Chapter 8 New Life

After the start of junior high school, as mentioned before, as a one-year exchange student, I went to another school to attend, and there were several classmates from the same class.

After a while, everything was still normal

I am like a freshman who has just entered school, familiarizing myself with the school with my seniors or classmates, handling the procedures, and meeting some new friends and teachers.

Just as my life began to enter a new track, I learned a news that I really didn't want to hear: Han has a boyfriend

My mother told me this news

I had seen some signs in WeChat Moments before, but when I asked this question, Han always gave me a negative answer.

This time, I saw the other party bought her a ring on my circle of friends, so I asked my mother and realized that Han really had a boyfriend

In the first few days after I learned about it, I was completely confused and had no interest in anything. Whether it was class, playing basketball or playing computers, it was like a machine.

My friend asked me what was wrong, and I could only use my physical discomfort and mental deficiency to make excuses.

I didn't call Han or send WeChat because I didn't know what to say. I think it might be a good choice not to mention these things to her anymore.

She is about to usher in her new life, and I also want to learn to face the days without cold.

That's right, since I got here at Han University, she and I have spent four years like a couple. In my heart, she has almost never been a sister to me, but my girlfriend

Even though Yan and I were nominal boyfriend and girlfriend for one semester, the actual relationship was no different from that of brother and sister.

Sometimes, I even feel like I have a love relationship with Yan. Some children play house

My relationship with Yan may be described as wonderful: I have no blood relationship, and the family likes each other very much, but neither of us seems to be intent on marrying each other.

Yan treats me very well and I love her very much, but in my heart, she is more of a younger sister than in bed

In comparison, my relationship with Han, or my feelings about Han, are far less simple.

Although we have agreed before, our relationship will not delay our boyfriend and girlfriend.

I also understand that Han will not belong to me in the end. She will eventually have her own husband. The unbreakable blood relationship is destined to be with us until we grow old.

I had thought about Han having a boyfriend before, and I was mentally prepared, but when this day really came, I still felt very sad

Afterwards, Han brought his boyfriend home and had a meal with many family members, including my parents. Everyone was satisfied with this guy who looked very good, talked very well, had a good cultivation, and had a good job.

Only my mother felt a little confused. He had said before that he was a bachelor and had not been in love for a while, but according to Han, his home was well organized and did not look like a single man's home at all.

My mother once mentioned this when she was on the phone with me, but I didn't care much about it when I was in a sad period.

Soon, my classmates and friends knew about me and I had an idea of ​​my abnormality. Although I couldn't ask what was wrong with me, I tried to make me happy.

During this period, my birthday happened to happen. Several roommates and classmates who exchanged with each other arranged a small birthday party for me, which made my mood and condition recover a lot.

I am very grateful to these friends. After all, as I grow older, there are fewer and fewer close friends.

I still feel very warm to be able to get so many people's care in a new environment

One day, I had no classes in the morning and was sitting in front of the computer watching the news

Suddenly, my cell phone rang, it was Han called

Hello

Yun, are you okay?

Um

I, I didn't mean to tell you

I know

... Han was a little silent

Is he good to you?

Yes, it's very good to me

Just be nice to you

Sorry, Yun, I...

There is nothing to be sorry for. Didn’t you agree to not delay finding each other’s boyfriend or girlfriend. If you feel tired of it, then end this relationship. We are still brothers and sisters. Haven’t we been with Yan before?

That's different! You and Yan won't get married. Han's voice suddenly increased, and he seemed a little excited.

OK OK OK I'm really fine

I don't believe it. Now that I have him, sometimes I still miss you. I don't believe that you will have nothing to do.

sister

Just one word, but it made the two people silent at the same time

I can't remember when I last called her sister. Maybe it was the first time I saw her, and my elders asked me to call her; maybe I called her by my parents when I was a child.

But it may be the first time that I took the initiative to spit out this word to her in the memory of both of us.

Sister, we both understand that you and I cannot get married. Sooner or later, the difference is that you look for it first or I look for it first. Now you are basically in the past. Don’t everyone at home say it’s OK? Even if I have something to do, I have to get over it. Besides, I am really much better now. After saying this, I closed my eyes and tears flowed silently from my eyes.

