I don't know how long it took to slowly wake up from my shock
Legs no longer perceive
What to do, Xuan'er and I... What to do, she is my mother, not the role, she is really my mother, my biological mother, the woman who gave birth to me!
But she and I have already had a husband-wife relationship, and it is so passionate, so sweet, oral sex... tits... rape... we have played all kinds of games... What should I do in the future...
I don't want to admit it, but that's the truth
Although I played mother and son with her, it was just because my mother couldn't give me real maternal love... so I felt that her heartbeat was so familiar, so peaceful, so warm. It turned out that it was because I slept on her chest when I was a child. Although I couldn't remember it, I subconsciously still remember her feelings and was very familiar with her...
What to do, what to do, how can I face her... But... I love her... There is no mother-son relationship between me and her, only a strong love
Apart from being related to blood, she is no different from other women...
My mind is getting more and more confused, and I don't believe anyone can think in this situation
But then she spoke again and said softly: If I had known it was her, I would not have come
What did you say? My mind was blank and I didn't know what this sentence meant at all.
You said you love her very much and lived with her. If I saw the clear photos and let me know that it was her, I would blame me. I was too confused at that time and forgot to ask for the name. If I knew that your girlfriend was Xiaoxuan, I would never say it.
Are you satisfied now? I screamed again and shouted wildly: I'm sleeping with my mother, are you happy?
What would you do if you never knew she was your biological mother?
Ah? I plan to get married, knot, knot with her after graduation... I really can't say the word marriage, Xuan'er is my mother
Getting married, right? I originally thought that no matter what you plan in the future, I will not let you know the truth. So I thought she was Xiaoxuan's daughter later, and your sister didn't say it out loud. Just wanted to confirm and make preparations.
What preparation? I stared at her blankly
Your preparation for giving birth I think if you are related to blood, there may be a risk of deformity in the future I have to consider a complete solution. She suddenly raised her voice: I thought about it, no matter who you fall in love with, I cannot let you bear the pain because of the faults of our previous generation. Love whoever you love, and marry whoever you want to marry. No one knows the truth except me. As long as you find a way to give birth to a healthy child, you can live like others. Unfortunately, I was too surprised when I saw Xiaoxuan and called out. If I didn’t call, Xiaoxuan would definitely not know me. Even if I had some doubts, I could deny it.
I'm almost dementia
Even if Xuan'er is not my mother or my half-mother's sister, so what? Isn't it still incest?
I know what you are thinking, so what? Now there are sperm banks, surrogacy, egg selling, and people from single-parent families who know whether they will fall in love with someone who is related to them without knowing it? If you don’t know it, what is incest? What is incest you and Xiaoxuan before!
I raised my head and looked at her blankly, thinking of Lin Gang
He has donated sperm. If nothing unexpected happens, his young and healthy sperm will help one or more families get children. If nothing unexpected happens, he will marry Taiping or another girl and give birth to his own child.
If these children meet, meet and fall in love in the future, is it considered incest?
If they have physical relationships without knowing it, can they use a big stick of ethics and morality to hit them?
Even if they knew the truth later, why should they bear the shackles of pain?
Her voice grew louder and louder, shouting: If you were given a chance to choose, would you like to know the truth?
I'm silent
The truth is so cruel that I can't accept it
If I could have known nothing like before, Xuan'er and I would be the happiest couple in the world, but now, there will only be endless pain between us.
She gasped and grabbed my shoulder and shouted: Listen, you and Xiaoxuan have no mother-son relationship. As long as you want, you can still be with her to have a fucking blood relationship, fucking incest, fucking ethics, who fuckingly stipulates that people cannot like this or that? Especially for you, why can't you be together? Why do you have to separate after knowing the truth?!
...Why should Xuan'er and I separate?
Do you dare? Ah? Do you dare? As long as you dare, I support you unconditionally. I didn’t dare to do it back then, which hurt Xiaoxuan and Brother Jian for the rest of your life. Now, as long as you don’t dare, you will hurt you for the rest of your life? If you don’t dare, and marry someone else in the future, will you hurt her for the rest of your life? Will your own children for the rest of your life in the future?
I became dizzy again, and this passage from her surprised me more than the truth
How is it possible? She actually asked Xuan'er and I to continue to be together, how is it possible?
After all, I am her biological son, and Xuan'er was her wife. How could she actually let me go to incest?
Don’t look at me! You ask yourself if you want to be with Xiaoxuan? Do you want to marry her and have children, and the rest of your life?
I grew up again and couldn't speak
Do you want to?
Do I want to?
Still need to ask?
Even if she is my mother, I want to do it!
I love her so much!
It is the most beautiful and passionate love between men and women!
