said he wanted to take it back as a souvenir
Today, he crossed so many lines at one time, what should I do in the future?
Especially I am really afraid that he will not be able to stop next time I will be touched by him.
I think I should explain it to him tomorrow and I can't continue like this
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Actually, I am not the case myself. I have accumulated a day in school and I always hope to release it earlier, so I repeatedly indulged him to cross the line.
The day before yesterday, he even reached into the same hand as that person later.
Moreover, people seem to know more and more where I am more sensitive. As long as he catches that weakness, he will never get rid of that feeling again.
The relationship with him feels more and more similar to that person. We all know what each other wants. He can always fill the emptiness of being alone after class, and... satisfying the feeling of wanting and being in his own state seems to have returned to the mood of wanting to take that bus every day.
As long as time, environment and atmosphere arrive, you will be immersed in that desire
Before going to bed last night, I even learned how they treated me, and I got it with my hands... That one
What I was thinking at that time was not Yumin or Jianwen, but the person who was almost unremembering what he looked like and was very annoying.
What kind of devil am I possessed?
But after that last night, my body's desire was satisfied, and I realized that my heart was becoming more and more empty
It was only then that I realized when did Jianwen and I have almost no way back. I haven't talked to Wen for a long time, and even accidentally met him in class, I didn't dare to look at him because I knew I had done a lot of things that I was sorry for him.
But what about him, how far has he developed between him and Wei Rong?
Why did I keep my distance from him after hearing Zhenzhen? But he didn't come back actively to save him like she said, but let us get farther and farther away. In fact, with Yumin's company, I seem to think of Jianwen less and less
Is he the same? With her, he completely forgot about me?
X-Monday Yumin gave me an unexpected surprise today
I really didn't expect that he would give gifts to others when he was at home. It turned out that he also had such a romantic side, which really makes people unable to see.
Today was unexpected. At first, he was very content and made me feel uncomfortable. It was not until we finished our self-study and finished our homework that he went to his schoolbag to take out a small piece that had been simply wrapped, saying that this was a gift to me for the anniversary of my understanding.
It was really happy and funny at that time, because I really couldn't guess when the anniversary he mentioned began to be counted. Was it the day I entered the cram school?
But it's less than a year!
Is it the day we first talked in class?
Minhe...how did he remember what happened so long ago?
Did he start paying attention to others since then?
Or did he like me then?
I was really embarrassed to ask him in person at that time
But I didn't expect that I just opened the gift and found that this thing was even more embarrassing
At that time, he said that he must use it for me to buy it, and told me to use it for me tomorrow. At that time, I was still thinking about the small and light box, what exactly contained it. Unexpectedly, after taking it apart, it turned out to be a pair of...thongs!
Although it is very cute and pink and yellow, it is so thin and transparent, so how do you need it to wear it!
But when I received the thing, I was actually very happy
After all, it doesn't matter what it is. What's important is that I know he has this intention, and... has been hidden in my heart for a year.
Because I was a little moved at the moment, at that time, I actually agreed to his request many times and helped him use his mouth for the first time...
Although I felt that the smell was really heavy at first, I actually got used to it after a while. And it smelled so that people would always remember the feeling I was on the bus. Now, while writing, I thought about the colorful scenes just now, and I actually thought about it again...
Before going to bed, will you be unable to resist your own one again?
I'm really bad!
On X-X, I had been awakened by the previous dream for two consecutive nights. The same classroom, the aisle was also full of classmates who looked down on me, and Jianwen, who was standing ruthlessly in his seat, staring at me. The difference was the sentence he blurted out: How could you become like this!
But when he woke up, he realized that it was really not just a dream, he... knew it all
He saw it all, and I was actually caught by Yumin in front of him in the classroom. All this...he could see clearly
Actually, since the bell rang in that get out of class, I knew that I had lost Jianwen.
But what I didn't expect was that Jianwen had seen what Yumin and I did in the classroom where I was studying late.
How many things have I done to hurt him during this period of time, and how much did he know?
Text, I'm sorry
But Wen, why don’t you hold on to me tightly? Why do you turn around and leave?
Do you know, I need you, I need you to pull me
Can't we go back?
X-Month and X-Day really have been so painful. Although I really know that I am sad and I know about Jianwen and I, I dare not tell her that the real reason why Jianwen will leave me is not what happened between him and Weirong, but Yumin and me
And Yumin, although I really want to hate him, all this was not caused by his intention. I can only blame myself for being so stupid and I can only bear the consequences of all this by myself.
Although Yumin has really cared about me these days, I can't tell him the real pain in my heart
At this moment, I could only keep a distance from him. Now, no one can listen to me and say what I have in my heart. No one knows how painful it is. If this accumulates in seconds, I really don’t know how long the wall in my heart will collapse.
I really regret it on X-Month. Although I have regretted enough, why do I still make mistakes again and again?
Because I agreed to Zhenzhen a long time ago, I didn’t expect that today I forced my face to laugh and follow her birthday party. This kind of thing happened. Until this moment, I still don’t know why I did that at that time?
I knew that Zhenzhen really introduced her another chair companion to me on purpose, hoping that by knowing other boys, I could divert my attention. At the beginning, I thought Zhengcheng was a boy who was very easy to get along with, but I really didn't know how the development would turn out like this later.
I felt so strange all night this night. In fact, when I really said that the box was so hot, I felt the same way. My body was hot and thirsty. After drinking two drinks, it was still the same.
And when he was in a private room, he always reminded people of the situation on the bus. I felt... I really wanted it.
Is it because of that small and stuffy space?
Or was it influenced by Zhenzhen and their bold behavior?
Or is it because he has rejected Yumin for many days and deliberately suppressed his relationship?
I couldn't resist the temptation now, and I impulsively helped him do that
And because he was not as powerful as he said, he was even better than Yumin. Later, because he hadn't arrived yet, he ignored his face and had his hands full of his things, hid in the toilet and used his hands...