I really love Han, but I can't delay her, and I can't let her remember me when she gets happiness

Then even if I believe you, I promise me, you will be fine. There are also more crying words in the cold voice.

Yes, I will

cloud

What's wrong?

You must believe me, I have loved you very seriously, no less than you love me

Well, I believe, really

Then, I'll hang up

Hang, goodbye

The beeping sound from the phone seemed to completely block the road between me and her, reminding me that it was time to go to another road.

Although I have lost an extremely important part of my heart, life still needs to continue

It took me more than half a month to barely get out of the shadow of losing the cold, and gradually my life back on track

At this moment, Dan, a girl in the class, conveyed to me the meaning of wanting to date through my roommate

This news made me think. Since I had Han, I have never had a formal girlfriend. With Han around me, I won’t think about these things too much.

But now, Han already has someone else, so it may be time for me to find my own girlfriend

To be honest, I don't reject this girl Dan, and I even feel a little good about it.

She is the kind of girl I like who can let go of her when she plays and can usually take it away.

But I'm not sure if I have a boyfriend or girlfriend for her.

So, I made an appointment to have a meal with her, and explain these things by the way

That day, when I went out, my roommates all smiled and wished me success. I could only smile helplessly and told them that it might not be possible.

I guess Dan's roommate might be like this, too

I went to Dan's dormitory outside and picked her up and walked towards the hotel. Along the way, the two of them chatted without saying a word.

I don't have much experience in dating, and Dan, who has always been extroverted, seems to be much shy. To outsiders, we may not be able to tell that we are a man and a woman who may be together soon.

All of this did not improve until I finished ordering the food and talked about what I like to eat normally.

Dan, I really didn't realize that you were quite proactive in this regard, I tried to joke

That's the person I like, so I will take the initiative. Dan looked at me with a firm look in his eyes.

Are you sure you like me? We haven't known each other for a long time, and it's only been over a month. Why did you like me?

I'm pretty sure I didn't believe in love at first sight before, but after seeing you I believed it

Moreover, I didn't believe that I would pursue a boy like this, and I was not the kind of boy who looked perfect in all aspects.

But I'm not sure if I like you. I'm a little funny. The scenes nowadays should be the boys taking the initiative, but now, the roles of the two seem a bit inverted. I'm listening to someone else's confession like a ignorant little girl.

Then give me some time, I will make you fall in love with me, I believe I have this condition

If I were with you, you would regret it

Regret? Why Ah?

Because I have someone else in my heart, and it is very, very heavy. Although we are not together now and we will not be able to get married in the future, I guess no one will be more important than her in my heart. If you are with me, you have to endure your boyfriend always pretending to be a boyfriend like another girl in his heart. Can you accept it?

Yes, if it were you, I can accept it

Don't agree so quickly. Think about it carefully and say that I won't leave tomorrow, so don't worry

Don't you believe me?

Some, some don't believe in me

I know what you want to say, don't worry, I'm just being with you simply and not pestering you. As long as you don't want to continue with me, just say, it doesn't matter, if the person in your heart comes back, if you go back to find her, I won't say anything

Your... Dan's words suddenly made me feel overwhelmed. I never expected her to have such a determination

I'm already halfway through college, I just finished studying and played every day, and now I'm done studying now, I want to leave something in college that I can remember for the rest of my life, and chasing you is just one thing

You don’t want to ask who is the person in my heart?

If you tell me, I may not know you, let alone if you want to tell me, you will say it if you don't need me to ask.

For a moment, I couldn't help but feel a little moved

I think I am an ordinary person in every aspect. I am not handsome, not very good at studying, not very cool in playing basketball, and I have no assets at home.

It's such a person who can actually get such serious relationships like Dan, a girl with good conditions in all aspects.

Okay, then we will give ourselves a chance, let's try it together first, if it's right, let's be together. While saying this, I made up my mind to not let her down

Maybe Dan is the starting point for my new life

Really, great, thank you

It's me who deserves thank you. I held Dan's hand

I really don't know where I got such a charm that makes you treat me like this. I can only say try my best to like you as soon as possible. But I promise, as long as we are still boyfriend and girlfriend, I will be nice to you.

Great! I promise, I will definitely be nice to you

Yes, I believe

Two tight hands seem to indicate the arrival of a new beginning