Chapter 15

Oh, I'm so happy

She said as she rolled off my body, and it seemed that this sentence was not spoken from her mouth, but from the depths of her heart

After experiencing physical and mental pleasure, she returned to her original reserve and tranquility, as if she was embarrassed by her crazy behavior just now. She turned her body and bent her back and raised her legs, pulled up the sheet to cover her chest and thighs.

How about it, do you think it's OK?

I whispered with my chin against her round shoulder from behind.

Maybe it was because the heat I exhaled touched her ear, her body suddenly shrank without answering

how?

I asked again, and her slightly lazy voice was murmured: Not bad, it feels pretty good, I didn't expect there was such a wonderful thing between men and women.

No, you haven't experienced it?

I screamed exaggeratedly, she waved her little hand to pound my back

I mean, no man has ever given me such happiness

She said it for granted. She was so beautiful and beautiful like her, she has been in a bud for many years. There are naturally many young and infatuated crazy bees and butterflies bees and butterflies around her, buzzing and flying, you stick to him, and the door is crowded with people.

Of course, I can't keep my body as good as jade. It's the age, and I will never eat the foggy dry vinegar

And I am not a good man, it seems that our interactions have acquiesced to their respective history.

She lifted the sheet and entered the bathroom. I lay down in a daze. I heard the sound of water flowing from the bathroom, and it seemed that there was still one or two sneezes.

The dream lover of most men in the city is picky about men, but he picked me. This also makes me a little flattered. I am afraid that happiness will come so suddenly and fear loss. But I made up my mind to enjoy this seemingly slim but real love, just like an appetizing fish man, who has no time to worry about other things except to carefully remove the bones.

She came out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel and asked me for a shirt. She said she would not leave.

We hugged each other, she swayed her body and gently placed her head on my left chest lying on her back, but her lower body was closer together, her legs were tangled together

The two of them were lying like this at this moment. Not long after, my right hand slowly reached behind her shoulder and stroked her back

She seemed to have forgotten the enthusiasm and unrestrainedness she had just now, very quiet, closed her eyes like a puppy, and enjoyed my gentle caress from my neck to my back

Since moving to this house, I don’t have to secretly feel like a thief on my date with Li Jun.

Her frequent arrivals made the atmosphere in my peaceful nest casual and feminine. She brought a lot of women's cosmetics, from the face to the hair, from the body to the hands, and there were also some women's small tricks on the balcony, colorful and extremely sexy

When I spent the night here, she always left very early the next day. Sometimes she would encounter neighbors snooping intentionally or unintentionally. Sometimes someone knocked on the door and borrowed something, and then looked at the situation in the house with a scammer's eyes.

Gradually, as she traveled frequently, the neighbors got used to it and their ears became numb.

Those mornings, when I opened my eyes from my dream, I watched a trace of sunlight climbing onto my spacious bed through the curtains, and heard the sound of uniform breathing beside me. When I stood up, I saw her face full of childishness because of her sleep. The tiny blue blood vessels under her white and tender skin were faintly visible. The corners of my mouth looked as soft as a baby, with a sick red brow, and a slightly frown. I was dissatisfied with or angry expressions. Looking at her face, I was moved by a strange joy.

Just like a sleepy elementary school student, she always wakes up from the bed after she wakes up the alarm clock. In the early morning, she always wears a mess, wearing plain clothes and slaps from me, taking a taxi to work like a fleeing famine.

But after she left, I could still lie on the bed as I wish, and sometimes even lunch was saved.

I was about to go out that afternoon, when I was locking the door, the old lady from the neighbor came up with a water and electricity receipt. She smiled and said: "I'll settle this order."

I greeted her politely, agreed and took out my wallet

I wasn't in a hurry to pick up the money when she approached me, and asked me in a low voice: The woman who often comes to you seems very familiar

that?

I asked knowingly, and looked at the kindness of expectation on her wrinkled face.

Don't worry, I won't talk nonsense to your wife, I'm not the kind of gossiping person

The wrinkles on the old lady's face stretched out, and I couldn't refuse, so I said: That's my hometown

It's on the TV station, don't blame me for being dizzy. I recognized her voice immediately

She said relentlessly, I had to nod my head vaguely, she is younger than your wife, I think you two are very good at matching.

She continued to pester, and I waved my hand to warn her: You can't talk nonsense, they are famous

I know, I know

She saw that my face was a little unhappy and kept saying

I handed her the money, turned around and left, she followed me, chatting endlessly.

A woman who is famous cannot be a wife. If a woman goes out, she will lose her heart when she meets her many times in the world.

Along the way, I recalled the old lady's words, and her tone was sincere, and I came to guide me as a young man who was very knowledgeable.

