Chapter 292 Belated awakening, undecided determination

Seeing her vomiting in a mess, Chen Jinyu drank all the wine like a celebration, humming a song and packing the bed sheets, as if the filthy stuff did not emit an unpleasant smell.

Chen Yin hurriedly retreated from her body, helped her sit up, and repeatedly confirmed that it was not serious. He was both embarrassed and guilty. He carefully carried her to take a shower, observed for a while before he hugged each other and fell asleep.

Chen Jinyu, who had drunk a lot of wine, had already slept soundly.

In the early morning, the door of the study was closed.

Chen Qiongying carefully searched on the bookshelf.

She didn't dare to turn on the lights, so she could only use her cell phone and moonlight.

There are many and similar documents. She knows nothing about these and is afraid of disrupting the order.

She struggled to find it so hard that she was approached from behind and didn't even notice it.

Suddenly, someone covered his mouth from behind and hugged his waist, and a passionate breath sprayed on her neck: What are you looking for?

She was so scared that her body froze and she didn't move. It took her a long time to realize that this was Xiao Yin.

She was so uncomfortable before, how could he be able to sleep? Seeing that she got up and didn't return at night, she came up with her heels.

I almost saw the general content of the document in her hand at a glance, and countless speculations flashed through my mind.

In just one night, he experienced two feelings of death and life. He loved and hated her and couldn't help biting her ears in exchange for her shivering trembling and suppressed sobs.

He was vaguely excited by this unexpected discovery, but also knew that this was not the place to talk, so he lowered his voice and let go: I'll find it for you.

Chen Qiongying was still so soft that she couldn't stand it. He was already busy around the desk.

As if he noticed her physical alert, he read it with all his eyes and did not forget to say concisely: Chen Jinyu has medicine in his hand, and I was worried that he would not benefit you.

She said slowly, followed him silently, and reset the places she turned over one by one.

Chen Yin had been exposed to these documents a lot when he was internship for Jiang Peiyi. In Shen Qiongying's eyes, similar content was at a loss, but at first glance, he looked very different. He didn't take much effort to find the document.

She took the file and replaced all the samples.

Both of them breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

The moonlight sprinkles in through the old-fashioned arched window glass paper, and the warm yellow reflects the appearance of flowers on the ground, making the shadows very romantic.

He wanted to hug her, but she retreated suddenly and subconsciously pushed him and staggered, making him froze in place in embarrassment.

She also made a mistake and was at a loss, shocked by her reaction, she also wanted to hug him.

Sorry, I... She was so aggrieved that she wanted to cry, feeling that she was forced to the extreme by this damn chaos.

It's okay, I understand everything.While he was injured, he comforted her and comforted himself: It will be fine, and it will be better slowly.

Just when the atmosphere was awkward, the sound of flushing the toilet came from outside.

Chen Qiongying was so panicked that she was stiff all over. Chen Jinyu was indeed drunk, but no matter how drunk she was, she wouldn’t even notice that there were few people around her!

Shen Yin made a quick decision: Go downstairs first!

Chen Jinyu went down the stairs and vaguely heard the woman scolding and arguing.

He pressed the light on expressionlessly.

The boy was trying to force the woman who was sleeping alone on the sofa, trying to explain something. The woman seemed to be so resistant that she could not resist, and covering her mouth with dry retching was not like making a falsification.

Judging from his years of experience in socializing, whether she is really disgusting or acting today, he will not be deceived.

She obviously couldn't even tolerate the boy's touch.

Chen Jinyu is happy to see this situation, but it does not mean that he is willing to be the young man to win over the main.

The concern is unquestionable: Yingying went up to sleep with me, it was cold here.

Chen Yin was about to say something, but Chen Qiongying winked at him: Go up first, I have something to say to him.

Chen Yin was worried, but she saw that her mental outlook was very different at this time and her spirit was particularly dazzling, which made him take him as he was unconsciously obedient.

Only Shen Jinyu and Shen Qiongying were left in the living room.

Chen Jinyu calmed down: If you don’t like it, I won’t call him here in the future. The purpose has been achieved, and she even reacted more intensely than expected.

It is better to be trained in person, even if you don’t have sex, there are other ways.

Under the slightly exaggerated crystal lamp, everything is so bright that it is nowhere to hide, as if it can shine in people's hearts.

She asked quietly: Chen Jinyu, have you ever loved me?

He was stunned for a moment, his heart was weakened.

She looked up under the lamp, her face could not be looked at by her face, as it was unreal, which made him intoxicated.

Putting aside the sibling filters, with his experience over the years, he has never seen anyone who can compare with her appearance.

But what made him even more intoxicated was her graceful, classical, stubborn and forbearing temperament, which would make possession and invasion give birth to many sinful stimulation and fun, and he could not stop.

