Chapter 282 The Time of Life and Death

Today's meal was temporarily ordered, and there was no choice for the dishes. Ji Lanting was afraid that the combination was not good, so he went to collect it himself.

After he left, Chen Qiongying moved to the bathroom in small steps.

The nurse just now had the tube removed her tube and she had been there once, but because the tube was intubated for too long, she could not defecate independently.

After drinking three or four glasses of water, her bladder was so furious that she had to try again.

But no matter how hard I try, I can't urinate.

The last time I did this was at Shen Jinyu's house, he licked it out.

Thinking of his face, she felt disgusted again.

She closed her eyes and endured the humiliation and imagined the feeling at that time, and then she felt a little urge to pee. She drizzled to the vaginal opening and was stimulated by the stinging sensation.

After sitting for a long time, he stood up with a pale face.

She was in a bad mood after she was helpless. She took a little more anxiously, but she pulled the wound again, which made her legs weak. When she fell, she instinctively leaned towards the sink. Her stomach hit her hard, and suddenly she felt an unbearable soreness. With the sharp and sharp stinging pain in her lower body, a lot of urine poured down her legs and feet.

She looked at the embarrassed herself in the mirror and the dazzling yellow and white water marks on the ceramic tiles. She was full of humiliation, trembling all over, and her mind was blank.

Even when she was in a downturn, she was arrogant. She never thought that she would have such a moment of irreverence.

Ah!!!Heart-wrenching crying sounds came from the bathroom.

When Ji Lanting came back to pick up the food, she heard something was wrong, so she rushed in and stood at the bathroom door and pounded the door in a panic: What's wrong with Yingying?Are you inside?Let me in!

The crying stopped abruptly and turned into a restrained sob.

She voiced hoarsely: You go out... okay?Let me be alone for a while.

Ji Lanting was sweating in a hurry: How can you relieve me?Tell me Ah, is the wound cracked?I went to call the nurse... He was afraid that she would be anxious, so he actually lied that there was a slight tear inside her and she had two needles of protein thread sewn.

Don't... She resisted almost panic: I'm fine, I just urinated, it's already healed.

Her voice sounded much calmer than before: I suddenly wanted to eat noodle soup, why don’t you buy me one.

Ji Lanting hesitated for a moment: Are you bleeding?If you have bleeding, you'll still call it a nurse...

No.She looked at the blood in the urine on the floor in a daze, but she was not concerned about her body, but her peeling dignity.

No matter how she persuaded her not to open the door, Ji Lanting had to accept her fate and compromise: Then I'll buy it for you, I'll come back soon!

After the sound of the outside room disappeared, Chen Qiongying shakingly got up, threw her clothes into the washing machine, and cleaned the contaminated floor.

After changing into spare clothes, he walked out of the bathroom tiredly, and his already bloodless face was even more terrifyingly white.

My eyes looked out the gray window, but were blocked by the shelf in the middle, where there were also a row of best-selling books, such as "The Old Man and the Sea" and "If I Give Me Three Days of Light", which probably gave the patients and their families time, and inspired their will to live.

And her book "The Rose of Thorns" was actually mixed with several books in China, which instantly grabbed her mind.

She moved over little by little, and somehow she pulled out the book and turned it over page by page.

The more I look at it, the more ironic I feel.

She thought she had come out, she thought she had won, but it was all spiritual victory...

Admit it!

Using escape to heal, and using forgetfulness to disguise, her strength is simply vulnerable!

She is nothing, she is still the thread-pull puppet who is played with whatever she wants.

The past was completely destroyed, but the future was bleak.

She laughed twice, but she lost the anger she had just now, but the tears were flowing faster and faster, silently soaking the clothes she had just changed.

Ji Lanting just walked to the hospital door and met He Bi and Zhou Yuze who were rushing to meet.

He Bi just happened to pack the noodle soup that was easy to digest after recovering from the disease.

The three rushed to the ward, but saw no one.

The strong fragrance of air freshener remains in the bathroom, the washing machine is still working, and the ceramic tiles are a bit trendy.