Think about it, think about it clearly, I will only tell you that if God gave me a chance to do it again, I would be with my high school classmate, Brother Jian, desperately, even if I regret it, it would not harm so many people, let alone be with my beloved, what's the point of regret? It's because I didn't dare to surrender to the pressure of bullshit ethics and secularity back then, and now I've become like this. Brother Jian has also found a woman I don't like, and has harmed others for the rest of my life. After my divorce, I committed suicide. What's the difference between you and me back then? I'm homosexual, born. There is no way, you don't know, and I fall in love with Xiaoxuan, and there is no way. Don't think about others. You just have to ask your own heart! Do you think about it? Do you dare?
Ah? Ah? I looked at her blankly, my mind getting more and more confused
Think about it carefully, you are still young, don’t be impulsive, no matter what choice you make, I support you, I remember someone said, before the age of thirty, don’t be afraid, after the age of thirty, don’t regret that I will leave first, I’m worried about Xiaoxuan
Don't be afraid... Don't regret... I still kneel, looking at the peaceful autumn water in Nanhu, speechless
Also, it was my own selfishness. I appeared in front of her last time and ruined her first half of her life. This time I appeared. I don’t want to ruin her second half of her life. After saying that, she stood up and left.
What should I do? I followed my mother's words and slowly sorted out my own thoughts
Xuan'er is my biological mother, and she is sure, but before that, she is my lover, the person I hope to spend my life with, my most perfect partner
If we don't know the truth, we will definitely get married, have children, and then grow old together like other couples.
We will kiss affectionately every night, caress gently, make love with our hearts, and give ourselves unreservedly to each other, completely integrating from our body to our hearts.
That's the future we should have
But what about now?
She turned out to be my real mother. I found a real mother, but I couldn't face her because I had a relationship between mother and son that shouldn't have happened between mother and son.
Where is her?
She has been searching for her son for twenty years, but how should she face me?
This boy who ejaculated hot semen again and again in her warm body?
Will we never meet again?
This is too cruel to her, no, it is cruel. Suddenly she will lose the son she just found, and the man she loves after years of loneliness. She finally met her favorite man after many years of loneliness.
How did she bear this!
I remembered that song I didn't finish singing, it was really unlucky
"There is always a poem that loves you under the lonely pillow
Echoing my dreams at midnight is mine and mutters to myself
There is some love in the human world that is not allowed
I can only exile myself in a fantasy country.
Could it be that Xuan'er and I can only spend the rest of our lives like this?! Why?!
Her eyes were so desperate just now, and I almost collapsed when I looked at it. No, I can't leave her side!
Leaving her, the rest of her life... I was chilled
But then how do we get along!?
Like other mother and son?
Miss me the same as my mother?
It is no longer possible. We have been greedy for each other's body so many times, and we are already very familiar with every inch of each other's skin.
Often, just one posture or one expression can make us ignite and get together, let alone
What’s even more terrible is that the name Mom has become a switch to ignite lust for us. In the future, if I call her Mom, can I really forget her hot cherry lips and soft tongue tips?
Forget about her firm breasts and bright red nipples?
Forget about her round snow buttocks and straight legs?
…Forget about her tender garden and damp vagina?
No, impossible! It's impossible!!
We can't live like normal mother and son
What's more, I don't want to
Even if I overcome all difficulties, how can I find my life partner?
Where can I find a woman so that I won’t compare with her?
How can I find another woman as perfect as her?
Just as my mother said, even if I could barely find someone, I was thinking about another woman with her. Is it irresponsible to her?
I can't do it, I can't do it!
Even if Xuan'er is my mother, I still want to be a husband and wife with Xuan'er...
I already have an Oedipus complex!
But this is really incest, not pretending
But... I don't know, how can I be considered incest when I fell in love with Xuan'er without knowing it?
But I know now
Two voices in my mind were fighting
But my mind is slowly awakening, so what about incest?
This is not our fault, it is definitely not
I love Xuan'er. Even if I am incest, I will be with her.
Only in this way can we not regret the rest of our lives, not regret it, and not harm others and ourselves.
There will be no other obstacles except our own psychological pressure
As for this psychological pressure, it is easier to overcome
Xuan'er and I are used to playing mother and son. I have an Oedipus complex, and Xuan'er is used to this stimulation... We actually have the desire to break this taboo in our hearts.
What are you afraid of?
I remembered An An's suicide note again: He dared not, he harmed me for the rest of his life, but I dared not, he harmed Mingjie... I just love someone, why don't I dare?
My father dared not. Why am I not braver after he harmed so many people?
Xuan'er...I remembered my vow: No matter what happens, I will be with you, you will always be my favorite woman
No one knows we are incest except her
What are you afraid of!
She and I are taboo love, and I face a much better environment than her
I finally sorted out my thoughts
It's not easy. Looking up at the sky, it's already dusk
A bright moon has hung on the treetops, quietly shining on the calm lake water
I just don’t know Xuan’er’s attitude, what would she think?
