Chapter 3 The beginning now

It was such a simple group dinner and nightclub fun. It was nothing special. I had almost drunken people. I didn't want a drunk person to go home stupidly, so I restrained it when I was about to get drunk.

Everyone left one after another. Ming Yuehong went outside to check out and talked to several directors by the way. There were only a few young boys and girls who didn't have much thoughts and continued singing.

Before I left, WeChat trembled

You know, after I came to Beijing, I basically did my work, and I was all colleagues who added on WeChat. Of course, no colleagues would shake me if I didn’t work overtime today. I opened WeChat.

Then I was stunned. A cold from my bones slowly started to attack from the soles of my feet, and then gradually condensed in my chest. It seemed that a big hole had been hollowed out in my chest. It was very painful and I couldn't speak.

I trembled and picked up the wine bottle and slowly brought it to my mouth. I drank it in big mouthfuls. The hot wine dispelled the chill in my body.

You, what's wrong with you?

The short-haired sister appeared in front of me. She packed up her things and was about to leave. She seemed to be shocked by my actions and asked quietly beside me.

It's okay... I just want to drink

I didn't look at her, I smiled bitterly, looked at my phone, and a few ordinary black texts on WeChat were clearly presented.

The short-haired girl is closer to me. She turned her head and looked at me, then opened her mouth wide and looked at me in surprise.

There are only five words on WeChat: I'm going to get married...

I could only smile even more bitterly. I drank the remaining wine in one sip, and then I put on my bag and prepared to go out. As a result, the girl ran out with a nervous look on her face and ran away.

I took a deep breath and suppressed the confusing thoughts in my heart. Just as I started, Sister Ling walked in quickly. Her eyes were a little worried. Seeing the short-haired girl behind her, I knew it. I waved my hand and said to her: I'm fine, I'll go home and have a sleep.

Sister Ling disagreed, she came over and grabbed my arm. No, you can't leave like this

Actually, I have nothing to do, some things have been relieved, but the sudden message is a little bit stinging

In the end, my short-haired sister and Sister Ling were chatting with me. I didn’t listen to what they said. I probably drank about another bottle of wine. At three o’clock in the morning, my phone rang.

It rang for a long time, but I didn't answer. They didn't say anything, just watched quietly. When the ringtone rang for the third time, Sister Ling patted me, boy, what's the matter? Should we go out?

I sighed and took out my cell phone. It turned out that it was a familiar number. I had removed the name long ago, but the number was very clear. I remember that I put it on the table. I really didn't want to answer it.

Sister Ling glared at me and pressed the call button. The phone was turned on with hands-free, I turned on it.

Hello……

Have you received the WeChat?

There is a very gentle female voice on the other end of the phone, you will come

This is the second time I heard her voice half a year later. I took a deep breath and tried my best to restrain my thoughts. No, I am quite busy in Beijing.

We all talked about it. It turned out that they were all people with such good relationships. All the past had passed. I don’t love you, and you don’t love me either. We just need to have a clear conscience on our face. Will you not come back if you get married?

For some reason, my mind became hot. Without looking at the expressions of the other two people, I lowered my head and said to the topic: What if I had a conscience?

you……

I couldn't speak any more on the other end of the phone, so I reached out and hung up the phone

It's okay, really, I'm so sleepy, let me go home and sleep

I got up and left with my bag

This phone call was my final farewell to the past. Since then, I changed my number and WeChat, and all my friends re-added. Many of my original friends disappeared with the disappearance of the phone number.

After that, no one in the company discussed whether I was GAY anymore, because on the phone that night, I became a man who was hurt by love. The key point was that conscience...

Perhaps because of this reason, the young ladies in the company are very nice to me, especially Sister Ling, who often takes me to meet different young ladies. Well, yes, I became the one who would be taken out by her every time she had a meeting.

Even if AE and AM are not present sometimes, she is not worried at all, just pull me up

Of course, any harm can fade under the influence of time, and I am a little cheerful, just a girl, I still have no plans to fall in love for the time being. Sometimes I would rather rush a few more times by myself

Things have gradually taken over more business. After spending time with Sister Ling for a longer time, I began to change. I began to hear my colleagues occasionally, and what another one, this time this time is so boring, how long can I last?

At first I pretended not to hear it. As time went by, I found that even the people in other groups were a little weird, such as the boss, the director of the group.

I've never been very clear about the situation, but I feel that everything is caused by Sister Ling

She seems to be thirty-four this year, and she is one round older than me, but she is still very good-looking. She looks younger than the 23 or 24-year-old girl in our group, and she has a fairy spirit. She is the kind of person who can see it from afar and not play with it at first sight. After that, all kinds of thoughts appear in her mind every moment.

