Chapter 78 Why are you here

Chen Qiongying covered her hot face with cold hands... Because the latter is a novel, it is too unserious...

Ning Rui put the document back into the drawer, observed every subtle expression of her, and then withdrew her eyes. This was not the case, but because the second paragraph describes the intercourse, which is mixed with physiological and psychological narrations, and your heart is involuntarily following these narrations.

He raised his eyebrows: In other words, these words are stimulating to you. Your expression, body temperature, subconscious legs and swallowing actions show that you have feelings for these words. This is two-way, shame rather than embarrassment, shy rather than pain.

So I tend to be that you have no physical problems, and psychologically, there are actually no major problems.

The blush on her face gradually faded from doubt, it was impossible...

Ning Rui continued: There is no big problem because of your psychology, there is no sign of rejecting sex.Deep down you still believe that it is common sense to have sex and have orgasm in sex.However, your mind may have cast a layer of volcanic ash on yourself and use volcanoes that erupted at some time to intimidate yourself.

I... She bit her lip, her face a little more future and faded red, and she was a little anxious and pale. So, should I hypnotize me again?

If you forget those things, you will not be able to "intimidate" yourself...

Ning Rui shook his head: After three years of diagnosis and treatment experiments with hypnosis and drugs, it ultimately failed on you, which proves that there must be something wrong with us.Your personality is not the insignificant and cowardly you identify as yourself. You may have a strong and tenacious side, and you don’t know it yourself.

His beautiful and slender knuckles gently tapped the table. I guess, your id actually has a lively, autonomous, independent, and free and disorderly side. However, the excessive constraints of your original family have restrained your self with the overly strict superego. The balance is completely unequal and tilted. You think you are cowardly, you are not, you think you are timid, you are not... In other words, you think you are conservative and feudal, but maybe you are not.

I……? Chen Qiongying seemed surprised and seemed to be expecting it, and murmured in a low voice, "So I still have a side that I don't even know myself..."

Ning Rui nodded slightly: This ambiguous state, as the remnant of the past self, may one day, under special stimulation, you will burst out, of course, that kind of outbreak that comes late may not be a good thing.

Chen Qiongying didn't want to believe what he said, but it is undeniable that what he said was the fact.

Sometimes she felt very depressed, even if she had deliberately lived a casual life away from the trajectory of my past.

As early as when she ran away from home, that was the biggest struggle she had ever fought. Her backbone seemed to be exhausted at once, but sometimes she felt that it was not enough, not enough!

Otherwise, why would she still feel panic and angry when she hears the name Chen Jinyu?

What do I do?Her expression became plain and very calm, and she was even a little separated from the physical and mental state.

Ning Rui thought about it and organized the language. Under long-term suppression, it was not a good idea to overthrow the past. Extremes often bring about another extreme. You may even go from a lady to a slut.I think the best way is to release your self a little bit, tilt the balance back, and let your self-awareness go from being blinded to being corrected, which is our purpose.

Chen Qiongying was slightly shocked because of the words "slut" in his words, and his mind was cracked like a spider web.

But before breaking the order, I have to ask first, are you mentally prepared?Ning Rui pushed a diagnostic report to her.

It was a diagnostic report in English. Even if Chen Qiongying was not very good in English, she accurately captured the keywords.

The date of visit was eight years ago, and there were a bunch of professional vocabulary test names that ordinary people could not understand. Generally speaking, after ED was ruled out, the patient was diagnosed as Aphanisis.

The issuing agency is UCSF Medicalter and is not forged.The patient's name is RuiNing.

Seeing Chen Qiongying being a little confused, Ning Rui added without any attention: You can understand that he is frigid.

He took the order back and folded it. His slender fingers were calm and beautiful enough to be pleasing to the eye, without any difficulty in being spying on the privacy. There is a saying that the passage to a woman's heart is the vagina.You can treat this process as a gynecological examination.And I have no gender threat.

What he said was very obscure, but Chen Qiongying suddenly understood what he meant.

If you want to make a metaphor, it is probably the same as the amateurs who drill wood to make fire when they survive in the wild.

One mind has obstacles, the other mind is like stagnant water, and in forced friction, a wire of fire may be drawn at a certain moment.

This process may be full of the cold feeling of inorganic matter. As a mechanical exploration, it is not erotic, but it will break the boundaries and be ambiguous.

I avoided my sight in a little embarrassedly, and my voice was stuttering and awkward. Why, this way?

Ning Rui stared at her directly, her eyes were open and there was no slight turbulence. First, although psychological problems arise, in fact, you are no different from ordinary people in daily life. Only sexual intercourse is your lesions; second, although it is more difficult, maybe three or five years, there is no other more relaxed way, but Miss Chen, I can't wait. To be honest, I'm not going to stay here for so long. I took over because you signed a volunteer experimental agreement with me, unconditionally cooperated with long-term medication and hypnosis tests, and supplemented the clinical parameters of the progress of propranolol in the universal treatment of PTSD.

He paused, his tone seemed unkind because of a slight stylization: Now that your case has failed, your data no longer needs to be updated to me, according to the agreement, I can completely abolish it unilaterally.

She quickly interrupted, Doctor Ning, I can pay!I can renew my contract!

A few years ago, the book bar business was just starting, and she was hit by the volunteers' free trial drug opportunity, which was like receiving the second timely help.

And now, she will no longer hesitate about the high medical fees.

Unfortunately, money is not a problem for me. When I returned to China, I was originally doing this research.But if you can help me with my sexually frigid self-healing, it will make more sense than research, and I think it will be a win-win situation.

When he said these words, he was not too close to her, and even began to read the documents, without giving her any sense of oppression, as if he was just to stay or leave.

She bit her lip for a while, and was quite confused for a moment.

In this city, she has reservations about Ning Rui who has known him for four years. If she changes her, will she still have the courage to tell others?

Her face changed and she finally stared at him and asked softly, why... it was me?

Ning Rui did not avoid her gaze, and a strange light flashed through her stagnant eyes. Although she didn't want to admit it, it would have a subtle sense of you at a very special occasion.

Chen Qiongying's face turned red again. She turned her head, but her voice was cold and hard, which was completely different from her shy expression, and she seemed to be ruthless: So... it's just a 'gynecological examination'?

She has undergone a gynecological examination by a male doctor.If it was Ning Rui himself, then this matter seemed to be feasible again.

Although it is embarrassing, as long as the fire thread is stopped before it can successfully ignite the tinder, there is no possibility of falling and falling off the rails and brewing a fire.

Ning Rui chuckled as if she was happy with the compromise she expected. Without your permission, I would not use parts other than my fingers.I don't think this level of intelligence spying on your body's organs is different from gynecological examinations.If you insist on it, it is probably the same as the relationship between the two readings you read.

Chen Qiongying's eyes fell on the folded treatment sheet in front of him again on the table. She lowered her head for a long time. This matter is very...I need to think carefully about it.

The two were about to say something when the clinic door was knocked.

Chen Qiongying was slightly stunned and nodded at Ning Rui. It just so happened that I should go back, so I will do this first.

She opened the door and was about to leave, but was frightened by the person she met and took two steps back. Her always gentle voice was raised by two points: Why are you here?!