I can't even forgive myself
Tonight, I realized that the only reliance left in this world is about to collapse
Today was the day when my father should have come back, but unexpectedly, the food was cold for a long time and he had not come back yet
At first I thought my mother was busy with things in the room, so I helped to clean up the food on the table and ice them first, wanting my father to come back and then heat them up to eat.
But unexpectedly, when I passed by her door, I heard my mother crying, "They quarrel again." This was my first thought at that time
I have never seen my always strong mother crying, so I called my father as soon as possible, but unexpectedly I turned it into the voice mailbox
At that time, I wanted to go to his study to see if there was a contact number for a company or a business trip hotel, but I saw a kraft paper bag from the court on the desk, which contained their divorce agreement.
I really didn't expect things to develop to this point. In fact, as my father is not at home for a longer time, and my mother's attitude towards her father, she has long been mentally prepared for their relationship to deteriorate, but I really didn't expect that there would be such a day.
Dad, does he really want this family anymore?
Did he have an affair?
Dad, do you really want us anymore?
When I was a child, I always treated me as the father who loved the little princess. Where did you go?
Is this the case for men all over the world? With a new woman, they will forget what he originally loved and the person he loved?
I really can't believe this fact, even my father is such a person!
On X-X, I thought I could catch a driftwood and finally stop sinking, but I was still wrong
A few days ago, because of his gentle care, I thought of Wen, and I actually gave it to him.
A few days later, I thought I could pass this period with his company, but I didn't expect that he would be like a different person, and didn't care about other people's mood. He ignored other people's wishes and just wanted to be that one.
And today he actually wanted to go directly in school and during computer classes.
My original resistance also collapsed because I saw Jianwen and the others' intimate actions.
I really didn't expect Yumin to treat me like this
Min, can't you treat me as gentle as you did the previous few days?
Even if it's just pretending, it's fine, just one go, can't it?
ＸＸＸＸJapan thought I would never go back to the roof again, but that day I was so sad that I was so confused that I walked up there that I found a moment of comfort and hypnotizing myself there. Jianwen was like he was still by his side, talking to me gently, comforting me, and accompanying me, so that I could keep a little awakening
And I have also endured Yumin's demands that have become more severe in the past few days, because I have accepted the fact that I have fallen into depravity.
I thought I could no longer be afraid, because I could bear any excessive things. Until yesterday he discovered this sacred place, and he actually did what I least want to do here to me.
And from that moment I realized that nothing in this world was true. The high school life that was originally going to see the sun was fake; the emotions that my parents barely maintained were fake; Yumin's tenderness to me was also fake; Jianwen's feelings for me were also fake, right?
Because he is no longer like before, he will always come out to protect me when I need it the most
I really don't know what the meaning of living in this false world is.
The photo browser on your phone shows that the photo has slipped to the last one, and the diary I took was all read here.
But Yanxuan, her pain is still in progress. I really don’t know that there are so many things hidden behind the surface I saw.
I didn't know her at all
From between her lines, I saw the side I had never known before
Maybe because she is the only daughter in the family, she has longed for someone to accompany her since she was a child, so someone will be a little nicer to her and completely accept him.
Perhaps it was because she couldn't help feeling lonely in her heart at that time that after losing the warmth of her family, she even accepted the way she treated her like the person in the car, and even wanted to hold on to such a relationship.
Later, because of my appearance, although her heart found support again, she could no longer be lonely; but because of the misunderstanding between us and my distance, she fell into a more painful abyss again, and then accepted the abnormal relationship she developed with He Yumin. Why did she never mention these situations at home to me and didn't want me to know?
But I didn't notice it, and I didn't take the initiative to ask
And I actually chose to stay away from her when she needed me the most
And I also realized in her diary that Yanxuan is such a girl with no confidence. Maybe it is because of this that she doesn't want people to know the side she thinks is bad, right?
Perhaps because of this lack of confidence, she really hopes to be recognized and cared for by others, so she dare not resist any requests from others and chooses to accept them.
So she did whatever He Yumin wanted her to do; she would bear it silently, no matter how the person in the car treated her, she would bear it one by one without saying a word.
Is it the same reason that she did something unbelievable on the day Meng Zhen celebrated her birthday?
wrong!
That thing is different
After reading Yanxuan's self-report that day, I suddenly remembered that the day before, I heard the conversation between the two guys in the toilet. The maniac once said what he was preparing for. That day I thought he was talking about a gift.
Think about it now, will they be drugged?
That's why the temperature in the private room is obviously very low, but they feel hot; so Yanxuan's eyes become so blurred, she can't control herself, and do things that she can't even imagine
I hate myself so much. Why didn’t I see any abnormality at that time? Why didn’t I rush in to protect her?
Missed the present and no evidence can be found again!
How much torture did she endure silently during this period?
I thought I was the only good friend I could make, but it made her and me gradually drift away, and even caused her to be shamelessly treated by her companion. I thought He Yumin, who was relying on in the end, just wanted to get her body, and never thought about her at all, and didn't care about her feelings at all.
And I myself, I didn't see her helplessness, didn't show up to protect her when she needed it most, and even earlier, I was immersed in the sweet time with Weirong but didn't know that Yanxuan...
She was left with only one person!
How could she survive the torment she is now fragile?
What happened is like this, who should blame?
Is this damn system a big deal that makes us drift away?
Is Meng Zhen blaming the rumors and making trouble and making trouble?
He Yumin blamed him for taking advantage of the situation?
Blaming those two shameless people for their vulgar methods?
Or should we blame fate for teasing?
I think the one I should blame most is myself
If it weren't for my unsteady relationship, how could I miss the opportunity again and again that she needed protection?
How could the misunderstanding between us be deeper and deeper, leading to the irreversible situation now?
