Chen Qiongying could not face such flawed parents, nor could she face the thug Chen Jinyu, and she was even more unwilling to be expelled as a victim, so she chose to run away from home.
She bought a ticket in a free and happy way, wandered to distant cities in the south, completely breaking her original family.
Are you happy?Actually, it's not very happy.
Because the foundation of all happiness must be based on material things.
When she ran away from home, she only had the meals she had for the future and the card charge. She used the remaining change to buy a ticket, and there was almost nothing left.
It was just the joy of burning the boats in that moment, and what followed was the overwhelming bitterness of reality.
She just thought at that time, just die, she didn't want to live anyway.
But wandering is not the most terrifying thing. Being raped or being raped is not the most terrifying thing. What is terrifying is that she is pregnant.
Her belly grew bigger and bigger day by day, and she ignored the worsening pregnancy reactions. Even if she didn't understand it very much, she knew what was wrong.
She was so scared that she could not predict whether the child was deformed.
Although she didn't know if she had changed every time the gang raped, she also knew that Chen Jinyu was involved probably every time, especially in the last few times she was with him alone!
She had no money to check and have no money to have an abortion, she had a store tutor, a market vegetable delivery worker, a fly restaurant to wash dishes... She even hoped that tiredness could kill this little life, but she didn't.
There is nothing else, it is too stubborn.
At that time, she lived in a cheap dormitory at a food stall, eating the leftovers of customers every day. Even though most of them were barbecue and fried instant noodles and other junk foods that were nutritious, this little life still grew up healthily day by day.
So she lost her job again.
Because the food stall owner didn’t know it before, but now he knows how to use a big belly to do physical work?
He didn't dare to let her be born in the dormitory.
Especially her attitude of wanting to sell her strength and dying her fetal energy, it makes people secretly shocked, how dare she use her?
Fortunately, she saved enough money for the past six months to rent a cheap rental house in the middle village of the city, and there was no need to go through the troublesome procedures. She spent the last three months safely, gave birth alone, and gave birth to a sunken house.
To be honest, even if she has money, she would not dare to go to the hospital for childbirth, because her past identity had long been abandoned by her.
Fortunately, he is a healthy child.
Although his eyebrows and eyes became more and more like Chen Jinyu when he grew up, especially those cold eyes that were as cold as ink, which looked more like those printed in his memory, but it was not impossible for his nephew to be like his uncle.
After all, the child born with Chen Jinyu is likely to be a freak, a deformity, and cannot survive.
Chen Qiongying did not think that the unfortunate self would encounter a lucky accident.
She always believed that Shen Yin should be the seed of one of the people involved in the storm of her.
How could she give birth to a child for a person like Chen Jinyu? Absolutely impossible!
This child can also bring her an alternative vitality.
You should know that before she ran away from home, she was already in depression and almost ended her life many times.
If this child was deformed, she would probably really take him to jump into the river and die.
But since this child is healthy, her sense of responsibility does not allow her to escape.
When livelihoods are all problems, and she has to bear another little life, she no longer has time to divert her personal emotions. The past is also very far away in the busy days, and she will only come to her door in nightmare.
Depression was stranded unconsciously.
She has not suffered too much in the past ten years, but the first two years have been extremely difficult.
Fortunately, I have never met any bad guys. In addition to the indifferent ordinary person who drove her away in the late pregnancy and was afraid of causing trouble, she has also met the landlord grandmother who took the initiative to help her take care of the child when the child was one or two years old and had to go out to make money to support her family, and the old aunt who always made a private kitchen for Xiao Shenyin because of her distress.
Otherwise, Chen Qiongying, a new mother with a child, would not have been able to find a job smoothly and live in a different place.
Fortunately, she has the skill of piano, and was influenced by Mei Fangling to sing a few lines on stage. In the most difficult times, she relied on being a personal trainer, performing in a restaurant, and performing in a teahouse to perform, and survived the difficult years, and the mother and son were spared from starvation and cold.
She has a good temperament and can be promoted, she is free from wind and sun exposure, and is free from being tempered by life. Her mind is pure as before, so her appearance has almost not changed much over the years.
Because she didn't have an ID card for a long time, she didn't have high salary requirements. Fortunately, most of the bosses were reasonable and did not deduct anything. In addition, she had excellent appearance and passed the business, so she was very relaxed to her.
Fortunately, these places are of good style and the guests they meet are more polite.
There have been suitors and entangled people, but most of them are fine.
Later, Chen Yin grew up slowly, and Chen Qiongying accidentally met an old man.
Ten years later.
