Because this dream is too long, it is already 9:30 when she wakes up, and she hasn't been up so late for a long time.
Chen Qiongying woke up from her dream and hugged her knees and looked out the window. The vague and unreality almost made her think that the reunion of her encounter with Peiyi was also a beautiful dream transformed by her beautiful wish, which was to cover her terrible nightmare.
Her eyes fell outside the window, the mobile breakfast stall outside was just about to close the stall, and the city buses carried people who were working hard for their livelihoods to different stations, all of whom were full of vitality and had a clear future.
She was a little confused and couldn't help but imagine what would happen to her life without those things in the past?
He probably would study abroad and become a pianist, and then return to China to strive to join the national higher ensemble.
Although her parents wanted her to be a pianist, she actually didn't have that big ambition.
A life that is not considered an upper class, but full of colors everywhere.
But thinking about this, she expelled the unwillingness in her mind. Instead of thinking about what happened that time, it would be better to think about what would happen if she hadn't met Peiyi. She had encountered bad things and always met good people, right?
People who are too petty will be unhappy.
At the age of 32, she has her own house in a strange city and she likes to make a free life. Even her son is about to become an adult and break away from her relationship. She should feel unprecedented relaxation.
So she should think about good things, why do she always have to be stubborn?
Isn’t it the greatest success to be able to get rid of those demons, gain your own life, and get on the right track that I have always dreamed of?
It was not until her eyes fell on every inch of the wall in the house that she completely confirmed the reality of everything in her dream.
If Pei Yi had not appeared six years ago, she would not have left a new identity and household registration with the name Chen Qiongying, and would not have the ability to open her own books, buy this house of her own, and would not have studied the self-study exam of Yunhai University's Chinese Department without hesitation after having no worries about food and clothing. Now that her studies are coming to an end, she is working hard to improve her academic qualifications and enrich herself.
When it was late at night, she was not idle either. She kept reading and enriching herself like a sponge. After reading so many books, as a quiet and unspeakable person, she couldn't help trying to use words to outline her own words.
All this is true, and her life has changed drastically.
She was able to hide her identity and really start over in this city.
So in her life, there were scumbags and angels.
She shouldn't always be guarding the nightmare and can't get out of prison.
Taking advantage of the realism brought from the dream, she suddenly felt a strong and tragic morale, and turned on the computer in one go, named a wrd document "Thorn Hell". I don't know what kind of mood I had, and began to type in a string of smooth texts... Kou Kou: 2302069430
The text embellishes her past experience, full of the heroine's ups and downs and real mood under that experience.
Taking advantage of the shadow of the nightmare, she typed thousands of words in one breath. I don’t know if the dream is too real or because the writing deepened her feelings, she shook her head and wanted to cut off those negative emotions from her mind. She thought: Maybe it was because she had been cut off the medicine for too long and had not seen a psychiatrist, so the situation worsened again. In addition, there were many new changes in her life after dating. These stimuli may be beneficial to her or may be unfavorable. She should take time to check again today.
Thinking of this, Chen Qiongying immediately called Ning Rui:
Hello, Dr. Ning? I am Chen Qiongying.
Yes, it's been a long time, and I think something seems to be wrong recently. I want to go over and see if it's necessary to prescribe some propranolol.
OK, I'll take a taxi now and arrive at around 10:20.
After hanging up the phone, she finished washing up, packed herself up, and prepared to go out. When she saw Chen Yin getting up late, her hair was a little scattered, and she was sticking to her forehead with thin sweat. He was standing in the living room with a glass of cold boiled water and drinking medicine.
Her steps paused, and she expressed her stylized care in a tablet tone. Are you sick?
He glanced at her speechlessly, as if he couldn't understand why she could still embellish their parent-child relationship in name only.
Chen Qiongying asked again, is it important? Need to take leave? Go to the hospital? Listen, it's like a butler.
Chen Yin, who was in the morning, had returned to his usual secludedness, and was a bit the same as Chen Qiongying's temperament. It seemed that he was not the person who asked for a hug last night, so you don't have to worry about it.
Chen Qiongying frowned and wanted to use her hands to explore his forehead, but it was blocked by him. She said a little impatient. I am not a fool. If I have a fever, I will go to the school doctor by myself.
This woman is simply ridiculous. She drew a clear line with him ruthlessly yesterday, and now she pretends to release her maternal love.
If she had not said the sentence of severing the relationship yesterday, he would feel guilty, blame himself, and review... and do his best to feel sorry for her, understand her, and love her.
But what is this now?
She is so hard-hearted, do she still need his ability?
He didn't need her mechanical and hypocritical care, but she wouldn't give him the maternal love he wanted.
Even though she thinks it is her responsibility, he doesn't need her like this, giving people hope and making people despair!
It would be better to ignore it all the time.
Chen Qiongying paused, but did not force it. The school hospitals of their school were actually better than ordinary clinics outside, and there was nothing to worry about if they had a fever or a cold.
OK, call me anytime if you have anything to do.She changed her shoes and nodded at him, and left him with a few hundred pocket money on the shoe cabinet. Then she left.