I thought that after seeing Yanxuan and He Yumin's increasingly biased behavior from my diary, I could hate her and take the courage to say those words to her.
But I really didn't expect that after reading the diary, I felt infinite guilt and self-blame in my heart. I felt my chest tightly clamped into a ball. Before I knew it, my nose felt sore, my eyes were blurred, and two lines of tears just flowed down like this.
Fengban sat on my lap and talked about English questions
get out of class has already ended, why don’t you take a break?
My legs are already paralyzed, and even if I have to take a small exam later, just write it casually!
I absentmindedly leaned my chin against Weirong's right shoulder and found that her collar was a little loose. I couldn't help but look in. She was wearing new underwear today!
Because she has been wearing a coat recently, she can't see the underwear straps through her uniform like before. She can tell at a glance which one she is wearing today.
Looking inside from her neckline, her plump breasts were tightly covered by this white-based pink love bra, with pink lace edges on the edges.
This underwear seems to be only one-half cup, lower than what she had worn before. The large piece of snow-white breasts shook slightly as she talked about the English topic.
Since I spent the last lunch break and covered my coat, I haven't touched Rongrong's big breasts for a long time. They are so tempting. I really want to taste the touch again. As I thought about it, I felt that I was pressing my lower back hard and pressing her against her.
Hey, do you understand this? Don’t want to take the exam later... She turned around while talking, she was so perverted! Where are you looking! People are so focused on teaching you, you actually...
She covered her chest and was about to stand up angrily
It's a pity. She seems to be really angry this time. I quickly grabbed her waist with both hands and prevented her from getting up, because I didn't dare to move too much during get out of class, for fear of attracting other students' attention.
Oh, Teacher Rongrong, I'm sorry, I'm not intentionally not focused, but... the teacher is so distracted by being so good!
I pretended to be spoiled and rubbed her shoulders with my chin.
Who is your teacher Rongrong? I tell you, I’m talking very seriously now, please stop calling me there haha!
Although she had lowered the volume, she could tell from her tone that she was really angry
OK, I'm sorry, I'll listen carefully
It's too late, it's not my business if you fail the exam later
Don't do this, Rongrong, I'm sorry!
Have you forgotten all of us? Our promise!
What agreement?
I'm confused
My birthday wish! If our set of homework is getting better and better, you will be able to achieve your wish!
You... OK, I'm sorry, I promise you that I will definitely be serious in the future and achieve my wish together, okay? Don't be angry!
I saw her pouting mouth, and my anger should have subsided. But after making such a fuss, the bells of class rang
The next English class is about to start. Now I really don't need to rest or go to the toilet.
After several recent tests, I found that Wei Rong's English is really good. Her grades are mediocre. Her English level is probably like my mathematics, and she can compare with good students.
Because of her little teacher requesting me, I have read some of the notes she has sorted out for me when I go back. In addition, the key reminder when the class just ended, I did a good job in the English exam just now!
But she seemed to be still having a quarrel, but she still refused to talk to me
Fortunately, I was in math class, so I finally got the turn of the decision!
As soon as the teacher started class, I quietly leaned my body against her, reached in front of me, and used the excuse to turn over the textbooks and notes, and then wrapped her in my arms.
After reading the book this time, I didn't put down my left hand, but just kept lying around her
While the teacher was writing on the blackboard, I wrote in the blank space of my notebook: Rong, don’t be angry, I just took the English exam like that
She endured it for a long time and finally picked up the pen to respond: What's it like? She dares to say it with only 67 points. She has made a lot of progress!
I dare to say it! There are so many mistakes in one word, but I didn’t read the key points when I go back, right? The grammar I told you when I was just over the class was wrong, it wasn’t because you, a pervert, just now, just peeked at someone!
It seems that she is not satisfied with my score at all, and it reminds her of peeking. It seems that she hasn't scolded her enough at that time. The more she thinks about it, the more she becomes, the more she becomes, the more she writes.
It's so bad, it seems to have a reverse effect
Sorry! I will really start to take it seriously! Is it okay to be better than you next time?
What you said, what you didn’t do was the big pig!
OK, then I can forgive me, right?
no
Why?
Unless you promised me that I would stay in school for two days every week.
I thought she was going to have some problems, but it turned out that I wanted me to stay with her and I to study for myself late.
Actually, I really want to spend more time with her. Since that date, we have never had the opportunity to be together after school. We have wanted to find her on several weekends, but... the unfinished things with Yanxuan always keep me in a hurry.
It takes so long to think about it!
She suddenly wrote these words vigorously again, and I realized that I was trance again
OK, I'm willing, I'll whisper in her ear
What you want, you need to sign here if you write it.
Xu Jianwen is willing to study with Wu Weirong late at night
Halfway through my writing, I couldn't help but write the last three words farther apart. She saw what I wrote this time, and didn't respond to anything I wrote. But I saw a cute blush on her cheek from the side. She should also understand my hint!
Looking at her pouting and smiling secretly, I suddenly thought that since she accidentally kissed her on KTSV, I never had the chance to kiss her again. Looking at her fair and red cheeks, it really makes me feel the urge to kiss her secretly.
But I suddenly realized that the content I saw in my diary last night was that there was a pair of eyes behind me, maybe I was secretly monitoring me.
And now I remember that although Wei Rong and I became more and more ambiguous, this is also something that happened recently. It was not like this at the beginning, let alone... I have never done anything about my secret kiss on her cheek!
Why did Ying Mengzhen say this to Yanxuan?
Is she really wrong, or is she calmed down and why did she say this on purpose?
I suddenly wanted to turn around and glar at her to see if she was also monitoring me
However, Wei Rong pushed my shoulders and pulled my attention back to the front. It turned out that the teacher had already started to talk about a new style. I quickly copied it down because this note was not only what I wanted to read, but also wanted Wei Rong to take it back for review, so I had to write it in more detail.