Legs no longer perceive
What to do, Xuan'er and I... What to do, she is my mother, not the role, she is really my mother, my biological mother, the woman who gave birth to me!
But she and I have already had a husband-wife relationship, and it is so passionate, so sweet, oral sex... tits... rape... we have played all kinds of games... What should I do in the future...
I don't want to admit it, but that's the truth
Although I played mother and son with her, it was just because my mother couldn't give me real maternal love... so I felt that her heartbeat was so familiar, so peaceful, so warm. It turned out that it was because I slept on her chest when I was a child. Although I couldn't remember it, I subconsciously still remember her feelings and was very familiar with her...
What to do, what to do, how can I face her... But... I love her... There is no mother-son relationship between me and her, only a strong love
Apart from being related to blood, she is no different from other women...
My mind is getting more and more confused, and I don't believe anyone can think in this situation
But then she spoke again and said softly: If I had known it was her, I would not have come
What did you say? My mind was blank and I didn't know what this sentence meant at all.
You said you love her very much and lived with her. If I saw the clear photos and let me know that it was her, I would blame me. I was too confused at that time and forgot to ask for the name. If I knew that your girlfriend was Xiaoxuan, I would never say it.
Are you satisfied now? I screamed again and shouted wildly: I'm sleeping with my mother, are you happy?
What would you do if you never knew she was your biological mother?
Ah? I plan to get married, knot, knot with her after graduation... I really can't say the word marriage, Xuan'er is my mother
Getting married, right? I originally thought that no matter what you plan in the future, I will not let you know the truth. So I thought she was Xiaoxuan's daughter later, and your sister didn't say it out loud. Just wanted to confirm and make preparations.
What preparation? I stared at her blankly
Your preparation for giving birth I think if you are related to blood, there may be a risk of deformity in the future I have to consider a complete solution. She suddenly raised her voice: I thought about it, no matter who you fall in love with, I cannot let you bear the pain because of the faults of our previous generation. Love whoever you love, and marry whoever you want to marry. No one knows the truth except me. As long as you find a way to give birth to a healthy child, you can live like others. Unfortunately, I was too surprised when I saw Xiaoxuan and called out. If I didn’t call, Xiaoxuan would definitely not know me. Even if I had some doubts, I could deny it.
I'm almost dementia
Even if Xuan'er is not my mother or my half-mother's sister, so what? Isn't it still incest?
I know what you are thinking, so what? Now there are sperm banks, surrogacy, egg selling, and people from single-parent families who know whether they will fall in love with someone who is related to them without knowing it? If you don’t know it, what is incest? What is incest you and Xiaoxuan before!
I raised my head and looked at her blankly, thinking of Lin Gang
He has donated sperm. If nothing unexpected happens, his young and healthy sperm will help one or more families get children. If nothing unexpected happens, he will marry Taiping or another girl and give birth to his own child.
If these children meet, meet and fall in love in the future, is it considered incest?
If they have physical relationships without knowing it, can they use a big stick of ethics and morality to hit them?
Even if they knew the truth later, why should they bear the shackles of pain?
Her voice grew louder and louder, shouting: If you were given a chance to choose, would you like to know the truth?
I'm silent
The truth is so cruel that I can't accept it
If I could have known nothing like before, Xuan'er and I would be the happiest couple in the world, but now, there will only be endless pain between us.
She gasped and grabbed my shoulder and shouted: Listen, you and Xiaoxuan have no mother-son relationship. As long as you want, you can still be with her to have a fucking blood relationship, fucking incest, fucking ethics, who fuckingly stipulates that people cannot like this or that? Especially for you, why can't you be together? Why do you have to separate after knowing the truth?!
...Why should Xuan'er and I separate?
Do you dare? Ah? Do you dare? As long as you dare, I support you unconditionally. I didn’t dare to do it back then, which hurt Xiaoxuan and Brother Jian for the rest of your life. Now, as long as you don’t dare, you will hurt you for the rest of your life? If you don’t dare, and marry someone else in the future, will you hurt her for the rest of your life? Will your own children for the rest of your life in the future?
I became dizzy again, and this passage from her surprised me more than the truth
How is it possible? She actually asked Xuan'er and I to continue to be together, how is it possible?
After all, I am her biological son, and Xuan'er was her wife. How could she actually let me go to incest?
Don’t look at me! You ask yourself if you want to be with Xiaoxuan? Do you want to marry her and have children, and the rest of your life?
I grew up again and couldn't speak
Do you want to?
Do I want to?
Still need to ask?
Even if she is my mother, I want to do it!
I love her so much!
It is the most beautiful and passionate love between men and women!