There are many people chasing her in the company, and many customers chasing her. According to her, there are also many doctoral and masters chasing her, such as turtle foreigners, but she did not agree.

Later, while chatting with my short-haired sister, I occasionally learned that Sister Ling had been in the company for several years, but she had never officially dated. However, everyone in the company knew that she had almost many male partners, some of whom were from the client and some from the company. Without exception, the company was all young and new AEs, because she often followed Sister Ling. It is said that Sister Ling had had more than two male partners in the company, the previous one was named Yu Hai.

I realized it clearly. No wonder Yu Hai told me that I should do my copywriting honestly and not think about being the front-end...

But this is half true and half false. Sister Ling is at her age and needs my surname, but what kind of man is not easy to find for her?

There is no reason for the little boy who is looking for a company, unless she has any special habits

I still remain silent and don’t speak. Every day, I gradually take over more front-end work, learn to do a project independently, start to sort out product value by myself, make a simple description of customer groups, make insights into crowd needs, analyze user pain points, etc.

Gradually, I found that I mastered the basic principles of advertising, and was not proficient, but I didn't know anything like before.

Until autumn, the weather in Beijing gradually became colder, and I gradually adapted to this city and this fast-paced life

I started to reduce my work on weekends, go out for a walk, go to bookstores, or play basketball for a while, and my whole body became more energetic, and gradually my weight returned to about 120 pounds, and I was still thin, but it was much better than before.

The company also trusted me very much. In the first year, I was appointed as a senior copywriter and began to lead some small strategy meetings. I originally thought I could become an ordinary person who worked hard like this, and just go on like this, forget the past, forget the unhappiness.

My relationship with Sister Ling has gradually become more familiar. When I go out with her, I will see her hugging and kissing some boys intimately. I have asked her if she is her boyfriend?

She shook her head and said with a smile, no, so I didn't ask any more questions. Just like I have a story, everyone is struggling in this society, how many are pure white lotus?

Everyone has a secret, but they just don't want to say it

Later, Sister Ling became less and less ignorant of me. Sometimes she would drive me after working overtime at night, and would call people on the way, saying that I would go to your place tonight, or wait for me to sign like this.

If I were just a simple graduate, I might be embarrassed, but now I will only look out the car window silently. I have nothing to do with Sister Ling’s affairs. Everyone has a different lifestyle.

But about nine months after I joined the company, her relationship with me began to become different in late autumn. To be precise, she began to feel a little too much.

For example, she would subconsciously touch my head when she was talking at work, or speak very close to me, which was the kind of person who pressed her chin on my shoulders. Of course, most of these were in her office. When she was alone with me, she was still serious in front of her colleagues.

Sometimes I wonder, how could such a fairy-like girl do such a move?

But I will try my best to avoid it. She touched my head. I will tell her well that men's head cannot be touched. Only little boys can be touched. I am old and not suitable for me.

Or when she leans on my shoulder to speak, I will turn my head to avoid being too close to her. I think this behavior should clearly tell her my attitude.

The most outrageous thing is that once after get off work, she drove me at about twelve o'clock. Before she could reach the place where I rented a house, she stopped and parked next to a desolate expressway. There were no houses around, only occasionally some cars passed quickly.

She changed clothes in front of me. She was originally wearing a decent professional dress, looking professional and capable. She took them off in front of me. She reached out and started unbuttoning one by one, took off her shirt and skirt. In the end, she only had underwear and underwear all over her body. Then she changed into a pure white dress in the car and put on makeup. Her whole temperament became pure and ladylike

All this happened thirty centimeters away next to me. The car was filled with pink and a sweet perfume smell filled the air.

I turned my head when she reached out to unbutton the first button of the collar. This familiar scene made me a little dazed, but I resisted and didn't look back. Only some vague reflections on the glass reflected her beautiful body.

As a normal man, I was so shameless that I had to put my bag on my crotch, hoping she didn't see it

But I think she might have seen it, because after my penis was erect, I held up a large piece of pants and raised high. My bag was not covered very well, and she might still find it. Moreover, the look she looked at me was completely wrong. The look that was rising and falling inadvertently floated across my lower body and made me feel like I was sitting on pins and needles.

This incident made me very anxious. I began to consider whether I should leave the job. Some people may think that this kind of beauty is good, but for me, it is a bit embarrassing.

After changing the clothes, we didn't mention what happened just now. She sent me home as if nothing had happened. She also wished me good night and I also asked her to pay attention to safety.

But when I got off the car, she fed her. I waited for three seconds and didn't look back. Finally, she said softly.