Morando Cafe on the corner of Jinding Office Building in Yuntai City.
A woman with long hair shawls was playing. She was wearing a water-colored gauze dress. In fact, her expression was very gentle, but it seemed that her bones were filled with Bingling's beauty, which was extremely cold and shining with blue light, making people dare not talk to her rashly.
The temperament is as cold and quiet as it is shining on the water and flowers. Once the eyes are opened, it will be a meteor with a dream.
Her fingers bounced freely, as if they were growing for piano keys, and a song "Wedding in a Dream" poured out from under her fingers.
The songs under her were sad and sad, and seemed to be filled with pain that penetrated into the bone marrow. If you want to capture them, you feel that feeling is indecipherable.
Beautiful things are naturally admirable, and people often put tips on the small table next to the piano.
Chen Qiongying gradually raised her head, and her song just fell to the end.
I saw a foreign gentleman in his forties standing next to him, holding a bouquet of flowers as if waiting for her to finish, and there were still twenty dollars in the bouquet.
Hello?Do you have any songs you are looking forward to?She took the bouquet and bowed to thank her, and asked politely, "I can play for you."
That gentleman was probably a simple piano enthusiast, so he was not intimidated by the distant and coldness all over her: I think you play well, and of course you have a very good temperament. I have been here eighteen times and heard this song repeat three times, but I am a little confused. I used to hear this song elsewhere, all of which are dreamy and sad, some are light and melancholy, but not lost in sadness... Why do I think that you always make you cry in despair, and even heartbreak makes me feel painful? I am curious about what the wedding in your dream is like?
A dream wedding? Chen Qiongying fell into a trance. She thought she had no future, perfection?
This life will never be perfect...
She was once 16 years old, and naturally she had fantasized about the grand wedding of being spoiled in her palm like a princess and blooming red roses all over the city, including white doves, churches, wedding dresses inlaid with crystal shoes and diamonds, and a handsome and gentle person. That was as beautiful as a fairy tale...
As for now, for a person who has no roots, her dream wedding is probably indescribable and will only exist in her dream forever!
The apology was used to dispel the curious regular guest with emotional failure and inadvertent expressions. Chen Qiongying closed the cover of the piano, went to the locker room to change her clothes, and walked through the hall and was about to leave when a tentative call that seemed a little hesitant and deeply surprised was fixed on the spot.
Yingying?!
She bought a ticket in a free and happy way, wandered to distant cities in the south, completely breaking her original family.
Are you happy?Actually, it's not very happy.
Because the foundation of all happiness must be based on material things.
When she ran away from home, she only had the meals she had for the future and the card charge. She used the remaining change to buy a ticket, and there was almost nothing left.
It was just the joy of burning the boats in that moment, and what followed was the overwhelming bitterness of reality.
She just thought at that time, just die, she didn't want to live anyway.
But wandering is not the most terrifying thing. Being raped or being raped is not the most terrifying thing. What is terrifying is that she is pregnant.
Her belly grew bigger and bigger day by day, and she ignored the worsening pregnancy reactions. Even if she didn't understand it very much, she knew what was wrong.
She was so scared that she could not predict whether the child was deformed.
Although she didn't know if she had changed every time the gang raped, she also knew that Chen Jinyu was involved probably every time, especially in the last few times she was with him alone!
She had no money to check and have no money to have an abortion, she had a store tutor, a market vegetable delivery worker, a fly restaurant to wash dishes... She even hoped that tiredness could kill this little life, but she didn't.
There is nothing else, it is too stubborn.
At that time, she lived in a cheap dormitory at a food stall, eating the leftovers of customers every day. Even though most of them were barbecue and fried instant noodles and other junk foods that were nutritious, this little life still grew up healthily day by day.
So she lost her job again.
Because the food stall owner didn’t know it before, but now he knows how to use a big belly to do physical work?
He didn't dare to let her be born in the dormitory.
Especially her attitude of wanting to sell her strength and dying her fetal energy, it makes people secretly shocked, how dare she use her?
Fortunately, she saved enough money for the past six months to rent a cheap rental house in the middle village of the city, and there was no need to go through the troublesome procedures. She spent the last three months safely, gave birth alone, and gave birth to a sunken house.
To be honest, even if she has money, she would not dare to go to the hospital for childbirth, because her past identity had long been abandoned by her.
Fortunately, he is a healthy child.
Although his eyebrows and eyes became more and more like Chen Jinyu when he grew up, especially those cold eyes that were as cold as ink, which looked more like those printed in his memory, but it was not impossible for his nephew to be like his uncle.