Think about it, think about it clearly, I will only tell you that if God gave me a chance to do it again, I would be with my high school classmate, Brother Jian, desperately, even if I regret it, it would not harm so many people, let alone be with my beloved, what's the point of regret? It's because I didn't dare to surrender to the pressure of bullshit ethics and secularity back then, and now I've become like this. Brother Jian has also found a woman I don't like, and has harmed others for the rest of my life. After my divorce, I committed suicide. What's the difference between you and me back then? I'm homosexual, born. There is no way, you don't know, and I fall in love with Xiaoxuan, and there is no way. Don't think about others. You just have to ask your own heart! Do you think about it? Do you dare?
Ah? Ah? I looked at her blankly, my mind getting more and more confused
Think about it carefully, you are still young, don’t be impulsive, no matter what choice you make, I support you, I remember someone said, before the age of thirty, don’t be afraid, after the age of thirty, don’t regret that I will leave first, I’m worried about Xiaoxuan
Don't be afraid... Don't regret... I still kneel, looking at the peaceful autumn water in Nanhu, speechless
Also, it was my own selfishness. I appeared in front of her last time and ruined her first half of her life. This time I appeared. I don’t want to ruin her second half of her life. After saying that, she stood up and left.
What should I do? I followed my mother's words and slowly sorted out my own thoughts
Xuan'er is my biological mother, and she is sure, but before that, she is my lover, the person I hope to spend my life with, my most perfect partner
If we don't know the truth, we will definitely get married, have children, and then grow old together like other couples.
We will kiss affectionately every night, caress gently, make love with our hearts, and give ourselves unreservedly to each other, completely integrating from our body to our hearts.
That's the future we should have
But what about now?
She turned out to be my real mother. I found a real mother, but I couldn't face her because I had a relationship between mother and son that shouldn't have happened between mother and son.
Where is her?
She has been searching for her son for twenty years, but how should she face me?
This boy who ejaculated hot semen again and again in her warm body?
Will we never meet again?
This is too cruel to her, no, it is cruel. Suddenly she will lose the son she just found, and the man she loves after years of loneliness. She finally met her favorite man after many years of loneliness.
How did she bear this!
I remembered that song I didn't finish singing, it was really unlucky
"There is always a poem that loves you under the lonely pillow
Echoing my dreams at midnight is mine and mutters to myself
There is some love in the human world that is not allowed
I can only exile myself in a fantasy country.
Could it be that Xuan'er and I can only spend the rest of our lives like this?! Why?!
Her eyes were so desperate just now, and I almost collapsed when I looked at it. No, I can't leave her side!
Leaving her, the rest of her life... I was chilled
But then how do we get along!?
Like other mother and son?
Miss me the same as my mother?
It is no longer possible. We have been greedy for each other's body so many times, and we are already very familiar with every inch of each other's skin.
Often, just one posture or one expression can make us ignite and get together, let alone
What’s even more terrible is that the name Mom has become a switch to ignite lust for us. In the future, if I call her Mom, can I really forget her hot cherry lips and soft tongue tips?
Forget about her firm breasts and bright red nipples?
Forget about her round snow buttocks and straight legs?
…Forget about her tender garden and damp vagina?
No, impossible! It's impossible!!
We can't live like normal mother and son
What's more, I don't want to
Even if I overcome all difficulties, how can I find my life partner?
Where can I find a woman so that I won’t compare with her?
How can I find another woman as perfect as her?
Just as my mother said, even if I could barely find someone, I was thinking about another woman with her. Is it irresponsible to her?
I can't do it, I can't do it!
Even if Xuan'er is my mother, I still want to be a husband and wife with Xuan'er...
I already have an Oedipus complex!
But this is really incest, not pretending
But... I don't know, how can I be considered incest when I fell in love with Xuan'er without knowing it?
But I know now
Two voices in my mind were fighting
But my mind is slowly awakening, so what about incest?
This is not our fault, it is definitely not
I love Xuan'er. Even if I am incest, I will be with her.
Only in this way can we not regret the rest of our lives, not regret it, and not harm others and ourselves.
There will be no other obstacles except our own psychological pressure
As for this psychological pressure, it is easier to overcome
Xuan'er and I are used to playing mother and son. I have an Oedipus complex, and Xuan'er is used to this stimulation... We actually have the desire to break this taboo in our hearts.
What are you afraid of?
I remembered An An's suicide note again: He dared not, he harmed me for the rest of his life, but I dared not, he harmed Mingjie... I just love someone, why don't I dare?
My father dared not. Why am I not braver after he harmed so many people?
Xuan'er...I remembered my vow: No matter what happens, I will be with you, you will always be my favorite woman
No one knows we are incest except her
What are you afraid of!
She and I are taboo love, and I face a much better environment than her
I finally sorted out my thoughts
It's not easy. Looking up at the sky, it's already dusk
A bright moon has hung on the treetops, quietly shining on the calm lake water
I just don’t know Xuan’er’s attitude, what would she think?
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