The weather is a little cold today, and I just circled her with my hands and wrote notes. My body was tightly attached, so warm, and my heart was also
...Really, let’s talk to Tingyu and the others!
Yes, many students in the class will stay!
You told dad not to use it, I can just take a ride by myself
You don't have to worry, my classmates will accompany me
Well, we will buy something first, and go back later before having dinner
OK, bye
When I came out of the toilet to wash my hands, I heard Wei Rong talking on the phone in the corridor. I should have reported to my family that I would stay for my own study at night!
You're very slow!
Seeing her pouting again, I knew it was miserable
Sorry, I just thought about it again...
Big size? Oh, it's so stinking, stay away from me. Weirong pretends to cover her nose, turned around and walked down the stairs
Wait for a moment!
I followed her brisk steps downstairs to the welfare club
After school, the welfare club will be open for a while so that students who stay in school can buy some snacks.
But unexpectedly, when I walked to the first floor, I looked towards the welfare club and realized that it was miserable again.
Look! It’s closed, it’s all you!
Her little hands kept patting my arm
Oh, it doesn't matter, then go to the school to buy it, there are many small stalls and convenience stores outside
No! I won't be hungry anyway
Are you sure? You are not...
The following words were still in my mouth, but when I saw her staring at me with big eyes, I didn't dare to continue talking. It would be better to keep a low profile when she was angry.
Then, what should I do now? I quickly changed my words and said
Go back to the classroom to study for yourself, otherwise?
Now, isn't it too early?
I kind of want to go shopping with her after school campus. Although I can't take her to the rooftop, maybe we can go to other places and create our memories.
Start quickly and end quickly, otherwise what time do you want to read?
Oh, OK!
As a result, the plan failed and had to follow her back to the classroom
It was too early. According to my experience of staying several times before, I wanted to peek at Yanxuan and the others, there was indeed no one else in the classroom at this time.
No one is there, do you still have to sit together like this?
We walked to the seat and Weirong suddenly asked
Yes, I saw that most of the people who left their self-study were still sitting together.
Liar, when did you secretly stay and repair it?
Oh...No, I saw it after playing the ball and came back to get something
She was stunned by me, so she had to spread her legs and sit up. I habitually hugged her waist and adjusted her posture for her.
She took out the English textbook and the test paper from the drawer, and it seemed that she would read it while giving a lecture again later.
Because there was no one else in the classroom, I boldly hugged her waist and leaned my chin against her shoulders. Let's see what Teacher Rongrong would teach me for the first time in tutoring today. It would be great if it was to teach health education.
As I thought about it, I secretly glanced into her chest, but unfortunately the collar is very pleasing now and I can't see anything
Suddenly, I heard someone coming from the back door, and quickly let go of the hand holding her and left her a little.
Two pairs of classmates walked into the classroom, and one of them even looked at us. It should have been surprising that we stayed to study!
Their seats are in front of each other. I saw these two groups walking to the seats and finally they all sat next to each other.
Hey~ Wei Rong, do you stay here to study too?
Another female classmate who was familiar with Wei Rong also came in through the back door and greeted her.
Hi, Xiaoping has no choice, who told me that this guy behind me is too messy
Haha, you have a good relationship and you are sitting together and working hard!
No...no, I heard that I have to sit together after class
She felt a little guilty when she saw the two groups in front of her.
OK, I won’t bother you anymore, come on!
Yes, come on, too
As a result, the students who entered the classroom one after another, only two of the ten groups of students sat together.
She was explaining to me what I wrote wrongly during the exam today, but suddenly stopped and said: Didn’t you say that everyone is sitting together?
I didn't say everything, you see, there are two pairs sitting together in front of me.
Is Ziyu and the others dating? Then Yu Ting and the others seem to be together... they just recently
Oh, it doesn’t matter. We stayed for the first time, I don’t know! Teacher Rongrong~~ It’s time to start class quickly, I really want to listen to your lecture!
Don't pretend there
After she was reciting, she still explained to me carefully one question after another. Why did she need to fill in this word? Why can this phrase be used in this place?
Although those long and annoying letters are still so annoying under her explanation, I felt that she was really attentive, so I had to listen hard to myself.
Fortunately, in the explanation of my lovely teacher Rongrong, the class time passed faster than I imagined. It took about 40 minutes to finish the focus of today's class and the questions I had wrong in the exam. Then I finally changed to me to teach her math.
After I spread the book out, I stopped and said: What should I say before class starts?
What!
I want to say that Teacher Wenwen is good!
Go to die!
How can you treat the teacher like this
Just don't teach me
She is trying to get up again
Oops, OK, just kidding!
I quickly clamped her with my hands and body to prevent her from moving. At first, she pretended to struggle, so she took a while to comfort her. After finally finishing the trouble, I started teaching her. I told her the trigonometric function that the teacher just taught today. She didn't seem to understand the situation at all. Cos is the X-axis, and sin is the projection to the Y-axis. Just remember it like this, don't memorize the formula! Look, Cos 60 degrees, does it look only half of the original diameter, and is it one-half?
Oh! She replied, not sure if she understood it
Then let me ask you, what about sin 30 degrees, what should this be?
Well...it's one-half!
Wow~~ This classmate is so great, the teacher will give you a reward
What reward?
I put my head next to her cheek and pouted. As soon as she turned her head, her cheek was pressed against my lips and I stole it.
What are you doing? I'm crazy, I'll be seen later
Oops, we won't be seen by others when we sit in the back
Because we were sitting in the penultimate row and there was no one behind, so I could be more bold
Oh hiss! She pinched my legs again unwillingly, causing me to scream out inadvertently
However, under my very patient teaching, this student with dull qualifications finally gradually developed a concept of trigonometric functions, so I used today's homework to let her start practicing
Taking advantage of the time she was writing the topic, I took out my phone to look at the time, and I realized that we were still waiting until almost half past six.