After all, the child born with Chen Jinyu is likely to be a freak, a deformity, and cannot survive.
Chen Qiongying did not think that the unfortunate self would encounter a lucky accident.
She always believed that Shen Yin should be the seed of one of the people involved in the storm of her.
How could she give birth to a child for a person like Chen Jinyu? Absolutely impossible!
This child can also bring her an alternative vitality.
You should know that before she ran away from home, she was already in depression and almost ended her life many times.
If this child was deformed, she would probably really take him to jump into the river and die.
But since this child is healthy, her sense of responsibility does not allow her to escape.
When livelihoods are all problems, and she has to bear another little life, she no longer has time to divert her personal emotions. The past is also very far away in the busy days, and she will only come to her door in nightmare.
Depression was stranded unconsciously.
She has not suffered too much in the past ten years, but the first two years have been extremely difficult.
Fortunately, I have never met any bad guys. In addition to the indifferent ordinary person who drove her away in the late pregnancy and was afraid of causing trouble, she has also met the landlord grandmother who took the initiative to help her take care of the child when the child was one or two years old and had to go out to make money to support her family, and the old aunt who always made a private kitchen for Xiao Shenyin because of her distress.
Otherwise, Chen Qiongying, a new mother with a child, would not have been able to find a job smoothly and live in a different place.
Fortunately, she has the skill of piano, and was influenced by Mei Fangling to sing a few lines on stage. In the most difficult times, she relied on being a personal trainer, performing in a restaurant, and performing in a teahouse to perform, and survived the difficult years, and the mother and son were spared from starvation and cold.
She has a good temperament and can be promoted, she is free from wind and sun exposure, and is free from being tempered by life. Her mind is pure as before, so her appearance has almost not changed much over the years.
Because she didn't have an ID card for a long time, she didn't have high salary requirements. Fortunately, most of the bosses were reasonable and did not deduct anything. In addition, she had excellent appearance and passed the business, so she was very relaxed to her.
Fortunately, these places are of good style and the guests they meet are more polite.
There have been suitors and entangled people, but most of them are fine.
Later, Chen Yin grew up slowly, and Chen Qiongying accidentally met an old man.
Ten years later.
Morando Cafe on the corner of Jinding Office Building in Yuntai City.
A woman with long hair shawls was playing. She was wearing a water-colored gauze dress. In fact, her expression was very gentle, but it seemed that her bones were filled with Bingling's beauty, which was extremely cold and shining with blue light, making people dare not talk to her rashly.
The temperament is as cold and quiet as it is shining on the water and flowers. Once the eyes are opened, it will be a meteor with a dream.
Her fingers bounced freely, as if they were growing for piano keys, and a song "Wedding in a Dream" poured out from under her fingers.
The songs under her were sad and sad, and seemed to be filled with pain that penetrated into the bone marrow. If you want to capture them, you feel that feeling is indecipherable.
Beautiful things are naturally admirable, and people often put tips on the small table next to the piano.
Chen Qiongying gradually raised her head, and her song just fell to the end.
I saw a foreign gentleman in his forties standing next to him, holding a bouquet of flowers as if waiting for her to finish, and there were still twenty dollars in the bouquet.
Hello?Do you have any songs you are looking forward to?She took the bouquet and bowed to thank her, and asked politely, "I can play for you."
That gentleman was probably a simple piano enthusiast, so he was not intimidated by the distant and coldness all over her: I think you play well, and of course you have a very good temperament. I have been here eighteen times and heard this song repeat three times, but I am a little confused. I used to hear this song elsewhere, all of which are dreamy and sad, some are light and melancholy, but not lost in sadness... Why do I think that you always make you cry in despair, and even heartbreak makes me feel painful? I am curious about what the wedding in your dream is like?
A dream wedding? Chen Qiongying fell into a trance. She thought she had no future, perfection?
This life will never be perfect...
She was once 16 years old, and naturally she had fantasized about the grand wedding of being spoiled in her palm like a princess and blooming red roses all over the city, including white doves, churches, wedding dresses inlaid with crystal shoes and diamonds, and a handsome and gentle person. That was as beautiful as a fairy tale...
As for now, for a person who has no roots, her dream wedding is probably indescribable and will only exist in her dream forever!
The apology was used to dispel the curious regular guest with emotional failure and inadvertent expressions. Chen Qiongying closed the cover of the piano, went to the locker room to change her clothes, and walked through the hall and was about to leave when a tentative call that seemed a little hesitant and deeply surprised was fixed on the spot.
Yingying?!
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