A book that was about to fall apart was scattered on the ground beside the window of the ward, and the torn pages were thrown everywhere.

He Bi and Zhou Yuze picked up some of them, their faces were solemn.

Especially He Bi, the more he read it, the more he feels guilty and uneasy: Why did you get her this book?

I... Ji Lanting was about to say that he didn't take it, but he remembered that when the hospital purchased books, he really recommended Yingying with his own personal support. At that time, he just silently supported her as her boyfriend, but she accidentally buried her thunder.

Originally, this subject was quite positive, especially in psychology, but now...

Zhou Yuze's eyes swept across the bedside table, where there were still lunch boxes with unmoved silk.

When it comes to Chen Qiongying's dislike of causing trouble, he looks ugly: Oh no... hurry up and adjust the surveillance!

Her feet were hanging in the air and she sat on the low edge of the outer ring of the rooftop roof.

The hospital gown is empty, making her look even thinner and fragile.

It seemed like a gust of wind could take her down.

The three men were so scared that they stopped their voices, fearing that their breathing would disturb her.

But silence is not a solution. The season has not yet recovered, and she is weak again.

Ji Lanting pretended to be nothing: Yingying, don’t you want to eat noodles?Come down soon, the noodles are about to be dumped...

Her back was indifferent, as if she didn't hear it at all.

He Bi's magnetic voice was extremely patient: Yingying, think about it, Xiaoyin, Ji Lanting was lying to you, his situation was not good at all, and only if you cheer up can you help him...

She was shocked all over and still didn't look back.

In fact, after the initial stress, she no longer took off her anger at Xiao Yin, but she knew that compared to the comfort she brought to Xiao Yin for a while, perhaps she was dead, which was really free from each other.

If Xiao Yin had not been exposed at this time, she would have been exposed at all costs, which would ruin Chen Jinyu's reputation; but because of Xiao Yin, she had to tolerate Chen Jinyu's threat without limit, and the mother and son were both hurt.

She didn't want to fall into Chen Jinyu's trap again and again, and she would get rid of internal friction with Xiao Yin, and the final warmth was gone.

If she is dead now, there will be beauty left between them, rather than being covered with dirty cracks created by Chen Jinyu.

Her eyes were dazed, and gradually shedding her temperature, and she leaned forward...

Zhou Yuze thought to himself that it was not good: Now she seems to be stubborn, and the more she persuaded her, the worse she gets.

In an emergency, he felt unprecedentedly keen. Seeing that she was facing the back of the building, he deliberately avoided the three sides where someone was infested.

This is probably her last tenderness?I don’t want to cause trouble for passers-by until I die.

Zhou Yuze sternly scolded: Are you worthy of Ji Lanting?Are you going to frame him?You jumped down and finished it all. This is the Ji family’s hospital. Do you know how much trouble it will bring to him?He is so nice to you. Even if you don’t appreciate it, will you still cheat him before you die?

She quickly turned around, feeling guilty and aggrieved, her chest fluctuated rapidly, and she was also sad and angry with the courage to be interrupted.

Ji Lanting was startled by those heavy words and subconsciously helped her excuse her: Yingying, don’t be sad, I don’t blame you...

Zhou Yuze crushed him tightly and continued to be unkind and aggressive: Do you know how unbearable he has a reputation in this because you were hospitalized twice?It’s not spread now because nothing big happened. Believe it or not, you will jump from here now. The rumors of you being forced to death by him tomorrow will spread across Yuntai?

Chen Qiongying was both ashamed and ashamed by him. She covered her face and cried loudly. After a while, she stopped and slowly turned off the short edge.

With such a strong relationship with Peiyi, she would not want to owe the other party favors. For this reason, she would rather give up Chen Jinyu. How could she leave a mess for Ji Lanting like this?

Almost as soon as his feet touched the ground, Zhou Yuze snatched her up and rubbed her into his arms: ...I was telling the truth, but not the truth... How could I watch you die?

Now is her most vulnerable time, and if she doesn't take the opportunity to explain, she will always leave a thorn.