I don't think so. The hunger for love is related to my childhood experience. I have hardly felt the love of my parents, the happy childhood, and the stable environment.

The sun shines on people in the winter afternoon and feels warm. The white and fine dust dances over the streets, and the moving breath of Li Jun can be vaguely smelled in the air.

In the past, I didn't like this bustling and dirty city. Now, I imagine myself as a happy member of this city.

Like the residents of this city, the work is relaxed and comfortable, rich but not much, a warm and comfortable home, and a warm and charming love

I saw Lao Zhao's figure from afar. He looked around and was obviously waiting. When I approached, he stopped me.

He became thinner and his face was a little pale. He said: You left early last night and I won't wait for you to go

What's up?

He asked him: I'll invite you to drink

You won the bet

I said without much confidence, no, I have something to ask you for help

He said hesitantly, I shook my hand and said: No, I won’t mention the money anymore

My firm refusal expression made him very upset, but he still said patiently: Don't look at me with this kind of eyes, anyway, you go back to the dormitory and have dinner together.

Why do you have to go back to the dormitory? Just go to the street to eat

I said, he smiled happily: My wife is here

OK, as soon as I moved, you will bring your wife here, and you have been thinking about it in your heart

I said with a smile

You must come

He said

Look, if nothing else

I'm talking as I walk

It was neither a public holiday nor a weekend. The club was deserted, and only Ajie was playing poker on a table without doing anything. His expression was very decadent, and he always grabbed cards that he didn't need.

Hello, Allen, you see, I'm always upset, I don't know what's going to be unlucky

Looking at me who approached, he said I went up and saw: Do you believe this too?

Very accurate

He said, re-collapsed the cards on the table again

I looked for an empty chair next to him. He shuffled the cards and said: Let me calculate it for you?

I don't want it

I'll stop him

He didn't even put a card on the card but said: You have good luck, but you have good luck. However, this fortune seems to be not far.

Or do you think about it yourself?

I said, listen to me again, in fact, people like us are not worthy of talking about love at all. They are just flowers in the water, and they deceive themselves

He has a funny expression and speaks mysteriously, showing me his philosophy of life

It was like someone touching a painful nerve in my heart. I was shaking like a depressed pendulum.

Obviously, I am not fully prepared for this happiness that falls from the sky. Although I always look for hundreds of reasons in my heart to prove that I am an excellent man, I still cannot get rid of my inferiority.

The profession I am engaged in is more like a shadow, always shrouding my in life

Just like a dark disease on your body, you can't shake and you will explode when and wherever you are.

Ajie, have there been no woman who made you fall in love in the past few years?

I asked on purpose

A hint of undetectable panic flashed across his face, and he said calmly: So what if there is, it is out of reach

The topic is getting sad. For me, who is immersed in joy and happiness at this time, I feel like I am not speculating and at a loss. I leave on excuses

Lao Zhao set up a dining table in the corridor of the dormitory. He started drinking before I arrived. When he saw me coming with two wines, his eyes began to shine and full of excitement.

I came here as soon as I came, and I still brought wine. Didn’t you always stop me from drinking before?

He said

I put the wine on the table and said: Just at the grocery store below, you owed him money on credit, and I paid it back too

What's wrong with that old man? He doesn't even keep this little privacy for others.

Apparently he was very happy, and he shouted loudly into the house: You have fried the dishes, Aaron is here

Your wife is here?

I asked, and he nodded: If you move out now, I have to be a personal company, right?

Actually, you want me to move away

I opened the wine, and a strong and mellow scent quickly spread, but his thin nose wings tried hard to suck.

Just listened to a delicate voice: Big brother, you are here

Lao Zhao's wife was wearing a big gold and red satin cotton jacket, as gorgeous as a parrot, holding the freshly fried dishes on the table

Come together, too

I'll say politely, this woman is fat again, her chest is as bulging as a mountain.

I'll have some more fun, you guys eat first

Turning around to the front of the stove again, her hips were tight, like a ball full of breath

A few plates of elegant and clear cold dishes, a plate of braised big hoofs, the bone in the middle stood up like a cannon, I was not polite, and sat down and served a wine glass

Come to me, not just drink?

I drank the wine in the glass and asked, but he took a sip and said: Arun, you know a lot about men and women now. You said, women are not as moist as us men, how will they be like?

It will make the world uneasy

I blurted out, and he slapped his thigh and said: By the way, it's like a field. Without the man's cultivation, the land will be deserted, dry, and even overgrown weeds and locusts will rage

I asked puzzledly while drinking: You mean we saved those overenerable women

Yes, isn't it? It allows their men to breathe and also makes their families stable and harmonious

He took the bottle, filled his glass, then climbed up the glass and said: Allen, you have helped me a lot these days, and you always make you spend money. I won’t say much, everything is in this glass of wine

A glass of wine raised its head and turned its head to take a look at me. I took a sip.