I thought it was time to go to the first time I was studying for myself, but I didn't expect that we would be serious together for more than an hour. At this time, I raised my head and noticed that there were three or four groups of classmates left in front of me.
Just now, another group of classmates packed their bags and prepared to leave. As the number of people in the classroom became smaller and smaller, my heart became more and more impetuous. I couldn't help but start to imagine the scene and atmosphere when Yanxuan and the others were left in the classroom.
Indeed, it is really hard not to make people think about it. In fact, it is not necessary to say that the lonely man and the widow are alone. Just now, sitting in the front row in the distance makes me start to have a bad idea.
Since we accidentally got into Wei Rong during the last lunch break, we have not had an intimate relationship for a long time. I really want to experience that feeling again!
And I already know that she does not reject my treatment like this. If we could stay until the end of today, maybe when there is no one in the classroom, we will go further than last time!
But isn’t I doing the same thing as He Yumin?
But Weirong didn't say that it was no, maybe she liked me to treat her like this!
But I really don’t want to be like that guy, nor do I want Weirong to become... Yanxuan now!
Why bother with so much? It's good to have fun!
Guru~~ When I was still pulling inside, I suddenly heard this sound coming from the front
What's the sound?
No...no! Wei Rong stammered
You fart?
It’s not a slap, why talk nonsense!
OK, you... are so hungry, little pig. I just said you don't need to eat something first
No
I think it's better to be here on the first day of today, right? And I've told you all the things I should teach just now. Just calculate the questions when you go back. I'll help you with tomorrow morning!
I'm getting ready! She said without admitting her defeat
Damn, I thought about this question for almost ten minutes. How long will it take for the rest of the question to go? It’s almost time to go home. You see, everyone is almost exposing!
oh!
As a result, we left the third-last pair. Suddenly we felt a sense of accomplishment. I didn’t expect to be so serious on the first day. If we continued like this with her, my grades would really make a big leap forward!
After leaving the still brightly lit middle and senior high school classroom corridor, we walked on the campus on a autumn night, with only silence and darkness left in other places, and the temperature was a bit unusually low. This atmosphere makes people feel a little uneasy, and we always think of some strange stories on campus.
What to do, I... want to go to the bathroom!
Why didn’t you say earlier that it’s so dark here, should you go back to the classroom on the fourth floor?
Clams~~ I have to climb back, just one on the first floor is fine!
Oh, then wait, I'll go in and turn on the lights for you
I took my cell phone and leaned against the screen light source to enter the women's bathroom on the first floor. I helped her turn on the light before coming out.
OK, go quickly, I'm waiting outside
I helped her carry her schoolbag and let her go into the toilet alone
Ah~~ It wasn't long before she entered, and a scream came from
What's wrong! I rushed to the door and asked
Next door...The door next door is moving
What, you just closed the door yourself too hard, and the door next door was shocked to open!
Oh, can you... be with me?
Oh, OK! I didn't expect you to be so fierce, but you are a coward! Haha, I caught another weakness
I pushed open the door and entered the toilet
You are very strange!
OK, I won’t mess with you anymore, hurry up!
After almost a minute, she didn't make any noise, nor did she...
Rongrong, what's wrong with you? Are you still here?
This is so strange. You are here, and they can't get out!
Oh, you asked someone to come in, so I'll go out again
No!
What should I do? Otherwise, I can wear my headphones, right?
oh!
I took out my headphones and inserted them on my phone, put them on and played them casually and listened to them.
Okay, I'm listening to music now, I can't hear anything you say!
I listened to the song for more than two minutes quietly before I saw her finally opening the door
Oh, it smells so smelly. I imitated her and hid aside with my nose pinched
You are very annoying!
She came towards me, looking like she wanted to pinch me
Wash your hands first!
When I told her, she remembered her and turned to the bathroom to rush her hands.
I took advantage of this time and escaped from the toilet first
Hey, wait a moment! Wait a moment~ Don’t leave!
She was so nervous that she rushed out casually, and then quickly followed her
It's strange that you don't wait for someone else to do it!
She left the bathroom and chased me and shouted, "I quickly ran and deliberately kept a distance from her, and we just started chasing in the empty corridor."
Although the campus is still dark and dark, the atmosphere is completely different from the moment, full of our laughter and beating and scolding
We just played all the way to the school gate
Because the direction we were going home was the opposite, the station sign happened to be on both sides of the road. I accompanied Weirong to her to wait for the bus first
You go queue first, I'll buy something!
Where are you going?
Oh, I'll be back later!
I walked to the alley next door, where there were several stalls selling food. But after I flipped through my wallet, I found that there was not much money left on my body, only enough to buy a piece of cola cake
After waiting for a while, the boss had just fried a batch and paid the money, I walked back to the side of the station sign with the hot cakes.
Now, this is for you
What is this?
Coke cake! This is a very delicious place. I used to buy one after playing basketball.
Ah, why is there only one piece? Where is yours?
I... won't be hungry yet!
Hearing me say this, she opened the bag and was about to take a bite
Oh, it's so hot!
Just fried, forgot to tell you
It's annoying!
She pouted and blew, then continued to take a bite
How about it, is it delicious?
Well... this one is delicious, and my whole body will be warmed up after eating it!
Is it so exaggerated? Eat it slowly, isn't it said it's very hot? No one is snatching you
I saw her bite of satisfaction and bite her bite after biting her, and she was obviously hungry!
OK! This half of yours
Suddenly she pushed the little piece of cola cake that she had eaten halfway into me
Why don’t you continue to eat? Are you very hungry?
No, I want to lose weight so that someone will keep saying I'm a pig. Oh, you know I'm joking, you'll finish eating if you're hungry!
No matter what, it costs half of each person!
Oh, OK!