She didn't speak, but her body kept resisting and struggling.

Zhou Yuze smiled bitterly.

The words just now were expedient, but they were harsh.But if he does it again, he still won't regret it.

As long as she can stop her from committing suicide, what's the point even if his status is in danger?

He Bi was extremely nervous, shocked to her eyes so much that she was wet. For the first time, she stood in her perspective and looked at her mistake: this was the girl he liked at first sight, even though he was more face than he could not understand this mood at that time.

How natural the plunder is, how unwilling you will be after losing it.

Later, she lurked beside her, and she still had more obsessions of not getting what she wanted out of her desire, and she didn't repent much.

Rather than saying that it is not to give up on one's sake. At this time, Chen Jinyu's encouragement was gone, and he had never even thought about marrying her.

But when she found out that she had pulled their son so big and understood her footprints of making life over the years, she gradually moved and realized her flexibility and difficulty.

The better and noble a person is, the more distressing it is when surrendering to reality.

I still remember the long-term reunion in the design. He just expressed his pursuit. Her refusal was panicked, as if there was a difference between them: I have a single parent with a low education, and my current livelihood is also thanks to my friends' support, and I am in debt. I am afraid I am not worthy of Mr. He.

Thinking of her arrogant rejection in high school, he had no pleasure and only had sorrow.

Because of her inferiority complex and defense, he pretended to be a friend for three or four years before he dared to reiterate the old words.

In the process of mutual penetration, the persistence and unwillingness that had to be taken down also turned into appreciating pity love. He finally understood what the first time he saw in his youth meant and where those persistence and unwillingness came from.

But the damage is always there.

Even though she looks worry-free now and is doing well, her achievements are still bleak compared to her alumni of the same period.

Even her favorite piano was mediocre due to her lack of further study and material foundation, and her original talent and spiritual energy were wasted so little.

Now she has been repeatedly entangled by Chen Jinyu and has no desire to live anymore.

Isn’t there any harm in this?He confessed from the bottom of his heart: I'm sorry Yingying, in fact, it's okay if you don't forgive me, I just want you to live well.

He appeared in front of her again and again with the banner of making up for it, which was actually a kind of harm.

If this matter is over, you still don't want to see me, I... He was stuttering in his throat, but he felt that saying goodbye was too difficult to say.

In his world, he has never given up.

Next, I will do my best to help you, and it should be time to finish everything.It would not be too late to come to judge him when the dust settles, and everything will be left to her.

Ji Lanting recovered and was afraid that she would not be able to do so. She was worried that her knot was not resolved. She also learned from Zhou Yuze's routine and moral kidnapping: I asked those media to stumbling on Chen Jinyu, but I spent a lot of money in it. Are you most afraid of debts for favors? Then you have to pay it off, otherwise who will I go to?

Chen Qiongying was forced by the conversation, and she felt that she was free and hopeless in her life. She could not vent the ups and downs of suicide being blocked. I don’t care, Xiao Yin will give you back.

Ji Lanting was amazed at her rare shirks and tricked her, and she really tried to imagine: If you jumped off a building, his temperament would not be able to survive your first seven.

Chen Qiongying was silent.

She was impulsive just now, and she was self-moving to commit suicide, but she had to admit that Ji Lanting was right and could see through her.

Recalling the determination that Xiaoyin had led her to stab her heart with her own hands, there was no possibility of living alone.

She always underestimated his feelings.

Just imagining the situation he followed, her heart was broken and she suddenly woke up.

Seeing that she was open-minded, Zhou Yuze struck while the iron was hot to induce and motivate: We have been pushing forward secretly, and many things have come to light. If you die, wouldn’t it be a waste of our previous efforts and cheap Chen Jinyu?

This time it’s no longer an escape. If we take the initiative, don’t you want to try bravery and subversion?

Don’t be afraid of death, but still be afraid of the final war?

Her eyebrows and eyes moved, and gradually a faint light shone away the evening mist.

Will he be retribution?Will it?Can I wait?... She murmured, and a cluster of flames popped out of her pupils: You are right... Let's wait!