Chen Qiongying woke up from her dream and hugged her knees and looked out the window. The vague and unreality almost made her think that the reunion of her encounter with Peiyi was also a beautiful dream transformed by her beautiful wish, which was to cover her terrible nightmare.
Her eyes fell outside the window, the mobile breakfast stall outside was just about to close the stall, and the city buses carried people who were working hard for their livelihoods to different stations, all of whom were full of vitality and had a clear future.
She was a little confused and couldn't help but imagine what would happen to her life without those things in the past?
He probably would study abroad and become a pianist, and then return to China to strive to join the national higher ensemble.
Although her parents wanted her to be a pianist, she actually didn't have that big ambition.
A life that is not considered an upper class, but full of colors everywhere.
But thinking about this, she expelled the unwillingness in her mind. Instead of thinking about what happened that time, it would be better to think about what would happen if she hadn't met Peiyi. She had encountered bad things and always met good people, right?
People who are too petty will be unhappy.
At the age of 32, she has her own house in a strange city and she likes to make a free life. Even her son is about to become an adult and break away from her relationship. She should feel unprecedented relaxation.
So she should think about good things, why do she always have to be stubborn?
Isn’t it the greatest success to be able to get rid of those demons, gain your own life, and get on the right track that I have always dreamed of?
It was not until her eyes fell on every inch of the wall in the house that she completely confirmed the reality of everything in her dream.
If Pei Yi had not appeared six years ago, she would not have left a new identity and household registration with the name Chen Qiongying, and would not have the ability to open her own books, buy this house of her own, and would not have studied the self-study exam of Yunhai University's Chinese Department without hesitation after having no worries about food and clothing. Now that her studies are coming to an end, she is working hard to improve her academic qualifications and enrich herself.
When it was late at night, she was not idle either. She kept reading and enriching herself like a sponge. After reading so many books, as a quiet and unspeakable person, she couldn't help trying to use words to outline her own words.
All this is true, and her life has changed drastically.
She was able to hide her identity and really start over in this city.
So in her life, there were scumbags and angels.
She shouldn't always be guarding the nightmare and can't get out of prison.
Taking advantage of the realism brought from the dream, she suddenly felt a strong and tragic morale, and turned on the computer in one go, named a wrd document "Thorn Hell". I don't know what kind of mood I had, and began to type in a string of smooth texts... Kou Kou: 2302069430
The text embellishes her past experience, full of the heroine's ups and downs and real mood under that experience.
Taking advantage of the shadow of the nightmare, she typed thousands of words in one breath. I don’t know if the dream is too real or because the writing deepened her feelings, she shook her head and wanted to cut off those negative emotions from her mind. She thought: Maybe it was because she had been cut off the medicine for too long and had not seen a psychiatrist, so the situation worsened again. In addition, there were many new changes in her life after dating. These stimuli may be beneficial to her or may be unfavorable. She should take time to check again today.
Thinking of this, Chen Qiongying immediately called Ning Rui:
Hello, Dr. Ning? I am Chen Qiongying.
Yes, it's been a long time, and I think something seems to be wrong recently. I want to go over and see if it's necessary to prescribe some propranolol.
OK, I'll take a taxi now and arrive at around 10:20.
After hanging up the phone, she finished washing up, packed herself up, and prepared to go out. When she saw Chen Yin getting up late, her hair was a little scattered, and she was sticking to her forehead with thin sweat. He was standing in the living room with a glass of cold boiled water and drinking medicine.
Her steps paused, and she expressed her stylized care in a tablet tone. Are you sick?
He glanced at her speechlessly, as if he couldn't understand why she could still embellish their parent-child relationship in name only.
Chen Qiongying asked again, is it important? Need to take leave? Go to the hospital? Listen, it's like a butler.
Chen Yin, who was in the morning, had returned to his usual secludedness, and was a bit the same as Chen Qiongying's temperament. It seemed that he was not the person who asked for a hug last night, so you don't have to worry about it.
Chen Qiongying frowned and wanted to use her hands to explore his forehead, but it was blocked by him. She said a little impatient. I am not a fool. If I have a fever, I will go to the school doctor by myself.
This woman is simply ridiculous. She drew a clear line with him ruthlessly yesterday, and now she pretends to release her maternal love.
If she had not said the sentence of severing the relationship yesterday, he would feel guilty, blame himself, and review... and do his best to feel sorry for her, understand her, and love her.
But what is this now?
She is so hard-hearted, do she still need his ability?
He didn't need her mechanical and hypocritical care, but she wouldn't give him the maternal love he wanted.
Even though she thinks it is her responsibility, he doesn't need her like this, giving people hope and making people despair!
It would be better to ignore it all the time.
Chen Qiongying paused, but did not force it. The school hospitals of their school were actually better than ordinary clinics outside, and there was nothing to worry about if they had a fever or a cold.
OK, call me anytime if you have anything to do.She changed her shoes and nodded at him, and left him with a few hundred pocket money on the shoe cabinet. Then she left.