I couldn't bear to her insistence, so I took it and started biting the half-coke cake that was still smoking. Actually, I've been hungry for a long time.
As she was eating, she still had a bite left before she finished her meal. She suddenly patted my arm and said: Hey, is that one over there your car?
She pointed to a bus waiting for a red light in the distance
It seems to be!
Then what are you still doing? Hurry up and queue up!
No, I'm not rushing home
Oh, but you have to wait for a long time!
No, it's now during peak hours, the next one will be here soon, it doesn't matter if I'll wait with you for a while
I'll just wait by myself, you'll go soon!
No matter! I learned from her tone: Didn’t you tell your family that you would accompany you if you have classmates? Moreover, I am a female classmate~~ In the last sentence, I deliberately pretended to be a female voice in a fake voice and said... why are you eavesdropping on someone’s phone?
You're so loud, I don't want to listen
You are very strange!
She slapped my arm with her little hand again
We continued to accompany us, and after waiting for another five minutes, her car arrived
This bus was rush hour and there were crowds of people after class and get off work at the same time, so it was very crowded. After she got on the bus, she seemed to try hard to squeeze into the window and wave to me, but unfortunately, the people were too full. When she was still unable to move, the car had already driven.
I watched her bus leave, and I went to my stop sign. I waited for almost half an hour before I waited for my car to go home.
After having a full meal and taking a shower, I touched it for a while before sitting on the desk in a daze, staring at the annoying letters hard, because Teacher Rongrong had an explanation that I asked me to finish writing the English homework and simulation papers and check it tomorrow morning
But after staring at them for an hour or two, my eyes were sore and I only wrote halfway through my writing after all
I couldn't help but close my eyes, fell back, and began to recall the first evening self-study I had just had with her.
That feeling is really good. If she had accompanied me to study for myself, I would have been willing to stay every day!
And if I could maintain this until the end of the semester, I believe my grades will definitely improve a lot and achieve one of her wishes.
But when I thought about the end of the semester, I realized that after the final exam in two months, the winter vacation will be on, and next year's new semester is a new beginning. The relationship between us and our partner will come to an end in just two months.
Thinking of this, a feeling of sadness and loss came. Wasn’t He Yanxuan forced to reach the end because of this?
What about Weirong and I, next year, will we change to a new chair companion. Can we still be like this between me and her?
Suddenly, I wanted to... I really wanted to hear her voice. Although I had only been apart for a few hours, I was so scared that after these two months, our relationship ended like this.
I didn't want to do this, so I took out my phone and found her number. This time I finally pressed the dial button and I regretted it at the moment. I hadn't decided what to tell her yet. It's already half past ten, and I don't know if she's asleep, and...
Hello……
A weak female voice came from the other end of the phone. Is it her?
Hello, banyan... are banyan?
What are you doing?
It's her right, but she speaks so softly that I'm not used to it for a while.
You are sleeping?
Yes! Why are you doing... not to fight sooner or later, and you only want to call someone now?
Sorry! Why do you... speak so quietly?
My sister is by my side!
oh!
What are you going to do?
No...no, I just want to ask you about English. If you are sleeping, then... forget it!
You are very surprised. You will only call me and ask if it is now... Is there anything else?
Well, it's okay, you go to bed quickly!
Strange! Good night!
Good night, beg
……Bye-Bye
I hung up the phone after hearing her gentle bow
What am I doing?
I didn't think about what to say to her and called me, like a fool
and……
The thing I thought about before was obviously not completed yet!
I must make a good end with Yanxuan first before I can start with Rong. This is how I always believe in my heart.
Thinking of this, I remembered Yanxuan's diary. I fell asleep halfway through seeing it last night.
Should I continue watching?
But what if you understand what happened to them?
I obviously want to break up with her!
Moreover, what scares me the most is that if you continue to turn around according to the development you have seen before, will you see something you don’t want to see?
I stared at the phone in my hand, and after hesitating for a long time, I made a decision. Since I took the risk of taking pictures of it, I should finish watching it!
And I still want to know why she cried so hard on the bed that day
I took the door, turned off the light, climbed onto the bed, hid in the quilt, opened the photo browser of my phone, found the one I saw last time, and continued reading
Sure enough, my premonition was right. In the end, I saw what I didn't want to see the least
Moreover, I regret why I kept watching, why didn’t I turn off my phone just now, and just let it go...
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Moreover, the boundary line he had drawn was crossed step by step without realizing it
How did it become like this?
Even though I knew that this had exceeded the relationship between my classmates and my chair companion, I couldn't stop...
When I got home with him today and wanted to study for self-study, I couldn't resist his request for several days and really tied my hair into pairs of ponytails for him to show him. I didn't expect that he was so excited to see it. The boys are really strange. Why do they like girls to tie them like this?
Is it because he lives in his heart that he also hopes that I am like a little girl?
But...whether the little boy and the little girl are doing such a thing
And I accidentally had a lot of first time with him today
As he guided me step by step, I actually acquiesced to his sneak attack on someone's chest. Moreover, in the end, he took off his upper body. Although he was not seen with his back to him, I was so shy that I was so shy when I thought about it now.
And not only the chest, but also the bottom was lost in the end
Although Min is not as experienced as that person's technique, it is because he hasn't been touched there for a long time, so it's almost unbearable just one stroke.
After the end, Min asked someone for dirty pants. He wanted to wash it a little first, but he didn't wash it for me.
Sometimes I really don't understand what he is thinking, but he even said he wanted to take it back as a souvenir
Today, he crossed so many lines at one time, what should I do in the future?
Especially I am really afraid that he will not be able to stop next time I will be touched by him.
I think I should explain it to him tomorrow and I can't continue like this
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Actually, I am not the case myself. I have accumulated a day in school and I always hope to release it earlier, so I repeatedly indulged him to cross the line.
