Postscript: When praying ends

In April 2018, when I woke up from a cruise ship in Halong Bay, Vietnam in the morning, I took this photo

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At that time, I would never have thought that I would start with this place and write a complicated novel; I never thought that in just four years, a carefree journey would become so difficult.

Now that I think about it carefully, the days at that time were indeed incredible

A group of people from all over the world gathered together, including Americans, Chinese, Spanish, Indians, Burmese...

Everyone is either a couple or a couple, and there is only one single Korean boy who accidentally enters the love nest and endures everyone's kindness of ridicule.

At that time, the network was poor and there was nothing to do

We either chat, drink, eat; or practice Tai Chi, wrap spring rolls, and catch squids.

It's a rare and ordinary moment now, but I realized that it was a rare and pleasant time in life.

I don't know what's wrong with the world now, but people who are not nostalgic may not be sad

It was during that time period that I checked some ship-related knowledge in order to do a travel guide and accidentally saw a very interesting point: in the navigation world, She is usually used to refer to ships.

And there is a serious explanation for this statement, which is roughly translated as follows:

1. Like any beauty, there are a group of men around her willing to serve her from beginning to end;

2 The boat has a beautiful figure, always high head and a well-proportioned waist; it is always painted very beautifully, like wearing colorful clothes, like a woman;

3 The money spent on maintenance is always far exceeding the expenses of daily necessities and is decorated very gorgeously;

4 Boats always need an experienced man to properly navigate her and lead her to the right voyage;

5 The boat always shows off the upper body to others, and always covers it up and treasures the lower body;

6 When the boat sails into a harbor, it always rushes to a group of buoys (buys, homophonic bys)

I thought it was so interesting after reading it. I felt that sailing life was really awesome. As a woman, I still had a subtle sense of offense. I couldn't explain the reason clearly at that time, but I remember this feeling

Just like in life many moments, I will always taste it, remember this sense of offense

But it's always hard for me to say it

So when I really started writing this novel, all the feelings that had erupted over the years, I decided to create a ship called He, which belongs to women

He should be a man who is stared at by women as soon as he appears, a man who is ideal for women, a man who truly understands women, rather than those gentlemen who are superficial.

What helps girls open the car door, pull stools, and protect the girls on the inside of the road when walking...

For all the details, he should treat the heroine as a complete and independent person

This is our puppy, Liang Jingming

In comparison, writing a lot of things is much more difficult

I've actually been trying to balance her character, she should make readers feel offended (like me, an offense from any woman's daily feelings), but readers can also understand where this offense comes from

I admit that no matter how hard I try, her personality still has something unpleasant.

But compared to being loved by everyone, I think what is more resistant to chewing is: Why is her personality not likable?

What should be a likable personality?

Who will decide whether to please?

Why follow this standard?

Does this standard apply to everyone?

Why is her partner almost perfect in secular meaning? There are still many problems in her life?

To be honest, it was these questions that drove me to complete this novel

I want to clarify the reason why Wanzi exists, but I can't avoid the family; I want to clarify the reason why Wanzi's family exists, but I can't avoid the society. She is like all of us, and we can't escape. We can't escape.

But God knows, at the beginning I just wanted to write an online novel that I vented.

It is precisely because there are more and more problems with extension, and because I personally don’t have enough writing skills, the slower I write as I reach the end

It’s not that slow work produces meticulous work, but that writing is comparable to physical training for me. I can practice decomposition of movements with a straightforward look, but with speed, I’m extremely easy to deform.

So I believe you can see that some chapters are not well written, some are not satisfactory, and some are inspired to hold my hands very well, which has nothing to do with me personally

But no matter what, I will keep writing

"Adding Her Boat" is my first and should be the last long P-written one.

I will post the follow-up writing plan on Weibo (Bongbang)

If I think I'm doing well, I look forward to meeting you somewhere else

But even if I parted here, I still want to say thank you for your reading and time

Although this novel has many flaws, it means a lot to me

For a long time, I have been confused by most of the people around me

I am confused why they have to make one life choice in one way or another; why they sometimes are very fussy, they can choose five minutes to buy a pound of vegetables, and the recognized major event of getting married and having children is natural; why do they sometimes attach great importance to human ethics and order, and sometimes they seem to survive only by animal instincts

Later I couldn't explain these confusions, so I decided to find a wilderness and kneel down to pray

Then, before I knew it, I realized that I was not the only one who could give meaning to suffering, and it was not just religion.

But at this moment, the prayer is over

Knowing that the road ahead is not smooth, we still have to continue on the road

Finally, I will give you an easter egg, about Wanzi's English name, Dnna

Actually, I have been struggling for a long time. This English name is obviously not cool enough. It is very old and has a sense of age, but I finally compromised.

Because there is a folk song called "Dnna Dnna", I like it very much, the cruel history of the Jewish nation is full of devastation, tenaciousness and unyielding, time has created this group, with unparalleled vitality and beauty

Just as Dnna means in Italian

woman

We are also devastated and tenacious.

Time also creates us with unparalleled vitality and beauty

Respect time, respect women

Looking forward to meeting you again