A few years ago, I was as young and promising as you, and I had to be rich and look good

He swallowed as if he was crying and laughing

I filled his cup again and said in a compliment: Lao Zhao, you understand, when you reach this situation, you should take care of your health first. If you make a comeback that day, you will be a good man.

My thing doesn't work

He looked around and put his mouth to my ears, but his voice did not diminish.

What?

I hadn't changed my mind yet. Old Zhao stared at me disdainfully, and focused on the hoof, full of thick greasy hands. I filled the wine glass in front of him, watched him drink it all with his eyes closed, and then smacked his lips before speaking: That thing, the man's lifeline

No, you can adjust your body

I deliberately shook my head, and now he was anxious. With a sound of the ground, he threw the chewed bones into the plate; the white pockmarked pieces appeared even more on his red face.

The voice of speaking is much higher: This is what the doctor in medicine said to me. If you don’t believe it, I still have a medical record

He was anxious and really wanted to get up. I smiled bitterly: I just can't understand, you don't have to look for it anymore

Everything about Lao Zhao is true. It is true that his body has gradually become weak recently, and he has become impotence. He occasionally has some impulses, and he is also angry but not strong but not hard, which makes him put a shadow on the relationship between husband and wife in life.

Does she understand?

I raised my chin to the room, thinking that he had a beautiful wife in his house, but he had hardships to hide.

He sighed and said: I had hidden it from her earlier, but I really struggled for a long time now I can't get mitten anymore

His face gradually turned black and brown, and his eyes widened

You don’t know that women are the most happy at this age. If they are gone from the comfort of men, they will feel like they are lost. They are extremely impatient, their temper will become worse, and they will speak badly.

I can't imagine, come and drink

I put the cup on the table and we drank another drink.

Arun, what do you think of my wife?

He squinted his eyes and asked me, and I replied casually: Not bad, Lao Zhao, you are very lucky to marry such a virtuous woman

I mean, is she looking good?

He said

I covered my cup and said: I can't drink it anymore. Actually, she is really beautiful. If you spend some money to dress up, you will be better than these women in the city.

Allen, please help me

He said, I was drunk at this time, and there were waves of enthusiasm on my face.

You said, if I can do it, I will definitely help you

Help me fulfill my responsibilities as a man

He said firmly, I was confused for a moment and thought it was wrong.

Lao Zhao, if you want to go there, why bother to say it so pessimistically? Your disease is not fatal

He laughed: You curse me to death, I mean, please help me comfort my wife

My ears were squeezing, as if I had been stabbed by a needle and my whole body was a little numb.

Old Zhao, you bastard

My teeth bit my lips, and when I said this, my voice was slow, low, and fierce. The words I spit out were like stones thrown out

Don't be so serious. You just do this? But now I don't have money. If I have money, why would you do it?

Old Zhao was also a little anxious. His face turned purple and red, like Guan Gong in Guandi Temple.

I was so angry that I picked up the bottle of the remaining wine, and drank half of it with my neck tilted.

Pointing at his nose and saying harshly: You and I are friends, how could I do this sorry friend

It is because I see you being friends that I will ask you to help

Old Zhao also shouted loudly

The wife of Lao Zhao who was avoiding the house obviously heard the quarrel between me and Lao Zhao, and was sobbing intermittently.

Stop talking, no

I waved my hand and wanted to get up and leave, but my legs were soft and weak as if I had removed my bones. My hands tried hard to climb the table. Lao Zhao came to help me. Only then could I stand up. When he let go, I rolled to the ground like a log.

He squatted down and wanted to help me up again, but he was paralyzed weakly in extreme despair

I thought he didn't drink much, but it turned out that he was drunk more than me.

Lao Zhao's wife came out of the house and saw two big men drunk like dogs, unable to stand or speak, and she was at a loss for a moment, and she knew where to start.

My eyes were covered with a layer of red glass, and I could only see her with a big sigh, but I was still sober.

She pulled me up from the ground, and my whole heavy body fell into her arms. In this white, smooth and harmonious ball of meat, it seemed that there was something reassuring and trustworthy.

She took me to the bed, found a few heads, and the quilt raised my body. I only saw her plump body swaying in front of my eyes.

Then she went to support Lao Zhao and put him on the opposite side of my bed. Lao Zhao could still stammer, but I couldn't hear clearly what he was saying. My heart was rolling like waves at that time. The more I wanted to calm my emotions, the more I couldn't do it. Then, my mind became more and more turbid, and I was confused and unconscious.