The day before yesterday, he even reached into the same hand as that person later.
Moreover, people seem to know more and more where I am more sensitive. As long as he catches that weakness, he will never get rid of that feeling again.
The relationship with him feels more and more similar to that person. We all know what each other wants. He can always fill the emptiness of being alone after class, and... satisfying the feeling of wanting and being in his own state seems to have returned to the mood of wanting to take that bus every day.
As long as time, environment and atmosphere arrive, you will be immersed in that desire
Before going to bed last night, I even learned how they treated me, and I got it with my hands... That one
What I was thinking at that time was not Yumin or Jianwen, but the person who was almost unremembering what he looked like and was very annoying.
What kind of devil am I possessed?
But after that last night, my body's desire was satisfied, and I realized that my heart was becoming more and more empty
It was only then that I realized when did Jianwen and I have almost no way back. I haven't talked to Wen for a long time, and even accidentally met him in class, I didn't dare to look at him because I knew I had done a lot of things that I was sorry for him.
But what about him, how far has he developed between him and Wei Rong?
Why did I keep my distance from him after hearing Zhenzhen? But he didn't come back actively to save him like she said, but let us get farther and farther away. In fact, with Yumin's company, I seem to think of Jianwen less and less
Is he the same? With her, he completely forgot about me?
X-Monday Yumin gave me an unexpected surprise today
I really didn't expect that he would give gifts to others when he was at home. It turned out that he also had such a romantic side, which really makes people unable to see.
Today was unexpected. At first, he was very content and made me feel uncomfortable. It was not until we finished our self-study and finished our homework that he went to his schoolbag to take out a small piece that had been simply wrapped, saying that this was a gift to me for the anniversary of my understanding.
It was really happy and funny at that time, because I really couldn't guess when the anniversary he mentioned began to be counted. Was it the day I entered the cram school?
But it's less than a year!
Is it the day we first talked in class?
Minhe...how did he remember what happened so long ago?
Did he start paying attention to others since then?
Or did he like me then?
I was really embarrassed to ask him in person at that time
But I didn't expect that I just opened the gift and found that this thing was even more embarrassing
At that time, he said that he must use it for me to buy it, and told me to use it for me tomorrow. At that time, I was still thinking about the small and light box, what exactly contained it. Unexpectedly, after taking it apart, it turned out to be a pair of...thongs!
Although it is very cute and pink and yellow, it is so thin and transparent, so how do you need it to wear it!
But when I received the thing, I was actually very happy
After all, it doesn't matter what it is. What's important is that I know he has this intention, and... has been hidden in my heart for a year.
Because I was a little moved at the moment, at that time, I actually agreed to his request many times and helped him use his mouth for the first time...
Although I felt that the smell was really heavy at first, I actually got used to it after a while. And it smelled so that people would always remember the feeling I was on the bus. Now, while writing, I thought about the colorful scenes just now, and I actually thought about it again...
Before going to bed, will you be unable to resist your own one again?
I'm really bad!
On X-X, I had been awakened by the previous dream for two consecutive nights. The same classroom, the aisle was also full of classmates who looked down on me, and Jianwen, who was standing ruthlessly in his seat, staring at me. The difference was the sentence he blurted out: How could you become like this!
But when he woke up, he realized that it was really not just a dream, he... knew it all
He saw it all, and I was actually caught by Yumin in front of him in the classroom. All this...he could see clearly
Actually, since the bell rang in that get out of class, I knew that I had lost Jianwen.
But what I didn't expect was that Jianwen had seen what Yumin and I did in the classroom where I was studying late.
How many things have I done to hurt him during this period of time, and how much did he know?
Text, I'm sorry
But Wen, why don’t you hold on to me tightly? Why do you turn around and leave?
Do you know, I need you, I need you to pull me
Can't we go back?
X-Month and X-Day really have been so painful. Although I really know that I am sad and I know about Jianwen and I, I dare not tell her that the real reason why Jianwen will leave me is not what happened between him and Weirong, but Yumin and me
And Yumin, although I really want to hate him, all this was not caused by his intention. I can only blame myself for being so stupid and I can only bear the consequences of all this by myself.
Although Yumin has really cared about me these days, I can't tell him the real pain in my heart
At this moment, I could only keep a distance from him. Now, no one can listen to me and say what I have in my heart. No one knows how painful it is. If this accumulates in seconds, I really don’t know how long the wall in my heart will collapse.
I really regret it on X-Month. Although I have regretted enough, why do I still make mistakes again and again?
Because I agreed to Zhenzhen a long time ago, I didn’t expect that today I forced my face to laugh and follow her birthday party. This kind of thing happened. Until this moment, I still don’t know why I did that at that time?
I knew that Zhenzhen really introduced her another chair companion to me on purpose, hoping that by knowing other boys, I could divert my attention. At the beginning, I thought Zhengcheng was a boy who was very easy to get along with, but I really didn't know how the development would turn out like this later.
I felt so strange all night this night. In fact, when I really said that the box was so hot, I felt the same way. My body was hot and thirsty. After drinking two drinks, it was still the same.
And when he was in a private room, he always reminded people of the situation on the bus. I felt... I really wanted it.
Is it because of that small and stuffy space?
Or was it influenced by Zhenzhen and their bold behavior?
Or is it because he has rejected Yumin for many days and deliberately suppressed his relationship?
I couldn't resist the temptation now, and I impulsively helped him do that
And because he was not as powerful as he said, he was even better than Yumin. Later, because he hadn't arrived yet, he ignored his face and had his hands full of his things, hid in the toilet and used his hands...
I can't even forgive myself
Tonight, I realized that the only reliance left in this world is about to collapse
Today was the day when my father should have come back, but unexpectedly, the food was cold for a long time and he had not come back yet
At first I thought my mother was busy with things in the room, so I helped to clean up the food on the table and ice them first, wanting my father to come back and then heat them up to eat.