In the final analysis, Chen Jinyu, cultivated by this family, has a feudal machismo. In some ways, he and Shen Qiongying are indeed complementary.

It is difficult for him to fall in love with women who are free from openness. After the reunion, he has become more and more ruthless in his actions, and his emotions are no longer the original intention of his youth.

At this time, under the light, the atmosphere was just right, and everything seemed to have returned to the starting point with her grievances and doubts, and his eyes were a little dazed.

She has always been so beautiful, he likes any expression on his face, but if she smiles sweetly at him and acts coquettishly at him, even if she is as soft as she is now, he will not be drifting away from her.

If she hadn't rejected him so thoroughly, he wouldn't have been willing to use those means.

He had no doubt loved her in the past, but now he has collapsed into this situation, so it is difficult for him to answer her questions. As for the future?He was also becoming more and more confused.

Let me say it, she said calmly: You don’t love me, you don’t love anyone, you only love yourself.

Loving someone never depends on your mood, but on what you have done to her.She smiled bitterly: So what have you done over the years?

You raped me and even raped me with others, just because I am a living person with my own will and will, so you want to destroy my muscles and bones.Her eyes became empty and sad: If you can't get it, you will be destroyed. This is your life creed.

Chen Jinyu sobered up a little, and spoke slowly: Yingying, I regret hurting you, but it was not because you said "not love", but because I love you too much. He sighed: The inability to let go is precisely the ultimate of love. If you can let go, it is not love.

She seemed surprised that he was still quarreling, and gradually became excited: You raped me, you raped me, and now you still want to crush my self-esteem, get me drunk, drug me, and watch people rape me!Is this your love?Do you want such love?

He spoke in silence, as if he was a little worried, thinking about how to defend himself and put himself in his shoes and think about such unnecessary things, which he had never been disdainful to do.

But the atmosphere tonight was pretty good. She hadn't had a heart-to-heart talk with him for a long time, and he didn't want to blame him for everything: Yingying, you have to know, little...

He wanted to say that Xiaoyin was not an outsider, but was cut off by Chen Qiongying nervously and sharply: Don’t mention him! I'm asking you!

Seeing that she was allergic, he smiled knowingly, but he was thinking about how to suppress her current derailment.

He was thinking that maybe she should really use some medicine in the future. She thought too much about everything, so it would be better to be good.

She is so sensitive and fragile that she should be more paralyzed and enjoy the favor he gives with awe.

If he wanted more than ten years ago, Chen Qiongying, who could beg and cry, then what he wanted now was a meat slave who was stripped naked and tame inside and outside.

She seemed to have endured to the limit, not caring whether she angered him, or her purpose was to anger: Why, you can't be impotence yourself, so you just want someone to rape me. Are you still a man?Do you still have humanity?You're not just sick?You are simply terminally ill!

He put away his smile: Yingying, don’t challenge my patience.

He pinched his dizzy forehead, as if he gave the last condolence: If you don't like it, then there will be nothing in the future.Is it okay if we are the only two of us?The sudden fatigue made him feel very compassionate: Let’s stop torture each other and make up.

Reconcile?She smiled a little coldly: Then what are the injuries I have suffered from desperately escaping from resistance?

You're killing me, but you never feel it.She had sex with her favorite person just now but was unable to vomit. She wanted to hug her in the study but was forced to distance herself. She seemed to watch her body and mind split and get out of control.

Even if she finally escaped from Chen Jinyu, she would inevitably become a puppet. Her heart was completely imprisoned, where could her body go?

She lives in the shadow forever and cannot get real freedom and redemption, just like the book that she tore into pieces with her own hands, mocking her incompetence.

At this moment, she finally realized: I am cowardly and escape, and I will never fly; I will work hard to have good things, but I will be cruelly destroyed by your deliberate and deliberate efforts.

She thought about the most free and easy time in her life, she ran away from home.

At that time, she was like a little bird, caring nothing for freedom.

Once upon a time, he was locked in a cage, tied up a collar, cut his wings and became a poultry.

In order to keep a peaceful life, she kept giving in, so all the friends around her were affected; she had been tolerant for Xiao Yin, but now, is Xiao Yin willing to go further and further away from her?

He obviously can do anything for her, but what is the decency she pursues with great effort?

Just now, she made a decision that might be the bravest decision in her life.

I was ruined by you for half my life, this is my life.I deserve it, this is the last time.She returns to peace and sentences word by word: You will also pay the price for what you do.

He had unstable blood pressure when drinking and taking drugs, and his mind was dizzy. He had been patiently comforting her, thinking that it would make her feel more open. Seeing that she was slandering and asking for guilt, he turned off the light and left her upstairs.

She held the phone tightly in her palm behind her, and it was already damp.

Belated awakening, undecided determination.