But unexpectedly, when I passed by her door, I heard my mother crying, "They quarrel again." This was my first thought at that time
I have never seen my always strong mother crying, so I called my father as soon as possible, but unexpectedly I turned it into the voice mailbox
At that time, I wanted to go to his study to see if there was a contact number for a company or a business trip hotel, but I saw a kraft paper bag from the court on the desk, which contained their divorce agreement.
I really didn't expect things to develop to this point. In fact, as my father is not at home for a longer time, and my mother's attitude towards her father, she has long been mentally prepared for their relationship to deteriorate, but I really didn't expect that there would be such a day.
Dad, does he really want this family anymore?
Did he have an affair?
Dad, do you really want us anymore?
When I was a child, I always treated me as the father who loved the little princess. Where did you go?
Is this the case for men all over the world? With a new woman, they will forget what he originally loved and the person he loved?
I really can't believe this fact, even my father is such a person!
On X-X, I thought I could catch a driftwood and finally stop sinking, but I was still wrong
A few days ago, because of his gentle care, I thought of Wen, and I actually gave it to him.
A few days later, I thought I could pass this period with his company, but I didn't expect that he would be like a different person, and didn't care about other people's mood. He ignored other people's wishes and just wanted to be that one.
And today he actually wanted to go directly in school and during computer classes.
My original resistance also collapsed because I saw Jianwen and the others' intimate actions.
I really didn't expect Yumin to treat me like this
Min, can't you treat me as gentle as you did the previous few days?
Even if it's just pretending, it's fine, just one go, can't it?
ＸＸＸＸJapan thought I would never go back to the roof again, but that day I was so sad that I was so confused that I walked up there that I found a moment of comfort and hypnotizing myself there. Jianwen was like he was still by his side, talking to me gently, comforting me, and accompanying me, so that I could keep a little awakening
And I have also endured Yumin's demands that have become more severe in the past few days, because I have accepted the fact that I have fallen into depravity.
I thought I could no longer be afraid, because I could bear any excessive things. Until yesterday he discovered this sacred place, and he actually did what I least want to do here to me.
And from that moment I realized that nothing in this world was true. The high school life that was originally going to see the sun was fake; the emotions that my parents barely maintained were fake; Yumin's tenderness to me was also fake; Jianwen's feelings for me were also fake, right?
Because he is no longer like before, he will always come out to protect me when I need it the most
I really don't know what the meaning of living in this false world is.
The photo browser on your phone shows that the photo has slipped to the last one, and the diary I took was all read here.
But Yanxuan, her pain is still in progress. I really don’t know that there are so many things hidden behind the surface I saw.
I didn't know her at all
From between her lines, I saw the side I had never known before
Maybe because she is the only daughter in the family, she has longed for someone to accompany her since she was a child, so someone will be a little nicer to her and completely accept him.
Perhaps it was because she couldn't help feeling lonely in her heart at that time that after losing the warmth of her family, she even accepted the way she treated her like the person in the car, and even wanted to hold on to such a relationship.
Later, because of my appearance, although her heart found support again, she could no longer be lonely; but because of the misunderstanding between us and my distance, she fell into a more painful abyss again, and then accepted the abnormal relationship she developed with He Yumin. Why did she never mention these situations at home to me and didn't want me to know?
But I didn't notice it, and I didn't take the initiative to ask
And I actually chose to stay away from her when she needed me the most
And I also realized in her diary that Yanxuan is such a girl with no confidence. Maybe it is because of this that she doesn't want people to know the side she thinks is bad, right?
Perhaps because of this lack of confidence, she really hopes to be recognized and cared for by others, so she dare not resist any requests from others and chooses to accept them.
So she did whatever He Yumin wanted her to do; she would bear it silently, no matter how the person in the car treated her, she would bear it one by one without saying a word.
Is it the same reason that she did something unbelievable on the day Meng Zhen celebrated her birthday?
wrong!
That thing is different
After reading Yanxuan's self-report that day, I suddenly remembered that the day before, I heard the conversation between the two guys in the toilet. The maniac once said what he was preparing for. That day I thought he was talking about a gift.
Think about it now, will they be drugged?
That's why the temperature in the private room is obviously very low, but they feel hot; so Yanxuan's eyes become so blurred, she can't control herself, and do things that she can't even imagine
I hate myself so much. Why didn’t I see any abnormality at that time? Why didn’t I rush in to protect her?
Missed the present and no evidence can be found again!
How much torture did she endure silently during this period?
I thought I was the only good friend I could make, but it made her and me gradually drift away, and even caused her to be shamelessly treated by her companion. I thought He Yumin, who was relying on in the end, just wanted to get her body, and never thought about her at all, and didn't care about her feelings at all.
And I myself, I didn't see her helplessness, didn't show up to protect her when she needed it most, and even earlier, I was immersed in the sweet time with Weirong but didn't know that Yanxuan...
She was left with only one person!
How could she survive the torment she is now fragile?
What happened is like this, who should blame?
Is this damn system a big deal that makes us drift away?
Is Meng Zhen blaming the rumors and making trouble and making trouble?
He Yumin blamed him for taking advantage of the situation?
Blaming those two shameless people for their vulgar methods?
Or should we blame fate for teasing?
I think the one I should blame most is myself
If it weren't for my unsteady relationship, how could I miss the opportunity again and again that she needed protection?
How could the misunderstanding between us be deeper and deeper, leading to the irreversible situation now?
I thought that after seeing Yanxuan and He Yumin's increasingly biased behavior from my diary, I could hate her and take the courage to say those words to her.
But I really didn't expect that after reading the diary, I felt infinite guilt and self-blame in my heart. I felt my chest tightly clamped into a ball. Before I knew it, my nose felt sore, my eyes were blurred, and two lines of tears just flowed down like this.
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